Old & New Blends.

 

I had this chat with Inka on the 9th... Since then I've felt the flow of energy change in my head again, up the left side on and off all day I get shivers and chills...  I can swap it to the right side too if I focus Leon.   It reminds me of when the horrible major tranquilisers finally wore of last time.     This time it's taken close to 9 months, but I was give way more. 

'Rat'  lol...  Hu?  'You're learning Ren, when to shush and give in'   You think? 

Last night was interesting, like being in a vortex of filth and loving it and sucking it all in. 

'Your toilet bowl shit filled system?' 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/clean-up-and-mess.html

 

May be mate... 
Show me more please?   'Why not ask someone else'  Cause your like the other part of myself... 'Same questions stands'  Who? 'Up to you?'
Crew?   Actually...   Hummmm....

'Yeh?'  
These fragments are unfamiliar.. I'd not know how to interact...   Could you 'Intercede?'  lol...   Errrrrr   That was a Leon thing, and not the direction I was heading in 🤣

'It's an intermediary bitch'  Hummm... Wait up...    'You know I'm direct Ren'  Yeh...  And yeh...   I'm still going to look up the words.. 
'I love how you agree first'  lol....   You amuse me to much to say no to you...  '....'  Yeh, I know.... 'Satisfied'  Yep.

'I won't pull you out if it get to much'   In dream or reality??  And anyway I already agreed 'Indeed'   I trust myself, 'what if I told you that you are not your problem'  

n u a g e s - Dreams ❀

 

 

 

I know that all to well...   'You know how far I can take you Ren'   lol yep, and you know how far I'll go... 

Inka...  'Mmmm?'  ......................... 'I know what your asking Ren, it's complex' 

10th a dream of a queen, and an opening of a gate onto larger countryside fields.

11/2

 

Detailed dreams after a nightshift...  The feeling in my head is there for alot of the time now.

First dream was a version of my main dream area.  An old steam train was being brought back into service, huge trucks with the parts converging at the Chathill station junction.
None of the scenery was familiar, the place busy and buildings old fashioned.   The sun was setting too, orange, yellow red sky fire.  
The crossing gates were rough wood planks...   I was in a road vehicle (I think Bus) looking out.   
The beautiful old black steam train was being reassembled with lots of shunting.
We watched the sun setting at the colours reflected in the old boiler of the engine. 

My first best friend Jean & her Mama Goldie were in the dream with me.

Second dream was also visual beautiful..  This was set in Croft dream space around were my Nana's house would be.  
Huge medieval/ Tudor building had been preserved.
It was being run as a guest house...   Around the area of Croft Spar.  

We were taking over as the new owners, and opening wings, annex's and roof spaces that had long been disused. 

The up to date part of the building still had all it's original beautiful fetchers and was being run as a high end guest house, hotel and restaurant.
We would be living in the building too as the errr proprietors? 

So were keen to explore the derelict and unused sections....

It was amazing,  huge loft spaces with traveling chests from all ages.  
Large cosy shared children's bedrooms, with modern comforts and soft toys on huge ancient wooden bedframes, large wood framed windows letting in light.  Books and toys with colourful mobiles hung from the roof beams.  

In one space in the roof area we found a modern style theatre...  Dark stage blocks and black curtain wings, a modern lighting rig.

We continued threw the extensive attics and found school rooms and a bar next to each other, the blends of style and venue some what seamless.

Tables made from reclaimed wood, and recently forged metal - sectioned by the ancient wood beams and annexes of the original building.

I was aware of a large ground floor space in a wing below, that was empty.....   Looking more like a huge disused barn... This was for renovation and was as large as the main building.  

I was contemplating it when I woke up cause I needed to pee 🙄