Ghost and Dancing.

First dream is game playing, like an MMO there is a spaceship there, also a kitchen built of reclaimed things.  

Next dream is a city... it's dark and dirty and I'm friends with someone who's father owns a nightclub  - we go there and dance and then part ways.  I'm looking  at a girl in her bed, she has a brown bear tattooed over her thigh and she's just bought a new compass.

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I'm thinking about tattoos and the creator  -  I know it's to be found in ourselves and each-other.

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Last dream is about ghosts again (soul shards)

I've got some following me round and they are causing alarms to go off and wired stuff to happen, I've been told to keep out of the local school & science lab.

I'm at My Dad's Mams house laying on a blow up cushion bed.   There are other DC's with me and we are waiting for an all woman's football match - this is causing excitement as it's very new.    There is a ghost dragging the cushion I'm on round the floor.    The other DC's don't believe me but i tell them to watch and they see from how I'm moving that there is something else at play... next it gives me chopped of fingers.

Moving Out & Armour.

I had a moving/leaving dream again last night. It was another of the dreamhouses I know. It's a variation of the terraced house I lived in London... but in the dream's it's different massive inside and haunted.

It's also set in massive neglected grounds, at one point I'm clearing an old metal bed-frame out of a dark pond so that the dragon flys can lay eggs into it.

We've been renting it in the dream... we've had it for around 15 years - and have been caretakers as such.

In the dream the house is filled with packed bags and suitcases... lots of it belonging to the owners or occupants going back century's. I'm revisiting the rooms... the ghosts are quiet now, they are still there but were fed by fear/emotion they are drained of any power now as we were indifferent towards them.

There is a beautiful red Fox in the building I can talk to it and I lay down with it to chat.... running my hands threw it's soft red coat, it's female and will have it's young soon... she's telling me about her cubs that have grown.

The owner tells me I was specifically picked as the tenant as I'm not easily scared and I won't 'fight' (This would have only given the ghosts/shadows more power )

I get up and go threw to some of the rooms in the house I'd left dormant (I remember them from other dreams)..... one is huge, it's like a Victorian drawing room with a massive window the drapes are sun faded and hanging in tatters and everything is dusty, when I get inside it's not longer the elaborate but faded room I recalled but has changed again.

Along the window are a row of mannequins each is dressed in a set of armour threw the ages..., they are all the same size fitted to a small female warrior they also each have a similar style head gear or helmet.. it reminds me of a teddy bear with space at the sides for curled plated hair and the nose plate is round in shape.

There is everything from leather armour, threw to chain male, various heraldry and then German style Natiz is the most recent.. they have a distinct feminine style to them. On the far wall opposite the window is an impossibly small steps and doorway inside is a tiny bathroom, much to small for humans.. it's for the fairy people. This room is full of packed bags too ready to be returned to the appropriate owners.

We head out into the sunny grounds where there is an old fashioned steam powered funfair.. In contrast to the dusty old house it's freshly painted. It's busy with people having fun and playing on the rides (Merry go rounds/big wheels ect. Piped organ music sets the scene and the people are all in period dress.

I go to the massive steam engine powering the fairground and put my hand onto it... It's painted a creamy pale yellow with red flourishes, it's brass is polished but I spot rust here and there which reminds me of it's true age. I feel a fondness and familiarity with it.

Strange Visitor

First dream...   Cannoning and then sledging, it was good fun :)   I was also in an invisible sandcastle out in the harbour.  It was on an island in the harbour but no one could see it, it was really nice inside.   It was owned by the 'Britons' 

Next is a big dream...

It's in a massive, hummm  perhaps a museum, or even a city?  It had a glass domed roof, and inside was lots and lots of stuff including live dinosaurs. There are lots of microscopes set up too and people are studying, chatting socialising.  

I'm with a group of people including 2 x partners and a girl friend.   I'm wanking off one of the guys as we sit and chat... the others in the group are a bit shocked but also amused.  (It seemed they were all attracted to me)   I laugh at the men and and I go to Rachel who tells them we are lovers now.     I stick with her for the rest of the dream, we seem to live in this massive domed place there are 1000's of people in it all busy with stuff. 

It's night and something's kicking of outside the glass...   at first it seems like a storm, then it's like shooting starts...  green falling from the sky.    We all gather to look up and I realise we are going to get a 'visit'   It's exciting.   As it's happening my crown chakra is going nuts...   tingling, and I remember I can fly.    I change my vibration to match the air and start whizzing and zooming round over the crowd in an annoying fashion. 
I know the guy coming, it's one of the insectoid (overseer) types.   He's kinda like a teacher, when he arrives people are rapt... he reminds me of the cat in the hat, amusing and witty.   He's large and floats in the air after materialising inside the dome.

I 'know' him but not just from this dream  ---  I'm still flying round being an arse :P   Zooming over the top of people really close and generally getting on there nerves as they try and listen.
At this point the insect person punches me in the stomach..... not physically but energetically.      I find this funny, me and the insectoid have a quick telepathic exchange not in words but 'knowings'   I know his type and physical violence is common and acceptable to them   He's basically telling me to stop being a dick and I'm amused as we both know I'm intentionally being a dick :P

After he leaves me and my female lover head into our room in this wired complex and strip nekid  start painting art onto the walls.

Boat & Shells.

Dreams of my dad's side of the family. 

Turtles & Tortoises  (Shells) 

A fishing boat that won't come back to shore, the people in it are related to me.

I also am making a huge amount of sushi to feed many people.   My male aspect is taking the form of a trickster and being not helpful in an attempt to be helpful :P  In the end I get him to contribute in a more useful way.

Dream Catch Up Beltane 17

Long weekend.

Before I left a dream of the Welsh countryside

Driving threw hillside and farmland lush and green, come across a cottage...   well more of a bungalow it looks very ordinary outside...  inside it's 70's with a welcoming old lady... her hubby lives there too.

We go into an old fashioned kitchen (60-70's)   Though there is a microwave.   It seems we are viewing the house with a view to moving in.     At his point the owner lady tells us there is alos a baby in the microwave it's been left there.  

I get the baby out, it's a little girl, just crawling.  I instantly like it... and it me (I tend to bond with kids/pets fast)   
I realise I'm not lactating, but can bottle feed the baby so I tell the old lady I'll take the baby. 

We go down to look at the rest of the house..  it's weirdly old fashioned, and not our taste but has a vibe we like.    Now, on the ground level the property looked like a bungalow, but it seems it has many layers underground.   The first one down is a dinning room with an old table set in a bay window, the view sweeps over a sunken valley, across to a village coach house / bakery and more cottages. 

I go down another layer..  It's wired small bedrooms, and then I go into a bathroom... it's very odd kitch and angled... there is 2 toilets just out of view of each other but in the same room.    I remeber laughing and thinking it was odd but fixable.

Next story down is a communal shower room...    again old, I've not seen anything like this in this life time but I feel it's 50-60's    It's busy.    I go out the other side and it opens into the wooded vally where the main event is these crystal filled pools.    

They are warm, and the colours are rainbow...  pinky coral shells in the centre and deep, then a vivid azure blue and to the edges blue, green then yellow sang before giving way to the grass land again.

It's all in this valley with cliffs and pools and full of people bathing or relaxing on the grass, others have visited the coffee shop, in or bakery and are sharing food with friends. 

As I leave the pools I walk towards the house, from below I can see it's old... not a 80's bungalow it just seems like that from ground level.  It's on red brick stilts...   and I can see places to plant the new plants - growth potential. 


Sat..   (In the old old cottage... so dark & quiet)   sense deprivation!

First dream was like minecraft... I was aware of the bed I was in and felt like building was folding and unfolding around me. 
At one point it became a metal frame and orange glass that melted..

Coins...   they were copper and lozenge shaped like bars of gold.   Only they were penny's and on them was marked 1GDP.  (I knew this meant something but just had to goggle what)

Then I zoom into a trippy version of the building I'm in.... There is a grey/pink 'train' time tunnel.   It's more of a hyper real energy tube.    There is also a big furry monster who I befriend and like....  but there was a new weapon that fired and it landed on the huggy furry monster.

The train took me into another dream, On a hillside... and then something that looked like a pokeball flew overhead.   Followed by everyone looking up at a star consternation.


Then a dog that bit Ian, he thought it was our dog that had run off...but it wasn't   I took that dog back to a market town, and then a vet.   As we set of to find our dog with the consternation in the sky I got a call.   The caller had our dog, but also dementia, So didn't know where him on the dog were.

I told them to hang tight and I'd come back to the heath.   I found them together.. the dog lept into my arms and the man was being pushed in a chair by a friend. 


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Last dream was of being in the building I was sleeping in.  I had on a black night gown and coat thing, the doors/rooms were different and I'd left via the back of the cottage and walked down to the stream.  

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Sunday was quiet...   well, wired quiet.  I was missing front teeth, I was stuck somewhere and wanted to leave for London.

Monday. 

A hidden spaceship, it's on sand under a sea.  I'm part of the crew.   The power source has been taken and is now being used as a light artifact in a city.     I need to get past the security and take the light back to our ship...  we want to fly again. 

Next I'm applying for a job on a space hub, it's a staging hub.   I'm going to be someone who measures radioactivity.  I need to learn another language before the hub goes live.

Last dream... and odd thing where a neighbour had signed me up for food deliveries I didn't want.... and school trips coming to look at the garages and me dressing up to freak them out for fun :P

Mish Mash of Hazy Dreams.

Dreams have been strange busy with fuzzy recall and the weekend was rather hectic. 

End of last week I had an odd dream of doing LSD with Ian and kids and work up to wired visual effects just like I had taken LSD.   There was a gambling game where the coins where like trees of life. 
This last week I've been really bad at writing up dreams. I come back in this morning and start where I'd left of last week and the first dream is this below

Dream set in a lovely garden.... I was in a blue long flowing dress with lots of orange goldfish on it. There where 2 blackbirds and a large black spider.

This morning I went with Roz & Kelly for a dark moon meet and to set intentions for this cycle.

The meet was moved at the last moment (30mins before) from a different house to another friends garden.
I was met going into her garden by 2 black birds, one on the fence and one on the gate (they are feeding young)
At the meet one of my friends intentions was to work with a new totem the 'goldfish' which is also on her family's crest so she feels it's ancestor work.
The spider is one of my totems!

-  Another Matriarch dream..  3 sons.   hazy

Last night.   BBQ party and tower blocks  (Hazy)

Then main dreamscape... I'm trying to get home to main dream house, but I have a massive box of music.  (Old tapes & CD's)  
I try carrying it all but it's to heavy so I put it down and call a cab.  The dream is set round the old community centre, there is a school/fairground there.  My taxi doesn't arrive and I sit around waiting/watching.    Someone asked me into their house a middle age woman, she's nice she calls me another cab and lets me wait.

Then there is a wired meeting...  with my Dad.   In the dream my Mam is still alive, but she's being an arse - I'm telling my Dad to leave her!   This is odd as I say to him,  

'I realise this will sound wired....   in another life I live when she got cancer she died from it.... (In this she dream/world she didn't die, but was different/wired/nasty after)   I don't see her as real in this reality... she's an NPC, and it's not worth wasting your time with her'

O.o

I eventually manage to get the music home... then I seem to be in a  pub/inn it's wired as it's in 2 towns at once, and there is a white chalk cliff right outside the building. 
Lots of people have taken this new cheep drug that's made them completely inhibited so there are people having sex all lover the place...   this in it's self is not a bad thing, but apparently this society gone really wired cause people just keep having sex and aren't doing much else. 

Barndance and Cafe.

Disjointed dream due to sleeping with Zak and him kicking me.

Wired kind of young-farmers barn dance...  violent and dark was separated from male me who was the new person in last nights dream. 

A cafe/children's hospital.. in main dreamscape but in a new undercover mall where mat Stephenson old house was he was the chef.  Most of it was below, and there was a doorway leading into another world with a wood and fires and gun license.

The main area had a duchess working in the cafe, the kitchen was 2 floors below ground and the nursery and hospital part one story below.  

Sunday.


Another mincraft dream..  (To much playing with kids) but I was using it as a staging point to go to other dreams, so going to sleep in it having another dream then coming back again.  

I went back into the tantric dream last night...   I was in another dream that was drawing to a conclusion and the bloke appeared again and told me they were all waiting for me.    I went with him back into that dream..... where they were all waiting for me.

It was WOW :stuck_out_tongue:    More like joined yoga and pranayama with strong influence on moving energy and sharing it with our partners.    Aspects of Reiki too.   We went into a joined position to get astral and that was amazing.

The class continued with white see threw bodys so we could see the energy moving inside.... and utterly bizarrely the teacher was now in the form of an upright light transparent dog!  :smile:

She reminded me a bit of anubis :slightly_smiling_face: (edited)

Monday.

I had lots of dreams too...  One was being in a Mayan type of jungle structure but it was totally overgrown.    A lost city.    We were renovating it clearing it to use again, I was fixing these high up water channels they carried water dripping from the canopy into pools. 

It was wired, at one end some people were making a casino.     I was also cleaning up some ancient wood shelves to stock with items.

Thurs

2 long dreams.... first I'm in a huge complex... indoor and out.  It's a community I guess it had the feel of an old collage/uni campus.    Halls, but also kitchen gardens and cottages.  In the dream I had a hubby and 2 boys but I'd lost them somewhere in the campus.... the dream was me wandering round looking at stuff cause it was a cool place and trying to reunite with them. 

I found them all at the end of the dream.

Next was a city, London I think.   Sky blue featured prominently and I was with an old school friend.  We had partners who were involved with something illegal/underground and they had to meet some people sort something before we all got a train to leave the city.

It was another wandering round killing time dream... The sun was setting and the sky a orange pink colour.   We had a meal together then went to sit in a cathedral, outside was amazing and Gothic.... inside it was very small and friendly.   More like a little church, the priest was nice. 
She wanted to pray I had 2 cats with me and I was playing with them, I was also chatting to the Priest and offering to paint some stuff blue & gold as the inside was a but dull compared to the outside. 

We left and headed back to the station, I passed a barber shop were an old man had taken his cat's about 8 of them to have hair cuts!    They were old Persians and had been shaved and shampooed he was putting them back into their carriers to get a cab home.

We cut threw a large city pub that had openings onto 2 streets, my friend met her partner in there and they were going to stop for a drink and meet us before the train so I continued on alone to the station just enjoying the city.   The streets were grey cobble stones, round and smooth and I was walking down a street of old Victorian terraced housing..   it was both old and modern and as I got to the station the path got steeper and steeper making it to steep to walk on.. at this point the buildings turned more to medieval ruins and I crossed round a pillar onto some narrow worn stairs.   At the bottom is an ancient fireplace...  the walls have eroded away leaving just the hearth and the back of the chimney breast.   There is another small alcove still intact, in here there is skyblue cloth with some flowers placed like an offering.    I keep walking to the station but wake up.