Being Water.

Ka Isch ka is? Hay arka ik un ka, ke ka.

Eil!! I'll ka sha.    Hiss en ellia,   ha shis!

Ik lsh sha, an hissh an ill?

In Hasha  

An Ki!  Ann Ki, whisst, anki

'Ikh'

Eyes open slowly deliberately before the glare is fixed
Ikha!  Nak!

A single tear roll's from the blazing eyes. 

'Ih Kah, Nak!!'


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I was in a lake being called down and down deeper and deeper.

I came to a flowing water serpent, like it was under water, and made of water but with form  (A little like the water train from my dream) 

It curled round and held me wrapped in it's coils. 

It was telepathic and said to me mind to mind. 

'You are small fire child, you are safe...  'Go, Flow now!'  Trust you will know how to return. 

The serpent kinda shimmers and my conciseness left my body into the water....   spreading threw water, feeling the earth and rock supporting below and the sun heating our surface, last part I fully remeber is flowing out of the lake like a waterfall.... oh yeh, the air, bubbles!   Waves... I was playing with the air as we fell threw the rocks

Lovely Vally and MishMash

So many disjointed dreams and imagery.

Firstly a glass house with many rooms there are beds in it.  Ian's Mum who's v ill is in one of them.  She wants me to give her a liquid soap drink to make her sick. 

Next is a dream were I'm a wired superhero, I put dry autumn leaves inside my abdomen to make me change.. this dreams mainly flying and teleporting.

Then I'm in a class studying psychology, I realise I've forgotten to make any notes so am looking at someone else.

Next is my main dreamscape a bit of it I've not been to in a while, children's play equipment has been placed on a square courtyard... at first it's a bower made of sticks, then it's more organised.   Lots of children are playing outside.  

Dream jumps and I just an observer of a family there is a man wife and 2 daughters.   There are islands and a sunset, igloos that are part of a game and sparkle.  The game is to do with drones playing automated shadowside of people.   Another area has pink/bule/purple electric portals.  The father gets arrested after driving one of his daughters cars the police have found MDMA in it, but it's a pink and green crystal pyramid the father doesn't know what it is. 
the police do an anal exam on him, and comment that his shoes are size 8 orthopaedic.   Then the father turns into a cat and leaves threw an open door.   
He finds himself in a circus type glass room with a dog who's trying to learn the trappesse... The cat can do this so demonstrates. O.o

Last is an amazing valley road in-between shear cliffs, there are huge waterfalls falling down and all the rock faces are wet and lush with ferns and moss...  buildings have been carved into the rocks and there is a estuary river too the water in the river is saline.

Tracks and Ice

First dream.. 
Main dreamscape but it's transformed again.    The buildings to the west of the main house are a street of very old fashioned shops, with small colourful painted shop fronts, they are pretty and new, lit up in the cold dark. 
It's night and cold/frosty snowing.   There is a 'flurry'  it's like a spirit/breeze with awareness.     Like the 'Ghosts' I have in my dreams it has no from (I guess it's something to integrate but it seems elemental)  It's moving the snow and ice which is sparkling.





I'm with male me, we have a bed in one of the houses.  We go out into the snow and the flurry is pushing us along,  it bumps us to the door of the shop we are going to we shout 'Thank you flurry'  But then it blows lots of ice and snow into the shop and all over and at that point I shout 'asshole flurry' and shut the door O.o    

Next dream, there is a hollow hill with a pool below it, the pool is frozen and there are a group of dwarfs trapped under it.. I'm with a group of people and we are breaking threw the ice to free the dwarfs we are all muddy and wet its funny.   We move to the side of a very fast flowing river, I sit on the bank and tail my feet into the flow washing of the mud it's warm  (Zak wakes me)

Next dream is a strange hilly village, there is an odd mincart track threw the grass used to move people and dogs around..  (Oh O.o  I've been in this dream before but I was above it manipulating it)  anyhoo this time I'm getting on and off the minetrack it's got strange open carts we can sit on. 

Last dream is a massive house it's a bit like 2 terraced Victorian houses converted into one, it's old fashioned inside.  A toy train is running on a small track around the inside of the house going over bridges were stair wells are, I can sit on the toy train or pick it up and move it.

 

Opening a Care Home, Meeting a Tribe.

Another 2 long dreams, I think they possibly followed on but I woke with Zak getting into our bed in the middle.

In the first dream I'm opening an elderly peoples care home - the building has been possibly student accommodation (some kind of communal living any how) and I'm altering it and making it accessible for less able people.   I'm changing the lower floors so it has bifold doors opening onto the gardens and grounds of what seemed like a campus (so not sure why I was locating a care home there)  It seemed a good thing to do.   

I was also a death councillor or more of a spiritual guide/witch/seer   lol I dun what but I could walk between worlds.   I was opening ceremony inviting in the corners/ elements and helping in the communing with past / future and ancestors and people not yet born.   
I'd help the people at the end of there lives.  

Next I meet members from an indigenous tribe they are similar to native Americans but shorter and stockier I think.  Dark long straight hair, dark eyes and a quiet strength about them.   The are migrating for the seasons changing and they want me to accompany them and do ceremony with them.   I'm unsure why they want me to go, but they are interested in my ability's with ancestors or time or something (In the dream I was not confident in my ability's)
They were nice though so I agreed to go, the group were all male, there was an elder grandfather then 2 brothers very close in age. 
The 2 males were competitive one was the acting leader and the other believed it should have been his name that was put into the fire as leader.   There was a tension between them.  

We travel threw valleys...  they have old trucks/vans and wear modern clothing but there ways are old and we have ceremony regularly they ask me to open it, i'm still lacking confidence so open it slightly differently but all are content with how it works so I stay with them.
One of the Males wanted to take me as a lover I think...    though the dream wasn't romantic in any way.. but I have a vague recollection of us going to Dom (my x who was my partner in the dream and us telling him I was with the tribe now)
At one point the group gets separated when part of us goes into a town for supplies, I stay on a mountain/vally track with the others.   They are worried about them and ask me to 'see'  
I'm still not confident, but describe were the others are and what they are driving / how much longer they will be.      (It's right and they are united again)



Second dream I live inside a mountain...  or possibly old volcano.   It's grey the rock is cracked it has a window balcony at one side with a view of sea and sunrise... inside it's dark and a rounded the walls have been whitewashed or something.    I'm in there with a friends
I'm sitting on the sofa with 2 other women, we are all getting married but also each others bridesmaids...   someone's thrown pick and mix sweets all over the floor and the room is carpeted in pink and white foam sweets, jelly strawberry's ect it looks cute :smile:

I move threw to another room with a male friend and we hear a 'knocking'  on the wall.   We are confused as we are in a mountain - so we get up on the sofa and 'knock' back.   The knocking replys.   So we head out of the entrance cave and onto the mountain side to walk round to the knocking..    We find some friends who also live with us but had forgotten were the entrance was, we are excited too as we realise the mountainside is thin there so we can add another window to see the sky and clouds. 

As we head back round there are more and more people on the mountain side some have dogs too.   There is also a huge strange ancient tree, it's a tall conifer but the limbs of it's branches have grown up in spirals.

Odd Hospital and Blood Ritual

2 big dreams again last night...  one was a zombie apocalypse type thing! :D

First dream I'm in a huge institution/hospital.  It's very industrial/old fashioned - freaky and sinister like mental asylum/hospital/factory.    (The building is alive too) 
Parts of it are like underground stations with old escalators but also convener belts  and one point to get up to the next floor we have to leap onto a almost vertical convayer belt and cling on till someone can drag us up at the top :stuck_out_tongue:  It's quite freaky and my dog was with me at that point also going up!
I'm a trainee nurse there we operate on people and animals, the surgeons are human surgeons.   I know the woman I'm going to be assisting (she's a local GP fighting to save our current NHS in the UK)  I don't meet her in the dream though, she's already scrubbed and her and the other surgeons are in another room.

We are put into teams with other nurse my senior nurse is a nurse I knew from when I worked at the PDSA she used to do our training, she's training me here now but we are both older.  I'm with her and a large male nurse.  We are numbered 5,6 and 8 and have to scrub at specific sinks that match our number.  (The tub sinks are really old battered stainless steel) splattered with dry blood the whole place smells of nasty flesh O.o

The medical equipment is very old too, lots of bunched cables and metal machines (it's alive too)  
I'm not scrubbed for theatre yet so I'm sent as a runner to collect something.    I leave along a long brown/beige corridor.. again it's very old fashioned like from the 1920's or something it's an admin/office corridor but some medical equipment is being stored in it.... as I pass it all comes to life moving towards me and following me.    I slide past it and out into threw way with 100's of people..   from there I move into a child's library it's dark with small kids sitting listing to story's.  A train track is set up with a miniature steam train running on it, in and out of the book cases.   I'm tall and I step over/pick my way threw the kids to get to the door on the other side they are reading a book about bunnys... there clothing is old fashioned... hand knitted cardigans and hand made blouses and shirts.

On the other side I find my way in another hall way, still dark I see a man I recognise (He was the UK poet Lauriet for a bit)   I go to follow him as he passes threw a grey door it closes and has a sign saying 'Philosophy' on the door...   seeing the sign reminds me I was supposed to be collecting something for the scrub team.    (Zak woke me here)



Next dream was really epic looking.... there's no way I can do it justice  it's my main dreams-cape but so different  there is a huge stature of a roman soldier (it's the height of a big building)  it's face has been scratched out from under the helmet.. it's in a shrine with latin writing all over it, there is also a portal that glows pink and purple buzzing quietly.   There is a pub old hotel that was right at the top end of the village... this is there too but it's a dilapidated grand hotel (that turns into the base of operation against the zombies/ghosts :P)

Down in the main area of the village there is a huge insane building been put up.. it's several storeys high and open at the front like a dolls house it is basically a massive alter... On the top sits a giant goofy looking skeletal thing with bowls for collecting blood then the blood will flow threw channels going down threw the building.   (Most people can't see this part)  There are lots of candle chandeliers made of antler horns.. but also modern bits.  It's so crazy I duno how to begin discribling it :stuck_out_tongue:

There is an 'event' being put on... it's a big thing all the village are excited and going (but it's also a kind of trap they don't realise they are going to be bled to power this wired blood ritual)  the event is wired it's like a sponcerd 'run' --- so this part of the dream is like the fim speed... everyone has to keep running :stuck_out_tongue:  babies old people kids ect.   Even if they just run on the spot as we have a thing that counts steps/distance.

I'm with male me and we realise somethings not right with the whole thing going on, as people are not giving there consent to be bled/used.   They are kinda being fooled into it so me n male me decide if we can do something to make them more aware. 

We leave the new large building where most people are 'running'  and jog threw the night just the 2 of us round the cost and inland  (this bit looks epic too as it's all deep blue the sky filled with stars and the Milkway looks very close, below us the wet street is also blue and there are 1000s and 1000s of rats also glowing like stars we are worried we will tred on them but there reflexes are better than ours and they scatter as we get close (This looked so cool )

We head up to the old hotel, and remember the hotel owner had showed us 'notes' he'd made hidden in and old leather bound menu book.... he'd predicted what was occurring and we were hoping that the notes might give us a clue on how to help. 

There are a few people in the hotel, we are not running anymore.   More people are coming in and we are showing them the notes in the menu....I seem to be serving behind the hotel bar now and bringing out meals from the kitchen, but mainly I'm using it as a kind of cover to show people the notes.   :smile:

We are putting together a 'resistance' to try and inform the people who are being bled/running that they are being tricked.    We are also being watched by wired ghosts/zombies   though they are not really scary.   I'd made my way back to the old statue with the writing on it (beside the portal) when I woke up, I was trying to remember who had destroyed the face and why, and what the writing ment.

Multi Coloured Goat and Long Goodbye

My first dream last night was bizzar  I'd woken up coughing at 1.30 and had good recall.

I was on a spaceship with friends and we are travelling round also playing games.  Me and friend are discussing saying good buy to a home-world you know you'll never return too and different customs.  We are telepathically showing each other 2 humanoids parting  they look like black storm troupers  but there uniform is more of an exoskeleton (non removable) 

They are parting and know they'll never sea each other  one reaches to the others neck and says 'I''l take this for safe keeping'  she removes a serial code. 

It's both tender and sad - lacking in what is normally considered emotion but full of connection & love. 

Next we are on a space station type that looks like an otherworldly posh hotel.  The people from my ship are there we are dressed oddly.. they see something and all rush out together. 

I speak to the person with me and comment 'I struggle to follow the crowd'    we are watching sports or something from other planets, there are also cushions arranged for a music recital.  I'm floating now most people are sitting and standing but I'm floating cross legged above them  over there heads and the cushions talking to a female I know.   Sometimes I'm upside down  ---  I'm wearing a wired outfit of blue silk puffy trews and a cropped top in matching fabric.  It's blue embroidered with pink and gold flecks. 

Woke her coughing. 

Next dream I'm in my main dreamscape but I'm homeless I'm making my way up the coast to the castle... I'm discussing my last dream and how in this dream creativity isn't working well and it's hard to find well paid work for creativity... that I'm not at home in that dreamscape...  I pass an animal sanctuary and tiny male baby goat comes up to me.

It's adorable!  Ankle height with white blue and golden hair  it's coat is wooly matts and long like highland cattle it's got tiny horn buds.     I sit to play with it :smile:

Insects and Rodents.

 Friday..


A strange dwelling on a cliff jutting out of the sea.   There are waterfalls coming out of the cliffs...  it can only be reached by water.   The dwelling is small and cramped ontop of a small cliff in the stormy sea and inside is an elderly clergyman he's got old fashioned robes.     He also has a fat tabby cat.    I can't really recall why I was there or what I was :slightly_smiling_face:



----- Today  Sunday  November 12th, 2017 -----

I'm in a large contained communal residential place..... like a live in school but there is a gym & swimming pool as well as classes.   I'm going swimming but when we get in the pool it's cleared cause of lice jumping on the water. 

When we get out I'm with some female friends but I also have my 2 boys with me and they have lice, me too.  The lice are huge - look more like cockroaches.  

When I put my hand into josh's hair I pull out a handful of them.   They are big, not like head lice but flying roaches and beetles.  I squish them and put them down the loo in the changing rooms. 

I'm aware I need to get them all out of our hair, in another part of the dream I'm in a communal bathroom but the only one there it's a dated Victorian style with large white porcelain sinks and  old mirrors that are scratched on the back.  It reminds me of an old hospital perhaps (metal asylum)   I'm pulling bugs out of my hair and squishing them on the cold porcalin with the backs of my finger nails feeling them 'pop' and watching there insides squidge out.     O.o  

Next part of the dream I'm in a lesson, it's an art lesson but it's in an old fashioned science lab.

I've an excersize book and I've planned out a picture and then I'm completing it in the back of the book.    It's lovely I've almost finished and I'm running a pen over it all.... this is changing it, making some of it matt and other bits shiney and tiny lights are appearing in it too.    I keep going in and out of the scene I'm drawing  - when I'm in it it's snowing and the class and teacher are there too, it's rolling hillside and children are sledging and thorwing snowballs  (yet this was only a tiny part of the picture  (the picture had a star filled night sky were the stars really shined)  then round it were rainbows, and woodland animals, trees and plants.   It' was really colourful.