Rose Mary

24th

Woke after a crazy experience. Was like the sorcerers apprentice Disney thing but as a multiplayer acid like pvp experience.

It was crazy, like a shared trip or mass hallucination. 

Vivid psychedelic colours and flashing lights.

Siren, Sea and submarine stuff.

Was also a bus black and neon green an x too X split or cross.

I had a silver spoon that acted like a compass... It was like a stainless steel serving spoon with a hovering silver X - It was flipping and moving with me.

A scene made of paint pots and tubs.

Also a castle in the sky painted like art behind the clouds.

Boots logo... Boots oo like eyes 👀was seeing the B too as specs.
The way light goes in the eyes that I've seen before. Pharmacy and scales.
Puss in Boots.... Make-up.

Fe Male Iron filings and iron magnetic art.

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Cat dragon...  Rose gold.

Kaylo...
Hummmm
oh My head feels odd...  
Pink panther but tabby like I was swapping into all kinds of things.

Like a mix between the pink panther and the Cheshire cat glowing stripes.
Fighting games with Inka have given me glowing tabby stripes.
 

A rosemary beetle at my 3rd eye and then I'm that too.
I'd wanted to be a moth but Inka told me I needed something armoured he wanted me hard not soft and moths get eaten to easily by bats.

Metallic too, I recalled a dream years ago with 2 butterfly's mating on my 3rd eye.

 

It was like a bug bhindi

Bug eggs.... Metallic too like iridescent egg shells

Ocean life that glows

Kids like metallic sonic hedgehogs.

Deep sea ocean life communication threw visible light.

Bugs, Air squid and octo water cats land.

Fire? 'Wait and see mouse. May be your dragon likes to burn'

Hummmmmmmmmmmmm   It's like a goofy dragon puppy!
'Yet you know it got bigger'

Oh yeh, nothing in order.

'No Ren, just TIME NOW'  Malico?

'All helping Ren.  Your dragon aspect connects to me'

Oh

'Bugs to Inka'  Loci? 'Math' lol is that alive? 'IS NOW' hah kk

Kaylo is cat....  But the purple puma thing  'You were a flea mouse'

Toxo??  'How big or small can you go?'

Lol I duno that I want to know........

'You do bitch'   Suppose  'Relentless curiosity and a stupid sniffy nose'
Value fulfilment!

Show me something fun please...

'Come to sleep'   I'm awake! 'I can see, close your eyes then'

Himalayas and Andes Dirty laundry. Clean and dirty and what ends up hurting.

 

Generational pain passed threw DNA some of us are helping to stop a clock??

A ticking time bomb of other peoples pain instead of TIME NOW

 

Oh yeh, the dream of my dad breaking Fays legs.. That was linked to the pain in my hip joint.
 

Joint - Join  Joint, the old temples in India people standing on people

Back and forth threw all generations

It's why dragons and bugs

Big and small

Clean and dirty

Nothing and all

 

Weight of responsibility crushing down??

 

Responsibility and self control

What I believe happens

It dose for all,

But few are crazy as to go this far.
 

I can't not or I will break

But I need to moderate it to not get locked away.

 

Thats why I need crew and faith,

Pets and alters

They help with the stuff not mine or to much.

Consuming

-22/12/21
Jack was male me again...  A place with Leakey taps.

My Dad and Fay on a staircase my dad had broken Fay's legs.

Not violent just was a progression of stuff ...

I needed to go back and make it stop.

Co-op and energy like ice-cream swirls...

It's energy and generations I'm experiencing but my my lucidity and symbology is fuzzy.

 

Next dream was here......... A huge community centre was on our place.

The road was being reworked with coloured patterned bricks.

Like herringbone and also kids play ground.

Swirls and games, patterns.

It looked great from up above.

 

I'd taken a bus,

red London bus was stopping here.

Inside was very busy and cramped.

I had a window seat but the glass was very modern and pixilated

It was blocking the view of outside.

 

I was angry as the best bit of a bus is the view out.

 

I'd got made to look in.

I was next to a kid, mixed race fam,

the dad was white and he was apologising and trying to wake his child.
I was telling him no!

The kid was next to me,

She was content and deeply asleep.

The Mama was looking after their other kids,

But the dad had woken his daughter who had then slid from her seat.

She was creeping along the floor now among peoples feet.
 

We all got of at a cliff top where we going to walk.

Groups and leaders and arrowed paths

Routs we were to find.

 

We all had packed meals, or a part of it to share

Along the road was a cafe place

And some kind of food assembly happened there.

 

I was oddly lucid and the detail was bright

Strange seaside venue

Same theme all night.

 

23/12/21

Black birds like rooks on an electric cable but they were tangled getting shocked.

The shock made them glow orange.
Was my main dream space but the dunes were on fire too....
Sand and wind blowing at the wind spreading the flames to other patches of marram grass.

Something about gods and a child with it's own huge metal steam train.

 

Stone steps that went up and up, they were hard to climb as the cobble steps were not uniform.

 

A long dream of a large shared space with 3 gardens.  I had bulbs I'd planted and many had come up.

White frothy flowers and pink forget me knots.

The flowers were growing from everywhere in one garden that had sun.

Another was all shade, it was only muddy grass and some men digging and moving a heavy storm drain.

Massive iron cover.

The 3rd garden was still frozen, apparently I'd agreed already to a competition to plant this garden, paint a painting and arrange some flowers to be displayed in the nearby wood.
The people I was in the competition with were family...  Aunts and were way better at this than me.
I was confused as the garden I was to use was still frozen solid.

I found another basement room were everything had been painted in the same white/cream paint it was to be a shop with stuff for sale.
Ian's parents were in the space too his mum had a message for me to pass on.

Last dream was in a jungle, ruins and clearings - linked to the garden before and I was observing mainly but sometimes a female.

The female was dark skinned with thin eyes and a wig type headdress that comes down to the feet.

Sometimes I'm her dancing but often I'm just watching. 

She had a partner who's family she needed the approval of.

 

When she was dancing it would be some African females who set her off.

They would drum and the 3rd female would have to dance if she wanted to or not.

Something strange was going on at one of the temples and it had to do with the family of the male that she needed approval from.

A strange sort of food stall that backed into some ruins.

As I became her I realised something was fishy... People and kids were being taken.

As I'd discovered the secret I was also taken too.

It was like cannibalism but it was energy that was consumed.

I didn't mind as mine was abundant so I'd gone willingly out of curiosity.

It was a matriarch running it and I was aware that she was me too, as it was my dream and she was in it too.
We'd ended up in what was more like a very modern church.

Large oak and glass doors and modern metal and wooden pews.

The kids were mainly playing with toys left laying around and I was watching the other adults there was a kind of meeting of tribes.

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Inka appeared and we headed back to my dream space. 
It's first time in ages I've been here - he was implying it was time for me to dream someplace new and also showing what dreams linked with where we were at.

His story & her dreaming, The first dream of balanced energy...
Inka aspect was what I'd wanted to help... Kaylo offers a pure balanced energy.
When I'd first found Kaylo but in writing the book Inka let Ren experience that dream from Kaylo's perspective.... Oh his Eyes changed colour last winter to gold.

 

All the shaman dreams how I've learnt to take the animal forms by honouring them to learn what they know.

The Saturn as a projector to it was covered in logo's  ----
Humm all the dreams of me making a Christmas meal...

I think I might make my main dream space into a star fort with lights on the harbour.... Well I kind of allready have. 'Yeh Ren, we just need to link it up'   Oooo  kk, can you help my lucidity plx.