Shedding Skin and saying Goodbye

First dream is Em's house and we are in the garden but it's our garden and we are asleep under the rose arch.   Well some of us are asleep and I'm not and I'm going back & forth to the house.   I notice in the bathroom I have neon green/yellow eyes slit like a kitty.

Next up hazy dream.. rave/dance but all men.    (men woman spiral, faster & faster?)

Then retro campervan Sindy like, 70's decor it's like a camper van.   Inside there are wired shelves with clips for clothes and I think it's clever but Its non-local.

We park and outside 2 GP's are fighting over butter and some shoes?    It ment something??



Next dream is lovely and wired and lovely.    I'm in a hospital room, my gran and grandad both long dead are there in beds.   They have c-19   but we have been allowed in.  We are My Dad, his Sister, Cousin Sue & Me.

My Grandad that side died when I was nearly 4... but he was there real as life but asleep in this bed.  My Gran was more with it, and speaking with the others.   I was just watching/observing. 

It felt special, that we had been allowed to be together.   To 'see' each other.  A connection??   It was very much like a reunion.    A meeting of friends, though we were all 'disconnected' in a way... we were also together.  Like a thank-you and goodbye.

Next was Twitter.... and a fraying, unravelling...  lol, like Bob Dylans one more layer of skin.

Shedding. 

Jumbled Symbols.

Way quieter couple of nights.

Yesterday the 20th was just like wired symbols. I was still aware, but mainly of just different flashing symbols, felt like DL but I didn't catch much meaning.

With Mel and a coloured light projector, it made stars and was rainbow.  Pink & purple very bright. 

Then in the morning names.   Dr Exley & Dr Downing. 



21st.

A team - but not the TV show. 

Lazer like info back of the skull (Occipital area)  -  was like a line/coded/ beam.

Permission/ YES.  

Then jumbled dreams. 

First was of an unfamiliar house with a long garden and some raised beds and a school/nursery attached.    I was wondering if the gardens were on my property or the schools so I'd gone to ask.  Was like huge warehouses of retro gear, some kids learning.  No one knows who's the beds are so I ask if I can plant veg in them to share, that seemed ok.

Next, I'm meeting Anthony we are at a cafe/bar having a drink and chat.  The barman knows me and my father (this was wired/like not this me)  he knew a bigger me. 


Wired underground caverns - Dreaming triad first 3 sisters, middle angry.  Then it's more Tarot lover, male-female and oversoul.  A few versions of this all layered dreams.  A guy and 2 women, and a contract I'm all 3 all African looking.  Then another is Me and Jack..  he gives me a wired card with credit on it.   Something about San Andres & Steve Jobs novelty bog roll  - had apples on and said for your steve Jobby!  

Silva Brown.  

Wired Unity / Duality

Thank you for your service but I greatefully decline,
I will walk my own way, know my own divine.

I do not need owning and I will not be controlled and
I recognise and love you as a part of our one soul. 💜

Some big woosh going on at the moment!

First dream were early one and intense. Main dream area but ultra-modern wired timeline (AI/cyborg/Clone) type of zone. 
I'm in main dream house with a few black and white pets. My Bro is there Benny, and a few others were around. Me and Benny are last 2 in our house - it's white, massive windows sterile. Metal and wired stairs. We are being closed in on as some of the few remaining dissenters. A cyborg type woman has entered the house and I ask her who she is. She doesn't know who she is, like a program.

Benny & me are telepathic he distracts her while I go outside but I know it's pointless as there are cameras outside reminded me a little of the dream below (and another where I was a drug runner and was trying to help a woman who didn't know she was a clone)

Anyhooo - Once outside everything is concrete and cameras and I'm spotted by cameras instantly I can hear soldiers marching on me.

Wake here.   Ian's whimpering in his sleep again.  Focus on integrating the darker aspect of the feminine).

Go back into the same dream The house has turned into a strange boat.  The boat's in a storm in the sea east of main dream space....  in the middle of the boat is a huge instrument like a modern harp with lots of strings, it's double the hight of us. 
Benny is now male me, he knows how this wired harp works.  It's hung with woven fabric, beads and feathers a little like a dream catcher but is made of very smooth sliver metallic stuff.   The female cyborg military type thing is coming to 'arrest' take me to be punished.   I'm no longer interested in getting away from her and I go willingly. 

I know she/they/it is afraid of me as I know that they are me too.   They see me as 'other'  she makes me walk ahead of her so she can see what I'm up to.  We teleport and we are in a wired tall tower.  At first, I think it's a warehouse as there are huge box's like the ones clothing come in from Asia heavy dutied and stapled.  We are climbing threw them and in them are children in there pj's then we are climbing down into this bottomless pit/hole and we are climbing down what looks like wooden draws and in each draw is a child again in PJ's with blankets all asleep in these draws I'm using there draws as steps to climb down.  

(Wake here kitten attack)

((Wired aside.. Fay told me this morning she had a dream of a tower where all the children were in tiny cubby holes on the insides of the tower - Her and other friends were there squished up into there small box's!!))

The last dream was almost like a conclusion.. lots and lots of friends have all changed, they are seeing stuff they didn't before and talking about it to each other.   It was really exciting - there was a health check/new plants being grown. 

2 July 2012

The dream was broken up (due to Dotty waking me lots)
Each time I whent back to sleep though I was in the same place though.

It started with friends all being converted to this 'policy' for want of a better word - it was about a new leadership.
People would be against it, then thered be wired syncronicitys and they suddenly bought into it.
I had a feeling that they were being manipulated, but I wasn't sure how/why.

I left a house, it was the house I grew up in as a kid.
As I walked up the path outside my block of houses there was a kind of error in the matrix.
I'd walk up and in one area the flowers growing in the borders would turn to empty beds with soil then back to flowers as I passed threw it.

No one else seeemd to notice it. I worked out that I could possition myself in the seam between the 2 veiws and my vision would go wired and I could see crackles like lightning where the 2 veiws joined.

My vission started to get more wired and I fell onto the floor.

I could see a tunnle (like the ones that see to go between dreams) I traveled up it a bit and met a sun.

I was excited at first, but then it seemed this sun wasn't a 'nice' sun. It told me it was watching me..... it was going to get me to, and my definace would make me an intreasting trophy!

I fell back out of the tunnle onto the dream path.

The dream continued, at first it was robot like machines that were coming after me.

I seemed quite logical in the dream, and I kept trying to brush it of as paranoia... but sure enough, I was being followed by xray & lazer type medical machinary. Getting frustrated with it, I pushed them over off it's wheels so it couldn't follow me.

I kept trying to tell people in the dream what was happening, but they were really quickly also getting mind controlled then after me too.

I think there was about 6 people in the small town resisting one of them was a combination of 2 guys I was friends with as a kid (they were both neighbours).

He was trying to help me.... that was when we started getting assaulted by invisible things :P
It was trying to insert tube like tenticles into our backs between our sholders, we were evading by laying on our backs and trying to work out what to do next, we had decided to head to one of the Churches as we knew the Vicar there was also refusing to be assimilated.

--- Josh woke me

As I whent back into the dream it was same stuff but I'd hopped to an island were the new leaders hadn't got to yet.

I arrived the same time as there campain leaders who were giving out wired propagander.
The islanders were reluctant to join, so wanted time to discusse it and I was trying to inform them what was happening in my home village.
The campain leaders were really pissed off with me now too, but the people on the island were nice and we were trying to arrange a meeting for me with there shaman.

Then Josh woke me up again.

:) It wasn't a scary dream, but was very surreal. Especialy the grumpy sun and the wired dream matrix errors

Andromeda

17th April

A wired red house, it's tall with 2 pillars down the side and a white door.  It's covered in a smooth render that's been painted deep red.  It's odd as it's an elegant out of place townhouse along on a country lane roadside in woodland.  It was being refurbished inside.



18th April

Dragons first - flying, watching prompting.

Then a dream of gardening, trees with dry soil around the roots.   A lady with a young golden retriever with aggression issues.   A horsebox carrying many horses up the country.

Next dream I'm at Sheila's dream space... the houses are open like dolls houses and lots of stuff is going on outside.  Layered sky again and lots going on outside.  There is a 'drug menu' and I can see the molecular structures of the things on the menu - police there too.  

A young guy is there we know each other - he has metallic hair and a golden/greenish skin.   I'm hugging him he's almost re'memberd.  We were friends in the Andromeda galaxy we are sharing 'timeline' maps these are like silver glowing fractal light strings - like light energetic family trees back and forward.  (Like the one from a dream years back when I was pulled out of a dream and moved across timelines)

We are sharing them telepathically and laughing as we both feel the pullback to there but also know how we will inevitably spiral of into endless possible realities (Like lightning forking)    It helps us both to re'member each other and Andromeda.  The boy has an 'inheritance' it's supposed to come when he is 47 but we are saying it's to late and are partitioning (this was with a larger aspect of us/home/family) for the inheritance to be received early.    (The inheritance is not financial - it's like spiritual gifts/magic/recall) 

Last dream was a beach chalet - a balcony looking over dunes, woven cotton rugs.  A big low drum, sounds like thunder. 

First Rays of a Diffrent Dawn

15th April 20

Quieter,   well lots of dreams but more hazy and dreamy.  One long one was like a big MMO map I was exploring, had vistas and jumping aspects.  Was good fun, could fly too.

16th April.



First I'm another Me, travelling but our transport has stalled/broken and we are doing psychic readings and channelings to help pay for vehicle repairs to keep going.

- Next dream

An unfamiliar harbour or more of an opening in a rock wall making a naturally sheltered harbour.  The cliffs either side are vast and grey and a small stream flows into the harbour before out into the ocean beyond. 
The sun is setting beyond the harbour cliffs and the sky is on fire.  Don't recall boats or other people, just the view.

Next again hazy... was the main dream area and like channelling.   Lots of energy... like a wire/ or electric cable old school friends there Foz was one.    Also, lots of delicious fresh food had been prepared.

Sort of awake and asleep on and off.

I'm dreaming threw the archetypes very quickly each tarot-style representation materialises then evolves into the next. 

A cable wire, thick and waterproof   - High voltage also live a nerve.  It had connectors and connections.

Last dream still in main dream area... and it's the persistant dream realm. 

More of the Tarot types, lovers meeting (Oh I met someone too - we were meeting there)  Also chariot, judgment.  The village is the same as my last dream there with the tunnels under the village. 
It's very busy with people I know from all times in my life.

I'm at the sands dunes to the north of the village are huge I climb up them as the sun is rising.  (It's rising in the west though, not the east) 


Many people are around some climbing up to see the sun first others sitting on rugs at the base of the dunes or in the field opposite.  I've climbed to the top and am stretching my fingers up into the first rays as they come over the horizon.   



A strange hotel is open and I go in, it' has vast and amazing gardens that are changing now as the light reaches them....  Plants and flowers that only bloom and glow at night are being moves inside for their protection.   Ann the vet is there but her hair is totally white long and curly The hotel felt like the right place to be this one.

Gaia Awaken Project

First dream was hazy (Wine hazy) A very rich man had gone away a woman/lover left in charge of business.  Was wired... couldn't work out what she was doing, possibly stripping assets. 

Next dream is a weirdly long thin caterpillar it's white it's in a strange lush green garden, a huge bank of ferns and waterfalls, moss and green.   Ponds too and a water feature made from living Lilly pads shaped into bowls.

Last dream was very very cool

Starts of like an episode of Eastenders.   It's like a soap drama in a hotel.  Main characters are a man and his female lover and the guy has done something wrong.  Police are in the building to arrest him - he knows his way around and is hiding inside the building from the law enforcement. 
The couple escapes along with a friend in a roofless car - and head into empty warm sandy landscape.  It's like America I think, distant rocks and orangy sand stretching for miles.  

We take work at a mine (I'm all 3 people alternating my perspective)  
It's open and old, just wired tools... not even sure what we were looking for but while there looking into the distance we see the strangest sight of coloured lightning coming across the ground.   It's rolling towards us, huge lines of glowing electric light.

Predominantly purple with some slightly pinker or bluer.  Everyone downs tools to look at this amazing light energy it's incredible looking.  
At first, we aren't sure if we should move then very quickly we remember what it is and lay down in the paths of the coloured lines ripping threw the desert floor below us.   As it hits our feet we are electrified and zapped into darkness.  Then abruptly dropped into another body.  
A guide announces 'Gaia Awaken Project,  - welcome back, please reorientate yourselves' 

I'm struggling to open my eyes as I'm dizzy from the fast ride. 


I'm lucid AF now and thinking 'what the heck!'  Looking around me I'm in a large classroom with 15 or so other young people,  (Not dissimilar to my highschool form room but much cleaner and brighter )  a long line of windows to the right let in sunlight and beyond a large grass expanse, I can see a  strange very modern city.   A boy sitting to my right looks kind of familiar.  
Some people are standing to leave already and I notice several other guides/teachers in the room waiting and watching.  

I look down in front of me where there is a large school exercise book with a green cover and recognise my scruffy writing instantly though not the book or subject.   I rub my eyes a bit trying to work out where I am, also quite excited as this is unfamiliar but fascinating.   A few of us are struggling to orientate and the guides/teachers are visiting the tables speaking quietly with us. 

One approaches me and I recognise him as TV psychic from the previous dream world we were zapped from.  I ask him why he was talking shit on the TV and he smiles and tells me, people aren't ready to hear that they are the ancients yet.  He askes me if I'm missing '****'  a name of someone who was in the last dream world with me and I tell him 'No, I'm missing the male aspect of me though, I'm tired of playing a part in duality'  He nods sympathetically and leaves me staring at my handwriting covering a book I don't remember ever seeing before. 

Kitten woke me here.

Last dream I was in a dairy milking cows, thick very creamy warm milk, bottling it up for the delivery man. 

Stuck Energy

The first part of the night was hide and seek...  Multidimensional.  Puppets, us v them but we know we are one.

The dot in the yin-yang born of each other.  Different agendas and different storeys but same - hard to put into words.

Feels 'noisy - dark - busy and tangled'   Not unpleasant, washing machines with aeroplane motors.

First dream. I'm being pestered for sex by a young male (I'm young in the dream too)  someone has a hold of me strong arms pin me down trying to rape me, physical too strong to fight them I flip the script and ask them if they need sex so bad why not ask - and I take control of the situation.  They are intimidated and let me take over - afterwards they 'follow' me into a building.  I've burnt our clothing and they feel afraid of being naked.  (I used a violet flame)

Chaos and darkness messy... not like more familiar female darkness then burning all in violet.  

Violet flame. 

Ian has had a bad dream as well and goes back to sleep still whimpering in his sleep.  (This often happens when I have dreams like this, Zak the other night.. other people years back telling me their kids waking with nightmares when the energy was wired) (Oh Jung said the same didn't he)

Ian even said I was with him in his dream telling him it was ok and explaining that it was sexual energy.  Interesting Schuman from around the same time these dreams are happening.

Just looked up violet flame, interesting 😀  Will read more about it today.

Next up are very very long lucid and semi-lucid dreams... there seems to have been way too much dreaming for sleep time.

Dream is very long.. I'm in a city doing stuff but I get distracted and more lucid when I notice in the air a huge stream of people all flying in the sky going in the same direction.  

Intrigued I fly up and too and over to where they are all zooming along.   They remind me of cars on a motorway I fly up higher to get a bigger perspective on what they are heading too   (I think a hub or station) and then fly off over some rooftops to on my own and land.  A child is playing on a balcony with a cat and I say hello.  I sort of know the cat is going to attack me it dose and it's latched onto my hand with its teeth in chewing...  unphased I count to 3 for it to let go and it does and my hand is fine.

I try to recall what I was doing in the dream before I noticed the flow of flying people and I can recall I was on a mission doing something.... I feel myself fraying and being stretched back to that but decided to stay lucid and set the intention.   'Take me somewhere else' 

I'm in a warm blue ocean just below sea level.  It's like a harbour or canal lock as there are metal structures and I'm in a narrow channel, I swim up and out and climb out of the water via some metal steps to see where I am.

I'm in a sunny port/ harbour people are speaking Spanish.   I thought perhaps somewhere in South America.  Shops and stalls are open spilling out onto busy streets the air smells of spiced food, fish and is noisy with chatter and the buzz of a tattoo shop ink gun.  I notice x Marcus leaning on a wall watching me pass - and wonder if he's dreaming too.

I'm walking towards the ocean (Dream splits here one me goes deeper into the city another to the coast.    I follow both a little way (One is in the kitchen restaurant of a strange hotel were waiters are serving big plates of pasta looking stuff) Other me heads along a marram grass bank that connects to a metal swing bridge crossing a wide estuary.

I meet another female walking and she says 'Hi, your dreaming too?'  I smile and say yes.

We walk along together companionably until we find some wired shoes they look like surf shoes and we want to try them but can't get them to work.  
We talk more about lucid dreaming and she's telling me how we adventure at night and that she'd like me to help someone else, it's her Grandma and something bad happened to her, I tell her happy to try.

She calls up this amazing 'travel map' this is very cool - It materialises out of the air as it's like an animated paper cut map, brightly coloured and moving like a child's pop up book she scrolls threw it like you would a bunch of phone images and the bright coloured paper with cut out houses whizzed under her finger until she points and an area and we are sucked into the map. 

Inside is a girl I recognise from my childhood.  Moira, she was the older sister of a best friend Jack (He often plays male me in dreams).  She's obviously way too young to be the girls' Grandmother but I realise we are in astral bodies and that's irrelevant - I can 'see' this person at many ages and different lives and I know in one of them she was abused as a child. (stuck energy)  I smile and tell her 'Oh, I know another you!'  she knows another probable me too and we laugh. 

We go for a walk talking - she has these amazing bats she can summon... most people find them terrifying but I'm fascinated, they have different faces and energy like Moshi-monster bats or something, I greet the different ones and tell her I like them, they like that I like them and they warp into stranger and stranger forms as she summons more and more of them.

There is another layer to this too.... someone in the bath, a father having sex with a child, another child walking in --- it's like it's tangled into the other dream - at a level just below what is obvious.   I think this was the stuck energy/stuff.  I was in the body of the kid being raped. 

Wake here.

Another dream...  was of a gamer with many many alts.   Very very intelligent and manipulating, he's set up many alts/accounts and is manipulating people into giving him money/funds but in small amounts to many people.  (all the same him though)  He has a child, I've helped birth this child - it can walk and talk as a newborn.   I'm the only person who knows the identity of the father though.

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Last dream of a brother in prison/jail  I've arranged for a recurring 2hr call each week.