Tuesday, 14 November 2017
Odd Hospital and Blood Ritual
2 big dreams again last night... one was a zombie apocalypse type thing! :D
First dream I'm in a huge institution/hospital. It's very industrial/old fashioned - freaky and sinister like mental asylum/hospital/factory. (The building is alive too)
Parts of it are like underground stations with old escalators but also convener belts and one point to get up to the next floor we have to leap onto a almost vertical convayer belt and cling on till someone can drag us up at the top :stuck_out_tongue: It's quite freaky and my dog was with me at that point also going up!
I'm a trainee nurse there we operate on people and animals, the surgeons are human surgeons. I know the woman I'm going to be assisting (she's a local GP fighting to save our current NHS in the UK) I don't meet her in the dream though, she's already scrubbed and her and the other surgeons are in another room.
We are put into teams with other nurse my senior nurse is a nurse I knew from when I worked at the PDSA she used to do our training, she's training me here now but we are both older. I'm with her and a large male nurse. We are numbered 5,6 and 8 and have to scrub at specific sinks that match our number. (The tub sinks are really old battered stainless steel) splattered with dry blood the whole place smells of nasty flesh O.o
The medical equipment is very old too, lots of bunched cables and metal machines (it's alive too)
I'm not scrubbed for theatre yet so I'm sent as a runner to collect something. I leave along a long brown/beige corridor.. again it's very old fashioned like from the 1920's or something it's an admin/office corridor but some medical equipment is being stored in it.... as I pass it all comes to life moving towards me and following me. I slide past it and out into threw way with 100's of people.. from there I move into a child's library it's dark with small kids sitting listing to story's. A train track is set up with a miniature steam train running on it, in and out of the book cases. I'm tall and I step over/pick my way threw the kids to get to the door on the other side they are reading a book about bunnys... there clothing is old fashioned... hand knitted cardigans and hand made blouses and shirts.
On the other side I find my way in another hall way, still dark I see a man I recognise (He was the UK poet Lauriet for a bit) I go to follow him as he passes threw a grey door it closes and has a sign saying 'Philosophy' on the door... seeing the sign reminds me I was supposed to be collecting something for the scrub team. (Zak woke me here)
Next dream was really epic looking.... there's no way I can do it justice it's my main dreams-cape but so different there is a huge stature of a roman soldier (it's the height of a big building) it's face has been scratched out from under the helmet.. it's in a shrine with latin writing all over it, there is also a portal that glows pink and purple buzzing quietly. There is a pub old hotel that was right at the top end of the village... this is there too but it's a dilapidated grand hotel (that turns into the base of operation against the zombies/ghosts :P)
Down in the main area of the village there is a huge insane building been put up.. it's several storeys high and open at the front like a dolls house it is basically a massive alter... On the top sits a giant goofy looking skeletal thing with bowls for collecting blood then the blood will flow threw channels going down threw the building. (Most people can't see this part) There are lots of candle chandeliers made of antler horns.. but also modern bits. It's so crazy I duno how to begin discribling it :stuck_out_tongue:
There is an 'event' being put on... it's a big thing all the village are excited and going (but it's also a kind of trap they don't realise they are going to be bled to power this wired blood ritual) the event is wired it's like a sponcerd 'run' --- so this part of the dream is like the fim speed... everyone has to keep running :stuck_out_tongue: babies old people kids ect. Even if they just run on the spot as we have a thing that counts steps/distance.
I'm with male me and we realise somethings not right with the whole thing going on, as people are not giving there consent to be bled/used. They are kinda being fooled into it so me n male me decide if we can do something to make them more aware.
We leave the new large building where most people are 'running' and jog threw the night just the 2 of us round the cost and inland (this bit looks epic too as it's all deep blue the sky filled with stars and the Milkway looks very close, below us the wet street is also blue and there are 1000s and 1000s of rats also glowing like stars we are worried we will tred on them but there reflexes are better than ours and they scatter as we get close (This looked so cool )
We head up to the old hotel, and remember the hotel owner had showed us 'notes' he'd made hidden in and old leather bound menu book.... he'd predicted what was occurring and we were hoping that the notes might give us a clue on how to help.
There are a few people in the hotel, we are not running anymore. More people are coming in and we are showing them the notes in the menu....I seem to be serving behind the hotel bar now and bringing out meals from the kitchen, but mainly I'm using it as a kind of cover to show people the notes. :smile:
We are putting together a 'resistance' to try and inform the people who are being bled/running that they are being tricked. We are also being watched by wired ghosts/zombies though they are not really scary. I'd made my way back to the old statue with the writing on it (beside the portal) when I woke up, I was trying to remember who had destroyed the face and why, and what the writing ment.
Monday, 13 November 2017
Multi Coloured Goat and Long Goodbye
My first dream last night was bizzar I'd woken up coughing at 1.30 and had good recall.
I was on a spaceship with friends and we are travelling round also playing games. Me and friend are discussing saying good buy to a home-world you know you'll never return too and different customs. We are telepathically showing each other 2 humanoids parting they look like black storm troupers but there uniform is more of an exoskeleton (non removable)
They are parting and know they'll never sea each other one reaches to the others neck and says 'I''l take this for safe keeping' she removes a serial code.
It's both tender and sad - lacking in what is normally considered emotion but full of connection & love.
Next we are on a space station type that looks like an otherworldly posh hotel. The people from my ship are there we are dressed oddly.. they see something and all rush out together.
I speak to the person with me and comment 'I struggle to follow the crowd' we are watching sports or something from other planets, there are also cushions arranged for a music recital. I'm floating now most people are sitting and standing but I'm floating cross legged above them over there heads and the cushions talking to a female I know. Sometimes I'm upside down --- I'm wearing a wired outfit of blue silk puffy trews and a cropped top in matching fabric. It's blue embroidered with pink and gold flecks.
Woke her coughing.
Next dream I'm in my main dreamscape but I'm homeless I'm making my way up the coast to the castle... I'm discussing my last dream and how in this dream creativity isn't working well and it's hard to find well paid work for creativity... that I'm not at home in that dreamscape... I pass an animal sanctuary and tiny male baby goat comes up to me.
It's adorable! Ankle height with white blue and golden hair it's coat is wooly matts and long like highland cattle it's got tiny horn buds. I sit to play with it :smile:
I was on a spaceship with friends and we are travelling round also playing games. Me and friend are discussing saying good buy to a home-world you know you'll never return too and different customs. We are telepathically showing each other 2 humanoids parting they look like black storm troupers but there uniform is more of an exoskeleton (non removable)
They are parting and know they'll never sea each other one reaches to the others neck and says 'I''l take this for safe keeping' she removes a serial code.
It's both tender and sad - lacking in what is normally considered emotion but full of connection & love.
Next we are on a space station type that looks like an otherworldly posh hotel. The people from my ship are there we are dressed oddly.. they see something and all rush out together.
I speak to the person with me and comment 'I struggle to follow the crowd' we are watching sports or something from other planets, there are also cushions arranged for a music recital. I'm floating now most people are sitting and standing but I'm floating cross legged above them over there heads and the cushions talking to a female I know. Sometimes I'm upside down --- I'm wearing a wired outfit of blue silk puffy trews and a cropped top in matching fabric. It's blue embroidered with pink and gold flecks.
Woke her coughing.
Next dream I'm in my main dreamscape but I'm homeless I'm making my way up the coast to the castle... I'm discussing my last dream and how in this dream creativity isn't working well and it's hard to find well paid work for creativity... that I'm not at home in that dreamscape... I pass an animal sanctuary and tiny male baby goat comes up to me.
It's adorable! Ankle height with white blue and golden hair it's coat is wooly matts and long like highland cattle it's got tiny horn buds. I sit to play with it :smile:
Sunday, 12 November 2017
Insects and Rodents.
Friday..
A strange dwelling on a cliff jutting out of the sea. There are waterfalls coming out of the cliffs... it can only be reached by water. The dwelling is small and cramped ontop of a small cliff in the stormy sea and inside is an elderly clergyman he's got old fashioned robes. He also has a fat tabby cat. I can't really recall why I was there or what I was :slightly_smiling_face:
----- Today Sunday November 12th, 2017 -----
I'm in a large contained communal residential place..... like a live in school but there is a gym & swimming pool as well as classes. I'm going swimming but when we get in the pool it's cleared cause of lice jumping on the water.
When we get out I'm with some female friends but I also have my 2 boys with me and they have lice, me too. The lice are huge - look more like cockroaches.
When I put my hand into josh's hair I pull out a handful of them. They are big, not like head lice but flying roaches and beetles. I squish them and put them down the loo in the changing rooms.
I'm aware I need to get them all out of our hair, in another part of the dream I'm in a communal bathroom but the only one there it's a dated Victorian style with large white porcelain sinks and old mirrors that are scratched on the back. It reminds me of an old hospital perhaps (metal asylum) I'm pulling bugs out of my hair and squishing them on the cold porcalin with the backs of my finger nails feeling them 'pop' and watching there insides squidge out. O.o
Next part of the dream I'm in a lesson, it's an art lesson but it's in an old fashioned science lab.
I've an excersize book and I've planned out a picture and then I'm completing it in the back of the book. It's lovely I've almost finished and I'm running a pen over it all.... this is changing it, making some of it matt and other bits shiney and tiny lights are appearing in it too. I keep going in and out of the scene I'm drawing - when I'm in it it's snowing and the class and teacher are there too, it's rolling hillside and children are sledging and thorwing snowballs (yet this was only a tiny part of the picture (the picture had a star filled night sky were the stars really shined) then round it were rainbows, and woodland animals, trees and plants. It' was really colourful.
Thursday, 9 November 2017
Another Putin Dream
Monday 6th
My dream was broken cause of sore throat. I was with the Russian president though.... it' was odd (not as odd as the last dream I had with him in but still wired)
We were friends, but sometimes I didn't have a body and just seemed to float round his head talking to him :stuck_out_tongue: I was on a plane with him too, sometimes I did have a body and we talked normally.
He wanted me to help with something off world. (This seemed to be to do with a planet were mice and rats were farming veggies) ??? Or that might have been another dream I had inbetween coughing fits. Anyhoo he seemed to want my help with something but what is kinda vague.
lol that's funny I just googled Putin, and he's so like he was in my dream... even down to the fact he's not that tall (Last time he was in my dream he was dressed like a medieval fairy-tale kind with silly silk trews and gold buttons. This time he just had a suit.
Today...
First dream a friend Lorna had sent me her some tiny rodents - they were lovely like mini Degus or something.. She wanted one that was white and grey. They arrived, lots of them and I was trying to look after them but then something happened and they shrank to the size of small slugs, and I kept loosing them in the sawdust. I was worried I'd killed them.
There was also another tank I had, it was like a fish-tank but tropical and had insects and fish, they looked amazing but were also deadly or could make people ill with bites or stings. There was a huge shiny iridescent blue centipede and dragnonflys - They look amazing but are not safe, I'm opening doors for them to leave the tank and get outside.
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Next dream
I'm in the sea of the coast of Craster were my Gran lived. (Another main dreamscape) I'm just in the sea, first I'm in the harbour. The tide is turning and the waves are huge - I know I'm not going to make it back to shore so I let the tide take me out to sea. There are others with me.... We float along the coastline heading south... past the rocks that stick out of the water.
There are people on the shore watching us (It was nice being in the water)
- Last dream, is a like a game but we are the players. 3 of us enter a huge building. I think the objective was to find something so we all split up, I go below ground level down a chute thing.. another of us uses a ladder to climb up. The buildings strange and wired, at one point I find a primitive style tribe sleeping with there animals there.
My dream was broken cause of sore throat. I was with the Russian president though.... it' was odd (not as odd as the last dream I had with him in but still wired)
We were friends, but sometimes I didn't have a body and just seemed to float round his head talking to him :stuck_out_tongue: I was on a plane with him too, sometimes I did have a body and we talked normally.
He wanted me to help with something off world. (This seemed to be to do with a planet were mice and rats were farming veggies) ??? Or that might have been another dream I had inbetween coughing fits. Anyhoo he seemed to want my help with something but what is kinda vague.
lol that's funny I just googled Putin, and he's so like he was in my dream... even down to the fact he's not that tall (Last time he was in my dream he was dressed like a medieval fairy-tale kind with silly silk trews and gold buttons. This time he just had a suit.
Today...
First dream a friend Lorna had sent me her some tiny rodents - they were lovely like mini Degus or something.. She wanted one that was white and grey. They arrived, lots of them and I was trying to look after them but then something happened and they shrank to the size of small slugs, and I kept loosing them in the sawdust. I was worried I'd killed them.
There was also another tank I had, it was like a fish-tank but tropical and had insects and fish, they looked amazing but were also deadly or could make people ill with bites or stings. There was a huge shiny iridescent blue centipede and dragnonflys - They look amazing but are not safe, I'm opening doors for them to leave the tank and get outside.
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Next dream
I'm in the sea of the coast of Craster were my Gran lived. (Another main dreamscape) I'm just in the sea, first I'm in the harbour. The tide is turning and the waves are huge - I know I'm not going to make it back to shore so I let the tide take me out to sea. There are others with me.... We float along the coastline heading south... past the rocks that stick out of the water.
There are people on the shore watching us (It was nice being in the water)
- Last dream, is a like a game but we are the players. 3 of us enter a huge building. I think the objective was to find something so we all split up, I go below ground level down a chute thing.. another of us uses a ladder to climb up. The buildings strange and wired, at one point I find a primitive style tribe sleeping with there animals there.
Friday, 3 November 2017
New roof and blue blobs :)
ren [7:36 PM]
Dreams this week.. Not fab recall as I've been ill and I wake up thinking 'ouch' rather that dream. (Me and Ian both had a wiredly unsettled night too... with wired disjointed thoughts and lack of sleep)
One night I was floating beside an old cottage it was having the roof replaced, totally. new beams and everything.
Last night a few bits stand out ... A train station, but it's not. It's more like the signal mans box. It's up on stilts. I'm with someone male (male me I guess) We are climbing up and are going to take a train from there.
When we get to the top there is a toy train waiting. Like them kids rides that you put coins in and they wobble you around. There is also an ocean in a swimming pool :stuck_out_tongue: It's like a pool.. but more (hard to describe) The water is like glass so still, male me is saying, don't swim.... not now we really don't have the time but it's to still and lovely.
I leap in, it's warm and salty I'm in the middle of a tropical warm ocean.. a turtle swims past. Male me is yelling from the shore and I reluctantly re-focus so the 'pool' comes into view. I realise the pool is busy now and the other swimmers are a massive mix of races/cultures.
Next is a dream in my main dreamscape. I'm with Michael, a vet I worked with for 10 years or so (Hi's wife is often in dreams but him not so much)
We see a blue orb floating in the sky and are interested so we follow it round the estate. It's vivid blue indigo and light.... it stops and comes to us as we are interested.
It's one of them 3D type images where you need to focus threw the blue light orb and in it we see the face of a man.
the man in the orb is trying to communicate with us but his language is clicks&tones and we can't make it out. He starts showing us diagrams, one is of his skull (It's cross between human / goat) possibly there are areas shaded that are different from our skulls.... next he's showing us diagrams of his oral cavity and dentition. In the dream I know he's trying to teach us how to understand his language. Me and Michael are working together... his knowledge of animal anatomy and mine of song/experience.
On waking I realise I've herd the language before.
odd really :stuck_out_tongue: (edited)
Dreams this week.. Not fab recall as I've been ill and I wake up thinking 'ouch' rather that dream. (Me and Ian both had a wiredly unsettled night too... with wired disjointed thoughts and lack of sleep)
One night I was floating beside an old cottage it was having the roof replaced, totally. new beams and everything.
Last night a few bits stand out ... A train station, but it's not. It's more like the signal mans box. It's up on stilts. I'm with someone male (male me I guess) We are climbing up and are going to take a train from there.
When we get to the top there is a toy train waiting. Like them kids rides that you put coins in and they wobble you around. There is also an ocean in a swimming pool :stuck_out_tongue: It's like a pool.. but more (hard to describe) The water is like glass so still, male me is saying, don't swim.... not now we really don't have the time but it's to still and lovely.
I leap in, it's warm and salty I'm in the middle of a tropical warm ocean.. a turtle swims past. Male me is yelling from the shore and I reluctantly re-focus so the 'pool' comes into view. I realise the pool is busy now and the other swimmers are a massive mix of races/cultures.
Next is a dream in my main dreamscape. I'm with Michael, a vet I worked with for 10 years or so (Hi's wife is often in dreams but him not so much)
We see a blue orb floating in the sky and are interested so we follow it round the estate. It's vivid blue indigo and light.... it stops and comes to us as we are interested.
It's one of them 3D type images where you need to focus threw the blue light orb and in it we see the face of a man.
the man in the orb is trying to communicate with us but his language is clicks&tones and we can't make it out. He starts showing us diagrams, one is of his skull (It's cross between human / goat) possibly there are areas shaded that are different from our skulls.... next he's showing us diagrams of his oral cavity and dentition. In the dream I know he's trying to teach us how to understand his language. Me and Michael are working together... his knowledge of animal anatomy and mine of song/experience.
On waking I realise I've herd the language before.
odd really :stuck_out_tongue: (edited)
Sunday, 29 October 2017
Air & Sea... And the RAT!
More odd dreams..
I was pregnant with a 3rd child.. big hospital - I'm there to birth.
I realise the child has no movement. Other people are birthing and I'd forgotten I was pregnant they check me and the baby is dead.
I wake and then go back into the dream and everything is fractal and fragmenting it looks like an Ersher Image
http://www.mcescher.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/E34B-MC-Escher-No-34B-BirdFish-1941.jpg (43kB)
But I'm in it and it's 4D I've follwed a golden retriever puppy into the sea and I'm watching the waves fractalise and sea is fish and the sky birds... they are collapsing and rolling in.
Next dream was odd too...
I'm with a female vet. I have 2 tanks of rodents I'm caring for. In one there are tiny rabbits the size of a finger nail. Weaving in and out in a pattern. There is a fat rodent too..... they are making patterns round it.
Then I find a rat it's living with the other rodents but it has 8 legs... and it's legs are like hummm
un-ravelled plaits - 3 dried out partially limbs the feet have dropped of all 4 corners.
One set of limbs are long gone but the others are still salvageable.
I take the rat to the vet and she tells me it's neglect... a survival instinct. They drop the need for movement for preservation and grow limbs when they need to move..... the rat's been threw 2 periods of neglect but with growth in between to make the extra limbs.
I realise I'm responsible and I take it back to the rodent house hoping to save it's latest shrivelling limbs.
@guy.... lol I'm in deep :wink: I'm sure you'll appreciate this symbolism.
I feel bad as I know Rat is an animal I work with :stuck_out_tongue:
I was pregnant with a 3rd child.. big hospital - I'm there to birth.
I realise the child has no movement. Other people are birthing and I'd forgotten I was pregnant they check me and the baby is dead.
I wake and then go back into the dream and everything is fractal and fragmenting it looks like an Ersher Image
http://www.mcescher.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/10/E34B-MC-Escher-No-34B-BirdFish-1941.jpg (43kB)
But I'm in it and it's 4D I've follwed a golden retriever puppy into the sea and I'm watching the waves fractalise and sea is fish and the sky birds... they are collapsing and rolling in.
Next dream was odd too...
I'm with a female vet. I have 2 tanks of rodents I'm caring for. In one there are tiny rabbits the size of a finger nail. Weaving in and out in a pattern. There is a fat rodent too..... they are making patterns round it.
Then I find a rat it's living with the other rodents but it has 8 legs... and it's legs are like hummm
un-ravelled plaits - 3 dried out partially limbs the feet have dropped of all 4 corners.
One set of limbs are long gone but the others are still salvageable.
I take the rat to the vet and she tells me it's neglect... a survival instinct. They drop the need for movement for preservation and grow limbs when they need to move..... the rat's been threw 2 periods of neglect but with growth in between to make the extra limbs.
I realise I'm responsible and I take it back to the rodent house hoping to save it's latest shrivelling limbs.
@guy.... lol I'm in deep :wink: I'm sure you'll appreciate this symbolism.
I feel bad as I know Rat is an animal I work with :stuck_out_tongue:
Saturday, 28 October 2017
Shower on a bus, and a wired wedding meal.
First dream...
I'm in a school class with all females. We have a wired lol it's like a beauty therapy class or something. I was aware there was a clique of females in the class - or project was to team up and wash each others hair?
Anyhooo they all paired up really fast and I was left alone but still had to wash my hair... next bit was totally bizarre, the shower was on a bus!
In a wired pull out thing and the curtains round it were like heavy old fashioned drawing-room curtains ?? Someone had used the shower before me and left it full of mushrooms? I couldn't work out how to get into it, I had to kind of pull myself up onto a platform but it was wobbly as the buss kept going round corners... the curtains were soaking wet and slopping water all over.
Someone had left behind some shower gel so I used that to wash my hair.... then I realised I had no clothing only a wet towel that had fallen on the floor and got all mushroomy!
??
As if that was wired enough they next dream was that my Dad was getting married to a random woman. I was at the wedding meal... a black whirlwind came along and sucked me up (It was fun, going round and round) as I plopped down the food was ready.
I was sitting inbetween my Dad and his bride and the meal was served. It was the open chest of a human :stuck_out_tongue: Cooked, Heart and lungs.... and in stead of intestines were sprouts cooked still on there stem O.o
The garnish was a cooked human hand ...... the brides describing the meal to me telling me how it's her fave.
I'm thinking what a wired thing to serve up at your wedding and wishing I'd gone for the veggi option :stuck_out_tongue: Vegg option was bread dipped in pureed zucini and then fryed in batter :stuck_out_tongue:
Then I was confused as to why I was sitting inbetween my Dad and his new wife :stuck_out_tongue: I told them I felt like a bit of a gooseberry so would move further round the table. (I left my human chest meal there .... and the bride ate it too ) Then I got sucked black into the inky whirlly wind again. (edited)
I'm in a school class with all females. We have a wired lol it's like a beauty therapy class or something. I was aware there was a clique of females in the class - or project was to team up and wash each others hair?
Anyhooo they all paired up really fast and I was left alone but still had to wash my hair... next bit was totally bizarre, the shower was on a bus!
In a wired pull out thing and the curtains round it were like heavy old fashioned drawing-room curtains ?? Someone had used the shower before me and left it full of mushrooms? I couldn't work out how to get into it, I had to kind of pull myself up onto a platform but it was wobbly as the buss kept going round corners... the curtains were soaking wet and slopping water all over.
Someone had left behind some shower gel so I used that to wash my hair.... then I realised I had no clothing only a wet towel that had fallen on the floor and got all mushroomy!
??
As if that was wired enough they next dream was that my Dad was getting married to a random woman. I was at the wedding meal... a black whirlwind came along and sucked me up (It was fun, going round and round) as I plopped down the food was ready.
I was sitting inbetween my Dad and his bride and the meal was served. It was the open chest of a human :stuck_out_tongue: Cooked, Heart and lungs.... and in stead of intestines were sprouts cooked still on there stem O.o
The garnish was a cooked human hand ...... the brides describing the meal to me telling me how it's her fave.
I'm thinking what a wired thing to serve up at your wedding and wishing I'd gone for the veggi option :stuck_out_tongue: Vegg option was bread dipped in pureed zucini and then fryed in batter :stuck_out_tongue:
Then I was confused as to why I was sitting inbetween my Dad and his new wife :stuck_out_tongue: I told them I felt like a bit of a gooseberry so would move further round the table. (I left my human chest meal there .... and the bride ate it too ) Then I got sucked black into the inky whirlly wind again. (edited)
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