Souls, Wholes and a School.

I was dreaming about souls and wholes last night...   like seeing us all connected and spirits and stuff... also how sometimes spirit can can like a ghost in my dream It made me think that's what the holy spirit ghost must be to Christians.   The whole shary spirit.   (It's hard to describe this as it's fractaly and multidimensional)


Then I had a dream I was leaving a house, and was upset to say goodbye...... someone was in the corner channelling aliens (I was to sleepy to be bothered to wake up and make more notes though)


Last dream was really odd, it was a huge learning complex, mainly for the study of music & harmony.  We were all pared with someone to learn with (male and female)


I didn't recognise my study partner, he was blond tall with very blue eyes, our area of work was in a huge modern cube/lab with no floors, it was deep with metal grids walkways to move about on.    In it were particles small like grains of sand, we had to find 2 types.


There we another 4 sets of couples working in this lab.   Once we found the specific particles  the room transformed into a microscopic viewer.  (This was like a huge telescope in reverse)    Each couple had a different particle to look at.

We were looking at ours it was tablet shaped and a pinky/purple transparent... we were supposed to be recording the measurements but in the dream I couldn't write so the male was making the notes and I was going to copy them later...  I was just looking at it mainly.

Initial feelings... interpretations...

-  First part was a soul retrieval type dream, but I was showing myself how it works.   How we are all connected when we are not physical.

The house,  I get this when I'm done with a lesson/idea and am moving on/have outgrown something.
Sometimes it might be a teacher/school/building.   I realise it's time to let something go  (The communication with aliens)  I think this is to do with how I communicate with collectives... meby it's time to start bringing that aspect of me more into my waking awareness.

- Last dream.   Setting huge learning complex but also dedicated to music..  could be earth or my current experience/interpritation of this earth reality.    It was a little like the layout of my highshcool set out over a large area with many different buildings of various ages.
This seems to be male and female minds -  our perceived split, each couple in the dream is a person.   We are working side by side on harmony so balancing logical & creative.

Hummm   the next part, I'm not certain.  The lab we were in wasn't like anything I've scene before it was ultra modern/futuristic cube type thing.

Micro/Macro  I wasn't aware of my being my male brain in this dream... so I only experienced it from a creative view point, I was unable to understand the measurement system or record the detail  I was very much an observer...     The particles we were working with were tiny, but when looked at closely really interesting.

Soooo  Hummmm, I think this is possibly formation of new thought constructs for me.    Looking at something differently.

Being a World Tree and a Poem

Like a shuttle weaving to and from,

The place were your at to the place you belong,
Binding your heart, with the web of the world,
bracing your soul, you surrender to whole,
enveloped with love, sharing one breath,
Uncoiling to fall, then climbing once more,
threw and in, catching the ends,
it's tangled it's angled,
it's drawing within,
I feel were I'm going, I feel were I've been,
I see into the places the what's in-between,
string or a whole? a weave or a web?
a magic embrace,
we're caught in life's net.

Dream..

I'm inside and am the world tree.  To do with a tree/ the world it's axis & the wobble I was the tree, then the world and I had a hole threw me, I also had a big spiral going our from the centre with cross bits like a web, my spine was the trunk, and I had a spiral staircase inside me...    my mind was the branches and the web stretched from my heart. 

Then I moved into a body  and started making globes with a gaming friend and a lesbian while we were all sat eating tea and toast :)   We were gluing the paper onto them.


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Another fun dream later about being in a forest, we were learning about opening portals in a kind of relay.... so we could quickly move as a group threw them and back.  

Hummm,  wonder if I'm unbalanced and need to move to the next element. 




Last nights dream was water, based... 

I was on a trawler fishing boat, I had some things with me, some giant antlers, a baby sling, and a cuddly toy.  It was a grey sea quite flat.   I was sitting on something on the deck looking out.... some how the stuff I had got tangled with the winch and knocked into the sea, so I jumped in after it.

I was trying to get it so dived down..  I managed to grab the sling, but then the rest vanished under the boat...   I pulled and fortunately the stuff was tangled together so all came back.

The boat left and I was left in the sea,  I found a sand bank shelf, and there was a big drop of after it.  I was going to dive down when all the water vanished leaving a room below.   I found some wood to the side I was going to climb down but a woman operative entered the pit room so I thought I should wait, I woke up after that. 

OBE Surgery

First dream was a bit like the swamp/oil field dryad... but it was spirit of a beach. 

Next was a nightmare type of dream... I wasn't scared but it had a kind of urgency to it.    Annoyingly all I can make out is that It was set in a forest, and I was searching for something  (rest of my writing's to messy)  Something about a call to the wild,   I know I'd woken up thinking it was interesting.


Next dream is outside too but it's a home.  I'm with a guy I went to school with I can't remember his name we are looking after the place as  his mother has gone away. 
The place is a glade in a wood, there are rocks covered in grass... there are also the odd wired placed chair and occasional thing like that.  

In the centre of the glade are rock pillars with grass on the top, we climb up onto them.  On the largest there is a marking on the grass....   looks like the grass has a tattoo.   The mark is of a hummm   bit like a labyrinth picture, and there is 4 caves in the directions N,S,E,W

We are looking at it, not sure what it is possibly a game or for a ritual.

His mother is due back soon, and her GTL (grot tolerance level) is lower than mine, so I help my friend to clear up.   She arrives back, as I'm leaving I notice part of the ground/floor is bouncy..so I bounce up and down for a bit cause it's fun.

Baby next door wakes me

Next dream, setting is a very old fashioned surgical theatre at the top of a tall building, with loads of windows.   I'm about to be operated on, and the person doing the surgery is Ann a vet I worked with, but in the dream she's also my mother in law.  (Ann is mum of 3 vet, very competent not very confident she swapped to running a guest house) 

She is going to operate on my ovaries or something reproductive... and is she upset as I might not be able to have children (I don't care)

The op starts and it's early in the morning, she anaesthetises me.   Once my body's asleep I leave it and am having an OBE watching,  she's struggling to stabilise the anaesthetic and doesn't have a nurse to help and so she's upset and panicking a bit.

A receptionist comes in, to say good morning and she can kind of see my OBE body  not properly but like a ghost or presence in the room.  I wonder if I can help the Vet, so I go up to her and hug her.   I'm like a ghost so she can't see of feel me properly but I feel her heart rate and breathing start to settle so I keep hugging her till she's relaxed.

(This was like the dream were I did this to someone trying to get a soul fragment back... I was a ghost that put my hands on his chest and slowed my breathing till he matched and then his SF came back to him)

Anyhoo she's relaxed now, so I start to look at my body on the operating table, I can see the ET tubes not in right so I wriggle it until I can see the bag moving as my body breathes.   A nurse arrives, (This is a girl I was at school with)  She takes over the anaesthetic, the vet is more relaxed and they start the surgery.  I walk out of the wall and go to explore. 

I fly I have awareness of the place I'm in it's like a huge collage place my dream partner seems to be one of my x's  (his own mother is dead now) he's in a refectory type place eating.... he doesn't seem to know/care his mother is upset.  The rest of the place is filled with lessons and youngish people.  

I feel a tug and realise the surgery must be finished so I go back up to were my body was. 

When I go back in, my bodys not there but I'm standing up and can talk to people now so it felt like I was back in it, they all seem quite pleased - on the Op table are slices that they removed from me :P

They vaguely look like cuts of meat ready to cook :D

- I get woken up by Zak. 

Dreaming of Dreaming Group

Firstly I meet Guy.
The setting is like a barn...  or old coach house, but it's seems to be floating in the night sky.   It's got massive vaulted wooden beams and parts of it are open to the sky and stars.

It's clean and basic inside, with rows of beds were people are sleeping.   A few people are walking round.  I go up to a balcony, with alcoves, it's open too and I can see the sky, and the beds of people sleeping below.  Guy is there too.   We try to talk, but there are lots of little dark shadow entity's fluttering round us.  They looked a bit like the ones in the other dream that were fighting with the gold things.    This time they are smaller though, like little dark wispy fairy's or ghosts.   I realise we have more inner stuff to clear until we can talk properly in astral with less confusion. 

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Next dream, is a journey to a dream school meeting, then it swaps to the Slak group... 2 people are getting married, and then another person joins.
I was reading her posts, I was confused this morning wondering wether it was real and then I remembered her name had been Sophia

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sophia_(wisdom)

She was telling us about old toys.. which seems to fit with the 2 dreams I had a couple of years apart about the earths toys.

Next ~

I'm on a coast line, with sand and the odd dark volcanic rock.   The see is calm we have a 4x4 that is driving on the sand but we get out and walk too as it's a nice day.  We are on our way to a big building close to the shore.

We pass threw A forest, with huge tall trees and a light canopy, there is lush green grass on the ground...   the whole place is green and sparkly I'm watching my Dog run with a pack of white wolves or huskys..    They are spreading out then calling to each other to run back together.  I'm following a large grey gul bird overhead too.

Find the house is like a stately home, it's huge and very fancy.  There are people I'm related to in there and also lots of other people.  It seem to be a kind of hub, it's taking deliveries and displaying them, it's almost fairy like in places, with huge outdoor markets with the same tall trees, the canopy's of them sparkle with tiny lights.

There are displays of fruit and veg, flowers and plants like cotton other plants that I'd never seen or heard of.... they all look beautiful and healthy.

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Another dream, this is in a store/staff room in a huge education complex.   It's got leather sofas, an is very full of old furniture, in it we have something that look like Lego sets.   This part the scene also flits to my Aunty Shelia's house (were I found my 7 year old self shard)

Each set has 2 things to create in and if we have 2 sets the same we can use the 4 create a bigger single scene that becomes 1 that is very different. 
The grey Gul is there again. 

Dog run with a pack of white wolves or huskys..    They are spreading out then calling to each other to run back together.  I'm following a large grey gul bird overhead too.

Giant in a City and a Thought Lake.

Gah... what a weekend.   I'm pooped :p

I had wired night of dreams again...  first few though was odd.  
They weren't dreams as such just chatting with people and looking down on dreams It was almost like watching films  but not cause they were dream worlds....  we could see time going both ways and were watching different outcomes too.  We were discussing the outcome of 'manipulation'   
Not like manipulating people but tweaking time/synchronicity s - and how that effected the outcomes.


I knew I was aware all night, but was also a bit weary so making myself write things down was hard work. 

I met someone in a garden full of cats and dogs... they were telling me it's important to speak our truth even if people hate us for it.   (I was confused though as our truth changes as we do) but he was insistent. 

At one point period pain was keeping me aware of my sleeping body - but I was also aware that my mind was with others  (bit like the group dream were we were co-creating in a void)
Anyhow   it was a strange stretching sensation - at the time I was very aware of both things, but when I woke to write it down the content of what we'd been discussing was gone :stuck_out_tongue:   I just knew that there were about 5 of us that we come together alot in the astral, I work with them... we around another 100 were waiting for something. (edited)
Oh...  Just checked out the other dreams...   they do all fit together,  it's to do with 'group mentality'

Sooo
The dream, it was at first set in rooms in a hill with little bunks in, Mark was in it (I've a feeling he was playing the 'Wizard/magician' archetype
The rooms are very colourful... they are mainly for sleeping.   Mark is going to Belgium to play in a band... he's playing to children and angels...  
Next I take the place of someone working in a crystal and fabric shop, I'm helping people to pick the right coloured cottons to mend there fabric...   some might need wonder web though. 

Next scene is a city, it's changing and things are changing..     we need to change group think, there is a massive giant in the city too... the city has a strange wired battlement maze, half way along it is a dead kings body and an experiment is going on with it. 


I also had a vision showing me the horizon of our awareness.... and how if we don't bob to much and stabilise our horizons become much wider as we make less ripples...     I was like a point of awareness in the centre of a giant mirror like lake that was completely smooth so it reflected the sky.     As it was so flat I was aware for miles in all directions.

Ferry Filled with Poop, White Town, Bus with Fairys, and a Dig for Tendons.

First dream was of an old house, digging round in dark places and something about an apothecary.

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Next dream was of a long journey, it started with a white toilet that was overflowing with shredded courgette.
First part of the journey is on foot, threw beautiful lush green countryside on a sunny day, there is a stream and a we are walking threw fields and climbing over stiles.


The town is painted all white, all the buildings are sprayed.  It's a tourist town and they keep it all white deliberatly. 

It looks odd,  the second time I pass threw it's being painted, but it's like a water colour picture that's running... the dream is blurry. 

I'm in the town to get a ferry,  I get on and we are making a crossing, I notice that there are piles of poop all lover the boat.

I'm writing something. 

(Zak wakes me) 

Next dream I'm with a group of females we are mothers/nurses/faeries!  We have been looking at profiles of our babies blood and looking at immunology markers... we are getting on a bus to go to an orchard to learn about levitation and fruit picking!  The bus is very modern, quite futuristic, black and shiny with tinted windows.
While on the bus we stop off at an underground bus station,   from the bus I notice 3 people.  One is a male that I know, I know the other 2 people too.  The male I know best is captive, by the other 2 who are part of a gang/organisation.  I know that the male is being taken to be tortured and killed.  (I know that I have been with him in other places that we have died together and have at times saved each others lives) 
I notice some police near by, I realise while I can't free this bloke totally I can should be able to get him arrested where he at least won't get torchered and killed.   

I do something mentally manipulate stuff in the bus depot that causes a fuss the police notice and come over... they see the 3 people.   The kidnappers vanish, and briefly the male I know comes onto the bus and we talk... he's late 40,s dark hair and has spots and pock marks, he's in a bad way  (I think this is the male who attacked me in this dream)  He was also in another dream were he was totally deranged.  We chat, he acknowledges my help before the police come onto the bus and arrest him.

At this point I seem to take his place, and it is me with the kidnappers.  They give me a hunting knife and we all turn into rodents, they are showing me how to store the knife in my furr.  
They are going to take me somewhere to teach me about 'Harka'  

(Zak Wakes me again!)

Next dream isn't really like a dream.An uncle of Ians is having a bad time - he has chronic depression (his lefs not gone to plan)  he's lost faith in anything/everything...  can't make decisions and is locked into his own mind and now had been diagnosed with a cancer and needs surgery and treatment.

He's in a mess just pacing round apparently.

Well, anyhoo   I had loads of dreams last night, but in among them was a meeting with him.    We were in a beautiful summer garden, he was laying on a metal garden bench with a soft embroidered cushion under his head, he looked sleepy. 

I was just sitting with him  watching, just being with him. 

Last dream, 


An Archaeological dig, it's on a coastal shore line, and the pit is partly natural.
I'm helping people measure the depth of the rock to mark the approximate age.

We find what we are looking for, it's a bit of our ancestor.  
We take it back with us and then cook it!   It turnes white and rubbery like a split up squid, it's tendon. 

We are deciding weather to taste it!

make our way up and into a town, (I enter and pass threw this town 2 times in the dream - in 2 different seasons)

Hummmm,    I'm sure this is linked to the visions I had in a dream the night before with giant ankles/claws of ancient avians & reptiles some that had turned to stone. 

War in the Heavens Dream.

Lots of very vivid detailed dreams.

First one the setting is very plain white we are a group of about 30 females from al lover the world, I don't know any of them.  We are creating a web site and have created the layout but it doesn't have any content yet.  We are pleased with the progress we have made and the place holders  we have put into place. 
Next we start to collect feathers, some of the females have already done this but some of us me included haven't.  I need to collect feathers (we all need feathered headdresses)  my type of feathers are long, they are dark iridescent blue and green, that shine gold when the light hits them. 

Colour wise I guess they were similar to peacock feathers but the shape and patterning was more like pheasant tail feathers. 

They get tied into a bundle for me by the other women.... once made we ware them, for a ceremony with lots of sacred smoke ( I think the images of them get uploaded too.)   During it I get visions of the claws and feet of ancient reptiles and avians... some have turned to stone.

(So my thoughts on this, the gold was them in last nights dreams and others with  over-soul in.... then earlier in the year I kept having dreams about blue and green feathers too, then there was the whole bluebird thing that kept popping up when I decoded my life. 

Gold, I've never really liked gold much :P  Makes me think of that dream that went on for days were the royal family.

18 May 2012

Lastnights dreams was epic crazyness, it seemed to last for days. :)

The first part I remember I was being hunted by a giant Troll thing, and some kind of ethereal sord assassin - we could jump over huge areas and the chase was threw a mountain range.
I'd managed to wiggle my way to getting them to attack eachother and forget about me.

I then found a cave - In the cave was a missing element from the periodic table, a ring that allowed for time travel and an old 60's sci fi novel.
The element was wired, it was metal like and was liquid till you touched it, if you played with it, it turned into a chewed gum state :P

As I flicked threw the sci fi book, I realised it was a book about my dream - and was being written as I did stuff, I could kind of comunicate with the author and they were giving me hints of stuff to do next.

After the cave and much travel I talked my way into a crazy underground city, really awsome looking Victorian industrial steam/punk style.

I had to take the element from the cave to the inventors in the city, but I ended up in a royal area filled with giant size wrought iron candle sticks.
They were huge like buildings amazing twisty designs and all under a large coloured glass roof inside a hill.

Next part of the dream that stands out, I'm on an open hillside with a royal coach pulled and pushed by 4 horses. I'm with some other people and we start to drive the coach supper fast down the hill and into a vally and river below.

We keep going into the river... the coach is made of gold and sinks.
I go down with it to free the horses. I'm underwater trying to save a huge chestnut horse, it eventually wriggles free and me and the other people make our way to the bank and help the horses out of the water.

I watch the bubbles from where they royal family had sealed them sleves into there gold carrige.

After that I woke up, I feel like I need to go back to sleep after such a long exciting night of adventure

Hummmm   wonder what the feather headdress means?  Crowns?  Crown chakra  they gold queens ones have that cross above don't thy...   wizards and the pointy ones?  Blugh..   duno :P    Oh there was also the night when I got all that gold light beamed into my 3rd eye - lol

Ok... next dream.

Forest dream, I'm a tree in a wood.  Then I leave the tree to move threw the whole forest....  I'm connecting it or am connected to it, I'm white lines like tendon or meby mycelium  fine and interconnecting. 

-  Next big dream

Starts of in a basement TV studio and we are waiting for a rocket launch - the astronaut is wired, he's in his 80's and looks like he might struggle physically with the launch. 
He also has fake tan and wired stuck on tufty hair like Tintin.  He looks a bit like a comic character.  The rocket is crazy like a tin-can with a funnel on it.   He gets in and blasts of, in a pile of cushions.    The TV commentator then starts dancing a jig !
We ask him about the launch but he's evasive so me and my male aspect go outside to look.  

Outside is bonkers too, we are in a ultra modern city with bright blue sky there is a river flowing beside us and on the other side of the river a desert with pyramids they look newly built.   The riverbank on our-side is dark concrete.  We are the only people.  .


I scan the sky but see no sign of the rocket when I look back the pyramid I see a bus flying sideways threw the sky and then crash into the pyramids. 

It doesn't explode, and there seems no reason for why it's was flying threw the air, as I go to point it out to my male aspect I see a plane flying out of the sky and straight into part of the city, I point it out and we look in amazement!

As I look back I see another plane is heading straight for us like it's going to crash land we crouch down and it goes over the top of us.

We are telepathic and decide that might be better to find somewhere underground till we work out why stuffs falling out the sky. 

We make our way along the side of the river, but notice that there are landmines along the bank, so we go into the river to swim round them.  

Heading into a residential district I notice a basement door open and recognise the voice of one of my Mam's sisters. 

These 2 aunts are very old now and quite ill, in the dream they are in there 60's (one is my God mum that the old Ivy silver bracelet came from )
As we enter they are chatting and washing up dishes.

We go into the flat and they make us a cuppa, we ask if they have herd what's happening, they say no.   On the news they are reporting that people are vanishing or not turning up to work.   My cousin Emma also appears there she's a Dr  and doesn't seem to know what's going on either.

After the cuppa me & male me decide to go back and see what's going on.  It's still sunny and there are no other humans but falling from the sky are black smoking blobs.

At first they look a bit like  birds on fire but as I look more they are humanoid in shape.   They are dark and transparent like shadows, with faint black wispy smoke coming from them. 

They are falling, being pursued and beaten up by 1000's beings in light body's...    These are humanoid shape's transparent some with wing like shapes outs have outlines like Hindu gods or comic god heroes..     They are mainly gold and massively outnumbering the shadow body's and beating the crap out of them! 

They are all fighting in the sky, light vs shadow with the injured ones crashing down to earth. 

I remember feeling rather sorry for the Shadow people who were hopelessly outnumbered by the very aggressive gold light people.  

I wake up wide awake thinking WOW, that was odd!

(Hummmm  reminds me a bit of the Dino/Dragon battle but I was taking part in that)  

Last dream I was packing stuff up, and washing up to leave somewhere...  I had a tick list of stuff I'd done most of it and was marking it off.   Someone was watching me, I was aware they were watching me and we were both covertly observing each other :P   trying to look like we weren't looking at one another even though we were.