Purple Bats, Temples, Poems and Parents!

The wind it blows, it whispers 'Let go'
Making no sound, I twirl to the ground.

I run threw the woods and into the earth,
to die once again and await my re-birth.

Still, warm, embraced in dark arms.
How long will it be till the light lets me see?

I've lost what I am, I don't care what to be.
Formless potential lays within me.

A rain drop.
A beat.
like a heart.
I can feel.

Rhythm of one, I sing along.
A song, My breath! I whisper 'Let's go' 
From out of my seed I start to uncurl.




It's an autumn kind of day today, the kind of day that reminds us to die daily :)

Dreams

First 'dream' I'm examining a thought construct that is close to the ground, it looks like a small shrub but sounds like a song!
The singer asks me if I can sing, I tell him 'no' (I don't think I understood the language) the singer tells me the translator/writer of the song was a genius.
People start leaving, someone asks why.  It's cause we need a bigger thought construct, this one is out grown.


Next herd a new song about power.  Oh  I think it was the 'Power within' Young voices song.

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This was wired....  It wasn't like a dream it was more like watching an old cini film.  
On the film was my parents, an aunt and uncle and more parents from the village I grew up in. 
I was watching them, they were younger before any of them had children, but they were young adults.

On waking, I realise I was viewing potential parents for this life time!   Interestingly the Aunt and Uncle both I was viewing are related to both sides of the same family.  The Uncle is my Dad's Cousin, The Aunt my Mums nice. 
The other parent - has a daughter 1 year older than me....   also ADHD who was also errrr untameable in a smiler manner to me.

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Next a dream of the Hillary Clinton! lol but she was also Donald Trump too...  well she had his hair :P
She wanted me to 'help'    but her campaign was messy and I got 'dog crap' all over my arms :P  (lol full of shit perhaps)    Anyway I blew her of to go shower and clean myself up.  

When I got back I was handed a pile of Autumn leaves that were the votes, and I was ment to go wash them in milk??

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Next was hummmm it seemed like that errrr remote viewing more than a dream, it's not something I remember experiencing before.   It's something to do with a girl at a university and a space station?

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Next 4 people on roll out mattresses with triangle shaped bolster cushions.   They need to sleep but they don't want to get to close to each other - I'm telling them it's ok to touch.   (Elements? )

The dream, dream...   This was wired, I'd got to the dream place threw a document/article published in 2012, but only 8 people had viewed it?

I knew it was important... it was a place on or in the earth.   I knew what was going to be there before I got there (travel was instant threw a portal)

There was a wired temple set in an other worldly jungle setting, sandy and bright. 

The temple is made of dark/black smooth stone with tall pointed coulombs on the left and right in front of it long rectangular stone ponds...  with dark water in.  

There is a tidal/river flowing too and it rises each day to refresh the water in the  temple pool's.

The lay out of it is very special, but the tides have changed and part of the temple will be washed away soon.  
The people that live in the area are different too.   I meet a large purple bat there that I chat with, he's friendly and is explaining stuff.  

Can't remember what though :P



Oh just looked up Bats symbolism,  all about rebirth   lol  Cool and amusing given todays poem and the comment of 'die' daily!  *High five Bat*  <3 ;)
Nice colours too,  Purple & Black... and bang on theme!





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More piccys, I'll add them here to look at together, medicine wheels all seem to be a little different so I need to find what I'm comfee with :)

 

Eagle Owl and more Light Body Dreams.

First part of the night was mainly images.  

I was flying over forests that were also brains and cauliflowers! :D

I was flying in and out of 'tree worlds' and the amount of 'knowing' was incredible.    I was in a you-me-verse like a story book, wired version of my own reality.  It was both fun and funny.    Then there was the words  'Water Hunter'  ??

More shapes and images  like wired squashing balls (Found this here )    Amazing images from inside!   Anyway, in this part they were like that but all white (They were later in the dream to but coloured)

A massive Eagle  owl too with awesome eyes,  reminded me of 'fire' who I sometimes meet in dreams and also the Alien with the Orange eyes. 

There was also a part were I was seeing a the shape of 3 corned pyramids on top of each other. (Oh is that 5 too?  )  Anyway there are 2 men, one keeps getting things broken in this pattern, and thinks he's unlucky but the other man is laughing as he sees it as a message.  

First dream, 

Setting is a 'room'  it feels flimsy like a caravan or hummm not sure.... there was nothing outside it.

The room is many coloured, and full of containers draws and cupboards to sort things.  They are all arranged by colour as well as shape and type, the things are in the room to be looked after and categorised.
There are shaped like the ones above  they are made from what feels like play doh it's squashy can can change forms and vibrate..  There are lots of coloured lights in the room to 2 guys come in to repair one of the lights.
Some of the things in the room have been taken out to play with and I'm putting them away again so they are safe and organised.  

(This could be mental house keeping :P   literally experienced )   Some of the things I was using behaved like they were radio active,  they had a half-life that I had a meter that could read. 
I think there was someone with me while I was doing this, I was marking a chart for each of the items I was putting away it was a way of keeping track how often they were played with if I marked the half-life again before they were packed up.

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I'm aware of another short dream with Zak my toddler in it, there was a church and other people...   Zak was busy and so was I, he was doing his own thing and me mine..  a female my mother in lawn in the dream she wanted me to 'worry' about Zak... they were telling me it was unnatural that I didn't 'Worry'    lol  
I was mildly irritated by this as he was fine, and I was fine...  she was telling me the floor of the church was to hard to let him walk on and he might bump his head, so she was trying to cordon of areas were he couldn't go.   I remember thinking, Meh, I'll let the 2 sort it out.   (will have to think about this my mother in laws not the worrying type so she must have been representing an aspect of me)

Next Dream

The setting is a sort of 1600's dock, but it's not 'real' in that sense, it just has that sort of theme. 
It's all arranged flat though like a massive dolls house with layers, the lower layer is underwater. 
I enter the dream from the front like my body is a doll someone is playing with and popping into a scene :P
It's quite 'dark' the light is muted.  

I'm in a light body form again similar to the one from Fridays dream.   I'm gold-light, it looks like I have wing shapes, but these are just parts of my energy field that are like reflectors :P  lol  
I'm aware It's ok to use this form in this dream world as most people can't see it, and it's ok for the people who can see it to see. 
 
First, I'm bringing together 2 male lovers... they are underwater they are find down there just walking round so I guess the water is emotion, they are not sure were each-other are though so I find one and he follows me to the other one of them.

I don't think I can speak to anyone in this dream...   I don't remember saying much but I can hear other people talk to me.


I think there is also someone there who is dead?  Or on the run from something,  anyway I show him somewhere to go to then I go exploring.   I go into a packed inn, it's like a huge sailor tavern rowdy and fun...   I've forgotten that drunk or people under the influence can see me, one notices me and then points me out and more can see me.     I laugh cause I 'know' them all, but realise I can't stay there and change my vibration to move out of the dream world. 




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Sat's nights dream.  I didn't get round to adding.

It was visually crazy, it was Ian's VR game but being made physically by gnomes and elves and magic.  The room was huge with no roof, and on the back wall is a massive structure that is like a wired version of the mouse organ on bag puss,  it's also powered by balls that work in a sort of pool table mechanism. 
The balls that 'power' are silver ones but they are interspersed with blue and white plastic balls to stop things going to fast.   It's the job of some of the gnomes to keep resting the balls.

I seem to be a pixi or something in the dream :P  I have a cave to the right of the workshop filled with gems and a wand.    I can also fly and do magic...     I keep flying up to the top of the game machine and setting of fireworks and party poppers. 

Manifesting Lessons & More Dragons

Again awesome dreams!   They are so much fun, wired cause I slept in a room on my own again... and they defiantly seem so different when just me is in a room.

First part of the night was like watching a pixilated wave, the crest of it coming in and the first few bubbles riding it...  and as breaks more and more and more until it's big roller coming in :D     More dreams about 'the leading edge'     again just patterns though   0-0=0-0-0=0=0 like that
 but the 0's had dots in like cells.

Next at another Aunty's house, this is another of my Mums many sisters!  This is not a place I've drempt of much, I was in there house with helium filled balloons.   I was doing a demonstration of packing 'bad thoughts' into invisible box's and fixing them to the balloons strings to float away.  lol  
Outside were the coal door should be there was instead a small freezer..   Someone had left a fish platter out side on the ground so I packed it into the freezer to keep it fresh and stop a cat from eating it.


The next dream was with partner, we were in strange worlds looking at different type's of mushrooms (He also had a mushroom dream too :P )   Totoro was there too! :D

The last dream was the longest and awesome fun.  This was a wired mish-mash of fairy story, shape-shifting a spaceship and stuff I'd seen or herd threw the day before.

First part I remember is a magical forest it's beautiful and the buildings are tall tall magic towers looking out over beautiful valleys of trees, rivers and fields.  

Putin lol is in the dream and he's a king in one of the tower castles on one side of the valley.   In the dream he has a beautiful daughter that is a princess but she's not well liked as she has something like what could be autism, anyway she doesn't communicate well.   He cares for her and he is trying to protect her from something.  

There are other tower and also a space ship, that I periodically port to I seem to belong to a team who are mainly on the spaceship but some are in the world below.....

I'm a shape shifter again in the dream It's very good fun :P 

I'm mainly a long serpent type dragon (bit like the one in Spirited Away or the Never Ending Story) that is telepathic, I can fly up to the towers so am a messenger I am also one of the few people who can communicate with the princess but I need to shift to a humanoid to communicate with Putin and most people.

I seem to be somehow trying to help this girl, the full details of the plot are kinda hazy... 
At one point I've turned into a human to communicate with about king Putin about his daughter :P  This is really comical as he's dressed up in silk baggy pants like a brothers Grimm Fairy tail king.

We are outside the castle walls.
I remember that something is kicking of in the forest... possibly different factions bickering. 
I'm still with him but I start to lose control of the 'form' I'm maintaining and start to change into a wired golden thing.      I'm kinda big and made from very bright golden light with wing shapes - at that point I got wizzed back to the spaceship really quickly as we are not supposed to show our light form's.

I come round kinda dazed on the spaceship... I think this was from being teleported so unexpectedly, there's a bit of a fuss on the space ship with some people panicking but others thinking it's funny.

I think that was when Zak woke me up.  


Hummmm      Ohhhh  This last dream seems to be the 'triad' Lovers Archetype.    Brain Split,  the Male King.  Left brain...  The Female, Creative Side but with difficulty expressing herself and the Higerself!   lol  SOoo I was being my higerself :P  coool

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Dreams for Friday nights were great fun but not not great recall, the subjects included Animal Archetypes & Spirit totems, elements drawing and painting with a sword.  Dancing, then a wired dream about teleporting people round various hot baths.

A while back a friend recommended this book.   
I went back to it this morning... it's funny I have this thing were I read a chapter or so of a book then decide I need to stop. Suddenly :P
I move onto something else. Then after a while I go back to it and I always find that I'm at a perfect place in the book to work with what I've been shown in dreams.....and it's now time to 'read' about it! lol It's brilliant!
It happens naturally now but it happened physically with the Michael Newton book in 2010 via a miss-print and 100 pages being 'missing' from the book :)
Anyway it's the 'Dreamer Who dreams You' and it's about the Element's and dots and lines! Soo just perfect to go over & reinforce what I've been shown in dreams.
Love how the universe helps manifest my lessons

Today!! I am ;)

I am the whisper in the wind,

I am the twinkle in an eye,

I am the note of satisfaction in every heartfelt sigh.

I am the monster in your nightmare,

I am the shadow in your dream,

I am the thrill of excitement in a blood curdling scream.

I am the turning of the tide,

I am the sand at the shore,

The cry of a gull and the stranger at your door.

I am the dregs in your bottle,

I am the troll in your feed,

I am the thing you most long for, I am the thing that you need.

I am within you, yet without,

I'm your echo when you shout,

I am the light that's inside, while in the dark I can hide.

Woven right threw, tangled as one,

The breath and the heart beat,

We dance to life's song. 

2 Of Disks

First part of the night I was seeing stuff,   the tarot card below, but it was on it's side.  It looked like an infinity thingy. 

Then something like this below.  It was a projection but it was like I was in-between what was being projected and seen so I could see it pixilated. 

After that I drempt of pools, and swimming pools and having to look after someone else's angry dogs. 

Dream War!

Lots of crazy and tangled dreams...  I remember feeling they were too wired not to be real. 

I was with people in a city there was a fire coming, I think things had exploded...     Anyway I wanted people to hide with me in the middle waiting for the fire to pass as I knew I wouldn't burn... but they were to afraid so I was trying to get time to a safe place (I'm not sure that there was a safe place)

Next was a wired binary code type of dream in it humanity are the 'bad guy' but we don't know that we are.  

Next dream I'm in a crazy war zone!   It's organics vs Hive-Machines :P

I'm on the Organics side and my main aim seems to be to find a partner who's missing possibly dead he went to spy on the other side.

The organic side are shape shifters and mainly invisible as we can take the form of anything natural, we shift threw the environment from animal to insect to tree or bird to get to were we want to go.

We are in our base which is a tree root cave trying to locate our missing team member.

We are tracked down by nano-bots   1000's of them like robo-insects, they come in an zap our screens and equipment with lasers and it all vanishes.     We move up into the tree and spread out travelling with insects and birds.    I can see the air in this dream see that it's make up of tiny fractal patterns and can travel in the particles in the air too. 

Once in there base the humans are like a hive collective all operating on auto pilot with a single aim.

I've located our team member deep in there base but I can also see the lazers that I know that I can't pass so I send messages to him via insects and hope he can get out.

Next part of the dream I'm running in a hall way with a giant baby :P   The collective are terrified of it and me as we harbour bacteria and pathogens.. they see us as contaminated but we are really just symbiotic.   I'm kinda teasing them with the baby as I find it so wired how scared they are of it.

In the last dream I'm outside a house there is something special about the stars that night.  I'm frustrated as my eyes can't focus on them properly they seem to dull but every so often certain constellations flash really brightly becoming very obvious I can also see lines and letters that look like when you write out the structural formula for chemicals. 

I know the paladies was important but in the dream it had 3 separate constellations. 

Another Dragon Dream.

Dreams from all night again, it feels like I'm home. Hard to put into words, but It's wired waking up again. I'm noticing pattens in the types of dreams that happen at different times.

The first part of the night first hr or so... Just awesomeness, I'm vast, so huge so aware no body no mind... spreading out threw a space type void. Lots of stuff going on at once, I'm observing that which holds and that which flows.

Then toddler wakes me and it felts so odd trying to wake up..... like I've had to leave most of my mind behind to fit back into my body and go and see what he wanted..... like trying to squash what you are into your little toe and then function :P

I went back to sleep to have the strangest dream of my life... like a wired parody of my life/dreams/messages but while in it didn't realise It was me :/

The dream was of a female in an ancient castle or fortress. She is confined to a small room, but can dream and travel into the rest of the castle. She's guided by poetry, visions and dreams and her job is to fix things.
In the dream she keeps getting taken to story in the tower with no windows, there are 2 skeletons and 2 fruit that look like apples. She needs to balance and integrate them into each other... but all she can use is her awareness. It take her a good few dreams, as she can't directly influence anything.
When she dose manage to line them up they transform into a jewelled golden chalice that clatters across the stone floor and then a giant beautiful dragon starts to appear it's got violet and red overlapping triangular scales, I feel like I'm inside it looking back at myself.

Was wired waking up from this :P As it wasn't until I was awake I remembered the other dragon dreams or anything else.


Next dream was trains/time & books.... info tunnels.   Three of them weaving like strings to make patterns.
I was aware I was 'writing' a book but it was un- 'sequential'
It seemed like others were in this place, I was helping with the lucidity levels and recordings.
I opened a door and found myself in the wrong place, a massive wooden road shaped like a cross roads with a roof.

I'd popped out into a 'station' where a 'Royal Possession' O.o was starting.
There was a very disabled king and his helper, they were dressed in red,black gold and white... they were trying to get the king into a gold carriage to wheel him past people & well-wishers - but he was really ill.

The royalty & staff didn't seem bothered I was there but I was trying to hide from the crowds... It all seemed odd and kinda tragic.

Again toddler wakes me.

Next dream jumped round lots, a mix of places I have lived and worked and people I have known. It was also set in the future I think.
Most of the buildings were 'vet' animal medical. I seemed to have worked at many of them (though they were a blend of places some real some from dreams)
As far as I could understand I was employed at all of them at the same time but the head nurses seemed to keep forgetting I was on the staff rotation until I was in the building.... perhaps  I was more of a floating locum.
I was washing surgical kits for sterilisation... I think I had new tools I was adding, it was wired, the pet owners and pets seemed to recognise me more than the other staff.
I was also painting the sky to help with the weather and helping with some experiments.
I also went for a walk round the dream town to look at all the new places, they looked interesting, modernised.
I tried to buy some bread at a stall but the staff in an indoor market didn't trust me as my money looked wired, I remember being kinda annoyed at them as I was trying to do them a favour by shopping there.