Serving and another metal compacter.

Last night I had my first dream were I felt 'fear' in ages! 

It was familiar...  the whole world I was in the settings and life/friends.   I've had other dreams here. 

I was working as a waitress first part of the dream, I'm good at it - serving many people food n teas/coffee ect...
I'm leaving though and taking a train to London  (though sometime I bury under the track and go below the train)  sometimes I'm on it. 
It's a sleeper train, I have a rucksack n sleeping bag with me.    There are 2 trains running parallel on parallel tracks... I leap from one to the other to wake a male who's travelling with me and tell him we are close to our destination.  

Next I'm on a bus, I still have bag n rolled up sleeping bag we are at my stop in London  (This is a wired dream London I have)  It's dark and the bus doesn't stop so we need to just jump out of it.  I do this and I'm in the centre of a busy road.  
I see a guy get hit and killed by a car a little way away from me.....   I run waving my arms about so I'm visible to the oncoming traffic and make it to the path. 

The cars are driving over the dead body and this seems normal.  
I see a local friend of mine here getting a seat and a meal in a restaurant and decide I'll pop into the hostel I'm staying in then go and say hello to her.   I think I was meeting someone els in the city too.

At this point I realise I dropped my sleeping bag in the road and as I need to cross decide I'll try grab it on my way back over...   Again cars don't stop.  It's like playing frogger :stuck_out_tongue:

As I get part way across I'm scooped up by a 'road cleaner'  Metal compacter 
***(This is the second dream I've had about something like this in the past few months,  last nights dream brought back a fear I had as a kid of rubbish vans and large motors/endgins)   
At first I'm in it avoiding the bits of metal, It's magnetic and round inside,  large bits of metal are moving round and getting crushed.    I can't see any way out, over head is a claw thing that grabs, but it's shaped like a birds beak and it acts bird like too like a black bird eating worms.    Next was the bit that was a bit scary as It was all compacting together with no obvious way out... then a door /crack opened and I walked out re-leaved.  

I'm on a large platform with workmen walking about they have hard hats an stompy boots,   One of them comes and grabs me round the waste and pokes his fingers into my mouth in an odd erotic way - at this point I was so glad I'm not been squished I hugged him and woke up. 

Last dream, in a town sunny and clean streets I'm meeting people I know and hugging them as I'm hugging one I relize I'm naked but it's fine. 
I'm doing something with 'retro toys, giving them to people... I also go into see a group of friends eating a meal together but don't stay with them I think I was going to visit other people I'd not seen for a while. (woke up after this)


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Ohhh   After the scary dream I was getting wired images visions as I went back to sleep one was of a massive metal spider made out of magnetic tin cans :smile:
Another of a rainbow metallic flying bug these were cool :sl

Eating Ticks and Birthing Adults :)

Tuesday's dreams.

Broken up dreams cause Zak got into bed and kept kicking me!

Sooo first off I'm at my Nana's house  (She moved into a home when I was young... then my Uncle lived here for a bit... anyhoo it's house I've not been in for at least 25years!)
I'm in there cleaning the floor (I keep dreaming about cleaning floors too :P)

There are other people in this house too, my friend Roz, and miss Piggy!!??!!   We are playing pranks on each other while cleaning/clearing up.

Next dream...

Main dreamscape, I'm outside on a mushroom hunt!  There all all kinds of odd and strange mushrooms :slightly_smiling_face:  I meet a greengrocer who used to live in the town I'm in now, he has a veg market and he knows about mushrooms too :stuck_out_tongue:

Next dream, I'm in Newcastle with my old best friend from schools Mum and Dad.   There is also Kerry a friend from collage.  We are getting a bus back to the village and have bough a Chinese take-away meal. 
We get of the bus on a street inbetween 2 housing estates were we lived and Emma's parents take all the food...    Kerry is upset cause she's ordered a mushroom foo-yung??!   But they are worried about there own meal getting cold and they won't let Kerry get her food out of the bag.  

I comfort Kerry and tell her it's ok, I'll find some food at my house for her. 

Last dream is wired too.  

In main dream place,    I'm in a tick removal centre.   It's like a health centre but we all have parasites.  They are crawling over people and I'm picking them of and biting them in half with a crunch to kill them :stuck_out_tongue:  (talk about monkey mama :wink:  )   
We are having issues as the new people coming in keep re-infesting the rest of us, so I'm changing the layout of the premises and installing a shower block in reception so people can get clean as they enter...   (I think i was making a special soap for this too)   I was also arranging clean towels and clothing so we could minimise cross contamination in the rest of the centre.


Last night

Had the weirdest dream symbolgy yet last night!!   

In one dream I'd given birth to a woman in her 50's :stuck_out_tongue:  and was trying to breast feed her... it wasn't happening (I think cause she's lost the sucking reflex)  but WTF??

The first dream was fairly were too...   a synthesised virus had been introduced into the human population  (a program to do with reducing the human population drastically)  People had to give 'consent' to get it...  this was really subtle though so much so they didn't realise they had choice in it. 
It was all tied into a certain song, like a nursery rhyme that people was being used to gain consent.     I was with some other people in an old fashioned cottage... the song was really catchy (lol like the virus)  and I was trying to help people sing a different tune - to make sure we didn't consent.    

Next dream was in a kids hospital (but hazy)

The birthing a woman dream was outside an area in my main dreamscape..   dreams about this place are usually significant.    I was looking for a bottle of formula for her as she was hungry..     Never dreamed anything like this before so curious as to what it means! :smile:

Ying-Yang me and a pigramage.

Didn't want to wake up this morning.  2 very different dreams both long but I just remember the main thems of each.

In the first I'm with male me too - but only experiencing the dream as female me I couldn't swap into him.  We are young late teens or early 20's  and twin brother and sister but lovers too.    We are at a martial art school and look Asian we are both small with black hair.  

We are learning to fight with long thick sticks (I think Bamboo) and the place we are in is harsh but also very beautiful... open to the sun and we spend lots of time outside.  
It's not modern in any way, it's a school/training/moestry type of place.
Me and male are always made to train against and fight one another as we are equally matched we push each other to improve - but also beat each other unconscious frequently  (Not threw choice if I remember we were forced to fight & train in this place)

I remember feeling my scalp and it had bumps and cuts....  we were both pritty beaten up.  We were disliked cause we loved each other too...  but seemed not to care.   I woke up as we'd curled up together to sleep.

Next dream is totally different it's my main dreamscape but 100's of years ago... I'm a monk/nun on a pilgrimage (I think heading up to Holy Island - but not sure were from) I'm with a female she is from the castle and Bamburgh... we are walking up the sand and dunes on the coast and into a small chapel on the outside.

As we come in the door our outer cloaks are taken and we are wrapped with white capes with sliver and gold embroidered stitching  (I'm silver she's gold)  We move to the back of the chapel quietly and I can smell ins cents coming from a room at the back... 

Then it blurs with something modern as I see a radiator on the wall at the back of the building and under it there is a hole with fire or lava in...      I realise if left it will burn the building down so ask for a damp thick cloth to smother the fire    (Ian's alarm woke me up here)

Funral Asshes and Mushy Peas.

Fridays Night.

Last night I was at my Mums funeral... or at least at the crematorium it was dark and me Ian and the kids were all there (My mum died when I was 18, so hadn't met Ian or had kids...  So this might be more about Ians Mum whos dieing?  )

Anyhooo we were in the dark waiting for an urn with ashes in.    The body had been burnt and we apparently wanted to wait and take the ashes back the same day so were were kicking round the grave yard in the dark waiting for her to cool down enough to scrape into a jar O.o  :stuck_out_tongue:

The kids were complaing they were hungry... I think we were going in and out of church buildings some of them had secrete corridors and there were dogs with us too.   I think Ians Mum was around to or dead... I asked Fay if she was upset about people being dead but she was fine so we were basically just waiting for a pot of ashes and talking to dead/deing people. 

After that dream I whent back into the same dream - this time we'd gone back to My aunt and uncles house... the same one I accidentally set fire to a few nights ago.   I'm making a roast dinner with my elderly aunt we are making a big meal to celebrate the death/passing of my mother.    I was also washing a large white floor??
Oh and preparing for a long car journey after the meal, this was with 2 friends I have no Tanya and Simon... they were going to eat with us. 

I was also looking out of a window it was late autumn and raining and few remaining golden leaves were being pulled of the trees with the rain.


Last night

My dream was odd to but the bit that sticks in my head most was being on a train and looking out of the window at two huge tins of processed peas!! 

They were meby 12ft high   standing in a siding.   I turned and giggled to who I was with on the train and then I held up my hands and we both had a massive processed pea each!  The size of a beach ball :smile: 

Long and odd dreams...

Sunday 1st Oct...

I had an odd dream about Iri & Me

You'd had a baby, it was very new I'd asked to see it so you'd mailed me over your newborn baby.   It was lovely and I'd put it on my pillow and slept beside it.     When the courier came back after a couple of weeks I'd gone up and got the baby of my pillow and packed it back into the box to return to you.

After the courier left I realised I'd not fed the baby at all in the time I'd had it, or changed it's nappy  (the baby had seemed fine when I'd packed it into it's box.    I was watching it's tracking move across the UK and back to you in Norway and I'd suddenly felt bad I'd neglected it and was wondering if it was dehydrated or had nappy rash.


Monday 2nd Oct.

I was in London and I was swimming in the Thames.   It's not like the real one it's a version of the Thames I dream about occasionally though...  it has sandy coastal banks with marram grass and it flows East to West into the sea....rather than West to East.  

At first I'm swimming alone and nekid there are small cute animals like octopus and things, there are also barriers in the water that creates deeper slow moving waters then shallower rapid areas.   I'm playing and making my way slowly down river to where it meets the sea. 

At some point I realise Zaks with me, he can't swim so I need to keep hold of him... it's less fun.   I keep him above water.     At the end of the river is a strange concrete structure I guess meby a tide dam or something.. 

At this point I find myself in a room, it's a place I've been staying but it's time to move on now.  
It's a little like a shopping Mall, there is a posh boys school next to it and lots of kids hanging around.   I'm packing up the stuff to leave, but the stuff I'm packing isn't mine - It's Ians Ipad, and Zak.    More people arrive I have an odd feeling about them so start to take Ians stuff

I need to swim back up river with it, holding it above the water...  part way there I feel I need to go back  for Zak so I out Ians laptop onto the shore (I'm pritty sure it will be taken but I need to collect Zak)  SO I go back for Zak...  

When I get back there's is a guy who holds me and tries to rape me, I'm annoyed with him and take Zak and leave swimming back up the river this time keeping Zak about the water..   I find the bag but Ians laptop has been taken.  

I think next bit was Ian going down to the room too  (everyone but me seemed to be walking but I was always moving in the water)    When we got to the room Ian wasn't annoyed about the laptop but about the guy who'd tried to rape me When he re-appeared Ian went of to attack him, I was surprised.

Next bit of the dream was a school type area with corridors and a huge wall, with a drop on one side.




Tues 3rd.


I'm dreaming lots, long detailed dreams that I can't seem to shake when I wake I go back into them... but then don't have time to write them up... or what I've written makes little sence :stuck_out_tongue:

So night before last my dream was of a large rented house, It was familiar but not from this life.  It was large Victorian terrace with big rooms with high ceilings. 

It has the typical kitchen out back, I'm in it and I get a delivery it's from 'NAMBLA'   (This is a pedo thing)  In the dream the acronym was slightly different but tI knew what it was.   They had sent 'goodie' bags for my 2 boys with a logo'ed pen, t-shirt and a drawstring bag.  

I was wirdly conflicted and then put the items into the bin.    In the house I go into one of the rooms,  it's got a bed but along one wall is a large shelf with old electrical appliances, several old ovens, a refrigerate and atari games console that said 'plug'n'play'   - I remember thinking I should tell the landlord to clear out his stuff. ??

Then I have a dream about a large dead tree, it's bark has gone it's just a white skeleton...   It's massive it splits in 2 and I call to people further down the valley to watch out for the sliding branches. 


Then last nights dream

I'm in a huge camp site/field and I'm cooking for many many people in an open kitchen over fires. ...   taking orders and trying to have various things ready at the same time.

Next part I recall is that I drop a lit match and it sets fire to a dogpoo bag, but as I bent to get it - it falls threw autumnal vegetation setting fire to it.    There are shrubs and bushes and the leaves are all catching on fire, it's to big for me to put out now....  I watch it thinking it will burn it's self out soon.  

Wiredly it doesn't the vegetation keeps burning I'm confused that live plants are burning so freely.  Next a building catches alite...    It's a very old cottage it's 100's of years old Tudor style and the old timber frame is catching.

Then the house belongs to my Aunty and uncle  (this is one of my main dreamscapes) thought the house is very different.   I feel terrible I've set there home on fire so I try to call the fire brigade my phone doesn't recognise my finger print - when I get my phone to work 999, won't work either...  or the local fire-station number.    I eventually manage to contact them but the house is being destroyed   (I'm recalling places inside it from other dreams)  
The fire brigade come, but they are kids in normal clothes... they don't seem to know what they are doing...     I'm watching trees catch alite too, big oak, sycamore there leaves are glowing gold/red and burning. 

They put out the fire and leave....   I go in, I can still see bits alight, I try to put them out and I wonder why the fire men left. 

I wander round inside the house.   It's oddly undamaged inside but very unfamiliar it's layed out in a very old fashioned scandi style  - it looks like it's been decorated for Christmas, there are long embroidered table clothes, candles and evergreen plants.

Sept 2nd week.

SUnday 10th Sep
I had 2 dreams first one is hazy I think I was possibly an insect I was moving quickly threw what seemed like very long grass landing on various things   it was blurry.

Second is the wired lucid one.  I was quite awake last night which is meby why the LD.

Starts of at an Auntys house that;s one of my main dream areas.  My Mam is there she's younger than when she died prehaps 30's and has long hair like she did when I was a kid....  I was me, with my kids.  My mum had 'been' away  (in the dream she'd recovered from her cancer and left with another lover)  She was visiting and she was pregnant...  when I asked she was expecting a daughter on the 13th Jan.     This bit of the dream was fairly normal I was washing laundry and there were lots of coming and going in the house.

Next a section of my teeth and jaw fall out... it's uncomfortable so I call the dr's to see if they can tell me were to find a dentist. 

The dr's is only a receptionist and she books me in with the Dentist but i need to traveller back to Alnwick (the town my dentist used to be in as a kid)  she gives me a bottle of ether for the pain!   I find this a little extreme not to mention old fashioned :stuck_out_tongue:

I magic myself to the dentist in Alnwick..and realise I've got my dog with me. 

It's different wired dentist... kind of 50's style and the dentist is packing up for the day.. he's a temp.  (The dentist room is familiar from other dreams) I show him my jaw bone it's the jaw of a crocodile or similar it's pointed with many small sharp teeth.  I tell him it's fallen out.    He tells me he'll make a cast up and put something similar in.

I'm left holding the strange jaw & teeth.   At that point people come in with a cake they are celibrating something with the dentist so I just hang about waiting on the cast to set....

The others have left and I walk to the dentist still holding my old jaw.... at this point it starts to peal....   layer after layer as if someones pealing it with a veg pealer quickly all over.
The teeth are falling threw my fingers onto the work bench as the bone flakes away to nothing.   I'm left holding small blue squares they all have the same long digit number and a logo/name they are blue and perforated like raffle tickets.

The dentist isn't surprised and smiles at me, I realise I'm dreaming and have all my teeth.   I ask the dentist  'But how come it's perforated'  we laugh and I teleport myself out of the dentist.

I'm on a harbour hill, and I'm in a wheelchair!  The harbour wall is made of cracked flint set in concrete type stuff it's tall  -  I roll fast down the hill and up the vertical wall flying/leaping to catch the top and the chair falls away.   I climb up and over onto coastal farm land with maram grass.

I'm lucid and wondering what to do, a tractor dives past and I see a woman walking the road ahead.  I decide to ask her about being a dream character  (I've herd this breaks/ dreams makes wired stuff happen)
So I try to catch up with her.... but it's like the air's become solid I can't run I crawl on all 4's for more purchase, like a dog.  I realise she's getting further away but see a woman on a horse coming towards me.    she calls 'Hello, were is Zak'  I say hello and ask 'What's it like being a character in my dream?' 

She laughs then a counter/desk appears to my right and a guy grabs my throat not hard just presses on my blue energy centre.   He says 'Oh, so your the boss of this dream eh?' in a questioning tone... I start to say 'I'm not really the 'boss' but the very physical sensation of being touched wakes me up still feeling his hand. 


Monday 11th

Lots of dogs on a big green meby Bambugh  A pool with dogs swimming and really tall trees Ian cuts one down.

Tuesday

Cleaning my main dream house, A black bear there too..   kids are taking a train somewhere.


Wed 13th.

In one part of the dream I'm in stone close again....   in my old room but it's all painted black and purple and pinks dark and kinda wiredly funky...  right outside the window is a huge fairground ride and a kid is looking in on me looking back at it.     It's loading on more people.


Dream with Roz and Kelly we are on a fast flowing muddy river in a small round silver boat it looks like a balti pan.    It floats then sinks...  we sink with it, we lose all the things we have into the water and flow down stream.

Next we are in an underwater warehouse..   There are sluice gates were the river water comes in and although we are all still underwater there are blocks that prevent the current washing things away.  I swim back up into the river and collect look for the satchels we had with us, I find there things but not mine.  I don't mind though am pleased I found there things.  

There is an underwater banquet too were everyone has brought an item of food to share.

Dream jumps I'm on a wired docking station it's part water part spaceship or something it's all metal and mechanised I'm not ment to be in there there are alarms going off as there is a big ship coming into the bay and massive metal plate doors/walls  are moving and to accommodate the incoming ship....   I'm trying to hop/run over the moving floors before they vanish and I follow someone in front of me as we leap onto a metal platform on a hydrolic lift    (Josh came in and woke me here)

First week Sept.

Sep 1st.

I had a lovely dream about befriending 2 women who lived in a tree. 

I was flying round a dark wood when I saw a black ragged shape round a tree.  I fly over to investigate and the tree is a home it has a little door.  Inside are 2 women who are linked and I realise I'm connected to them too  I firstly go for a fly with one of the females   zipping around in a moon lit sky.

When we return there tree is like a home and a shop, it sells esoteric stuff and the home part is up in the branches.  I'm playing with a deck of round tarot cards while balancing on my head and chatting to them.  The 2 femals are linked and they have a yin yan glowing energy patch on there backs between there shoulder blades one carries one colour and another the complimentary it's hard to describe they are moving in sync.

I'm happy I bumped into them and we discuss versions of reality  -- they are showing me a pattern to spin 2 versions of reality's in so they overlap and cross each other and you bounce between too with momentum of the spin.

Sept 2nd.

Decorating Stone CLose... Changing mainly the doors and windows.. painting a dresser but I can change it's colour by thinking it.  
Next with Roz but at an Aunts house we are having a meal together... I've made choc scones.
Listening to a young male and female sing... amazing voices.

Sept 5th. 

Digging into the ground for this blue crusshed gem powder.  Roz is with me again and it's night, Jack there too - it's a wired school and rooms all under ground in caves.

Strange cave underground with 2 huge terraformers these were huge tank-like drilling machines covered in drills and stuff.    The are in a massive cavern with pools of water on the ground.... we are going to drive them threw the cave. 

Box of old David bowie things???

Pigs in a feild, ground is mud there is 2 huts houses, the pigs are hairy and we are in with them.   They are nice one has an infected wound on it;s shoulder that I'm looking at.

Next there is a small fish out of water on a sandy beach,  I hold it and dig down till the water pools in a hole and the fish revives...  I keep digging the sand out until the tide rises and pools merge together.  


Sept 6th.

A couple I know who got divorced..  We are in a nightclub I think it's the one I went to as a kid.  I'm chatting to the male who now has long red dreadlocks and I'm commenting on his redlocks.  

His x wife walks to us and I greet her... he's upset with her and me for talking to her and he leaves. 
The dream jumps and I'm preparing food for the club but it's an indian street market.  I'm with an indian woman telling me about a fruit.... there is a tree with ripe fruit they look like a cross between pine cones and apples.   I ask if they are 'Marula' but she tells me no.  They are ripe, we pick them so she can teach me to make chutney. 

Sept 7th..

Hazy, there was a wired toilet that spat things back out.   I was also on a cliff top holding a baby turtle   - I drop it down so it lands in a tidal river, I know it will be washed out into the sea were it belongs.