Amazing Cave and Poison Arrow.

Wed 8th Jan
On a beach, the clouds are amazing and the sun is low and shining threw a cave behind to make amazing cloud and light patterns. 

When I turn to look at the cave it's glowing, the sun is shining threw a tiny crack and the cave is filled with rainbow crystals and stalactites and stalagmites.   I'm aware that the sun will only light the cave-like this for a tiny time each day and it's beautiful. 

Thursday 9th Jan

In a huge snowy ravine on the other side, someone is shooting arrows at me.   They are small and troll-like nekid and quite hairy wearing only leather shorts/cloth. 
One of the arrows hits my foot, it feels like a sting.   The troll is cheering and really pleased.

Next part of the dream I'm in a vet clinic, some nurse I know and some I don't.  I need IV fluids - my foot is poisoned. 

I can't find the fluid I need as supplies are low but I find a small bag of one and one of the nurses goes to inject me... my veins are tiny and like paper, (sick old cat or kitten veins)  We are trying to get a tiny yellow catheter places but can't. 

We pick another vein and it works.  The poison from the arrow is spreading and it's making me delirious..  I'm drawing a line around it and it's getting bigger there is also thick puss in it.  ( Same as this other dream?  ) 
I go to some human dr too and they just leave me with fluid and say it may kill me go home n see.     I walk home with my fluid. 

Controll vs Freedom and a Water Winky!

An odd battle with 2 factions (Control v freedom & magic), it's mainly covert and it's set in a strange place, I'm not human I have an identical twin and we also have a ghost deer it's blue-white glowing and small, we are all small.

Me and my twin are hiding and hunted.  Some dwarfs help us by letting us rest awhile in their underground ship.   This bit if clearer as we were resting here, they were asking us if we felt safe there and we did, very but needed to go back out above.

When we go out again we are in a school type of place.  Me and my twin get separated when a 'teacher' spots me and tells me to follow. 

It's a wired pulling apart like pealing a celery stick.   (The deer goes with him) twin is angry with me for following as the teacher is part of the other faction (controllers)

The kids are on our side though (resistance) and they have created some kind of chaos/distraction in the playground so that I can slip off away from the teacher as I reach the playground and realise that the children are helping I do a fist bump with one who grins and winks at me and I go and back to my twin. 

Wake at 3.33

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(Dream about tokens and episodes/gems that is a bit hazy)

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Next dream is a beach holiday I'm going on with rach & a scandi friend.  There is prep and getting clothes then a flight.  The resort is beach feels a little like Greece or the Med.  Everything is expensive but we want to swim so not so fussed.  When we get there me and scandi female go straight to the sea.  It's not sunny but the water is nice and we swim a while before coming out again. 

There are wired types around taking peoples stuff while they are swimming and it's frustrating as I want back in the water and so walk back towards the sea with my small bag. 

The sea looks strange and the sky is a wonderful stormy deep dark blue.  The tide is coming in fast and to the sides too.  There is a triangle shape of sand were the sea is closing in and I walk quickly to stand in it.  
I'm watching water coming from all sides it's big rolling breakers of greywater seawater 2-3m high.    I'm interested that they are a triangle shape and wonder what will happen when they all reach and crash into each other.   So I stand in the centre waiting in anticipation.

The waves cover me and then I'm pushed up and out of the water on a point of water like when a drop lands in a pool.     Then I'm above the sea, I stay on the surface of the sea, riding the big storm waves in towards the shore and I see others also running on the top of the waves.   The beach is really busy now with people watching and when I reach the beach I walk along and find Rach sitting on the side of a clear flowing river the bed of which is large grey boulders. 

I'm excited and I say to her 'You know that little point of water that you get when a drop falls into a pool?'  
She laughs and replies 'Yeh, a water winky'  (with reference to a penis)   I laugh too and say great!  'I am a water winky!' 

Wake up here. 

Collecting Colours and a Lovely House.

First dream is in a massive city, it's like a game world huge fantastical buildings everything is in grey and white and I'm collecting outfits and dyes. 

I have a few outfits.  Red & yellow are the first colours to collect and as I pick them up the dreamscape starts to clour in red/yellow oranges.  I need to fill these colours first so I can move onto blue & pink.  I have an evening dress thas is silk and as I hunt colours it turns brighter and brighter red.

Next part I remember there is colour now and I'm with a team, we are cleaning up the city is such a mess, nappies have been left in a puddle of water and we are clearing them into bins we are really shocked by the behaviour of some of the other people and wonder if they are NPC's as they are so messy.  Next bit I'm on a steam train, the funnel is blocked with bread dough and I'm scooping it out with my hand...  the funnel was also to let O2 to the fire.

Next dream is also in a city, a woman there is elderly she has arthritic hands and an amazing homely cottage, she cares for kids with disabilities she has a son of her own who is downs.  My Aunty Irean is there to sitting on her sofa.  The house is Victorian style old furniture but very very homely she drives an old black car.  I am visiting her to get a copy of a recipe.  There are tents in the city too with homeless people in them - I think male me was homelss there and protective of his 'space' 

Playing and Helping an Act.

First dream & Second as I went back into the same scenario/dream.

Starts as a game dream (To much Zero dawn)  I'm on cliffs in space, snow coloured and I'm moving around them.  It's a sort of chase/dance we follow this track and there are fires, weapons, food dropped onto the path.  There was a pursuer and pursued we used the objects to assist in the escape of the hunt. 

I wanted a bow but all I got was fires.  After playing I leave there and walk down a sandy sunny lane into a world.  

In the world, it's warm and bright a soft sand lane is sided by woodland one way and grassland the other.  At the bottom of the lane is a gathering.   I go to see what's going on.

It's a religious meeting/festival followers have come for all over to get together and celebrate their religion.  It felt a little cultish Jehovahs whiteness type of vibe - The people are nice, mainly black in very colourful African style robes that reach down to there bare feet.  Everyone in the dream had bare feet.  All the other people in the crowd have red/ginger hair and freckles.   

I leave them and keep walking further along the lane where stalls are set up along the sandy track. 

I go to one where a young male is setting something up, he has a wired wizard/warlock outfit and a fire at the back of his stall with a chalkboard announcing his 'performance' times.  He's a comedian/wizard/entertainer and I greet him and ask if I can help.

He invites me round the back where he is preparing and he needs to keep some stuff out of view of the crowds.  I find 2 old woven fabric tapestries set into large old frames and bring them over.  We lay them at the front of a bench to screen an area from view.  I will stay down there too.

The crowd arrives and the act starts, he is talking about a crime that was committed - it's funny, with tricks too and focuses on a letter.  He also magic's up some turkey noodles.  (I'm keeping these below the tapestry with me till needed)  The show is going well when I wake up.

- Second dream.

I'm inside now, the room is like a church or courthouse with wooden benches and a raised area at the front.  On the front are some people from the first dream, a young black girl smiles and waves and me and I wave back, 2 small children with ginger hair are there too... playing in the space between the benches and the front.   They are dressed/bundled into wonderfull warm colourful clothing Siberian/Russian in style very bright.

I'm in the benches with the guy from the first dream - he is getting ready to perform again and the room is filling fast  (the space we are in has no back wall.... just a step down like it's a stage we are all on and more and more people are climbing & stepping up - it's packed. 

The boy is flustered there is not much time and I speak to him quickly. 

I say to him.   'You don't know me, would you believe me if I told you I'd assisted you with this in two alternate realities? We have done K & R?'

He nods and I say 'Great, let's do this'

I stand up and face the back of the room where more and more people are crowding in and up and ask all the people standing to move back and for them to step back down, so everyone can see (there is a huge crowd outside the room too but their view is blocked by the people standing in the room setting. 

-  Alarm woke me up here.

Crazy London and Elevator into the Sky.

I'm lucid in the dream, ranging from very lucid to getting absorbed into my surroundings and story but still aware I'm asleep/dreaming.

Sky is a twilight purple and the city is busy and buzzing with excitement.  It's the start of new year celebrations. 

The buildings are wonderfully crazy, impossible towers mixed with huge old buildings and futuristic floating platforms, the skyline is dominated by 2 huge escalators from the top of one big building one going up and one down into the sky they have glowing lights down the side of them with all kinds of people and entities using them.

Above the Natural History Museum are massive animated flying-dino skeletons lit by purple, pink and blue lasers. - The bones are just flying around perfectly articulating with each other.

I passed St Pauls Cathedral too or a crazy version of it all lit by purple glowing lights - lights in the ground around it to people here are outside all singing together.

I was on my own trying to get to Kilburn to meet some friends for like a rave or something we are heading there to dance all night. My friends who were already there had gone on early to set up a Soundsystem.

But I'd not been in the city for years and was kind of lost but mainly distracted by looking around at the awesomeness around me.
I was asking people for directions and they kept commenting on how I was 'new round there' - and I was admitting it was a while since I'd lived there. I half knew my way around in that the layout was familiar enough to know the direction I was heading in but not the streets to take.

-  Was a bit sad to wake up as it was really fun there :)

Second dream,

Painting a room for Fay, reminded me of when we all painted Mel's room, it was split into 2 halfs like Mel's room was.

We are picking the colours and trying testers.  We are planning on a deep green, a grey/lavender and a rose/pink that's almost metallic. 

Pink & Blue Flowers and Baby Fire Dragon.

If I could take you deep inside of me.
If I could hold your hand,
If I could pull you right into.... the space I don't fully understand.

Then you'd smile as we looked and we'd grin as we watched and we'd wonder how ...we ever thought apart

27th Dec - 28th  Dec. Fuzzy with not good recall.  Fun though, team games and also standing in a harbour with no water.  Me & Male me nekid the tide has gone way way out and we stand on dark stained sand.  No other people. 

29th Dec

I'm on a beach long sandy beach with little 'camp's' along the line of the dunes.   One is a big bed with lots of parents with babies - taking it in turns to comfort crying babies.   They have visitors who won't leave.

There are a few markets like stalls and then this amazing dark pool on the damp sand.   It's dark and is in the shape of an abstract Micky mouse sorcerers apprentice head.   The dark reflects really well like the 'Dusk' sword on GW2. 

A D&D type of game, it's a wired school lit by candlelight where we are being taught and a young girl singing druid music.

30th Dec

First dream is a monastery/school. 
It's got large open courtyard gardens where most of the classes take part, we are learning magic.    This dream was really fun and light-hearted.  A large fire dragon lived in the monastery too we joke and laugh a lot. I'd given a friend a lighter but she'd lost it and then stollen another as she liked it so much, she was in trouble for this.   We have a small baby fire dragon - it's the size of a lab dog really heavy to pick up.  We are going to raise it till it's old enough to take up the space of the adult monastery dragon.  My friends are carrying it off excited and I tell them to be careful of sneezes and farts. 

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Next dream I'm in a deep river swimming downstream, it's fast-flowing and the river is full of debris all kinds of stuff including spaceship wreckage.  I'm looking at it as I flow and swim past. 
The river banks have big buildings on them, with large gardens.
I reach a big dark deep pool with lots of overhanging trees no one is there and decide to swim back up the river a bit.  The current is strong in the centre but I find at the side of the river I can swim against the flow without to much bother so I head back upstream.

On the bank some young boys have come out of a large house, they want to try swimming too so jump in to join me - one of them got into trouble a bit and I helped him back to the shore.

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Next dream is old ruins, Roz is there on the surface with some other male builders the ruins are crumbling and covered in moss, damp and overgrown.   I'm below in a valley/dark place it's drippy and damp.  Something to do with 'becoming feminine'  and it's almost done.  There is an old old ancient bit...  with a wall of runes and an ancient druid guardian so old as almost a statue, it was Russian and something to do with a sun god, I clamber over mossy tumbled rocks to meet him.  It was a healing space.

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Last dream,

We have finished at a uni/training/live in place.  We are moving out but we want to go together as we are close friends now so we get a job together.

There is male me and Em, and one more.  Male me flicks between Ian/Dom & someone else.
The place we find to work is a really naff furniture/carpet warehouse with a strange 80's male & female type of 'boss' 

It was a funny dream a bit like an 80's film.  The bosses start to like us despite how different to them we are and let us change and update the place a bit, painting the walls in colourful paints and we are good at customer care, cleaning and sales too, the place becomes less uptight and ridgid.  We install a cafe/coffee counter and some seats so people can relax there too.  

At the last part of the dream 2 elderly women come in I visit the table of the first lady and ask what I can get her.  She had a handful of pink hydrangea flowers and askes for a bowl and some water for them.  I bring her a glass bowl and a jug of water - she arranges the flowers and I pour in some water.  I ask if I can get her a cuppa while she waits, but she's happy to let her flowers infuse.

As the second table, the lady opens her hand to show me some blue hydrangea flowers and I find a second glass bowl.  Once they are in water too I ask if I can get her anything and she tells me she's pleased I know their name. 

Black & White swirly Puss & Multi Dimensional Drawing.

23rd Dec

Robot dream, animated by 2 forces like positive & negative - was more subtle than electric.   They all had a symbol/logo like a purple infinity sign.   Also main dream area on a bus, jack asleep on top of me. 

24th Dec

2 green vases - I'm taking a plane to Japan to pick them up, the fact they will be for sale is front-page news.

Dream with next-door neighbours..  I have a spot on my hand centre of the palm and when I squeeze it lots of thick puss comes out, first white then black, then a mix of both. 

26th

A school/uni dream students are older 16+ and not very focused on the lessons.  I've been picked up by the head as I have a bottle of spirits and we are heading to the supervised detention area, we walk threw the carpark where some boys are fighting and setting cars on fire and they are collected too.

We are taken into a supervised area, there are glass partitions so we are observed, though we are indifferent about being watched.  In the area, we are to stay there is a large table with 5 or 6 chairs round and some cushions on the floor were kids are lounging. 

I know a few of the people in there so I greet them then sit down on the floor with Benny - I'm very lucid at this point, and I touch his leg and tell him I'm sorry he'd killed himself and ask how he's doing.  He smiles, he's ok but still working threw stuff. 
We talk about when we knew each other (I'm rendering him young as he was when we were friends)  We talk about what might have been and we dip into an alternative life where we did become a couple for a while.    (We were on a bus together)  Things were chaotic in this other life too and we can see similar patterns and karma playing out but we enjoy the physical aspect of our friendship that we didn't in this life. 
We head back to the reality where we are in detention and go sit up at the table, some of the others join us and I grab the pile of scrap paper.  I'm drawing in many dimensions - a fractal flower of life where our concept of 'self' is made up of our interaction with 'other' but we are the fabric that the experience is made from.  I draw space/time/memory .. memory moving threw 'space' creating time tunnels like spiralised onions and how closely some of them are woven together.  We teach/learn - learn/teach together in our detention space.  I talk about our planets memory moving threw space and how this creates what we think of as astrology (looks like space DNA) - the teachers are watching threw the glass too.

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Second dream I'm in the dream version of a house I was in the other night this house again, it's still raining and leaking there.  Now it feels like sheilas house, but the kitchen isn't there, it's not been built yet and the dining room has an old iron cooking stove in the hearth.  (Not sure if this house ever was like this)  The water is rising inside and I've had to unplug things downstairs - I'm giving away the food from the fridge and freezer.