Tuesday, 12 July 2022

Futuristic Cities

 


11/7

Sent to a nursing job and told to go in uniform but when I get there the staff all ignore me.

Not welcome or wanted. 

 

A bed in a shared room, large room with a jumble of single and double beds all shoved so close you can crawl across the patchwork of duvets.

 

Someone had been having sex in my bed... I had a dark patterned duvet.

 

Wake and am in the same dream this time someone has left a pile of jewellery on my bed.

Also dark, mainly black stones and gems.

 

We spent the days in a school a mix of children and adults.

I was with Marcus taking him back to the room share place.

The city had a canal with a scrap yard beside it.

I was taking a guy called David back too.... Oh it was Dave from London.


Coaches run between the school and the room.  I was on a bus when I realise Fay has forgotten to get on.

The driver lets me off and when I find Fay I tell her we are keeping everyone waiting.
She runs ahead taking the bus without me.

I recall wondering how I'd get home as the bus depot is now empty and the school closed.

 

12/7

Wake at 222

I had a gremlin type friend.   Small with claws that would cling to my foot.

I was standing on my arms and doing hand stands. 

There was 2 of them but one had run of and hidden, the other stayed with me though, clinging on with it's little clawed feet.

A house in a city strange future version of London.

It was on several layers with gardens and lawns the house open to outside with only a few walls.
I was walking with my Mother threw the city, she was heading to meet someone at que gardens and I was heading to see someone else.

 

We crossed a massive bridge and then onto some moving art/machine where I lost her.

It was made by JCB and amazing looking like being inside a folding fractal fairground ride.

The sensation was similar to that sky boat I was on the other night that was doing loop the loops.
 

I think the medication is still effecting my inner balance.... At least it's no longer mental ping-pong.

Sunday, 10 July 2022

Loops and Waffles

 


Inka, this book.... 'OFC Ren'  you it was smoke...

I lay on the ground with no sleep and as I fell asleep there was only my own air to rebreathe. 

'You caught yourself again Ren'

The entity in the hospital...we found balance.

'It stopped your mania'  I need to keep growing 'As dose all life Ren'

I had to find my time.  'Close enough for now' 

'We will help you Ren, we always have'   I know.

I'm scared of 'being contained'  Yes...  Lack of growth. 

'Then let us all help you to grow balanced.'

Yes please.  & TY

I was suffocating on my own shadow? 

'Death Ren'  Oh the death again. 

'It' take much to make you surrender'  IKR sorry....

'Don't be, it's your drive for life'   ok

It's a year since I rebirthed   'And you killed yourself within a year' 

The cycle?  'Yes, we will teach if you let us'

Thanks. 

 

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I was with Darthd and Inka in Darthd's hub only now there is a balance between the 3 of us.
 

I was in a student union type place, it felt alot like the one at my A level collage.

Dark too, I was trying to find a way out but it was a bit of a maze.
Oh like the ruins of a castle or stately home.

Even when I was outside it seemed to be built in an old stone quarry the steep stone walls with plants and trees growing out.

We took a strange decked flying ship out of the place, it flew like a glider and we were doing loops.....   The sensation was like being on a pirate ship fairground ride. 

 

Next dream I was working in a supermarket.  It started in a bathroom, the while tiles on the floor were wet.

I was arriving for work and needed to see the shift rotors to see what task I would be on.
It would be the last shift before lock up and me and 2 others all had to exit at the same time locking up together.

I was struggling to hear what my task was as many people were gathered around the supervisor who had the task sheet.
I was to collect stuff to throw at someone.... Jelly and waffles was being suggested.
 

In another part of the shop waffle irons were on the floor but they were to hot still for me to clean up.
 

Friday, 8 July 2022

Shamen and Leofric

Sitting high up on a thin ledge.  Below is a large area almost like a errrr gymnastics hall (Not that I've ever been in one) but that's what it was like.
Or meby an exhibition centre.

A large dark blue sprung floor and dark walls.  
The hall was going to be used for winter sports and also a birthday or party celebration.

I'd used a pole to vault down onto the bouncy floor.
The party organisers were paying and they clearing of. 
I was with them and was making sure people were payed off.

A large que of 'shaman' were there, all men with a staff the staffs had a resin head/face and then were topped with small antlers. 

 

Being prepared to give birth - the place was overly medical and they were asking if i'd like catheterised.  I'd declined wondering why.

There were various types of catheters and collection bags I don't recall feeling pregnant.

One bit of equipment was a bag to be inserted into a uterus and then inflated.

 

Main dream area, the same place the strange clothes shop was last night only the street was thick with ice and frozen snow.  It was deep and thick where layers had melted and then refrozen.

It's dark and the ice has an orange glow in the street lights.  
A woman is trying to drive on the ice and her car is out of control, she's angry with a group of children she has with her.

The name Leofrig or Leofric

 

Leofric, Earl of Mercia 
Leofric was an Earl of Mercia. He founded 
monasteries at Coventry and Much 
Wenlock_ Leofric is most remembered as 
the husband of Lady Godiva.

 A needle of bone or ivory and stitching hides together.

A large dryad type of creature, twice as tall as a man.

 

Last dream I was with Inka, I was being initiated with 2 knives, not for fighting they were ceremonial used for magic.

We are on a strange craft of some kind (Sea or space) but the routs between decks are difficult to climb and navigate.

I had a hangover of some kind making me unsteady and the climbing was difficult for me as I was dizzy.

 

 

Thursday, 7 July 2022

Feeling Divided


 

5/7

Sandra, a stent placed only it wasn't correct and was causing pain.

A strange bot belly pan, burning threw.

Large ape family, I was picked up by one and carried with them.

 

Handmade wooden watermelon ear-rings.  They were to large.

A lighthouse.

 

MMO game, in the sky was a painting of our travel hub.  Mine was a tower tree house in a conifer.

6/7

A waitress serving, tray of liquid.  Ill people but a competing for space/land or a city/town.  A male angle but he was difficult - untouchable. 
I was a go-between waiting.

2 of my Aunts Sheila and Betty trying to help with the duality caused by the meds. 

 

Main dream area my house but it wasn't.  I'd lent baking equipment to a woman and she'd also taken my jumper.
As we arrived there it was cold and snowy. 

The house was like it was when I was a kid with no fences and I was crawling threw snow trying to enter the house.
Couldn't stand....    Frozen emotions? 

 

7/7

Wish my recall was better as the places I'm seeing are fascinating.
I was with DarthD who  was reminding me of when he'd felt bad I'd had to rebirth myself alone just over a year ago.  I was laying shivering on the floor locked in a white room.
He told me my last trip was my own fault, well Inka/Me Me/Inka.

I was in a place with a high tec magic tower - there was also an ultra modern train.  It reminded me of a futuristic version of my main dream space.

There had been a chat about Jesus on a bus and I was being asked to make or find a besom broom.

There was 2 layers to the dream.  I was debt collecting/watching but also waiting on people like a waitress.

There was a large open school/meeting place.   We were being split into 4 corners each with a different plant.  One group had potato's, another deadly nightshade a 3rd would plant a large bare root fruit tree.

Don't recall the 4th.
I wasn't planting or in any of the groups I had an errand to run.

On king street below what used to be jubilee house was a old fashioned clothes shop on 2 floors.

There was an unusual school uniform sold there. 
A long pale pink silk dress with a soft light blue silk tie it was to be worn with a purple blazer with yellow piping.  
It looked crazy.

Oh I was woken with a now also then there was a wardrobe knock just after I woke.   Fist time in a while.

Sunday, 3 July 2022

Bone Surgery and House Burning


1/7/22
Main dream area, was a snowball fight with my Dad and also bit lab machines I was doing blood analysis on.

 

Fun dream of submersible types of boats and a crazy storm, one sailing boat was among us too, it's sails all tattered.  
Walking on sand with huge hermit crabs in large pink shells and strange sea life like walking fish coming out onto land as the tide was coming in. 

 

2/7/22

Shooting a shotgun at a star

 

3/7/22

A train cargo loader.  Wasn't anything I've seen before. 
A big blue metal thing it was for putting cargo type containers onto train flat beds. 
Oh they are called gantry cranes?  Anyhow my perspective was from below them, like I was laying on the train

Surgery in a dirty theatre, was orthopaedic as there was lots of screws and stuff, also rulers I was looking for a sterile ruler but stuff had been sterilised without being washed and there was baked blood on the instruments.
The theatre was 1940's or 50's style. 


A house that was to be burnt, people had been moving out of it but some of the stuff was being left and burnt too.  
Tech equipment, the kitchen had been dark old country cottage style kitchen with stuff hanging from the ceiling.  This had been cleared and there was just the piles of things left to burn.
I was sad about it, lines like explosive charges were being laid by a fire or demolition crew.  Marcus was there too.
A new massive blue teddy was being brought in to burn in the house.

The kind you might win at a fair-ground. 
I was sad for the teddy it would burn too, it had been placed in a rocking chair looking out of a back porch or sunroom window.

 

Last dream was in Alnwick with Em in Alnwick.  We had a storybored on postcards, she had made them and we were going from Inn to Inn looking for people to play cast members I think... Or tell them were we would show.
The cards looked great,

 

Thursday, 30 June 2022

Cousins Initiative Group

 

Cousins initiative group

Building works and people making hot chocolate one cup was thick and dark brown more like a soup consistency. 
It was to sickly for my taste.
Building works were being done and I had on big black work boots.

At one point I was standing on a females bare thigh, the boots were the same as from the dream where I was cleaning the floor and I had to enter a big black cube.

The leg was bruised from the big boots. 

I'd realised the sleeping female I was standing on was also me.

There was also a barky dog with me like a security dog and Benny was there too driving a car.

 

Last dream was jumbled.  Eve from the section hospital was there only she'd not met me yet and I realised we were on different times.  

I'd met her in the future but she didn't yet recall, it was before her run in with the police and her arm was unscarred.

I was younger and we'd kissed.

The setting we were in was a holding space all concrete, it was in a costal town popular with surfers and the waves were massive. 

I had leave to come and go as I pleased but had to keep returning to the concrete place.  I had bags like old sleeping bags that I had to send on ahead of me. 

 

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