Toddlers been ill so he's been sleeping with me.
His mind feels like a vortex at night, I really don't understand it but I felt like I'd been in a mangle when I woke up this morning, I know he has lots of nightmares but I felt like I was being sucked into a black hole... possibly a result of his fever.
Anyway, I was aware part of me was asking about the belief filters (Me and a friend were discussing this) ....
I feel the reply was more to do with belief's generally.... the odd part was when I woke up I felt like the answers had been coming from Zak! the 2 year old who was snuggled in my arms.
Sooo It's wired... As I'm aware of my self asking as if in 3rd person... inside and out.... I could see the answer as geometry! lol and it's complicated but also simple (It made total sense at the time too)
So what I wrote was ' We have to ask, to wonder, to know... - What we ask and why, will determine the answer given.....
Then from Zak
'A point of reference, beliefs are a framework structure within which we can wonder..... (This is also visual in terms of platonic solids and such things)
Archetypes are more fixed... think pre-programmed frameworks that we can use'
It was almost like I was seeing structured and unstructured thoughts O.o It was hummmmm like a geometric use of mind. *shrug*
Soooo.... my thoughts on this! Hummmm, I'm wondering how it fits with my current understanding, as when I've created or manifested in dreams I'm aware I use intention rather than thought/mind.
I'm also remembering a dream teacher telling me I was hummmm errrrrr Oh that I - 'lacked discipline' .... which I laughed at in the dream as I'm pretty unstructured, I remember just shrugging at them :stuck_out_tongue:
Sooooo uumm, So are beliefs a structured form of creation?????
Will add the rest of the weeks dreams here. Not many as didn't get much sleep.
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Swirly Lines in sand, some straight and some rings or spirals. Reminded me of Zen sand gardens.
Last night, I still lept getting woken and was going in and out of the same dream... recalls not great as I was so tired.
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There was a strange round wood building with lots of what seemed like catholic things going on. It seemed a bit like a pirate inn atmosphere wise , but with people getting read last 'rites' and making deathbed confessions.
It was strange but not unpleasant... many of the people were white Generals and there was a map of places they had taken over... Like a world globe thing/or gaming map.
I'm an observer, or hummm I'm not sure what my role in the dream is.... I seem like an onlooker.
So in this area there is a guy confessing (The DC is played by someone I know, but I think it's more a representation of hummm upper-class/privileged white Eton boy) ... he's sad about stuff he's done.
He's played a role in domination of other country's and also abused others on his way up.
He is dying? Or being reborn.... not sure which, he's confessing as I think he was catholic.... the building is like a wood round house the people he are confessing too are unfamiliar in appearance and energy.
A new experience is being arranged for this person and some are being chosen to play roles. I volunteer as I will be unaffected by abuse, in ways that others wouldn't be (I have a skill to dissociate and ground) It's better I go as others are not ready for this, there is also an element of 'game' for me that others don't have.
I'm in a second dream inn ...I am a prisoner with a male. I have with me an beautiful carved wooden box, in it are tree seeds... I can use them to open portals into other worlds.
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