Giant in a City and a Thought Lake.

Gah... what a weekend.   I'm pooped :p

I had wired night of dreams again...  first few though was odd.  
They weren't dreams as such just chatting with people and looking down on dreams It was almost like watching films  but not cause they were dream worlds....  we could see time going both ways and were watching different outcomes too.  We were discussing the outcome of 'manipulation'   
Not like manipulating people but tweaking time/synchronicity s - and how that effected the outcomes.


I knew I was aware all night, but was also a bit weary so making myself write things down was hard work. 

I met someone in a garden full of cats and dogs... they were telling me it's important to speak our truth even if people hate us for it.   (I was confused though as our truth changes as we do) but he was insistent. 

At one point period pain was keeping me aware of my sleeping body - but I was also aware that my mind was with others  (bit like the group dream were we were co-creating in a void)
Anyhow   it was a strange stretching sensation - at the time I was very aware of both things, but when I woke to write it down the content of what we'd been discussing was gone :stuck_out_tongue:   I just knew that there were about 5 of us that we come together alot in the astral, I work with them... we around another 100 were waiting for something. (edited)
Oh...  Just checked out the other dreams...   they do all fit together,  it's to do with 'group mentality'

Sooo
The dream, it was at first set in rooms in a hill with little bunks in, Mark was in it (I've a feeling he was playing the 'Wizard/magician' archetype
The rooms are very colourful... they are mainly for sleeping.   Mark is going to Belgium to play in a band... he's playing to children and angels...  
Next I take the place of someone working in a crystal and fabric shop, I'm helping people to pick the right coloured cottons to mend there fabric...   some might need wonder web though. 

Next scene is a city, it's changing and things are changing..     we need to change group think, there is a massive giant in the city too... the city has a strange wired battlement maze, half way along it is a dead kings body and an experiment is going on with it. 


I also had a vision showing me the horizon of our awareness.... and how if we don't bob to much and stabilise our horizons become much wider as we make less ripples...     I was like a point of awareness in the centre of a giant mirror like lake that was completely smooth so it reflected the sky.     As it was so flat I was aware for miles in all directions.

Ferry Filled with Poop, White Town, Bus with Fairys, and a Dig for Tendons.

First dream was of an old house, digging round in dark places and something about an apothecary.

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Next dream was of a long journey, it started with a white toilet that was overflowing with shredded courgette.
First part of the journey is on foot, threw beautiful lush green countryside on a sunny day, there is a stream and a we are walking threw fields and climbing over stiles.


The town is painted all white, all the buildings are sprayed.  It's a tourist town and they keep it all white deliberatly. 

It looks odd,  the second time I pass threw it's being painted, but it's like a water colour picture that's running... the dream is blurry. 

I'm in the town to get a ferry,  I get on and we are making a crossing, I notice that there are piles of poop all lover the boat.

I'm writing something. 

(Zak wakes me) 

Next dream I'm with a group of females we are mothers/nurses/faeries!  We have been looking at profiles of our babies blood and looking at immunology markers... we are getting on a bus to go to an orchard to learn about levitation and fruit picking!  The bus is very modern, quite futuristic, black and shiny with tinted windows.
While on the bus we stop off at an underground bus station,   from the bus I notice 3 people.  One is a male that I know, I know the other 2 people too.  The male I know best is captive, by the other 2 who are part of a gang/organisation.  I know that the male is being taken to be tortured and killed.  (I know that I have been with him in other places that we have died together and have at times saved each others lives) 
I notice some police near by, I realise while I can't free this bloke totally I can should be able to get him arrested where he at least won't get torchered and killed.   

I do something mentally manipulate stuff in the bus depot that causes a fuss the police notice and come over... they see the 3 people.   The kidnappers vanish, and briefly the male I know comes onto the bus and we talk... he's late 40,s dark hair and has spots and pock marks, he's in a bad way  (I think this is the male who attacked me in this dream)  He was also in another dream were he was totally deranged.  We chat, he acknowledges my help before the police come onto the bus and arrest him.

At this point I seem to take his place, and it is me with the kidnappers.  They give me a hunting knife and we all turn into rodents, they are showing me how to store the knife in my furr.  
They are going to take me somewhere to teach me about 'Harka'  

(Zak Wakes me again!)

Next dream isn't really like a dream.An uncle of Ians is having a bad time - he has chronic depression (his lefs not gone to plan)  he's lost faith in anything/everything...  can't make decisions and is locked into his own mind and now had been diagnosed with a cancer and needs surgery and treatment.

He's in a mess just pacing round apparently.

Well, anyhoo   I had loads of dreams last night, but in among them was a meeting with him.    We were in a beautiful summer garden, he was laying on a metal garden bench with a soft embroidered cushion under his head, he looked sleepy. 

I was just sitting with him  watching, just being with him. 

Last dream, 


An Archaeological dig, it's on a coastal shore line, and the pit is partly natural.
I'm helping people measure the depth of the rock to mark the approximate age.

We find what we are looking for, it's a bit of our ancestor.  
We take it back with us and then cook it!   It turnes white and rubbery like a split up squid, it's tendon. 

We are deciding weather to taste it!

make our way up and into a town, (I enter and pass threw this town 2 times in the dream - in 2 different seasons)

Hummmm,    I'm sure this is linked to the visions I had in a dream the night before with giant ankles/claws of ancient avians & reptiles some that had turned to stone. 

War in the Heavens Dream.

Lots of very vivid detailed dreams.

First one the setting is very plain white we are a group of about 30 females from al lover the world, I don't know any of them.  We are creating a web site and have created the layout but it doesn't have any content yet.  We are pleased with the progress we have made and the place holders  we have put into place. 
Next we start to collect feathers, some of the females have already done this but some of us me included haven't.  I need to collect feathers (we all need feathered headdresses)  my type of feathers are long, they are dark iridescent blue and green, that shine gold when the light hits them. 

Colour wise I guess they were similar to peacock feathers but the shape and patterning was more like pheasant tail feathers. 

They get tied into a bundle for me by the other women.... once made we ware them, for a ceremony with lots of sacred smoke ( I think the images of them get uploaded too.)   During it I get visions of the claws and feet of ancient reptiles and avians... some have turned to stone.

(So my thoughts on this, the gold was them in last nights dreams and others with  over-soul in.... then earlier in the year I kept having dreams about blue and green feathers too, then there was the whole bluebird thing that kept popping up when I decoded my life. 

Gold, I've never really liked gold much :P  Makes me think of that dream that went on for days were the royal family.

18 May 2012

Lastnights dreams was epic crazyness, it seemed to last for days. :)

The first part I remember I was being hunted by a giant Troll thing, and some kind of ethereal sord assassin - we could jump over huge areas and the chase was threw a mountain range.
I'd managed to wiggle my way to getting them to attack eachother and forget about me.

I then found a cave - In the cave was a missing element from the periodic table, a ring that allowed for time travel and an old 60's sci fi novel.
The element was wired, it was metal like and was liquid till you touched it, if you played with it, it turned into a chewed gum state :P

As I flicked threw the sci fi book, I realised it was a book about my dream - and was being written as I did stuff, I could kind of comunicate with the author and they were giving me hints of stuff to do next.

After the cave and much travel I talked my way into a crazy underground city, really awsome looking Victorian industrial steam/punk style.

I had to take the element from the cave to the inventors in the city, but I ended up in a royal area filled with giant size wrought iron candle sticks.
They were huge like buildings amazing twisty designs and all under a large coloured glass roof inside a hill.

Next part of the dream that stands out, I'm on an open hillside with a royal coach pulled and pushed by 4 horses. I'm with some other people and we start to drive the coach supper fast down the hill and into a vally and river below.

We keep going into the river... the coach is made of gold and sinks.
I go down with it to free the horses. I'm underwater trying to save a huge chestnut horse, it eventually wriggles free and me and the other people make our way to the bank and help the horses out of the water.

I watch the bubbles from where they royal family had sealed them sleves into there gold carrige.

After that I woke up, I feel like I need to go back to sleep after such a long exciting night of adventure

Hummmm   wonder what the feather headdress means?  Crowns?  Crown chakra  they gold queens ones have that cross above don't thy...   wizards and the pointy ones?  Blugh..   duno :P    Oh there was also the night when I got all that gold light beamed into my 3rd eye - lol

Ok... next dream.

Forest dream, I'm a tree in a wood.  Then I leave the tree to move threw the whole forest....  I'm connecting it or am connected to it, I'm white lines like tendon or meby mycelium  fine and interconnecting. 

-  Next big dream

Starts of in a basement TV studio and we are waiting for a rocket launch - the astronaut is wired, he's in his 80's and looks like he might struggle physically with the launch. 
He also has fake tan and wired stuck on tufty hair like Tintin.  He looks a bit like a comic character.  The rocket is crazy like a tin-can with a funnel on it.   He gets in and blasts of, in a pile of cushions.    The TV commentator then starts dancing a jig !
We ask him about the launch but he's evasive so me and my male aspect go outside to look.  

Outside is bonkers too, we are in a ultra modern city with bright blue sky there is a river flowing beside us and on the other side of the river a desert with pyramids they look newly built.   The riverbank on our-side is dark concrete.  We are the only people.  .


I scan the sky but see no sign of the rocket when I look back the pyramid I see a bus flying sideways threw the sky and then crash into the pyramids. 

It doesn't explode, and there seems no reason for why it's was flying threw the air, as I go to point it out to my male aspect I see a plane flying out of the sky and straight into part of the city, I point it out and we look in amazement!

As I look back I see another plane is heading straight for us like it's going to crash land we crouch down and it goes over the top of us.

We are telepathic and decide that might be better to find somewhere underground till we work out why stuffs falling out the sky. 

We make our way along the side of the river, but notice that there are landmines along the bank, so we go into the river to swim round them.  

Heading into a residential district I notice a basement door open and recognise the voice of one of my Mam's sisters. 

These 2 aunts are very old now and quite ill, in the dream they are in there 60's (one is my God mum that the old Ivy silver bracelet came from )
As we enter they are chatting and washing up dishes.

We go into the flat and they make us a cuppa, we ask if they have herd what's happening, they say no.   On the news they are reporting that people are vanishing or not turning up to work.   My cousin Emma also appears there she's a Dr  and doesn't seem to know what's going on either.

After the cuppa me & male me decide to go back and see what's going on.  It's still sunny and there are no other humans but falling from the sky are black smoking blobs.

At first they look a bit like  birds on fire but as I look more they are humanoid in shape.   They are dark and transparent like shadows, with faint black wispy smoke coming from them. 

They are falling, being pursued and beaten up by 1000's beings in light body's...    These are humanoid shape's transparent some with wing like shapes outs have outlines like Hindu gods or comic god heroes..     They are mainly gold and massively outnumbering the shadow body's and beating the crap out of them! 

They are all fighting in the sky, light vs shadow with the injured ones crashing down to earth. 

I remember feeling rather sorry for the Shadow people who were hopelessly outnumbered by the very aggressive gold light people.  

I wake up wide awake thinking WOW, that was odd!

(Hummmm  reminds me a bit of the Dino/Dragon battle but I was taking part in that)  

Last dream I was packing stuff up, and washing up to leave somewhere...  I had a tick list of stuff I'd done most of it and was marking it off.   Someone was watching me, I was aware they were watching me and we were both covertly observing each other :P   trying to look like we weren't looking at one another even though we were. 

Lettuse Paw

First part of the night I was sorting and zipping things up.  I felt like I was a cell that could divide but also go back into one. 

Code    101

Dream, I enter a old fashioned shop, it's got a plain wood counter with sweets on top, and papars below.  It seemed like a newsagents.  The floor is also bare wood, the light is warm and there is a big open window to the left with views of the coast line and sea.

I've gone in there to collect my dogs ball - I've been keeping it behind the counter there, we are going to the beach to play fetch.   While I'm waiting to ask for it I notice a couple in the shop with a dog.

The couple are in their 60's well dressed in country style attire and with them they have a pretty golden spaniel bitch,  she's delicate more of a working than show type with lovely amber eyes, she has on a green jacket.

As I look at her I notice the end to digits on her left for-paw are inflamed, the owners notice me looking and they say to me 'She has a sore paw'  

At this point the dog looks directly at me and lifts up her paw to me, clearly indicating she wants me to look.   

I find I'm dressed in my old green nursing uniform, I ask the couple if they would like me to take a look and they would.

As I bend down the bitch gives me her paw, I can see the inflamed toes were she has been nibbling them, as I turn her paw over it turns into the *soul* of a small child's foot.  

In the centre is a long split, the superficial layer of skin is raised and open but it is not a wound, it's more like the skin has blistered and then split, there is new tender pink skin cells below the old skin.  
As I look more closely I can see that there is something trapped between the old and new skin, I reach in and find shredded iceberg lettuce!
It's green and fresh... it's been tickling the sensitive new skin, and that's why the bitch has been nibbling her toes, I carefully remove the lettuce :P

The bitch is happy, I advise the elderly couple to find a little child sock to cover her paw while she's outside to stop more stuff getting in - her paw will be fine, but the new skin just needs to harden a little, once it's ready the old will fall away.

The couple thank me and I collect our ball from behind the counter, I see the elderly couple have a toy ball too - they tell me they have more dogs but only walk them one at a time.

I go outside the shop onto the seafront, it's a mild cloudy day with light breeze. 

It's high tide so the beach is covered in water, I need to wait for the tide to ebb a bit before we can play ball.  

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So firstly the code,  1 0 1 this seems like individual, source, individual  So mirror perhaps.. a lesson looking into a mirror  (:P  they mainly are!)

The dream, dog = Unconditional love, loyalty.
Green =  Associated also with love & heart centre. 
Gold  =   Could be Alchemical  -  refining the soul. 

The man and woman and dog...  Is this me looking at the lovers Archetype?   The Male logical mind, the female intuitive and the Dog is being over-soul?    I feel yes...   The message above the Mirror?  So are they all me?  Yes!

So I'm giving myself a message.... what is it? :P

Hummm,  something is irritating?  Something is slowely falling away?  Yes... something old is in the process of falling away, it can't be hurried as the new is forming but not fully formed...   It was a 'soul'  :D  So It's a new layer of me...   I'm shedding a layer (This is consistent with the dragon dream from a few weeks ago, I had 2 dragon meetings, the first I was the dragon, I'd ate my tail turned myself out and shed a layer of skin and scales.... 
The outside in this dream seemed like the same place I was shown in a other dream, also a dragon dream (this was a black earth dragon...  she pressed her head into mine and sent me into 2 dreams.... the first threw 3rd eye the second was heart to heart.  )  I know this is linked to the heart dream set on the same coast

(This dream starts in a building...  in the building there is a beautiful unfamiliar woman she's got dark hair and eyes and rich soft skin, she has children with her..... 3, she was also one of 3.   Her family is estranged..     The father is missing but he's due back soon, I make them all cups of tea and leave them to talk.    Outside the room they were in is a magical world, I have no body and am flying round watching, it's a coast line with clouds rolling in.  It's like watching a film set but the story is being told with clouds, light, weather and nature... it's amazing to watch) 
(I need to think more about this dream)

The tide is full,   I can't play yet...   I'm telling myself I need to be patient, growth in it's own time, the new is forming and when ready the old will fall away easily :) 

Onion World

First dream was a friend who has twin children boy and girl.  The boy was unhappy they girl happy - the woman had changed from a humanist to a catholic.

We were talking trying to understand.


Next dream I was getting told lots of things about reality... but I was sleepy and not consentrating so I asked 'show me' 

I swapped into Dryad me as ususal I have no face and am soft flexible wood that can merge into trees and become tree :)

I was making my way threw reality's like the layers of an onion.  

Big trees & volcanoes were tunnels in and threw to the other layers they also stopped the reality's slipping relative to each other. 

I was exploring deeper and deeper using root systems & caves to get threw to different worlds deeper in the earth.    Was not happy about having to wake up :P

Flying Fun Fair

First dream was of being in a dark forest carrying a mirror. 

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Then  a car-park full of dogs, one was wolfie.  He's hurt himself and needed stitches, I was trying to help 2 vets that I didn't know.   They had forgotten where they had put the aesthetic so I was keeping Wolfie happy while they looked.

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Next is a floating funfair this looks amazing...     Massive drones are holding rides up in the air miles above any ground :P  They look awesome and freaky.   I chat to the guy about his antigravity and how they are staying up, he tells me how he's manipulated them to be self cleaning and fuleing but he can land them for maintenance.

Last dream was a big post house, also full of dogs, running round in breed packs..  I befriend 4 pugs, the house is being passed down as inheritance (it's very grand and ornate)
The female that was there what caring and scatty, she has no female children of her own so is passing to a brothers daughter. 

Spirit of a Tar/Oil Field

I'd come across the term Loosh with some friends, and breifly looked at it.

How it presented it's self was that if a dryad is a tree's spirit in 'form'  LOOSH is the spirit of a tar field or oil field  (The spirit of ancient forest)  That has decomposed but still exists.  There was me and it in a void (sticky and black void :P)  I was kinda within it and without - it's memory's of when it had been 'alive' and in the light. 

It was boiled down wildness,

It was confusing when I woke, but then I remembered that I read that loosh is like distilled love or something - which would fit if light is sun energy and love is planetary energy. 

Anyhoooo it was really quite awesome either way, I'd never thought of tar fields as being 'alive' or having spirits - but I guess it makes sense as they are basically ancient vegetation.

Next dream...  

I'm in a forest, running errands.  There are teachers there, I was being a tester... something to do with blood and visions.   We are looking at images then recalling how teachers will react when they see them  (even though they haven't seen them yet)  So we are recalling the future.

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Sleeping on a hard stone floor in a large grey castle... I can't stay away and just keep falling asleep into dream in dreams

-  Watching a family from somewhere snowy they all have red hair and freckles they are celebrating a fish hall and celebration.   There home is a fish storage place, they are outside laughing and singing and I wave at them.

Back onto the stone floor, I look down over a ledge there is a coffin below...    I have a puppet on strings, it's a group of bats.   I dangle them over the coffin to wake up the sleeper.  He gets out, it's a singing dancing skeleton like a mime artist.     He has face painting on, on one cheek is  a white winged butterfly with red tips, one wing is missing.... on the other a red heart.      He dances with my bat puppet.


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Next I'm in a caravan watching a discussion with a female vet I used to work with called Julia.  She is talking to someone about the layout in the caravan, she needs a large oval table..  the carpenter architect is listening. 
Julie gets upset and starts yell and shake, the guy puts his hand on her arm to ground her.

He tells her about a rare disorder that he can test her blood for, she calms and agrees...  he has paper work.   We look threw it, its an interesting experiment with blood and visual tests.  They ask if I'd like to do it to as they need controls.  

They are looking for a worn down protein - it's also linked to the Zika virus.    I am doing the vissual aspect of the test, it involves looking at one image and then another ... as we do so wired afterburn images show, we have to call them out.  I have many of them so it takes a while.


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Next dream I'm walking threw a village over a massive bridge a river is in flood below it... the water grey and fast flowing, the village is busy.   On the other side of the bridge is a narrow door way, threw a hair salon that leads to a massive dry arid desert with soft tents and shades set up. 

-  Last dream is a huge web made of white pebbles.... they look like dew drops on a spiders web.   When one wobbles all the pebbles do too each is a dream a life - I can wobble them all!