Baliffgate Dream

Wired stuff last night.. not 'plesent' but not unpleasant either and some thing likes 'eyes' stuck shut & no air that I've not had in years and years.


- A spaceship with 2 old school friends, that is also a bed.... the air keeps vanishing so we can't breath and are gasping.


- I'm male, and an apprentices to a totally bungling murderer! He keeps getting everything wrong, he 'kills' someone and rolls her into a rug, but he didn't kill her properly and she's hopping round in a carpet with a sore head :/ We jump into the sea to hide, it's very dark in the water.

- 'Blue blood' - the phrase, it my dream it was linked with the blue/throat chakra and wisdom.


- Alnwick castle, the Bailiffgate area, there is a wired shop/cafe selling pop tarts for £10, they think it's funny to charge so much.   It' goes back into a large building and I'm going to live there - we are talking about history of humanity.... I try to cross the road to the buildings were I used to go to high school as I need a 'key' from there.  When I get to the road my eyes are gummed shut and I can't see the road or traffic... I cross anyway. I go back into the big house again, but it's frustrating not being able to get my eyes open properly so I just have to listen and feel my way round.

(I'm intrigued by this, as this seems to be stuff from the past of my Dad's side of the family)

Walking Red Deer, Symbols and Shells.

Interesting night, with symbols patterns and wired stuff... oh and dreams happening twice, repeating with slight differences.

Firstly was something about God-Trees a pattern of 5 and skills that had been lost... again the 'ranger/woodsman' them that keeps popping up.

Next was an image.. it was similar to the masonic symbol but it was on a mirror the square and the compass shape... I understood the meaning of it, and they should overlap... Time/lines and architecture and the mirror were all part of it and important -
Then this repeated again, same image. (don't understand this at all this morning so will have to look into the symbol) :P


Red Deer walking on hind legs like a person the setting is a street in the village I grew up in, on the way to my middle school.
I greet it ' with hello how are you and it bows down.. 
Then this repeats again, same place same red walking deer.. this time we both bow and meet with a Namaste and smaller bow each.


Next I'm in a school science lab, the curriculum has changed and it's now less experimental and more about rediscovery and looking into the past for healing and re-awakening.

I go into a place were I can see my Dad as he was when I was a child, there is a version of a toy that I had but it's larger and different... there should be a film of me as a baby but it's 'lost'

Next dreaming of dreaming..
I'm in a large temple with a pond in the pond are stones, I pull out a pink oval stone/shell... I'm waiting for something to be repaired.
2 young men come to fix it, as they repair things one is talking about a dream he had with Giants in it.. the giants are the same ratio as from my dream massive!
Next I'm discussing the giant dream with neighbours... I talk about my dream of the dream of the

'fixing' men - I'm trying to puzzle it out, as I'm telling them I can see an overview of the temple complex from one of my giant dream.  The one with the raised room.  As I'm talking about it I can see the room I was in and the place were the giant stood but I see if from a birds eye view as a huge complex.It has huge walls but with rooms on top and is set in a city. 
As I talk a woman starts to fit, I lay her down, and find her medication for her and get what she needs.
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As I wake up I get a message that the pink stone from the pond is Abalone or something that reminded me of macaroni? I didn't know what this was :) On googling I realise it's mother of pearl and is correct for what I was holding.

As I got up to get dresses, I find on my bedroom floor a dead butterfly the wings on one side missing... I pick it up and look for somewhere to put it and first thing I spot is a jar I got from Tibet covered in mother of pearl.

Fox

Didn't dream much but had a visit from Fox... a beautiful large one :) I remembered that Saturdays timeline healing dream at the start I was carrying a fox cub in my mouth. Need to ponder Fox -

Sooo, thoughts so far.

'Fox' and my thoughts on fox energy today :D

It's a playful creature who survives by it's instincts... a predictor in it's own world but Prey in the world of man... cunning in it;s escape, it won't just panic but will often run rings around the hounds leading them astray.

It goes to ground, it's den below the earth and is active from dusk - so it's an energy that fits with dream work.

Also a strong female energy tied to it's night time activity's and home in the dark womb of earth..... yet it's coat is like fire, blazing orange like the sun, so it also symbolises spirit and the element of fire, might be worth me pondering it;s link to the orange chakra.

It's a family creature, nurturing and protecting it's young and like wolf it mates for life so there is loyalty there.

I'll admit to being indifferently disposed to 'Fox' for a time after one killed our pet cat when we lived in London... but I can't ignore spirit animals.

It seems like quite a powerful spirit animal, The fact that a very healing dream started with me carrying a Fox cub in my mouth (like I was it's mother) seems now very intriguing, and another layer to the dream I'd not considered yet.



After the vision of fox I had a vision again of the pebbles from my 'clear water dream'   This time they were in a bowl with a spoon like breakfast cereal.  It occurred to me they are a very similar colour scheme. 

Update - 2-Sept-16
Thinking more on Fox, it seems fox might also be a mirror more than other animals, given our relationship with them in the UK they may well be subject to more than their fair share of projection.

Volcano & Lake Titicaca

Lots of jumbled stuff

Firstly I was making 'musical mandalas' & some poetry.

Then I'm in a dense timeless forest, I'm being trained as a 'ranger' I'm given 2 different bows and a knife all made from raw wood... and strange leather clothing and then left alone. All the things I'm given are 'left handed' I was left handed in the dream too (not in life though)

I'm waiting and listing alone in the forest and find 2 ghosts/spirits. I can talk to them, they are between worlds. They had an accidental death.. they are trying to help me as I'm suddenly alone in a huge forest. I help them too, I find bits of their bones (which are branches as they are tree people) to bury and lay to rest and they teach me the 'ways of the wood'

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I'm in an empty city at a bus stop, I've got a blanket and I lay down to sleep.  I'm waiting on a bus to lake Titicaca. 

Next dream I'm going inside a volcano on an Island, there is a spiral going down and in (similar to last nights dreams) There are huge rectangular crystals they are a white/red colour and longer than my arms. My daughter Fay is there, she is working on a square math puzzle on the wall of the volcano inside with chalk. - Again in this dream we seem to have no clothing? Or scant clothing and I have a club made from a massive femur :P 
 

-Massive warehouse filled with used clothing so much of it, I'm sorting out a bag to take to a charity shop.

-Big School/Uni - it's closing and there are giant plastic tubs with peoples work to take home, in mine are what looks like sheet music, but it's done in crayon it's huge and very colourful. 

There was also a spaceship race in there somewhere too. 

Male energy, clockwise spiral.

I'm at the top of a wired building, it's like a cross between a multi story car park, a hospital and a marble run :/

I'm on the top of the building with a man, we have to keep rolling these bombs that look like bowling balls down a spiral chute. The man keeps pushing them down with force and dose one so hard it bounces back up again and blows up the cannon thing.

Next there is a car chase with 2 cars and a man in each.. when they catch up next to each other they are the same.

Next I'm looking for patterns. I meet some people - they can't talk... or they couldn't but because I talked to them, then they could talk. They were glad I'd opened a dialogue.

Next was a message...
I am war, I am peace, I am battle, I am change.. love me love it all all all.
I felt like there was a downward twisting male energy clockwise. I could also hear drumming in the distance threw the dream and night.


Sooo all rather odd :P Not sure I can make much scene out of it at all!

CG Hive Collective Hollographic World

Totally different them to last nights dream.

The setting is inside a computer generated world full of organic holograms, and some 'humans'

It's ultra white and clean inside, with large vast open bays and glass doors that come down and section areas off. The floor is white glass. Smooth white panelled walls, it's a highly controlled experimental environment, has the feel of a spaceship.

The humans are not permitted to leave.... in-fact I'm not really sure what would have been outside of it if we could leave, as it felt very self contained. The holograms that we humans can interact with are all part of a hive collective which is part of the program that we are contained within.

A group of us are moved into an outdoor simulation. It's a vast empty sandy plain with grey/green sky and no obvious sun/star light.
There is occasional tall rock formations. We are being followed by one of the organic holograms, it's a human/amphibian hybrid with frog like legs and human arms... it's got dull green skin and doesn't speak. Some of the male's in the small group decide to hunt it and 'kill/disable' the thing following us.
As it's 'killed' it turns to a dark liquid.... the floor below us starts to change to glass below the glass is a large pattern like we are standing on a huge circuit board, the liquid is absorbed back into the conductive track, and the ground changes back to sand.

Glass walls come up again and the projection changes back to one of the ultra white rooms, it slots it's self about to create seating and holograms appear from the circuit type floor. We are again being held in a small area. Our children have been taken on a 'filed trip' and we are waiting to be reunited. Some of the people get impatient and again destroy a hologram (This was wired as the hologram was acting like a children's TV presenter :P )
Again as they disable the hologram, they are reabsorbed... a red circuitry appears under the white glass floor and they are sucked into it. We are reunited with the kids but their growth has been accelerated and they have aged about 3 years.

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Next dream was people made from polygons like the old fashioned 3D computer modelling, they look real but I can see the corners that are not quite organic and show were they were modelled. Someone walks up to me wearing a 'shamans crossing' t-shirt (this is the name of a wired fantasy book I read about 4 years ago) The dream starts to turn fractal after that, I'm inside unfolding fractals - no body, the fractals are unfolding and pulsing... I get the feeling 'we dance to the beat of a heart drum'

Ancestors timeline work.

Lots of dreams starting and ending with pools. Seemed like I was clearing past energy's and ancestors... I think this might be tired with with my 'inheritance' dream.


A pool, there are 2 lovers coming together (they symbolise the tarot card) They have text messages and the 4th message is important. 


 I have a fox cub in my mouth, holding it by it's scruff.
There is a large house of marble built into a cliff, I fly in it it's a bit like having a drone view.... There is another house that needs redecorating and repaired, the work men are trying to do it all at night when the owners asleep.

I'm sitting with a friend called Nicky, I have a story I have to keep repeating.... every time I tell someone new I start laughing, I was crying with laughter..... we seemed to be in a large group waiting for something.. the something starts and it's a magic festival in the countryside.

-this bit seems to be the ancestor bit -

I have a house with 2 rooms and no windows... I share a front room with someone, but it's haunted by the memory of a grumpy father... we leave stuff there to appease him, but it's not somewhere I want to sleep or spend time.
I don't want to be in my place of no windows either.... my mothers people were shaman, that pass down the female line, and I'm hiding and avoiding them.
I can also see gold prospectors, they are part of her line too..... they have guns and are shooting the sky - black feathers are falling.

A designer I know has a gift for a friend, it's a colourful hand drawn book.. everyone wants me to 'go' - I'm just trying to find somewhere bright to 'sleep' not the no window place, or the grumpy man place... but every where I go I seem to be in someone's way.
The designer gives the colourful book... I'm not there but I have an overview - There will be one for me in time, they call me 'brave'

The shaman are waiting.

(On waking I feel the connection with the shaman & new world people... I've had a powerful vision recently where I swapped from native American on a plain to new world explores on a ship.... Then a wired synchronicity that happened when someone posted something about Appalachian mountains. (I can relate this into my current life with a 'gold aversion' and a block I have regarding money/wealth.    ---     Is this a 'perceived' battle/separation  between spirit and material? )

Back to sleep....

We find a boy young teenage, there is a felt campfire and prisoners round it. It's a 'game' Fay (daughter is there and this boy loves her) The prisoner boy wants me to take his photo with this wired camera, to move the film on it needs twisted round a spiral...  I feel like the film is twisting.  

I need to take the young boy home. He has a nanny he can speak to as a ghost in a vision, there are 3 old ladies filling a vehicle with dead bodies, Fay gets on top of the bodies with a duvet and goes to sleep.
When we arrive at the boys house there is 2 family's there and a car garage... the head of the family tells everyone they can stop as it's thanksgiving. (Think this is relevant to the ancestors dream too but not sure what it means yet....   My daughter laying on the dead people seems to represent past/future)


Last part, I'm a school caretaker.. I'm ordering supplies, I meet some others on the roof who are in my way, I grow huge and start to fly, then go back inside to clean the floor with bleach?? Outside there is a pool... there are lots of cousins of mine (from my mums side of the family) they are kids like I remember them, they are jumping into a small pool and happy.

Thoughts....

'The lovers' card and the number 4 also seem to fit with the lack of balance in spirit and material. Seems this is a block that is moving/needs to move. 
The '3' old ladies, with the bodies and my daughter sleeping on the dead - 3 seems a positive number here the '3' present working on a 'laying to rest' of an issue threw the past generations (dead) and into the future (daughter).


The lack of windows is interesting in contrast to the other dream of repairing a window.

--  Wired synchronicity too.  Decided yesterday evening to google my mothers maiden name... It's one of very few family names that were passed down from the mother rather than the father.

-- It's occurred to me 2 days later - The gift of the book colourful book gift and the 'me' in the way.   At the time it felt like both me and my friend were both me, but separate.  This morning it occurs to me that the 'me' in the way the one not read is the ego driven me...  the one ready for the gift is the intuitive me, which again in actuality are one in the same....  spirit vs material also? 


Inheritance dream from Oct 22 2010
Setting is an alien type of planet in a beautiful forest. 
I'm with the male half of me (I think twin flame/together we make whole) - this time he is in the form of a shaman, he is big and blue , we both have blue skin.  
We kept holding each other as I am going somewhere I'd not be able to see him for a very very long time.
It's heart achingly emotional, we walk and talk holding each other..   it's a beautiful forest and lake were we walked with huge yellow butterflies the size of dinner plates that would fight in the air and these sweet fuzzy animals.
In the forest is a big Victorian house it looks very out of place it is full of old relatives on my mothers side.  Lots of food is laid out and the atmosphere in the house is serious almost like a wake is going on.    Before I leave on my journey I have to sign an 'inheritance deed' that is held in the house.