Journying, and a Meditation Class.

First dream woke at 3.28

It was set in a old caravan in a forest and there was a group of us, humm    around 8 Chelsea and a friend I know here called Claire were among us.   We were a mix of ages, the youngest around 5 years and the oldest a man in his 50's with short hair and a beard. 
We were doing shamanic journeying and recording what we were doing on an old fashioned  vidio recorder.   On the film guides and auras and all kinds of stuff not obviously visible was showing up.  The young girl had light coming out her throat when she opened her mouth  white but breaking into the spectrum a little like light reflected from a  diamond.   like she was glowing inside.
I was getting a bit impatient with everyone faffing round so I was the first to journey.   I was talking out loud my journey so they could record it.  I went to a cavern under an ocean, it was lit by crystals, I remembered I needed to bring something back to help remember so I created a shell hair slide

When my awareness came back into the caravan it was all going a bit crazy..... more people had started to materialise in there too, mainly school children in uniforms, they were afraid of something.    It was getting kinda crowded so I took some of the kids outside to tell me what they were scared of.... we also had a magic map we could use to navigate to different reality's, everything was connected and we could pick a map location and teleport there.

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Next dream is a strange group/sect learning about meditation. 
It's being managed/run by a guy with a shaved head in long colourful robes, we are learning sleep/ meditation techniques.... It seems ok then he starts pushing Jesus as everyone's saviour and I'm annoyed he didn't make his intention clear from the start, I want to know why he had abandoned the Goddess. 

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Dream after I was arguing with Ian, something to do with an apple (Oh the spell!)  O.o

Anyway...   We were in a wired twilight world...  with houses on stilts and mossy grass banks, and there was a quiz/argument/lesson/ about who was right, but neither was right. 

I was trying to get alone, I ported into some sand... as I walk along the tide is very high and it comes up over the dunes and onto a road. 






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Rock SeeSaw and Dwarf Elemental.

Tuesday...

I met the dwarf last-night in my dream I was talking to him, but also morphing in and out of him so I was him talking to me too......   He was also shape-shifting.  It was odd, as first he was young then old, so I was tugging his beard to see if it was real... but then I had the beard and could feel it being pulled. 

I have no recollection of what 'I' was in the dream.   I was asking him if he was a dwarf of a half-ling?     he replied sort of, and that he was elemental.   I get the impression he's a masculine earth aspect.    It reminds me of when female fire used to pop into my dreams alot and help, I knew she was part of me.

I'm beginning to think this is the bit of me I've been tracking/meeting/getting to know on and off over the winter months - I'll have to have a read threw all my other dreams and see how it fits together.

The dwarf was associated with the number 22 as well,   there were like 2 dreams overlayed one was story, and the other numbers and symbol they stuff.   The dwarf was 22, and waves in the sea were 33

Wed

My dreams were broken...   but hum.  The first was of a school and we'd just finished learning something so were having a party. 

Then the rest was jumbled with waking up.   The things that stood out were something that looked like grey megaliths... the kind of blue/grey stones like Stonehenge. 

I remember being on some grass and grey stones coming up out of the ground/earth   around me, they looked like standing stones.  But then stopped surrounding me, it felt like I was standing in the fingers of a hand, were the palm was hidden below me and only the fingers rising out of the earth.

Next think I remember is a massive monolith also grey/blue same stone.... it's laid on it's side like the needle in a compass or the spinner in a board game... it's balanced in it's centre.     It's reminiscent of a playground roundabout / see-saw and I want to play... but it doesn't work with one.   SO I split myself into two and we climb up onto each end of the stone to play.....  it rocks and spins!

MMO Style Dream Game

Cool dream of an odd game environment. 

I was dual me but I only had one body but kept swapping between male/female.  It was a magic using game set in the sky.  

Humm there were air currents to ride and castles / bases on clouds.  

Some of the high level gamers had things they had carried over from other games.  At the start of we are so low level that we are like pawns and not even allowed entry to the main arena we get told what to do and when.

We are frustrated as we want to play too, we trick our way in by surprising a female game warden (we squirt her in the face with water)   
Because we managed to get that close and surprise them they have to allow us to game too with total use of freewill and magic....   They don't seem to be happy about it, and when they ask who 'we' are  (As I'm 2 in one person) I smile and answer 'Players'

The reluctantly let us in but we don't carry anything over and we are not allowed to take part in the game design but we can compete now... 'we'  govern/use love school magic to compete. 

Some gamers had amassed tons of stuff and had huge floating cloud places...   we didn't have anything but were really good at teleporting and riding the air currents.  

Earth Time...

Threw the dark in the winter we fight with our will,
To return to our shadow, our quiet our still.

Fighting our nature to struggle for growth, when the night is so long and the earth calls us home.

No direction to grow in when the light is so low.

To rest, to reflect and then die into all.

The old and the new the in and the out.

The material and knowing.

In my heart there's no doubt that i belong in the earth now,
to sleep till our spring,
To battle my nature is no easy thing.

Lost in-between worlds, when being needs to rest......

The madness of growth when my earth knows what's best.

Mechanical worlds.

First thing I recall was being on a massive metal spinning fairground ride.   It was very fast and very mechanical..     There was nothing 'fair' about it, it was more like being inside a machine.  It's made of dark grey iron.

The setting on the machine I was placed in was flapping around and I could see a nut that needed clipped....  oh yeh, it was organic too as when I flipped the metal but to the clip the clip knew to catch onto it.    It was intense g-force on this thing....  and it was also something to do with marriage!    

The setting is in a underground city....   So we are in a huge industrial cave underground, the lighting is warm but low, quite natural looking possibly torches.   When the ride It stops I walked out of there into what seemed like a stone cathedral but also still underground, it had huge stone pilers and arches holding up the cave roof, old fashioned oil lanterns hanging from brackets on the side.   I was walking down the central cavern that was covered with cobbled stone when a small child approaches me and asks if I'm a vet nurse - he needs someone to help with his soft toys :)  So I go with him.

We port outside onto some grass by a road it's sunny, the kid has a picnic style soup kitchen for stuffed toys! I go and sit with him on the grass and we give plastic food to homeless teddies and dolls.

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Next dream Is very odd.
I'm at a posh venue and I'm on roller-skates serving drinks!   Attached to it is a school type office. 

This bit was wired as the people in the party were people I've not seen in many many years from high school. 
They were young like they were then...  there was a wired vibe about it all with some being elitist. (The vibe of the dream was one of inequality) 

I wasn't bothered for me (as I was there working/on mission) but some people were upset at the way the elite were treating them.    I knew there was a party that only a select few were invited to, I made a point of mentioning it in a passive aggressive kind of way to the birthday girl (who I think was playing the role of elite(due to the fact she's now loaded)
She kind of made a show of saying she'd forgotten to invite me but I told her I didn't want to go - which I didn't I was just mainly being provocative but also I was just wishing her happy birthday.    Then she burst into tears!   

The dream jumps to were the party is happening, I'm outside but I'm there as I had something to do in the building below..    I'm speaking to a friend who tells me he's going to move his family to Stockton...  I tell him Darlington is better and I show him a vision of burnt out council estates and housing and destroyed high-schools. (Which is odd, as I'm showing him a vision of another dream I've had when I was doing something around the burnt buildings- it was also linked to mythical lake, and a group of people )   

It was an odd dream set in a world like this but with much worse inequality. 

Body Stasis Farm

First dreams are disjointed a multidimensional painting...    It had a flock of small black birds on it... but there were people too.  Hard to describe.  Then I felt like I was very far away :P

Next dream, a new class is starting.  It's grey and raining we are in a dull tall building, it's made up of old fashioned communal shower rooms and cloak rooms... there are no bedrooms.   I walk down the stairs and realised its changed since I last took a lesson here.   All the colours have gone.   

I'm meeting people on the class, some of them are really upset with me and won't talk to me and I don't understand or remember what I did.   All they will tell me is that I made the same mistake twice.  
I remember feeling sad that I'd upset them but had no clue what I'd even done, but as I was moving on I kept going.   The course I'm on is for symbols.   This place is the halls of residence but I'm not staying here, my class is in a different zone.     I walk down spiral stone stair well and out of the building there is a small room with a fire in the hearth to the left.    It's the only warm/bright thing.

Next I journey across a city using buses and underground trains, all of the colours are dark they are red,green,yellow like the Rastafari colours. 

I reach the place were my class will be on the other side of the city, it's like my dream representation of Bailiffgate.  

*Wake up but go back into same dream*

I had these 2 dreams in that area lately This class room one, and  this ice spire one.  This time the class room is library like still with long windows set in green grass land.    I'm going to the symbols class I remember I failed it last trimester (cause I never showed up to class)  I recall taking the exam in another dream and I didn't know the answers... I don't think I ever collected the results. 

I go down and in, there are some bits of paper and pens and I almost get to my seat when I remember Zak was somewhere and I won't be able to concentrate if he's wandering around so I excuse myself and leave again!   Outside there is a large sand dune, I decide to walk to the top as will be a better view from there.    As I get near the top I forget about Zak, and the class and lay down in the sun.    It's a beautiful day and I feel like I might have a sleep here.    I'm looking at the white rippling clouds, I notice an area in the sky is glitching.  

It's small and round the clouds are spiralling there, I wonder if it's my eyes but it seems more like a glitch.   I press my palms to my eyes and am surprised when my closed eyes display an interface!   On it are words, symbols and images that I recognise.   One of the images is a pyramid status pod - I place my hands onto the interface and it's solid...  I instinctively know how to interact with it.  It puts me to sleep and wakes me up.
Anyhoo, I'm much more lucid now and I know I've left a body that is now sleeping on the sand dune dream.  
I set of to find my body in this new dream layer.   I know one of the symbols on the interface was for stasis pods...and I remember that this is a 'body' stasis layer.  

The place is all white and I find my body in a room with others bodies in a crude wooden pyramid hung up by its feet.   (I realise in dream that I'm not rendering this place as it actually is and that these are crude representations of what I'm doing! ) 
I move the bodys till I get to mine and start to unfasten/and wake it.   A caretaker appears, he's a kind elderly man...  he is surprised to see me and tells me 'No dear,  don't do that... don't wake yourself'
    
I ask him what's going on as he tends to my sleeping/stasis form..  cranking it back up so it is aligned. 
I ask him were I am, he tells me one of the overseer's is on there way and they will answer my questions. 
I'm both excited and nervous as I wait, I wonder if the overseer will be an insectoid.  (duno why I wondered this) 
When the overseer arrives he is rendered as a tall male, very tall close to double my hight.   He reminds me a little of our family GP when I was a kid wise and gentle. 
He knows me and welcomes me, he knows I have questions so we will go to talk.  I readily agree but tell him I don't know my way round here. 
He places a hand on my back to guide me and we take a lift to another large white room - there are vents in this one.

We sit down and he takes out a pad and paper were he starts to draw for me.    He draws in 3D like he's making objects from the pen in light.  The pen changes colours.
The first is a symbol object with equal and opersit energy flow spiralling round it's self in a ring it has 2 shapes interlocking shapes inside it too....    it's pink and orange and inside is more layers symbols.   It's glowing and quite beautiful.    
Next he draws/creates the energy body & stasis pod with the flow of energy and between the body and pyramid frame... showing how the inverted position is optimising the blood and energy flow. 

I ask him which is real... was the sand dream the real world (As I don't recall I'm 2 dreams in/out)  he tells me not really. 
I ask were I am, he tells me it's a world too - he says think 'down on the farm'  he tells me it's beautiful outside and as he describes the end of the valley that we are in I know it from other dreams and I know it's layer in an area I'm familiar with.  The room we are in is quite busy now, people are teleporting in and out and materialising/dematerialising from other realms/layers.  

The Overseers is the only double hight person, he motions to a young Asian boy sitting close to us and introduces him,  'This is Loci - he knows his way around' (even in my dream I could see this was punny :P )  Why not go and talk with him'

I thank the tall guy and go to chat to the young guy, he's friendly too.  I ask if is here deliberately and he tells me yes, one of his bodies is due to be beheaded in a few hrs and he didn't want to wait there.

He shows me how he taps his wrist to leave and re-enter, he tells me another dream needs him now and he taps his wrist and vanishes.

I'm unsure if I want to wake up yet... and I see a group of females so I go to speak to them.  
They are going to take a class..   I didn't realise there were lessons here too.  I ask them if it's easier to learn in this level, but they aren't sure.    I tell them I'm not good at spellings and symbols, they tell me it's a different series here a word that rhymed with fairy. 

I decide to wake up, but instead of being on the sand dune but I wake up in my bed, feeling really excited :D  


So the first 3d shape the overseer drew with light, was an orange & pink twisty bands that floated and moved flowing in and out of each-other, in the floating in the middle of them was a pointy angular interlocking start that pulsed.

Married to Trump :/

First remember is in a small room with a fridge I'm a dealer of meth and crack!  I'm also a medical student.  

The authoritys are aware of me but so far haven't found evidence of what I'm doing... I keep having to hide stuff, and I'm leaving it in places to be collected.    In the first scene I'm hiding stuff in an old freezer and then I go and sit with a group of male students talking about quantum mechanics...   specifically the correspondence principle.

They mentioned this too Hilbert_space  ?? I duno what this is but in the dream it made sense. 

Dream jumps to a halls of res bunk room, the room is behind me and I'm looking down into a light 'town' it's not really a town it's like a circular game board floating in a white void.....  
There are people on it, family of the students and they are making their way across the game board to come up these huge shiny white concrete stairs.  the people on the game board are weirdly big for this strange board.  

I'm at the top of the stairs waiting for them, but I know I have no family visiting.   A woman with a male and female teenage child is struggling to manage the stairs but neither of her children are helping, so I go to help her - she's great-full when we get to the top.   (They look native/tribal hair is black and white and woven )

They come into the 'bunk room' it's a large dark cave / cavern under ground.   
The lighting is low a few industrial metal lamps and sound is muffled.    There are hollows carved into the cavern walls were we sleep round the walls.  (I guess it looked  like a burial chamber)
There's a blond haired guy in a bunk over from me smoking a meth pipe... like me he has no family of his own who will be visiting.   We are connected and we know the police are closing in on us....

Dream swaps to a street I can hear threw a wall I hear a family in a house.   A step mum is yelling at a 10 year old daughter, she's had a new baby of her own and the relationship with her stepdaughter has become strained and bordering on abusive...... the father isn't doing anything to protect his first daughter and I wonder how there relationship got in such a mess. 

Jump again, I'm married to Donald Trump!  I'm repulsed by him, my male aspect is there too we are young 20's ish.  My male aspect is dark haired, we are both scruffy and unkempt looking.    

He's waiting outside the house I've just moved into with Trump, there is a tight spiral staircase to the upstairs bedroom and Trump has bough a big new white bed for us.   The house is modern and clean.

The bed is  heavy and unwieldy and he's trying to get it up the spiral stairs, I'm hoping he has a heart attack trying :P    He's sweating and struggling to get it upstairs and I'm speaking telepathicly with my male aspect we are coming up with a plan to get me out of the marriage.  
Trump gets the bed upstairs and lays it down....   I shudder, I kiss him (which is very icky) and then make an excuse that I need to go out for a while but will be back later. 

Once outside I meet my male aspect and we walk threw the town we are in, it's 1920's style.... everything is grey dirty and cold.   We both have large black fluffy coats.   

We have a small illustrated handbook it is for a rehab program at a temple in the town... it's to turn you into a monk....the images are cartoons.     I'm planning to go there become a monk instead of going back to Trump.
We go into a small shop to ask about it.    It's all wooden and dark inside and the monks seem really dodgy - they refuse to speak to me at all but chat to my male side, he pretends it's him that wants on the program.  They clearly fancy him and we realise they are all gay, and females aren't allowed on the program so we leave.  I still have the book with the pictures.

I decide I'm sleeping rough and not going back to the house so I cross a street, I leave male me at this point and my dog appears.  

I walk up into a small grey court yard ajoning a  grotty70's apartment block, everything is very grey and hard...   
There are some tired concrete steps and a few other rough sleepers there already, again all male.
The courtyard is at the edge of the town and I can see and hear the Sea....  I pick a bench so I can lean on the wall looking down onto the grey stormy sea below, my dog tunes into a black and white punchbag and I hug it and wrap my coat round me to fall asleep watching the sea.