A Way Back Home.

Start of the night was very similar to last night almost a follow on.

I feel high out or deep in... lol both and nither I guess.

Just a tunnel... Dryad me is there too we are triangulating to move using oversoul only my perspective is now more from the oversoul and the Dryads feel like puppets on strings!

This was wired :P It was fast and slow at the same time, all and nothing. A Break in Break out Break threw!

It's like having a really wind view.   More of the tunnel tube entity things connecting. A 'Soul name' This was the one that was written on my hand but it's still out of reach.      (Archetypes in pairs) wake at 333



As I wake I hear the song

And that my story is like The story I'm writing... is like 'Oversoul 7'  Just checked and this is also based on the Seth stuff.   (It's playing with the archtypal mind) 

Next I'm in a wired dream Roz is there too and she's sending me a live recording of a gramaphone a kitten and a blue flashing portal.   She's not in the vid. 

Then people are vanishing in groups of 6-7 but it's not being reported.

Last part.

Main dream area and NOW

Then I just keep hearing the same thing over and over and over.


I've just got to do this while I'm listning, I don't want you people to miss me.

I've just got to do this while I'm listning, I don't want you people to miss me. 

I've just got to do this while I'm listning, I don't want you people to miss me. 

I've just got to do this while I'm listning, I don't want you people to miss me. 

-  At this point I could have gone into WILDs but the sun was rising and I got up to go and run instead :) 

One of the Dryad dream's -   And then last nights wirdness.

It's so wired how this is the dream Inka took me back to so he could show me that my book charachter was allready watching even though it was 4 years ago and I had no idea that I'd write a story or that she'd turn out to be an alien!  😀😀


Ohhhh and here  in so many dreams I've told myself I'm in a story but it's not written sequentially - I think I broke my brain again! 

Dryads, Tunnles & Entitys.

Wow...

What a crazy night did sleep lots but I recall most of the night. I was also hot, body temp warm and it feels like I was away for weeks.

I wake early at 1.45 and I've already had 2 vast lucid experiences I'm basically just a massive tunnel again.   The questions answered as soon as I think of a question but I don't even know the questions... there is a massive connection 'oversoul' feels personal and  shared.    Wake again and it's still not even 2am I'm just plugged into this huge awareness.  There were dreams too but that almost felt secondary to the connection and the flow of data/consciousness.
My dream dust was very organised, fractal patterns but not coloured.    Visions of a silver spoon and public bathroom.

I feel like the tunnel/connection is like liquid glass all is visible and like a glass grail filled with liquid coloured light - all inside.  Wake at exactly 222 very dizzy.

Back to sleep, I'm that singularity type entity again in the lower astral of the room the connection is now not just a tube but a network... am told.  'You serve nothing by being small, be-all'     I'm also splitting and a part of me is outside on the astral level of the street checking in on the neighbours!  The houses are sort of mirrored so up the lane is down and down is up, I'm talking with Donna her hair is long we 'see' each other  💓 this is an amazing connection.   Wake and it's now 3.20

First 'Dream' starts low lucidity at Sheila & Eric main dream space family are coming and going.   Bro & Iz have arrived from Canada but Izz is ill and needs treatment at a hospital in Watford?    Her family are flying in too maternal side in the dream these are native American - they will do straight down there.  My Bro is going to meet her and will fly down and I'm going too but via train (journey) 

I go astral here and split into me/male me using oversoul to triangulate and we move down the country and into a lol well!   It's  a shared dream hub, lots of people who know they are asleep dreaming/varying lucidity. 

We walk threw a bright area into the back hanger, me & male me joining and splitting.   This area is very dark, sofas, cushions and busy too,  mainly males it hums with conversations and telepathic exchange I know I had some amazing conversations.  At one point I'm talking to someone who has cancer and I'm filtering that out seeing the whole him used forehead eye for this and it's electrifying.

Lots of cryptic convos too, we are playing mind games with each other but it's all by mutual consent - amusing and puzzling.   Male me wants to have sex and we do him carrying me we are merging again - the room is full and I suggest we go outside as it's so busy and we walk threw a door into what is like a large dairy, cold metal and echoy a pool of milk on the floor and as we go threw the door male me turns into a small straw/stick man in my hand made of whittled wood.    Expanding awareness I can see beyond the dairy a dark cliffside a beach and vast sea filled carven (Underwater ruins and crystals)  that I know from other astral experiences.     Everywhere is crowded it's dark too, that kind of velvet purple sky, I consider porting there but instead I check the other way and there is a bright 'cafe' communal space also filled with people these are more lucid and I decide I'll go chat to them, on heading back there I realised I'd passed threw this space on my way into the dark hanger. 

This next room is amazing, it's one of them spaces made from living wood... the wood growing to form the room/walls corners and then filled in with stained glass.  Breathing coloured light. 

I go to a table of entities and say hey I'm dreaming and they all nod saying, yeh us too, I show them the totem wooden male me that is now broken and smooth like old driftwood and they smile and tell me I can put him on the shelf beside the teacups he will be safe there so I do.  I wander from table too table there are lots of kids there too, toys made from light and rugs on the floor.   Human and non-human and I have some feathers with me and I ask the kids if they would like one they all do, I magic them up they are deep blue/deep warm brown with vivid orange splashes and patterns soft and perfect and I pass them around to the kids who tickle each other with them the conversations in this place too were vast, about the nature of time and reality. 

I go back to the busiest table to say goodbye as I'm going to jump again.

I jump to a warzone, the UK is at war with the USA the sky is grey with smoke from burning b

uildings propaganda crap allover - people are being taught to 'hate'... I'm on the top of a bus, this felt 'past' rather than 'future' the propaganda posters were old fashioned. 

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Then yet another long and lucid dream!

I'm going to a music concert and we have been allowed in early dream starts of lowish lucidity and then ramps up.  I'd journeyed there on underground tubes busy city feel.

It's a large hall venue the stage where the performance will be his hung with a red velvet curtain it has old theatre turned music venue feel about it.  To the right, a large sound rig mixing desk is being set up.   The room is filling all the time.   As we put stuff down in this dream it vanishes it was nothing of value but frustrating (My flower of life t-shirt and a towel I'd had on my damp hair had vanished as I put them down)  The female from the mixing desk is helping me look but they have just dematerialised other people are experiencing the same.    It's still some time to the show and hummm almost an indoor market appears but it's costumes from periods in human history that are on the stalls with people from various ages milling at each stall.    The people waiting for the new show are younger and we wander around looking at the costumes and the people (some of the outfits were bloody amazing!! )  I'm very lucid at this point as are other dreamers and me and a couple of guys are walking threw a religious stall various prophets, popes and religious leaders in ancient but perfectly preserved fine fabrics and garbs are milling around watching us watching them... there is an air of animosity but nothing outwardly unpleasant. 

The next stall is more medieval and again the fabrics and outfits hanging on the stalls are amazing... people are taking the costumes for rolls as their other things vanished.   I'd been wearing slippers one white one black and one has vanished.    I comment to a traveller next to me 'Who every is driving this dream is an ass hat' and he laughs agreeing with me as are others near by.

More and more rolls are being taken as the outfits are removed and we find ourselves moving down the stalls looking at more and more unpleasant things I and the others near me realise we are being shown representations of abuse of children and power - it's not something we want to examine but it feels like something we need to do. 



-  Wake again and wonder how all that could happen in one night!

So many places I've been to before I know this is linked to this dream for sure.  

Also this one.

The dark crystal series too.    

Light or Dark

First part of the night is wired I'm in the story with Ren & Inka chatting I can't remember the convo but at the end of it they say to me 'Ok Alien' 😀


Awake between 4-5 again just not really here.   Then from 5 onwards lucid/lower astral false awakening stuff again.

I'm dreaming that - Ian is talking me or saying his dream out loud only I'm manifesting the stuff he says so when he tells me about boats there are all these dingies and cannons landing on me!    Then I turn a hankie into a dove and it flys out of the window.    Net another mattrass land on me so I float it to the other side of the room and get out of one body astral style and go and flop face down on the newly appeared and moved mattrass.   Then the cat walks on me only I'm not sure it did and where it's stepping I'm fractalising into golden honey combe light. 

I see some dream tunnels so jump into WILDS  - but the door keeps clicking in the wind bringing me back to just below waking consciousness, I keep setting the intention to take me somewhere.....  Felt like an elastic band pinging back n forth :P 

In one lucid dream, I'm in an unfamiliar place felt like there was a station and a church  I pick up some dry straw grass and start chewing it... but it's not nice :P  and tastes and feels exactly like dry straw grass so I wipe my tong on my hand!    I was contemplating flying but I decide instead to go into the building.    I'm alone and it feels like an ancient church a tall pointed door.    Just inside the door there is a couple of steps up I see an ancient painted wall blue with daisy-like flowers the paint is very old cracked and painted I'm going to go up the stairs but to my left, I notice there are also stairs going down and I think  Ooooo like heaven/hell so I move to the top of the stairs going down below is a dark cavern almost volcanic looking and a woosh of hot stale air and the stairs down change so there is a white steep slope that almost slide like.... 

lol takes no time at all to decide that obviously, I want to visit hell!  and then I'm on my bum whizzing down thinking I wonder what hell is like!?!!     I woke up again with the most amazing energy/rushy tingly sensation coming from my feet up.   

Last one was a wired doorway with a projector shining on it and it was projecting 2 cartoon penguins. 

Fractal Entitys

The first bit was wired as it was a character in the book I'm writing taking me back to a dream and showing me the protagonist in the dream watching me!   He wants me to weave it into the story, but he took me back into it to experience it from the alien perspective. lol, it was really wired and very cool.



Next was a dream of pipework metal ducts I was shown were a part had been broken then patched and rewelded a heart was stamped in the metal too....  Was told,   Sometimes things break Ren... but the repair is stronger than the original structure.  

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Next was an amazing MMO quest dream where I had like a personal instance and all the people there knew me or were other lives and I could interact and talk with all of them and share their story.   I's had to do a quest/puzzle to get there.  There were ghosts and aliens all sorts of stuff, felt good to be with friends sharing story.      Next, I wake with the song 'somebody builds me a time machine' in my head :P  'I want to go back, I want to go back'   bit.

Next, it gets wired.... really wired!  Falling and fractalising spreading out.   Meeting tons of aliens/entities many I don't recognise this was like very strong psychedelics.  I'm being told we are like stop gap animation in slow mo!    and I know this is the same as my flicker rate!  I'm watching the on/off it's so slow.   I'm given a pack of playing cards... they are the archetypes.   Following a trail of feathers...   first blue and then white.

Red/orange hair .. in slow-mo still.

Then the really really wired bit.  I'm in the lower astral of my room again and there is noise/big noise like 100's of radio stations playing over each other at once and I'm in a huge tunnel and I know Ian is there too and I'm trying to shout and tell him to pull me out!   Then I chill and remember that I am the tunnel! :P     He tells me 'Your hollow'    -   Time is collapsing again.. I'm not hollow I'm a tunnel and as I relax I can control it. 

So I'm lower astral and I know I could get out of my body but instead, I stay half in half out and try to tune into the noise and I find a 'station' so to speak... music is playing a song I'd not herd but the lyrics and meaning were amazing, and then it's like a radio alarm clock only it's broadcasting to Earth!!     lol   Some this like 'Good morning humanity, it's a lovely day on planet earth and it's time to wake up now'!!  

I'm splitting now too, so part of me is lower astral here and part of me is in another version of me in another room and it's next sat?!   lol   Oh and another bit of me is standing in a street somewhere all different coloured human-like entities I feel the fabric of there clothing as they push past me I'm just standing still in a busy crowd, hence them bumping into me but I was a bit disorientated so didn't want to move too much.  

Now the next bit is wired as I've written lots of stuff that I don't fully recall as I was so scattered!

Ian is awake in the Next Sat scared of me leaving him, and I tell him I'm not hollow I'm a tunnel connecting.   The tinnitus I always get.... I know it's the radio (My guides/the other voices/telepathy)

Then I've written again 'It's morning across the planet time to wake up'  (I had the dream diary in both of the lower astral lucid dreams)  The music and songs were awesome.   There is a small blue kitten with bright blue eyes watching me.

Then visions....

I've a tub of water, I'm moving it from one place to were it needs to go.    Then illness  'Dis Ease'  and the PPE is the Dis Ease'       Blocking trust and allowance. 

Next, there is a sleeping rainbow serpent dragon, I kiss it to wake it up.   A big grey elephant and someone says only god can lift it.... and I change the density of the air lifting  the elephant and tell them, 'An elephant never forgets'.

Next up more very lucid dreams - but I've deconstructed the reality to the point it's very psychedelic.   Ian is there too and we have amazing sex  He leaves and I make my tong really long like a dog :P  then can't fit it back into my mouth so turn it into a 'Jelly Welly' gummy sweet bite it of an eat it!

I do some mirror-gazing watching so many faces/entities appear and disappear talking and giving me messages.  John Cleese appears at on point dose something stupid that makes me laugh.  I think I asked him what he was doing in my mirror and he just shrugged and vanished.   Fractal elve things, things that were just colours and swirls a few other humans, one imprisoned in south-east Asia.  Some robot/clone hybrid things too.   At the end of the dream I set my intention to go somewhere else and ended up in my main dream area.  

I port to the lighthouse down the coast from Bamburgh Castle and Fly over it, the sky is blue and clear and the wind good.


 

Wake up here. 

Oooofff   I didn't watch that music vid till this evening...  (Not seen it ever as it's a DJ I love and had only heard the track in mix's )

End of vid...

My dream diary from last night. 

Cliff Climb and a Bin.

Dreams are hazy again (Different part of my cycle I guess) 

One I do recall is a very tall tower/cliff and climbing up.  It's almost like a toy pirate ship/kids playground.   but parts of it built into the cliff too.   There are worn tracks threw grass too I'm barefoot as I walk and climb up. 

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Second dream a single-story white building long wide kitchen with a wall missing.  It opens out onto a large sunny grass garden.  Outside on the grass is a large white table with chairs - There are 12-14 people at the table, they are planning and discussing - it's a creation game.     I'm in the kitchen emptying the bin to take out the rubbish, I can hear them but I'm not at the table.    I seemed content to be dealing with the rubbish.