Sundownder

 

'Ren'  Mmmmmmm   'Don't take that attitude with me Bitch' lol Inka 'Malico won't shield you forever'  😆 Inka, I'm not hiding, just chilling.  'Come play' I did!  'I know, U sux at behaving more than me'  What you got in mind?  It's weekend and Sat after all.  'I'm open to your intention'
My intention is to be at least in Haslemere for next weekend at the festival, but this place moves slower than bowls filled with antipsychotics.

'How about we all head back to the new hub?'  Ok I'll bring Malico.
'Ren' mmm 'I want you as free as he dose' I know that... 

I'm close to absconding for the festival next weekend if they don't see me and sort out my leave 'I know Ren'   lol well meby if it wasn't shite has been boy/man bands that I didn't even like the first time round.

 

'Come to us'  Yeh, ok.  U missing me or something? 'I've been stalking you all day Bitch'  lol I know, I don't mind 'You like it Ren'  Quite happy to be possessed too 😛, but I want our Inka sick of being in time out.

'Just come, we have some fun'

Very cool dreams...   It was like we were partying and celebrating.  Also a massive obstacle course/race.
Ravens and rope bridges, newly dug ground... Was like damp clay earth that had been turned with some huge machine.  Making  for really a sureal uneven slippery surface.

We were nekid, racing and running... The first to try a new game.

 

Inka?  'I told you we'd have fun'  I don't recall meeting you.. Just that there was much going on and the excitement too.

I was defiantly with you though!
 

Joker cards and wild flowers.

LOVE

I'm astral here, in the love underpinning connection.  In the trust looking for the flow state in the anger... Looking to break threw and free.

 

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Missed 505
Mapping with images now   5 has a mahoosive hand  'High Five'  🖐 2 hands and love...

 

0550  Waking slowly Polo?  Water Polo??

Counter strenght, counter weight... Counter pose I forget the rest Inka?

Oh, counter balance?

'You were busy last night Ren, how you feeling?'  Sleepy still 'Coffee plx, will help us both'  Ok.. Let me just re-read this first... Yesterday feels worlds away. 

Lost yet Trapped

 

601 in 105 shoes? 
Fast stuff.  Swap & Change

My dreams very hazy but involved still with Malico.
I'd woken up in the bed in the hotel again alone in the dark, he was sitting by an open window.
He's reluctant to let me leave the space but his intention is sound.  Inka came to me in one of my dreams.

The fire alarm here at around 1am.  Malico was also not letting my bring awareness back to waking state till free of here.  More shoes... Soul coverings.
I was drifting into old memories and recalls, playing in the arcade when I was a kid on the bubble bobble game on a break from working at the cafe.
 

My dog and games with balls.

 

'Keep it up Ren?'  lol Malico... The football games I made as a challenge?  Lol, nah, I'll leave that 2 the players for now.... I know what I'm fucking good at.

'We do too'  I'd been again in the arcade in my old dream space, I was back with Mel before she killed herself.

Revolving..  A revolving door,  Click, Click, good night - come in.

'We're here for you Ren, your recalls are being stored'

Then a journey south..  Red Carpet (Shirly's all and stairs)  The older woman from the lane, the lay lines and energy's that flow down and threw the lane there. 

My elderly neighbors there who used to ask things of me in dreams.
I'd channeled it all from conflict into a game to avoid more of the same fall out for families - but had ended up putting myself in the way/Wey.

'Ren?'  Mmmmmmm?  'It starts and stops with you too'  ?  Hu? 

Kellogg's and cereal choc pillows.  Repeats  'Just stay in it for now Ren'  kk

Then I was bk at Shirley's again, her x partner blacksmith I never met..   But was Inka in the role...   A black leather apron and I had on a green plastic pinny I had as a kid 'Holly Hobby??'   'Hey Bitch'   Hey Inka  'I'm coming to you and Malico'  If you say so. 

So much crazy Inka?  I ended up in a mental hospital as I didn't have the money to walk away from a situation I should have with my kids...  To end up forced in a hospital where I can't walk away from a situation I don't want to be in! Lol 

'You knew exactly what you were doing witch, you still do when you trust and flow'  

Lol my eye man, accidental eyeballing vape juice was not a smart move 😂

 

Last dream I was seeing what was like a large black & sliver lighter.. The flit was being flicked and I was watching the sparks.


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I've asked about 6 different people and the ward manager today to speak to the Dr in charge of the unit.. as my RC been off since Tuesday.  
Nothing...... might as well be fucking invisible

Soft Like Silk

 

Can we all dream share? 'Not advisable without Malico'  Ok, Why? 'Ask him to share, and tell you why Ren.  His balance and support would only benefit your situation'  Ok  'You can ask Inka to stay Ren'  He makes me comfortable.

'We know Ren, you are what you are and we love you for it'  Just as well really.

'That doesn't mean we don't find you irritating'  Hahah, yeh, that I gathered.  'If you stay apart from Inka your life would be easier'  .....   I get that from the many probabilities, still I just follow my feelings and intuition.

'Find Malico and talk to him, we will wait.'  Ok

 

I found Malico in a posh hotel, Italy somewhere I assume as he spoke Italian to the room service. 

He was busy where I arrived and he asked me to wait, I watched the sun setting over a town from his window then he ran me a bath and gave me the black n gold PJ top that matched the bottoms he had on.
What I'd been wearing was covered in Inka's blood.
He ordered us coffee and some soft cakey things...
He wanted to dream with me there while he watched over me.. We would go bk to the others, but not yet.

Was jumbled Eminem  Em & Me  M&M's!  Music and choc.. 
I was weaving much.. Below the collective consciousness the structural points and nodes that support and project.

 

Over watch & Over Mop..   Magenta pink..    Others black & Gold like the song & Seth & Anubis.

Did we make it to Inka?   'I took you Ren, but your awarness is still merged with mine'

 

Silk worm and thread, the spice trail..  The fabric of reality .. Hard too 'I know Ren, it's a weave, it's hard to linear the multi-dimensional perspective in your mind, lay again please' 

 
Thanks Malico, 'You know I always look out for you Ren'  Mmm I know our past, I'm sorry.  'We both made our choices Ren, it makes little sense to regret'  We must have made other probable choices too?  'But of course, but from your perspective it was long in the past and far in the future were our paths entwine.  It's why I can offer a much wider perspective and balance to your NOW' 
How can you help?  'Stay merged partly with me for now please, you will have much more strength, stability and patients to navigate yourself from this situation' 
 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2024/05/extending-to-frens-family.html

 

It's when I stick to Inka I get locked up?  'Yes Ren'   But it's you guys that flip me first?  'Also true' 
Why?  'You ask you get Ren'  I need to understand more please 'Best done at night or in sleep, run and admin today, we will be around when you have time' 

 

 

Need Freedom

 

Afternoon - Hectic dream. 

Inka was chucking more and more stuff my way and I was trying to fend and sort it from here lol while stuck in a fucking mental hospital.

'Sorry Ren, I am helping too'  Mmmmm  Inka, your help is often like a hole in the head.

 

Busy day... Outside in the sun lots.

Sleep was disturbed by staff putting light on in room
I'm dreaming so much... 'We swapping Ren, I'm keeping and eye on who and what is going on' 

 

Then dreaming of lock in, and odd uniform and access codes..  Haha that was 303  'It was mouse, cards & moves in your court' 
I'd been dreaming b4 I woke of power/moves/mover/turns.

You've been with me all night Inka?  'Yeh Ren, 2 close for the comfort of many'
Oh yeh, I was sad about having to leave my building, kids, home, job so much I've built and worked for and loved and done.

Inka had come here to keep me company while I was sad

'Like I showed you last night Ren, for now. We move on'  Mmmm   'Sleep again while it's still Dark'
 

333 was a bathroom and port departures.  'Bk, B4 you're on shit list'  lol

 

Ddad was pissed at Inka and I this morning.... Started cause Inka refused to stop smoking in his kitchen.
Then he was just ranting at Inka for encouraging my shit and us both being a fucking nightmare to manage.

We listened quietly amused, but did agree to sort our shit out for a bit.

 

Inka and I merged awarness, jumping and sorting.  Blending some stuff to flow better and removing some of the glitches we'd created.

'Best behaviour till Ward Round Mouse'  lol Ok...