Another Penny Drops, and another.. The heart is the Jackpot!

So I didn't really dream. I could see scales, the Justice tarot archetype and realised this is balance... like the yin-yang. I knew they were inside the hemisphere's of my mind. Then I was just a tree all night.
When I woke I had more revelations :)

The cross, the sacrifice (Jesus) The cross is inside.
The ego self dies , and is resurrected into the larger life of cosmic gnosis (also tarot archetypes)

The cross is the separation between 2 half's of the mind. That stops the connection to the heart were our home is... the key to eternal life.

I always thought he was an example not a saviour well he's both and neither at the same time! Jesus he's the lover!! The triad! when we are balanced and connected to our source.

The cross (hanged man) is the veil that separates inside our minds that then separates from the heart. (The hanged man! So when he said no one comes to the father except threw me...


Threw love & forgiveness we re'member' and re intergrate our 'larger' self into gnosis. By balancing the mind and letting the energy flow to the heart, were our connected home is. 

Jesus could do miracles cause he knew he was a game master... The cross is the flat earth, he as a creator in his own flat earth tree!  

This probably ties into the kabala thingy too that I've never got round to looking at....  Oh yeh it's 3 dimensional shapes isn't it... So it's dimensions Monad up.....  the other dimensions must be inside our body too, or in the space around them.       ( Oh yeh that's star shapes- shit....  I really do 'seem to be able to tap into O.o    gnosis  lol       -  The 8th dimension is that   below....       That must happen when I sort out my wiring properly.     

Another tangent....  wow  haha   I'm not ADHD, I'm just multi dimensional :P 

Anyway back to the Jesus thing,  so I was laying in bed thinking this and I let my mind go blank...  I could feel thoughts blowing thew my mind and re'membered this

 I wrote in summer 2000    -
I watched it wash straight threw me, I felt it blow away....
The part of me that 'knew' has gone I believe I rejected it.
and now I'm hear and watching and floating on my own,
leaving out the 'others' I thought my mind would be my home.
But I want it to come back now the bit that really 'cared'
cause now I know there are others who are happy to bare,
the pain that comes from loving and the grief that's of our 'mind'
We need our hearts to be open to enjoy being part of man kind.

--- lol, I was in a dark place back then but I knew I'd left my heart home and separated myself of in my mind!
The heroes journal, threw the archetypes. (or the fools :P ) lol wow!


Synchronicity s  too...  My life is now like a lucid dream or being on psychedelics. 

More wired stuff too.... My life is getting stranger than a dream :D

My Dad is here atm. He brought me something he's been keeping for me since I was 3 years old, it's a really old silver bracer that was given to my Mum for me by her sister... My Aunty and Godmother.

It was her house that I drempt of when I was on another planet saying good bye It was in her house I signed my 'deed of inheritance' The timing is so odd.... I think it's the universe telling me I fulfilled that life contract. --- It's also an Aunty close to death (the one I dreamt of telling her she'd been a second mother to me)

My Mum had it, and my Dad's kept it till now. He gave it to me yesterday. When my Daughter asked at Breakfast what it was, my dad replied
'I've been keeping it for her, I think she's big enough now to take care of it' O.o Daughter replied, ' Oh you can pass it on to me now, and I'll give it to my daughter after' O.o


I had such a wired walk too... I was just thinking how the synchronicity in my life are making it feel like a lucid dream or a psychedelic trip... and then I found a small patch of magic mushrooms! I didn't pick or eat them.... round the next corner Josh shouted for me - there was a tree covered in lots of yellow ladybirds & lave all at different stages of transformation. It was the most amazing thing to see, there bodys were morphing and changing as I watched - becoming something else. (when I was a kid I used to think I'd been a red ladybird ) 

Next corner was a hollow tree ....  this is what I'm doing, widening the channel 'trunk' of my own flat earth O.o  My asthma kicked of again the same time as my lungs expand further.

lol Soooo I've worked threw a cycle and I find myself with only more questions :D once more I'm the fool, to start a new journey!   


------ I've a feeling Zak my 3rd child is here to help me remember telepathy - I've been thinking for a while he's from somewhere with telepathy and instant manifestation.


Sooo Next - check out Ladybird meanings... and Oh there's a poem I wrote last cycle that's coming back to me too.   It's relevant to now! lol and spell check kept changing relevent to 'reinvent '.....change (something) so much that it appears to be entirely new.  (The lady BIRD Morphing)


Lady.... Bird?   Ohhhh  I used to shap shift into a bird in some dreams  ....And tangent!!

Wow, Vission from the 30th that I'd totaly forgotton!
'Visions, a huge wall of ice!! Inside is a magic holographic light chamber a tiny 'lady bird' comes and lands on the ice wall. It shatters and falls away leaving the entrance clear.-

Looking down onto a stone henge type of building it's all rock and built onto rock... all grey.'  

anyway, the poem from around 6 years ago...    

Smashing threw the boundaries, crawling deep inside, Hunting for the answers in our deepest self reside.

Reaching for a limits, searching for an end, unravelling a spiral, tracing every bend.

Up and out??
Or Deep within?
Missing the point were the whole thing begins.

In blindness we are searching, groping for a light, connecting with our renaissance the Hummmm that feels alright. 

A path to sure maddness?  A path that leads to sin? 
Grin and shrug of fear :)
Pull out all that's in.

Dose it just keep coming?  Your endless silly string?
What can you use it for? What answers will it bring?

You've tied yourself in knots now, and still no further on,
Put your questions in your head, ask your heart to sing your song <3


So of I go again, as the fool.... 

The Bracelet








OMGGGGG   The 2 last dreams here that I'd forgotten about! 9 days ago O.o  The Aunty & Lady Bird.. 


 The leaf pattern.     The fact I called her my Fairy Godmother cause she was my Godmother!  So my Dad thinks the braclet was my Great Great grandmothers...  but it found it's way to me, Gran had 9 children..  Ohh  9.

-  Also had another wired thing, this afternoon.  There was light reflecting of one window as we got out of the care earlier, it had the same pattern as the leaves,   I realised I need to do something with partner to help him 'Re'Member'  It was hug :P  lol  Just pulled a tarrot card, 9 of wands!   10 of wands :)   9 is the number of completion.



- When I was on the walk this morning I started to get bleed threws of other 'times'
A path I walk with the dog I always think of Highway men on it.   This time I could see them I was riding with them and hear the horses hooves!    My mind also flipped to a pirate life too, smuggling and packing stuff into a wet cave.
 

The 6th Dimention! Well shit :D

First Dream.....
. Giant stone elementals, I think I'm one too. I'm shifting slightly to the right It feels like I'm in the foundations of being and the move is almost like cracking long stiff knuckles. The spider from the earth crone.... we are the net & web!
--
I wake feeling I need to be careful, Next bit is all awake.
I'm shown.....'There is no need for you to be careful you  already know the game and the outcome'
I just don't remember - I just need to move further aside and let the part of me that dose lead/drive' I laugh and surrender further into remembering.



'Monad' - I'm told. Ok - One? God? I check google on my phone yes.. Monad (Gnosticism), the most primal aspect of God in Gnosticism.

Then I think, ok... SO Triad.. that's 3.    

2, that's the Mirror!!

So I know I'm a Dryad, so what's that... A dice has 6 sides... so a Dryad has 6 points.

So what shapes that, it's 2 pyramids one top and one bottom. --- Oh that's the 2 interlocking stars, the Mekhaaba thingy... the star of David!

I laugh.... I know how the dimensions are ordered I see the North South East West the 4 elements the male the female... The mirror

I'm a 6th dimensional being!

I know it's inside too..... It's the tree of life, which is also the flat earth and also the story I wrote  for the tree.
My Asthma flare up.... I had the feeling my lungs were getting bigger... This was also the increased power supply I was shown in one dream (I was also told my electrics were shot... I'm fixing this)

I'm expanding into the branches of my lungs that I lost when I fell out of my flat earth when I was 6.
(this was a dream at my aunty's house and the thing I've been tracking in the aunty ancestors dreams)

-- It was when I was indoctrinated into the world of the mind, the round world and left the world of the heart the flat earth. They are quantum!  (Also left right   the air/water/fire/earth & fixed mutable)

The trees both inside and outside... it's the 2 half's of our brain the lungs, the vagus nerves the Veil is inside too.. it's stopping the bits of use re'membering what we are.   It's the Hermetica As below so above, as within so without! (Also told to me in a dream years ago)



Sooo I'm A dryad, a Triad and a Monad O.o I realise I'm Ra, I'm Dr who :P
I'm a time lord lol I'm a 6th dimensional light being That's the code I'm carrying - that's my group/collective.


It's at this point I'm a very awake mouse!! ....  I'm stuck in bed thinking.   
Oh the irony... I was sleeping to wake up and now I am awake I can not sleep! Lol why do I always get insomnia when people are sleeping down stairs and I'm stuck up here with the universe inside me. Lol and whilst that is factual it also appears to be metaphorical.      (Irony - alchemical too)

Soooo wow.... I'm thinking, ok well shit I'm a 6D elemental or something.....    but wow   So what the fuck am I doing here and now     (I know that that is all there is (hear & now)  so I ask
'show me'

I get purple swirls in my eye dust and know it's a dream so I leap in....

It's an action adventure type dream, there are so many different types of beings! Giants, Aliens, elementals, There is really BIG stuff going on! I can see in both directions.. I'm trying to get people to safety.

Then the scene changes, Its an upsetting dream.. there is Zak, Josh, A rat and 2 voles..... they all get into a cot together... I tell them not too as someone going to get squashed!
I see they are all mixed up together.. they are all the wrong size.
I can see they need to separate. I 'try' to help, I grab the 2 small voles but as I do the rat clamps on to one of them biting it, I open it's jaws and tell Josh to get the vole out.
He can't understand me, and as they move the rat clamps down again and kills the vole... In anger I bang the rats head on the side of the cot and kill it    I feel terrible and filled with remorse - they were all special and beloved they just needed sorted.     (Controll!  - Duality - Mover/moved) 

I wake up again,

WOW OK, Was it my error to separate or inter-fear ?? (another word play)
I lose 2 pets by interfering... (I got told about this in another dream too)  (With the crocodile O.o)

I realise this is Free Will, This is the prime directive!! This is why I was so afraid of my power!
This is the fear of re-membering'

Have I done this in the 'past'? I feel yes, I inter-feared trying to help and made things worse.   This is why I'm so cautious round free will.

I get the feeling... I don't 'Inter - fear' I just oppose the force! (OOO I'm yoda too! )

Natural law will do the rest. (The branch falling from the tree) I 'balance'

I now know I'm Lucifer too (The pink angel from my childhood remembered vision that wasn't gods angel.. it was me)    hahaha  I even stuck it under the Noah's arc wallpaper under the light switch on my bedroom wall!     --- (you couldn't make this shit up!)    That really happened!! 
I'm the illuminaughty too... all the stuff I've been teaching myself is the occult (hidden ) It's hidden cause we were not ready yet, it wasn't the time yet!   
Now I know why I had to forgive Christianity before all of this started.  

I've told myself all this in dreams, the 'time hopping for the perfect crime' .... I'm the balance... tooo. It's all happening at once, instant karma as I know that the only time is now.  The iluminaughty they are the branch in my story that grew to long.. and I'm the tree (cause I'm one) I'm down in my roots Holding on, forgiving them/me loving them... will they come back, or will they fall off.
I know this cause I can see

WOW   

I am a Dryad! and other ramblings.... Oh and a Zombi dream!

Well wow,  I was getting lucid in my life and  now I've reached that place were I feel like I'm the punchline in a giant cosmic joke!

The Line/Curve & Mirror! lol  :D     Sooo   if there is creator & reflection.... what am I creator or reflection or the void in which they are looking at each other??   :P   Ooooo  I'm all 3, a triad or a Dryad cause I'm also the tree!

Going to have to make pictures for my thoughts.   Have sketched my own but no more yet. 

So I was sitting under my soul tree this morning thinking.    And a picture popped into my head.

Followed by another -



It's the world tree that I keep dreaming about....   and my dreams were I turn into a dryad.    WOW  I'm living a fairy tail    -  lol :P    And lol, Triad.... Dryad!   

When I was at my aunty Sheila's at about the age of 6 or 7...  I woke from a dream were I'd fallen of  the disk of my flat earth.

I'd been sitting on it, it wasn't big but the tree was in the middle the grass green....  

But it was wobbling to much  (I'd been indoctrinated into the world of the mind& matter  and left my heart& imagination)  
 It tipped to one side so much I rolled off the disk.  I fell for a long time and then I landed at the bottom of a big metal slide. So I was 're'mebering' all along!!! 


OMFG!! That's the soul fragment/ghost in the Aunty's house I've been tracking.... it's the part of me that re-membered the earth disk O.o     I left that bit of me there with the dream, that's what I was running upstairs to get when Zak woke me.   The child shouting to me threw 'space/time' 'You left me here'  



The spinal column along with the sympathetic and para-sympathetic nervous systems are this Tree within the body.   -  The vagus nerve.  

The image in that too....  when the brainwaves are balanced in the 2 halves of the head.... that's the middle, the trunk of the tree going down into our body.

It's all the same....  lol   see above...   The inside is outside and the outside is in :D 

http://www.businessinsider.com/vagus-nerve-stimulation-2015-6?IR=T   -  The vagus Nerve

The wobble on the spinning top is the axis on the earth!!   Soooo   lol dose that mean I'm a flat Earther.... I totally didn't get it till now. 



This is literally mind blowing....  That stops the wobbling.... like the spinning top.   When our awarness is balanced in the 2 halves of out brain and between the mind and the heart that's  what people tallk about the 4th dimention.    It's inside us   lol   The up down the balance....

Then I found this website.

http://www.thegeocentricgnostic.com/?p=1063    -  That is the same as my thinking!

Sooo    IS this quantum too?    IS it flat or round?   Both and Neither :D  At the same time :P 


Next was word play...     With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility.   

This freaked me out the last time I got to this part...  

So word play.  

Power  = the ability or capacity             (New house...  with more capacity!)    

Response  =   Re-Action a reverse moment - a reciprocal action
Ability = skill talent. 

Soooo   Balance??   To balance the action of other?    Who is the 'other' if all is unity?  :D  Only ever more questions! 

One-another  soo    One and Other....   again, mirror and reflection, this is duality.... but that is an illusion so there is only one, so that makes me creator, or triad? Or Dryad...  lol 

I guess Dryad as the trees inside too, in the story I was a tree so  as above so below....   

So who's looking at who? :P 

Is this the bubbles in the flower of life?   We are only 'aware' of self cause we are interlocking with other bubbles... that gives us the 'point' of self perhaps. 

Sooo If I'm the tree in the centre of my flat earth do I balance that?  IS balance desirable even?     The tree still has up down so still had duality even if it is balanced, but a world with out a wobble would have no seasons. 

Hummmmm :D     Will have to dream on that!


Sooo only last nights dream.

I'm in a strange country, Cambodia perhaps??   I duno though it was just strange to me. 
There was a talking bus, and zombies... the zombies were fairly harmless they just didn't seem to have any purpose  (had to google this to spell it.....  I'm beginning to think Dyslexia may be evolution too... words mean so much more than I thought.    )
Purpose---   the reason for which something is done or created or for which something exists.

So yeh, these Zombies were just bumbling round. 
There were a small camp of people from my country, but they didn't seem to want much to do with me.  
Also something about a Tower, wired and dark.       -  I'm guessing this is going to be the 'Tower' Tarot so some archetype. -   Interesting! 

Oh lol..... the tower was letting  me know about the impending collapse of the round world that I thought I was living on!!!!     *Giggles*  Oh and yesterday the date was the same forwards and backwards....  meby I did hit the side of the bucket after all ;)




Edit.9/10/16 .. Oh lol   Just found this dream from August -  Hahaha  I'm slow sometimes :P    I've been telling myself stuff this for years.


Just found more links today.  10/10/16
http://upliftconnect.com/science-proves-meridians-exist/
http://www.thegeocentricgnostic.com/?p=1063

Family split and a giant bird.

Last night I seemed to be analazing dreams as I was having them.
First a big round tree/spaceship with a trunk tail. The top was all lit up with lights and windows. (this was my brain and spine ) Duno why but it was.
--
A strange ancient myth/story of a family separated and coming back together. (my story/human story)
We were in an amazing Inca style garden in the garden was an amazing elaborate locked box (Inside is ancient special paintings )

We as a family have the key. One man in the garden wants the paintings to pay of a debt - but they are worth more than that most of the family want the pictures to 'fix' things, they want to help the guy out but the pictures are to valuable. He keeps trying to steal them/paint new ones so we won't notice.
I add a new picture into the box with the ancient ones - it's a photo of a young boy and girl getting married... (it's a pure version of opposing energy)

-- After that I was talking to a massive juvenile herring gull! He' was much bigger than me :P I was feeding him some bread while we talked about the many paths to the same destination.

Dancing with the Moon Crone

First part of the night I drempt I met with Lorna & Tracy:P

We were chatting and playing with ideas. There were patterns and shapes, they were flowing in and out like breathing and woven from magic :D
I land next into a teaching type of dream...

My teacher is the moon crone.... We are playing with sacred space, and area of influence.
She shows me coloured markers round my self! How they move with me A swirling dance of energy, I'm playing the game, learning the steps of the dance and how to flow with the rhythm like a heart like breath.... we mix and twirl as we dance and become one only to part once more.
She brings me new shoes, my wellies must go! My hair we dye black like the night, magic we work and we weave...
two spiders her servants one to watch me, she's teaching when I'm not there she always can see,
She's got anger inside her, she wants us to grow!
'Shooo's out the others, we can learn at our pace
We are the women and our growing's no race!
Humanity's children, they already know, we can re discover and move into their flow,
The moons the reflection, the jewel in the night, the blood and two spiders and ancient birth right.
**Reality Bomb**
lol it was a fun night! She yanked of my wellies threw them away and gave me some leather foot wraps with a much softer soul

The setting of the dream is a twilight garden,   A beautiful tiara moon gems in they reflect white, soft leather foot wraps with souls that feel and channel everything. 

How our heart creates our energy feild and how it interacts and interplays with other across what we think of as time & space. 

Triad, A Journy North and a Story

First part of the night I'm Triad me again, I'm telling myself about my Asthma and we are working on healing in.

I'm playing with ideas around control and surrender and mind and feeling.

The dream recall is Hazy,

I'm travailing in a cold sea there is ice, I'm heading north sometimes I'm in a boat and sometimes just swimming.   Something is following us, I'm trying to shake it and hide in a hotel.

A second dream of being on a planet, I can see a possible future while being in the now using my over-soul eyes from space while I'm on the planet.


I wrote a children's story today too, in my head it's a picture book I can see the drawings.  The story is -  The Oak Tree  :)


-

The Oak Tree.

On a planet, on a, hill, A big beautiful Oak tree is growing in a field.

One branch near the top starts to get longer and longer.

He's so busy! He's being a branch, enjoying the view,  talking to the birds and trying to reach up to the beautiful sun light.

He’s passed the other branches and he's waving around on his own in the breeze.  The view is fantastic, he can see trees and  hills, it feels a little lonely but the sun is kind.  

He starts to notice he's attached to something else!   ‘What's that?’ He thinks.   He tugs a little harder in the breeze.    ‘Something is stopping me from flying away with the birds? Flying to the sun?  Holding me down? Keeping me back?’

The branch at first is a bit worried,  he starts to reach higher to the sun calling to him hoping it will save him from the thing that is dragging him down!
Up and up he grows!    While the beautiful the sun beams down on him.

The higher the branch gets the more he is blown about.

One dark and stormy night swinging wildly in a gale, afraid and alone the branch finally turns around to face the thing holding him down.   It’s HUGE! 
How will he ever escape from something so big. 
Miserable and alone the branch longs for the morning and the return of the sun shine. 

As the dawn starts to break the branch looks back at the giant shadow holding him back, it looks different in the light, he starts to make out other branches below that look just like him,  lots of them!

Confused the branch turns his attention away from the light watching the other branches.
Slowly the branch starts to remember, He’s not a branch!!  He’s a Tree!  

How could he have forgotten what he is.  How could he not have noticed the rest of him he chuckles to himself.

The tree explores he’s been so busy up here in this branch he’d completely forgotten about all his other branches!   He notices his acorns ripe from his growth filled with promise and potential and then he remembers his roots way way down in the warm dark earth.

He sees how hard his roots have been straining to support his lopsided stretching and how the earth has been nourishing his growth.
The tree relaxes into his new perspective and contentedly wriggles his roots deeper into the warm darkness below him.   

----  Drawing the piccys for it, I realised that the light source was in the wrong place for the sun... then I realised the main light source is the readers awareness.  Must add pics.


Ohhhh   -source  I had to google it -a place, person, or thing from which something originates or can be obtained.  :D

Meeting with Intelligent infinity

Sooo full of Joy today! <3 <3 <3 <3 My dreams last night and the visions which confirmed and expanded on what I've been learning...  I also need to draw this stuff :D :D
The experience of intelligent infinity... and then straight into another teaching dream!! :P lol Let the new cycle begin!
-
First part of the night, I'm my triad.
Over-soul male/female I'm playing with and looking at the thought constructs of the last month.   The shapes/time/tunnels and the paper I wrote yesterday. I'm doing this in the void.




Wake and can't breath!! (Asthma first attack since last big growth in 2008-9) Get inhalator... I know some things happening between heart and throat centres.
Lay down and get visions/my old poetry/love/joy/everything pouring into me.

<3 <3 I laugh, and cry at the beautiful game of being a human I'm playing! 
The simplicity of it all... Scale, Micro-Macro, as above so below and vice/versa 
I'm the ocean in one drop of dew... part of it all but ever so small... but I'm not small -- I'm ALL! 
I'm reverse engineered...I'm surrendering to my re-membering that I'm all that is and all that is is me....... and it's so beautifully simple the only time is 'now' the only 'venue' is here.   We are the start and the end, the Alpha and Omega the snake eating it's tail the torus the infinity sign. 'We are' !
We are all ready are what we are looking for, we all ready are what we are waiting for! <3
Sooo fall asleep again, in a sea of tears and laughter and joy. 


The dream (Hazy recall as my mini control master Zak :P - Woke me demanding I get him an ipad)

Setting. A school... it's a sleep/dream school and it's full.

I've been 'called' it's time now. (I also know everyone in the school me/teachers/students are also me)
My recalls insane!! I can see my dreams of this live and other lives... I know I've been working on these issues in other lives too (I'm mentally a bit miffed with myself it's taken me to 40 in this life to put it back together lol) I have full recall of 'past/other' life dreams in this school.... though the ones I can access most readily are the lives I've re'memberd into my current working awareness.
The school has a wired name it's a jumble of letters.. there is a special unit??

I'm asked by our teachers to speak.... I am in a room filled with loads of 'other selves' I stand up in the middle of them smiling (I'm so confident and full of joy)
They are all talking among my other selves. I wait watching patiently amazed and in love with them all.... eventually an elderly black male notices me and motions to the others too shhhhhh.
I smile and I start to talk when I do I'm amazed, my voice is so loud and clear I don't ever really remember talking in my dreams certainly not like this, it's almost like the first time I've herd my voice.
They are all stunned that I've been there all along and they didn't notice me.
I'm amused and I teach/learn learn/teach with the other me's.
The Elder (me) teachers are impressed too they know I'm way beyond this class but I'm content and happy to 'be' 'here'.
 They start me on the same 'level' as 'we' have stuff to share :) I'm loving it and getting a handle on the symbols used in this school... the language used to interpret is a little different from what I'm familiar with.
I'm paired with another female at a yellow level.. (We all know I'm way more than yellow cause I'm the teachers and the classroom tooo... but yellow is good place to start)
I start 'work' I wait, learning my approach from the other me's what they are doing that's working or not. When I try it comes naturally It's fun and such a joy working with the other me's :D
I get my first 'field' trip with a quiet female, we have soft fabric buckets (to keep symbols, tokens and experience in)
 We are clambering up over smooth rocks to our right.... heading to a place were we will work threw together what's in our buckets. I notice that my buckets nearly empty but hers is very full of stuff... I take her bucket from her so she can concentrate on the climb and enjoy the view.
Zak woke me before we got to the bucket sorting


From August 25th 16.  Next was an image.. it was similar to the masonic symbol but it was on a mirror the square and the compass shape... I understood the meaning of it, and they should overlap... Time/lines and architecture and the mirror were all part of it and important -
Then this repeated again, same image. (don't understand this at all this morning so will have to look into the symbol) :P

More Auntys, Ghosts and Trains

Aunty Sheila's house.... again :P

This time it's really full of people, these are relatives and people I know locally. One is Claire a local friend and writer.
There is 3 storeys to the house.
There's a bathroom with a strange long shallow bath, the enamel is damaged.

The house is haunted, stuff keeps happening slamming doors, lights going on and off stuff moving.
I'm in a bedroom standing between 2 doors another 2 doors are on the wall in front and to the right. I'd not seen the hauntings until this point.
I push a door shut and it opens, I shove it again and it wont close... I'm playing with it it starts flapping around. I'm pushing against the 'ghost'
We tell my Aunty Sheila about the ghost. She tells me 'yes, well I know' She tells me I sometimes hear a voice... 'help, you left me here, help, help!' It's a child/baby. I hear the voice threw time as she tells me.....
I jump up... I 'know' that it's me/or Zak... (part of soul fragmentation/entanglement more of my group) I also 'know' were to find it... (This is a dream house I'm familiar with It changes but I know that there is a secret passage and that it goes threw a cupboard and up towards a huge fireplace under the eaves in the roof)
I exclaim 'I can help this!'

I run up a flight of stairs to the second floor - The second floor is HUGE! It's one big massive room, with a small 'control' section to the left.
It's a kind of foundry/smelters yard - Iron works for making steam trains.

There are golden sparks flying and a stunning huge black steam train almost built

The entrance to the secrete passage is threw a closet on the right - I know that there is hole and narrow passage up threw the dark running along side the chimney flues..
'Iron'icaly (ooooooo! again with the Iron) Zak woke me up shouting 'get me, come and get me'


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Ok Wow,  I'm loving the ongoing theme of Aunty's ... This I'm thinking now is work on my sacred feminine? We'll see ;)  This was doubly exciting, for the 'train' thrown in on the second floor :D
It's not so long since I smelted my last train for a huge leap in understanding.   So it was a real woosh to see a new one almost ready to 'roll' It was looking fine even though I was already leaping ahead of it. :)

This dream also brought in the 'ghost' themes of the house from ever-changing veiw & 3rd Aunty dream here... and the Aunty's and Ghosts here too.

Ohhh -   And there is also the fact that the Males my Mum's Father and Brothers actually, really did work making Trains ... and on the worlds first public railway :D  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stockton_and_Darlington_Railway  Though I guess it was in the 1900's rather than when it was new.

This is soooo exciting!