Saturday, 11 February 2023

Old & New Blends.


 

I had this chat with Inka on the 9th... Since then I've felt the flow of energy change in my head again, up the left side on and off all day I get shivers and chills...  I can swap it to the right side too if I focus Leon.   It reminds me of when the horrible major tranquilisers finally wore of last time.     This time it's taken close to 9 months, but I was give way more. 

'Rat'
  lol...  Hu?  'You're learning Ren, when to shush and give in'   You think? 

Last night was interesting, like being in a vortex of filth and loving it and sucking it all in. 

'Your toilet bowl shit filled system?' 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/clean-up-and-mess.html


 

May be mate... 
Show me more please?   'Why not ask someone else'  Cause your like the other part of myself... 'Same questions stands'  Who? 'Up to you?'
Crew?   Actually...   Hummmm....

'Yeh?'  
These fragments are unfamiliar.. I'd not know how to interact...   Could you
'Intercede?'  lol...   Errrrrr   That was a Leon thing, and not the direction I was heading in 🤣

'It's an intermediary bitch'  Hummm... Wait up...    'You know I'm direct Ren'  Yeh...  And yeh...   I'm still going to look up the words.. 
'I love how you agree first'  lol....   You amuse me to much to say no to you...  '....'  Yeh, I know.... 'Satisfied'  Yep.

'I won't pull you out if it get to much'   In dream or reality??  And anyway I already agreed 'Indeed'   I trust myself, 'what if I told you that you are not your problem'  

n u a g e s - Dreams

 

 

 

I know that all to well...   'You know how far I can take you Ren'   lol yep, and you know how far I'll go... 

Inka...  'Mmmm?'  ......................... 'I know what your asking Ren, it's complex' 


10th a dream of a queen, and an opening of a gate onto larger countryside fields.

11/2

 

Detailed dreams after a nightshift...  The feeling in my head is there for alot of the time now.

First dream was a version of my main dream area.  An old steam train was being brought back into service, huge trucks with the parts converging at the Chathill station junction.
None of the scenery was familiar, the place busy and buildings old fashioned.   The sun was setting too, orange, yellow red sky fire.  
The crossing gates were rough wood planks...   I was in a road vehicle (I think Bus) looking out.   
The beautiful old black steam train was being reassembled with lots of shunting.
We watched the sun setting at the colours reflected in the old boiler of the engine. 

My first best friend Jean & her Mama Goldie were in the dream with me.

Second dream was also visual beautiful..  This was set in Croft dream space around were my Nana's house would be.  
Huge medieval/ Tudor building had been preserved.
It was being run as a guest house...   Around the area of Croft Spar.  

We were taking over as the new owners, and opening wings, annex's and roof spaces that had long been disused. 

The up to date part of the building still had all it's original beautiful fetchers and was being run as a high end guest house, hotel and restaurant.
We would be living in the building too as the errr proprietors? 

proprietary (adj.) 
mid-15c., of clerics, "possessing worldly goods in excess of needs, " from Medieval Latin proprietarius "ovmer of property," 
noun use of Late Latin adjective proprietarius "of a property holder," from Latin proprietas "ownership; a property" (see 
property). Meaning 'held in private ownership, belonging to an ovmer" is attested from 1580s.

So were keen to explore the derelict and unused sections....

It was amazing,  huge loft spaces with traveling chests from all ages.  
Large cosy shared children's bedrooms, with modern comforts and soft toys on huge ancient wooden bedframes, large wood framed windows letting in light.  Books and toys with colourful mobiles hung from the roof beams.  

In one space in the roof area we found a modern style theatre...  Dark stage blocks and black curtain wings, a modern lighting rig.

We continued threw the extensive attics and found school rooms and a bar next to each other, the blends of style and venue some what seamless.

Tables made from reclaimed wood, and recently forged metal - sectioned by the ancient wood beams and annexes of the original building.

I was aware of a large ground floor space in a wing below, that was empty.....   Looking more like a huge disused barn... This was for renovation and was as large as the main building.  

I was contemplating it when I woke up cause I needed to pee
🙄


 

Thursday, 9 February 2023

Dream Vortex

 


8th

Clearing out a collage room.. It was large with a single window and only an old mattress on the floor, 2 infant boys and a bunch of plastic toys.

Washing the shower section too, with an old grey curtain.

9th

Holly shit!   Crazy erotic dream, but not like human sex.  I was jumping multiple realities and also a sort of vortex in underground waterways.
I duno how it started but it got crazy fast.

It was a dream share of sorts but the others I was with were trying to take advantage of me sexually - but I was recalling more and more.
I was in way over my head, but I couldn't stop - it was so real too.

Like being raped in multiple dream layers, but I duno.... Also being in control. 


I was like something they had smuggled in to take use... But I was taking control of them and warping their reality like a drug, the more I did it the better it got.

It was odd as I wasn't a body as such I felt more like a vortex running threw stuff and connecting it together.

 

On another layer I was talking about rape with some females... Viewing and sharing perceptions of gang rape.  I'm fairly sure I bit someone's finger off too!

'Would you please lay bk down and STFU' lol Inka?  'Ren 🙄'  lol

'No bitch, I won't ask again, sleep plx'  😆

 

Next dream was long, like an 80's film.  Plots and pirates a strange mermaid like woman with golden hair that glowed and a drown man that popped out gold coins like a jackpot machine.  Vampires again too,  we were all inside this large old fashioned American style house.
Police outside... it was like a raid.  The house had an underwater cavern below.
The drowned man had landed there and the gold glowing woman brought him back to life.
Although it was jumbled the details were very clear, an old mug filled with sugar and some tea bags, and making a choc and peanut butter milk shake in a small grubby glass.
 

 

Last dream was also surreal and violent, marshland, I'd taken a dog there to pee.
I needed to step over a shingle bank were some blue suits were in a pile on the ground.
An aggressive guy with a silver kitchen knife at my neck. 

 

Another guy who'd been attacked, I was helping him bath.. Washing blood and dirt off.
He had on a strange superhero fancy dress, with odd sticking out hair.  
He wanted to cut the hair off, but I'd suggested to wait until he was clean again.

 

I'd given the silver knife to a woman asking her to get rid of it, but she'd given it back to the aggressive guy....   I didn't really mind, though it was being heled at my neck again to make me do stuff.
 

Monday, 6 February 2023

2nd-6th Feb 23

 


2, Feb

A witch school in a place like an old castle, lots of cats and dogs.   Carry my old cat was there <3

 

2 sets of twins in my class.   I was one of them, I'd swapped jumpers with my sister to confuse the teachers there.
 

In the castle courtyard were various stores and stalls.

Next a surreal space, 2 factions in a city were a plague was killing people.
Dancing skeletons in the streets.
Falling stars and floating balloons, the sky was a swirl of repeating pattered clouds. 

Martin was in the dream with me too.  He had a van with communications.

I was being asked to move a tiger across the city for medical attention. 

A rich man and his daughter.

An amazing ball gown, sparkles on pale blue net over the same coloured silk.
I was sorting threw a pile of diamonds, silver and gems in amongst them were roleplaying die. 

 

I had a room in the city we huge windows, the scenes would change... Sometimes I could see a stormy ocean then it would swap back to an industrial futuristic built up dockland. 
 

It was Chinese new year too... The year of the Monkey and people were dressed up and dancing with small monkeys in the street. 

3, Feb

Cornwall, a costal village and a small cafe I worked in.  Old menus printed on typewriters, I was cleaning them as the plastic coverings were smudged with food.

Leon was there too.

Walking threw huge tilled bathrooms, with many cubicles.

 

A student in a class laying in a pool of blood.    I was to clear the blood up, I was using a mop and bucket I had to keep emptying. 

An odd aggressive small dog. 
 

- Nightshifts..

6th Feb

303 Wake,

 

A huge underground relic storage space, many layers.
Like a strange warehouse.
I was a vampire, and hid/lived there.

It was a mainly chilled out dream.   There were others in the space, it was massive... The size of an underground town.

Towards the end of the dream I was being hunted by some Holy guys who wanted to kill me.

Another dream with many layers, a large building like a department store but with arcades and games too.
Lockers, and bathrooms...  Courtyards and Spars. 

I was in a wheelchair at one point too. 

There was a lecture hall were a talk on 'Dissemination' 
 

Next a dream with Sheila and Eric, in the dream Eric had died but I could still talk with and see him.
Sheila had opened a donut shop.

 

Last dream was more surreal,  main dream space with huge animals. Bears the size of rooms.  
More vampire stuff, this time we had fake blood.... But also a blood analysing machine. 

We had drugs too, the shops were in a strange order, below Victoria place was a cafe & chip shop.... The newsagents was the zoo like vets were we were staying, but it took up  the ground floor of 3 buildings. 

 

Moon Pool & Get-Away-Car

  17th   Very long dream.   I was traveling from the north to London with a group.   We spent alot of time in various parts of London...