Tingly Tower

29th  April

A long dream - Hazy someone was annoyed with me.    They had seen me gasping for air and been worried, but then when they found out who I was they were angry with themselves for being worried... (this was due to them not linking me) 

Another dream of a wall of bathroom tiles, it was like a terrace of houses had been demolished and all way left were the back bathroom walls with tiles, each block had similar size but different styled tiles, some elaborate and patterns with shapes, others just blocked colours.   A man takes a sledgehammer to try and get some off but he breaks the whole wall.....   behind it is a nest/house made from twigs and sticks and some strange furry creatures that were like wired humanoid monkey things with pointed noses.



30th April

Very visually beautiful dream first - Nothing happens really, I was just observing and remembering. 

I'm in a very strange coastal city it rolls down a valley and there is sea beyond but hidden behind huge cliffs.   The geology is like nothing I've seen on earth and the city too is both familiar but otherworldly.  
The sea can be seen from a large finger of land that projects out of the huge arms of grassland.   I'll have to try and draw it.  It was like the valley of rocks might have looked millions of years ago before the land eroded and left just the rocks. 

The city is clean, style unfamiliar and there is a huge silver metal tower it's sending a signal and when I get close to it I feel my uterus tingling.  Some kind of radiation comes from it, I don't like the feeling so keep out of the line of sight of it when I can.  Others are going closer but it feels wrong.

Apart from the massive Pylon signal tower are 2 sites I focus on.

On the left arm of land at the base of the huge cliffs there is an ancient mine entrance... it' was a foundry where lava would flow like water, I can see back threw time to when humanoids used it and worked down there (Like a fantasy dwarven underground mining/city)
There was an accident a collapse/cave-in, and the death of thousands, it's now a monument/remembrance.    The land arm to the right leads across the border to another jurisdiction where the geology is very flat with ponds, lakes, pools connected by grassland bridges and dwellings raised on legs.

The remains of a ruined castle/tower are crumbling on this right arm, waterfalls pour out of the massive cliffs behind.  It was a magic tower....  perhaps like a fantasy elven tower, but it's ruined now too I can look back to see it at it's prime how it guarded the border as the only pass to the city from the wetlands beyond.

Next dream

A school on a train. It's ultra-modern made of a strange light purple material like plastic.  There is no outside.   The class has finished and the train is almost empty there are strange controls on the ceiling to control the atmosphere.  The train has reached 'the end of the line'  I feel the carriage picked up and moved to a different line. 

The last dream was a blond person, in a tracksuit in a very modern world, they are androgynous.    In a hall, a combination of martial art and dance. 

Hyperspace?

Odd sleep, due to a sick dog and massive kitten.  

A colourful space and 2 dragons one black one blue weaving... then inside us and wooosh and buzz.


Wired   pause    'A step to the side,   Integrate' 




Later I'm viewing a red grid.  A framework then a grid and then another grid in a grid-like a tesseract so the whole lattice is moving and breathing.   -  HYPERSPACE


I'm seeing shapes born from the lattice... this was like Islamic mandalas in 3d. 



Lastly was a jumbled dream.  The only thing I really recall was a man annoyed at me,   I was walking to a door suffocating..    he had seen me from behind and been worried about me.   As I shifted a block in my throat/ lungs I didn't pass threw the door.    The male recognised me and then was angry with himself for worrying about me....  as he didn't like me.     I remember feeling exasperated and dismissive as I barged past him. 

SolAs & YinYangs

27th April

The first part of the night was jumbled and fast and mad mad stuff.  Fractal dragons purple-blue iridescent scales - Predestined...  Fast conversations but nothing I could bring back. 

Dream dust like coils all twisting together. A Name...  Solas - Sol-ace Solace / Free / Entity chat too. 

Dreams were odd too, I was trying to journey but I had lots of 'baggage'  and the trains were to fast and wired - and the connections were difficult and routes unreliable.
I had too much luggage too even in the dream I was wondering what it was and why I had it all this baggage as it wasn't mine.  I was moving it for someone. 

Anyhoo first part for the dream is a really fast wired train purple and box-like and it moved so fast I kept falling out the back and having to port back onto it.   On the train I'm with Becks who I've not been in touch within years.. we are chatting mainly about polarity and as we chat we are manifesting yin-yang balls with following torus energy. 
We were in a place where the female had peeled away and there was nothing to brace/hold the construct so it was spinning of and away.   We were talking visually and mentally with the energy balls we were manifesting.   We were adding back the female to brace and stabilise the torus shapes to help them hold together.   That name SolAce was here.  It was like 'one-sun' or something. 

I leave the 'train' in a dreamscape with Amy, the sky is a night/purple but it's day time.  I still have this huge metal trolly full of dirty laundry.  Not mine, I'm taking it to be cleaned.  (felt like them sort of thing a large hotel might use to clear rooms)

I'm pushing it over bumpy damp cobbled streets. I think I was going in and out of banks... it was all very odd.  

In another part of the dream, I was laying on the roof of a van driving on a motorway in a strange modern city looking up into the sky where there where massive fuzzy black bats with green cat eyes looking down on me :)

Enzyme - Catalyst

24th

An odd dream of vets with a motorway between the kennel room and consult room, it was charity vets and I was in Greens.   Old fashioned yellow patient cards - A cafe is in the waiting room and the cafe has been trashed by a group called 'Obese late drinkers' and other people in the waiting room are 'arresting' them.

25th

Off-world chatting, far away or felt it.     I was chatting back and forth, Ask and answers come.. 2 lovers.   Have to wait again for stars/alignment.  (Spiritual quarantine vibe... can't jump again quite yet  Crystals and children)  Was like a consultancy, not quite time... soon exciting.    All sides, oneside


Then a long dream.   Starts in a setting like BaliffGate school in grand old buildings, also open courtyards of smooth stone were classes took place.    There is something wired happening at the school, a grooming/cult/ weirdness that I've agreed to check out.   I'm 'watching, collecting evidence' but am to take part to observe. 

I'm multiple ages and people have astral type skills.   I observe and then befriend the girl representative of this group and then eventually get invited to the group.  She's powerful and manipulative.   They are all following some other person, the girl is the recruiter for them.  I watch and join in with there practises, they don't seem to realise they are being groomed.  After a while, they introduce me to the 'leader' - I know him - we know each other from other places.  

He's playing a sort of devil archetype to the cult.  We have worked/played together many times.  Once I've found him we 'share this is like a telepathic archived info exchange.  We play 'catalyst games... felt biological almost like enzymes;  Me female, him Male.  An attraction in a magnetic way. 
We flick fast threw dream word experiences we have shared, we have 'loose ends'  and we jump as one.  We change ages to blend or vanish completely into the dream spaces we port too so we are visible to each other but not the other dream characters.   There are many but only a few I remembered.

One is a wired version of my main dream area.  It's my infant school playing field (but not) Evidence was left here and we are cleaning up as we go.  
Again, this felt chemical enzymatic... Not really describable.   Then we seem to go to a few places at once.  One that I recalled best is an elderly female fetish prostitute.   Me and the male are there, I'm a young girl 2-3years and he's invisible.   We both have stuff to do here and we watch a man arrive in the woman's flat.   It's a plain room, white with a worn 70's carpet badly glossed wooden doorframes and very little furniture.  The guy who arrives is a regular, he's also in his 60's    -   We watch the interaction - the Male's awareness is in the room, I'm sat in the corner.  The punter has arranged to stay all evening and has been taken to the bedroom - when another regular knock at the door and the woman goes and answers it.  She lets the second man into the living room.   

I'm now in more of an astral form and invisible and the male also still astral is with me and we are in the small kitchen of the strange flat. 

I'm washing a few dishes in plastic bowl in the tiny kitchen with a window that looks out onto more windows.. the male is touching me on the shoulders and our awareness is joined we are watching several scenes playing out at once.  An interaction in the bedroom, and one in the lounge and also the woman in a small shower washing herself.    This was wired, as there was the same feeling of 'catalyst enzyme' at play.   

Black & White Fruit

23rd

A train is carrying a male to be executed.  He's in a tiny compartment with only standing space alone - I teleport into the compartment and hug him, I'm not totally solid

(This reminded me of the dream when I was waiting to be sacrificed chained to a rock by a natural stone circular pool)  and I was cold and lonely and something appeared beside me and hugged me threw the night to keep me warm)

Anyway, we are in the carriage he's sort of alone, but not as I'm there but not completely real.  At this point, something rips the roof open of the small compartment and there is another man on the roof of the train.   He's come with a sort of helicopter and winch (this bit got all weirdly James Bond)  We attach the guy I was hugging to the winch/lift and he's flown up and to safety.   I stay with the other guy, we jump to the roof of the train and then off it into dark warm jungly/forest.  We are going to hide there as a diversion so the other person can get away.  

We know we will be found as there it's lots of high-tec tracing stuff and we can already hear more flying vehicles.  We climb up to the lower branches of a big tree where we wedge ourselves in hugging and fall asleep.


-  Next was like an astral conversation with India??  D W and a car crash/car filling with water.


24th April

Wake at 2.22 after very strange astral/dream.

Head was all tingly numb on one side like sometimes happens when I'm 'away'

I was deep inside looking for codes/bits/puzzles, it was a game children had played in what would have been ancient past bits had been hidden deep and some of the children had got lost/forgotten got stuck in traps there.   (a little like I imagen Jumanji to be)  It's non-temporal though so it didn't matter than they'd been there for 'Ages' - We were finding each other again.  
I have found a wired wired fruit/food. 
It's black and white, intricately patterned and round and hard outside like a black and white watermelon/coconut - inside is a light liquid that's kind of pearlescent with floating black and white flowers and smaller black/white cubes that are soft like cubes of melon they part of the fruit also black and white stippled pattern.    It was old too, very old and the people I was with were worried it wouldn't be good to eat anymore as it was also 'ancient'  It looked amazing and I was eating it anyway even though it was so old.  I seem to recall they tasted better fresh but it was still good. 

Next up is the weaving thing, like tieing/zooming and I'm going to different people fast one of them is Dr Downing again, Exley and Trump all the people were Male and I was just a thread weaving and binding.

Next is a big old shared house and we are leaving, we have been there for ages and the place is a state, carpets are trashed and dirty and there are bugs and rodents that we need to clear out to leave the place as we found it.

I'm pulling up old carpets there are bugs/parasites in them and we need to clear them out too - a friend gives me Honey and shows me how to use it.   (Reminded me of the 'you catch more flys with Honey than Vinigar' 

Outside the building are 'workmen'   they all have the same uniform and are wearing matching masks.  They are superhero-ish but also clown-like.    Black and white - they were going to remove and reuse the stuff we were clearing out.   Oddly Trump was in the house too -   I bow to him, but it's not like a subservient bow.... It's like the end of a performance or show and you're on the stage and you bow at the end sort of a flourish before departing.

Shedding Skin and saying Goodbye

First dream is Em's house and we are in the garden but it's our garden and we are asleep under the rose arch.   Well some of us are asleep and I'm not and I'm going back & forth to the house.   I notice in the bathroom I have neon green/yellow eyes slit like a kitty.

Next up hazy dream.. rave/dance but all men.    (men woman spiral, faster & faster?)

Then retro campervan Sindy like, 70's decor it's like a camper van.   Inside there are wired shelves with clips for clothes and I think it's clever but Its non-local.

We park and outside 2 GP's are fighting over butter and some shoes?    It ment something??



Next dream is lovely and wired and lovely.    I'm in a hospital room, my gran and grandad both long dead are there in beds.   They have c-19   but we have been allowed in.  We are My Dad, his Sister, Cousin Sue & Me.

My Grandad that side died when I was nearly 4... but he was there real as life but asleep in this bed.  My Gran was more with it, and speaking with the others.   I was just watching/observing. 

It felt special, that we had been allowed to be together.   To 'see' each other.  A connection??   It was very much like a reunion.    A meeting of friends, though we were all 'disconnected' in a way... we were also together.  Like a thank-you and goodbye.

Next was Twitter.... and a fraying, unravelling...  lol, like Bob Dylans one more layer of skin.

Shedding. 

Jumbled Symbols.

Way quieter couple of nights.

Yesterday the 20th was just like wired symbols. I was still aware, but mainly of just different flashing symbols, felt like DL but I didn't catch much meaning.

With Mel and a coloured light projector, it made stars and was rainbow.  Pink & purple very bright. 

Then in the morning names.   Dr Exley & Dr Downing. 



21st.

A team - but not the TV show. 

Lazer like info back of the skull (Occipital area)  -  was like a line/coded/ beam.

Permission/ YES.  

Then jumbled dreams. 

First was of an unfamiliar house with a long garden and some raised beds and a school/nursery attached.    I was wondering if the gardens were on my property or the schools so I'd gone to ask.  Was like huge warehouses of retro gear, some kids learning.  No one knows who's the beds are so I ask if I can plant veg in them to share, that seemed ok.

Next, I'm meeting Anthony we are at a cafe/bar having a drink and chat.  The barman knows me and my father (this was wired/like not this me)  he knew a bigger me. 


Wired underground caverns - Dreaming triad first 3 sisters, middle angry.  Then it's more Tarot lover, male-female and oversoul.  A few versions of this all layered dreams.  A guy and 2 women, and a contract I'm all 3 all African looking.  Then another is Me and Jack..  he gives me a wired card with credit on it.   Something about San Andres & Steve Jobs novelty bog roll  - had apples on and said for your steve Jobby!  

Silva Brown.