Saturday, 13 May 2017

More mooving Dreams.. Sliding Fast.

Wow what a night, I'd been working on balancing and clearing 3rd eye all day with yoga, purple foods and meditation (cause of blocked ears and sinuses)  which is helping also improved dream recall.

First dream,

100's of people on a hillside walk at night, the path are thin like threw maram grass on sand dunes, there are wild ponies with us too... we wind up in a garden with strange unknown fruit and veg.

There is something like a perfect rounded star, the outside is green inside the flesh is orange with tiny pink seeds it's sweet and juicy.

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Big 2nd Dream

This ties into the moving dreams of late.....  I'm in a city we have been moving almost daily from property to property - they are all very similar.   We are viewing a new apartment, it's oddly in a shopping centre which is very modern at first then gets wired...  the apartment is more like a cottage inside, I look at the bedroom first, the bed is unmade from the last resident and she sheets are familiar from other apartments... at first I think we might have been in this one already while hopping around. 
As I go threw to the open plan lounge I realise it's not the same as it's full of tat, peoples old possessions...  old book series, board games..  lots of 70's fisher price toys old and yellowed out on the floor for playing... old clothes, paperwork, rugs stained furniture.     The kitchen has a still warm empty coffee mug with pink lipstick stain on it.   I instantly like the place, despite the clutter/mess and singes of occupation.

From the kitchen there is a door leading out to a garden the soil is bare and I like it I think about what we can grow, then my aunty and uncle appear in the dream they are our parents  (they were a choice of parents I had for this life)  They are planting blue and purple flowers and putting up fairy lights for us.   I'm gratefully I notice the flower pestles are faded, not as vivid as they should be. 

Back inside the owners have come to welcome us, they are wacky and very friendly  sort of American hill billy crossed with east London cockney.   The previous owner an elderly lady is there too they are really happy we have come.   They are arranging a welcome party for us tonight and will see us later.

Ian and the kids are with me too.   I sit down on the floor to look at the toys and notice under an old rattan rocking chair something gold glinting.  It's some very old jewellery looks like a wedding band and betrothal gift.  There is a red round gem, the gold is clearly very old.  I remember I must ask the old lady if they are hers. 

People start arriving to set up for the party, the couples daughter is there, she is organising it she reminds me of a 60's American diner waitress and she's hanging pink and white stripped curtains all-over.    Ian wants us to go and collect our stuff from the last apartment but I realise that they are going to a big effort to welcome us and we must stay for the party.  She's preparing lots of beautiful fruit cocktails all different colours and another person is preparing buns for hot dogs.   Everyone is smiling at me and so welcoming.

I realise they have bouncers too, and someone is bringing in decs for a DJ. The house is changing so it's massive and I realise the people here are pretty wealthy and connected I'm surprised when I come out of the kitchen to find 100's of people lots of people with dreadlocks.   Some Rasters, hippy's -  some white kids.  People are smoking and even the air is intoxicating, and still more people are arriving all to say hello, they are so welcoming and happy.  I make my way threw the ever increasing crowds to Ian and the kids near the door of the Mall..  there are doormen and kids outside on skateboards.  I tell Ian we need to stay and he should go take a look inside.  I'm going to collect the dog I left tied outside earlier.  As I get outside the mall changes from modern to a dirty 50's one yet there are still lots of people.  As I try to get back, every door I go threw stuff has changes, if I go back it's changed too.....   it's making me quite dizzy like I'm jumping threw different versions every time I move... I comment to an older woman in front of me how fast stuffs changing, she laughs and smiles and says 'Don't follow me dear or it's sure to change for the worse' and with a wave vanishes.

I turn another way and then stumble onto grass...   It's a large grass roundabout but the roads are empty sun is shining and waiting there is a old thin black man.   He has huge dreds visually more like an Indian sadhu than a rasta his accent is thick, he has only 2 or 3 small dark teeth remaing and his hard to understand.  He catches me as I'm really dizzy and lowers me to sitting on the grass with him.

He smiles and says ' What I liked about Rastafari is the deepest thing it could do you, You're linked'


--  I wake up/come back very awake.


after that I realised I was quite plugged in and asked.   'Show me what I need to know'

I was having visions...   first I was making a rodent home, filling it with soft bedding for a mouse..   I hear a voice saying 'if you build a nest they will come'  then I'm jolted awake remembering the 'field of dreams'   ME....   'If you build it he/they will come'   (I've a feeling this also ties to the ME via Toxo but need to see if what I think will now be a mind blowing synchronicity today is)

Next I'm a penguin :stuck_out_tongue:  Black and white and lol it feels very funny....  I'm huddled with other penguins our body's are warm together.   I spot an ice slid, into the ocean and flop onto my tummy to wizzz down and plunge into the ice water below!

After than I was playing with my dream dust... it was making patterns like when your on acid... but I could control it making it into a grid of lines and forming other shaped, folding and changing them to make stars/diamond cubes all in 3d space.

Next

In a gym/hospital with my brother/Josh it's kind of a jumble of the 2 he's got some bone illness and some joints are the wrong way.  I'm surprised I'd not noticed... I seem to be in my 20s and I know the nurse she's a midwife here...    She's worried about giving the diagnosis to our parents but I send her energy to let her know it's ok.  I'll be with her too.   We are in a waiting room and a small pig comes up to me, it's brown and pink and it wants a cuddle.    I sit cuddling the pig waiting for a meeting.
I look at a lady who is looking at me and say, sorry is this pig yours?  she comments, 'No it seems to be yours' 

Finally my Aunty B, Dad and Mum arrive... for some reason the nurse wants to give them the news on a tiny bit of paper... but non of them can read it.   They are arsing around...   my brother leaves so we can 'speak'  the nurse feels it's a bad prognosis, but I'm already sure I can heal and help him.   The nurse is getting more and more upset as my brother/josh is so sweet...   


Last dream, a new class is beginning at an old uni.  It's somewhere I've been before I enrollee, the halls are a story block of grass layers that we fly too.    They are happy for me to have a space in the class and a spot to sleep.    We go out on a field trip I'm sorting threw recycling with a guy I went to school with.  We are collecting old bottles scalpel blades and handles. 

Friday, 12 May 2017

Dolphins and Kali

First was a little like min craft but I was working on it from a code POV --  I was moving it over, there was old brick code and I wanted to upgrade the blocks or something.     -  t

Then I've written something I can barely make out.... 
World,   something  apart..  the black dawn, can we do something..  as hard to get,   looking too the 2 halves to balance. 

Then a dream about a very wired house - again with a ghost in (soul fragment)  it was like a holiday place and we knew where the ghost was... it was in the toilet  (why do my ghosts always hang round in bathrooms lol )   I had the boys with me and they were scared to go to the loo alone. 

The house was like nothing I've ever seen outside of a dream..   perhaps 50/60 very stylised  but wired.   In the dream I have a circular wound on my forearm 
(waking this reminds me of the Heaf for TB that we had as kids... it was in that place.
In the dream though it was a indented wound and the veins in that arm had become raised and hardened showing vivid purple threw the skin.

Next dream was in a city, I was moving there and had lots of crap with me in the form of bag's & box's and I was ment to be carrying it...  lots of it wasn't even mine.   I think I called a cab  (Hummm, that's very like the dream were I had to much music to carry :stuck_out_tongue: )

Last dream I was on a shore line/harbour with friends.   We were meditating a huge wave came and swept me out with it.   I was floating in the ocean there was a massive swell though not stormy...  it ment I couldn't see the horizon at all though.     I wasn't bothered, but I was thinking.... hum I have no idea what way the shore is... 

As I looked round a family of dolphins appeared out of the surf they looked slightly different to modern ones and were a much deeper indigo blue..    they were swimming and leaping towards me and I remember thinking   'Ah brilliant, I don't need the shore 'Dolphins!'    Zak woke me up at that point yelling.


Interpretation.... 
The baggage seems to fit with the crap in my purple centre, I need to clear this to move forward.  
The wound, and the purple veins -    stuff not flowing again the purple.     Ghost, that's been round in a few dreams - likely fits with the block to, something needs to shift to allow reintegration. 
Last bit seems to be telling me to surrender to the universal love -  and focus on Dolphin totem to see what message it's bringing.   They were an deep indigo too!
.I had a funny but cool thing with my 3 friends last night...  we were meditating together and chatting and Kelly had brought an oracle (archetype) deck   https://www.amazon.com/Keepers-Light-Oracle-Cards-Kyle/dp/1781806969

Called keepers of the light, we were going to mediate together then pick one card each while still in a open state.   As I read the title, I though...  blugh, what about the dark I wonder if Kali is in there??

We meditate and the cards go round to be picked -   I was last and the felt nice so I gave them a shuffle then cut them was going to fan and pick when the top card called to me.         Obviously it was Kali! :D

Monday, 8 May 2017

May in the kitchen

First dream I was with Rachael... who was me female lover in another dream.  We had huge bath sponges...   lol  big enough to lie on and we were rolling ourselves up like sausage rolls!

We went to sleep together and we were dreaming of the serial number for a car.    We wrote it down in a dream diary then took it with us to find the car.....     We weren't sure if we would be able to find it, but we did find a car that matched the number we'd drempt about.    We drive it threw this massive black tunnel   -  I seem to be in charge of half of in and her the other, she's shouting at me 'find the lights!'   as we were driving blind.   
I kept pressing buttons It was nothing like a car inside... there was no steering wheel just a panel with buttons. 
I find the right button and we can see again to avoid stuff heading in the other direction.    I ask her if she wants to park and go flying as we know we are dreaming. 

When we stop we are in a valley of trees - there is a wise woman there we talk to but I can't remember what about. 

Next dream I was at my auntry sheilas house....   the British PM was there (she's standing for election again)  I was not happy about it, she was getting changed in the kitchen and I was going to interview her over dinner.   I didn't really want anything to do with her though.   Next I was on a hill looking at a big line of traffic...  3 kids wandered onto the road, the traffic managed to stop but the girls were just playing, they had a toy horse with them.     Everyone got out of there cars and left them and started to walk home instead. 

???   No clue what any of it means!

Sunday, 7 May 2017

Ghost and Dancing.

First dream is game playing, like an MMO there is a spaceship there, also a kitchen built of reclaimed things.  

Next dream is a city... it's dark and dirty and I'm friends with someone who's father owns a nightclub  - we go there and dance and then part ways.  I'm looking  at a girl in her bed, she has a brown bear tattooed over her thigh and she's just bought a new compass.

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I'm thinking about tattoos and the creator  -  I know it's to be found in ourselves and each-other.

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Last dream is about ghosts again (soul shards)

I've got some following me round and they are causing alarms to go off and wired stuff to happen, I've been told to keep out of the local school & science lab.

I'm at My Dad's Mams house laying on a blow up cushion bed.   There are other DC's with me and we are waiting for an all woman's football match - this is causing excitement as it's very new.    There is a ghost dragging the cushion I'm on round the floor.    The other DC's don't believe me but i tell them to watch and they see from how I'm moving that there is something else at play... next it gives me chopped of fingers.

Saturday, 6 May 2017

Moving Out & Armour.

I had a moving/leaving dream again last night. It was another of the dreamhouses I know. It's a variation of the terraced house I lived in London... but in the dream's it's different massive inside and haunted.

It's also set in massive neglected grounds, at one point I'm clearing an old metal bed-frame out of a dark pond so that the dragon flys can lay eggs into it.

We've been renting it in the dream... we've had it for around 15 years - and have been caretakers as such.


In the dream the house is filled with packed bags and suitcases... lots of it belonging to the owners or occupants going back century's. I'm revisiting the rooms... the ghosts are quiet now, they are still there but were fed by fear/emotion they are drained of any power now as we were indifferent towards them.
There is a beautiful red Fox in the building I can talk to it and I lay down with it to chat.... running my hands threw it's soft red coat, it's female and will have it's young soon... she's telling me about her cubs that have grown.

The owner tells me I was specifically picked as the tenant as I'm not easily scared and I won't 'fight' (This would have only given the ghosts/shadows more power )

I get up and go threw to some of the rooms in the house I'd left dormant (I remember them from other dreams)..... one is huge, it's like a Victorian drawing room with a massive window the drapes are sun faded and hanging in tatters and everything is dusty, when I get inside it's not longer the elaborate but faded room I recalled but has changed again.
Along the window are a row of mannequins each is dressed in a set of armour threw the ages..., they are all the same size fitted to a small female warrior they also each have a similar style head gear or helmet.. it reminds me of a teddy bear with space at the sides for curled plated hair and the nose plate is round in shape.

There is everything from leather armour, threw to chain male, various heraldry and then German style Natiz is the most recent.. they have a distinct feminine style to them. On the far wall opposite the window is an impossibly small steps and doorway inside is a tiny bathroom, much to small for humans.. it's for the fairy people. This room is full of packed bags too ready to be returned to the appropriate owners.

We head out into the sunny grounds where there is an old fashioned steam powered funfair.. In contrast to the dusty old house it's freshly painted. It's busy with people having fun and playing on the rides (Merry go rounds/big wheels ect. Piped organ music sets the scene and the people are all in period dress.

I go to the massive steam engine powering the fairground and put my hand onto it... It's painted a creamy pale yellow with red flourishes, it's brass is polished but I spot rust here and there which reminds me of it's true age. I feel a fondness and familiarity with it.

Wednesday, 3 May 2017

Strange Visitor

First dream...   Cannoning and then sledging, it was good fun :)   I was also in an invisible sandcastle out in the harbour.  It was on an island in the harbour but no one could see it, it was really nice inside.   It was owned by the 'Britons' 

Next is a big dream...

It's in a massive, hummm  perhaps a museum, or even a city?  It had a glass domed roof, and inside was lots and lots of stuff including live dinosaurs. There are lots of microscopes set up too and people are studying, chatting socialising.  

I'm with a group of people including 2 x partners and a girl friend.   I'm wanking off one of the guys as we sit and chat... the others in the group are a bit shocked but also amused.  (It seemed they were all attracted to me)   I laugh at the men and and I go to Rachel who tells them we are lovers now.     I stick with her for the rest of the dream, we seem to live in this massive domed place there are 1000's of people in it all busy with stuff. 

It's night and something's kicking of outside the glass...   at first it seems like a storm, then it's like shooting starts...  green falling from the sky.    We all gather to look up and I realise we are going to get a 'visit'   It's exciting.   As it's happening my crown chakra is going nuts...   tingling, and I remember I can fly.    I change my vibration to match the air and start whizzing and zooming round over the crowd in an annoying fashion. 
I know the guy coming, it's one of the insectoid (overseer) types.   He's kinda like a teacher, when he arrives people are rapt... he reminds me of the cat in the hat, amusing and witty.   He's large and floats in the air after materialising inside the dome.

I 'know' him but not just from this dream  ---  I'm still flying round being an arse :P   Zooming over the top of people really close and generally getting on there nerves as they try and listen.
At this point the insect person punches me in the stomach..... not physically but energetically.      I find this funny, me and the insectoid have a quick telepathic exchange not in words but 'knowings'   I know his type and physical violence is common and acceptable to them   He's basically telling me to stop being a dick and I'm amused as we both know I'm intentionally being a dick :P

After he leaves me and my female lover head into our room in this wired complex and strip nekid  start painting art onto the walls.



Tuesday, 2 May 2017

Boat & Shells.

Dreams of my dad's side of the family. 

Turtles & Tortoises  (Shells) 

A fishing boat that won't come back to shore, the people in it are related to me.

I also am making a huge amount of sushi to feed many people.   My male aspect is taking the form of a trickster and being not helpful in an attempt to be helpful :P  In the end I get him to contribute in a more useful way.

Woods & Worlds

  16th Jan I've been dreaming just rubbish at keeping track of them.     Night before last I was on a fire engine.   It was playin...