22 May 18
I've had a few dreams following on from each other in my main dreamscape. Waking recall is hazy atm but I know in dream I'm aware.
I guess I need to get better at writing them all up to get recall back.
3 nights ago it was with my old school friends from when were were around 6-9 it was team searching game.
There was also my normal mass education thing.... I was re-enrolling.
An odd dream in my main area... the last 2 nights it's had an 'american feel' but I can find no reference to the words used...
Apart from this car... a Herald Triumph
lol I'm not knowledgeable about cars at all... In the dream I was on the main street in my main dream scape heading inland/west. I was passing threw market stalls and shops owned by Asian & Indian family's.
Once on the road again west of my main dream area there was a squashed car almost being carried on a convener belt of metal down the road. I'm to the north of it.
A 'police/traffic' guy is there watching the car move and I look at it and him, another car beeps behind and looks to move past, the traffic guy waves it past and nods knowingly to me.
He says to me, 'it would have been her' nodding to the squashed car. She went in for a 'wipey face' and in my mind I saw an American dinner' he tells me they were after this 'car' It was shiny come and the name 'Herald Triumph'
last night...
It's the same jumpy round hazy recall but I was another me.
I'm a porn star and my name is Ge Gee it's 40-50's and I've afro style hair but it's red I'm also in a band.
We have 2 sax players who are very good... they play at each other.
Next there in a fast ocean warming and sea levels rise very rapidly... I'm also talking to a friend she's a 'plastic' Angel ... I know her but she's been cast into plastic and looks more like a flower fairy she's a 'speaker' as in an actual 'speaker' protecting sound :stuck_out_tongue: ... this bit's wired as there is a feeling of limitlessness and I'm amused that's she's a plastic fairy.
In the dream I'm also making music
Wired how the car and the 'porn star' were all the same time frame 40-50's I know it all flowed and fit together but it's hazy now
Wed 23rd May
I'm in Cornwall or the west country a coastal town it's a beautiful day and we are walking with kids and Ian when we see a VW camper for sale. It's a deep green/white Bay.
We impulse buy it once inside there is just me and Ian and I'm driving from the back seat. It's hard as I can't reach the peddles or see properly. I stop so I can move to the front seat but when I get to the front seat the cars switched to right hand drive and Ian is driving. I explore the camper instead.
It's amazing inside, more of a house than a camper. It's got plastered walls and stained glass windows with shutters, paintings are hung, plants growing and shelves with plants and crystals.
I try to get the radio to work and can't then realise there's a stereo with pile of CD's racks with books... -- I ask Ian about the van as we seem to have all this guys stuff. He's chilled out and said the guy didn't want it, but Ian left his number in case he changed his mind.
I arrange a beanbag on the floor and flick threw an art book looking at some mind blowing images. We stop at a hummm it's a cottage with a cafe, it's like a hippy/art shop and crystals art and colourful clothing are spilling out into the walled garden, wind chimes and sun catchers are hanging from flowering trees it's all so colourful and pretty.
Next part I remember is that I've got stuck inside a large shopping complex it's a posh Mall type of place and all the deco is the same.... I'm trying to get out but everywhere looks the same and I can't find the doors or even the windows, Josh comes and finds me and leads me outside into the sun.
Next part I'm in an egg throwing fun fight! My brother is there.
Second dream is my main dream area, it's the first school field, also lovely and sunny there are portals on the grass and 100's of kittens and ducks going in and out of the portals.. there are also large musical instruments made of wood and shells. I'm floating round stroking kittens and making music with others, there are also 2 men who can turn into dogs.
Thursdays dreams.
A large residential school, we are redecorating the area we sleep in, and clearing it out.. It's all organised quite OCD by colour. Male me is there too and one class we take is taking under water :stuck_out_tongue:
Last nights dreams.
First one is a very high up attic room, I'm there with a female Asian friend. The room has high wooden beams and lots of roof lights and balcony windows and doors all open to the night air.
We are sleeping there the night air is warm and the room is lit by just star light.. we are laying looking threw the open windows and doors at all the the amazing stars.
Very long dream..
This dream was one of them that is years long (I think it is the start of a dream/life from another dream
Boggart
as I'm an infant version of the same kind of blue creature.) I'd forgotten about the other dream until waking the on waking realised it was almost the younger version of this thing.
I'm non-human small with very long limbs, blue grey skin small abdomen with a pot belly and pointy teeth, hairless all over... As the dream starts with mainly humans I know I'm 'different'
The starting dream setting is an 'orphanage/school'
It's a group of old stone buildings set in forest woodlands the world is primitive and many different types of entity exist there.
The orphanage is mainly human children with some half breeds it's run by a half breed man (hes got green skin thick set taller than the humans with pointed ears and teeth not as exaggerated as mine)
It's this male who is a primary contact as the older humans at the orphanage find me unpleasant ( I was told I was found as collateral damage in a battle and as I was small and helpless brought here but the orphanage is all I remember)
I'm taught and fed communally with the other children there but they consider me stupid/simple.
I'm confused... I'm struggling to fit in and keep up with the other children. I'm incontinent and can't learn or talk like them (I can't make the right sounds with my mouth to speak or hold a pencil) I can understand them though.
I'm bullied and teased by the other children as I smell, and wet myself .. and while I'm not 'abused' there I am beaten occasionally and humiliated by being made to wash my nappy's (that don't work well as I have a tail) the harsh treatment is mainly in an attempt to 'domesticate' me.
The Green man is not usually unkind to me when I see him but is frustrated by my lack of any progress - while other children are growing fast and learning I'm still unable to talk/write/not wet myself)
There are communal bedrooms with wooden cots, but I'm kept mainly in a small room with a wooden bunk bed alone to stop the other kids picking on me and for hygiene reasons.. ( I have no bedding or lights )- it's lonely and confusing.
I'm taken one day to see the head of the orphanage he's with another green entity this one larger still and his skin thicker and a deeper green (I recognise this type from other dreams) there kind of fantasy orc types if I had to describe them.
The Orphanage head explains that I'm leaving with the new male that he knows where my species are and he's travelling that way.
My next recall is travelling threw forests with the orc type entity.. he's taken and thrown away all my clothing, I'm much happier nakid and outside as we travel he explains things to me about my species (draws images with sticks in the soil and mimes things too, I understand a little of what he says.
He's taking me home to my forest, my type are usually solitary and live for a very long time and spend years as 'infants'
As we travel the woodland changes the trees and colours until the trees are changing colour and getting thicker and bigger... They are grey blue/purple like me, the bark is the grey bit.
Soft thick dark blue wet moss covers the ground. The light is different too there are kind of glowing lights in the trees but the canopy's is so high there is no sky to speak of so it's darker and the air is warm and very damp.
I know it's home... i fit perfectly into the habitat.. my long limbs and claws are perfectly suited for climbing the trees and being bald and nekid the water runs easily from me I'm the same colour so camouflaged, though I felt totally safe and at home there. There was also this amazing fruit on the trees thick skinned but soft and wet inside.
Wake up at that point.
Friday, 25 May 2018
Wednesday, 4 April 2018
Static Horse
April 4th.
Been lazy about dream recall.
First dream I'm with male me and we are in a wired 'pool' It's like a series of floating interconnected ponds - were playing a game collecting gold tokens some are floating others under the water.
Main dream is in my main dream scape. I'm at the community centre (last dream of here I was a giant... oh how odd, that dream also had my yoga teacher in and so did last nights dream! )
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Sunday, 14 August 2016
It's all relative
First dream the setting was the community centre in the village I came from. I'm not sure what we were doing, but my partner and my yoga teach were there. My yoga teacher was telling off my partner for taking LSD in his younger days... it was quite wired.. it then got very wired when suddenly there were 4 more people but they were tiny!
They came up to just above my ankle - then I couldn't work out if we were just totally huge or they were just really small. I was trying to make sure they didn't get hurt as they were so small I was concerned we might stand on them or knock them over.
Second dream was also about size. This dream had a giant dog in it, it was the size of a horse. I was inside an old aunts house, and was brushing the giant dog with 2 small brushes, one put on this white powder stuff and the other brushed it of again, the dog liked it.
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Anyway I'm in the main dreamscape.. I think my children were at the school I went to and I was going to the community centre I think for a class. I meet my yoga teacher going in and we hug, I've forgotten my mat and her class is full anyway so I'm going to sit in a practical class.
I'm sitting but gazing out of a window looking west it's a beautiful late summers day hay has been pilled into bales and the hedgerows are filled with birds and butterfly's. I'm watching a field with horses in there is a black shire horse huge and beautiful but it is behaving strangely walking in rings stomping and shaking it's head.... I notice puffs of smoke coming from it's main and back and I nudge the female next to me who say 'looks like it's on fire'
I jump up and run out across the car part and jump the gate into the field running up to the horse when I get close there are like strange blue static balls landing on it, sparking and sending puffs of smoke up burning it's skin. The horse falls to it's side and I place my hands on it. It's like static shocks and I can feel it entering me I kick off my shoes and stand on the grass and kind of 'ground' what ever is going on. Wired blue lighting flashes... I feel them.
After this the horse gets up, I take it to a tap and it lets me run water over it's head and down its back and drinks. Once I'm satisfied it's ok I decide to let the stables know. (I know this place from other dreams and have ridden here)
I call the stables but there is a big party on at a huge 'posh' house/farm and all the people are there so I go along to give the message. There are 100's of people there and I go in to look for someone from the stables I find someone and ask about the horse and am told to find 'Ess'
At this time there are a group fo huge men, rugby looking types linking arms to push out gatecrashers from the party... they are sweeping threw the crowd with the posh invited people all being left behind to enjoy the party.... I walk in front of the crowd being pushed back asking people if 'Ess' could pop out for a moment to speak to me about a black horse.
I wait for her in a foyer area were tickets are being checked and people in extravagant party clothes are arriving. A group of women arrive on the other side of a barrier and I call out asking if Ess is among them... I explain what happened and she's grateful - tells em without me the horse would have died, I'm confused but she tells me this 'static' energy can kill them. I'm still puzzled as to why the horse couldn't ground it but satisfied she'll check on the horse later so I leave.
It's odd... it was such a vivid dream often my dreams in my main dream scape are the most vivid... it really feels like a parallel kind of world were things 'roll' along like they do here but much stranger :P
Another dream I'm packing up and washing children's toys... It felt like a nursery or playgroup was closing for the summer and the toys were going into storage. I had dolls clothes soaking in a big tub to clean and was wiping down ride on toys and things and stacking them all away.
Then there is an odd bit were me and Ian are showing another guy how to fly using a gadget on his wrist... a bit like a smart watch but it had a kind of activatable anti-gravity capability.
Next i'm outside in sunny rolling countryside
I'm still flying and I'm flying low over a filed - I notice a crop circle and fly back to take a closer look. As I look from above the grass is short and bright vivid green with moss a stream flows at the bottom of the field with children playing, they are making symbols too and the hole field is covered with symbols and markings.
Next part of the dream I'm in a massive crazy house it's almost like a theatre with different sets people are dressed up and bedrooms are huge and wired there are lots of people in the building.
Been lazy about dream recall.
First dream I'm with male me and we are in a wired 'pool' It's like a series of floating interconnected ponds - were playing a game collecting gold tokens some are floating others under the water.
Main dream is in my main dream scape. I'm at the community centre (last dream of here I was a giant... oh how odd, that dream also had my yoga teacher in and so did last nights dream! )
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Sunday, 14 August 2016
It's all relative
First dream the setting was the community centre in the village I came from. I'm not sure what we were doing, but my partner and my yoga teach were there. My yoga teacher was telling off my partner for taking LSD in his younger days... it was quite wired.. it then got very wired when suddenly there were 4 more people but they were tiny!
They came up to just above my ankle - then I couldn't work out if we were just totally huge or they were just really small. I was trying to make sure they didn't get hurt as they were so small I was concerned we might stand on them or knock them over.
Second dream was also about size. This dream had a giant dog in it, it was the size of a horse. I was inside an old aunts house, and was brushing the giant dog with 2 small brushes, one put on this white powder stuff and the other brushed it of again, the dog liked it.
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Anyway I'm in the main dreamscape.. I think my children were at the school I went to and I was going to the community centre I think for a class. I meet my yoga teacher going in and we hug, I've forgotten my mat and her class is full anyway so I'm going to sit in a practical class.
I'm sitting but gazing out of a window looking west it's a beautiful late summers day hay has been pilled into bales and the hedgerows are filled with birds and butterfly's. I'm watching a field with horses in there is a black shire horse huge and beautiful but it is behaving strangely walking in rings stomping and shaking it's head.... I notice puffs of smoke coming from it's main and back and I nudge the female next to me who say 'looks like it's on fire'
I jump up and run out across the car part and jump the gate into the field running up to the horse when I get close there are like strange blue static balls landing on it, sparking and sending puffs of smoke up burning it's skin. The horse falls to it's side and I place my hands on it. It's like static shocks and I can feel it entering me I kick off my shoes and stand on the grass and kind of 'ground' what ever is going on. Wired blue lighting flashes... I feel them.
After this the horse gets up, I take it to a tap and it lets me run water over it's head and down its back and drinks. Once I'm satisfied it's ok I decide to let the stables know. (I know this place from other dreams and have ridden here)
I call the stables but there is a big party on at a huge 'posh' house/farm and all the people are there so I go along to give the message. There are 100's of people there and I go in to look for someone from the stables I find someone and ask about the horse and am told to find 'Ess'
At this time there are a group fo huge men, rugby looking types linking arms to push out gatecrashers from the party... they are sweeping threw the crowd with the posh invited people all being left behind to enjoy the party.... I walk in front of the crowd being pushed back asking people if 'Ess' could pop out for a moment to speak to me about a black horse.
I wait for her in a foyer area were tickets are being checked and people in extravagant party clothes are arriving. A group of women arrive on the other side of a barrier and I call out asking if Ess is among them... I explain what happened and she's grateful - tells em without me the horse would have died, I'm confused but she tells me this 'static' energy can kill them. I'm still puzzled as to why the horse couldn't ground it but satisfied she'll check on the horse later so I leave.
It's odd... it was such a vivid dream often my dreams in my main dream scape are the most vivid... it really feels like a parallel kind of world were things 'roll' along like they do here but much stranger :P
Another dream I'm packing up and washing children's toys... It felt like a nursery or playgroup was closing for the summer and the toys were going into storage. I had dolls clothes soaking in a big tub to clean and was wiping down ride on toys and things and stacking them all away.
Then there is an odd bit were me and Ian are showing another guy how to fly using a gadget on his wrist... a bit like a smart watch but it had a kind of activatable anti-gravity capability.
Next i'm outside in sunny rolling countryside
I'm still flying and I'm flying low over a filed - I notice a crop circle and fly back to take a closer look. As I look from above the grass is short and bright vivid green with moss a stream flows at the bottom of the field with children playing, they are making symbols too and the hole field is covered with symbols and markings.
Next part of the dream I'm in a massive crazy house it's almost like a theatre with different sets people are dressed up and bedrooms are huge and wired there are lots of people in the building.
Thursday, 15 March 2018
Start of March 18
Thurs 8th March
More dreams of grounding souls/shoes.
I'm in main dreamscape in a shoe shop (Not sure this building ever was a shoe shop) it's been owned by the National Trust for as long as I recall. In this dream it's a show shop though, my old best friend Em is with me again. I could remember how this fitted with other dreams, we are older and the shoe shop is bespoke - it has a bedroom too, it's a bit like a fairy story were the elves make your shoes by night.
Em is having some awesome shoes made, amazing dyed leather hearts, flowers laces...
I'm in awe
I don't want them I want something soft like I've been told I need in other dreams but I have no money, I think of asking my friend to buy me some but realise although she has the money it would embarrass her.
I tell them I can't afford (get a message about ballet pumps on ebay)
I've realised that ballet pumps are what I need... all leather, soft grounding naturall but don't cost loads of money. I orderd some today of ebay! Well cheep..... going to look like a nut job wearing pink ballet shoes round the woods in mud up to my ankles! But at least they will help stop the sweet chestnut spikes poking my feet :stuck_out_tongue:
Second dream, I'm also with Emma... this time she's opening a restaurant. We are to be 'staff' she's picked these white blouses to wear as uniform but then realises there really see threw.
I'm refusing to wear anything under it, when someone else suggest second hand dresses.... out come these 60's style floaty sundresses and we all put them on.
Thurs March 8th
I've got slight strep throat again.. not bad but niggling. I kept going to sleep in my dreams then having wired in dream dreams.
In one of them was a wired old angel head in a gold fish bowl full of soup. I was writing up the in dream dreams in my dream with a blue pen. I know we were packing up to leave something again and a man called Mr pig had come to collect our old Christmas tree, but we'd already got rid of it and he was annoyed. I went to apologize for wasting his time.
I was also in the papershop in my main dream scape again, I was laying on the floor trying to sleep... there was a new carpet there it was scratchy and smelly.
Monday 12th March 18
I've been dreaming but to lazy to ill to write them up.
Last night I had a dream about a local friend and her house.
We got back to her house in the early hours of the morning.. I had in my hand belongings of hers some small children's toys and some pink purple gem like sweets.
It was dark and she'd gone into her bedroom and I needed to put stuff away, I went in and she was at the foot of the bed with the duvet up licking the soles of her hubbys feet.... she pulled her head out and said, not now... close the door on your way out.
I did.. and went into the girls room with there toys to try put them away but it was dark and I accidentally woke them, dropping everything.... muddling the sweets with the toys.
Then I was all scrabbling round on the floor tying to sort things out.
--- I met the friend today, she told me that yesterday they sold there house (they moving cause the neighbour is making her hubby crazy) me and our friend group are all sad for them to leave.
Tuesday dream..
Was an game type of dream again. Its a team battle/war. I'm with a team we are battling with portals and things. Were outside in a sort of energy tower made of cubes and spheres of light.
We are using fairly complex trigonometry to locate the portals and i'm drawing on rock with chalk lines and curves to work out openings. Dream is mainly non humans... I woke at the end of the dream where I'd captured the other teams mascot, it was a small pink chicken / foul bird and I was ringing it's neck to wind up the other side. It was wiredly real the sensation of it's tracheal rings crunching in my hands. I felt mild remorse at the poor bird who didn't really do anything wrong but I knew it would up the game by pissing the other side off.
Wed Dream 1.
This was a grotty dream, I'm in a huge building with Zak a school I think, we are ment to be getting the train home but were to late to catch it... I remember we have a room there anyway so we can stay the night we want to have a shower but all the bathrooms are horrible with shit allover the floor and over flowing toilets.
Dream 2
With Emma, we are discussing religion / Christians heaven. She's telling me in the dream she believes in good/evil (rapture assertion) and God.
I shrug and tell her I trust in love - to look for the love in all. As we talk we are around a conifer tree on fire, as it burns it turns into a kind of firey acorn and it pulses like a heart beat as I breath with it (I think my friend was scared of it) It was cool! (edited)
Last nights dream.
Really long dream it starts in the countryside somewhere with a round table and people sitting at it, I've made a meal to share and I'm moving round the table speaking with people.
One of the people at the table is a guy I know from school, he was born with a genetic illness that's more disabling over time (a few years back I got in touch with him and apologise for how I treated him at school as I felt I could have been nicer to him, but he was really surprised and said I'd been one of his friends and way nicer that most other people) anyhoo
He was there and as I was chatting to him he turned into a younger male Japanese guy. I mentioned oh I have a friend in Japan and suddenly we were in Japan and the guy was a girl. @melody I've a feeling this might have been you.
The girl was Japanese too and we were in an old Victorian English style building (I think the brits put them somewhere in japan after a war) It was old fashioned decoration and the girl wanted to show me something we were going up and down rectangular spiral stair wells until we started going down and down coming out into a what was at first like small courtyard in between the dark buildings at that point I recalled where I was... everything's is mossy green and dark, old carved stone structures have crumbled to the ground and are covered with moss ferns so damp and green the dream gets more vivid. I can feel the pull of the 'portal/membrane' I'm of the floor now and have wings but I don't use them to fly I burst threw the membrane into lol
Well, 'word' it's all water with a swamp like tree growing up in the middle and round it are humm they are like floating islands of moss they are representing the continents on the planet but being used as seats and cushions by other 's like me. Were wiredos (this is very much like the 'reality bomb' dream were I meet others who are so so real but totally of the wall wacky, I rush to the nearest female we hug as I start to remember she tells me yes, your remembering now we are hear for the planet. It's so nice to be amongst them we arrange ourselves some flying some swimming around the tree and mossy islands. I'm chatting with a guy next to me his face was so clear in his 40-50's ginger hair small blue twinkling eyes wings.
I 'm remembering how much control we have here and I tip the ocean just cause I can, we are all sort of amused but then someone points out that will cause a tildel wave. I tell them I can confine it to the sea someone points out it will effect ships so I decide to go out and calm the ocean.
opening a portal and I'm back out in the dream world. Firstly in a city again I'm like wind flying people can't see me but there is a breeze as I pass (this is like the game I've played where we are wind) dogs can see me and I wave at them.
The dream world is wired some of it is like human city's but as I get out over and ocean there are also wired rocks that I've never seen they have fires burning on them I can splash sea water on them... they hiss and go out but reignight as they dry. They almost look like they have holes with burning tar or something oozing, I also pass an odd looking thing that i've a feeling could be fun (it has a creepy/dark vibe to it) but I head out to were I was going to settle the wave but woke up before I got there.
More dreams of grounding souls/shoes.
I'm in main dreamscape in a shoe shop (Not sure this building ever was a shoe shop) it's been owned by the National Trust for as long as I recall. In this dream it's a show shop though, my old best friend Em is with me again. I could remember how this fitted with other dreams, we are older and the shoe shop is bespoke - it has a bedroom too, it's a bit like a fairy story were the elves make your shoes by night.
Em is having some awesome shoes made, amazing dyed leather hearts, flowers laces...
I'm in awe
I don't want them I want something soft like I've been told I need in other dreams but I have no money, I think of asking my friend to buy me some but realise although she has the money it would embarrass her.
I tell them I can't afford (get a message about ballet pumps on ebay)
I've realised that ballet pumps are what I need... all leather, soft grounding naturall but don't cost loads of money. I orderd some today of ebay! Well cheep..... going to look like a nut job wearing pink ballet shoes round the woods in mud up to my ankles! But at least they will help stop the sweet chestnut spikes poking my feet :stuck_out_tongue:
Second dream, I'm also with Emma... this time she's opening a restaurant. We are to be 'staff' she's picked these white blouses to wear as uniform but then realises there really see threw.
I'm refusing to wear anything under it, when someone else suggest second hand dresses.... out come these 60's style floaty sundresses and we all put them on.
Thurs March 8th
I've got slight strep throat again.. not bad but niggling. I kept going to sleep in my dreams then having wired in dream dreams.
In one of them was a wired old angel head in a gold fish bowl full of soup. I was writing up the in dream dreams in my dream with a blue pen. I know we were packing up to leave something again and a man called Mr pig had come to collect our old Christmas tree, but we'd already got rid of it and he was annoyed. I went to apologize for wasting his time.
I was also in the papershop in my main dream scape again, I was laying on the floor trying to sleep... there was a new carpet there it was scratchy and smelly.
Monday 12th March 18
I've been dreaming but to lazy to ill to write them up.
Last night I had a dream about a local friend and her house.
We got back to her house in the early hours of the morning.. I had in my hand belongings of hers some small children's toys and some pink purple gem like sweets.
It was dark and she'd gone into her bedroom and I needed to put stuff away, I went in and she was at the foot of the bed with the duvet up licking the soles of her hubbys feet.... she pulled her head out and said, not now... close the door on your way out.
I did.. and went into the girls room with there toys to try put them away but it was dark and I accidentally woke them, dropping everything.... muddling the sweets with the toys.
Then I was all scrabbling round on the floor tying to sort things out.
--- I met the friend today, she told me that yesterday they sold there house (they moving cause the neighbour is making her hubby crazy) me and our friend group are all sad for them to leave.
Tuesday dream..
Was an game type of dream again. Its a team battle/war. I'm with a team we are battling with portals and things. Were outside in a sort of energy tower made of cubes and spheres of light.
We are using fairly complex trigonometry to locate the portals and i'm drawing on rock with chalk lines and curves to work out openings. Dream is mainly non humans... I woke at the end of the dream where I'd captured the other teams mascot, it was a small pink chicken / foul bird and I was ringing it's neck to wind up the other side. It was wiredly real the sensation of it's tracheal rings crunching in my hands. I felt mild remorse at the poor bird who didn't really do anything wrong but I knew it would up the game by pissing the other side off.
Wed Dream 1.
This was a grotty dream, I'm in a huge building with Zak a school I think, we are ment to be getting the train home but were to late to catch it... I remember we have a room there anyway so we can stay the night we want to have a shower but all the bathrooms are horrible with shit allover the floor and over flowing toilets.
Dream 2
With Emma, we are discussing religion / Christians heaven. She's telling me in the dream she believes in good/evil (rapture assertion) and God.
I shrug and tell her I trust in love - to look for the love in all. As we talk we are around a conifer tree on fire, as it burns it turns into a kind of firey acorn and it pulses like a heart beat as I breath with it (I think my friend was scared of it) It was cool! (edited)
Last nights dream.
Really long dream it starts in the countryside somewhere with a round table and people sitting at it, I've made a meal to share and I'm moving round the table speaking with people.
One of the people at the table is a guy I know from school, he was born with a genetic illness that's more disabling over time (a few years back I got in touch with him and apologise for how I treated him at school as I felt I could have been nicer to him, but he was really surprised and said I'd been one of his friends and way nicer that most other people) anyhoo
He was there and as I was chatting to him he turned into a younger male Japanese guy. I mentioned oh I have a friend in Japan and suddenly we were in Japan and the guy was a girl. @melody I've a feeling this might have been you.
The girl was Japanese too and we were in an old Victorian English style building (I think the brits put them somewhere in japan after a war) It was old fashioned decoration and the girl wanted to show me something we were going up and down rectangular spiral stair wells until we started going down and down coming out into a what was at first like small courtyard in between the dark buildings at that point I recalled where I was... everything's is mossy green and dark, old carved stone structures have crumbled to the ground and are covered with moss ferns so damp and green the dream gets more vivid. I can feel the pull of the 'portal/membrane' I'm of the floor now and have wings but I don't use them to fly I burst threw the membrane into lol
Well, 'word' it's all water with a swamp like tree growing up in the middle and round it are humm they are like floating islands of moss they are representing the continents on the planet but being used as seats and cushions by other 's like me. Were wiredos (this is very much like the 'reality bomb' dream were I meet others who are so so real but totally of the wall wacky, I rush to the nearest female we hug as I start to remember she tells me yes, your remembering now we are hear for the planet. It's so nice to be amongst them we arrange ourselves some flying some swimming around the tree and mossy islands. I'm chatting with a guy next to me his face was so clear in his 40-50's ginger hair small blue twinkling eyes wings.
I 'm remembering how much control we have here and I tip the ocean just cause I can, we are all sort of amused but then someone points out that will cause a tildel wave. I tell them I can confine it to the sea someone points out it will effect ships so I decide to go out and calm the ocean.
opening a portal and I'm back out in the dream world. Firstly in a city again I'm like wind flying people can't see me but there is a breeze as I pass (this is like the game I've played where we are wind) dogs can see me and I wave at them.
The dream world is wired some of it is like human city's but as I get out over and ocean there are also wired rocks that I've never seen they have fires burning on them I can splash sea water on them... they hiss and go out but reignight as they dry. They almost look like they have holes with burning tar or something oozing, I also pass an odd looking thing that i've a feeling could be fun (it has a creepy/dark vibe to it) but I head out to were I was going to settle the wave but woke up before I got there.
Monday, 5 March 2018
End of Feb 18
20th Feb
I was with 4 people we all had a different skill, 2 male 2 female and we were on a journey to the north pole.
It started in a car that wasn't really a car but a whale O.o but we were going to drive it to the sea further north before we would start swimming (we were going to travel in the whale)
The other female is doing the transforming of the whale and she also has these wired oxygen seeds that will allow the wale to stay longer underwater once we are in the sea.
We travel further and further north up a coast line it's getting colder and colder until there is snow on the beaches and rocks and then we go into the water the other female tells me thank you... that the Whale hears my feelings and it's grateful. (I loved the whale and was greatfull to it for carrying us)
Second dream is an old shed. There is a family with 2 young kids a hippy woman and man (I'm not sure what I was or why I was there) They are turning the shed into a home but are getting discouraged as it's hard work and a stream flows threw the building.
Some workers were ment to have put in a sink but all they have done is make a channel and the water isn't flowing correctly.
The woman is upset and is saying she can't let her kids live there with all the wet... but the building is amazing with awesome potential.
Set in countryside... It has an oak wood frame and is all glass with open panes where the air flows threw. They have made a thin cotton tent type hanging that gives a little privacy and protection from the strong sunlight.
I show them how to dig a channel below the floor so the water can pass under the house and back out without making it muddy, I also do something to the water coming in so it flows better first coming into a bowl were they can use or collect it and then down under the floor to pass out the house and back to the stream.
22nd Feb
I had a dream with @melody and @guy Guy in... or about them.
In the start of the dream I'd built a 'church' or it looked like one it was like mincraft so made out of cubes and I could fly. The church had a huge tower with rainbow stained glass windows on each side so it looked like a tower of light.
Then Mel and Guy were there too and we had another wooden tower that floated on water, it was made of wooden planks a bit like a krait tower in GW2. It went up into the air and also down below the water level spiralling up and round and round and down.
Mel was under the water trying to get Guy to come down and Guy was on a plank above the water (possibly procrastinating) I don't remember what I was doing I think I was moving around allover as I remember being under the water with Mel but also on the tower too.
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Next dream I have a fish tank with 5 or 6 small tropical fish in, the filter and heater is radioactive and I'm concerned it's not the best way to heat/filter. The tanks systems starts making unpleasant smoke so I take it out with a view to returning it.
I swap it to an old fashioned pump and tank heater element.... I'm worried for a while as the timer seems wired and the water is to cold but I sort it out and the fish are ok.
Third dream I was the girlfriend of a man who was part of a rich family. My partner was eccentric with unwashed wild hair and an untamed beard we wern't much liked by the rest of his family we were at a formal meal in a large dinning room with red velvet chairs and dark polished wood. (old fashioned) Dream swaps and he is meeting his cousin they are pirates of sorts they have a massive old fashioned boat and we are arranging to sail and join them.
First part of the night was wired. Wasn't like a dream so much I was just 'with' male me, it was relaxing and healing.
close but not sexual, intimate and gentle.. I had recall for much of the night but hazy on wakening.
27th Feb
Night before last they were really fast moving everything was shifting, walls appearing disappearing people merging and morphing.
It was like a communal building but as I walked room to room they would change walls moving fire places vanishing. There are 3 or 4 cast iron bath tubs in one room filled with people smoking pot and talking each bath has 3 or so people in... I'm walking around confused watching the walls move and re appear... I go to make my way outside onto a balcony and am surprised by a kid there he has white iphone headphones round his neck - it was so real and surprising I startled and woke myself up.
Last night... I was 3 people all females I kept having false awakenings where I was like me but not be things were just a bit of like I was on the wrong side of the bed. I kept wondering were the other me's were.
Oh there was also a long dream where I was a music student I'm at a high school felt like it was the USA somewhere.
I'm quite large and I have dark skin, straight hair I play piano my friends are also doing music. My music teacher is male and married, he's tall bald with dark skin and bright teeth. He likes me, but I'm not comfortable cheating on his wife. The teacher is holding an end of term party it's at his home and he has a pool, I'm not keen on going. I feel awkward around him and he makes me uncomfortable - all the other kids are going.
His wife had turned up at the party she was beautiful and angry. I'd left and was travelling threw a town alone at night, I knew he was following me.
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Oh there was another dream too that was like being in a game.. we had to carry a colour into a doorway
1st March
Dream of being in and around a large square building It's an art collage, but also a cafe, gallery shop museum and dorm. It's massive very modern and square it has outside bits inside and huge paths In the dream I'm wearing roller boots to wizz round.
It's very busy with lecturers and students and we are all learning from each other - it's so eclectic there are fine tailored men's suits next to rock bars, a person lecturing on 18th century fine wall paper and then other students doing rubbings and modern takes on it. One of these is lovely it's got roses in this black iridescent geometric pattern it's all rainbows and black at the same time, modern and old fashioned.
A guy is lecturing on foils and the focil record and students are making rubbings and art from the geometry style shapes of shells.
My area / display was on an upper floor all glass walls and my stuff was dyed fabric hangings, fabric for clothing and hammocks. The colours were amazing dip and hand dyed some were tie dyed but in amazing detail all marked out and then tied at regular intervals and dyed layer on layer moving the ties to make amazing repeating patterns, I was explain the process to someone. After that I rolled of to go join a class on paper rubbings.
3rd March
Dream in a dream the dream dream was of a cave underwater in the sea the walls were covered with gems and crystals... the dream I woke up in I was very far north somewhere in the arctic it was cold, snow but also sun too I was with a group.. we were doing something with blood and tubes. There was also a public bath house we visited one of our group had been arrested fro drugs or similar but I took the blame for him getting arrested for smuggling.
5th March
Last nights dream was odd... I was with 3 different females that never met each other.. that I've known at different times in my life. Jean best friend from 8years old, Martha who I was good friends with at 16 and Tanya a friend and neighbour from now. We are all a similar age and were all our normal age in the dream.
We are at the house Jean lived in when she was a child and her mum is there too she's our age too but also still Jeans Mum. We are there to dye our hairs!
I'm going to cook for everyone to say thank you for the use of the house, I'm making a meal I think there was 10-13 people and I was going out to buy the ingredients.
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Next dream I'm also cooking for a large group of people.... but again I don't have the food yet. This time i'm in my aunty sheilas house.. my Mum has come back to life and is in the kitchen she dosn't want to eat my meal and so is making her own, I'm irritated with her for hogging the kitchen for so long to cook for herself when I've got 15 or 16 people to feed.
When she's finished I go to find there isn't enough food so I need to go shopping, the first shop I head to is closed so I got into a strange shopping mall and into a card box, I get involved with making a card embossed with sliver and gold powder - someone calls me and tells me the food shop is closing soon... I feel bad as I've not got the food and lots of people are hungry and waiting on me.
I was with 4 people we all had a different skill, 2 male 2 female and we were on a journey to the north pole.
It started in a car that wasn't really a car but a whale O.o but we were going to drive it to the sea further north before we would start swimming (we were going to travel in the whale)
The other female is doing the transforming of the whale and she also has these wired oxygen seeds that will allow the wale to stay longer underwater once we are in the sea.
We travel further and further north up a coast line it's getting colder and colder until there is snow on the beaches and rocks and then we go into the water the other female tells me thank you... that the Whale hears my feelings and it's grateful. (I loved the whale and was greatfull to it for carrying us)
Second dream is an old shed. There is a family with 2 young kids a hippy woman and man (I'm not sure what I was or why I was there) They are turning the shed into a home but are getting discouraged as it's hard work and a stream flows threw the building.
Some workers were ment to have put in a sink but all they have done is make a channel and the water isn't flowing correctly.
The woman is upset and is saying she can't let her kids live there with all the wet... but the building is amazing with awesome potential.
Set in countryside... It has an oak wood frame and is all glass with open panes where the air flows threw. They have made a thin cotton tent type hanging that gives a little privacy and protection from the strong sunlight.
I show them how to dig a channel below the floor so the water can pass under the house and back out without making it muddy, I also do something to the water coming in so it flows better first coming into a bowl were they can use or collect it and then down under the floor to pass out the house and back to the stream.
22nd Feb
I had a dream with @melody and @guy Guy in... or about them.
In the start of the dream I'd built a 'church' or it looked like one it was like mincraft so made out of cubes and I could fly. The church had a huge tower with rainbow stained glass windows on each side so it looked like a tower of light.
Then Mel and Guy were there too and we had another wooden tower that floated on water, it was made of wooden planks a bit like a krait tower in GW2. It went up into the air and also down below the water level spiralling up and round and round and down.
Mel was under the water trying to get Guy to come down and Guy was on a plank above the water (possibly procrastinating) I don't remember what I was doing I think I was moving around allover as I remember being under the water with Mel but also on the tower too.
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Next dream I have a fish tank with 5 or 6 small tropical fish in, the filter and heater is radioactive and I'm concerned it's not the best way to heat/filter. The tanks systems starts making unpleasant smoke so I take it out with a view to returning it.
I swap it to an old fashioned pump and tank heater element.... I'm worried for a while as the timer seems wired and the water is to cold but I sort it out and the fish are ok.
Third dream I was the girlfriend of a man who was part of a rich family. My partner was eccentric with unwashed wild hair and an untamed beard we wern't much liked by the rest of his family we were at a formal meal in a large dinning room with red velvet chairs and dark polished wood. (old fashioned) Dream swaps and he is meeting his cousin they are pirates of sorts they have a massive old fashioned boat and we are arranging to sail and join them.
First part of the night was wired. Wasn't like a dream so much I was just 'with' male me, it was relaxing and healing.
close but not sexual, intimate and gentle.. I had recall for much of the night but hazy on wakening.
27th Feb
Night before last they were really fast moving everything was shifting, walls appearing disappearing people merging and morphing.
It was like a communal building but as I walked room to room they would change walls moving fire places vanishing. There are 3 or 4 cast iron bath tubs in one room filled with people smoking pot and talking each bath has 3 or so people in... I'm walking around confused watching the walls move and re appear... I go to make my way outside onto a balcony and am surprised by a kid there he has white iphone headphones round his neck - it was so real and surprising I startled and woke myself up.
Last night... I was 3 people all females I kept having false awakenings where I was like me but not be things were just a bit of like I was on the wrong side of the bed. I kept wondering were the other me's were.
Oh there was also a long dream where I was a music student I'm at a high school felt like it was the USA somewhere.
I'm quite large and I have dark skin, straight hair I play piano my friends are also doing music. My music teacher is male and married, he's tall bald with dark skin and bright teeth. He likes me, but I'm not comfortable cheating on his wife. The teacher is holding an end of term party it's at his home and he has a pool, I'm not keen on going. I feel awkward around him and he makes me uncomfortable - all the other kids are going.
His wife had turned up at the party she was beautiful and angry. I'd left and was travelling threw a town alone at night, I knew he was following me.
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Oh there was another dream too that was like being in a game.. we had to carry a colour into a doorway
1st March
Dream of being in and around a large square building It's an art collage, but also a cafe, gallery shop museum and dorm. It's massive very modern and square it has outside bits inside and huge paths In the dream I'm wearing roller boots to wizz round.
It's very busy with lecturers and students and we are all learning from each other - it's so eclectic there are fine tailored men's suits next to rock bars, a person lecturing on 18th century fine wall paper and then other students doing rubbings and modern takes on it. One of these is lovely it's got roses in this black iridescent geometric pattern it's all rainbows and black at the same time, modern and old fashioned.
A guy is lecturing on foils and the focil record and students are making rubbings and art from the geometry style shapes of shells.
My area / display was on an upper floor all glass walls and my stuff was dyed fabric hangings, fabric for clothing and hammocks. The colours were amazing dip and hand dyed some were tie dyed but in amazing detail all marked out and then tied at regular intervals and dyed layer on layer moving the ties to make amazing repeating patterns, I was explain the process to someone. After that I rolled of to go join a class on paper rubbings.
3rd March
Dream in a dream the dream dream was of a cave underwater in the sea the walls were covered with gems and crystals... the dream I woke up in I was very far north somewhere in the arctic it was cold, snow but also sun too I was with a group.. we were doing something with blood and tubes. There was also a public bath house we visited one of our group had been arrested fro drugs or similar but I took the blame for him getting arrested for smuggling.
5th March
Last nights dream was odd... I was with 3 different females that never met each other.. that I've known at different times in my life. Jean best friend from 8years old, Martha who I was good friends with at 16 and Tanya a friend and neighbour from now. We are all a similar age and were all our normal age in the dream.
We are at the house Jean lived in when she was a child and her mum is there too she's our age too but also still Jeans Mum. We are there to dye our hairs!
I'm going to cook for everyone to say thank you for the use of the house, I'm making a meal I think there was 10-13 people and I was going out to buy the ingredients.
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Next dream I'm also cooking for a large group of people.... but again I don't have the food yet. This time i'm in my aunty sheilas house.. my Mum has come back to life and is in the kitchen she dosn't want to eat my meal and so is making her own, I'm irritated with her for hogging the kitchen for so long to cook for herself when I've got 15 or 16 people to feed.
When she's finished I go to find there isn't enough food so I need to go shopping, the first shop I head to is closed so I got into a strange shopping mall and into a card box, I get involved with making a card embossed with sliver and gold powder - someone calls me and tells me the food shop is closing soon... I feel bad as I've not got the food and lots of people are hungry and waiting on me.
Monday, 19 February 2018
14th Feb - 19th Feb 2018
Wed 14th Feb 18
Hazy dreams.. They wern't when I was in them, but my recalls not great now. First one was a guest house in the country with a autistic boy.
Then there were wired rocks hexagon shaped like the giants causeway but they were in grassland some parts buried and some not.
I was sharing some mushroom pizza with a friend claire she gave me a slice of hers to eat.
Last part I mainly remember a little bird we were in dry earth caves red earth.. some of them were open so daylight came in. There was a lovely little bird on my finger it was black and orange patterned. Small and round like a wren with fast wings like a hummingbird it kept coming back to land on my finger with it's tiny bird feet :)
Thursday the 15th Feb
Dream starts in a large house (this is a familiar place from other dreams but each time it's slightly different) I think it's a version of a big shared Victorian house I lived in in London. We are renting there.
Anyway it's huge, and sprawling with many many rooms the dream starts at the back of the house, there is no heating and I'm on the phone ordering fuel for the fires.. I was vaguely aware we had fuel that needed chopped but someone had asked me to call and get the guy to come chop it On the phone I realised that was taking the piss so instead I just asked him to bring more with the intention of chopping wood myself.
I light the fire in the back room I'm in which is messy and full of chairs. The house is damp and old paper pealing of walls but the rooms and deco are fantastic.
An estate agent arrives to show some potential buyers round the property. She;s crazy, really eccentric sings lots and goes into the kitchen to make a cake with licorice all sorts. O.o
I take the veiwng people round the property with me while I take fuel to the fireplaces. Each room I'm discovering a new again (this part is cool as I'm aware of the form the rooms have taken in other dreams too)
The first room we enter is green, blinds are closed and there is an amazing lamp lighting the room it's made from bits of drift wood that are floating impossibly around the golden glow in the middle. It's still quite dark making the lamp a focal point. I can recall I'd had a crazy trip on psychedelics in this room. I light the fire.
Next room is a series of rooms a bedroom and bathroom and shower room, it has no windows. Ann a vet I worked for is there, her children are with her and younger. Everything in the room is blue I say hello as the people look round and then we leave.
Back out in a hallway the estate agent is still rushing around we head up a wooden spiral stair case to the next floor into a room with a fantastic glass turquoise fireplace, it's old and damaged but made of amazing bright blue glass tiles that reflect the flames. The fire here is burning well so I just leave the fuel.
Up another floor we see a row of small single beds, these are used by students who stay here they all have lovely colourful patchwork bedspreads. Some of the students are in there.
Next I'm on a floor with sky lights and children's rooms they are amazing, fabric forts and castles with curtains all bespoke and a childs dream room. The room has a small fire place that I put the fuel with.
Outside the back is a school but it's painted rainbow colours with glass paints on the windows, it drives round and collects certain children to bring them here too.
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In the second dream I'm with Anns hubby also a vet. We are going to operate on a dog it's an old bull breed and it's having issues breathing we are doing something to it's throat. The operating rooms is not familiar it's several floors up and the med equipment is very old fashioned.
The dog is anesthetised and I've got out all the stuff ready for be unwrapped for the surgery but the vet has vanished. I'd though he was scrubbing up but it seems he's gone to make food. I can't leave the dog and don't want to wake it up as it's surgery not been done.
As it's on the table the dog seems to be younger now more like a puppy sleeping on it's back it's soft. There is an issue with the tubing for the anaesthetic and I'm trying to sort it... I mange to fix it with a givingset. eventually the vet reappears and I wake up.
Sat 17th.
Dream.. it's wired cause my recall is amazing at the moment... but I'm blasted with 'real life' shit from the moment I wake :P
First dream I was playing in a massive tree house with a play pool at the bottom... I know there was a treasure hunt and a pool party but it's all hazy now.
My second dream that I can remember from hrs ago is that of being in one of my main dream areas.. it was of yoga/tantric sex
Oddly this area was the place were I was having recurring dreams of that. In this dream I'm with 2 male friends who are gay... we are in a kind of sex/yoga lock. It's more hard work than anything sexual but it's also deeply intimate. but it's about holding the lock we have. So we can feel the strain of each others muscles and the slip of the body's against our own sweat.
It's work rather than pleasure. Wake and then get into the same dream but kids are there too, they are in a 'games workshop' learning how to play.
The end of the dream I'm walking out of the town into the pastures. I walk threw an old folks home, there is and old stone arch it's buried mainly and what remains is covered with moss.
Sundays dreams.
It's the paper shop in my main dream area, it's changed again though its being updated and the area below ground is there again. (was in the dream were I was a toddler there) this time it goes a few storeys down. on the lower level is a woman's area.. it's like a posh changing room, there is an area for feeding babies. Lots of women are also laying on sofas in dressing gowns I think they were at a hen party.
Next floor up is a fresh food farmer style market there is a bakery stall with lots of fresh breads and another with veg.
(someone faints here and I catch them) The ground floor has been changed too and I'm suggesting new more colourful stock.
There is also a memorial book for Mel, it's got a blue cover with a sunset and the clouds on the cover move it's woven but real. In the book is Mel's art, story and poetry it's lovely and we are having a kind of service of remembrance for her.
Second dream is game like.. there are 2 factions and I'm a spy sent as an emissary, I'm from a peaceful faction but am sent to the war like one to infiltrate them.
Many of the people in the dream are human animal hybrids and I have a lover on the more warlike faction who is part rhino he wants a promotion and gets the position he wants running a prison/fort. The leader of the dark faction makes me his 'Imperator' I have this wired full red gown I have to ware it's heavy and stiff like carpet.
There leader had a palace too, it's got a huge red and yellow and orange stained glass dome.
I'm caught trying to poison the leader (I've been set up by someone) and I'm fleeing before the kill me. I'm helped by some zebra people who were on the peaceful side also under cover and once out of the palace we head across countryside, I can't keep up with 2 legs and get tangled in brambles I struggle for a bit then realise the dress is caught and unzip in and leave the dress behind stuck in the bush.
I know I can't outrun them so I break into a cottage/house in the countryside to hide but I wake the owner who starts yelling.... I woke up climbing out of a window at the back of the house.
Last nights dreams.
I'm at a rave with Dom & Jon it's outside and was set in Southafrica there are stars overhead and they are falling... some of them are blue and I realise there metallic birds, one of them is batman and he comes to dance too O.o
In the dream I can 'see' emotions, they are swirling round people like water or smoke. A huge train arrives too inside it's amazing... like the Orient Express polished wooden panels and rich velver sofas, lamps and filled with people from all over the world in various traditional outfits.
The train is stopped but the doors are closed and we are looking at each-other threw the glass windows.
Next dream is dyeing birds... black birds that are losing there feathers, no one knows why - it's set int he garden of my main dream house. Another bird is made of cloth patchwork and it's ill too... I'm trying to work out what's wrong with them.
In the last dream I'm a trainee nurse on a busy general ward (This hospital is familiar from other dreams) I was getting patients ready for discharge.
Hazy dreams.. They wern't when I was in them, but my recalls not great now. First one was a guest house in the country with a autistic boy.
Then there were wired rocks hexagon shaped like the giants causeway but they were in grassland some parts buried and some not.
I was sharing some mushroom pizza with a friend claire she gave me a slice of hers to eat.
Last part I mainly remember a little bird we were in dry earth caves red earth.. some of them were open so daylight came in. There was a lovely little bird on my finger it was black and orange patterned. Small and round like a wren with fast wings like a hummingbird it kept coming back to land on my finger with it's tiny bird feet :)
Thursday the 15th Feb
Dream starts in a large house (this is a familiar place from other dreams but each time it's slightly different) I think it's a version of a big shared Victorian house I lived in in London. We are renting there.
Anyway it's huge, and sprawling with many many rooms the dream starts at the back of the house, there is no heating and I'm on the phone ordering fuel for the fires.. I was vaguely aware we had fuel that needed chopped but someone had asked me to call and get the guy to come chop it On the phone I realised that was taking the piss so instead I just asked him to bring more with the intention of chopping wood myself.
I light the fire in the back room I'm in which is messy and full of chairs. The house is damp and old paper pealing of walls but the rooms and deco are fantastic.
An estate agent arrives to show some potential buyers round the property. She;s crazy, really eccentric sings lots and goes into the kitchen to make a cake with licorice all sorts. O.o
I take the veiwng people round the property with me while I take fuel to the fireplaces. Each room I'm discovering a new again (this part is cool as I'm aware of the form the rooms have taken in other dreams too)
The first room we enter is green, blinds are closed and there is an amazing lamp lighting the room it's made from bits of drift wood that are floating impossibly around the golden glow in the middle. It's still quite dark making the lamp a focal point. I can recall I'd had a crazy trip on psychedelics in this room. I light the fire.
Next room is a series of rooms a bedroom and bathroom and shower room, it has no windows. Ann a vet I worked for is there, her children are with her and younger. Everything in the room is blue I say hello as the people look round and then we leave.
Back out in a hallway the estate agent is still rushing around we head up a wooden spiral stair case to the next floor into a room with a fantastic glass turquoise fireplace, it's old and damaged but made of amazing bright blue glass tiles that reflect the flames. The fire here is burning well so I just leave the fuel.
Up another floor we see a row of small single beds, these are used by students who stay here they all have lovely colourful patchwork bedspreads. Some of the students are in there.
Next I'm on a floor with sky lights and children's rooms they are amazing, fabric forts and castles with curtains all bespoke and a childs dream room. The room has a small fire place that I put the fuel with.
Outside the back is a school but it's painted rainbow colours with glass paints on the windows, it drives round and collects certain children to bring them here too.
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In the second dream I'm with Anns hubby also a vet. We are going to operate on a dog it's an old bull breed and it's having issues breathing we are doing something to it's throat. The operating rooms is not familiar it's several floors up and the med equipment is very old fashioned.
The dog is anesthetised and I've got out all the stuff ready for be unwrapped for the surgery but the vet has vanished. I'd though he was scrubbing up but it seems he's gone to make food. I can't leave the dog and don't want to wake it up as it's surgery not been done.
As it's on the table the dog seems to be younger now more like a puppy sleeping on it's back it's soft. There is an issue with the tubing for the anaesthetic and I'm trying to sort it... I mange to fix it with a givingset. eventually the vet reappears and I wake up.
Sat 17th.
Dream.. it's wired cause my recall is amazing at the moment... but I'm blasted with 'real life' shit from the moment I wake :P
First dream I was playing in a massive tree house with a play pool at the bottom... I know there was a treasure hunt and a pool party but it's all hazy now.
My second dream that I can remember from hrs ago is that of being in one of my main dream areas.. it was of yoga/tantric sex
Oddly this area was the place were I was having recurring dreams of that. In this dream I'm with 2 male friends who are gay... we are in a kind of sex/yoga lock. It's more hard work than anything sexual but it's also deeply intimate. but it's about holding the lock we have. So we can feel the strain of each others muscles and the slip of the body's against our own sweat.
It's work rather than pleasure. Wake and then get into the same dream but kids are there too, they are in a 'games workshop' learning how to play.
The end of the dream I'm walking out of the town into the pastures. I walk threw an old folks home, there is and old stone arch it's buried mainly and what remains is covered with moss.
Sundays dreams.
It's the paper shop in my main dream area, it's changed again though its being updated and the area below ground is there again. (was in the dream were I was a toddler there) this time it goes a few storeys down. on the lower level is a woman's area.. it's like a posh changing room, there is an area for feeding babies. Lots of women are also laying on sofas in dressing gowns I think they were at a hen party.
Next floor up is a fresh food farmer style market there is a bakery stall with lots of fresh breads and another with veg.
(someone faints here and I catch them) The ground floor has been changed too and I'm suggesting new more colourful stock.
There is also a memorial book for Mel, it's got a blue cover with a sunset and the clouds on the cover move it's woven but real. In the book is Mel's art, story and poetry it's lovely and we are having a kind of service of remembrance for her.
Second dream is game like.. there are 2 factions and I'm a spy sent as an emissary, I'm from a peaceful faction but am sent to the war like one to infiltrate them.
Many of the people in the dream are human animal hybrids and I have a lover on the more warlike faction who is part rhino he wants a promotion and gets the position he wants running a prison/fort. The leader of the dark faction makes me his 'Imperator' I have this wired full red gown I have to ware it's heavy and stiff like carpet.
There leader had a palace too, it's got a huge red and yellow and orange stained glass dome.
I'm caught trying to poison the leader (I've been set up by someone) and I'm fleeing before the kill me. I'm helped by some zebra people who were on the peaceful side also under cover and once out of the palace we head across countryside, I can't keep up with 2 legs and get tangled in brambles I struggle for a bit then realise the dress is caught and unzip in and leave the dress behind stuck in the bush.
I know I can't outrun them so I break into a cottage/house in the countryside to hide but I wake the owner who starts yelling.... I woke up climbing out of a window at the back of the house.
Last nights dreams.
I'm at a rave with Dom & Jon it's outside and was set in Southafrica there are stars overhead and they are falling... some of them are blue and I realise there metallic birds, one of them is batman and he comes to dance too O.o
In the dream I can 'see' emotions, they are swirling round people like water or smoke. A huge train arrives too inside it's amazing... like the Orient Express polished wooden panels and rich velver sofas, lamps and filled with people from all over the world in various traditional outfits.
The train is stopped but the doors are closed and we are looking at each-other threw the glass windows.
Next dream is dyeing birds... black birds that are losing there feathers, no one knows why - it's set int he garden of my main dream house. Another bird is made of cloth patchwork and it's ill too... I'm trying to work out what's wrong with them.
In the last dream I'm a trainee nurse on a busy general ward (This hospital is familiar from other dreams) I was getting patients ready for discharge.
Tuesday, 13 February 2018
11th Feb 18
11th Feb 2018
First part of the night was wired, I was aware but it was like being a tree in a storm, kinda busy and wooshy :) Not unpleasant but nothing that's describable.
I do remember a long dream set in a very old village possibly a dream version of Bamburgh as there was bit castle fortress on a hill.
There was an old graveyard and lots of antique shops and a grass path threw farmland with hedges and trees. I can't remember what I was doing but it entailed climbing in and out of windows and on old dry stone walls.
At one point I was in the castle too, only it was turned into a hotel with a silver service restaurant and at one point I had on a all black dress with white apron and was standing with a butler type of person and showing people to tables.
Oddly real dream with some odd symbology.
First recall is of being raped and beaten by many men, there are other women too. We are a small tribe clan and have been attacked by a rival clan. I was the wife of the chief and was expected to die in the attack but as I didn't I've been taken prisoner with the other slaves. I have broken arm.
We are all in a wired hill fort type of thing, no rooms or roofs just a wooden fence/wall surrounding a hill. I had 2 baby sons which have been taken from me one a toddler the other a very small new born. I can hear him cry but am separated from him, my boobs hurt cause they are full of milk but I can't feed him.. I'm glad that they seem to still be alive.
I'm not with the other slaves I'm nekid at first from were we were raped and taken but I'm given a gown to ware, it's like a primitive peti-coat. it's filthy stained with other woman's menstrual blood but it's warmer than nothing so I wear it.
I recall the food I was given too, stale flat bread and an apple that was old and brown.
There is a wired bit I remember too, I could wander round the fort and there was one door/gate in and out. It was closed each mid day for an hr as there was a bad shaman/un-dead or something that passed.
The gate is damaged but the tribe are to superstitious to go near it.. I go and hold the planks in place It needs repaired but they are to scared to come near it. I wait and eventually a man from the tribe comes and hammers in some big iron pins to repair it - after that I was less shunned and allowed closer to the fires.
Second dream, was an exam on film covers and why it showed the actor/actress
The one I'd picked was a woman on a wooden swing, she was smiling and swinging herself on the snap shot she was smiling swinging up/forward with the wind blowing her hair back.
13th Feb
Like an Owl who flys by night,
Travelling
My world
As loud as sight
I ride the ripples
You make
and surf the waves
in your wake
I am the eyes always watching
and the earth on which you tread
I'm the shadow that scares you
when your alone in bed.
An Angel that will lift you
Yet the cave in which your lost
Your echo when you call
The moss beneath your fall
My arms are open wide,
Do you dare come inside?
First part of the night was wired, I was aware but it was like being a tree in a storm, kinda busy and wooshy :) Not unpleasant but nothing that's describable.
I do remember a long dream set in a very old village possibly a dream version of Bamburgh as there was bit castle fortress on a hill.
There was an old graveyard and lots of antique shops and a grass path threw farmland with hedges and trees. I can't remember what I was doing but it entailed climbing in and out of windows and on old dry stone walls.
At one point I was in the castle too, only it was turned into a hotel with a silver service restaurant and at one point I had on a all black dress with white apron and was standing with a butler type of person and showing people to tables.
Oddly real dream with some odd symbology.
First recall is of being raped and beaten by many men, there are other women too. We are a small tribe clan and have been attacked by a rival clan. I was the wife of the chief and was expected to die in the attack but as I didn't I've been taken prisoner with the other slaves. I have broken arm.
We are all in a wired hill fort type of thing, no rooms or roofs just a wooden fence/wall surrounding a hill. I had 2 baby sons which have been taken from me one a toddler the other a very small new born. I can hear him cry but am separated from him, my boobs hurt cause they are full of milk but I can't feed him.. I'm glad that they seem to still be alive.
I'm not with the other slaves I'm nekid at first from were we were raped and taken but I'm given a gown to ware, it's like a primitive peti-coat. it's filthy stained with other woman's menstrual blood but it's warmer than nothing so I wear it.
I recall the food I was given too, stale flat bread and an apple that was old and brown.
There is a wired bit I remember too, I could wander round the fort and there was one door/gate in and out. It was closed each mid day for an hr as there was a bad shaman/un-dead or something that passed.
The gate is damaged but the tribe are to superstitious to go near it.. I go and hold the planks in place It needs repaired but they are to scared to come near it. I wait and eventually a man from the tribe comes and hammers in some big iron pins to repair it - after that I was less shunned and allowed closer to the fires.
Second dream, was an exam on film covers and why it showed the actor/actress
The one I'd picked was a woman on a wooden swing, she was smiling and swinging herself on the snap shot she was smiling swinging up/forward with the wind blowing her hair back.
13th Feb
Like an Owl who flys by night,
Travelling
My world
As loud as sight
I ride the ripples
You make
and surf the waves
in your wake
I am the eyes always watching
and the earth on which you tread
I'm the shadow that scares you
when your alone in bed.
An Angel that will lift you
Yet the cave in which your lost
Your echo when you call
The moss beneath your fall
My arms are open wide,
Do you dare come inside?
Saturday, 10 February 2018
Sleep Tickling
Something that's happened to me a couple of times lately in dreams is being tickled
It;s really very real and often wakes me up, usually first part of the night before 2am.
It happened again last night and it was very deliberate... There was an event/puzzle game I was ment to be involved in and I'd been sleeping/slacking - the tickling was to wake me up O.o I was running away but kept getting tickled again I woke up trying to squirm out of it cause it was to tickly!!
It's funny cause this is the time of night I often dream about team games and playing doing stuff in astral.
When I wake I can still feel my sides sore from being ticked so much!
After my being tickled dream I had a minecraft dream of being in a huge beautiful city, I was in a hotel room with a balcony with an amazing view across the city were the sun was setting gold and pink. The buildings were gold and white and so clean :slightly_smiling_face: I was mentally comparing it with a typical industrial northern town dark/wet and dirty. It was a very surreal dream, I could fly I also at one point was putting an IV line in a grey cat... I'm not sure how that fitted in with the rest of the dream though.
Last dream also surreal,
Starts with a top down view of 2 'muppet' type puppet characters. One is like a wizard in a wheel chair with a plaster cast on his ankle & foot, he's dressed in a long blue dressing gown and has long white hair. The other is pushing the chair. I watch above as they come up an alleyway it's night and the pavements are reflecting the moonlight and street lights.
They reach an old fashioned cobbled courtyard/square with buildings and shops on each side, they are all closed and in darkness. They dance, a swirling dance the wheelchair and guy pushing... it's beautiful they look like they are gliding on ice. (I'm still disembodied watching from above) the wizard type guy trails his arms and reaches making patterns with his long arms.
They stop at a small bare patch of earth in front of a sash bay window. The Wizard falls from the chair onto the soil and starts to weep into the earth - There is a small old fashioned child's toy there too it's a red plastic truck shaped thing, the back of the truck is a plastic window and when you wind the wheel a roll of paper changes the image behind the funny plastic and a tune plays.
I am the soil and I reach up to him, I know the soil holds memory's.
Sean changes and I'm an dockyard/industrial area with a man, possibly a younger version of the man in the wheelchair we live in the city, it's run by gangs and is violent. He's going to set fire to a gang warehouse, I want to go with him (I'm a younger female now) he refuses telling me it's to dangerous... as he heads into a door he yells for me to 'RUN'
I see the rival gang coming in a car/van - I contemplate running but realise it's futile so bend down and pick up a rock.
The car/van drives at me and I jump onto it smashing at the paint and body work of the truck with the rock... I know I'm going to get beaten and can't damage them but I'm going to fight anyway. (edited)
Wake up here.
Another ticking dream..
https://mousedream.blogspot.co.uk/2017/04/school-with-yoga.html
Though it wasn't the one I had more recently, the more recent one bordering on unpleasant as I couldn't get away from it.
It;s really very real and often wakes me up, usually first part of the night before 2am.
It happened again last night and it was very deliberate... There was an event/puzzle game I was ment to be involved in and I'd been sleeping/slacking - the tickling was to wake me up O.o I was running away but kept getting tickled again I woke up trying to squirm out of it cause it was to tickly!!
It's funny cause this is the time of night I often dream about team games and playing doing stuff in astral.
When I wake I can still feel my sides sore from being ticked so much!
After my being tickled dream I had a minecraft dream of being in a huge beautiful city, I was in a hotel room with a balcony with an amazing view across the city were the sun was setting gold and pink. The buildings were gold and white and so clean :slightly_smiling_face: I was mentally comparing it with a typical industrial northern town dark/wet and dirty. It was a very surreal dream, I could fly I also at one point was putting an IV line in a grey cat... I'm not sure how that fitted in with the rest of the dream though.
Last dream also surreal,
Starts with a top down view of 2 'muppet' type puppet characters. One is like a wizard in a wheel chair with a plaster cast on his ankle & foot, he's dressed in a long blue dressing gown and has long white hair. The other is pushing the chair. I watch above as they come up an alleyway it's night and the pavements are reflecting the moonlight and street lights.
They reach an old fashioned cobbled courtyard/square with buildings and shops on each side, they are all closed and in darkness. They dance, a swirling dance the wheelchair and guy pushing... it's beautiful they look like they are gliding on ice. (I'm still disembodied watching from above) the wizard type guy trails his arms and reaches making patterns with his long arms.
They stop at a small bare patch of earth in front of a sash bay window. The Wizard falls from the chair onto the soil and starts to weep into the earth - There is a small old fashioned child's toy there too it's a red plastic truck shaped thing, the back of the truck is a plastic window and when you wind the wheel a roll of paper changes the image behind the funny plastic and a tune plays.
I am the soil and I reach up to him, I know the soil holds memory's.
Sean changes and I'm an dockyard/industrial area with a man, possibly a younger version of the man in the wheelchair we live in the city, it's run by gangs and is violent. He's going to set fire to a gang warehouse, I want to go with him (I'm a younger female now) he refuses telling me it's to dangerous... as he heads into a door he yells for me to 'RUN'
I see the rival gang coming in a car/van - I contemplate running but realise it's futile so bend down and pick up a rock.
The car/van drives at me and I jump onto it smashing at the paint and body work of the truck with the rock... I know I'm going to get beaten and can't damage them but I'm going to fight anyway. (edited)
Wake up here.
Another ticking dream..
https://mousedream.blogspot.co.uk/2017/04/school-with-yoga.html
Though it wasn't the one I had more recently, the more recent one bordering on unpleasant as I couldn't get away from it.
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