Underground... making a person.

- I got woken up lots last night so all dreams are broken up. 

Me and Male me are in what is like an underground station, (we are young kids) it's dark the ceiling is low and it's very crowded with people all in groups going to different destinations.   We are there because we are homeless and are wandering around...  I find a place with some dogs that keep vanishing and 100's of tiny baby rats that look more like ants.



A large fish tank filled with lovely fish but it has a plug hole in and the plug keeps coming out....    every time I fill it back up the plug pops out again, I'm trying to keep the fish alive and find something to keep the plug in... I'm also aware that I'm going to run out of hot water to keep the fish warm.


Next dream I'm in London I'm looking for a new home, I have some bits of paper with property's on them, I'm going to live with a guy who was a friend.   (male me) but I'm meeting him at the property.

I start of in a wired cul-de-sac with lots of glamorous elderly women all standing round the side of the road, they are waiting for a bus.  It's a very wired sight. 

I walk threw the city and find a different bus that takes me to a lighthouse - it's an inn.  The keeper is grumpy, the inn is filled with northern men drinking.  They think they are funny but they aren't I leave.

Next I find a red bus, it's taking me were the new property it is in the 'French district'  ??

-  Sundays dream (This is wired)

This is such an odd dream!!

I'm in an outdoor class, we have a project for a ritual thats going to take place. 
Project is we have to make a small person with a weapon, what we have to make them from are tissue paper, sausage meat and a carrot!

I've got my 'person' in mind so hop about into a few different worlds before I start looking for inspiration and also looking for a little raptor for her to ride on.  

Her weapon is going to be a carrot sling shot.     The world I find her raptor in has floating islands and massive temple complexes.  I don't go into any buildings I travel the ground with giant bouncing hopping steps.    The raptor is about 1ft high so is easy to pick up and carry back.

I get back to the first dream area to put together my person & her weapon. 

I'm working on a desk on a hill, down below me I can hear some people talking.
There is a garage built into the hillside below me and a yard there.   I see this in my mind as I'm concentrating on the small person I'm making.
The people talking are 2 brothers they are busy moving some old furniture into storage in the hill shed. 

One of the brothers has a robotic voice, like the things people have when there vocal cords are damaged.  I know he's an x solider too.    They notice me up on the hill and ask if I'd like a cup of tea!

So the one with the robot voice brings me up a cuppa and I talk him threw the small human I'm making.
 
Second dream, 

A massive ritual is happening,

Valley Cottage and a Strange Male

The setting is a selection of buildings in a beautiful lush green valley.  I'm playing the roll of observer again, and I also need to keep a small fire burning there...  I can interact with the DC's at will.

The Buildings are a large farm house, then a log cabin on stilts this is were the main DC lives, she's female in her later 60's  Her house is having lots of work done builders are ripping the roof of the cottage to re make it. 

Below her in what's like a large yard, is 2 buildings, one is an old caravan, the other a big dark barn or storage shed, it has no windows.   In the shed there is an older male, he's not approachable as he's disturbed and very aggressive, he could live in the caravan but stays mainly in the shed.   Him and the female in the house on stilts don't get along though.

The female is trying to sort out her cabin for the building work, but she's a scatterbrain and it's annoying the builders that she keeps leaving things all over the place... large swirly patterned rugs, and cats and a dog ect.  

I was trying to help her to get things out of the way so they didn't get covered in stuff as the old roof came off.    

I was also observing the 2 males, lots of the dream I seemed to spend standing on the old roof as it was being torn away and enjoying the beautiful view and popping up and down to check the fire was ok.

I knew all of them DC's - though the setting and all of them are not familiar to me at all now. 
(The disturbed male seems to be the same DC who attacked me a few nights ago)    I knew he was aware I was close by but he chose to remain in the shed. 

The woman in the dream seemed to very much dislike the male and kept trying to antagonise him, at once point I noticed her creeping down to the outside of the caravan and taking a dump on the ground right outside the door!  :P  lol  


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I'm wondering if she's the same female aspect that was in the dream last night being H.. Clinton? 

And if these could all be tied to the soul fragment that I found in the bathroom that tried to intimidate me??


 

Zak in an Egg & a Strange Shop.

First dream Zak is in an egg,  he's ready to hatch.  I need to use fire to hatch it.  

I'm woken by Zak shouting (he was dreaming about spiders)  When I woke though there was a lovely and strange smell of warm toffee that gradually faded with the dream.

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The egg reminded me of the dragon dream were we needed water to hatch our eggs, and also the dream were I was slipping threw reality's.... in one of them humans were born in eggs.  ~

23 June

Blugh sorry :P .... another long dream with lots of elements!
Wired jumping round dream. (My kids kept randomly bringing up parallel reality's during the day which got me thinking about Mandela effect again-part of the dream was about that)
Fist part I'm in some magical and wired dark woods with a few people all spread out. Stuffs changing and a few people are welcoming it.
I slide into another dream, then another stuffs changing but I'm the only one seeing it.
I feel like I'm slipping threw time and it gets harder and harder to remember were I've been with each slide.
In one world we are slaves and humans are born in eggs, I'm trying to explain to the people there that were I came from we give birth to live baby's in a membrane bag and not a hard shell. The people are listing to me, but can't understand - amongst them is an old man with kind bright blue eyes. He tells me I'm not crazy and he'll find a book for me.
I slip again into a house were females are and they are filling in forms to get permission to have child/eggs.
I keep contacting home world, but the slipping keeps happening.
Next I'm in a huge house, only in one room.
It's in the bedroom of a middle aged man, he has some form of learning issue/autism.
He's in a big bed with green and gold silk bedding in the most beautiful room. There is no natural light or window and It's tiled in old fashioned cream and green tiles in striking geometric patterns, there are big ornate lamps giving of a golden glow. Some of the tiles on the ceiling have amazing pictures of birds and flowers on and cryptic messages painted with them.
His parents are there and round the walls of the rooms are shelves of 1000's of leather bound books. They have all been signed by the author especially for this man. There are some paintings there too also especially for him. The man in the bed seems unresponsive like in a deep trance.
Next I'm with a group of soldiers swimming in the mouth of a river, A shark comes up to us. I swim to the bank to climb out and the shark comes at me, but I reach the shore and climb out... as it bites out of the water one of the solider pushes it up out of the water to it's beached and he kills it.
I feel sad and we discuss it's death. Was it killing to survive or was it greedy? I'm saying it's just taking what it needs to survive but the solider who kills it is pointing out it is it's 'nature'
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As I wake up I'm reminded of a beautiful albino catfish 'Layla' I had when I was younger, she was well fed but as she got bigger she just attacked all the other fish till I needed to separate her.
She would chase other fish and stress them and eat there fins.
She had an aggressive nature? She lived alone with a pet rock 'Mr Eyeballs' that she used to attack and bump round her tank.

--- Hummm reading that's given me pressure on my head like info's coming in.   -   Separation or unity....   breath in breath out?

Next dream is a strange shop, & farm.  

The farm is selling firewood...  it's owned by the Royal family, specifically the queen.    The trees are like apple trees, but they are growing chopped logs... they are like little knobbly growths along the branches, it's a pick your own so I go round with a sack.

When I get the sack to the counter the logs have turned into second hand clothing, I have Zak with me and the clothing is small.....  I also have a strange silver hoop, it has an energy to it and I'm moving it round his body.  

Next thing I remember is being in an ancient looking room, there is a fire place with a fire burning.... 

The fire suddenly stops/vanishes..... then the room rumbles and the fireplace kind of burps belching out black smoke all up the chimney breast.   The fire is alite again but there is soot all-over the place. 

There is an antique shop selling floating islands...    Obama and Clinton are in there, I'm going to look at the island and the 2 democrats are bickering, when i get close to Clinton I realise there is dog poop around her.  




-   Hummmm,  this is the second dream I've had about Clinton and dog poop!! O.o 

From
Next a dream of the Hillary Clinton! lol but she was also Donald Trump too...  well she had his hair :P
She wanted me to 'help'    but her campaign was messy and I got 'dog crap' all over my arms :P  (lol full of shit perhaps)    Anyway I blew her of to go shower and clean myself up.  

When I got back I was handed a pile of Autumn leaves that were the votes, and I was ment to go wash them in milk??

Attacked by a DC, Ballons and Cables.

A very long and odd dream, I was aware that there was way more than I could remember.

My first propper memory is being in a field of black and white cows.  (Duality?)   Anyway, something is wrong with the cows..   but the people who own them don't want anyone else to know (it' was contagious or would effect the price of something) 
The cow's seem to be owned by a very large unethical organisation that I kind of 'know'

The cows are being moved by a young girl, a farm worker and I'm with her.  I don't really remember talking to her just being with her as she drives the herd up to an old town and threw a gate (like an old style walled town)   She's not supposed to mention/tell people that there is an issue with the herd but she dose.

The gang is really pissed off as they know someone spoke and I tell her I'll take the blame - So to tell owners it was me who told people.   (I seem to do this a fair bit in dreams take the blame for stuff other DC do) - the dream were aliens wanted to kill Ian, the pirate & seed dream )

Anyway....  the gang kidnap me, I'm to be taken to be killed or beaten up - I don't think they had really decided which.    The guy who I'm with I know on some level, he's in a suit with dark glasses and I go willingly.

Our journey will be by train (my timelines) it's an old style 80's diesel train but looks new, we have our own compartment.   We travel mainly in silence I know him and him me, I know they can't really hurt me and he knows that too, though he makes vague attempts to be intimidating.   I go in place of other people but once I've taken their place they are free.     I go to the toilet on the train as in the dream I have my period I clean my teeth while there too... the train makes an emergency stop and I know I could escape both me and the kidnapper know I won't - the game isn't running away.

I go back to the carriage.

When the trains stops we are in a city, it's modern and perhaps American, there are massive buildings all very posh and full of expensive stuff, my kidnappers quite chatty by this point as we both know the game/drill  he wants to take me into one of the buildings before we go to meet the others.     We are going to enter a massive posh lobby, with glass doors and lots of gold stuff.

My kidnappers in front and looks back to me to tell me something.... at that moment I clock a janitor glaring right at me.  

This is wired as this DC is staring right at me, his eyes are black, hair long and greasy and he's in a brown overall  (looks a bit like Jack Nik when he goes mad in the shinning)  this DC  looks demented with anger....  he has a broom.    He runs at us with the long broom on the floor, I call to the kidnapper to tell him to look out but it's to late as the crazy looking guy has swept him of his feet.  

The janitor DC grabs me and his hand goes round me to start digging his fingers into the flesh on my left hand side by my back... it feels like he's trying to reach into my body and remove a kidney with his bare hands :P     It's wired and very physical it happened so fast too...   I woke up still feeling the sensation of his fingers. 

Waking up I realise the the black eyed DC is a part of ID 

ID was explained to me ages ago after a lucid dream with wired robots - I think it also applied to the nasty Sun that I met.

14 June 2012

Lucid dream... where I wasn't really in controll

First time I've ever experienced a lucid dream yet not been able to do what I wanted.

The first bit was a normal 'dream' long dream I was in a cafe/bar chatting with some people there. I'd decided to sleep the night an was asleep at the end of the cafe... in the morning I set of home.
I was walking threw what was like an outdoor train depo, there were huge carriages, vehicals, machinery quite modern looking.
I started to look around me as I was passing between 2 big carriages and thought to myself, shit look at the detail on them things.... I stop and walked back to look more and thought this is a really detailed dream.
Then whent ping! Lucid Ah I'm dreaming.
First I think, Yehy I can go fly... so I try to get out of the carriages.

They start to move and close in round me trapping me.

I look for a way out but they keep moving like massive transformers.

I think 'Oh... meby they are going to turn into a flying machine for me'

I jump onto a bit moving up to avoid getting crushed. At that point 2 bits move round me, with kind of freaky robot faces.

I was a little alarmed at the fact I 'knew' I was dreaming.... but things seemed to be happening with out me being able to controll them.

The robot heads looked kinda freaky so I said I wanted them friendlier.
They made this wired attempt at a smile... that just looked a little sinister.

Then one of the robot heads with a bendy neck started to use a red lazer on me. First on my leg moving back & forth up my leg, then on my face and lips.
It felt hot but not burning.

I asked what it was doing but it didn't answer.

I got the feeling I had to focus on trust..... so I sent out an energy of trust and woke up.

It wasn't quite scary.... it had the potential to be, it certainly wasn't a nice experience though.

I've no idea what/what bit of my was in control of the dream though??
My half asleep mind told me it was perhaps what Freud would call the id.

I've a feeling it links in some way to this dream too.... 

25 January 2013

I had a string of wired dreams, with interludes were I seemed to be talking to people about them.

One was writing allover the floor, I was seriously angry about it... and the more angry I got the more writing there was. I'd realized it was a 'dream' and it vanished, but the other person in the dream started getting me to see it again.

Next bit I'm in a wired science lab with glass down one side that lookes over a large aircraft hanger, there are some aliens that have parked there spaceship down there.

When I go over to look there's a wired energy in that corner I think it's me at first, but it seems to have a 'will' different to mine but I merge with it when I'm close to it.
The other lab person tells me to move back to him, as I move away all the taps on the sinks come on full quite quickly water overflowing from the bench sinks.
We run round trying to turn of the taps but they come on faster than we can manage. After that a 'team' of another 3 people come into the lab, 2 of them are alien.... we go sit were the other 'will' is to discuss our next project, but we just end up smoking very old style pipes of tobacco.

Next bit I'm photocopying, with a huge old school copier, it's a balck & white 2 sided folded publication some how the copyer folds it to, but it keeps getting jammed.... It's jammed with wired things like shoes and food :P

After that it get's all wacky, people are bleeding and stuff like white PVA glue is coming from there noses and out of spots!
Theirs a huge pile of black and white cows all asleep in the back of the photo copyer and there's an assassin writing a book in a house on a hill with a green gate. I'm ment to be watching him, but I'm to busy trying to unjam the phto copyer and wash the blood out of every ones white clothes.

Second dream I'm in an unfamiliar town. I'm in a small flat the window looks out onto a narrow street.  I'm waiting for a delivery of windows for a camper-van.   I leave the flat, as I walk around I can see lots of baskets from hot air balloons...    they are wrapped round electric cables.  The balloons & people are missing. 


I've had other dreams of balloons too & cables too  (And the cable/wire baby vision) hummm


This from 20th Oct.
Stone close, my old house, there are 1000's of birds - all types it's so noise and really awesome, I notice some drips... they look like bird poop :P  When I look up there is a wire high high above all the houses, on it are 100's of birds sitting...    some people are trying to shake the wire.



I can remember one were a cable is broken on the street cracking too.




This one first in the blog.

And this one

15 February 2013

I was in my childhood home. My parents were there but also my kids.
There was something odd going on outside electric cable were stretching and pulling apart.

There was a broken cable right outside the door, with sparks and lightning coming from it. I wanted to call the electric company to come and sort it, but when I went to the net to get there number my keyboard had melted and was about to set on fire.
I chucked a damp towel over it and as trying to use my mobile before it went off too. I woke up after than.

---   Wonder if dreams are like this cause I'm ill.... if I'm inside me with my immune system. 

Other 'me's' & Pet Shop

I had 2 of the same dream last night.  In the 'dream'  I'm journeying to different connected life times, In one of them I'd built a native Indian fire, one of me was there adding sticks, another of me was surfing in huge waves - we were all working on the same lesson.   Non of us could talk to other people about it as they won't understand..... there were so many 'me's' working on it all on different paths with the same goal. 

I woke, and had the same dream so I guess I just went back to what I was doing as this time It was like vision questing with the other 'me's to all achieve this one thing.

lol... wish I could remember what it was

Second dream was set in a huge open air pet shop, I was looking for stuff for a rodent, and also firewood and kindling.  
Outside the store I'm waiting for a bus, I'm supposed to light a fire on the bus.   There is a solider there too, he's telling me about his training. 

Strange School Dream, Vets and Lost Cat's/

First dream was set in a surreal version of were I live, in the dream an elderly neighbour had lost a cat.  It wasn't my cat but I'd taken the blame/responsibility and I'm helping her get it back.... she's very grateful.   There was a black and white joker card...   balance.
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Next dream is odd it's a House/School/Party.....   It's set in the village I was born covering the village.  

There are loads of people and they are all behaving really stupidly!   I'm trying to help (I know the teachers at the school)  
The people don't really seem to know what they are doing... dropping food down elevators and all all getting drunk and fighting and attacking each other.  Intrigue affairs, all kinds of chaos kicking off.

I've promised a teacher I'll go back at a certain time to help set up for the new class.    I go back to my old house to try and get a key.
In the house is an old lover who wanted to 'own' me, he has a lover there with him but she's nuts!  Is wrapped round him screaming and jealous...  they are both paranoid, it's hard not to get drawn into the drama as she's trying to attack me, there is also vomit all over the floor.

I get out of the house fast and close the door, I run down the path and take of into the night air.... it's amazing, flying around in the dark with only starlight to see with.   I get the feeling that there are a few others in the dark sky too, we are all happy alone.     The grass looks and smells awesome in the dark.   As the light dawns I return to the school as I promised the teacher and clear up in there for the next class.

People start to arrive so I leave via a long grass path and go into a big swimming pool, it's a play pool.   I'm about to have fun when one of the security notices I have a wristband from an old day/game.....    I go underwater and tug it off and then vanish into the crowd to watch from a distance. 


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Last dream.

I'm in a small room in a cottage, there is a bed and to the right of it there is a chest of draws.   It's a flat packed type, but badly made the draws only have fronts and they have fallen apart.

In the draws were lots of vet type equipment, mostly for blood lab samples, so diffrent types of tubes & needles, pots and syringes.

The draw and room is in a small old cottage, on a hill, 2 doors up from it is another similar cottage with the door locked.  3 people have a key. 

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Next I'm looking at job applications for a new vet nurse... there are 100's of applications but they are all academic and non practical....   I'm overwhelmed that so many people want to work.

Water Dragon

First one of my book synchronicity!   I went back to one of the 4 books I'm reading and started where I'd left of a month or so ago, only to find I'd stopped just before a chapter all about Seth and the oversoul 7 books  (We have all been chatting about Seth for the past few weeks in dreamer group:P)  I'd also added samples for the same Seth book mentioned onto my kindle.


Soo   Dragon dream,

I'm not sure who 'I' was in this dream I was in a totally unfamiliar room with 2 totally unfamiliar teenage boys smoking pot.   I wasn't smoking so was just looking about the room, on one wall is a notice board.
A calendar catches my attention, it's blue and advertising a water park.... in the picture is a bright blue water monster/dragon serpent thing.  It's got a slide and fountain coming out of it, but it looks like it's tied in a knot.   At first I think it's the Loch Ness monster but then realise that the calender is Welsh so it must be a dragon. 

As I wake up I re'member my other recent dragon dreams.  
Shedding skin
Dream sharing
Purple Dragon
Dragon name


I realise the last ones have been earth dragons, following round the Medicine wheel water dragon would be next.  It also fits with the ocean dreams from this week. 

So I realise I must ask about the water dragon meditation.... as I'm mailing to ask I realise what this about.   It's about the dream/life below - also makes me cry! 

Summer  2011 some time. 

I had such a beautiful dream last night. It felt like it lasted a lifetime...... hence it's long

I was myself, human and I lived naked in a large deep lake were I was able to breath in the water.
The pool was in the most beautiful setting, surrounded by light forest with perpetual low sunlight that shone on the surface of the lake.

One day a black & white penguin appeared in the pool - at first we just imitated each other, but with time we learnt to interact and play together. Our favourite game was fetch, with a pink bath toy.
During a game diving deep for the ball, I happened into a tribe of human like 'people' living at the bottom of the lake.

At first they were a little unsettled that I had found them - I felt that I knew them. (Then realised this was a memory from a future, and that I would know them)
With time they accepted me and I grew especially close to one of them, years went by I lived with them and learnt there ways.
With time they gradually faded out of my visual sight but I knew they were with me still and I could always talk with the tribe even though I couldn't see them.

During this time the other humans (ones similar to how I had been) had taken over the area where the lake was situated. Eventually all that was left of the lake was a small dark deep pool.
The water there had become very polluted, the pollution didn't harm me as I'd become part of the nature of the lake.
The water was harmful to the other humans though, they wanted to dig out the pool and replace it with a swimming baths so that their infants could play there. I agreed and left the lake.
After the lake had been turned into a small swimming pool, lost and upset I tried to find the lake water.
I found where they were channelling the lake water too - it was now flowing in a dark underground canal, the water was black and thick and was being pumped fast threw massive turbines.
I could feel the tribe were with me though I couldn't see them..... I could hear them telling me. 'Don’t be afraid, don't be upset'
I left the canal and the dark water and found a small stream I followed into wild grassland.... I think by this time the tribe member I'd mated with had materialised to keep me company.
We came to a small metal shed on the edge of the grassland, inside the shed were 2 children working several computers. The tribe member I was with asked about the door way.
The children smiled and said they would help us in a moment.
After a small wait they asked us to open a cupboard and press a blue button, when we did so a doorway into another scene opened.
Looking through the doorway, I could see the tribe ‘people’ there.
In the distance there was a small beach set in a rocky cove and beyond a huge bright blue ocean.
I hear them in my mind saying to me ----- 'you know how to swim now, next you have to learn to swim in the ocean'

- I woke up then :) It was such a rich beautiful world and it felt like I'd been there for so so long..... literally a lifetime!

Soooooo   I need to reconnect with this dragon/spirit/life... and the emotions and knowledge from it.  I think there might be a whole sea of un-cried tears with this one :P


-  Next were visions.

The Greek letter Theta  and then Omega but it also had a small line under it.
What looked like a clock face in duck egg blue but the numbers round it were white birds like doves flying.

The last dream my recall is very jumbled, there was a forest and house, debts to pay a large white tent filled with food that was going to be moved.  
Some people moving bunk beds threw a mud filled carpark.  I was also linked to a wild animal threw the forest it was a white wolf, but it was very malnourished and in poor condition.

A tangly wood, were people can play.   Nothing is what it seems.  You are the question and you are the answer the asker and the asked.