Meeting my dead Cat

Big long complex dream...  there was a wired futuristic wired fortress.  It has rail tracks in they are overhead on bridges.  Lots of display boards too.  There is a weird male leader/mayor type of thing.
He's gone of the rails paranoid about infiltration and attack of him or his family. 
There are 'chasers'  they work in teams of 2 and hunt and chase down and kill anyone not ment to be there.
So the leader guy is having them train against each other going so far as to kill his own chasers.
There is also a giant in the dream he's massive as big as a 4 story building.    I think I was friends with him, I remember climbing up him but otherwise the dreams kinda hazyy.

Next dream I'm with Dom only it's not him..  He's young and different, he's joining the army his uniform looks like WW1.  
We are playing a game, he's throwing small tablets up into the air and I'm seeing how many I can catch before they fall.   The fall in slow motion.  We play for a while, I pocket the dirty tables and we say goodbye.

The place we are in is another 'school/learning place'  I have a bedroom there, there are only 2 rooms in a small building.  The other was for an old friend Emma, but she wasn't in.  
Between our 2 rooms there is an old fashioned coal fire place with polished shiny grate and a coal scuttle & poker.   The fire is lit and warm so we leave our room doors open for the heat.

The rooms are tiny, brown with old fashioned wooden dressing tables, small bed and small wardrobe.   Faded brown blanket and brown curtains...  they were surprisingly cosy with a warm orangey light shining in the room.
Phoenix my cat who died a couple of years ago is curled up asleep on the bed.  I pick him up to hug him  (he was a supper huggy cat)  He's soft, warm and floppy in my arms :smile: Just like he always was. 
I realise I've not fed him for a long time so I go out into the school which also has shops/warehouses.   I go to the Vet supply place, while there a woman asks me to help her with stuff for her bunny.  I find her rabbit food and a wicker ball/nest thing.. I also write the name of a plant for her on a bit of paper.  It's a plant that the bunny will like, she can get it next door at a plant nusery.     I collect some cat food and a litter tray but my kids wake me before I get back to see Phoenix.

Jungle Temple

I kept waking myself up coughing last night.. was driving me insane, I'd fall asleep cough and be awake so at 1.30 I got up and had some Valium to knock me out.  I was surprised I still had dreams but I did. 

first one I'm in a sandy jungle?  lol  well it was meby an oasis?  It was sandy like a desert but there was also lush green bits. 
I'm visiting an old temple/city it's ancient and crumbling, made from green bricks and the architecture is incredible.    The paths and stares between the abandoned buildings are narrow and winding.
It's filled with hippies/travellers it's a kinda hippy pilgrimage or something.   People have parties there and meditate but the ruins are becoming unstable and it's going to be abandons/left.    There are rugs and fires on the sand and open squares we were sleep and  dance.

So we have all travelled there for one last look/meet.
As we walk round bits of old green statues are crumbling and falling.  It's strange bricks not like anything I've seen....   green sand stone, but the sand has a glass like sparkly quality.   It's aged and dull though, and covered in moss and ferns.

I'm sad about it being left to fall apart when I meet 'Rose'  she's a shop assistant were I live now (she's a special person in disguise :P )   in the dream she tells me not to be sad, it's being sealed to protect it and not abandoned. 

I meet a guy with 3 big brindle dogs,  one of his dogs has got all wrapped up in that plastic 'danger' tape like the use to seal of areas.  It's wrapped round it's tongue and teeth.  I stop to help them I'm rubbing the dogs warm fuzzy chest as I gently untangle the tape from his mouth and paws. 

Next dream I'm in a large school or hospital I recognise this place from other dreams.  The stairwells at each end of the building leading up to dorms are being refurbished.. and the hall ways are jammed with crowds of people.

I'm making my way threw the middle of people flowing in both directions, I think I was going to a history room to look something up.   A guy passes me, and then another guy passes me again with exactly the same face but different clothes.  Only me and the second guy notice, I laugh and he grins at me and mouths 'WTF?'  we wave bye as we head in opposite directions again.

(Above was Monday)


Last night..

My very elderly Aunt and Uncle are there.. they have just had a new baby.

Last nights dream I'm in a huge residential school type of thing again.  I'm trying to find a mug to make tea, but they are all dirty or some of them have missing handles or are teapots.   I find a small blue/green hand thrown cup and take it to a counter that has boiling water but accidentally knock something off the counter......  this rolls down a huge slope.  I leave the mug and go down the slope.

At the bottom is a drop and I'm going to jump down but people are laying out birthday cakes, and cupcakes and treats were I need to land.   I'm calling them to let me down first but more and more cakes are arriving quickly. 
I spot a small patch and jump singeing a pink and white checked shirt I find I'm wearing on birthday candles.   I manage to get out of the ever increasing cake pile. 
It's a girls birthday and all the guests have brought cakes and pastry's (they look nice :P)  The ask me if I would like one to take with me.  I remember I saw a little plate of cinder toffee and    ask if I can have a piece of that.    (odd as I don't like it) 
I wish the girl happy birthday and push out threw the crowds.

(Odd as I had a dream a few nights ago that also had tables filled with little party cakes also for a birthday) (edited)

More dreams of 8

Sat
One thing that stood out from last nights dreams was a woman with the most mazing octopus tattoo that covered most of her body :heart:   She was nekid, and it was kind of wrapped and chained round her, 2 tentacles meeting at her sacrum, others wrapped round her thigh's, and over her shoulder and arms and things. 
At first she was nakid save for a coral mesh see threw wrap but I took that of her so I cold look more closely at her tattoo :smile:  It was bloody amazing!





----- Today November 19th, 2017 -----
Sunday
First dream I was in a wired robot/car suit :stuck_out_tongue:  It had a wired metal window. 

Then A dream about a massive reunion/party for someone.  It was s surprise so we were hiding people, there were loads or party food on a table.  Someone was missing and I went to find them, I follow them onto bleak upland sheep pasture.  There is a farmer there in a hut, he's going to stay all winter and we are taking supplies.. I have a hawk with me or I release it into the air.

Last dream is of a uni/school.  I'm studying there we get a notice about a grant type of thing (rebate on fees paid or something) 
There are 2 desks to visit, one for girls and one for boys.  In the dream I'm skint and i think it might be worth a go.  A friend got £100 or so back.

I go and they start looking at my notes, I fill something in.  I ask the woman if I'm owed anything and she starts to write a huge number with lots of 8's I think it was like 88,888 or something.   I'm amazed and a tear falls from my eye. 
I ask her how she tells me she knows of all the other schools I've been to and that I have credit. 

Soo I keep dreaming of 8 :smile:   last nights, and the octopus... and the size 8 shoe of the farther in the dream too.

Being Water.

Ka Isch ka is? Hay arka ik un ka, ke ka.

Eil!! I'll ka sha.    Hiss en ellia,   ha shis!

Ik lsh sha, an hissh an ill?

In Hasha  

An Ki!  Ann Ki, whisst, anki

'Ikh'

Eyes open slowly deliberately before the glare is fixed
Ikha!  Nak!

A single tear roll's from the blazing eyes. 

'Ih Kah, Nak!!'


**


I was in a lake being called down and down deeper and deeper.

I came to a flowing water serpent, like it was under water, and made of water but with form  (A little like the water train from my dream) 

It curled round and held me wrapped in it's coils. 

It was telepathic and said to me mind to mind. 

'You are small fire child, you are safe...  'Go, Flow now!'  Trust you will know how to return. 

The serpent kinda shimmers and my conciseness left my body into the water....   spreading threw water, feeling the earth and rock supporting below and the sun heating our surface, last part I fully remeber is flowing out of the lake like a waterfall.... oh yeh, the air, bubbles!   Waves... I was playing with the air as we fell threw the rocks

Lovely Vally and MishMash

So many disjointed dreams and imagery.

Firstly a glass house with many rooms there are beds in it.  Ian's Mum who's v ill is in one of them.  She wants me to give her a liquid soap drink to make her sick. 

Next is a dream were I'm a wired superhero, I put dry autumn leaves inside my abdomen to make me change.. this dreams mainly flying and teleporting.

Then I'm in a class studying psychology, I realise I've forgotten to make any notes so am looking at someone else.

Next is my main dreamscape a bit of it I've not been to in a while, children's play equipment has been placed on a square courtyard... at first it's a bower made of sticks, then it's more organised.   Lots of children are playing outside.  

Dream jumps and I just an observer of a family there is a man wife and 2 daughters.   There are islands and a sunset, igloos that are part of a game and sparkle.  The game is to do with drones playing automated shadowside of people.   Another area has pink/bule/purple electric portals.  The father gets arrested after driving one of his daughters cars the police have found MDMA in it, but it's a pink and green crystal pyramid the father doesn't know what it is. 
the police do an anal exam on him, and comment that his shoes are size 8 orthopaedic.   Then the father turns into a cat and leaves threw an open door.   
He finds himself in a circus type glass room with a dog who's trying to learn the trappesse... The cat can do this so demonstrates. O.o

Last is an amazing valley road in-between shear cliffs, there are huge waterfalls falling down and all the rock faces are wet and lush with ferns and moss...  buildings have been carved into the rocks and there is a estuary river too the water in the river is saline.

Tracks and Ice

First dream.. 
Main dreamscape but it's transformed again.    The buildings to the west of the main house are a street of very old fashioned shops, with small colourful painted shop fronts, they are pretty and new, lit up in the cold dark. 
It's night and cold/frosty snowing.   There is a 'flurry'  it's like a spirit/breeze with awareness.     Like the 'Ghosts' I have in my dreams it has no from (I guess it's something to integrate but it seems elemental)  It's moving the snow and ice which is sparkling.





I'm with male me, we have a bed in one of the houses.  We go out into the snow and the flurry is pushing us along,  it bumps us to the door of the shop we are going to we shout 'Thank you flurry'  But then it blows lots of ice and snow into the shop and all over and at that point I shout 'asshole flurry' and shut the door O.o    

Next dream, there is a hollow hill with a pool below it, the pool is frozen and there are a group of dwarfs trapped under it.. I'm with a group of people and we are breaking threw the ice to free the dwarfs we are all muddy and wet its funny.   We move to the side of a very fast flowing river, I sit on the bank and tail my feet into the flow washing of the mud it's warm  (Zak wakes me)

Next dream is a strange hilly village, there is an odd mincart track threw the grass used to move people and dogs around..  (Oh O.o  I've been in this dream before but I was above it manipulating it)  anyhoo this time I'm getting on and off the minetrack it's got strange open carts we can sit on. 

Last dream is a massive house it's a bit like 2 terraced Victorian houses converted into one, it's old fashioned inside.  A toy train is running on a small track around the inside of the house going over bridges were stair wells are, I can sit on the toy train or pick it up and move it.

 

Opening a Care Home, Meeting a Tribe.

Another 2 long dreams, I think they possibly followed on but I woke with Zak getting into our bed in the middle.

In the first dream I'm opening an elderly peoples care home - the building has been possibly student accommodation (some kind of communal living any how) and I'm altering it and making it accessible for less able people.   I'm changing the lower floors so it has bifold doors opening onto the gardens and grounds of what seemed like a campus (so not sure why I was locating a care home there)  It seemed a good thing to do.   

I was also a death councillor or more of a spiritual guide/witch/seer   lol I dun what but I could walk between worlds.   I was opening ceremony inviting in the corners/ elements and helping in the communing with past / future and ancestors and people not yet born.   
I'd help the people at the end of there lives.  

Next I meet members from an indigenous tribe they are similar to native Americans but shorter and stockier I think.  Dark long straight hair, dark eyes and a quiet strength about them.   The are migrating for the seasons changing and they want me to accompany them and do ceremony with them.   I'm unsure why they want me to go, but they are interested in my ability's with ancestors or time or something (In the dream I was not confident in my ability's)
They were nice though so I agreed to go, the group were all male, there was an elder grandfather then 2 brothers very close in age. 
The 2 males were competitive one was the acting leader and the other believed it should have been his name that was put into the fire as leader.   There was a tension between them.  

We travel threw valleys...  they have old trucks/vans and wear modern clothing but there ways are old and we have ceremony regularly they ask me to open it, i'm still lacking confidence so open it slightly differently but all are content with how it works so I stay with them.
One of the Males wanted to take me as a lover I think...    though the dream wasn't romantic in any way.. but I have a vague recollection of us going to Dom (my x who was my partner in the dream and us telling him I was with the tribe now)
At one point the group gets separated when part of us goes into a town for supplies, I stay on a mountain/vally track with the others.   They are worried about them and ask me to 'see'  
I'm still not confident, but describe were the others are and what they are driving / how much longer they will be.      (It's right and they are united again)



Second dream I live inside a mountain...  or possibly old volcano.   It's grey the rock is cracked it has a window balcony at one side with a view of sea and sunrise... inside it's dark and a rounded the walls have been whitewashed or something.    I'm in there with a friends
I'm sitting on the sofa with 2 other women, we are all getting married but also each others bridesmaids...   someone's thrown pick and mix sweets all over the floor and the room is carpeted in pink and white foam sweets, jelly strawberry's ect it looks cute :smile:

I move threw to another room with a male friend and we hear a 'knocking'  on the wall.   We are confused as we are in a mountain - so we get up on the sofa and 'knock' back.   The knocking replys.   So we head out of the entrance cave and onto the mountain side to walk round to the knocking..    We find some friends who also live with us but had forgotten were the entrance was, we are excited too as we realise the mountainside is thin there so we can add another window to see the sky and clouds. 

As we head back round there are more and more people on the mountain side some have dogs too.   There is also a huge strange ancient tree, it's a tall conifer but the limbs of it's branches have grown up in spirals.