Monday, 4 November 2019

First week Nov 18.

End Oct -  Woodland, pools and wooden buildings - Dragons/daemons It picks me up - we are climbing tall buildings.

Main dream area, Aroura in the sky, blue and green then fireworks too. A field/farm goats & lamas potatoes growing.

Sat 2nd Nov

Dogs and Cats that can talk, with Em & she is upset...  'Grief is love with nowhere to go'  - we are removing her uterus

Sunday 3rd Nov

Female prison, a balcony over a pool - jumping off into shallow water.  Need to do it in under 3.5 seconds.   An exercise yard to run around - playing squash too.


Monday 4th

Large field near grans house, it's a veg field, not much is left a poor woman's garden.  Meet Jack and we hug.

Nov 5th Tues

Large modern flat complex, it's on a cost with big glass windows looking out over dunes and onto a sandy beach and sea.   The glass windows/doors open onto a balcony too.

Only women live in the building, there are baths and beds - and apples, all cut into slices.  We shared rooms and beds many of us all in the apartment block. 

Wed 6th Nov.

Clare with Dobby, Wolf and a monkey (could have been Zaks cuddly monkey but was alive) 

We are in a house/bunker it's cold dark and damp outside and Dobby and the Monkey are receiving radio signals.  I think it had to do with a Soviet sub. 

-  Next, I'm meeting someone at the beach I have to be there at 3.30  (Again 3 & 1/2 ) was in the dream the other night...   Hummm

Anyway there is a woman in a sports car and she's driving really manic, we are on the same road going to the same place, I think It was her I was meeting - but travelling separately. 

- Last dream,  A house with cactus & cats, 2 aliens are in the house.  Like ET crossed with a gremlin, there was one here but a second arrived and they are catching up - they have missed each other. 
At the end of a dream I'm waiting at a coach with lots of other people, I can't recall where we were going but I was going to get onto the coach. 
While waiting I decided I would fly and was flying up and around in small loops just above the other people waiting for the bus, they seemed surprised I was flying. 

7/11 Thurs

- 1st was about vaccine safety study team....and cost/risk/benefit analysis - Home & patterns.

-2nd  Big flat city, we are going fishing...   need to make our own rods by the river bank.

-3rd A Rave/party going to kick off... it's the prep.  Entry to the building, sound rig arriving and being set up, drugs arriving.... we had to wait on children arriving first, and going to sleep before the dancing could start.  Some of us are dancing away, the music is always inside. 

8/11 Friday

1st  - A huge country fair, it's in heled a village nestled between hills/dales.   There are sheep all around on the hillsides and it's beautiful countryside.    Kef was with me but there are also 100's of other hearding dogs,  they have packed up into mobs - I'm looking for Kef in the packs of collies wandering around.    
I find him again, I'm with him but there are cakes and food all over.   It's hard work to keep an eye on him, we wander threw an open cafe/food court and he bites a bit of a meringue cake going past.

I try to get out of the crowds a bit and we reach a dock type of area, old brick warehouses are crumbling but still busy. 

In one there are molten trenches of tin in the ground, it's flowing and liquid.   There is also a large production line of tin soldiers.  They are huge, heled by steal cogs and wheels...   I recognise it as a 'fear' childhood dream/fascination.    The large machinery - I make myself walk around and under the feet of some stationary tin soldiers but freak out when some of them are moving, it's an automated stomp/match action - Big steal wheel lift the feet.    I freak out and run back, some young children are there and laugh at me. 
I keep moving but can't stop thinking about the feet and the mechanised movement, I need to go back and revisit it again.  I've moved with the crowd into an art installation and it's all one way now so I'm looking for a way to cut back threw and analyzing the fear.  (No emotion?  Mechanised?  Tin Man?  No heart?  )  I'm trying to get back to it to work it out and end up in a big cafe/kitchen.  It feels quite  Wizard of Oz / Willy Wonka now.   The kitchen is full of 'crazy chefs'  it's like an exaggerated film set.   I tell a chef I'm trying to get back to the Tin soldiers that scared me, and he tells me I can cut threw the kitchen to go back.   It's so crowded though, the tables are so close together I end up crawling under benches and threw serving trollies. 

Cat woke me before I got back.

2nd  -  I'm with a floating travelling caravan.   It's got a few floats that float.   On them are religions/gods/ relics/  all stored in ornate box's.
Followers are accompanying them - bickering and arguing and revering them.   I decide I want to open them all..... let it all out to kind of 'duke it out' and sneek one night and open all the boxes.

I'm floating above the caravan with the contents - it's funny to see it all floating about - People are annoyed it's out and floating I want the caravan to slow a bit so I can float and play with it. 
After a while, we all sit down on the grass, priests/police/lawyers/philosophers - We are all observing the stuff floating about, making notes and cases for and against. 



Thursday, 26 September 2019

Another dream coming true and glass cattapilla

End of Sept. 

Big spider walking on me, spider bite..   A field and playground yoga.



Main dream area, but there are 2 city's one on top of the other, it's on the North Beach.  A big hotel, there is a wired flying road for light vehicles under is older streets - run down warehouses all underground now - service tunnels. 

The hotel has 2 parts too, and many many corridors.  I'm helping an epileptic man.    There is an amazing view of the sun setting in the north behind a futuristic tower. 

Train, it's very busy filled with people in the carriages are bunk beds. 

A man and woman who do dream analysis/research.  I talk to them, he makes notes and she makes art with colourful tissue papers.

A dream where I'm with Dom...  Laying with him.  
There is an opera too it's in Latin - but being translated.   'Regret is one word  & college'    I knew it was to do with spirit group and separation  It was sad. 

From last night the 26th Sep.

I was due to meet a bloke from Australia today with regard to the company I set up 10 years ago.

In the dream we were sitting together talking on a brick wall with fiberglass on top.   He said to me, 'she works 9 hrs a week'

-  Well I met him today not dream....  He said the same words 'She works 9 hrs a week'   Followed by 'The big guy works in mysterious ways(Synchronicity and plans) '    The wall, was signifying 'In or Out'  In as do I want to work with them or sell up to them. 

I'm not sure about the fiberglass meaning/reference yet... will have to ponder on that one.    -  I'd been feeling unsettled about the meeting since I woke up because of the dream, but I didn't know why as I wasn't unsettled before the dream.    When he said the line from my dream really surprised me. 



My other dream earlier in the night there was a wasp like insect had layed it's eggs in my mouth/inside lip.  I could feel it growing - I got a friend to help squeeze it out and out came a totally clear transparent caterpillar it was like glass/crystal.    :)

Thursday, 12 September 2019

End of Aug19 & Start of Sept.

End of August Start of Sept

Been so lazy about writing up... lots of dreaming though.

Dream about Aunty Ann, with a police officer and a neonate weimaraner pup, it has no furr - dream had crystals in it too.

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Dream about gnomes and elves.  Tracking threw lands long grass - tribes/ races are hostile but there is a road that all use, it's like a safe area.   If you stray from the path your attacked.    Travelling the track, straying only slightly to hunt for supper. 

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Dream version of here,  driving things are all slightly different, a car-park where there isn't one opersit the club.

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With Jo and family, wild swimming in deep green pond with dogs- lots of fish nibbling us.  Breastfeeding a small baby, lots of milk. 

Hire a car, long journy but drive over train tracks and get stuck on them.  Have to climb over a big sleeper...  the train fair to the city is £21  I leave the car there. 

Wed 3rd Sept

Kim from rainbows as a foster mother... lots of children - new start.  a small pink crochet rat.


Glastonbury dream, a brexit meet people coming back together.   Green tea, fresh making it & soap too. 

Tues 10th Sep

Swimming in the souther hemisphere - worlds small.  A sandy island, alone male female we become 1 person.   Cross big train tracks, Indian woman on a train, grandmother - talking to her.

12th Sep

Long adventure dream, Indiana Jones style.  A bracelet and a ring with a ruby stone, both familiar - to find them.  Set in Egypt and Thailand.  A powerful goddess/woman  in a large mason building tower metal... she is powerful & manipulative.  Puzzle/mystery.  3 male acrobats with blue and white outfits helping me.   I need to find the woman and get the silver bracer and ruby ring. 

13th Sept

Main dream area,  under ground water flowing very fast some of the buildings will be destroyed.  130 houses are going to make way for the river.  Mine is one of them.

The sea is the other side of the old drystone wall.... it's dark no moon so many stars.   I'm swimming in the sea, it's dark and I'm going deeper using the stars to navigate and know where the shore is.   Sky is like it was when I was young, so dark and so full of stars.

- Second dream, I'm with a group of young people we are 4 or 5.  I have afro hair, I was cutting it - I remember the texture and resistance of the small curls -  a big ould fashioned building. 
  

Tuesday, 6 August 2019

Start of August Dreams

Friday Aug 2nd

Minecraft dreams, in the house I'm building all square.

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Driving a bus, I'm collecting artists and creatives and different stops.  The roads have lots of   sandstone bridges carved with lots of glyphs.  One of the stops is Craster to pick up the musicians that were there in the other dreams (festival on the beach) 

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Watching a woman give birth from above - sometimes watching sometimes I'm the woman (not my body was a bit like an old friend Suzanna)    -  Watching a body with no skin above it's hydrating and then emptying I can see all the circulatory system  - It's on a medical type stainless steal table.

Then I'm maning a pregnant woman shape from clay or wax.

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Last dream I'm with Ian but we are both female, it's a car race/chase game - We had guns and there was time travel portals to drive threw.

Sat 3rd Aug

Another minecraft dream this time outside with square skeletons. 

Main dream area, out the back of the cafe by Monkeys house, I have a revision scheduled for science papers... But I'm also working in the cafe there too and don't have the revision time.

- Another were I was watching child me (3-4years) with my Dad.

Sunday 4th Aug

Main dream area but lots of tents were main dream house is (This this might be after it was evacuated)

Monday 5tth Aug

I'm in a strange sandy / scree landscape it's like an opencast mine possibly.  Lots and lots of people there (They have come for a birthday party)  I'm watching people on a cliff that falls and I'm also falling with them.   It's mainly sand but there are them black stones too the hexagon ones like on the giants causeway.   They are in long columns but all falling in bits with the sand. 

Next part I'm with an artist she has bad arthritis her fingers are curled and she doesn't paint any more as her hands hurt, we are having hot choc together and I'm carrying a tray.  We go round the outside of an old damp dark stone building to a stone seat carved into a stone retainer wall (a bank behind with ferns in) 

We sit an an old rotting wooden table and I pour us are drinks, she tells me the sun is returning back here soon and I can see a chink of sunlight peeping round the stone building in a thin strip on part of the seat.

Emma arrives too and we are now looking round stables on the property big stables with lots of horses.

Last dream - A game in an old wired city there is a lady of light we are going to for a reward it's like a massive turtle bit like some of the ones on supermario.  

Tuesday 6th

A big heated swimming pool - It's for elderly people with joint problems, I'm trying to insulate the water when not in use to keep it warmer for more pain relief but Ian is there and he doesn't like the top insulation covering.    It's 's working though and the water is getting warmer. 

Last dream was like a film/story.   It's in a big glass multi story building, the characters are introduced one at a time, a small young girl in an oversized coat who dose handstands, 2 huge mastiff dogs who kind of guard the girl.   A drunk french guy, a posh woman they all have different skills/roles.

There was something really profound written on a bit of paper but I can't recall it now. 

 
Thursday 8th Aug 19

First dream I'm with Em, we are going on holiday to Crete, when we arrive there is a storm that passes.  Dream was of swimming in warm blue shallow water there are flat plaice like fish on the bottom.

Second dream.

This dream was all set underground.  I'm with another female we are singers and are in a show singing a duet - we make beautiful harmonies and there is a special song we will perform.

Our relationship is of mutual respect and affection though we don't appear to know each other very well.    To warm up we have gone to visit a very elderly bed bound lady to sing to her - we can't sing the duet as it's for the show and we realise that we don't know the same songs only the same tunes.  

We are looking for lyrics for a song about a gypsy woman so that we can sing it together.

Friday 9th August

Minecraft dream but also countryside like Scotland, mountains and hills.  I have a blind friend or a friend blindfolded we are playing games directing each other to things.
Then an odd dream about stocks and a flight to Africa and something about Mugabi.

Next I'm with Jean, she's pregnant again and we are in the old house she lived in as a kid but it's modernised.  I'm the only one who knows, her mum and hubby don't.

Sat 10th August

Big long wild adventure dream, it's about soul and bare - feet and nekid, solving a puzzle and a strange gold symbol surrounded by rainbow light. 

Next I'm outside Alnwick, there is a big station with many tracks, lots of different gauges.  Trains are different sizes and from different times in history.  Its alot like childhood nightmares but I'm hopping over the tracks now dodging trains and heading to the signal box.


Epstein, cards falling in the dark.  Lots can't see.

Last dream a town and outside school, there is a female trying to intimidate me but I make her sing beautifully and she's happy.

Big class room, Jack and another male, I love them both.  The class is on changing and manipulating time, we are learning how to pause/ alter stuff.  The 2 males are angry at me. 

More cards falling. 

An outdoor collage with Marie, we have LSD cakes they are round like merings but coloured pink/yellow and brown like Neapolitan ice cream.  We walk around the town tripping, it's a bit built up and we would prefer to be in nature.  Fake snow starts falling it's like CG.  It's night time the acids not very strong.

Disembodied voice 'If you evolve all evolve'


Sunday 12th Aug

Tracking threw a jungle and a wired God coming onto me.... think this was from book I was reading.

Monday 12th Aug

Long dream of Dr Soory and hospital, I'm going to have my chest opened and all my blood taken out, saying goodbye to my Dad first  then we decide not to do the surgery.

Wed 14th

Wired long dream about a pedo ring, I know them, some of them are friends.  I've been asked not to report them and they are relying on my trust but Ian follows me finds out and reports them....     then it's wired the children involved and the kids parents are angry with Ian and he apologised to everyone.  I feel I've betrayed people.  
Then we create a wired peal away alternative reality where it's ok to be pedo - it's a kind of social experiment.  I'm an observer.
The reality we create is very different not just the pedo thing but the command structure there is no money either - work is voluntary.      The society is coming of age and I'm curious as to whether the pedo will have fatherly protectiveness of there own offspring with other older men. 

Last dream is Zak and a toddler group, I'm with a group of mums but I'm tired, half my brain was asleep and I couldn't control my body or face. 

Seahouse's old first school,  the bottom playground had building going on.  Diggers. 

Thursday the 15th August

Buying a new house but the old owner still in and there stuff.  It's Miranda and she has lots of old crockery and pots antique and mid century.  The house is in Craster the house Dad's uncle lived in and grew tomatoes.

Large outdoor area with a coastguard look out - up some steps is a big telescope pointed at the stars & skys over the sea.   There is pet/tame heron gul too & Kef they walk with me talking to me. 

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Main dream area, the old quarry field but it's very very different - large flats built into clifs with balcony's,   (The earthquake?  ) There is also a huge celebration a new year festival with people spilling right down to the beach.   Lots of drink, I'm with Emma we have old fashioned cloudy lemonade to share.

I can't find the way to my main dream house find a wired stone opening but wake before I go threw.

Next dream with another Emma and Holly, we are going to an wedding expo but don't want to pay so are going to climb over a house.  House is huge 3 story, I get stuck at the top and the other 2 climbe down - I leave my body and fly down to join them, we laugh cause I can't get my leg over.  Fly back up and into my body then can climb over and I make my way down.  


Sat 17th

Long train journy stopping of mid country, also lots of underground trains very busy - visiting Chloe & Arora and horse too. 

Sunday 18th

Dream of Croft and A Bettys Will,  then a meal.  The main dream is a panto/show.  There is lots of costumes and rolles one is this amazing evil/ice queen outfit with huge long crystal horns - huge fingers too that shoot ice & fire.    The queen actor is not well so I take the roll, the outfit and makeup are amazing but I don't know the lines so I'm trying to learn them quickly. 

((Oh wired, as I'm typing this up - I did just get the Money from Aunty B on my way to have a meal with friends... where they said to me don't go to the dark side)

Monday the 19th

Crazy city/tower it's glass and metal and huge, climbing way up impossibly high some parts are floating above the main tower too. 

There is a hierarchy - The higher parts are built/stolen from the poorer down below.  It's really interesting, glass spiral staircases and strange art.  I'm clinging on the side and floating around looking at it all and trying to find an odd glass robot. 

Wed 21st

Another school type dream..again there is a big performance.   We are locked into a big space - there are carpets and rugs eaten away by moths at the corners.   Jo n Jon... singing again & Jack. 




















Thursday, 1 August 2019

Horses,Foals and Leaders.

First dream is outside grans house still lots of people there and music again, there are music and bands and people coming up from the shore.

Next dream I'm hairy and pulling a sleigh I'm at the back and am not a dog, more like a coyote, I can talk to the dogs though.   

A dream with a metal stove, lots of people qing up for food and taking exams I've not studied for. 

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Long crazy dream with world leaders, mainly Bush and a group of Chinese leaders - It's a secret meeting and it's wired and stupid they are rolling on the floor like babies playing wired games.   I think I was there as a family member related to someone at the meeting, I was introduced to people then just watched them confused - They were drunk/wired all just rolling round so I left.

Outside there is a field of horses in family groups with lots of young foals one is called Essa'

I meet a Jewish woman too, she has a very big house/building it's all white smooth stone looks almost castle like. 

I go back to the meeting and the leaders are playing with wired slime on the floor. 



Tuesday, 30 July 2019

Main Dream Scape - In and out of same dream.

Woke at 3.33 after my first dream.  I seemed to go in and out of the same dream all night all in my main dream area.

The first dream was of my main dream house and estate is being evacuated as an earthquake or similar is coming and it's going to be unsafe for a while possibly flooding or something. 

We are moving to higher ground for a time and into shared buildings... these are mid century style homes large with big windows and they are all painted pastel colors outside.  The building I'm going into is open plan large detached it's like a blank canvas inside, no furniture or decoration or even lights it has a temporary feeling. 

Jo & Jon are there too and their kids and the floors is covered in roll mats for sleeping - other people are moving around coming from the area that's going to be uninhabitable for a while.

My old black cat is in the dream too, she's deaf and old (like she is)  She's at my main dream house and I've already been to collect her once but someone left a door open and she went back - so I've gone to collect her again.  

The estate is pretty empty when I arrive there are other cats around (they have crazy patterned furr zigzags and crazy orange and red colors, I'm not concerned for them as they are all healthy and independent.    The estate has the same 'playing card' color scheme as this dream from the other night..

It takes me a while to find Carry, (she can't hear me calling or arriving)  She was a little confused and doesn't want to leave but I put her into a bag and onto my back to take her to safety for a while. 

Back at the temporary place I take her up to an attic room and stay with her while she adjusts to the new building.  - There is a sense of anticipation. 


Next dream..

Back into the same dream area I'm up from the main street - I was aware I was a visitor there and I remembered the other dreams and how it fits together.  The area I was exploring is the area up from the mainstreet - The old greengrocers that was there when I was a kid is back, there are several bakers too and a butchers they are busy and have produce outside too.  The green grocers has a familiar shop upstairs too - behind this area is a new station.  The train comes again I'm leaving on it soon. 

Same color scheme in some of the shops again. 

((Edit... How odd, I've just noticed that the shop from this dream - 2 days ago it's sale was shared  by my old friends with a few of them commenting on it.... just popped up on my feed today from 2 days ago the same night I had this dream. ))



Sunday, 28 July 2019

Egg Mandala and odde men/woman dreams.

28th Sunday July

Very organised dream dust, making patterns and grids.

First dream is main dream area outdie Ali's house - I'm with different powerful females Ive known now and back then, Jo, Liz, Judith, Helen.  We are playing a game and have some tokens to win or lose, I'm drunk and can't walk. 

Next dream was like a large court, parliament or hearing room, on one side are men and the other women.  The women are powerful there is an exchange of talking court like then the women start clucking louder and louder like hens.

Swaps to a May type of celebration eggs and a huge effigy burning this is inside a wired church style building with high vaulted ceiling but the colors are red/white & black with a bit of gold/yellow... like playing cards - it's patterned too checks/ swirls.     The effigy is massive made of straw/fur all kinds of stuff it's a sort of beast I think, the building will likely burn with it.


Next I'm watching an egg shaped mandala unfold it's a fractal pattern but there are eggs/tadpole/ embryos in it  -very strong female/love energy.   (Home)

Next dream...

A game, sort of man hunt chase game... a team of us is trying to stop one runner reaching an end point. 
Their game is a gauntlet run with a flag.. they leave banners on the rout and we need to take them down before their goal.   
It's fun threw lush green jungle with tracks and old crumbled ruins, I'm frustrated with my team though as they didn't bring cc and I can't slow him alone -  I could track and chase/slow him but it was a team game and it needed us all to help bring him down and most of the team wasn't up to it.

Last dream.

Back to main dream area

I'm in the cafe back kitchen outside Monkeys house - it's night but someone is in and they are letting me make a drink to take with me... it was ment to be coffee and I was using the old coffee thing but I was making it with leaves, had been fresh and green but were dark brown and slimy after I had brewed them.

Next dream I'm with lots of very young boys all around Zaks age, again it's a very green area like a child's playground surrounded by trees, there is a miniature railway there that they are going on and a small pond for fishing. 









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