Friday 7th Sep
Night before last I was having Ghost dreams.
Game type of dream - I'm male and female me I'm mainly male and he's a warrior type female me is my friend Emma. We have an objective to find to ghost children in a very old medieval type of church. We've started the mission by lighting a mote thing and are looking for them. We know they have gone 'walkies' and we catch the odd glimpse of them round the church and graveyard. I find them and charge in warrior style and some how destroy the young boy -- We then find out we could ahev just identified them and didn't have to take one out - the girl ghost is upset with me and so if female me.
Next dream I'm a ghost (invisible) and I'm watching people. This time people are looking for me but they can't see me. I'm floating some scissors towards a guy and he can see them so he knows where I am.
Last night...
Another game, this time there are beads/gems/jewels missing from a necklace and we are hunting for them flying round to find them. Swaps to main dreamscape and I'm in a hardware / veg store it's dark and big with lots of shelves.
It's also home to some young kids with behavioural issues.. It's late on a Sunday and everywhere else closed I'm shopping I get some veg mainly greens of various types and then there are pirated cd's too and I'm flicking threw these I notice Imagen john lennon. As I'm paying I'm with a male (male me) and a youth in the shop comes up with a knife to threaten the male me, I step between them and look him in the face as he relaxes I place a hand onto his chest. I ask him if he lives here, he nods. I tell him I'll come round tomorrow and read with him.
Second dream was walking in countryside there is a festival with orange/red/green 'grown' housing
Sat 8thSep
So many dreams last night I kept waking and going back into them.
The main one was of our 4x4 car being plopped into the Sea in the middle of nowhere and sinking... and me not even attempting to get out just going down with it and then I was alone and 'dead' in the water. I was me but different in a huge grey underwater world at first I swam deeper and deeper trying to see if I could find the car and if the rest of the family were like me now but I didn't and became a little more lucid.
I end up in an undersea city it's a sort of hub at first for new arrivals a small blond boy is there crying he looks 6 or 7 and I comfort him by putting my hands on his head and face and getting him to look at me, he doesn't know how he got there or where his family is. There is a grump guy who is telling me it's pointless comforting him.
As I explore there is this amazing 'clock/atomoatom/mulit coloured creation of flowers and birds' It's in a pit that has no water then at a certain time each cycle (like a day) it fills rapidly and changes - I'm in it, it's like a scene I guess - there are also a bunch of soldiers old fashioned like cavalry in red and white uniforms. There supposed to be there as part of it but I'm not, but it seems ok that I'm there.
The water fills fast pushing us up to the top of a glass thing were occasionally the soldiers will get caught and drown.
I explore a bit and seems there are lots of people and a kind of 'order' and a secrete resistance to the order. I leave and find amazing under sea hot springs.
Wake up but go back into the same dream.. when I go back I'm instantly spotted and arrested this is a little odd suddenly people are coming at me from all angles - I'm taken to a young blond female a girl really she's in-charge now.
Next I'm in a room painted deep turquoise it has water for ceiling bright blue.. there are greeting cards and memory's inside - some beautiful painted jugs, I'm supposed to be clearing it.
I wake up again. Last dream was a coach journey from a country camp place were people were getting pushed round by sheep and threw a large industrial city. I'm at the back of he bus with an old friend we are hugging and sleeping on each other. I've got to stop and collect stuff at a point along the way but were not sure if the bus will wait or just leave me there.
Sunday 7th Oct.
I've been so busy lately I've been crap at writing up dreams but I've noticed I've been having them ones that last over a few nights.
Started last week and one I recall strongly where I was in a universe shaped like a uterus and there light/threads weaving parts together. Part of the dream I was with sentient androids, part robot but with a very real consciousness... they were in bits. I was with people helping to put them back together as they were needed for an upcoming battle. It was fun.... not like an omg were all going to die, but more of a your on our team vibe. There was also lots of dogs, with larger dogs protecting smaller dogs.
Then last night in and out of this big 'event' world wide - there had been a shut down of all media/electricity and communications some of us know why and what was happening and we were trying to reassure the others it was ok. I was with people who were scared but was excited.
I had my friends dog with us - I was looking after him for her. At one point I found him collapsed looking dead but when I touched him I felt a faint heart beat checking his airways I found an orange ribbon down his throat I pulled out and he recovered quickly. Many of the other dream characters were non-human robot types with enhanced eyesight to most they were human too only something around the eyes made them stand out.
There was battles going on around the world, this was something I could see from 3rd person blood in the sea around New York, Tokyo and another city I can't remember - the sea was red with blood.
I woke to pee then went back into the same dream, I'm in an out door amphitheatre/meeting space in my main dream area tiered stone stairs and lots of different groups with different adgenders I'm in a central area with lots of others listing to the people blow front speak - though it's not like a performance more a very active discussion/debate. In the middle we were listing and considering. There was also a tower :slightly_smiling_face: I like my tower dreams, this one was red brick again but very plain..... almost like a factory chimney.
Monday 8th Oct
More aggressive dreams last night. It was a game/fantasy type world at first there was a setting almost like a court room... the participants were small and there was a switch/lever in the middle and every so often it would get switched... and the participants would move places. People accused would be the accuser, or the jury the observers it was all out doors on a floating platform.
Next up there is a haunted house, this is also 'game like' there are floating wooden ships in the sky (I've been here a fair bit of late) there are gold coins that can be collected - make a path. I'm following my 4 year old self.... she looks like I do in photos and I'm watching 3rd person from in the air.
She's like Zak, small cheeky and over confident in a nightdress. She goes into a hummmm I want to call it a haunted house, but it's just the black rotting timbers and shell of a building and the timbers are a live and can move... the whole structure is floating in a purple/darkness.
In the place there is a 'ghost' errr well a thing it's black and rotting, person shaped, dead or undead. It needs putting to rest. I'm hammering a small metal hand crafted chisle into it's eye socket. It's grey and heavy and the shaft is wrapped with a twine. The hammer I have is also crude, hand crafted from metal with a twine/string grip. I feel the skull crunch and shatter as I hit the chisel .
Last dream was rugged country / rock in my dream it was Cambodia there were a kind of sheep there... rugged hill sheep, I was on rocky land with them, (edited)
Wed 10th Oct
Cool dream last night, male me last night was Dom.... the first part of the dream is hazy but I start to recall when we enter a magic/occult teaching facility. It's huge and there's something a bit sinister about it, we are going there as Dom wants/needs to learn something.
As we approach the huge metal gates a big black truck drives out, there is 3 men in the front all dressed in animal suits - we are being watched as we enter (I think we might have been wearing animal suits too)
Threw the black metal gates there is a large concrete entrance it's like walled garden entrance to a European style grand-home but is industrial in style. A wired clash of styles.
To the left and right are metal and concrete coulombs holding up small roofs. Tables and chairs are along the sides in the covered areas filled with men talking playing board games/reading studying. Were watched by all as we enter, I don't walk in the dream I float a few inches of the ground.
We enter a large dark room, walls are lined with old occult and magical books, alchemical equipment.. chemistry/potion stuff. There is a large long low reception table to the left wall and we start here.... were told the answers he's seeking are in this room.. take as long as we need.
The centre of the room has long low tables were people can read/study - the room is busy but quiet like a library and fairly dark. He starts to look around we stay together.. Dom is looking at something and I lay down on the floor looking up at the ceiling I notice on the table 2 sheets of paper stuck to the underside of a low table/shelf. I pull them off and pass them to Dom - they are covered in text and filled with geometrical designs which are labelled. He's interested and things there helpful to what he's seeking.
A meal is about to be served at the low tables and he takes the paper and sits waiting for the food. I go to the desk and as if I can use a bathroom - they point me to 2 large oak doors in the back corner of the room and laugh saying sure if you can find it.
I float off and then threw the doors.... The area behind the doors is very different and fluid it's corridors and doors but it's constantly changing. In style it looks like a 60's posh hotel or something (pastle tan/pink and blues) I pass threw several doors and know that the room I was in would have shifted / changed now. I pick a door to the right that a guy is leaving from, it looks like a fridge / large freezer or larder but I sort of know there's a toilet in it. I find the toilet and it's just in the corridor but I also know that it's not... use it then leave to make my way back knowing it will be different again.
The last part of the dream I'm floating round this strange changing building it's much lighter in this part like a modern library I guess - I pass a huge sort of admin / reception office area with lots of people busy -- again they all stop and watch me float past. I think there was a way into a garden but Ians alarm woke me up at that point. (edited)
Thurs 11th Oct.
More intense dreams...
First of I was in a kind of holiday park with Zak, we were in a swimming pool and on getting out noticed it was infested by small burrowing insects that were digging into me to lay there eggs.
They were massive grubs... even at the time I realised there were more like the grubs bugs that bore into trees/soil/nuts to over winter. I was sort of puling them out of me. It was iccy but I wasn't freaking out ( as I would have done years ago :P )
The last dream was of a festival/gypsy fayre - lots of people in tents, out door cooking, stalls of pots and pans. I friend of mines child had lost 2 socks and the dream seemed to revolve around looking for and finding them. I know in the end they were in a very obvious place - One bit I recall that was odd was a tree on a track, revolving and being carried round and round 2 rows of stalls like streets. It had white dots on it's branches that were a kind of illness.
Today
I've had a few nights of hardly any sleep... last night was dreaming again.
First part of the dream was a huge outdoor venue with tubes/tunnels connecting different places. I'm in a group/team I think there are 5 of us, we are collecting things.
At one point I'm in a small flower filled meadow - it's full of coloured blossoming flowers and insects. A winding path threw the middle - a small area only a couple of mts squared has been mowed with a scythe.. only small areas are taken at once to preserve the meadow eco system. In the grass on one side there is a group of females... they dislike me for some reason, I think they were a kind of adversary group/team. The field turns into a tarot card that I'm holding it's a balance card of fire/water.. and active too.
The card is small and colourful the dream changes and I'm in a dark place holding the card and then notice the rest of the deck.. they are small sized very well used the edges wide and worn with shuffling but the colours bright the images are hand painted. I get a message the deck was my mothers, mothers - I'm confused at first then am shown she had a different theology to my Mum she's watching me.... there are more cards and books occult and herbals different decks of cards. I ask permission to explore them and cut the deck and the word yes is printed allover on all sides.
Next I'm in a dark forest at the edge of a meandering stream the ground is knotted with tree roots i'm laying a rug on the roots to have a picnic with friends.
Jumps again and i'm back with the team from the first part of the dream only I'm saying goodbye to them, they are all going to kill themselves in a ritual. There is a mountain and a dark cave and it's going to collapse/close they are going into the cave to be crushed - as they die there spirits will be me too so I will be all of us.
I'm waiting outside and watch the cave fall and crush them there are lots of others watching too - once they are crushed I hear there voices in my mind and we are together.
Last bit of the dream starts in a dark tunnel a makeshift bed of blankets is along a dark cave wall there are several people in it we are sleeping. I'm dozing in and out of sleep, the guy next to me is masturbating and the woman on the other side of him gets angry with him as her younger daughters are in the bed thing too - they wake me bickering.
Dream changes again and I'm flying over a really strange 'market place' it's got the feel of a old town market day people from allover coming together to trade/meet share news - it's strange almost fantasy like wired, colourful and otherworldly all kinds of entity's and items... I felt ghost like floating above didn't really seem to have any substance just an observer. (edited)
Monday, 15 October 2018
Monday, 3 September 2018
Free Falling & School.
Night before last a wired game of crazy golf with 3 miss worlds who were men in drag and the Crankies (wired wife/hubby comedy thing from the 80's the wife played his son) - After the game I'm flying along a river in a run down city area. It's an industrial area but disused lots of empty warehouses.
3 dreams last night
First me and Emma are in Berwick it's cycling night/day very quickly and at night the sky is filled with thousands of stars many of which are falling .
We are walking round the town going into bus offices trying to get timetables and tickets we needed to get to a place beginning with S (I forget where now) We were also caring for a young male with learning issues, he was physically very big but mentally like a young child lots of people found him intimidating because of his size.
Next is a big school or Uni - I'm in a class of people aged 27 and the new intake were all 22.
The school is floating and is a series of platforms around a main hall area is a rectangular walk way high high up. We are jumping of it into the centre where the air is 'cloudy' looking. The air is different density's meaning you can free fall... Fast at first then slowing down threw the denser air and then speeding up again to land. It's fun the new 22 people are playing a sports type of game on the platform below were we land - I see 2 females that are upset with each other crying and one of the elders is mediating.
On the stairs on the way up there is food layed out for a birthday party we need to step over it and round people....
Dream hops and I'm in a strange landscape with hovering stone cubes some of them have entrances into them. I'm climbing down one to get into another. Where I need to put my hand there is a thick bramble/thorny runner but it's the only place to hold so I grip anyway feeling the thorns pressing into my fingers. I pass it and my hand is bleeding red,warm fresh blood.
Last dream was wired -- It was in an underground religious meeting place and there was a ritual that was like a funeral and christening rolled into one. I'd been invited by the mother of the baby for who the service was. I was ethereal made of black smoke and all the children and babys were made of the same patchwork.
3 dreams last night
First me and Emma are in Berwick it's cycling night/day very quickly and at night the sky is filled with thousands of stars many of which are falling .
We are walking round the town going into bus offices trying to get timetables and tickets we needed to get to a place beginning with S (I forget where now) We were also caring for a young male with learning issues, he was physically very big but mentally like a young child lots of people found him intimidating because of his size.
Next is a big school or Uni - I'm in a class of people aged 27 and the new intake were all 22.
The school is floating and is a series of platforms around a main hall area is a rectangular walk way high high up. We are jumping of it into the centre where the air is 'cloudy' looking. The air is different density's meaning you can free fall... Fast at first then slowing down threw the denser air and then speeding up again to land. It's fun the new 22 people are playing a sports type of game on the platform below were we land - I see 2 females that are upset with each other crying and one of the elders is mediating.
On the stairs on the way up there is food layed out for a birthday party we need to step over it and round people....
Dream hops and I'm in a strange landscape with hovering stone cubes some of them have entrances into them. I'm climbing down one to get into another. Where I need to put my hand there is a thick bramble/thorny runner but it's the only place to hold so I grip anyway feeling the thorns pressing into my fingers. I pass it and my hand is bleeding red,warm fresh blood.
Last dream was wired -- It was in an underground religious meeting place and there was a ritual that was like a funeral and christening rolled into one. I'd been invited by the mother of the baby for who the service was. I was ethereal made of black smoke and all the children and babys were made of the same patchwork.
Sunday, 2 September 2018
End of August 18
On holiday so crap dream write up..
Sat 18th, a love/sex adventure with a father of a friend of a son. I was pregnant... but was aware of siblings the child couldn't know of without upsetting people.
Sunday 19th August
Ballet dancer, dancing sad/happy have some eggs. There was a coat dance and mirror dance.
Huge funeral with kids and dogs, the kids are watching 'love actually'
Monday 20th
'Plane' journey but not really a plane, like a island travelling. Dream started with bossy people and trying to collect wild people. We flew the world on flat island plane, penguins and wales.
I had a relationship with the pilot.
Wed 22nd.
Old cats - some medicated... then a 'killing spree' an accomplice to a murder.. Next dream an art exam. Connection to the examiner, exam on 'line'
MY answer was 'there is no line, only observation of within and without... 'line' is a margin.
Friday.. 24th
Amazing dream last night. Was a school setting again.... A vast live in learning town with buildings and fields. It was futuristic grass trees and stuff with floating lesson platforms colourful brick roads between set in a sunny country side. I moved about on roller skates as the area was very well spread out across meadows and hillsides.
A change was happening to the world. A vortex .. this was a fractal fragmenting of everything there.
I was really excited as that is what id gone there to be part of.
It was really amazing hard to describe like a planet took acid and was turning it's self inside out. Visually stunning. A friend comes to get me, she's freakes out and wants me to leave with her of world.
She's taking me to a tower rocket to the government and police to leave world. I'm angry and telling her no, I'm staying.
We argue and she drags me into the tower - rocket. She tells me I'll be a slave if I stay here. I don't argue but know she's confused and I tell ger i will break my way out of the tower. I lay my hands on it and bits vanish... She's annoyed and upset and I tell her to let me leave. She won't so I keep dissolving it by touching it. Until nothing is left and we are back in the otherworldly countryside.....
She's very angry I tell her I'm home here, I'm sorry I destroyed her tower but she shouldn't have taken me in. She'll fine another. We part ways and I fly up into the sky vortexSat 25th
I meet and have a chat with 3 versions of myself.
1st Sept 18.
Carry was at home alone and had changed the locks... there was a cat house party going on with cats raving!
2nd Sept
In my main dream house lots of amazing moths and butterfly's and then I have a small white budgie in a nest with eggs and young. There are also black and brown small rodents with thick long hair and then a big grey and white friendly rat.
The garden is filled with brambles.
Sat 18th, a love/sex adventure with a father of a friend of a son. I was pregnant... but was aware of siblings the child couldn't know of without upsetting people.
Sunday 19th August
Ballet dancer, dancing sad/happy have some eggs. There was a coat dance and mirror dance.
Huge funeral with kids and dogs, the kids are watching 'love actually'
Monday 20th
'Plane' journey but not really a plane, like a island travelling. Dream started with bossy people and trying to collect wild people. We flew the world on flat island plane, penguins and wales.
I had a relationship with the pilot.
Wed 22nd.
Old cats - some medicated... then a 'killing spree' an accomplice to a murder.. Next dream an art exam. Connection to the examiner, exam on 'line'
MY answer was 'there is no line, only observation of within and without... 'line' is a margin.
Friday.. 24th
Amazing dream last night. Was a school setting again.... A vast live in learning town with buildings and fields. It was futuristic grass trees and stuff with floating lesson platforms colourful brick roads between set in a sunny country side. I moved about on roller skates as the area was very well spread out across meadows and hillsides.
A change was happening to the world. A vortex .. this was a fractal fragmenting of everything there.
I was really excited as that is what id gone there to be part of.
It was really amazing hard to describe like a planet took acid and was turning it's self inside out. Visually stunning. A friend comes to get me, she's freakes out and wants me to leave with her of world.
She's taking me to a tower rocket to the government and police to leave world. I'm angry and telling her no, I'm staying.
We argue and she drags me into the tower - rocket. She tells me I'll be a slave if I stay here. I don't argue but know she's confused and I tell ger i will break my way out of the tower. I lay my hands on it and bits vanish... She's annoyed and upset and I tell her to let me leave. She won't so I keep dissolving it by touching it. Until nothing is left and we are back in the otherworldly countryside.....
She's very angry I tell her I'm home here, I'm sorry I destroyed her tower but she shouldn't have taken me in. She'll fine another. We part ways and I fly up into the sky vortexSat 25th
I meet and have a chat with 3 versions of myself.
1st Sept 18.
Carry was at home alone and had changed the locks... there was a cat house party going on with cats raving!
2nd Sept
In my main dream house lots of amazing moths and butterfly's and then I have a small white budgie in a nest with eggs and young. There are also black and brown small rodents with thick long hair and then a big grey and white friendly rat.
The garden is filled with brambles.
Monday, 13 August 2018
Holly in my Eye and a Disjointed Adventure
2 dreams from last night.
The first I had a sore eye last night.... when I woke in the night it was very painful felt like stye though nothing to see. I whent wake into semi lucid dream in the dream I was examining my eye to see what was up and I removed a tiny dry holly leaf from the inside of my left eye. I know holly is the partner to the Oak rulling the winter in Celtic Ogham law so I'll have to look into it.
My main dream was cool wired/sexual and very disjointed. I was multiple people in the dream swapping and changing characters all the time.
I start as neither sex living with another young woman and her young female child who looks to me as a step/father. , I'm scanned in a supermarket but I also work preparing breakfast for parliament. The different factions in the house want there own breakfast room but I refuse saying they must eat together to come closer - I'm preparing pineapple and Neapolitan ice cream.
Dream swaps and I'm a young male, the person from the first dream is now female and is my friend. We are friends she has a lover - as the male I'm a masochist and she enjoys inflicting pain so helps me out so there is also a sexual element to our relationship.
I don't dream of that part - the dream is of a conversation we are having both nekid (I just know that's our back story)
She's found a woman/partner for me a friend of hers and is going to introduce us... I'm excited then look down realise I'm covered in welts and bruises and comment.... 'meby I should wait, don't want to scare her off.... then say, actually it's better she knows me'
The female gets annoyed and says 'no you must wait... she won't want to see that... and any way when your enjoying amazing tantric sex with her you won't want pain'
Confused I ask her 'Why would great sex stop me wanting to experience a fuller range of sensations?'
I think after that I realised she didn't want our group of friends to know her part in it - or any connection to it.
Dream jumps, I'm the same male again nekid laying on a rug with a male lover we are painting together in a large heavy book (It reminded me of a book of shadows/spell book)
Dream skips again and we are watching a procession threw a sunny country lane a young boy is being transported in an open rickshaw type thing - he is a witness to a crime/event and is being transported to a case/hearing.
We pass a hippy man & woman being arrested by police the guy has dreds and both male & female are high... they have with them a 'plucked turkey space ship' this is so wired. It's floating and alive orange/purple/yellow - The guy has a strange tool kit and the woman is explaing how he made it when he was high and how it really flys.
We pass them and I'm back to a female again and a member of the crowd walking with the boy witness .. I'm a 'seer' and see a young female girl jump onto the front of the rickshaw tipping her and the boy into a hedgerow and meadow where they vanish.
No one can see the girl but me and a group of men (she's a ghost/spirit) they pull me from the crowd as I can see the girl too.
Dream hops again I'm a couple outside a dark brick mental hospital near a sewer opening me and the male are going to perform a ritual to summon a daemon from the underworld (this is to do with the missing witnesses) Inside the mental hospital staff and patients are pressed against the windows watching us.
We start the ritual and a black entity comes from the sewer washed up with lots of dark black water It's sticky black faceless male. The black water floods much of the fields and we are floating in this black water the daemon has given us what we needed to know. At this point a flatbed truck drives up to the edge of the flooded area. In the back of it is a young black guy he's dresses in 70's style clothing with flares and an afro and he's waving a pair of flatted freeze dried lungs.
He's the best friend or brother of the male in the water with the female I know he's telling us his lung cancer has gone and we are both overjoyed for him we yell at him not to come into the water but he jumps down wading towards us waving the flattened pink lungs.
Behind him we can see a deep stillness in the water and know the deamon is underwater about to take him, the male rushes forwards to push his brother out of the way but i'm in the females body now and move fast shouting to the deamon... 'you can't have either of them I love them to much'
The deamon grabs me and kisses me and it's nice I kiss back then feel bad for the male who's my lover as I think this the female falls unconscious in the black gloppy arms and I'm watching the dream from 3rd person.
The deamon laughs and yells 'shortly, she'll be fucking Beelzebub on a flaming chariot pulled by the 9 hounds of hell chasing dawn across the back of the sky... if that kind of thing will make you happy...(laughing) .. of course it will'
I wake up.
Friday 10th August...
Hazy but in an outdoor vets making an order for someone - They had horses & Dogs. I'm ordering them lots of anti parasitics.
Sat 11th
Wired woven shapes shiny string wrapping to make forms.
A young girl having a cake sale - She lives up a lane in a big house next to the house is a ruined red stone castle. I enter her house to get cakes but ask to go to the toilet first in the bathroom are 9 baths places in a square shape.. the final 3 baths are joined and have water jets.
Sunday 12th.
Friend had written a book about my father being Autistic and too Moral... There was a maze in water.
Also stuff about Brexit a total fuck up/mess & automaton singing pigs.
The first I had a sore eye last night.... when I woke in the night it was very painful felt like stye though nothing to see. I whent wake into semi lucid dream in the dream I was examining my eye to see what was up and I removed a tiny dry holly leaf from the inside of my left eye. I know holly is the partner to the Oak rulling the winter in Celtic Ogham law so I'll have to look into it.
My main dream was cool wired/sexual and very disjointed. I was multiple people in the dream swapping and changing characters all the time.
I start as neither sex living with another young woman and her young female child who looks to me as a step/father. , I'm scanned in a supermarket but I also work preparing breakfast for parliament. The different factions in the house want there own breakfast room but I refuse saying they must eat together to come closer - I'm preparing pineapple and Neapolitan ice cream.
Dream swaps and I'm a young male, the person from the first dream is now female and is my friend. We are friends she has a lover - as the male I'm a masochist and she enjoys inflicting pain so helps me out so there is also a sexual element to our relationship.
I don't dream of that part - the dream is of a conversation we are having both nekid (I just know that's our back story)
She's found a woman/partner for me a friend of hers and is going to introduce us... I'm excited then look down realise I'm covered in welts and bruises and comment.... 'meby I should wait, don't want to scare her off.... then say, actually it's better she knows me'
The female gets annoyed and says 'no you must wait... she won't want to see that... and any way when your enjoying amazing tantric sex with her you won't want pain'
Confused I ask her 'Why would great sex stop me wanting to experience a fuller range of sensations?'
I think after that I realised she didn't want our group of friends to know her part in it - or any connection to it.
Dream jumps, I'm the same male again nekid laying on a rug with a male lover we are painting together in a large heavy book (It reminded me of a book of shadows/spell book)
Dream skips again and we are watching a procession threw a sunny country lane a young boy is being transported in an open rickshaw type thing - he is a witness to a crime/event and is being transported to a case/hearing.
We pass a hippy man & woman being arrested by police the guy has dreds and both male & female are high... they have with them a 'plucked turkey space ship' this is so wired. It's floating and alive orange/purple/yellow - The guy has a strange tool kit and the woman is explaing how he made it when he was high and how it really flys.
We pass them and I'm back to a female again and a member of the crowd walking with the boy witness .. I'm a 'seer' and see a young female girl jump onto the front of the rickshaw tipping her and the boy into a hedgerow and meadow where they vanish.
No one can see the girl but me and a group of men (she's a ghost/spirit) they pull me from the crowd as I can see the girl too.
Dream hops again I'm a couple outside a dark brick mental hospital near a sewer opening me and the male are going to perform a ritual to summon a daemon from the underworld (this is to do with the missing witnesses) Inside the mental hospital staff and patients are pressed against the windows watching us.
We start the ritual and a black entity comes from the sewer washed up with lots of dark black water It's sticky black faceless male. The black water floods much of the fields and we are floating in this black water the daemon has given us what we needed to know. At this point a flatbed truck drives up to the edge of the flooded area. In the back of it is a young black guy he's dresses in 70's style clothing with flares and an afro and he's waving a pair of flatted freeze dried lungs.
He's the best friend or brother of the male in the water with the female I know he's telling us his lung cancer has gone and we are both overjoyed for him we yell at him not to come into the water but he jumps down wading towards us waving the flattened pink lungs.
Behind him we can see a deep stillness in the water and know the deamon is underwater about to take him, the male rushes forwards to push his brother out of the way but i'm in the females body now and move fast shouting to the deamon... 'you can't have either of them I love them to much'
The deamon grabs me and kisses me and it's nice I kiss back then feel bad for the male who's my lover as I think this the female falls unconscious in the black gloppy arms and I'm watching the dream from 3rd person.
The deamon laughs and yells 'shortly, she'll be fucking Beelzebub on a flaming chariot pulled by the 9 hounds of hell chasing dawn across the back of the sky... if that kind of thing will make you happy...(laughing) .. of course it will'
I wake up.
Friday 10th August...
Hazy but in an outdoor vets making an order for someone - They had horses & Dogs. I'm ordering them lots of anti parasitics.
Sat 11th
Wired woven shapes shiny string wrapping to make forms.
A young girl having a cake sale - She lives up a lane in a big house next to the house is a ruined red stone castle. I enter her house to get cakes but ask to go to the toilet first in the bathroom are 9 baths places in a square shape.. the final 3 baths are joined and have water jets.
Sunday 12th.
Friend had written a book about my father being Autistic and too Moral... There was a maze in water.
Also stuff about Brexit a total fuck up/mess & automaton singing pigs.
Thursday, 9 August 2018
Mid July till early Aug 2018
Sunday 13th July
I didn't write last nights dreams... they were hazy. There was a battered old hard back copy of' The Wind in the Willows' I think I was then back in a memory from my 20's in a rave with an old friend and DJ who I knew. Then a roe deer small - a baby.
Then main dreamhouse ... the loft room was there again, my parents room. It was a revisiting of old dreams.
Tues 17th July
I had a dream about a hummm feild in the sky?? It seemed like the old feild in my main dreamscape there are horses in the field and then then this kind of rock formation, cube like rocks but natural all the same, I'm not sure of the name of them.
Like that
https://www.alamy.com/stock-photo-dverghamrar-dwarf-rocks-volcanic-basalt-columns-and-cube-jointed-iceland-84603313.html
Anyhooo nesting on the rock coulombs are 1000's and 1000's of small black birds - they were behaving like starlings but felt more like blackbirds. (Reminds me of the dream with Roz with flocks of birds)
I was up on the rocks with the birds looking down, way way down below was a coast line with white sand. In the sand was the remains of an ancient castle with 4 turrets.. most of it was buried in sand the turrets toppled.
Another dream, my main dreamscape playing outside at night it's snowing and the snow is fresh, we've made snow men and have decorated the area with frozen yellow ice (it was peed on snow) but had been moulded into star shapes so was like star shaped frozen wee.
Wed 18th July
First dream I'm in the countryside with a neighbor I know now we are both young in our 20's we have drugs, something wrapped in paper to snort so was like speed or coke.
Next dream is main dream area but built up.. 2 gay friends are having a pool party it's nekid and being held in a hotel after midnight. In the first bit of the dream i'm getting some Zzzzz's as I know it's going t be a late night. It's tropical theam.
I'm at the party but it's over fast and I seem to be the person clearing up, I've swept the whole area and am leaving it like we found it when someone tells me we need to move the haybales that were beside the bar area... these get dragged thew and I have to resweep everywhere. Dream shifts so I'm outside in a huge open grass plane and I'm still sweeping.
Friday 21st July
First dream, I'm in the countryside in the dark in the back of a horse box with an old school friend. Were travelling in the horse trailer with the doors open at night.
Her horse is with us, we are trying to get somewhere she feels we need help and we go into a 'horse people' type area. (Stables/Gym duno cause i know very little about horses and polo and hunting)
I offer to go ask for what we are looking for, but Clare knows I'm better with small animals and the area she's going to is full of highly strung race horses so I wait at the door of the trailer.
She comes back and tells me she has back pain and she has a 'bum bag' could I fill it and give it to her for pain relief - Confused I start rooting round the back of her horse box, but all I can find are dirty pants... after a while I give up and go back to sit at the open tailgate.
There are different groups of people milling round beside me I notice some hunt sabs, they wave at me and I say hello. Then someone in the horse crowd blows a horn and yells lets hunt. I think, err hunting not illegal (but also know these people are outside the law due to money) I remember the hunt sabs waving at me and making so much noise that the hunt would be disrupted anyway.
Second dream is a pre-historic earth like planet - I'm on a cliff looking down onto a low river valley lake bed.
I'm neckid and Zak is with me also nekid he's a baby. I have him attacked to me with stips of leather in a sling type thing.
I jump from the cliff tops into some of the high trees and am climbing down threw them like a monkey - when i get stuck now and then I unsling Zak and hang him from a branch while I climb lower and can lift him down.
When we get down we are looking at this amazing river basin from above then I'm along and stuffs high speed... there is this agle that takes the whole lake.
It's toxic to all life and blooms over the top of the water till it covers the lake - then as soon as it covers the lake the water evaporates leaving just this algae. Then I'm watching these small frog and large fish (Bit like big black catfish but pre-historic) eating all the algae... It's wired as the dream is so visual - it's like watching a nature film these small mouths munching threw all this lush green slushy stuff.
Monday 23rd July
I'm on a huge grass plain and I'm with Andy (This is a friend from my early life) we have a teepee type of tent but it's has a slight raised platform we are neckid and have face paint but it's more like tribal marks. I spend lots of time stretching and dancing nakid out on the grass (Like balet/yoga) We are going on a mission, we need to visit the 4 elements.
Before we do this Andy makes this kind of milkshake/Sunday thing in a glass with cream and cherry's. He brings it while we go on this mission to collect something from Earth/fire/water/air (I think they were dragons we met)
When we have 'attuned/completed' our missions with the elements we need to access the underworld
This was a kind of 'interact with rock with energy/light' and we are absorbed into a cave/cavern system there is a giant crystal guardian/troll thing that we pass.. it's friendly.
We go deeper and deeper until we are meeting with hummm avatar of the planetary consciousness. She's beautiful beyond words.. old and vibrant, sexual but wise and motherly like a fairy of sorts she glows. As we approach her there is another male there, Jack. He's sitting alone as we all arrive she tells Andy to give the Sunday/shake to Jack. Andy is visibly hurt but passes it over. The planetary mama thing looks at me, I feel the pain of Andy and I tell her,
'I know what you are showing me.....
But how am I ever to love a man when I'm already in love with You'
She was surprised by my reaction - and the fact I knew her intimately ...then Ian's alarm woke me up. (edited)
Monday 30th
My dreams have been hazy though I know I'm dreaming. Last night I was getting married to my old school friend we were still young. I was worried about her, she was tired and I was making food her her. I was rubbing her lower back and making soft boiled eggs in a cup with toast fingers. I'd asked if she wanted brown or white eggs and she told me I couldn't ask that.
I was puzzled and picked to of the white ones, they wen't shaped like normal chicken eggs. They were more pointed on top and bottom and wide low bottom like a smooth white cut diamond shape. I plopped them into boiling water.
Wed 1st Aug
I had an odd dream this morning, Ian's mum who died just before Christmas was in it.
It was set in my Grans old house, my Gran wasn't home and there was an old fashioned Iron stove / fire place in the corner. The kind that warms the room but you can cook on too.
Ian's mum was in the fire, and she was telling me she'd been there since she died and didn't know how too (I can't recall the words I was using) In the dream I knew I was dreaming and wanted to write the dream down so I didn't forget it so I wrote what was happening on the tops of a pile of old newspapers that were there.
After a while Ian' s mum was standing in the room with me - we talked about death and she said why are there some orange angels and I asked her if she'd met any purple creators yet.
8Th Aug
Last nights dreams were first of leaving a residential school. It was night and dark, I'd been there for 7 years if I remember right. I was angry and didn't want to leave (It was a home to me)
Then I was with male me, over stormy seas in a helicopter we kept landing on islands and making love there. One of the small rocky islands had a small pool by a very basic cottage/shelter - I was given a key, it was for the cottage and told I could use it for as long as I wanted.
Last nights dreams my main dream area, I find 2 guinea pigs in the corner of my room.... there water is empty/has spilled and they are very ill and dehydrated - I feel bad and give them water and they quickly revive.
Last night, 9th August
First dream is of a prison inside a mountain. It's either off world or very futuristic. The sky is very black and filled with bright stars. The landscape is baron dark dusty with a huge mountain the only feature.
Into the mountain is a huge opening/road into the mountain and hovering vehicles pass in and out. There made of a dull purple/ grey metallic substance and have glowing neon lights in pinks and purples and lime green. I'm a prisoner in there I can also see 'Ghosts' other prisoners who've died in there I think it was like a mine on the inside. It was an odd dream were I was in it but also observing it from a 3rd person overview.
Next dream I'm with a friend who's in the form of a beautiful red haired cat - She has spots on her like large white heads there raised and have puss in them, she also has flea dirt in her hair. I gently squeeze the spots letting the puss out of it, some of it drips onto and into my hair which in the dream is also red.
Last dream I was outside watching falling stars and meteors in a dark sky (Could be the perseids meteor shower on atm) It was very cool to watch.
I didn't write last nights dreams... they were hazy. There was a battered old hard back copy of' The Wind in the Willows' I think I was then back in a memory from my 20's in a rave with an old friend and DJ who I knew. Then a roe deer small - a baby.
Then main dreamhouse ... the loft room was there again, my parents room. It was a revisiting of old dreams.
Tues 17th July
I had a dream about a hummm feild in the sky?? It seemed like the old feild in my main dreamscape there are horses in the field and then then this kind of rock formation, cube like rocks but natural all the same, I'm not sure of the name of them.
Like that
https://www.alamy.com/stock-photo-dverghamrar-dwarf-rocks-volcanic-basalt-columns-and-cube-jointed-iceland-84603313.html
Anyhooo nesting on the rock coulombs are 1000's and 1000's of small black birds - they were behaving like starlings but felt more like blackbirds. (Reminds me of the dream with Roz with flocks of birds)
I was up on the rocks with the birds looking down, way way down below was a coast line with white sand. In the sand was the remains of an ancient castle with 4 turrets.. most of it was buried in sand the turrets toppled.
Another dream, my main dreamscape playing outside at night it's snowing and the snow is fresh, we've made snow men and have decorated the area with frozen yellow ice (it was peed on snow) but had been moulded into star shapes so was like star shaped frozen wee.
Wed 18th July
First dream I'm in the countryside with a neighbor I know now we are both young in our 20's we have drugs, something wrapped in paper to snort so was like speed or coke.
Next dream is main dream area but built up.. 2 gay friends are having a pool party it's nekid and being held in a hotel after midnight. In the first bit of the dream i'm getting some Zzzzz's as I know it's going t be a late night. It's tropical theam.
I'm at the party but it's over fast and I seem to be the person clearing up, I've swept the whole area and am leaving it like we found it when someone tells me we need to move the haybales that were beside the bar area... these get dragged thew and I have to resweep everywhere. Dream shifts so I'm outside in a huge open grass plane and I'm still sweeping.
Friday 21st July
First dream, I'm in the countryside in the dark in the back of a horse box with an old school friend. Were travelling in the horse trailer with the doors open at night.
Her horse is with us, we are trying to get somewhere she feels we need help and we go into a 'horse people' type area. (Stables/Gym duno cause i know very little about horses and polo and hunting)
I offer to go ask for what we are looking for, but Clare knows I'm better with small animals and the area she's going to is full of highly strung race horses so I wait at the door of the trailer.
She comes back and tells me she has back pain and she has a 'bum bag' could I fill it and give it to her for pain relief - Confused I start rooting round the back of her horse box, but all I can find are dirty pants... after a while I give up and go back to sit at the open tailgate.
There are different groups of people milling round beside me I notice some hunt sabs, they wave at me and I say hello. Then someone in the horse crowd blows a horn and yells lets hunt. I think, err hunting not illegal (but also know these people are outside the law due to money) I remember the hunt sabs waving at me and making so much noise that the hunt would be disrupted anyway.
Second dream is a pre-historic earth like planet - I'm on a cliff looking down onto a low river valley lake bed.
I'm neckid and Zak is with me also nekid he's a baby. I have him attacked to me with stips of leather in a sling type thing.
I jump from the cliff tops into some of the high trees and am climbing down threw them like a monkey - when i get stuck now and then I unsling Zak and hang him from a branch while I climb lower and can lift him down.
When we get down we are looking at this amazing river basin from above then I'm along and stuffs high speed... there is this agle that takes the whole lake.
It's toxic to all life and blooms over the top of the water till it covers the lake - then as soon as it covers the lake the water evaporates leaving just this algae. Then I'm watching these small frog and large fish (Bit like big black catfish but pre-historic) eating all the algae... It's wired as the dream is so visual - it's like watching a nature film these small mouths munching threw all this lush green slushy stuff.
Monday 23rd July
I'm on a huge grass plain and I'm with Andy (This is a friend from my early life) we have a teepee type of tent but it's has a slight raised platform we are neckid and have face paint but it's more like tribal marks. I spend lots of time stretching and dancing nakid out on the grass (Like balet/yoga) We are going on a mission, we need to visit the 4 elements.
Before we do this Andy makes this kind of milkshake/Sunday thing in a glass with cream and cherry's. He brings it while we go on this mission to collect something from Earth/fire/water/air (I think they were dragons we met)
When we have 'attuned/completed' our missions with the elements we need to access the underworld
This was a kind of 'interact with rock with energy/light' and we are absorbed into a cave/cavern system there is a giant crystal guardian/troll thing that we pass.. it's friendly.
We go deeper and deeper until we are meeting with hummm avatar of the planetary consciousness. She's beautiful beyond words.. old and vibrant, sexual but wise and motherly like a fairy of sorts she glows. As we approach her there is another male there, Jack. He's sitting alone as we all arrive she tells Andy to give the Sunday/shake to Jack. Andy is visibly hurt but passes it over. The planetary mama thing looks at me, I feel the pain of Andy and I tell her,
'I know what you are showing me.....
But how am I ever to love a man when I'm already in love with You'
She was surprised by my reaction - and the fact I knew her intimately ...then Ian's alarm woke me up. (edited)
Monday 30th
My dreams have been hazy though I know I'm dreaming. Last night I was getting married to my old school friend we were still young. I was worried about her, she was tired and I was making food her her. I was rubbing her lower back and making soft boiled eggs in a cup with toast fingers. I'd asked if she wanted brown or white eggs and she told me I couldn't ask that.
I was puzzled and picked to of the white ones, they wen't shaped like normal chicken eggs. They were more pointed on top and bottom and wide low bottom like a smooth white cut diamond shape. I plopped them into boiling water.
Wed 1st Aug
I had an odd dream this morning, Ian's mum who died just before Christmas was in it.
It was set in my Grans old house, my Gran wasn't home and there was an old fashioned Iron stove / fire place in the corner. The kind that warms the room but you can cook on too.
Ian's mum was in the fire, and she was telling me she'd been there since she died and didn't know how too (I can't recall the words I was using) In the dream I knew I was dreaming and wanted to write the dream down so I didn't forget it so I wrote what was happening on the tops of a pile of old newspapers that were there.
After a while Ian' s mum was standing in the room with me - we talked about death and she said why are there some orange angels and I asked her if she'd met any purple creators yet.
8Th Aug
Last nights dreams were first of leaving a residential school. It was night and dark, I'd been there for 7 years if I remember right. I was angry and didn't want to leave (It was a home to me)
Then I was with male me, over stormy seas in a helicopter we kept landing on islands and making love there. One of the small rocky islands had a small pool by a very basic cottage/shelter - I was given a key, it was for the cottage and told I could use it for as long as I wanted.
Last nights dreams my main dream area, I find 2 guinea pigs in the corner of my room.... there water is empty/has spilled and they are very ill and dehydrated - I feel bad and give them water and they quickly revive.
Last night, 9th August
First dream is of a prison inside a mountain. It's either off world or very futuristic. The sky is very black and filled with bright stars. The landscape is baron dark dusty with a huge mountain the only feature.
Into the mountain is a huge opening/road into the mountain and hovering vehicles pass in and out. There made of a dull purple/ grey metallic substance and have glowing neon lights in pinks and purples and lime green. I'm a prisoner in there I can also see 'Ghosts' other prisoners who've died in there I think it was like a mine on the inside. It was an odd dream were I was in it but also observing it from a 3rd person overview.
Next dream I'm with a friend who's in the form of a beautiful red haired cat - She has spots on her like large white heads there raised and have puss in them, she also has flea dirt in her hair. I gently squeeze the spots letting the puss out of it, some of it drips onto and into my hair which in the dream is also red.
Last dream I was outside watching falling stars and meteors in a dark sky (Could be the perseids meteor shower on atm) It was very cool to watch.
Friday, 13 July 2018
Fabric Support and Meeting with a Queen
10th July
2 very strange dreams the second one not at all pleasant.
In the first I'm with 2 adult cousins it's a kind of 'party' it's very dark and outside my cousins house in Berwick - One cousin has prepared food and the other is being very rude complaining about it.
We also have crazy face paint colourful wired/glittery but also a bit twisted too think scary circus.
There is a game too.... it's running round a small dark scary hut with lots of broken doors/windows and trap doors. The outside is dark too.. Females run round the outside and inside are rapists who try to grab the women running round the building. It's like a teenage horror film or something and there is no intention of raping anyone it's more the 'fear/anticipation'
Some others and me had agreed to play, and I realised quite soon that there was nothing in the dark building but our own fear/anticipation.
Next there is 2 men I think one was my x. The both like me but I can't decide which I like, I know it's wrong to interact with both but I like both. Next one of them is caught steeling from a gang at the party. They have surrounded him and are intimidating him making him sit under a table while they stand round him. - Woke here.
Next dream
This is a house warming party for my friend who's about to move into there new home.
She's put up or is trying to put up her bell tent in the garden (they will be living in this overt the summer while work is done on the property)
She wants me to help, in the dream the sun is setting the garden is big and beautiful - the tent is wired and instead of a centre pole for support she's got lots of small connection poles that don't quite work/reach they keep bending and won't support the fabric then they tun into a tower of pans/bowls/mugs and cups.... again they won't reach and I can't help her put the tent up properly.
Next I got for a walk into a field with her my other Friend and her 3 kids, we are looking down on the new house. There are 100's of birds in the air and they are pecking at small crops they ground is very dry and the plants look ill and parched.
We come to a bench and sit down.. I notice these huge insects on the ground, they are like massive ticks but coloured like lady birds - I point them out, then realise there not a 'good thing' I'm trying to use my phone to look them up and find them at first - They are and invasive immigrant tick and can suck all the blood from a human... I want to double check before I tell them but then my phone goes wired and I can't find the 'close all apps' button the phone is so full of info/stuff but I can't find what I need to show them. Her children start playing over the top of these insects - I want to stop and warn them, but I wanted to be more sure/check before scaring anyone.
Thurs 13th July
Jewellery box, gems a broken cup being carried out to sea and a magpie
http://www.wildspeak.com/animalenergies/magpie.html
Last night.
(First dream a garden walled/dark bindweed criss crossing)
Another train dream last night.
I'm on a journey with kids. I'm making my way to the front of the moving train - the train is packed.
First carriage I'm working my way down the isle of sitting passengers The next carriage is more of a room saloon/bar like they used to have on old posh trains.
It's more modern though some people are sitting some standing & mingling It's less crowded but I notice a sign saying 'No Children' so we don't pause but keep moving on towards the front.
As I leave the saloon next carriage is a corridor like the trains with small compartments and corridors down one side. The corridor is packed and as I push by a very old preacher he taps me on the bum with his holy book... I shoot him a questioning glance and keep going.
The next carriage is like a cargo hold it's dark and people are laying round on the floor I'm stepping over bodys, Zak has started to lag behind and is crying/whining we pass a young guy who smiles at Zak and tickles him to cheer him up and we stop to chat.
The guy stands up holding Zak and playing with him and they clearly like each-other. The guy has lots of black hair and a big bushy beard he looks middle eastern - I comment he's clearly been round children a lot and I ask him if he has siblings. He tells me he has 12 I smile and say wow big family, his sister appears too she is a little younger meby early 20's has her hair covered he introduces her and we talk together.
The setting changes and we are all in a large temple they tell me we have arrived at Galilee. The preacher from the train is speaking to a huge packed crowd... it's some Abrahamic religion he's very old but seems to know me and keeps talking specifically to me he likes Zak. There is another preacher with him younger I don't recall what they were talking about more the fact they kept talking to me and Zak. I think we passed Zak threw the crowd to them.
After they had finished talking we are mingling in the temple I have in my arms a small fat raccoon it belongs to the ancient preacher - It's very sweet and placid and has curled into a ball asleep, I'm looking after it.
The preacher tells me that a king and queen are visiting and he wants me to cook the meal they will all share, he warns me he'd rather I didn't meet them though (as he knows I won't show deference and he doesn't want me to get into trouble)
I'm cooking food in an area outside but still in the temple grounds it's over an open fire and I have 3 thick round cast iron grill rings with fired clay hummm I duno there like little tubes that I can use as legs to place over the fire to raise up the grill rings (I've never seen anything like this but I knew how it all worked) I'm cooking skewered strips of marinated meat and fish and have other veg on the fire grill too.
Next I'm summoned to the King, Queen, Preacher - I think they had requested too meet the cook - I know I'm expected to bow/crawl?? Something about my head not allowed to be higher that theirs and they are seated at a round table eating the food I prepared. (The queen was like a young version of queen Victoria) she's wearing a flowery 50's style sun dress - I didn't notice the king. I walk tall up to them my eyes locked with the queen. She's amused and tells me I will be flogged, I can see the Preacher rolling his eyes at me in disbelief that I won't bow to the queen but I just smile at him.
2 very strange dreams the second one not at all pleasant.
In the first I'm with 2 adult cousins it's a kind of 'party' it's very dark and outside my cousins house in Berwick - One cousin has prepared food and the other is being very rude complaining about it.
We also have crazy face paint colourful wired/glittery but also a bit twisted too think scary circus.
There is a game too.... it's running round a small dark scary hut with lots of broken doors/windows and trap doors. The outside is dark too.. Females run round the outside and inside are rapists who try to grab the women running round the building. It's like a teenage horror film or something and there is no intention of raping anyone it's more the 'fear/anticipation'
Some others and me had agreed to play, and I realised quite soon that there was nothing in the dark building but our own fear/anticipation.
Next there is 2 men I think one was my x. The both like me but I can't decide which I like, I know it's wrong to interact with both but I like both. Next one of them is caught steeling from a gang at the party. They have surrounded him and are intimidating him making him sit under a table while they stand round him. - Woke here.
Next dream
This is a house warming party for my friend who's about to move into there new home.
She's put up or is trying to put up her bell tent in the garden (they will be living in this overt the summer while work is done on the property)
She wants me to help, in the dream the sun is setting the garden is big and beautiful - the tent is wired and instead of a centre pole for support she's got lots of small connection poles that don't quite work/reach they keep bending and won't support the fabric then they tun into a tower of pans/bowls/mugs and cups.... again they won't reach and I can't help her put the tent up properly.
Next I got for a walk into a field with her my other Friend and her 3 kids, we are looking down on the new house. There are 100's of birds in the air and they are pecking at small crops they ground is very dry and the plants look ill and parched.
We come to a bench and sit down.. I notice these huge insects on the ground, they are like massive ticks but coloured like lady birds - I point them out, then realise there not a 'good thing' I'm trying to use my phone to look them up and find them at first - They are and invasive immigrant tick and can suck all the blood from a human... I want to double check before I tell them but then my phone goes wired and I can't find the 'close all apps' button the phone is so full of info/stuff but I can't find what I need to show them. Her children start playing over the top of these insects - I want to stop and warn them, but I wanted to be more sure/check before scaring anyone.
Thurs 13th July
Jewellery box, gems a broken cup being carried out to sea and a magpie
http://www.wildspeak.com/animalenergies/magpie.html
Last night.
(First dream a garden walled/dark bindweed criss crossing)
Another train dream last night.
I'm on a journey with kids. I'm making my way to the front of the moving train - the train is packed.
First carriage I'm working my way down the isle of sitting passengers The next carriage is more of a room saloon/bar like they used to have on old posh trains.
It's more modern though some people are sitting some standing & mingling It's less crowded but I notice a sign saying 'No Children' so we don't pause but keep moving on towards the front.
As I leave the saloon next carriage is a corridor like the trains with small compartments and corridors down one side. The corridor is packed and as I push by a very old preacher he taps me on the bum with his holy book... I shoot him a questioning glance and keep going.
The next carriage is like a cargo hold it's dark and people are laying round on the floor I'm stepping over bodys, Zak has started to lag behind and is crying/whining we pass a young guy who smiles at Zak and tickles him to cheer him up and we stop to chat.
The guy stands up holding Zak and playing with him and they clearly like each-other. The guy has lots of black hair and a big bushy beard he looks middle eastern - I comment he's clearly been round children a lot and I ask him if he has siblings. He tells me he has 12 I smile and say wow big family, his sister appears too she is a little younger meby early 20's has her hair covered he introduces her and we talk together.
The setting changes and we are all in a large temple they tell me we have arrived at Galilee. The preacher from the train is speaking to a huge packed crowd... it's some Abrahamic religion he's very old but seems to know me and keeps talking specifically to me he likes Zak. There is another preacher with him younger I don't recall what they were talking about more the fact they kept talking to me and Zak. I think we passed Zak threw the crowd to them.
After they had finished talking we are mingling in the temple I have in my arms a small fat raccoon it belongs to the ancient preacher - It's very sweet and placid and has curled into a ball asleep, I'm looking after it.
The preacher tells me that a king and queen are visiting and he wants me to cook the meal they will all share, he warns me he'd rather I didn't meet them though (as he knows I won't show deference and he doesn't want me to get into trouble)
I'm cooking food in an area outside but still in the temple grounds it's over an open fire and I have 3 thick round cast iron grill rings with fired clay hummm I duno there like little tubes that I can use as legs to place over the fire to raise up the grill rings (I've never seen anything like this but I knew how it all worked) I'm cooking skewered strips of marinated meat and fish and have other veg on the fire grill too.
Next I'm summoned to the King, Queen, Preacher - I think they had requested too meet the cook - I know I'm expected to bow/crawl?? Something about my head not allowed to be higher that theirs and they are seated at a round table eating the food I prepared. (The queen was like a young version of queen Victoria) she's wearing a flowery 50's style sun dress - I didn't notice the king. I walk tall up to them my eyes locked with the queen. She's amused and tells me I will be flogged, I can see the Preacher rolling his eyes at me in disbelief that I won't bow to the queen but I just smile at him.
Monday, 9 July 2018
Underwater tunnles, and fabric stairs.
Friday 6th July
I was fending of tonsillitis again last night and I remember 2 beautiful settings rather than a dream.
First was a city, but it wasn't a city it was rolling grass hills, with rivers and beautifully made sandstone bridges. There were towers too, very thin reaching impossibly high into the sunny sky. The towers where kind of amazing works of art, carved with spiral steps on the outside and a kind of lattice of stone work and sculptures. They bent and twirled defying gravity. (It was a city of sorts but not at all like an earth city)
Then the other setting was very different but also beautiful - this is underground tunnels of a glass like sculpture - perhaps it was a lake bed?? Thinking about it now that would make most sense.
The floor of the tunnels are fine white sand and the walls are looking into green water with huge goldfish swimming in it.
The tunnels glow with green light filtering threw the clear sides where the fish swim, the tunnels/caverns are pointed at the top, sort of shaped like leaves and seem very natural small plants and shrubs grow in the sand too. (edited)
Last night
2 Dreams last night that I can recall, there were lots more.
First was a big adventure/game.
It's set round a wild coastal area rocks/sea and monstrys and monks. I had a lover we were both magic but were being chased and had to take this 'I think it was an illuminated manuscript/baby' to safety on an island. In the dream it was Iona but was also like the island St, Cuthbert lived on. (It was like a wired magic version of early Christianity on the British Isles)
I'm travelling sand dunes first there are 'huge' hares lots of them and also turtles in areas too.
I meet with my lover before I go and I touch the area in above and between his eyes - It glows purple like an Indian bindi but made of light. We will use this to communicate while we are separated and to find each other again after.
The book keeps turning into a baby/back to a book..baby.. When I leave my lover I'm travelling with another magic person it's dark and we are running over rocks into the sea we can walk on the bottom of the sea, seals are there too - we enter a huge hummm living/glass clear octopus/squid kind of thing. It's going to transport us to help get the baby/magic book to the island where it will be safe. When we get to the island we go inside it and it's a crystal cavern with a huge spiral staircase of some clear prismatic stairs - it's visually epic kind of glowing in rainbow reflecty light.
Second dream
I'm my 2-3 year old self.. I can see myself from outside so I'm kind of 3rd person, zoomed out looking at baby me. The setting is a large green with an outdoor nursery/play group - the grass is very green, there are slides and climbing frames, easels for painting, playground chalk ect.
On 2 sides of the green are large prefab buildings, they are painted a bottle green colour they have a military look to them on the other 2 sides of the green are 2 different churches, old Gothic architecture. I'm above the area looking at it in my mind it was in Scotland.
I zoom back into my baby self and I'm toddling along following my Mam, she's younger like she was when I was a baby, we are walking across the green towards one of the church buildings, at some point she turns into a younger version of my Dad too I'm a little older now and I tell my Dad how good it is to see him so well.
Both vanish and I walk into one of the churches, it's large cooler inside out of the bright sunlight, inside the Church is grey stone high vaulted ceiling and stained glass windows where the coloured light is coming in, it's bright. In the centre is a square platform with iron railings round it, I'm small but I jump up it's a spiral staircase leading down so I start of down the stairs, I age as I go down and round and the stairs change from stone to pleated fabric, some areas are quilted it widens out too so it's like a large fabric spiral, I'm passing other people on the way down, some are sleeping, others are having sex... It's flattened out to the point where I can slide and 'surf' - so I'm kind of wizzing down and round.
annoyingly Ian's alarm woke me before I found out what was at the bottom :P
I was fending of tonsillitis again last night and I remember 2 beautiful settings rather than a dream.
First was a city, but it wasn't a city it was rolling grass hills, with rivers and beautifully made sandstone bridges. There were towers too, very thin reaching impossibly high into the sunny sky. The towers where kind of amazing works of art, carved with spiral steps on the outside and a kind of lattice of stone work and sculptures. They bent and twirled defying gravity. (It was a city of sorts but not at all like an earth city)
Then the other setting was very different but also beautiful - this is underground tunnels of a glass like sculpture - perhaps it was a lake bed?? Thinking about it now that would make most sense.
The floor of the tunnels are fine white sand and the walls are looking into green water with huge goldfish swimming in it.
The tunnels glow with green light filtering threw the clear sides where the fish swim, the tunnels/caverns are pointed at the top, sort of shaped like leaves and seem very natural small plants and shrubs grow in the sand too. (edited)
Last night
2 Dreams last night that I can recall, there were lots more.
First was a big adventure/game.
It's set round a wild coastal area rocks/sea and monstrys and monks. I had a lover we were both magic but were being chased and had to take this 'I think it was an illuminated manuscript/baby' to safety on an island. In the dream it was Iona but was also like the island St, Cuthbert lived on. (It was like a wired magic version of early Christianity on the British Isles)
I'm travelling sand dunes first there are 'huge' hares lots of them and also turtles in areas too.
I meet with my lover before I go and I touch the area in above and between his eyes - It glows purple like an Indian bindi but made of light. We will use this to communicate while we are separated and to find each other again after.
The book keeps turning into a baby/back to a book..baby.. When I leave my lover I'm travelling with another magic person it's dark and we are running over rocks into the sea we can walk on the bottom of the sea, seals are there too - we enter a huge hummm living/glass clear octopus/squid kind of thing. It's going to transport us to help get the baby/magic book to the island where it will be safe. When we get to the island we go inside it and it's a crystal cavern with a huge spiral staircase of some clear prismatic stairs - it's visually epic kind of glowing in rainbow reflecty light.
Second dream
I'm my 2-3 year old self.. I can see myself from outside so I'm kind of 3rd person, zoomed out looking at baby me. The setting is a large green with an outdoor nursery/play group - the grass is very green, there are slides and climbing frames, easels for painting, playground chalk ect.
On 2 sides of the green are large prefab buildings, they are painted a bottle green colour they have a military look to them on the other 2 sides of the green are 2 different churches, old Gothic architecture. I'm above the area looking at it in my mind it was in Scotland.
I zoom back into my baby self and I'm toddling along following my Mam, she's younger like she was when I was a baby, we are walking across the green towards one of the church buildings, at some point she turns into a younger version of my Dad too I'm a little older now and I tell my Dad how good it is to see him so well.
Both vanish and I walk into one of the churches, it's large cooler inside out of the bright sunlight, inside the Church is grey stone high vaulted ceiling and stained glass windows where the coloured light is coming in, it's bright. In the centre is a square platform with iron railings round it, I'm small but I jump up it's a spiral staircase leading down so I start of down the stairs, I age as I go down and round and the stairs change from stone to pleated fabric, some areas are quilted it widens out too so it's like a large fabric spiral, I'm passing other people on the way down, some are sleeping, others are having sex... It's flattened out to the point where I can slide and 'surf' - so I'm kind of wizzing down and round.
annoyingly Ian's alarm woke me before I found out what was at the bottom :P
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