Other 'me's' & Pet Shop

I had 2 of the same dream last night.  In the 'dream'  I'm journeying to different connected life times, In one of them I'd built a native Indian fire, one of me was there adding sticks, another of me was surfing in huge waves - we were all working on the same lesson.   Non of us could talk to other people about it as they won't understand..... there were so many 'me's' working on it all on different paths with the same goal. 

I woke, and had the same dream so I guess I just went back to what I was doing as this time It was like vision questing with the other 'me's to all achieve this one thing.

lol... wish I could remember what it was

Second dream was set in a huge open air pet shop, I was looking for stuff for a rodent, and also firewood and kindling.  
Outside the store I'm waiting for a bus, I'm supposed to light a fire on the bus.   There is a solider there too, he's telling me about his training. 

Strange School Dream, Vets and Lost Cat's/

First dream was set in a surreal version of were I live, in the dream an elderly neighbour had lost a cat.  It wasn't my cat but I'd taken the blame/responsibility and I'm helping her get it back.... she's very grateful.   There was a black and white joker card...   balance.
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Next dream is odd it's a House/School/Party.....   It's set in the village I was born covering the village.  

There are loads of people and they are all behaving really stupidly!   I'm trying to help (I know the teachers at the school)  
The people don't really seem to know what they are doing... dropping food down elevators and all all getting drunk and fighting and attacking each other.  Intrigue affairs, all kinds of chaos kicking off.

I've promised a teacher I'll go back at a certain time to help set up for the new class.    I go back to my old house to try and get a key.
In the house is an old lover who wanted to 'own' me, he has a lover there with him but she's nuts!  Is wrapped round him screaming and jealous...  they are both paranoid, it's hard not to get drawn into the drama as she's trying to attack me, there is also vomit all over the floor.

I get out of the house fast and close the door, I run down the path and take of into the night air.... it's amazing, flying around in the dark with only starlight to see with.   I get the feeling that there are a few others in the dark sky too, we are all happy alone.     The grass looks and smells awesome in the dark.   As the light dawns I return to the school as I promised the teacher and clear up in there for the next class.

People start to arrive so I leave via a long grass path and go into a big swimming pool, it's a play pool.   I'm about to have fun when one of the security notices I have a wristband from an old day/game.....    I go underwater and tug it off and then vanish into the crowd to watch from a distance. 


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Last dream.

I'm in a small room in a cottage, there is a bed and to the right of it there is a chest of draws.   It's a flat packed type, but badly made the draws only have fronts and they have fallen apart.

In the draws were lots of vet type equipment, mostly for blood lab samples, so diffrent types of tubes & needles, pots and syringes.

The draw and room is in a small old cottage, on a hill, 2 doors up from it is another similar cottage with the door locked.  3 people have a key. 

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Next I'm looking at job applications for a new vet nurse... there are 100's of applications but they are all academic and non practical....   I'm overwhelmed that so many people want to work.

Water Dragon

First one of my book synchronicity!   I went back to one of the 4 books I'm reading and started where I'd left of a month or so ago, only to find I'd stopped just before a chapter all about Seth and the oversoul 7 books  (We have all been chatting about Seth for the past few weeks in dreamer group:P)  I'd also added samples for the same Seth book mentioned onto my kindle.


Soo   Dragon dream,

I'm not sure who 'I' was in this dream I was in a totally unfamiliar room with 2 totally unfamiliar teenage boys smoking pot.   I wasn't smoking so was just looking about the room, on one wall is a notice board.
A calendar catches my attention, it's blue and advertising a water park.... in the picture is a bright blue water monster/dragon serpent thing.  It's got a slide and fountain coming out of it, but it looks like it's tied in a knot.   At first I think it's the Loch Ness monster but then realise that the calender is Welsh so it must be a dragon. 

As I wake up I re'member my other recent dragon dreams.  
Shedding skin
Dream sharing
Purple Dragon
Dragon name


I realise the last ones have been earth dragons, following round the Medicine wheel water dragon would be next.  It also fits with the ocean dreams from this week. 

So I realise I must ask about the water dragon meditation.... as I'm mailing to ask I realise what this about.   It's about the dream/life below - also makes me cry! 

Summer  2011 some time. 

I had such a beautiful dream last night. It felt like it lasted a lifetime...... hence it's long

I was myself, human and I lived naked in a large deep lake were I was able to breath in the water.
The pool was in the most beautiful setting, surrounded by light forest with perpetual low sunlight that shone on the surface of the lake.

One day a black & white penguin appeared in the pool - at first we just imitated each other, but with time we learnt to interact and play together. Our favourite game was fetch, with a pink bath toy.
During a game diving deep for the ball, I happened into a tribe of human like 'people' living at the bottom of the lake.

At first they were a little unsettled that I had found them - I felt that I knew them. (Then realised this was a memory from a future, and that I would know them)
With time they accepted me and I grew especially close to one of them, years went by I lived with them and learnt there ways.
With time they gradually faded out of my visual sight but I knew they were with me still and I could always talk with the tribe even though I couldn't see them.

During this time the other humans (ones similar to how I had been) had taken over the area where the lake was situated. Eventually all that was left of the lake was a small dark deep pool.
The water there had become very polluted, the pollution didn't harm me as I'd become part of the nature of the lake.
The water was harmful to the other humans though, they wanted to dig out the pool and replace it with a swimming baths so that their infants could play there. I agreed and left the lake.
After the lake had been turned into a small swimming pool, lost and upset I tried to find the lake water.
I found where they were channelling the lake water too - it was now flowing in a dark underground canal, the water was black and thick and was being pumped fast threw massive turbines.
I could feel the tribe were with me though I couldn't see them..... I could hear them telling me. 'Don’t be afraid, don't be upset'
I left the canal and the dark water and found a small stream I followed into wild grassland.... I think by this time the tribe member I'd mated with had materialised to keep me company.
We came to a small metal shed on the edge of the grassland, inside the shed were 2 children working several computers. The tribe member I was with asked about the door way.
The children smiled and said they would help us in a moment.
After a small wait they asked us to open a cupboard and press a blue button, when we did so a doorway into another scene opened.
Looking through the doorway, I could see the tribe ‘people’ there.
In the distance there was a small beach set in a rocky cove and beyond a huge bright blue ocean.
I hear them in my mind saying to me ----- 'you know how to swim now, next you have to learn to swim in the ocean'

- I woke up then :) It was such a rich beautiful world and it felt like I'd been there for so so long..... literally a lifetime!

Soooooo   I need to reconnect with this dragon/spirit/life... and the emotions and knowledge from it.  I think there might be a whole sea of un-cried tears with this one :P


-  Next were visions.

The Greek letter Theta  and then Omega but it also had a small line under it.
What looked like a clock face in duck egg blue but the numbers round it were white birds like doves flying.

The last dream my recall is very jumbled, there was a forest and house, debts to pay a large white tent filled with food that was going to be moved.  
Some people moving bunk beds threw a mud filled carpark.  I was also linked to a wild animal threw the forest it was a white wolf, but it was very malnourished and in poor condition.

A tangly wood, were people can play.   Nothing is what it seems.  You are the question and you are the answer the asker and the asked. 

More Giants and Strange Shaped Mud

Dreams were wired with hazy recall but I'm still ill and can't remember yesterday :P  so it wasn't surprising.

First I was seeing what was like a black and white line drawing of a forest, it looked a bit like one of them grown up colouring books.

Next I had a wired dream of a big hole being dug into the earth, the ground was wet and clay like.... at first it all crumbled into wired tall hexagonal shapes... hummm a bit like the Giants Causeway but made from mud. Then some human body was found in the bottom of it and it started filling with muddy water.

Next dream I was in a small room with 5 or 6 other people, we were preparing for a war. there would be us against 1000's I think we we did kung-fu or something like that.
As we were waiting in the room for the battle to begin we could see Giants coming, but they were giant children! The same proportions as my giants usually are so the humans that were coming to fight them reached to the child giants knees and thighs. The children were picking up the other army and throwing them of the path like toy soldiers.

Falling Oak Leaves and Ginger Root Ladies

First dreams were of swirly spirally patterns leaves and orangey colours and owls too, visually really nice and very relaxing :)

First dream,

Setting is a strange glass hotel/hospital/school, I've just given birth but I don't seem to have a baby....  So I'm just waiting,
 
I'm waiting on a second female who's in labour to birth her baby.     There are many strange book stands, they are spiral but the books are stuck on them so they are impossible to read.

I know the Teacher / Wizard of the glass building he's a friend and he's given me a massive bunch of keys,  I've forgotten the codes that go with them so I hang the keys up and close a window as I want to go for a swim.  

I head out and down to the ocean which is amazing awesome and stormy with huge waves....  I remember that I'm going deep and won't be back for a while so I have to take some things I have back to keep safe the salt water will erode them.    They have to stay safe as I know I'm going deep out into the sea and far away.

Zak wakes me having a nightmare...  

I must have gone back into the dream as I do remember being in a huge Ocean swimming down and down and playing in the waves.


((Hummm,  thinking about this - Zak often wakes me at times like this in dreams, he also hated me swimming in the sea at Dorset and screamed his head off until I came back out of the water. --   There is something about the sea that makes me just want to go out into it and just keep going :P ))

Next dream was a dancing ginger root, like a massive curvy smiley old woman, and another that was a horseradish root, they had no faces but I could communicate with them......    I think meby that's what I need for this illness Zak's given me!

Root Ball and Symolism

I've got Zaks chest thing so dreams have been disjointed and woolly.

First recall is of seeing 100's of dream seeds and chatting with a friend about what dream and reason.

Threw out the night there was a reoccurring theme of a knotted root ball,   From outside the roots are bright white with a faint orange glow, inside they are like light windy tunnels with autumn leaves blowing threw them.    They were a little like time tunnels I guess but organic ones.


First dream is set on the lane were I live at least a wired dream version of it, I'm walking up to were the woods are and there is a massive modern tractor there... it is doing access work on the road there is going to be more comings and goings into the wood, there is a discussion about appropriate footwear.    ((Humm, I have a feeling this is to do with the grounding shoes thing that keeps popping up for me))

Next a wired huge old house, it's got open fire places, work is going on to renovate it.  It's a bit like a school/dorm we all have numbers long 3 figured numbers that are assigned to us, though I think they go up and down... we are all aware we are playing rolls and are waiting there for a new parts and songs, there are gifts to share but something about appropriate timing.

Then more of the tunnels with leaves.


Next dream I'm on a giant sandy beach with no sea in sight.   The sand is white and dry, up above us the sky is like a huge blue dome....   but it keeps cracking, like something's hitting it.     The cracks spread down the sides in a lightning pattern making the dome shape obvious but then they heal back up again so it looks just like sky once more.
People are worried it might break, I have a vision of it shattering and falling to the ground in tinkling parts.   It seems to be holding for now... I think I was working out some physics calculation and I was picking a new watch, it was to go on my finger not wrist.

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A strange unfamiliar house with a swimming pool in the garden, artificial green grass, below it is a impossibly huge new green and gold steam train, it has a gold whistle that 2 boys keep blowing and then running of giggling.

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This dream starts of a old science lab with long wooden benches, sunken sinks and cupboards full of glass ware, I'm making a prescription up for a dog. 
The dog requires 30mls of Mercury??   I have it in a huge brown bottle but I need a dispensing bottle so I head out side to a storage shed. 
the storage shed is a round brown wooden hut on legs, inside from waist hight up it's full of tired shelves floor to ceiling all round the room, the shelves are sectioned up and each compartment is full of multi coloured pick and mix sweeties   1000's and 1000's of them.   Under the shelves are cardboard box's full of brown plastic pill pots, I collect one I need for the Mercury.


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Next is set in a coastal village I'm watching a man who needs to learn the lesson of love.  He is fighting to see his son, when he gets access he learns the lesson but also realises he can't cope with the responsibility and runs away....  I'm looking from a hill in a village to a shore line, the sea is impossibly far out, 3 sand dunes have formed at the low tide mark and are filled with humans who are much to large...   I notice that quite a few of the humans are me (The crowd seems to be repeating)


(Mondays dream )-  Travelling on a spaceship, but we realise that the flicker rate is wrong and to slow...  we crash outside a house and the spaceship turns into a car. 
We are surprised because people can see us I walk threw a cafe, I go to walk threw a wall but realise it's solid and land on my bum :P   A nice old guy helps me to stand up.   - I wake up. 

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A wired city, the windows have all been covered with concrete that has been painted multi colours, there are no people outside though there are some in shops the shops are all full and trying to sell stuff that no one wants. 

What are beliefs.

Toddlers been ill so he's been sleeping with me. 

 His mind feels like a vortex at night, I really don't understand it but I felt like I'd been in a mangle when I woke up this morning, I know he has lots of nightmares but I felt like I was being sucked into a black hole... possibly a result of his fever. 

Anyway,  I was aware part of me was asking about the belief filters (Me and a friend were discussing this) ....
I feel the reply was more to do with belief's generally.... the odd part was when I woke up I felt like the answers had been coming from Zak! the 2 year old who was snuggled in my arms.


Sooo It's wired...   As I'm aware of my self asking as if in 3rd person... inside and out....   I could see the answer as geometry! lol and it's complicated but also simple (It made total sense at the time too)

So what I wrote was ' We have to ask, to wonder, to know...       -   What we ask and why, will determine the answer given.....   

Then from Zak


'A point of reference, beliefs are a framework structure within which we can wonder.....     (This is also visual in terms of platonic solids and such things) 


Archetypes are more fixed...  think pre-programmed frameworks that we can use'


It was almost like I was seeing structured and unstructured thoughts O.o   It was hummmmm like a geometric use of mind.   *shrug*



Soooo....  my thoughts on this!   Hummmm,  I'm wondering how it fits with my current understanding, as when I've created or manifested in dreams I'm aware I use intention rather than thought/mind. 
  
I'm also remembering a dream teacher telling me I was hummmm errrrrr   Oh that I -  'lacked discipline' .... which I laughed at in the dream as I'm pretty unstructured, I remember just shrugging at them :stuck_out_tongue: 


Sooooo  uumm,   So are beliefs a structured form of creation?????


Will add the rest of the weeks dreams here.    Not many as didn't get much sleep.

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Swirly Lines in sand,  some straight and some rings or spirals.  Reminded me of Zen sand gardens.

Last night, I still lept getting woken and was going in and out of the same dream... recalls not great as I was so tired.  
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There was a strange round wood building with lots of what seemed like catholic things going on.   It seemed a bit like a pirate inn atmosphere wise , but with people getting read last 'rites' and making deathbed confessions.   

It was strange but not unpleasant... many of the people were white Generals and there was a map of places they had taken over...   Like a world globe thing/or gaming map.

I'm an observer, or hummm I'm not sure what my role in the dream is.... I seem like an onlooker. 

So in this area there is a guy confessing (The DC is played by someone I know, but I think it's more a representation of hummm   upper-class/privileged white Eton boy)   ...  he's sad about stuff he's done.
He's played a role in domination of other country's and also abused others on his way up.  

He is dying? Or being reborn....  not sure which,  he's confessing as I think he was catholic.... the building is like a wood round house the people he are confessing too are unfamiliar in appearance and energy. 
A new experience is being arranged for this person and some are being chosen to play roles.   I volunteer  as I will be unaffected by abuse, in ways that others wouldn't be (I have a skill to dissociate and ground)    It's better I go as others are not ready for this, there is also an element of 'game' for me that others don't have.

I'm in a second dream inn  ...I am a prisoner with a male.    I have with me an beautiful carved wooden box, in it are tree seeds...   I can use them to open portals into other worlds.