Saturday, 10 September 2016

Bleed Threw Realitys Sunsets and Gay Lovers.

First night I've remembered dreams properly in days.

Started with sailing in a boat on a river of thought. When I woke it reminded me of the row your boat nursery rhyme. :)

Next up was a 'reality' game with a tree? a race to complete something.

- Magic world very green with a huge magic tree that has rooms and stuff in.
There had been a bleed threw of 2 reality's and there were giants and little people all in the same place - they were getting on fine but trying to separate the reality's again - I don't remember if I was big or small.
There is a beautiful male and female couple sitting on a huge pile of white fur's they are dresses like old stile native Americans and are important, I know them and want to go sit with them but know that it's not appropriate - we all acknowledge each other I go of into an ancient dark twisty woodland - I can fly.


I'm flying around in the dark wood it starts to rain.
There is a large static caravan in this wood, I go in, it's very busy and big inside, I can still fly so I float round over the people in there. We are waiting for the sun to return.
Amongst there are 4 men I know - in the caravan they are gay lovers - 2 of them are my brother and current partner. I'm floating above them and they are all nekid and I'm getting them mugs of tea :P ?????



- Next dream I'm cleaning a house out as the room needs to be used for a 'vote' to take place. I have a tortoise I need to care for, it was my grandmas (I've an egg from her tortoise to keep for when the her old tortoise dies) - The garden is full of kittens and puppies, I sit on a wall to watch the sun set.
???? what a wired night!

Monday, 5 September 2016

Rainbow Flower/Harvest and Fractal Duality Dragon.

Sundays dream was odd, lots of flowers but totally unnatural looking, they were real... but multi coloured with blue and pink stems and rainbow leaves! -






 
Then a lush green garden with 100's and 100's of apples and it was harvest time.



 Last nights dreams



Started with treasure hunt, I needed to find 3 pictures that were buried. I found them, and made a wired fractal/yin-yang /dragon eating it's self -- Kinda hard to describe

I was making it in the air in front of me like magic, it was black and white and quite amazing looking, made of tiny lines and angles. 

After that dream went 'fractal' too - I was with someone talking about shamanism and multidimensionality, trying to explain something  playing with a virtual ying-yan ball, also fractal and made of lines.

Next dream totally different.

I'm being kept prisoner in a small home, I escape and go to a river... I'm swimming there and river dolphins join me. ..
Then the people keeping me prisoner come to find me, the woman has taken a magic sword I had and incorporated it into something she has?
They take me to a car park with 3 wired prisons next to each other... they are odd like perpetual house party surrounded by barb-wire so people can't get out in each house are 100's of people - lots of drugs/fighting/music/noise/drink. I get shoved into one of the party/prisons.
Once in there I'm talking to people.. I weirdly manifest a wasp, and then a green caterpillar - I'm trying to fix stuff and a guy gets shot. O.o
Humm! SOoo

Both last nights dream contained the number 3 - whole/manifestation/trinity.

The second dream, I'm going to assume the first 'small home' is a thought or behaviour pattern that I'm stuck in.  - The fact I'd lost/had taken a sword.. that's mind too in tarot.

The 3 prisons seemed traps of self/serving but ultimately confining behaviours.  
Caterpillar  -  Surrender of body - potential - growth waiting transformation. 

Wasp -  Not sure..   Busy, Defensive, Communication 
Dolphin - Balance, knowing, love, play, joy


---  I've not drempt much since these dreams,   Only one I've remembered much of all week is from 8th sep.
Last night there was the black dog thing called Anubis, and animals with triangle shaped faces.
Then a wired stage play about male and female relationships and sex, a dog and some wired crude old man who expected everyone to be like him. Then a wired dream about war zone, people who don't want to fight and forced wars.
3 tree trunks wound together, they come threw a hole in the ground at the top were the earth is and the sun shine on them.

Friday, 2 September 2016

Circular Time & A World Tree

 Yesterdays dream that I didn't get a chance to write up was another  time-loop.

It was was hazy on waking and I was in a hummm guild hall might be best description. . It was a place for our team. Our graves were there too. The dream was going back and forth in time ... in a ring .. of a lifetime. Doesn't make sense at all now but seemed totally understandable at the time.  Elements were a feature.



Last nights Dream


Beautiful dream, I'm in a magical conifer forest that stretches to a beach it's dusk and stunning, I sleep there and wake again and it's twilight I walk up and into the forest, the trees get denser and the sandy path turns to wood.
I realise I'm in giant conifer on one of it's branches the tree is huge with different worlds on it's branches all attached to a central trunk.
After that I turn elemental, swapping from fire to soil, and then air ect.

Wednesday, 31 August 2016

Family split and a giant bird.

Last night I seemed to be analazing dreams as I was having them.
First a big round tree/spaceship with a trunk tail. The top was all lit up with lights and windows. (this was my brain and spine ) Duno why but it was.
--
A strange ancient myth/story of a family separated and coming back together. (my story/human story)
We were in an amazing Inca style garden in the garden was an amazing elaborate locked box (Inside is ancient special paintings )

We as a family have the key. One man in the garden wants the paintings to pay of a debt - but they are worth more than that most of the family want the pictures to 'fix' things, they want to help the guy out but the pictures are to valuable. He keeps trying to steal them/paint new ones so we won't notice.
I add a new picture into the box with the ancient ones - it's a photo of a young boy and girl getting married... (it's a pure version of opposing energy)

-- After that I was talking to a massive juvenile herring gull! He' was much bigger than me :P I was feeding him some bread while we talked about the many paths to the same destination.

Tuesday, 30 August 2016

Multi-Dementional Dream with Beings/Elves/Aliens & DMT


Oh wow!! I just had the best night of dreams <3 <3
It started with the CG/world type dream but in reverse with me in charge of the program and After that I spent a night interdimensional manipulating 100's of different dream scape's at the same 'time'... well I say 'time' they were all playing both forwards and backwards at once and I kept falling out of them into an overview of massive tunnels... also met teachers/guides/aliens. Was just soooo bloody awesome!

 Sooo no way I can explain these properly - will add the cross ref dreams at bottom as not in blog yet.

Starts in a wild-west crossroads type of place but I'm not in the dream I have an overview a bit like playing a game in god-mode.
I'm above and there are some railroads going back and forward in time threw the roads of the town, They are invisible to the inhabitants.  I'm using the trains to diagnose people and bring them medicine - like an unseen healing of the town.
I stop the experiment and all the people in the town see me, it's a really odd moment like in the wizard of Oz when they look behind the curtain they all look at me then turn white gloopy and melty. 
This is where it gets wired.... I zoom out of the dream into a 'void' and can see a hole in the dreamscape where I left threw and I think 'woops I used to much TNT' then a disembodied voice (one I know from other dreams ) laughs and tells me 'DMT'

I'm in a multidimensional space and as I let thoughts wander fractal worlds appear (like condensing clouds dream) this time thoughts make dream-worlds... the first is a Moroccan red style city, it's beautiful (I'm serving everyone food from above) then another world forms and another my mind is splitting and time is going all ways in the worlds backwards and forwards. I'm making 100's of dream worlds with my emotions and nudges of thoughts, so subtle and abstract, there are right angles too... like a massive tracing arm... that's were and old rave song 'Gamemaster' appeared in my mind.    I observed the worlds for a time.  




Then I had a body again, it was on fire... I was burning but not hot or being consumed just on fire... (this was linked to a round house dream I'd had that was on fire) linked also possibly to healing mudras & chi??


Next I was on an interdimensional train and I was also watching myself on it from somewhere else - and there was lots of trains/light rippling in fractals of rainbow tubyness going in 1000's of directions:P ... I could zone in on specific places there were some aliens/interdimensional something's/eleves too that wanted to chat to me  (they looked like fractal/rainbow insect people)  I talked to them about my dreams and dreaming 'inside out'


I went onto a train too for a while, there are other people on the train, it's very modern and it's travelling threw a tube in space going back and forth in time both at once... there are heart shaped balloons there, I go into a world that crumbles like sand we all fall threw and then into a black gloop that we again fall threw and end up at a bus stop.

I've felt sooo loved up and blissed out all day, feel like I was on such an adventure last night!



 - The 'Game master' song, it seems the lyrics came from a book -  an extract from the book  'Pleiadian Keys to the Living Library ( Using wit, wisdom, and deep compassion, they entice us to explore the corridors of time through the concept of the Game Masters; to awaken the crucial codes for multidimensional perspective; and to redream the Living Library of Earth. Their teachings aare significantly arranged in twelve chapters to trigger a deeper understanding of our ancestral lineage. Earth probes the memories hidden deep within us to reveal our crucial roles in the transformational process )'   -  Fairly relevant to the content of the dream!

There was also something like the thing below  (This was also the thing I saw in the Mason symbol dream


* Condensing clouds dream -  from18 Jun 2016
It was almost like I was meditating in the dream... I don't remeber any scenery or much at all.
All of a suddenly thoughts retuned - The thoughts became physical and they started to condense into huge grey fluffy clouds the moment they hit the dream scape, it was really epic looking!
I became more aware of myself I was watching the thoughts causing these huge storm clouds, I also became aware I was floating way out in a grey sea.
I wasn't alone, but others were all a distance from me. I noticed the thoughts were also making waves..... the more extreme/unbalanced the thought the more I bobbed up and down on the sea and the bigger the waves I made.
I herd a word that I thought was perhaps Samsara,
but all morning walking the dog the word Samskara has been in my head.... I wasn't even sure if it was a word till I just googled it.

*  City with no walls/Burning house 

Monday, 29 August 2016

Opersits and Conflicts.

A night of odd dreams with conflict... was a bit like being in action films all night.

A play/performance of male/female black & white.

Next dream I was taken prisoner by a right-wing/anti woman group. We were on a large ship and women and children who were not useful were bing killed. It was strange, they were interested in me as I couldn't be intimidated... I jumped of the back of the ship into the sea to escape.
Lots of swimming then I was in-between 2 red brick-walls that were zipping together.. I was running ahead of it so as not to get squished or stuck and it zipped up behind me.


Then another dream of being on the sea, this time in a small launch. There was some shady deal going on and we had lots of illegal money... there was also a supervillain type guy in this speedboat/spaceship blowing stuff up with massive explosions. This dream also had strong themes of extreams.. fear/love ect.

Saturday, 27 August 2016

Foundry Dream, Alchemy

An odd dream about gloop.. like vibrating mud :P (This could have been to do with the epic conversation I had with my neighbour about the philosophy of numbers)


Then a wired dream of being in an old and epic looking foundry. I was running and jumping all-over things... off cranes, and drops and up huge steels. Jumping over fires, it was really fun.
Then this grumpy foreman comes and yells at me, he states...
'If your going to act like a monkey, I'm going to treat you like a dog' Then he puts a chain on me, attaches me to a metal crane and gives me a bowl of water.

Thoughts, 

Hummm, so thinking in symbolic terms... if the Foreman is my ego/sensible me then he could be referring to my instinctual side's behaviour.

Sooo both dog and Monkey are animals in the Chinese zodiac.. I wonder if they can tell me anything.



Monkey Changeability    -     Changeability without being constant leads to foolishness.
Dog Fidelity      --    Fidelity without amiability leads to rejection.

Sooo the Monkey and the Dog are both Yang, humm
Soo could the foreman be the Yin then?   


Foundry  'A foundry is a factory that produces metal castings. Metals are cast into shapes by melting them into a liquid, pouring the metal in a mold, and removing the mold material or casting after the metal has solidified as it cools. The most common metals processed are aluminium and cast iron. However, other metals, such as bronze, brass, steel, magnesium, and zinc, are also used to produce castings in foundries. In this process, parts of desired shapes and sizes can be formed.'

Fire, Metal seems to suggest Alchemy... which would also tie into the other symbology. 

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