Meeting with Intelligent infinity

Sooo full of Joy today! <3 <3 <3 <3 My dreams last night and the visions which confirmed and expanded on what I've been learning...  I also need to draw this stuff :D :D
The experience of intelligent infinity... and then straight into another teaching dream!! :P lol Let the new cycle begin!
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First part of the night, I'm my triad.
Over-soul male/female I'm playing with and looking at the thought constructs of the last month.   The shapes/time/tunnels and the paper I wrote yesterday. I'm doing this in the void.




Wake and can't breath!! (Asthma first attack since last big growth in 2008-9) Get inhalator... I know some things happening between heart and throat centres.
Lay down and get visions/my old poetry/love/joy/everything pouring into me.

<3 <3 I laugh, and cry at the beautiful game of being a human I'm playing! 
The simplicity of it all... Scale, Micro-Macro, as above so below and vice/versa 
I'm the ocean in one drop of dew... part of it all but ever so small... but I'm not small -- I'm ALL! 
I'm reverse engineered...I'm surrendering to my re-membering that I'm all that is and all that is is me....... and it's so beautifully simple the only time is 'now' the only 'venue' is here.   We are the start and the end, the Alpha and Omega the snake eating it's tail the torus the infinity sign. 'We are' !
We are all ready are what we are looking for, we all ready are what we are waiting for! <3
Sooo fall asleep again, in a sea of tears and laughter and joy. 


The dream (Hazy recall as my mini control master Zak :P - Woke me demanding I get him an ipad)

Setting. A school... it's a sleep/dream school and it's full.

I've been 'called' it's time now. (I also know everyone in the school me/teachers/students are also me)
My recalls insane!! I can see my dreams of this live and other lives... I know I've been working on these issues in other lives too (I'm mentally a bit miffed with myself it's taken me to 40 in this life to put it back together lol) I have full recall of 'past/other' life dreams in this school.... though the ones I can access most readily are the lives I've re'memberd into my current working awareness.
The school has a wired name it's a jumble of letters.. there is a special unit??

I'm asked by our teachers to speak.... I am in a room filled with loads of 'other selves' I stand up in the middle of them smiling (I'm so confident and full of joy)
They are all talking among my other selves. I wait watching patiently amazed and in love with them all.... eventually an elderly black male notices me and motions to the others too shhhhhh.
I smile and I start to talk when I do I'm amazed, my voice is so loud and clear I don't ever really remember talking in my dreams certainly not like this, it's almost like the first time I've herd my voice.
They are all stunned that I've been there all along and they didn't notice me.
I'm amused and I teach/learn learn/teach with the other me's.
The Elder (me) teachers are impressed too they know I'm way beyond this class but I'm content and happy to 'be' 'here'.
 They start me on the same 'level' as 'we' have stuff to share :) I'm loving it and getting a handle on the symbols used in this school... the language used to interpret is a little different from what I'm familiar with.
I'm paired with another female at a yellow level.. (We all know I'm way more than yellow cause I'm the teachers and the classroom tooo... but yellow is good place to start)
I start 'work' I wait, learning my approach from the other me's what they are doing that's working or not. When I try it comes naturally It's fun and such a joy working with the other me's :D
I get my first 'field' trip with a quiet female, we have soft fabric buckets (to keep symbols, tokens and experience in)
 We are clambering up over smooth rocks to our right.... heading to a place were we will work threw together what's in our buckets. I notice that my buckets nearly empty but hers is very full of stuff... I take her bucket from her so she can concentrate on the climb and enjoy the view.
Zak woke me before we got to the bucket sorting


From August 25th 16.  Next was an image.. it was similar to the masonic symbol but it was on a mirror the square and the compass shape... I understood the meaning of it, and they should overlap... Time/lines and architecture and the mirror were all part of it and important -
Then this repeated again, same image. (don't understand this at all this morning so will have to look into the symbol) :P

More Auntys, Ghosts and Trains

Aunty Sheila's house.... again :P

This time it's really full of people, these are relatives and people I know locally. One is Claire a local friend and writer.
There is 3 storeys to the house.
There's a bathroom with a strange long shallow bath, the enamel is damaged.

The house is haunted, stuff keeps happening slamming doors, lights going on and off stuff moving.
I'm in a bedroom standing between 2 doors another 2 doors are on the wall in front and to the right. I'd not seen the hauntings until this point.
I push a door shut and it opens, I shove it again and it wont close... I'm playing with it it starts flapping around. I'm pushing against the 'ghost'
We tell my Aunty Sheila about the ghost. She tells me 'yes, well I know' She tells me I sometimes hear a voice... 'help, you left me here, help, help!' It's a child/baby. I hear the voice threw time as she tells me.....
I jump up... I 'know' that it's me/or Zak... (part of soul fragmentation/entanglement more of my group) I also 'know' were to find it... (This is a dream house I'm familiar with It changes but I know that there is a secret passage and that it goes threw a cupboard and up towards a huge fireplace under the eaves in the roof)
I exclaim 'I can help this!'

I run up a flight of stairs to the second floor - The second floor is HUGE! It's one big massive room, with a small 'control' section to the left.
It's a kind of foundry/smelters yard - Iron works for making steam trains.

There are golden sparks flying and a stunning huge black steam train almost built

The entrance to the secrete passage is threw a closet on the right - I know that there is hole and narrow passage up threw the dark running along side the chimney flues..
'Iron'icaly (ooooooo! again with the Iron) Zak woke me up shouting 'get me, come and get me'


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Ok Wow,  I'm loving the ongoing theme of Aunty's ... This I'm thinking now is work on my sacred feminine? We'll see ;)  This was doubly exciting, for the 'train' thrown in on the second floor :D
It's not so long since I smelted my last train for a huge leap in understanding.   So it was a real woosh to see a new one almost ready to 'roll' It was looking fine even though I was already leaping ahead of it. :)

This dream also brought in the 'ghost' themes of the house from ever-changing veiw & 3rd Aunty dream here... and the Aunty's and Ghosts here too.

Ohhh -   And there is also the fact that the Males my Mum's Father and Brothers actually, really did work making Trains ... and on the worlds first public railway :D  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stockton_and_Darlington_Railway  Though I guess it was in the 1900's rather than when it was new.

This is soooo exciting! 

Busy night! Sand Dunes, Labs & Auntys.

4 dreams last night :/ + visions.


1) Dream starts in a medical facility, it's white with a bright white light artificial source... there is an old jar filled with wooden spoons on a white table and Josh (middle boy 8) had peed into it, he is peeing blood. The blood is taken and put into test tubes and fed into a wired metallic analysis machine. I'm standing and observing.

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Interpretation,
As this dream is set inside It's a thought construct.
I'm standing and observant so I'm actively working with this idea - the lightings good so.
Medical suggests healing perhaps also male dominated as it's man-made. The Jar and the spoons are clay and wood, this suggests female ideas (spoons are made from dead wood so this could be old female ideas... the pot is a container/receptical also female. Josh peeing blood, this seems like a role reversal, of female menstruation.
Could this dream be about how we have disempowered the feminine threw medicalisation???? Hummm... need to ponder this more.
Interesting timing as tonight we have our first 'red tent' meeting for the new moon.




- 2) Setting is a sand dune, I'm with a group of people and we are travelling up hill threw maram grass, it's sipky and pokes us as we walk. The sand is white and fine it's quite tough going but we are making good progress up.
It's a beautiful sunny day. Along a right hand curve in the path we come across young male children playing they are primary age. They are role playing bible storeys. They are doing it on the path though and have set up play tents, the tents are white & blue cotton pegged with old dolly pegs... were they are playing our the bible storys.
They don't want to let us threw, as they pull the tents tighter to stop us getting passed we cause more damage breaking back threw to the light on the other side.... the wooden dolly pegs snap of as we clamber back out and continue up. I feel bad as I don't want to disrupt there game but they are blocking our progress.


Interpretation -
This seems fairly self explanatory.
If the outside setting is taken as 'higher' teaching. I'm active and we are climbing upwards, the setting is light so it's not a hidden but something obvious. The tent was on a right hand turn so it's something intuitive - the game was being played by infants so it's an idea I've outgrown also male infants (direct energy). The tent it's self was dark, natural fabric with wooden pegs these are all quite feminine, the fabric blue & white is indicative of pure thoughts and wisdom and the children also represent innocents.
The feelings in the dream were obvious too, I'm trying to be gentle with myself but I'm ready to progress. Old spiritual ideas are being shaken up as I outgrow them and continue to move forwards.



3)
Setting is enclosed like the inside of a car, it's restricting. I'm an observer 'ghost' the DC's are 2 lovers... I don't know them and they are unfamiliar.
Male late 30's looks like a biker, female similar age she has shaved purple hair and piercings they are both wearing wearing black leather, the light is subdued they are troubled, they have a son of 7 or 8 but he's not with them (I just know this)
They are troubled, the female is impatient, the male is searching for part of himself... part of him is in this location. It became separated in a fight or accident defiantly something traumatic. He wants it back to stop the same pattern happening to his son.
The male knows it's close but not how to reconnect with it... the females getting irritable. I put my palms on the males chest & heart (he can't see me I'm ghost or something) He can sense me - I let him know he's close to his goal... I slow my breathing and he naturally synchronises his breathing to mine. He joins again with his 'soul fragment' and starts to weep... he can feel it again, the setting has changed now to a room. The male goes to lay down (I notice in the room 2 fat mice, they are in a square glass house with a geometric shaped lid) they want to escape and are pushing up the lid to get out.


4)
I see my Aunty Betty on a swing she looks free, when I go to visit her though she has moved to a hospital bed.
She's close to death and keeps vomiting. She's in an old 50's style care home with 2 big strong male carer's one is a black man & one white, they have crisp white uniforms and are taking very good care of her. There are family in the room, my brother and cousins they are sitting round and Aunty is laying in bed.
She's very week and frail but she will occasionally 'come round' and her eyes twinkle we are all talking, telling her we love her. In the room is an old wooden wardrobe it needs to be moved... I get her carers to carry it to the 'haunted room' I don't want to go there.
I take her to the swing outside again then we go in again. She's so weak she keeps trying to stand.... I can also see another 'timeline' were I lived with her we were making a quilt with geometric shapes.
Her body is so frail... I hold her and tell her I love her, that she was a second mum to me too, she's very touched but finds it hard to hear. Other family are talking to her too, after we have all talked to her she starts to retch and vomit yellow liquid, she's laying on her right side... she is choking, I move her over so her head is of the side of the bed and clear her airways, the other family go back to get her carers.

5)
Visions, a huge wall of ice!! Inside is a magic holographic light chamber a tiny 'lady bird' comes and lands on the ice wall. It shatters and falls away leaving the entrance clear.
- Looking down onto a stone henge type of building it's all rock and built onto rock... all grey.

Visiting the Sun

I dreamed I visited the sun last night :)
I was in dark forest and he spoke to me asked me to come to him... I told him I wasn't sure how.
I he replied, I needed to find a puddle with the moons reflection in it and then jump in! :)
So I found a puddle with the moon shining in and jumped.
The sun was behind me, I couldn't look... I'd been made so I could hear and feel but it would still be to bright for my eyes to see.
I stayed a while being warmed and talking we talked about earth and tunnels (and the earth who was mother) - it was really nice! I felt like I knew the Sun intimately,  like a loving father the warmth felt like an embrace, as a human I was a beloved child of the sun & earth connected to them both, the sun wanted me to go up there so he felt less distant?

Other dreams from before were hummmmm more of awarness than dreams.
'I am a tunnel flowing' Flowing threw many dreams like pages in a book 'I am the back and forth' 'I am linking the pages' 'I'm a 'you' ne 'verse'' 'I'm the tunnel and the song, I'm the pages of a story'


Dream after was a big adventure, we were waiting for a ferry to travel north across the sea. - First we had to find box's to pack stuff in.... we were all running round hunting for box's before the ferry arrived

Broken Promis and a Flood

I drempt all night, even first falling asleep... I was talking to people it seemed very real but the second I woke up I'd forgotten. There was diploid and haploid cells swapping fast between the 2 states... it looked very quantum as it was making wired shapes.

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Next dream was a family home (again this was mums side) It's a row of houses, some of them are let and 2 are being renovated, I'm there to make flower fairy's!!

I'm sitting in the middle of all this modern building work making fairiys and pixi's out of flower petals and bits of twigs. They look amazing! One is a white pan type character made from daisy petals.
The building is haunted, and wired things keep happening to people there - I can't experience it unless I make a huge effort to engage with the people experiencing it on a different level. The building works not meeting it's potential but as it's a collaboration I'm limited in how much I can influence it, I'm just there to make the fairys.

- Cells again, this time swapping between 2 and 4 not the numbers but quantity's they are vibrating between the 2 and 4.
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Flood

Dream starts in the newsagents were I worked as a kid (This building also belonged to one of my mams sisters) , I go into the shop and threw to the store room to get the key for the flat above.
There is an extra floor above and I'm going to live there. I go up into the flat and go to sleep, in the dream dream I can reach the top floor. The top floor is a huge grass plain, I'm a member of a native tribe, I think I'm a seer and have mainly shaved head.
There is a tribe elder, he's taken over the plain but he's a descent person and just wants to be a voice for his people. There is another character, like a sheriff/police man... the leader and this guy cut a deal, but we know it won't be kept. The terms are in a small leather pouch filled with white sheep's wool. The sheriff is watching the tribe threw a camera that keeps flicking into a gun.
As they break the promise ours vanishes too and the world/plain fills with water/sea. It's really deep, sea like a flood.

We are below the waves now... walking on the surface of the sea, we have sticks attached to the sticks are small flowers that float on the surface of the sea, they have candles in too... they are like the type floated in remembrance but we are below the sea attached to them.

Back to school, bread house and a horsechestnut tree!

I've not written my dreams down for a few days and my recalls got worse so (sorry dream brain) I'll catch up now!

Friday, Something to do with talking to Angels to start.

Then a country house that was made out of bread in the form of a corn-dolly batch-bun bake? It was a gorgeous house set in farmland... with beautiful views out of the bready windows.. the couple in it were wired, had lots of retro clothing and wired ways :P

(meby it was me and Ian :P) There was a morsalium in the garden.

A huge horse chestnut tree gorgeous in beautiful golden colours.

Sat

A wired high school, huge in a city, I'm in the lab with friends and we are stealing lithium. There's a bad gang in the city too, they are blowing stuff up.... we watch a huge glass shopping centre explode. We climbed up and out of the school threw a loft full of antiques.

Sat, Again the same horse chestnut tree, this time with a red door in it's trunk. message 'Quantum entanglement' for Tracy. Along with, I am dream, I am creating, I am designer.

Sunday

Another school, this one with lessons on 'time' and 'theams'

Another dream about being shown 'interaction' it was a bit like a ninja school :P We were walking threw crowds of people and learning to 'see' without looking. It was to do with eye contact and connection. It was interesting, people from all over the world I was finding it hard not to smile at them.

I went from there to a small room were we were learning alchemy, I was going to run a small magic shop, it was really cool.... very harry potter.

The word - Elohim

Set in a dream version of the Village I grew up. On the sea front is a 'hotel' it's called the St, Aiden's. It's nothing like like it really is - but it's position and name were the same.

The dream is set in a perpetual twilight... the sea is calm and filled with sea mammals there is no cars or roads.... there are many castles.

The dream 'Hotel' is a massive imposing Gothic structure, with huge columns at the front and in the formal front garden is a huge stone pond filled with rescued dolphins in it.



Inside there is a lecture hall, an upstairs with beds (again another aunty is here, this time it's my God mum too in RL she is close to death)

There is also a very special engraving/art work. It's quite small like a picture and made of stone and in the dream I keep going back to it as I know it's important.

I wasn't expecting it to be here the hotel owners don't know how important it is.
It's got ancient writing a little like Sumerian indents... I can't read it but it's something to do with Eliohim? (I need to google this cause I duno what it means or how it's spelled)

I go and listen to some speeches in the lecture hall, some MP's are speaking but no-one wants to hear them, I'm there watching the people watching rather than listing... (the MP's are uncomfortable as they know they are irrelevant)

I return again to the engraving, I notice that the middle/picture part is holographic, it's made of golden light and is indescribably beautiful and intricate.

It's small and hard to see but I notice that inside it now is a scene with a tree with big roots, there is a snake/dragon with overlapping triangle scales.... I see a small frog in the scene and it's moving.

I magic up a magnifying glass to get a better look. The details are incredible... the stone is made of holographic gold light and this tiny gold speckled frog knows that I'm watching it.

As I look more of it comes to life, the snake moves too. I want to pick it up to show people but it's too alive.


--- Thoughts on this,

Elohim (Hebrew: אֱלֹהִים) is a grammatically plural noun for "gods" or "deity" in Biblical Hebrew.
Hummm lol, reading up on it has just left me even more confused so I'll just wait for more dreams to explain and sort it out, it dose fit with the strange dreams I've had of being a few people at once and thinking of 'me' as 'we'