Growing a Baby in my Hands.

Another dream of a very small baby.  This time it was my elderly aunty and uncles (In there 70's)  This is similar to a dream a few weeks back were my elderly aunt and uncle with dementia had a baby!

Anyhoo  it starts of in there back room up north the fire was gone and were the fire should be was a bench, on the bench was me and then in walked a bunch of friends who I know now and there kids!   All of there kids (lol we all seem to have made lots of kids :wink: )
My kids are not there. 

I'm totally confused why they are all up north but it's great to see them.
It tuns out they have all come to see the new baby.    One of the Niki's is a pead intensive care nurse and she's come as they are worried about the baby.  
I go out into the kitchen were my elderly aunt and uncle are and Niki is with them she's holding a tiny fetus/baby   It's hardly formed, skin is transparent and it's red with it's blood. 

Niki is saying oh poor thing, poor thing..   They are worried it's not talking??   I'm more concerned that it has puss coming from it's eyes. 

I take the baby from her and my hands are hot, and the baby relaxes.  As I hold it it grows, untill it's like a term newborn then it keeps growing until it's holding it's head up and then strong enough to hold onto me.    I walk out of there back door with the baby who has it's arms wrapped round me, I point at a dog and say dog, and baby repeats it... we walk to the gate and then see 2 beautiful huge horses, I say horse and he repeats it.  
At this point my other friends are leaving.   They get into what look like mine craft carts one family in each, and chug out of the garden.    I wave and ask if they are going down the A1 in them.
Baby waves too and we go in.   As we enter the baby is strong and talking now but he sill has puss coming from 2 small cuts above each eye.   I go to get some cotton wool to wipe and squeeze the abscess but aunty and uncle who are in the room say, no we just let it flow.  

I'm confused and say at least let me clean his face, as it's running down his cheeks it's allover me too.   As I'm sitting on the work top with the baby cleaning his face another nurse appears totaly unfamiliar.   She, wipes my knee, there is a gash there that's bleeding (In the dream I was surprised as I'd not hurt myself.    She's wipeing out the puss from the baby to dress my knee and I say to her, you might want to put some savalon cream on that, she smiles and says I already did.

I woke up here...   O.o      So wired!

I'd had another dream about Fay in a school refusing to wear a uniform and a strange teacher.

Owls and Dolphins

Fridays dream.
Such an odd dream.  It was almost like my brain was defragging all the stuff I'd done that day but with a wired twist.

Me and Ian were in bed, but the bed we were in was my parents bed where I grew up.

I was on my Mums side.   (I've had very wired dreams here b4)  I was sleeping and dreaming in this bed, and writing in my dream diary between dreams ... only I wasn't cause it was all dream!
SO We both woke and looked out of the window...  The view out of the window was similar to the view out of current bedroom window.   But it had an extra house next to it hung with pink silk, me and Ian had both woke and looked out of the window   and then watched the same thing happen twice. 
I asked him, did you just get Dajavu  he did, so I wrote that as a note in dream diary and went back to sleep..  Then I could feel my self slipping, in and out of stuff..  and I felt like I knew I was consciously jumping.  I woke again to write this in the dream diary in the dream :stuck_out_tongue: 
Next time I woke I looked out of the window again, this time the veiw had changed into a picnic area in the dark... there were kids playing and people eating, and market stalls all in the dark.   I realised at this point I was lucid and started shouting 'pig' and another big in a box would pop up....  so I spent a while going 'pig' 'pig' 'pig'  making more pigs in box's 
So being lucid I turned back into the room, it's a very close approximation of how the room was decorated when I was a small kid.  
I'm very lucid and the dream is fading, then I remember reading something yesterday that saying if your lucid and the dream is fading spin round and round.  
So out of curiosity I spin round and round and the dream starts to carry on.   At this point someone is bringing children (my children + more into the bedroom)    As I'm lucid I'm not really sure how to proceed so I take them threw to the bathroom (also exactly how it was years and years ago)      At this point I woke up cause I wasn't sure what to do :stuck_out_tongue:

It kinda reminded me why I'm not so keen on lucidity in dreams :stuck_out_tongue:   It's a bit to 'normal'


Last nights dreams. 

I think what I should have done is go further into the dream inside the dreams as that's were the fun stuff seems to happen for me :D

Loads of dreams again.. first one was cool and I woke from it at exactly 5.55

Long dream of a humm  place, it reminded me of a garden centre crossed with a hospital/wildlife sanctuary. 
First part I remember is helping someone like a dr,  They were hand writing prescriptions but we had no pre-printed prescription pads and I'd offered to go fetch an ink stamper...    then it got wired.
There is a pool with 4 dolphins in  they can come out of the water and stand on there flippers.
There are also young children around, the dolphins come from the pool and I reach out my hand they rub there faces on mine and touch me with there tongues they are lovely.

They've gone back into the pool and I walk closer to see them swimming, I notice something in the pool at the bottom, at first it's the clothing of  one of the children who was with us  (a small crawling baby)    then I see the babys hand, and realise she'd crawled into the pool to see the dolphins  (her older sister of 6 was ment to be watching her, but hasn't noticed)  

I dive into pool and grab her and hug her to the surface, she coughs a bit of water up but she's fine and happy to be held and rescued.   I walk to the shallow ramp were the dolphins come out and call to her sister to get her parents, but she comes back and tells me they are embarrassed.  I'm confused and get her to take me to them.

They are hiding round a corner and are both physically disabled   in different types of motorised chair, I try to give the Mama her baby but she asks me to follow as she needs her hands to operate her chair.  She takes me to their room were she has other children too.    I'm still holding her baby daughter.     Once in the room, she had a support at a counter and takes her baby to change it into dry clothes.  We talk an I explained what happened, they are great full and I hug and  go back to the dolphin pool. 

When I get there, it's busy lots of people in swimsuits waiting to go and swim/be with the dolphins many of them are disabled children (physical and mental)   I watch as they are helped into the pools for the dolphins to touch and lick...  I was also waiting to go back in and was already wet I sat on the edge and watched waiting till last.  Oh, I also meet a malasyian father who has a young boy with him, they ask if we have Obi-Wan Kenobi here, one of the other 'staff' says yes we do and goes to get him. 

(I woke here)    at 555
Next dream in in a vet inpatient ward with stainless steal cages.    In one are 3 voles,  they are oddly scared,  something falls and I notice someones put 2 green and black budgies in with them.    I'm puzzled at why this would scare them, but then I look up again and there is a small owl.   The owl swoops to catch one of the voles but crashes into a plastic hamster wheel and budgie perch missing the vole so I quickly take it out.  

I'm holding the owl wondering who thought it was a good idea to cage it with voles.   I can see a small suture at the back of it's neck were an injury has been fixed, but the bird is fit and a good weight and clearly ready to hunt.  The stitches look like disolvable so I take it to the door and set it free,

At the end of the shift the staff want to go out.  We go to a huge multistory (It goes down into the basements layers too it's a pub/bar/restaurant/casino thing.  It's packed with people in 80's type of glam ware..  I'm still in greens and push my way threw the crowds and up and up story after story as I'm heading to a roof garden I know is there.   At the second to top floor I pass the kitchens and wave hello to the staff there and go to meet the gardener on his terrace garden, it's got lots of veg patches (Used in the kitchen below)  and some tables too, it's evening and some tables are occupied lit by candles. 
The gardener knows and greets me he's elderly with white hair and rough hands I tell him I've come to help with the weeding.   He hands me a trowel and takes me to a lettuce bed where I kneel to take out weeds.    I spend time weeding the bed ready to plant fresh seeds...     I notice the waiting staff are really busy and so I help them clear some of the empty tables, taking plates to an elevator that goes to the kitchens. 
At this point some of Ian's family arrive (His dieing Mum and his Dad (Possibly his sister too)

I pull out chairs for them, wipe the table and bring fresh candles for the table...   I'm not sure they recognised me, if they did they wern't surprised to see me in a nurses uniform covered in soil with a trowel in my pocket clearing there table :wink:



In the last dream I have a ship and a treasure map!  I'm the captain it's an old fashioned sailing ship with masts and rigging.  I need some crew to help me,  I pick my crew by arm wrestling them :stuck_out_tongue:
I think we were 2 females and 2 males.

Meeting my dead Cat

Big long complex dream...  there was a wired futuristic wired fortress.  It has rail tracks in they are overhead on bridges.  Lots of display boards too.  There is a weird male leader/mayor type of thing.
He's gone of the rails paranoid about infiltration and attack of him or his family. 
There are 'chasers'  they work in teams of 2 and hunt and chase down and kill anyone not ment to be there.
So the leader guy is having them train against each other going so far as to kill his own chasers.
There is also a giant in the dream he's massive as big as a 4 story building.    I think I was friends with him, I remember climbing up him but otherwise the dreams kinda hazyy.

Next dream I'm with Dom only it's not him..  He's young and different, he's joining the army his uniform looks like WW1.  
We are playing a game, he's throwing small tablets up into the air and I'm seeing how many I can catch before they fall.   The fall in slow motion.  We play for a while, I pocket the dirty tables and we say goodbye.

The place we are in is another 'school/learning place'  I have a bedroom there, there are only 2 rooms in a small building.  The other was for an old friend Emma, but she wasn't in.  
Between our 2 rooms there is an old fashioned coal fire place with polished shiny grate and a coal scuttle & poker.   The fire is lit and warm so we leave our room doors open for the heat.

The rooms are tiny, brown with old fashioned wooden dressing tables, small bed and small wardrobe.   Faded brown blanket and brown curtains...  they were surprisingly cosy with a warm orangey light shining in the room.
Phoenix my cat who died a couple of years ago is curled up asleep on the bed.  I pick him up to hug him  (he was a supper huggy cat)  He's soft, warm and floppy in my arms :smile: Just like he always was. 
I realise I've not fed him for a long time so I go out into the school which also has shops/warehouses.   I go to the Vet supply place, while there a woman asks me to help her with stuff for her bunny.  I find her rabbit food and a wicker ball/nest thing.. I also write the name of a plant for her on a bit of paper.  It's a plant that the bunny will like, she can get it next door at a plant nusery.     I collect some cat food and a litter tray but my kids wake me before I get back to see Phoenix.

Jungle Temple

I kept waking myself up coughing last night.. was driving me insane, I'd fall asleep cough and be awake so at 1.30 I got up and had some Valium to knock me out.  I was surprised I still had dreams but I did. 

first one I'm in a sandy jungle?  lol  well it was meby an oasis?  It was sandy like a desert but there was also lush green bits. 
I'm visiting an old temple/city it's ancient and crumbling, made from green bricks and the architecture is incredible.    The paths and stares between the abandoned buildings are narrow and winding.
It's filled with hippies/travellers it's a kinda hippy pilgrimage or something.   People have parties there and meditate but the ruins are becoming unstable and it's going to be abandons/left.    There are rugs and fires on the sand and open squares we were sleep and  dance.

So we have all travelled there for one last look/meet.
As we walk round bits of old green statues are crumbling and falling.  It's strange bricks not like anything I've seen....   green sand stone, but the sand has a glass like sparkly quality.   It's aged and dull though, and covered in moss and ferns.

I'm sad about it being left to fall apart when I meet 'Rose'  she's a shop assistant were I live now (she's a special person in disguise :P )   in the dream she tells me not to be sad, it's being sealed to protect it and not abandoned. 

I meet a guy with 3 big brindle dogs,  one of his dogs has got all wrapped up in that plastic 'danger' tape like the use to seal of areas.  It's wrapped round it's tongue and teeth.  I stop to help them I'm rubbing the dogs warm fuzzy chest as I gently untangle the tape from his mouth and paws. 

Next dream I'm in a large school or hospital I recognise this place from other dreams.  The stairwells at each end of the building leading up to dorms are being refurbished.. and the hall ways are jammed with crowds of people.

I'm making my way threw the middle of people flowing in both directions, I think I was going to a history room to look something up.   A guy passes me, and then another guy passes me again with exactly the same face but different clothes.  Only me and the second guy notice, I laugh and he grins at me and mouths 'WTF?'  we wave bye as we head in opposite directions again.

(Above was Monday)


Last night..

My very elderly Aunt and Uncle are there.. they have just had a new baby.

Last nights dream I'm in a huge residential school type of thing again.  I'm trying to find a mug to make tea, but they are all dirty or some of them have missing handles or are teapots.   I find a small blue/green hand thrown cup and take it to a counter that has boiling water but accidentally knock something off the counter......  this rolls down a huge slope.  I leave the mug and go down the slope.

At the bottom is a drop and I'm going to jump down but people are laying out birthday cakes, and cupcakes and treats were I need to land.   I'm calling them to let me down first but more and more cakes are arriving quickly. 
I spot a small patch and jump singeing a pink and white checked shirt I find I'm wearing on birthday candles.   I manage to get out of the ever increasing cake pile. 
It's a girls birthday and all the guests have brought cakes and pastry's (they look nice :P)  The ask me if I would like one to take with me.  I remember I saw a little plate of cinder toffee and    ask if I can have a piece of that.    (odd as I don't like it) 
I wish the girl happy birthday and push out threw the crowds.

(Odd as I had a dream a few nights ago that also had tables filled with little party cakes also for a birthday) (edited)

More dreams of 8

Sat
One thing that stood out from last nights dreams was a woman with the most mazing octopus tattoo that covered most of her body :heart:   She was nekid, and it was kind of wrapped and chained round her, 2 tentacles meeting at her sacrum, others wrapped round her thigh's, and over her shoulder and arms and things. 
At first she was nakid save for a coral mesh see threw wrap but I took that of her so I cold look more closely at her tattoo :smile:  It was bloody amazing!





----- Today November 19th, 2017 -----
Sunday
First dream I was in a wired robot/car suit :stuck_out_tongue:  It had a wired metal window. 

Then A dream about a massive reunion/party for someone.  It was s surprise so we were hiding people, there were loads or party food on a table.  Someone was missing and I went to find them, I follow them onto bleak upland sheep pasture.  There is a farmer there in a hut, he's going to stay all winter and we are taking supplies.. I have a hawk with me or I release it into the air.

Last dream is of a uni/school.  I'm studying there we get a notice about a grant type of thing (rebate on fees paid or something) 
There are 2 desks to visit, one for girls and one for boys.  In the dream I'm skint and i think it might be worth a go.  A friend got £100 or so back.

I go and they start looking at my notes, I fill something in.  I ask the woman if I'm owed anything and she starts to write a huge number with lots of 8's I think it was like 88,888 or something.   I'm amazed and a tear falls from my eye. 
I ask her how she tells me she knows of all the other schools I've been to and that I have credit. 

Soo I keep dreaming of 8 :smile:   last nights, and the octopus... and the size 8 shoe of the farther in the dream too.

Being Water.

Ka Isch ka is? Hay arka ik un ka, ke ka.

Eil!! I'll ka sha.    Hiss en ellia,   ha shis!

Ik lsh sha, an hissh an ill?

In Hasha  

An Ki!  Ann Ki, whisst, anki

'Ikh'

Eyes open slowly deliberately before the glare is fixed
Ikha!  Nak!

A single tear roll's from the blazing eyes. 

'Ih Kah, Nak!!'


**


I was in a lake being called down and down deeper and deeper.

I came to a flowing water serpent, like it was under water, and made of water but with form  (A little like the water train from my dream) 

It curled round and held me wrapped in it's coils. 

It was telepathic and said to me mind to mind. 

'You are small fire child, you are safe...  'Go, Flow now!'  Trust you will know how to return. 

The serpent kinda shimmers and my conciseness left my body into the water....   spreading threw water, feeling the earth and rock supporting below and the sun heating our surface, last part I fully remeber is flowing out of the lake like a waterfall.... oh yeh, the air, bubbles!   Waves... I was playing with the air as we fell threw the rocks

Lovely Vally and MishMash

So many disjointed dreams and imagery.

Firstly a glass house with many rooms there are beds in it.  Ian's Mum who's v ill is in one of them.  She wants me to give her a liquid soap drink to make her sick. 

Next is a dream were I'm a wired superhero, I put dry autumn leaves inside my abdomen to make me change.. this dreams mainly flying and teleporting.

Then I'm in a class studying psychology, I realise I've forgotten to make any notes so am looking at someone else.

Next is my main dreamscape a bit of it I've not been to in a while, children's play equipment has been placed on a square courtyard... at first it's a bower made of sticks, then it's more organised.   Lots of children are playing outside.  

Dream jumps and I just an observer of a family there is a man wife and 2 daughters.   There are islands and a sunset, igloos that are part of a game and sparkle.  The game is to do with drones playing automated shadowside of people.   Another area has pink/bule/purple electric portals.  The father gets arrested after driving one of his daughters cars the police have found MDMA in it, but it's a pink and green crystal pyramid the father doesn't know what it is. 
the police do an anal exam on him, and comment that his shoes are size 8 orthopaedic.   Then the father turns into a cat and leaves threw an open door.   
He finds himself in a circus type glass room with a dog who's trying to learn the trappesse... The cat can do this so demonstrates. O.o

Last is an amazing valley road in-between shear cliffs, there are huge waterfalls falling down and all the rock faces are wet and lush with ferns and moss...  buildings have been carved into the rocks and there is a estuary river too the water in the river is saline.