ren [9:00 PM]
I had dream of a health centre/school. It was Christmas and a girl had killed herself, the parent had come into the waiting room. I was chatting with her.
It was Christmas too so delivers would be wired, we were waiting for food to arrive.. it was being delivered to our healthcare/school not home) I knew lots of people there, someone was moving something for me.
When I left there our new home was a wired building, social housing (cheep in the uk) but big and spacious, I needed to change things from the last residents,
The back opened out on to huge snow filled fields, (It wasn't really like social housing) we had out buildings, and stuff.
Inside it needed clearing from the old residents.
At the front the people from the school,arrived.. out the front door was snow too but with golden sunlight on it :slightly_smiling_face: It glowed golden white.
In the middle of the dream there was also a path, up and twisty, no snow. People could take 'things' It was a bit like a shared garden. I had a tiny hand made Coble (The wee fishing boat from were I grew up) and a child's cloth hanky Embroidered with nusery rhymes like I had when I was little. I was passing them on, putting them in a shared garden tub on the big snowy mountain so someone else could take them for there garden.
Saturday, 30 December 2017
Thursday, 14 December 2017
Dec 2017
ren [10:01 PM]
Main dream from Sat. Again it's my main dreamscape, there is a house that's a guest house, I'm outside looking in. (My first dream was a wired fun adventure game with Keifer Sutherland working in a hot dog van) ??
Anyhoo the gueshouse swapped from being one run by a friend of my parents to being the hotel across the street were a friend of mine lived.
I'm still outside looking in to Mels old bedroom (She killed herself at 21) I'm looking at the changes, then Mark arrived (a friend who seems to play magician archetype in my dreams)
He's taken over the hotel and asks if I'd like to look round see the changes he's made. I go in threw the window. The places is all painted white, very zen and unclutterd with large windows.. as we walk threw we are no longer in my main dreamscape and the room at the front now opens into countryside. There are large open doors onto a pattio now and then it's open to feilds, in the feild there is an odd heap of ancient monuments piles of standing stones all heaped on top of each other, I can see part of a massive old Celtic cross stone in the pile too.
He's taking me past a small animal petting zoo, part of the hotel he asks me to check the animals and but I'm detracted by a flock of large parrots all different colours I follow them to a waterfall and they are joined by pink flamingos too.
ren [10:10 PM]
I was having a long dream this morning. The setting was a long sandy beach and a sea with a small island of shore. (The setting seemed back to front or the sun was setting wrong as it seemed like main dreamsape but the sun was setting east. )
There is a new largish building on the beach, it's like a school hall. There are 100's of other people in the dream, many are camped out on the beach, but some are still in the hall... I'm being a go between.
I have friends on the shore and I'm out there meeting people, but Ian and Fay were still in the hall so I kept popping in to give them updates about what was going on.
There were storms coming in really quickly and the beach was ripping like a wave it had bunched all the people and tents into a small pile in the middle of the huge sandy beach. Then the sky would clear again and I'd chat with people again... it was funny to watch. No-one seemed to mind though it was a bit of a muddle.
I think Ian had decided he wouldn't pitch our tent till the storms had passed but I preferred it outside not fussed about a tent.
As the sun was setting there was the most epic veiw!! The sky was pink purple and blue and the Milkyway was impossibly close and bright filling the sky and going down into the ocean then golden fireworks start coming from the small island... It's beautiful :heart:
I'm excited and in Awe but I want Ian and Fay to see the show too and the sky so I run back again to go try get them out of the building. When I get them to come out they have left via the wrong exit and we find we are in a harbour area were the veiw of the sky is obscured.
I'm frustrated and am trying to find my way back to the shore using the stars but they are struggling to keep up.
ren [10:16 PM]
**
This last dream I think is telling me alot. When I get in touch with my higher-self spirit things go bonkers for me, it's lovely and awesome but It gets faster and faster and I struggle to ground it or stay attached to the world around me. To many people I'd easily come across as a total mental case :wink:
I start to drift... (it dose wired things to my family too (It's like our versions of reality become incompatible for a bit, like cogs turning different speeds and they catch until one slows or speeds to meet the other. )
I almost need to shut it out, deaden myself to it.... then I realise I'm not complete without it and find myself flowing again in that direction.
This dream seems to be about that.
----- Today December 14th, 2017 -----
ren [10:38 PM]
I'm recalling my dreams but they are so non nonsensical that I can't string them...
There has been 'Pool maintenance' A massive conifer forest in snow.
Friends flashing in and out of WW2 Nurses. Being asleep in water, a grandfather clock and then a shcool were menstruation was being suppressed.
Last nights dreams were the same... Hazy... I know I'm dreaming deep, but the recall is wired.
One I did remember was a room full of women with 'Rainbow dresses' So They all had silk ball gowns in the colours of the rainbow. One was wearing purple/ultra violet I talked to that one and she sang to me about individuality.
Next I'm a 'tour guide' The setting is the old medieval town I went to school in. I'm taking people round the country side in Northumberland, first the town then, to wrecked castles in and out of the sea, to buildings I was acting as a historian guide to a group... taking them threw destroyed buildings
Main dream from Sat. Again it's my main dreamscape, there is a house that's a guest house, I'm outside looking in. (My first dream was a wired fun adventure game with Keifer Sutherland working in a hot dog van) ??
Anyhoo the gueshouse swapped from being one run by a friend of my parents to being the hotel across the street were a friend of mine lived.
I'm still outside looking in to Mels old bedroom (She killed herself at 21) I'm looking at the changes, then Mark arrived (a friend who seems to play magician archetype in my dreams)
He's taken over the hotel and asks if I'd like to look round see the changes he's made. I go in threw the window. The places is all painted white, very zen and unclutterd with large windows.. as we walk threw we are no longer in my main dreamscape and the room at the front now opens into countryside. There are large open doors onto a pattio now and then it's open to feilds, in the feild there is an odd heap of ancient monuments piles of standing stones all heaped on top of each other, I can see part of a massive old Celtic cross stone in the pile too.
He's taking me past a small animal petting zoo, part of the hotel he asks me to check the animals and but I'm detracted by a flock of large parrots all different colours I follow them to a waterfall and they are joined by pink flamingos too.
ren [10:10 PM]
I was having a long dream this morning. The setting was a long sandy beach and a sea with a small island of shore. (The setting seemed back to front or the sun was setting wrong as it seemed like main dreamsape but the sun was setting east. )
There is a new largish building on the beach, it's like a school hall. There are 100's of other people in the dream, many are camped out on the beach, but some are still in the hall... I'm being a go between.
I have friends on the shore and I'm out there meeting people, but Ian and Fay were still in the hall so I kept popping in to give them updates about what was going on.
There were storms coming in really quickly and the beach was ripping like a wave it had bunched all the people and tents into a small pile in the middle of the huge sandy beach. Then the sky would clear again and I'd chat with people again... it was funny to watch. No-one seemed to mind though it was a bit of a muddle.
I think Ian had decided he wouldn't pitch our tent till the storms had passed but I preferred it outside not fussed about a tent.
As the sun was setting there was the most epic veiw!! The sky was pink purple and blue and the Milkyway was impossibly close and bright filling the sky and going down into the ocean then golden fireworks start coming from the small island... It's beautiful :heart:
I'm excited and in Awe but I want Ian and Fay to see the show too and the sky so I run back again to go try get them out of the building. When I get them to come out they have left via the wrong exit and we find we are in a harbour area were the veiw of the sky is obscured.
I'm frustrated and am trying to find my way back to the shore using the stars but they are struggling to keep up.
ren [10:16 PM]
**
This last dream I think is telling me alot. When I get in touch with my higher-self spirit things go bonkers for me, it's lovely and awesome but It gets faster and faster and I struggle to ground it or stay attached to the world around me. To many people I'd easily come across as a total mental case :wink:
I start to drift... (it dose wired things to my family too (It's like our versions of reality become incompatible for a bit, like cogs turning different speeds and they catch until one slows or speeds to meet the other. )
I almost need to shut it out, deaden myself to it.... then I realise I'm not complete without it and find myself flowing again in that direction.
This dream seems to be about that.
----- Today December 14th, 2017 -----
ren [10:38 PM]
I'm recalling my dreams but they are so non nonsensical that I can't string them...
There has been 'Pool maintenance' A massive conifer forest in snow.
Friends flashing in and out of WW2 Nurses. Being asleep in water, a grandfather clock and then a shcool were menstruation was being suppressed.
Last nights dreams were the same... Hazy... I know I'm dreaming deep, but the recall is wired.
One I did remember was a room full of women with 'Rainbow dresses' So They all had silk ball gowns in the colours of the rainbow. One was wearing purple/ultra violet I talked to that one and she sang to me about individuality.
Next I'm a 'tour guide' The setting is the old medieval town I went to school in. I'm taking people round the country side in Northumberland, first the town then, to wrecked castles in and out of the sea, to buildings I was acting as a historian guide to a group... taking them threw destroyed buildings
Friday, 8 December 2017
Garden full of Bees and Clothing Shop.
Night before last (Thursday)
I had a dream about first being on a raft with a friend we had a paddle each.
Then a outside garden centre, there were bees' allover on the plants. I was being given some hummm
perhaps it was petrified or fossilised wood. Round and smooth like polished crystal but also slices of tree trunk... they were beautiful, cold and smooth and hard. There were for a garden.
I'm back at a house, it's my new house (an old stone cottage set in farm and woodland and I'm in the back garden. It's night and I'm gardening... again the bees are there even though it's night, there is a waterfall running down the south of the garden, it's sloped down west to east.
It's been neglected and I'm cutting back brambles that are overgrown and making space for the shrubs and flowers.
At the end of the dream I walk to the front of the house that faces east to watch the sun rising.
- Last night.
First dream, I'm a teacher or teaching assistant at a university... it's multi national and we have students from all over the world and we are on a field trip. First part I really remember is standing on a street meeting the students of a coach.
Me and another teacher take them up and into another Uni building, we are using it as a sort cut to reach a museum. I'm standing at doorways holding them open and making sure our group keeps together and heads the same way.
At one point here a guy challenges me (He's a student at the Uni we are passing threw) He asks me, 'Are your students language students' there English is poor, worse than mine (He was Asian looking)
I explain patiently that they are not specifically studying language but we they learn English as we study other subjects in a common tongue'
At the bottom of some stairs a bunch of the students are heading the wrong way... I open what looks like a medieval fortified door (it's been painted in white gloss to look less wired)
I open it into a gorgeous old walled garden it's got lush green grass and stone statues covered in moss and lichen, there is a river with a stone bridge too.
The bridge leads to the entrance to the Museum, it's a huge stone arch also elaborately carved, I point the students in the right direction and wake up.
Next dream.
I'm in the sea swimming with 2 other females, we are holding hands in a ring treading water. We keep diving down to look below. On the sea bed is the remains of an old Victorian terrace of pit workers houses. All identical they have all eroded the same way, and sand built up the same way by each (shoved by the tide and currents)
The floors and gardens are all soft white/yellow sand same as the sea bed and the top floors and roofs have all washed away. Just the red bricks, and odd window hole smoothed buy the constant flow of water around and over them. (I remember it was an island that had flooded)
ren [12:51 PM]
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Last dream, I'm with Jack. He's opening a business, a woman's clothing boutique and he wants me to come in as one of a number of partners. I'm reluctant as I'm not into clothing in my mind I consider that I might like to serve/ work there and help people try on clothes/outfits.
He's taking me to the street were the potential premises is while he tells me about it. It's an old fashioned market town (possibly a version of the place I live now I think it was, as the coaching inn's and alleyways were similar)
The streets are smooth cobble stone, the premises is on a road with a posh gift/chocolate shop it serves hot drinks too and has plush velvet and leather sofas that spill out onto the cobbled streets (I recalled I had worked in there, serving and wrapping chocolate gifts for people to give)
There is also an inn with blue painted shutters, it's all closed up. As we arrive it's evening, and everything's shutting up.
There are lots of rough sleepers picking this place to sleep, the chocolate shop has dragged it's sofas outside for people to use rather than sleep on the hard cold cobbles.
There are also strange looking beds with pull up hoods that look like very old fashioned prams also left out in a line in front of the closed Inn also for people to use.
Me and Jack decide to spend the night too, and pick a blue sofa against a wall. We chat then doze, waking as it gets light.
One of the rough sleepers comes up to us. She's middle ages and large, perhaps pregnant but is old to be pregnant. She has wavy red hair and an eastern European accent.
She wares a deep blue dress embroidered with gold vines and coloured flowers. We make small talk then she sort of looms over Jack looking down at him on the sofa she spreads her arms wide and the dress has bat wings ( think I comment, Oh, you look like an owl)
She says to Jack. 'Ware the ones who come on board for there own gain. Hid your true wealth'
Then turns and goes, Jack looks shaken up and we get of the sofa. He wants to go consider what she said and we say goodbye and part. I'm walking home next, across a large green rec field the sun is rising pink and people are coming out to play sports. I keep walking and walking until I'm back at my main dreamscape.
It's night again, the street lights have been switched off (light pollution or energy saving or something) but it was black dark, no moon or clouds. I know the layout well so was happy finding my way home in the black, at this point I hover just over the path as I can't see curbs or anything. I'm hovering along in the black and pick up speed cause it's fun by the outline of buildings I realise I've passed my turning so slow to a stop.
As I turn 2 kids are out in the dark, one is laying trying to trip people up. I hover over him then pick him up and tell him not to be an ass, he might hurt someone. and head back to the turn towards my main dream house. As I turn the corner there is a street party/picnic happening. Tables are spread and filled with people talking and eating, kids playing. I wave hello and head into the estate, as I do I get a phone message from Jacks sister flash up on an old fashioned mobile phone. I stuff it in my pocket with the intention of replying once home.
One entering the estate its been snowing here, the snow is a couple of ft deep and I sink my fingers into a bush I walk past poking little holes into it.
I wake up here.
I had a dream about first being on a raft with a friend we had a paddle each.
Then a outside garden centre, there were bees' allover on the plants. I was being given some hummm
perhaps it was petrified or fossilised wood. Round and smooth like polished crystal but also slices of tree trunk... they were beautiful, cold and smooth and hard. There were for a garden.
I'm back at a house, it's my new house (an old stone cottage set in farm and woodland and I'm in the back garden. It's night and I'm gardening... again the bees are there even though it's night, there is a waterfall running down the south of the garden, it's sloped down west to east.
It's been neglected and I'm cutting back brambles that are overgrown and making space for the shrubs and flowers.
At the end of the dream I walk to the front of the house that faces east to watch the sun rising.
- Last night.
First dream, I'm a teacher or teaching assistant at a university... it's multi national and we have students from all over the world and we are on a field trip. First part I really remember is standing on a street meeting the students of a coach.
Me and another teacher take them up and into another Uni building, we are using it as a sort cut to reach a museum. I'm standing at doorways holding them open and making sure our group keeps together and heads the same way.
At one point here a guy challenges me (He's a student at the Uni we are passing threw) He asks me, 'Are your students language students' there English is poor, worse than mine (He was Asian looking)
I explain patiently that they are not specifically studying language but we they learn English as we study other subjects in a common tongue'
At the bottom of some stairs a bunch of the students are heading the wrong way... I open what looks like a medieval fortified door (it's been painted in white gloss to look less wired)
I open it into a gorgeous old walled garden it's got lush green grass and stone statues covered in moss and lichen, there is a river with a stone bridge too.
The bridge leads to the entrance to the Museum, it's a huge stone arch also elaborately carved, I point the students in the right direction and wake up.
Next dream.
I'm in the sea swimming with 2 other females, we are holding hands in a ring treading water. We keep diving down to look below. On the sea bed is the remains of an old Victorian terrace of pit workers houses. All identical they have all eroded the same way, and sand built up the same way by each (shoved by the tide and currents)
The floors and gardens are all soft white/yellow sand same as the sea bed and the top floors and roofs have all washed away. Just the red bricks, and odd window hole smoothed buy the constant flow of water around and over them. (I remember it was an island that had flooded)
ren [12:51 PM]
-
Last dream, I'm with Jack. He's opening a business, a woman's clothing boutique and he wants me to come in as one of a number of partners. I'm reluctant as I'm not into clothing in my mind I consider that I might like to serve/ work there and help people try on clothes/outfits.
He's taking me to the street were the potential premises is while he tells me about it. It's an old fashioned market town (possibly a version of the place I live now I think it was, as the coaching inn's and alleyways were similar)
The streets are smooth cobble stone, the premises is on a road with a posh gift/chocolate shop it serves hot drinks too and has plush velvet and leather sofas that spill out onto the cobbled streets (I recalled I had worked in there, serving and wrapping chocolate gifts for people to give)
There is also an inn with blue painted shutters, it's all closed up. As we arrive it's evening, and everything's shutting up.
There are lots of rough sleepers picking this place to sleep, the chocolate shop has dragged it's sofas outside for people to use rather than sleep on the hard cold cobbles.
There are also strange looking beds with pull up hoods that look like very old fashioned prams also left out in a line in front of the closed Inn also for people to use.
Me and Jack decide to spend the night too, and pick a blue sofa against a wall. We chat then doze, waking as it gets light.
One of the rough sleepers comes up to us. She's middle ages and large, perhaps pregnant but is old to be pregnant. She has wavy red hair and an eastern European accent.
She wares a deep blue dress embroidered with gold vines and coloured flowers. We make small talk then she sort of looms over Jack looking down at him on the sofa she spreads her arms wide and the dress has bat wings ( think I comment, Oh, you look like an owl)
She says to Jack. 'Ware the ones who come on board for there own gain. Hid your true wealth'
Then turns and goes, Jack looks shaken up and we get of the sofa. He wants to go consider what she said and we say goodbye and part. I'm walking home next, across a large green rec field the sun is rising pink and people are coming out to play sports. I keep walking and walking until I'm back at my main dreamscape.
It's night again, the street lights have been switched off (light pollution or energy saving or something) but it was black dark, no moon or clouds. I know the layout well so was happy finding my way home in the black, at this point I hover just over the path as I can't see curbs or anything. I'm hovering along in the black and pick up speed cause it's fun by the outline of buildings I realise I've passed my turning so slow to a stop.
As I turn 2 kids are out in the dark, one is laying trying to trip people up. I hover over him then pick him up and tell him not to be an ass, he might hurt someone. and head back to the turn towards my main dream house. As I turn the corner there is a street party/picnic happening. Tables are spread and filled with people talking and eating, kids playing. I wave hello and head into the estate, as I do I get a phone message from Jacks sister flash up on an old fashioned mobile phone. I stuff it in my pocket with the intention of replying once home.
One entering the estate its been snowing here, the snow is a couple of ft deep and I sink my fingers into a bush I walk past poking little holes into it.
I wake up here.
Wednesday, 29 November 2017
More Horses and 8's
Monday dreams.. In the first one I'm with Zak we are laying out in the open looking at the night sky and shooting stars the sky was so full of stars and they seemed so close :smile:
Next dream was a hum, I guess it was like the grounds of a stately home. There was a yoga class in one of the gardens I'd been attending with 2 daughters of one of my friends.
The class had finished and the grounds were shutting up for the evening. There was an ancient forge there and the fire was still burning in it, I was standing in the evening sun in the garden watching the pattern of the smoke rising threw the crumbled walls.
I notice another fire, but this time its in an old stable block. The straw has caught light and there are 2 horses in a stable, I run across the grass into the stable yard to free the horses and call to the girls to set the fire alarm off.
The horses are lovely massive shire/cobs one brown and white the other black and white (they were very similar to the 2 horses in the dream the night before)
Ohhh I just remembered there was also a guy in the yoga class who had a wired prosthetic/robotic arm. He was showing it to me and how it worked.
Tuesday nights dreams.. In one I'm in the most beautiful grove of beech trees, it's late autumn and the leaves are golden orange and red, the ground is covered and the sun shining threw the leaves is the same lovely warm hue.
Next dream was game based. It' was like pen and paper rpg.. but we were both at a table and also very much in the world/game too. The DM was Angus an old friend of mine, he was playing too.
We each has a small veg garden with a table were we were sitting playing the board version then we were also in the world we were making.
The world was bonkers with huge bases in caverns underground. There were magic stepping stones that needed a special water to activate them... and huge plant At-At things that walked. Like giant 4 legged dryads on long stilts :stuck_out_tongue: At one point me and another woman were tied sitting on chairs with tanks cannons pointed at us.... I'm not sure why. I think we were being interrogated or something. There were lots of candles too and a jungle.
Wed - Today
Another dream with 888! All the dreams last night were odd.. not sure were there going
This time it's a big adventure game, I'm in a team of 4 or 5 and we are in competition with a single male.
There is a chip thing It's extraterrestrial something to do with communicating with someone off planet or bit of a spaceship. I think we needed it to fix something, but the other person wanted it too.
The 888 this time popped up in a hot drinks stall. All the drinks cost £8.88 which was lots but you got a real mug with each drink. You had to keep the mug then every wed you could get free tot ups of hot choc another day was free tea. I can't remember how this fit in with the other bit of the dream, I think meby we hung out there it was the 888 that stuck in my mind again.
There was also the sensation of someone continually tickling my ribs it was driving me potty :stuck_out_tongue: I think at one point I grabbed the invisible arm and bit it :stuck_out_tongue: Crunching on tendons O.o
The transmitter bit we needed was being kept in a black small rocket thing, it was in a park in a kids playground.
Our team and the other guy both knew when it received transmissions and would rush to get it before he did as he would wipe it again.
I woke as I'd split from my group.. I'd got trapped between a huge steam train buffer and the wall on the other side of the transmitter the guy was close too.
Next up.
A huge posh house, it's really grand. I've been walking in the countryside and land it owns.
The people in it are civil but clearly think they are above us and others. They had made a room for there baby, it had no windows and there was a large formal dinning table in there for when people came to see the baby. I didn't see the baby.
We go threw into the hall, they have prepared a meal for us. Rice wrapped in vine leaves greek style and there are little veg parcels wrapped in raw beetroot curls. Then I find out Ian's Dad is upstairs, he's in bed ill, someone is asking him to get up he needs to get up. he jumps up and runs to a bathroom but is sick allover me who happened to be in the way.
I'm heading down to the kitchen to find stuff to clean up when In wake.
I wake but go back into a similar dream. A row of large posh houses.. there is a posh school too. Somehow I'm there too, but I'm 'common' :smile: Most of the kids don't like me and think I don't belong there. I have one guy who dose like me, we kiss too. It was an odd dream, not like my usual style.
Next dream was a hum, I guess it was like the grounds of a stately home. There was a yoga class in one of the gardens I'd been attending with 2 daughters of one of my friends.
The class had finished and the grounds were shutting up for the evening. There was an ancient forge there and the fire was still burning in it, I was standing in the evening sun in the garden watching the pattern of the smoke rising threw the crumbled walls.
I notice another fire, but this time its in an old stable block. The straw has caught light and there are 2 horses in a stable, I run across the grass into the stable yard to free the horses and call to the girls to set the fire alarm off.
The horses are lovely massive shire/cobs one brown and white the other black and white (they were very similar to the 2 horses in the dream the night before)
Ohhh I just remembered there was also a guy in the yoga class who had a wired prosthetic/robotic arm. He was showing it to me and how it worked.
Tuesday nights dreams.. In one I'm in the most beautiful grove of beech trees, it's late autumn and the leaves are golden orange and red, the ground is covered and the sun shining threw the leaves is the same lovely warm hue.
Next dream was game based. It' was like pen and paper rpg.. but we were both at a table and also very much in the world/game too. The DM was Angus an old friend of mine, he was playing too.
We each has a small veg garden with a table were we were sitting playing the board version then we were also in the world we were making.
The world was bonkers with huge bases in caverns underground. There were magic stepping stones that needed a special water to activate them... and huge plant At-At things that walked. Like giant 4 legged dryads on long stilts :stuck_out_tongue: At one point me and another woman were tied sitting on chairs with tanks cannons pointed at us.... I'm not sure why. I think we were being interrogated or something. There were lots of candles too and a jungle.
Wed - Today
Another dream with 888! All the dreams last night were odd.. not sure were there going
This time it's a big adventure game, I'm in a team of 4 or 5 and we are in competition with a single male.
There is a chip thing It's extraterrestrial something to do with communicating with someone off planet or bit of a spaceship. I think we needed it to fix something, but the other person wanted it too.
The 888 this time popped up in a hot drinks stall. All the drinks cost £8.88 which was lots but you got a real mug with each drink. You had to keep the mug then every wed you could get free tot ups of hot choc another day was free tea. I can't remember how this fit in with the other bit of the dream, I think meby we hung out there it was the 888 that stuck in my mind again.
There was also the sensation of someone continually tickling my ribs it was driving me potty :stuck_out_tongue: I think at one point I grabbed the invisible arm and bit it :stuck_out_tongue: Crunching on tendons O.o
The transmitter bit we needed was being kept in a black small rocket thing, it was in a park in a kids playground.
Our team and the other guy both knew when it received transmissions and would rush to get it before he did as he would wipe it again.
I woke as I'd split from my group.. I'd got trapped between a huge steam train buffer and the wall on the other side of the transmitter the guy was close too.
Next up.
A huge posh house, it's really grand. I've been walking in the countryside and land it owns.
The people in it are civil but clearly think they are above us and others. They had made a room for there baby, it had no windows and there was a large formal dinning table in there for when people came to see the baby. I didn't see the baby.
We go threw into the hall, they have prepared a meal for us. Rice wrapped in vine leaves greek style and there are little veg parcels wrapped in raw beetroot curls. Then I find out Ian's Dad is upstairs, he's in bed ill, someone is asking him to get up he needs to get up. he jumps up and runs to a bathroom but is sick allover me who happened to be in the way.
I'm heading down to the kitchen to find stuff to clean up when In wake.
I wake but go back into a similar dream. A row of large posh houses.. there is a posh school too. Somehow I'm there too, but I'm 'common' :smile: Most of the kids don't like me and think I don't belong there. I have one guy who dose like me, we kiss too. It was an odd dream, not like my usual style.
Sunday, 26 November 2017
Growing a Baby in my Hands.
Another dream of a very small baby. This time it was my elderly aunty and uncles (In there 70's) This is similar to a dream a few weeks back were my elderly aunt and uncle with dementia had a baby!
Anyhoo it starts of in there back room up north the fire was gone and were the fire should be was a bench, on the bench was me and then in walked a bunch of friends who I know now and there kids! All of there kids (lol we all seem to have made lots of kids :wink: )
My kids are not there.
I'm totally confused why they are all up north but it's great to see them.
It tuns out they have all come to see the new baby. One of the Niki's is a pead intensive care nurse and she's come as they are worried about the baby.
I go out into the kitchen were my elderly aunt and uncle are and Niki is with them she's holding a tiny fetus/baby It's hardly formed, skin is transparent and it's red with it's blood.
Niki is saying oh poor thing, poor thing.. They are worried it's not talking?? I'm more concerned that it has puss coming from it's eyes.
I take the baby from her and my hands are hot, and the baby relaxes. As I hold it it grows, untill it's like a term newborn then it keeps growing until it's holding it's head up and then strong enough to hold onto me. I walk out of there back door with the baby who has it's arms wrapped round me, I point at a dog and say dog, and baby repeats it... we walk to the gate and then see 2 beautiful huge horses, I say horse and he repeats it.
At this point my other friends are leaving. They get into what look like mine craft carts one family in each, and chug out of the garden. I wave and ask if they are going down the A1 in them.
Baby waves too and we go in. As we enter the baby is strong and talking now but he sill has puss coming from 2 small cuts above each eye. I go to get some cotton wool to wipe and squeeze the abscess but aunty and uncle who are in the room say, no we just let it flow.
I'm confused and say at least let me clean his face, as it's running down his cheeks it's allover me too. As I'm sitting on the work top with the baby cleaning his face another nurse appears totaly unfamiliar. She, wipes my knee, there is a gash there that's bleeding (In the dream I was surprised as I'd not hurt myself. She's wipeing out the puss from the baby to dress my knee and I say to her, you might want to put some savalon cream on that, she smiles and says I already did.
I woke up here... O.o So wired!
I'd had another dream about Fay in a school refusing to wear a uniform and a strange teacher.
Anyhoo it starts of in there back room up north the fire was gone and were the fire should be was a bench, on the bench was me and then in walked a bunch of friends who I know now and there kids! All of there kids (lol we all seem to have made lots of kids :wink: )
My kids are not there.
I'm totally confused why they are all up north but it's great to see them.
It tuns out they have all come to see the new baby. One of the Niki's is a pead intensive care nurse and she's come as they are worried about the baby.
I go out into the kitchen were my elderly aunt and uncle are and Niki is with them she's holding a tiny fetus/baby It's hardly formed, skin is transparent and it's red with it's blood.
Niki is saying oh poor thing, poor thing.. They are worried it's not talking?? I'm more concerned that it has puss coming from it's eyes.
I take the baby from her and my hands are hot, and the baby relaxes. As I hold it it grows, untill it's like a term newborn then it keeps growing until it's holding it's head up and then strong enough to hold onto me. I walk out of there back door with the baby who has it's arms wrapped round me, I point at a dog and say dog, and baby repeats it... we walk to the gate and then see 2 beautiful huge horses, I say horse and he repeats it.
At this point my other friends are leaving. They get into what look like mine craft carts one family in each, and chug out of the garden. I wave and ask if they are going down the A1 in them.
Baby waves too and we go in. As we enter the baby is strong and talking now but he sill has puss coming from 2 small cuts above each eye. I go to get some cotton wool to wipe and squeeze the abscess but aunty and uncle who are in the room say, no we just let it flow.
I'm confused and say at least let me clean his face, as it's running down his cheeks it's allover me too. As I'm sitting on the work top with the baby cleaning his face another nurse appears totaly unfamiliar. She, wipes my knee, there is a gash there that's bleeding (In the dream I was surprised as I'd not hurt myself. She's wipeing out the puss from the baby to dress my knee and I say to her, you might want to put some savalon cream on that, she smiles and says I already did.
I woke up here... O.o So wired!
I'd had another dream about Fay in a school refusing to wear a uniform and a strange teacher.
Saturday, 25 November 2017
Owls and Dolphins
Fridays dream.
Such an odd dream. It was almost like my brain was defragging all the stuff I'd done that day but with a wired twist.
Me and Ian were in bed, but the bed we were in was my parents bed where I grew up.
I was on my Mums side. (I've had very wired dreams here b4) I was sleeping and dreaming in this bed, and writing in my dream diary between dreams ... only I wasn't cause it was all dream!
SO We both woke and looked out of the window... The view out of the window was similar to the view out of current bedroom window. But it had an extra house next to it hung with pink silk, me and Ian had both woke and looked out of the window and then watched the same thing happen twice.
I asked him, did you just get Dajavu he did, so I wrote that as a note in dream diary and went back to sleep.. Then I could feel my self slipping, in and out of stuff.. and I felt like I knew I was consciously jumping. I woke again to write this in the dream diary in the dream :stuck_out_tongue:
Next time I woke I looked out of the window again, this time the veiw had changed into a picnic area in the dark... there were kids playing and people eating, and market stalls all in the dark. I realised at this point I was lucid and started shouting 'pig' and another big in a box would pop up.... so I spent a while going 'pig' 'pig' 'pig' making more pigs in box's
So being lucid I turned back into the room, it's a very close approximation of how the room was decorated when I was a small kid.
I'm very lucid and the dream is fading, then I remember reading something yesterday that saying if your lucid and the dream is fading spin round and round.
So out of curiosity I spin round and round and the dream starts to carry on. At this point someone is bringing children (my children + more into the bedroom) As I'm lucid I'm not really sure how to proceed so I take them threw to the bathroom (also exactly how it was years and years ago) At this point I woke up cause I wasn't sure what to do :stuck_out_tongue:
It kinda reminded me why I'm not so keen on lucidity in dreams :stuck_out_tongue: It's a bit to 'normal'
Last nights dreams.
I think what I should have done is go further into the dream inside the dreams as that's were the fun stuff seems to happen for me :D
Loads of dreams again.. first one was cool and I woke from it at exactly 5.55
Long dream of a humm place, it reminded me of a garden centre crossed with a hospital/wildlife sanctuary.
First part I remember is helping someone like a dr, They were hand writing prescriptions but we had no pre-printed prescription pads and I'd offered to go fetch an ink stamper... then it got wired.
There is a pool with 4 dolphins in they can come out of the water and stand on there flippers.
There are also young children around, the dolphins come from the pool and I reach out my hand they rub there faces on mine and touch me with there tongues they are lovely.
They've gone back into the pool and I walk closer to see them swimming, I notice something in the pool at the bottom, at first it's the clothing of one of the children who was with us (a small crawling baby) then I see the babys hand, and realise she'd crawled into the pool to see the dolphins (her older sister of 6 was ment to be watching her, but hasn't noticed)
I dive into pool and grab her and hug her to the surface, she coughs a bit of water up but she's fine and happy to be held and rescued. I walk to the shallow ramp were the dolphins come out and call to her sister to get her parents, but she comes back and tells me they are embarrassed. I'm confused and get her to take me to them.
They are hiding round a corner and are both physically disabled in different types of motorised chair, I try to give the Mama her baby but she asks me to follow as she needs her hands to operate her chair. She takes me to their room were she has other children too. I'm still holding her baby daughter. Once in the room, she had a support at a counter and takes her baby to change it into dry clothes. We talk an I explained what happened, they are great full and I hug and go back to the dolphin pool.
When I get there, it's busy lots of people in swimsuits waiting to go and swim/be with the dolphins many of them are disabled children (physical and mental) I watch as they are helped into the pools for the dolphins to touch and lick... I was also waiting to go back in and was already wet I sat on the edge and watched waiting till last. Oh, I also meet a malasyian father who has a young boy with him, they ask if we have Obi-Wan Kenobi here, one of the other 'staff' says yes we do and goes to get him.
(I woke here) at 555
Next dream in in a vet inpatient ward with stainless steal cages. In one are 3 voles, they are oddly scared, something falls and I notice someones put 2 green and black budgies in with them. I'm puzzled at why this would scare them, but then I look up again and there is a small owl. The owl swoops to catch one of the voles but crashes into a plastic hamster wheel and budgie perch missing the vole so I quickly take it out.
I'm holding the owl wondering who thought it was a good idea to cage it with voles. I can see a small suture at the back of it's neck were an injury has been fixed, but the bird is fit and a good weight and clearly ready to hunt. The stitches look like disolvable so I take it to the door and set it free,
At the end of the shift the staff want to go out. We go to a huge multistory (It goes down into the basements layers too it's a pub/bar/restaurant/casino thing. It's packed with people in 80's type of glam ware.. I'm still in greens and push my way threw the crowds and up and up story after story as I'm heading to a roof garden I know is there. At the second to top floor I pass the kitchens and wave hello to the staff there and go to meet the gardener on his terrace garden, it's got lots of veg patches (Used in the kitchen below) and some tables too, it's evening and some tables are occupied lit by candles.
The gardener knows and greets me he's elderly with white hair and rough hands I tell him I've come to help with the weeding. He hands me a trowel and takes me to a lettuce bed where I kneel to take out weeds. I spend time weeding the bed ready to plant fresh seeds... I notice the waiting staff are really busy and so I help them clear some of the empty tables, taking plates to an elevator that goes to the kitchens.
At this point some of Ian's family arrive (His dieing Mum and his Dad (Possibly his sister too)
I pull out chairs for them, wipe the table and bring fresh candles for the table... I'm not sure they recognised me, if they did they wern't surprised to see me in a nurses uniform covered in soil with a trowel in my pocket clearing there table :wink:
In the last dream I have a ship and a treasure map! I'm the captain it's an old fashioned sailing ship with masts and rigging. I need some crew to help me, I pick my crew by arm wrestling them :stuck_out_tongue:
I think we were 2 females and 2 males.
Such an odd dream. It was almost like my brain was defragging all the stuff I'd done that day but with a wired twist.
Me and Ian were in bed, but the bed we were in was my parents bed where I grew up.
I was on my Mums side. (I've had very wired dreams here b4) I was sleeping and dreaming in this bed, and writing in my dream diary between dreams ... only I wasn't cause it was all dream!
SO We both woke and looked out of the window... The view out of the window was similar to the view out of current bedroom window. But it had an extra house next to it hung with pink silk, me and Ian had both woke and looked out of the window and then watched the same thing happen twice.
I asked him, did you just get Dajavu he did, so I wrote that as a note in dream diary and went back to sleep.. Then I could feel my self slipping, in and out of stuff.. and I felt like I knew I was consciously jumping. I woke again to write this in the dream diary in the dream :stuck_out_tongue:
Next time I woke I looked out of the window again, this time the veiw had changed into a picnic area in the dark... there were kids playing and people eating, and market stalls all in the dark. I realised at this point I was lucid and started shouting 'pig' and another big in a box would pop up.... so I spent a while going 'pig' 'pig' 'pig' making more pigs in box's
So being lucid I turned back into the room, it's a very close approximation of how the room was decorated when I was a small kid.
I'm very lucid and the dream is fading, then I remember reading something yesterday that saying if your lucid and the dream is fading spin round and round.
So out of curiosity I spin round and round and the dream starts to carry on. At this point someone is bringing children (my children + more into the bedroom) As I'm lucid I'm not really sure how to proceed so I take them threw to the bathroom (also exactly how it was years and years ago) At this point I woke up cause I wasn't sure what to do :stuck_out_tongue:
It kinda reminded me why I'm not so keen on lucidity in dreams :stuck_out_tongue: It's a bit to 'normal'
Last nights dreams.
I think what I should have done is go further into the dream inside the dreams as that's were the fun stuff seems to happen for me :D
Loads of dreams again.. first one was cool and I woke from it at exactly 5.55
Long dream of a humm place, it reminded me of a garden centre crossed with a hospital/wildlife sanctuary.
First part I remember is helping someone like a dr, They were hand writing prescriptions but we had no pre-printed prescription pads and I'd offered to go fetch an ink stamper... then it got wired.
There is a pool with 4 dolphins in they can come out of the water and stand on there flippers.
There are also young children around, the dolphins come from the pool and I reach out my hand they rub there faces on mine and touch me with there tongues they are lovely.
They've gone back into the pool and I walk closer to see them swimming, I notice something in the pool at the bottom, at first it's the clothing of one of the children who was with us (a small crawling baby) then I see the babys hand, and realise she'd crawled into the pool to see the dolphins (her older sister of 6 was ment to be watching her, but hasn't noticed)
I dive into pool and grab her and hug her to the surface, she coughs a bit of water up but she's fine and happy to be held and rescued. I walk to the shallow ramp were the dolphins come out and call to her sister to get her parents, but she comes back and tells me they are embarrassed. I'm confused and get her to take me to them.
They are hiding round a corner and are both physically disabled in different types of motorised chair, I try to give the Mama her baby but she asks me to follow as she needs her hands to operate her chair. She takes me to their room were she has other children too. I'm still holding her baby daughter. Once in the room, she had a support at a counter and takes her baby to change it into dry clothes. We talk an I explained what happened, they are great full and I hug and go back to the dolphin pool.
When I get there, it's busy lots of people in swimsuits waiting to go and swim/be with the dolphins many of them are disabled children (physical and mental) I watch as they are helped into the pools for the dolphins to touch and lick... I was also waiting to go back in and was already wet I sat on the edge and watched waiting till last. Oh, I also meet a malasyian father who has a young boy with him, they ask if we have Obi-Wan Kenobi here, one of the other 'staff' says yes we do and goes to get him.
(I woke here) at 555
Next dream in in a vet inpatient ward with stainless steal cages. In one are 3 voles, they are oddly scared, something falls and I notice someones put 2 green and black budgies in with them. I'm puzzled at why this would scare them, but then I look up again and there is a small owl. The owl swoops to catch one of the voles but crashes into a plastic hamster wheel and budgie perch missing the vole so I quickly take it out.
I'm holding the owl wondering who thought it was a good idea to cage it with voles. I can see a small suture at the back of it's neck were an injury has been fixed, but the bird is fit and a good weight and clearly ready to hunt. The stitches look like disolvable so I take it to the door and set it free,
At the end of the shift the staff want to go out. We go to a huge multistory (It goes down into the basements layers too it's a pub/bar/restaurant/casino thing. It's packed with people in 80's type of glam ware.. I'm still in greens and push my way threw the crowds and up and up story after story as I'm heading to a roof garden I know is there. At the second to top floor I pass the kitchens and wave hello to the staff there and go to meet the gardener on his terrace garden, it's got lots of veg patches (Used in the kitchen below) and some tables too, it's evening and some tables are occupied lit by candles.
The gardener knows and greets me he's elderly with white hair and rough hands I tell him I've come to help with the weeding. He hands me a trowel and takes me to a lettuce bed where I kneel to take out weeds. I spend time weeding the bed ready to plant fresh seeds... I notice the waiting staff are really busy and so I help them clear some of the empty tables, taking plates to an elevator that goes to the kitchens.
At this point some of Ian's family arrive (His dieing Mum and his Dad (Possibly his sister too)
I pull out chairs for them, wipe the table and bring fresh candles for the table... I'm not sure they recognised me, if they did they wern't surprised to see me in a nurses uniform covered in soil with a trowel in my pocket clearing there table :wink:
In the last dream I have a ship and a treasure map! I'm the captain it's an old fashioned sailing ship with masts and rigging. I need some crew to help me, I pick my crew by arm wrestling them :stuck_out_tongue:
I think we were 2 females and 2 males.
Wednesday, 22 November 2017
Meeting my dead Cat
Big long complex dream... there was a wired futuristic wired fortress. It has rail tracks in they are overhead on bridges. Lots of display boards too. There is a weird male leader/mayor type of thing.
He's gone of the rails paranoid about infiltration and attack of him or his family.
There are 'chasers' they work in teams of 2 and hunt and chase down and kill anyone not ment to be there.
So the leader guy is having them train against each other going so far as to kill his own chasers.
There is also a giant in the dream he's massive as big as a 4 story building. I think I was friends with him, I remember climbing up him but otherwise the dreams kinda hazyy.
Next dream I'm with Dom only it's not him.. He's young and different, he's joining the army his uniform looks like WW1.
We are playing a game, he's throwing small tablets up into the air and I'm seeing how many I can catch before they fall. The fall in slow motion. We play for a while, I pocket the dirty tables and we say goodbye.
The place we are in is another 'school/learning place' I have a bedroom there, there are only 2 rooms in a small building. The other was for an old friend Emma, but she wasn't in.
Between our 2 rooms there is an old fashioned coal fire place with polished shiny grate and a coal scuttle & poker. The fire is lit and warm so we leave our room doors open for the heat.
The rooms are tiny, brown with old fashioned wooden dressing tables, small bed and small wardrobe. Faded brown blanket and brown curtains... they were surprisingly cosy with a warm orangey light shining in the room.
Phoenix my cat who died a couple of years ago is curled up asleep on the bed. I pick him up to hug him (he was a supper huggy cat) He's soft, warm and floppy in my arms :smile: Just like he always was.
I realise I've not fed him for a long time so I go out into the school which also has shops/warehouses. I go to the Vet supply place, while there a woman asks me to help her with stuff for her bunny. I find her rabbit food and a wicker ball/nest thing.. I also write the name of a plant for her on a bit of paper. It's a plant that the bunny will like, she can get it next door at a plant nusery. I collect some cat food and a litter tray but my kids wake me before I get back to see Phoenix.
He's gone of the rails paranoid about infiltration and attack of him or his family.
There are 'chasers' they work in teams of 2 and hunt and chase down and kill anyone not ment to be there.
So the leader guy is having them train against each other going so far as to kill his own chasers.
There is also a giant in the dream he's massive as big as a 4 story building. I think I was friends with him, I remember climbing up him but otherwise the dreams kinda hazyy.
Next dream I'm with Dom only it's not him.. He's young and different, he's joining the army his uniform looks like WW1.
We are playing a game, he's throwing small tablets up into the air and I'm seeing how many I can catch before they fall. The fall in slow motion. We play for a while, I pocket the dirty tables and we say goodbye.
The place we are in is another 'school/learning place' I have a bedroom there, there are only 2 rooms in a small building. The other was for an old friend Emma, but she wasn't in.
Between our 2 rooms there is an old fashioned coal fire place with polished shiny grate and a coal scuttle & poker. The fire is lit and warm so we leave our room doors open for the heat.
The rooms are tiny, brown with old fashioned wooden dressing tables, small bed and small wardrobe. Faded brown blanket and brown curtains... they were surprisingly cosy with a warm orangey light shining in the room.
Phoenix my cat who died a couple of years ago is curled up asleep on the bed. I pick him up to hug him (he was a supper huggy cat) He's soft, warm and floppy in my arms :smile: Just like he always was.
I realise I've not fed him for a long time so I go out into the school which also has shops/warehouses. I go to the Vet supply place, while there a woman asks me to help her with stuff for her bunny. I find her rabbit food and a wicker ball/nest thing.. I also write the name of a plant for her on a bit of paper. It's a plant that the bunny will like, she can get it next door at a plant nusery. I collect some cat food and a litter tray but my kids wake me before I get back to see Phoenix.
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