Dad & Ddad - TimeLines

 

16th Aug

 

A long dream in a strange open space.  It was sort of a ritual, a therapist an shaman and others are there... There was a disturbance in a family line and we were going to follow it back.  It was blocking happiness or something for someone.

As the thing started there was wind around me... Blowing and lifting me up it spread thought the group.

It had been found in my father... But it wasn't his life.   We were viewing a life it turned a bit game show carnival at this point with glowing images popping up on sticks like arcade totems.

The images at the top were odd.... Centring on my Dad. 
It was a life were he'd been a promising art student and had been forced to leave the art school when his father had died and had gone into a mechanics work shop to make money for the family, stopping art.

After this we wandered around...  I played a game in a large tent.. Flying round on a rope bashing panels of the canvas to turn them from white to black. 

Then we were heading to Cuba to a club..... Heading there on a raft. 

 

18th
 

A dark gang dream.  Movement and flux with Ddad and London Rachel.  David was there too.... Familiar but strange.

I was seeking out others who understood.

 

Another dream with Ddad...  Layers and sorting.. Portals.   Time lock aces.. Chorology compartmentalisation. 

 

Code cracking...  (My writing is so dyslexic in my dream pad it's hard to read)  looking for familiar lines.

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Yet another dream with Ddad, this time it was the same thing, but playing it forward.  Organises the times and places to meet.  Like making & placing the nodes to weave between.

 

Long dream...
Started with a game scenario, MMO style world I was in.  I'd not been there for a while, but and expansion was due to drop.  I was refamiliarizing myself with the style and world.  The platforms used outside the game for communications.

Near a spawn point was a free code thing...  Only it was a stone tablet filled with metal sword, dagger pommels.  The idea was to pull one and see what came out. 

Many broken pommels lay on the ground.  I picked a handle near the frame.  Pulling it free I was surprised to find a whole sword in my hand with a written message attached.   Surprised as the angle of the sword was so close to the edge of the sword it shouldn't have fit.  It was for a free item on expansion drop, a mount of sorts the image showed it as a sort of cute R2D2 style flying craft, blue and white almost Lego looking with a face.
It had the code I needed to retrieve. 

I'd met male me in an accompanying world who was a little like Marcus but different in looks and personality.

He was trying to find accommodation but struggling, despite earning a good salary his wage slips were old written on  red and black printed paper sheets... With his debts deducted.  No one would trust his credit.

We were wandering around pubs, having sex in them and moving on.  I was trying to find/recall a missing gap from my life.  Recall of 5 years between the ages of 9-14 were missing from my mind. 
I'd been kidnapped with my Mama I'd retuned she'd not.  But I had no memory of what had gone on.

I'd visited a woman in a strange round wooden house, a trapdoor opened into a metal spiral stair that lead into a kitchen and store room below.   The woman was a hypnotist and I was asking her if I could have been hypnotised to forget the period from my mind, but she didn't think this was possible.
We were wondering if the period was lost from my mind due to trauma.

last dream also long.
 

Main dream area...  Martin & Simon, we were young but my Boys were there too.   Sex in this dream too. 
Betty & Sheila were in the dream too.
A shuttle bus linking it with another space, a cat would take the bus each day.  We would take the bus to compete in team games.
We were to go camping on the islands of the coast.  Waiting for a wide inflatable life boat type raft to take us over. 
We had to sleep in a hut in lines, it had the feel of a scout camp but with people of all ages.
 

Strange stuff too, metal grids filled with humans and aliens... We would walk into them and be submerged.  Some were trapped here, other were allowed in and out.   I was usually allowed bk out but others were kind of imprisoned., being moved from one section of the grid to another.

Monkey was in the dream too, he was dressed in a martial arts outfit, had come to my window were I was prepping for the camping trip.  He passed me a plate of crystallised mushrooms of different shaped and sizes telling me 'Make some time & come find me when your bk'  We were going to trip on them.  
 

 

In-between a Mind Space

 

21/9

Dreaming but to tired to take notes.
One was a sea running down a slope, a webpage promoting stuff.  Some religious group. 

Odd underground places but old fashioned in style. 

 

Seth...  Unpublished post.....

 

 

Seems it was a carrot on a stick after all..  I miss Inka.  'He'll be back Ren'  Mmmmm

 
22/9

I was in a heated discussion with people defending what they were perceiving as demons or neg entity's - but I was seeing multi layered aspects, a perspective the other person didn't seem to perceive. 

 

Very odd dream dust, it was like a red/white mirror flashing cube in a funnel or vortex.

 

A Phi dish.   Was a bowl with the numbers for Phi as a pattern on the inside. 
 

Then an amazing dream I kept going back into.   I'd been in the dark garden of a curio shop that I ran with a crew.   It was open all hrs with goldren lights and all kinds of things for sale.   The street it was on was futuristic with no cars just shuttle buses on a track.

 

It was opposite an old fashioned book shop. 

I'd received a phone call from a posh sounding woman called something starting with M?  Anhoo she'd asked me, do you know who I am.  The question was deeper than that, she was representing something and as I'd spoken to her my body had been sucked down underground I was pushing threw soil and earth faster and faster..  Trying to work out what she was - I'd guessed she was linked to my buried creativity and with this realisation the earth sort of spat me back out all disorientated.
 

I'd been pondering what this could mean while trying to put out small fires that kept starting in the shop.   The floor was old wood planks and I didn't want the whole place to go up.  They were landing on shelves that looked like alters of witchcraft stuff and then modern cosmetics.  
The fires were coming from embers across the road, Outside oppersit there was an old book shop.   It's on a corner terrace was rickety shelving outside covered in books free books. 

The books and the shelves were on fire and bits were flying over into the store.

I'd taken some of the others to have a look with a view to calling a fire team.
Only once more I was perceiving a different reality to the others. 

The couldn't see the flames or fire,  the store had a sash window front and threw the angled pane I could see a woman inside looking at me.   She had a pile of psychology books in her hand also on fire.  All the same book.  'All in the mind' or something very similar.  When I looked from the front of the sash window they books were no longer lit. 
The woman just looking at me.
I recognised the perspective split from my psych breaks, and before that dreams.  It's like standing in a reality intersection were I can see 2 different series of events playing depending on where I'm positioned and perceiving ....  It's like aligning with one persons or another's perspective while simultaneously having my own.  

 

As most of the others couldn't see the fire I decided to go with the consensus and not call the fire crew out.
So we'd gone back to our hub.  Where I tended to customers for a while.
I'd left the shop on a break and was amazed at what was behind the street.

A vast plane on pylons and cables fastened down with thick silver chains.  The distant and low in the sky. 

I'd tried to explore but the energy there was static..  I was only able to crawl, I'd found my way onto a conveyor belt filled with tech equipment to get out, it was moving fast and grippy and I had to get a bunch of guys waiting for things on the belt to drag me off.

Back at the shop more people had arrived, one guy in particular was curious about my perspectives and dreams, possibly African not tall, dark intense curious eyes. 

I was writing stuff down to remember and he was keen to read it.  Notes and diagrams scribbled onto brown paper bags from the store.

I'd kept falling into dreams and as I was waking again he would be there and curious as to what I had seen.
I'd told him about the Pylon place and these substation type places I'd seen and him and some others wanted to help me use a drone so I could show the others what I was seeing.
 

Head Mush and Homer

Ooof Inka... It feels like last week just had sex with the moment and my head!  'That makes now'  So many images... 'That bits your thinking'  👀

Space dogs and fireworks, just to much stuff - I'd attacked a dog.   I'm fighting with you now?  'No Ren, I'm showing you what to remember' 

Fidel Castro?  I duno what that is or what it has to do with anything?  

'Just come here and dream' 
I was in a place were people were in animals?  Friends?  Hu?  'Shhhh' 
 

Eh now that was odd.

I was living in the Simpsons! A cartoon world and Homer was going to kill himself.  He left everyone an identical note on their desktop with lots of links and as we watched it we found ourselves journeying and becoming more real.
The real world was brown and run by a dragon.
They made a new person into Homer.
Every day we all had to line up and one person would be made into gloop and the dragon would inject it!
We all had to watch, it made me want to puke. 

Rest of the time we could make toys and play.   Was way more to the world too so much stuff and I'm very confused!

Back in the same dream and now it's linked with Odyssey (I've dreamed of this before)  It was linking back to Greek stuff.
Inka my head too full  'Yeh, just sleep don't try n process it all'   There was numbers too, were they the numbers of the planets?   I'm dizzy.

 

I keep going back into this same space... So much stuff.  
There is a daily meeting in the middle of the world. 

We come from the north and the south to chat and take a strange train ride.  Sushi is served on the train but someone had already eaten mine.
Oh there was a steep climb to the train too, I'd had to use my arms as I had slippy souls/soles. 

I was being shown a new avatar I could use.  Was like an MMO thing.  Was almost like a blue part seal thing?  Perhaps like a turquoise Selkie but it had a trident too.  A strange mythical looking thing was cool.
I was looking at it's skills and they all had the same Icon the language was dots and squiggles and I didn't know how to read it.
I'd have to learn it threw experience.

Last bit I was in my main dream space with my Dad.... We were looking at buildings going up and down (like scrolling fast back n forth threw history)  He was telling me stories were written in cement.

The tide was high a few meters more than it should be.  A guy with us had a strange white shuttle he used to fish.
I was aware this was the place to try out the new strange avatar.

Feels like reality took a symbolic poop in my head.

'Sorry Ren, Mars and Venus back in Aquarius'   My brain just feels like noodles.. 😵🥴

'I'll stick around and help mouse'  lol thanks I think.  I'm confused.  

 

Popcorn Slave

'DW Squeaky, out trajectories, are alined' hehe
'Yeh, mixed blessing hu mouse?'  😏Mmm my house?  
'Will do Ren, I'll find you anyplace.  You been hiding with this moon'...Hah, You & Malico messed with my head last night :😛'Only in concepts Ren, patterns and lines, we have emotion to work Witch'  I wana hug, 'How much?'  lol you can't put credit on hugs.. 'Wana fight over that?'  nop... just hug 'Fight over something else?'  Yeh, just for fun?  'Come then mouse we scrap by your house'   💜 😆

Hahaha!  'Magic Bitch!'  It's 303 'Yep lazy, come dream with me'    I'd been in a school dream again, but hazy..

'Lessons Ren, though you learn your own way'  I prefer to play... Oh, you'd been looking out of all of the eyes 'You to Bitch, no place to hide 😏'  A ladybird again 'bug' So much jumbled stuff Inka?   'IKR Bitch, DL lots'   😆

A strange dream a market like shop.. a little like Hippy places at Camden Locks. 
Julia the vet was there she was taking all the staff about 20+ people to Madagascar... A trip for her 40th birthday or an anniversary.  I'd said no to the trip and was watching all get ready to go.. It had been arranged a year in advance as I'd not been sure if I'd stick around.


Then just loads of off symbols... Sand.. sandcastles again, falling...  Silica?
I feel this was to do with money/finance money structure but I was seeing it... as structures.  

Money crash then 'Popcorn'  I was bringing it too and fro, like a shuttle... harvest or Shuttle.  Was like a multistory cinema and I had red & white stripy popcorn bags and I was walking up and downstairs with it 😆
'Popcorn Slave' lol Inka...  '💜 Bug'    
Reminded me of a dream years ago with a magic garden and a cafe and then a big black and white spiral staircase... I'd spent all night carrying dirty plates to the sky garden and taking food back down again.


Haha this POPed up in a group 😆 🍿  Can't add vids today for some reason. 

This vid kinda cool... I'd forgotten that Lamma/Lughnasadh is the Same day as my Bday and Imbolc in the southern hemisphere.  'Not like you to forget Ren 😈'   You and reality trolling me for fun hu?  'You weave this to Witch, don't blame me 😏'  Hahaha