Reluctant Captian, Eviction and a Warning?

Early in the night, it was journeying, meeting, spacing jumping but it was just out of reach on waking.  Also, a feeling 'Being asked to leave'

I was sleeping much deeper :)  I'd written that half-asleep at 1ish. 
So that I guess was the thing and I can see how it filtered down actually as the dreams were about leaving old shared rented places.

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The first dream I recall there is a white wooden house and something has landed on it part of the roof is broken.  An impact from the air possibly an airship. 

The boards are white and I'm helping repair, cutting planks and painting them to match.     Also something about a female football team, a game we have kits and I'm being told I'm the captain and I'm really resistant I want to be just a player the kit I was given as captain was a different colour and I didn't want to stand out there was a sensation that it was non-optional. 
     
Hummm, White house, is an idea construct, not sure about that one.   The other though seems tied to the first dream from last night with sports kits and all the people in my main dream house suddenly, and then the not wanting a different uniform seem to be tied to that dream with the wings/tracksuits.  I had the same feeling but in that dream, it had seemed like a fair trade.    Oh like the dragon/dino thing.

- Next up I'm with Em and we have been living in a shared house in a city felt like Mortimer Road, as it was the same Estate agents in Kensal Rise but on a different street the one were the pub was on the corner, it's the same style large victorian house.   Anyhoo we are moving out and someone had given the keys back but hadn't cleaned up or remembered our plants so I was going back to the estate agents to let him know I still had stuff to do and see if he's let me back in to clear up and collect the plants.  

(Oh, is this tied to the time loop/Singularity thing? Which I realised this morning was probably me!   Which is why it vanished as I woke up, I'd make the loop to remind myself and Ian that time isn't linear - and I'm not crazy)   even though the fact it happened is crazy! :P 

There was also another dream with a hum it was like an old fashioned dial telephone but was made of galvanised steel!  A gift shop filled with curious beautiful stuff, this was also being cleared out too.   There was a glass display/jewellery box with a cross pattern etched into the top, I'd been using it to store stuff that was mine in the shop.  Gems little, statues and earings, it was very dusty, it was useful and attractive but when I turned it over it was £8? and I couldn't afford it so I unclipped the lid and poured the bits into my palm.  

Oh in another part of the dream this was a big dream! lol I can just remember snatches of.  There are a group of youths and one has this it's like a very modern penny farthing bike with one seat white and green ride on hoop really like a strange unicycle.  Anyway, we are on a steep hill and I'd already let go of a kids scooter and had to chase it.   I see the boy has let go and I shout to warn him, he turns to see the thing rolling down the road he walks after it and I tell him he'll have to run if he wants to catch it, but he doesn't run till it's too late.  I know the thing will end up in the traffic at the bottom of the hill.


After I'd emptied and cleaned the place there was more jumping/weaving.  Then it was twisting and then it hit me in the dream Emmas book she wrote... Out of the Shadows, and the parallels with my book!  and then the OA story too (all with the water/tanks) all with the fragmenting!  I realised it's a story we all have inside and express differently.  💓
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Last was a message....   'Last time we bearly made it'  O.o  

(Is this to do with the eviction & plants)  Trashing a planet??   Or getting back threw separation.

Makes me think of the dream from below that was 2012 or 2011  (Oh, the boy is Nill's from my  story!)



Then some dream messages for the book.    lol, why does shit get so wired fast when I go into my heart space!  I completely understand what Seth said about our reality being a dream and the world symbolic!  Almost frighteningly so 👀    -  I know I'm not insane, but I could do a good impression 😁

Oh, the Eorria link...   This is the only reference I could find... same stuff.    Is that what the wired Hanks, Dr ment by BOOK CLUB?

Images and DL's - Consolidating.

Hummm Where to start, what a night.   Went to bed early after only 4hrs sleep night before last night, and my sleep log tells me I only slept 3hrs 40mins last night.   lol   That I sort of can belive but I certainly wasn't laying in bed awake either.   

So  kids woke me at 12.15 I'd not been asleep long but I'd been kinda watching a star stretch up and down at the same time (Like then tunnel travel things I guess... but I'm not in it or triangulating but watching it form) 

Back to sleep and a long dream with mixed recall, it was my main dream house but it's now a school and it's really busy... The airing cupboard and my wardrobe are like gym equipment storage and I'm trying to sleep as someone comes to get netball nets.  The house was rammed with people I've never met before and all kinds of activity and they all seemed to know me 😜.  I was young in the dream too or I think I was by what we were wearing our school sports kits were skinny t-shirts in baby pink or blue with bright coloured rainbows on the front.   They were contrasting so the blue had pink piping and shorts and vice versa so we new what teams we were on.  This album I had years ago is playing. 

Heheh...  wowoo   some of the lyrics on the tracks

I hear your voice, but it can't bring me back
I'm chasing all the things I ever thought I had
I'm pushing down, I'm diving deep, yeah, slowdive to my dream
I'm feeling good, yeah, I'm feeling free

She flies
She's gone to ride an angel's breath
And gone to taste a dream
And every time I call her
A shadow crawls away

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Next up is book stuff - I see the characters again and they tell me their lines more of their background and where the story is going.  This is around 4-5am, I'm in and out of the station with them, and into old dreams where I've met them or been.  Around 5 it stops and I'm ready to sleep/sleep again.

I feel myself drifting into a WILD at my aunty sheilas main dream house and decide to come back and I'm in my body and am aware I could get out of it into the lower astral of my room, I feel my body separating pealing out of its self, I could do with rolling to get out fully but I'm right at the edge of the bed and I know I'll just jolt back in when my face passes thew the table so I roll the other way waking up slightly. 

Instead, I WILD again and I've got an unfamiliar phone in my hand and I'm trying to turn it on and instead, I've made a call and when I answer it's Uncle Ken... and he says 'Hello awa Andrea, is something you need? you keep getting threw to me?'   At first, I'm surprised as I wasn't trying to make a call and say 'Oh Hello!'  pleased to hear him and then say, 'Oh yeh you're dead!'  Understanding why I'm on the phone with him.  Then I'm with him in my Main dream area again but this time with lots of the locals from up there as they were when I was a child.  I chat with my Dead Gran who's with her my dad and her other children.

The next part of the dream goes on to explain to me why I get into astral the way I do :P  In a wired symbolic way, with some other messages I don't quite get yet.)  It's a mix of convo images and just DL's of knowing... or like knowing that's with the image I'm seeing.   I'm also lucid and sleeping very lightly (Splitting as Jinya in my story calls it)  It's where you're in several layers at once, it makes it easier to bring stuff back into consciousness and make notes.     

I'm moving plants, I have cacti and succulents and air plants in tiny pots - all cuttings of the original that I'm potting on and I've lined them up in a shop display where the family are all lined up outside.  (DNA, generation, heritage)

There is a bit in aunty Irean's house (I keep being here atm so meby I'm hunting a shard)  Ian is with me and he's stood up and I tell him to look out as there is cat poo on the floor, but he stands in it and then is annoyed and rubbing his slippers on the carpet... and then Aunty Sheila appears and stands in it wearing slippers too.... and I'm watching thinking - Gah, that's going to be bloody horrible to clean up!!   --  lol,  not entirely sure of the meaning of this!   

Then I'm back with Ken again outside and on the Harbour Hill and he points to a Heron gull on the deck, and he picks it up and passes it to me.  One wing is deformed I look at it with my vet nurse head on realising it's never going to fly again and I ask him what we do with it.   He tells me we can take it to 'Duck-side' 😁 and I realise this is like a bird hospital but I also got the impression he was going to take me to a place where dead animals go...   I agree happy to go see and we go to find his car.   As a vet nurse, I've had 100's of animals die in my arms and I've always reassured them it's good to go so I was kinda interested to go. 

-  Cat wakes me here get up feed it!

Come back and get back to sleep again and this was that wired image/but DL bit.   Was strange no body just seeing the images like I'm in them.

First up I'm seeing insect's eggs. Dragonfly and Casis Fly
Only their eggs are perfect like the flower of life perfectly geometrical.   

The DL is to do with flicker rate... (They are on a different flicker rate to us see us in slow-mo :P )

Also their perception. (And the insectoids/overseers from other dreams and I know it was tied to the dream where I was with insectoids parents :P  like not my actual parents.... but bigger)  From here..... these...   I've been what feels like far. A game board, Zooming in and out many layers echos like the onion then an overview. 2 parents what can only be described as 'Alien' as they are so different. Multidimensional/insectoid. We can sit above and look at what is like a round game board see the moves from up here - 2 UK politicians were there too. It's hard to describe but it was funny too - the absurdity of it all from this perspective was very amusing.    


The DL shows me the connection to this dream story too that I'd forgotten about, which is bloody wired as that's so similar to the story in the book I'm writing but without the characters from the other places.  

So that was first DL that's still filtering in. 

The next image is common from my childhood.  

I'm watching my Dad and Uncle Ken is there again too and he's mending fishing nets and then I'm just awareness as I go into the shuttle thing in his hand and then into the fabric of the net feeling the holes and the gaps and the weaving and pulling together.   

--   The DL is images, the Insect above the bubbles the flower of life, the net the line.... the connection like in Arabic Geometry the solids the shapes.     The way we form/structure what we perceive as the physical creation.    Male/Female polarities the line and the ring 0 1   - off and on.    The flicker rate...  lol so when I project I don't tend to do it close to my waking reality.  

I do it by connecting and joining people that can be allover  (lol like my story!) Gah I'm slow sometimes. 



Well, that was bloody long!   Now I need to add all the pages of stuff that came threw for the story too.   😳

Just turned around and saw this.... seems I'm not the only shell looking for the centre of the rainbow today 😁

Reminds me of the butterfly on the sole of my foot for an hr the other day. 

Odd Embrio Dream.

Wired night (Expected after yday!)


Didn't sleep till gone 12.30pm and woke at 1.11.   I remember the words in a conversation 'For most souls it takes the course of a year to compleat'   ?? Wasn't sure what/where but I saw a compression of bodys?


Also a dream with Dolfin cuddly toys that were alive :P  They were im a plastic bed that was a little like a sardine tin and we were having a conversation.    A strange thing with a house that was whizzing and changing until all that was left were 2 cats that were to be returned to 2 witches.

Then taking a disk and some square silver drives to a play on a huge display- We were talking about a multiscreen issue but it was ok as we only need one. 

Last dream very odd.  I'd been called as a trainee nurse I arrive instantly in a small square room with other nurses/people and It was wired vibe...   like the other people were all just standing round the sides not talking/recognising/interacting.  

Anyhoo the room is square (Familier but I'm not sure what dream from) and there is in the room what is like a small silver box that's some kind of incubator it has a blue glass lid and sides or the liquid in which the 'embryos?' in the incubator are in is blue. 

There are 3 embryos?  Perhaps but they are not human or if they are then there is stuff very wrong their skin is still transparent skulls non-typical....but they are as large as a newborn human would be. 

The face is very different and one doesn't have a face at all the capillaries that would have supplied blood to the facial muscles are taped to the transparent skull.  I can see the pulse of red blood threw the network of veins and capillaries.  Next, it gets weirder as a Dr who looks like T Hanks comes in with liquid in a blue syringe.   (It was the bright blue of Euthital we used end pets life at the vets, bright blue so wasn't injected accidentally).   He has a tiny gauge needle and opens the box, it hisses slightly -  and he injects the blue into the baby? embryo thing with no face, I can see the blue moving mixing with the red threw the blood supply.     Although there were others in the room no one spoke, it was wired and that kind of hyper-real that you get lucid.

The dream jumps again and I'm outside a closed shop on an unfamiliar street  the hanks Dr guy is still there a little creepy, he tells me they are keeping them alive and then about a book club??  Then the dream jumps again and I'm in my main dream area on a street I don't recall the name of that ran between the 2 schools, and my teeth are falling out and crumbling I'm catching them.