Adverse Reaction and Making Gold.

21/5/20

Another 333   Wired night with not much sleep as Kitten was out till gone 3.30 am and the little one not well and feeling sick.

Managed a wired dream of a strange Craster that somehow fits with this second of Purple Smoke dream while asleep I knew I was in the same place/space.   This time I'm further down a hill and I'm trying to get to the sunrise and a 'Dad'

My recall starts with a strange fight over knock-off shoes?  (souls meby)  Then a maze-like puzzle with swinging doors.  I was in the maze to get threw and reach the sun.  I'm travelling with someone and they have something like a radio it's wired not like anything I'd seen before.   We could call in to request the music/album. 

-  Another dream was Mini cars in a race, set in the 60's I think.  We were tucking damp leaves onto a coat and under a  belt as we crossed the finish line.   They made a pattern like feathers or scales.




22/5/20


The first dream I recall was long - It's in what felt familiar in the dream but is no place I know.  It might have been a very strange version of my main dream area - but it was very big and all urban.

I start of the dream trying to go into the local health centre/Dr's facility. 

I'd had a vaccination for something and where I'd had it on my left upper arm the skin had gone hard and sore in a large area around it like cellulitis and I wanted to log it as an adverse localised reaction.   The health centre was also very modern felt more like a landed spaceship.   I couldn't log the reaction there and so the receptionist gave me the address of somewhere I could.

I leave again and head to the address of the 'charity' where I can log my reaction.  The charity was something to do with 'Dengue fever' ?   The address is in a very bleak and blocky concrete area the buildings are brown and grey close together and there is no green or sky.   On the way, I meet a group who are heading to the same place and so we walk together and we chat, joke and laugh on the way there. 

The building looks abandoned, the sign over the door is old, glass filthy and the tilled grey floor dirty with rubbish in the corners.  It' has a 70/80's office feel to it. 

The door is unlocked so we enter into a square landing with a spiral squared of stairwell heading down and into a room below.  No door the stairs open into a square room dimly lit by a small high basement window on one wall. 

I comment sarcastically 'Well, This isn't at all freaky!' as we look around a room that is kind of a steampunk macabre cross between a 'scary' dentist and a tattoo parlour.  The walls are covered in a childish but disturbing wallpaper showing pictures of extractions and syringes, blood, pill pots and fresh pulled teeth! The colours are brown, purple, green earthy looking. 

In the centre of the room is a chair that's like an old fashioned dentist chair with leather arm ties with a trolly of strange dusty tattoo /dentist /surgical type tools that haven't been used in ages.   Round the walls were old desks and bookcases filled with handwritten books and diagrams.

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I remember that dream in the morning rather than threw the night. When I did wake I had very geometric dream dust - Again similar to Islamic sacred geometry but it's 3D I'm seeing the shapes breathing that form the patterns.

Second dream

Starts of again in a hall of Res at a big Uni (Later in the dream I find it's UCL (Or a wired version of it). 
I was in a male dorm for some reason and I wasn't a permanent student yet, I didn't have a room I could use the kitchen they had.  It's an off white colour with old fashioned strip lights and plastic school type chairs.  I'm not liked and all the guys in the dorm were waring facemasks as they were concerned about a virus. 

We were reading Physics!  I had to pass the first semester to see if I was allowed to stay as I didn't have the regular Math and Physics qualifications to be on the course (If I was accepted I'd be given a lab coat with this UCL door card in a pocket that opened doors)

((This is reminding me of another Uni Dream ... Humm don't think I can find it or if I've even written it))

Anyway I'm in a lab in the next bit I recall and we are working on making gold.  We have large magnetic machines we can change the polarity.  On trays of sand, we have various metals and electrodes and we are working at altering the elements at a molecular level with magnetics and current.  I've a A4 lined pad in front of me and I'm drawing what I called electron maps flows of + & -   signs, the geometric dream dust was a feature as it tied into the altering of elements.

I understood it and was comparing my notes with that of the other students.  On one magnetic work station in the sand our starting metal is now bubbling like boiling grey stone and on another in-between 2 electrode type things liquid gold is forming slowly like wax. 

Was an odd dream as I was pretty lucid, reading was easy and I understood perfectly what we were doing 😕

Kite's

18/5/20

Dreams again of kites only this time I see that they aren't 'just' kites they are silver cord-like things (shuttles)  We are holding and flying the kites but they are all up together and there is a feeling of 'transmission'   Information coming down the string.

Made me think of this dream too.


So many Shuttle dreams too.

19th
Hardly slept with reflux.  




20/5/20

Many dreams as catching up on sleep, but recall is hazy and my notes wired as I didn't want to move much :P   There was a long dream of a city, following a story of 2 men.  I was just a floating awareness observing. 

Dream from perspective of 5

16th May

A wood/forest school vibe but not that formal.     More of a woodland/lesson nature space very green.

Then a bath and I'm trying to write but my pen has gone and I'm trying to explain that I have a guide..... 

But the more I try to show the more stupid it sounds and it just feels like someone jabbing my 3rd eye with a finger :D   it's funny and wired and trying to explain just seems ludicrous. 

Then there is a funeral I'm late to it...  I meet it late and walk behind the funeral hearse and can talk to the dead person too...   more 3rd eye tapping. 


May 17th

This dream was crazy even by my standards 😲  I'm 4 now people at the same time.  

Firstly I'm a male and female and then I'm their guides' too.  

So the woman is some crazy woman holed up in a lighthouse on costal them park pier. 

(She has visions and dreams of the others but feels hunted by them so is paranoid as hell and has hidden herself away in this wired apartment)  

Then there is a guy who is like the shinning guy.   Total psycho.  His only grasp on reality is to find the female who is hiding.   He sees her in visions too and is using this to hunt/find her.    He's completely lost the plot and is aggressive and unhinged but in a funny way. 

Then there is the kinda higher aspect of the male and the female.

The male higher aspect is a Ra type of collective who are 'wide perspective-data' this is vast vast knowledge but none of it is relatable in any way to be even remotely useful in the given scenario. 


The female higher aspect is this hilarious interfering and protecting green-haired flying fairy godmother type.


She appears on the scene much later in the dream.   So the first part of the dream I'm seeing this paranoid female.... rightly paranoid as people are hunting her, but not handling it well.   

She's holed herself up in this detached metal lighthouse on a pier.

The male is seeing her in flashes and heading to her location he has removable eyeballs :D  (This is tied to this dream too)  in a wired way I can't connect yet.

Then in one scene, I see the scared female.
She's on the toilet and to the right of the loo the old pink flowery curtains part as she looks up and in the parting curtains, there is a mirror behind.

The woman is scared but can't look away.  

So she's looking into the mirror and then the psycho guy can see her like threw a window and his face is in a tree but in the mirror, so he's kind of like looking threw a bush a bit like a 'Green-man'  type of image... but his window is a hole on her bathroom. 

They look at each other and are both scared and the hunt is on/real - cause they see each other. 

Beyond this is the other 2 dream characters... the Ra collective who are guiding the man to the woman. (Fairy GreenHair boops in later)

So ....The man has reached the zone where the woman is and now him and the other 2 awareness are floating with him - The collective guiding him to the female, and the green wired fairy who is floating along laughing beside the male. 

The woman upstairs is terrified as she knows the others are 'coming' the guy hunting is excited cause he's close.

The collective are 'calculating' (This is pure math not sinister) and the Fairy GreenHair is gleefully amused. 

So there is a charging upstairs by the psycho male! 

Up the metal spiral staircase of the lighthouse  in this wired coastal area. 

The male is fueled and fulfilled the male collective is quiet as the location mission is ended and the female is still terrified.... but the green fairy is there!! 

She holds the cards and knows the overview   - She feels the hurt/reunion/betrayal and is playing her hand wisely - she's showing the female first what is hunting her... and the male she's stalling until the female remembers.  
It's this wired standoff in a stairwell with this Grotbagas type of fairy godmother sending the male away until the female has time to consider. 

Bloody Hell!!! Just looked up Grotbags......Awsome!  

High five Grotbags!!!!

Vomiting Stones and a Clean Up

Buzy dreams... 


Causal chakra I think.  (Year group?  Zeitgeist) Are we meant to come online now??



Halls, school.... many labyrinths and classrooms like glasshouses and labs.  Like my high school with people, I'd not seen for years but vast and deep...   Going and connecting with the energy our group had brought in.   I wish I could get more of a handle on it... My head is buzzing at the back and threw the night I couldn't write it down.  But it's here now..

So it's Alnwick but like an astral version of the town, felt lower rather than higher.   It's a learning space like catacombs of modern labs with teachers recruiting for there classes - It's vast and I'm wandering around with people I've not seen since high school... but we are not 'us' 

The rooms had 'Offerings'   and 'games'   teachers were more like GM's I think?? 

Then a Gran's house vibe.... but not it's many houses... more of the cobbles streets a huge courtyard..   and houses around and in the middle of the wide cobbled courtyard is a shed. 

and in the is a shed with a vacuum and It''s shared - and I have it to clean.   First place is a shoe shop...... Cobbled/cobbler/shoe/soul??? 

I take the vacuum and I'm ment to clean a space with it but I can't recall the door number and so I'm faffing around in front of 2 doors.  I don't know the occupants.  

I'm emptying their bins and trying to contact the shed to see what house I should go into to clean.  I go back and get a message and go in.   A young family is inside and I feel a bit awkward cleaning their space, I don't go into the personal rooms and just cleaning the hallways.   I'm hoping to get into bathrooms but their kids are in the bath so I just wash round the doors and leave again.    Tell them to let me know when they want me to come back.

Also -  These could have come before or after as that dream recall just arrived tonight. 

Crazy symbols layers pilled on and in.     Liquid with rocks...  Oh, now I recall that.  It was like pouring rocks into formations.

People, dogs birds vomiting stones.    -  Yep we were in the wired rooms and we were creatures vomiting gravel.  -   How to split  class??

Then just a humble of symbols/layers and meanings...  but it was like Bic biro, the colours...  on waking I recalled Bic company/logo. 

Team Work

Busy night - dreams all night.

First up is a 2.22 wake.   I've been what feels like far.   A game board, Zooming in and out many layers echos like the onion then an overview.  2 parents what can only be described as 'Alien' as they are so different.  Multidimensional/insectoid.  We can sit above and look at what is like a round game board see the moves from up here - 2 UK politicians were there too.    It's hard to describe but it was funny too - the absurdity of it all from this perspective was very amusing. 

I was disorientated on waking and supprised it was 2.22

Next dream's sort of all followed on from each other. 




A closing in for winter I'm on an island far north there is a glass door for the storms, I can watch threw the glass.   There are seals, puffins, skuas lots of animals - I have a phone to chat to the other islands.
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Another dream was wired. It was a thread on Reddit that had gone viral - it was about 'Aliens' & 'Choice' 'Destiny' I'd not started the thread but was a major contributor to it early on.   Now this thread was changing stuff in a huge way.  It was linked to something massive. 

I was confused as my post contributions where not what I recalled writing.   I wasn't sure if this was cause it had been changed externally or I'd jumped from somewhere else and merged with a me that had written something slightly different.
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Back to Islands and very far north felt like the Arctic, this is tied to the other dream Sunday night of the North/South journey. 

A friend of mine Clare was a Dr..  We are very far north, Ice and snow but not cold. 
We are wearing summer clothes.  There is a frozen river bright blue ice we walk on it, snowbanks on either side.... there is a waterfall and the frozen waterfall's away for miles below us, we are sitting on edge of the drop as the sun returns to thaw the water and it's bright and dazzling.   There was something to do with the Ra collective, also tunnels and slides for journeying. 

Masturbation with a female nurse I know we are bring each other to orgasm over and over.  

Next I'm plopped into a 'School' with a military feel.  It's a vast room almost like school sports/assembly hall - no outside. 

I'm in a new intake and we are around 150 young volunteers - we are also told that we will be 'cut off' shortly this is like a severing from our higher/larger aspect/connection.  (However 3 of us will retain connection... I remember recalling I hoped I was one of the 3 as my connection was important)

We are standing in a long line and being sorted into groups.   Green/Blue and Red.  

As we are sorted we are issued blazers like school blazers issued in our group's colours with strange piping on the back in 'wing' shapes.  

These were like arm stripes we filled in as we gained experience but were in the shape of wings - They start of empty just the colour of the blazer but with outline piping looked like an ugly cross between a school blazer and an 80's shell suit tracksuit. 


I'm close to the end of the line, a group of 5 boys beside me are sent to red .
I get handed a green blazer.
When I'm given my blazer it already has most of the wing shape filled in.  Purple outside and then yellow/gold inside the purple there was one colour left to go in the center of the wing shape. (A bright pink I think it would be)
I was confused and felt a little self conscious that I wasn't 'the same' as the other recruits.  As I'm issued the blazer I'm also informed I am one of the ones who will retain my connection channel and this makes me feel better about being different.  

Our 'green group' are almost immediately shifted to our first 'experience'  and find ourselves in a huge canyon on a small rocky island in a very fast flowing river. 
The canyon has vast sides and an opening in the distance upriver.     The 'teachers/overseers are floating awareness/observing.  There is just our group of approx 50 on this rock.    In the distance up river we see a waterspout twisty thing forming it's huge and it enters the canyon and is heading towards us.    I spread my awareness out taking in the whole scenario.  We can't stay on the rock and the river is fast-flowing and will wash the smaller members away.  The instructors are indifferent to how many make it - survival of the fittest is valid.  They care not how many are washed away.  Members of our team are scared as they know they can't make the other bank.   I feel 'team' strongly and want to help preserve all.

There is a bank on the right with a  beach and I can perceive a cave system inside where we can shelter till the water twister passes. 
We need the stronger to form a chain into the water and to the other bank - we can make a bridge for the smaller to pass to safety.  To get us all to safety we need to convince the strong to preserve team and not just themselves.  It works and I wake as we reach the bank and help each other climb up into the cliff and caves. 

No Thanks.

First dream B4 2am

Abstract.   Hotel garden sleep.  View - Game, different rolls, paths, toys.   Story.   Same echos.  Only a few know the story..... finding it, seeing it telling it sharing it.

Next up.  

Colourless potential - Seeds growth, like crystal flowering plant shapes... Tomato seed to plant, to flower to fruit again to seed.. back and forth like a timeline fractal - all crystal empty clear inside waiting for instruction/input.

Then

Journey by bus/coach to London, wired version.  Rasta types are very friendly and welcoming.

The last dream is a long one.

I'm in a 'complex'  it's sealed and controlled, it's medical and also military.  I've come in as an advocate for family, but also as a woman and a nurse.  All others are in uniform - patients are in gowns.  I don't recall my attire or body.

I go threw to the back, I'm not staff there so I shouldn't have been in the area but I'm unphased and I go to the nurse we have been assigned to tell her we decline the offer of vaccinations and thank you but please do not follow up. 

They are dismissive and sarcastic so I tell the family to leave and I will remain to talk.  I was wandering around the complex observing... staff are tired and frustrated and then it's like an end of shift/year party.

There is a table, and also a deep swampy pool in the pool is a Bear/Crocodile.   Around the table, the nurses are relaxing and talking drinking and sharing and I join them at the table and sit too.    I talk with them, nurse to nurse - about the protective role of a 'mother' science, systems and nature. 

Though I'm a nurse to animals (I think the Alligator and Bear were helping totems)  the staff and me have a common medical language.
At first many get up and walk away but a few stay listen and then more come back to join and sit around the table again.   We share a food and drink and I feel 'herd' I say goodnight and go to leave.

I return to the front of the complex but it's past closing time and the public exists are blocked now as the shift was at an end.  A military-type control the doorways and I'm told I need to use staff exists.   So I go where directed up to the train depot on the floor above.  I move threw what is like a crowded waiting room and up a strange hard to access spiral stairwell.  It's almost like scramble rope netting in a spiral fashion.  It's not easy but I clamber up and out onto the depo level.  

It's dark and open to the sky feels like a military aircraft carrier for trains might if it was floating in space. 

The train tracks are sunk into the walkway like tram tracks so the foot or road traffic can share the same surface. Huge grey hangers are to each side, uniformed / errr uninformed people are moving all over.  There are metal signs pointing to different tracks and I see one pointing for Angel and wonder why it isn't Islington too like the Tube-stop.

In the dream, I was going to see my Dad at home and was looking for a stop to Chathill - I look into my bag to find a phone to call my Father to let him know I'm home soon but as I open my bag a glass clip-top bottle of homemade fizzy fermented ginger-lemonade falls out and breaks. -   Josh alarm wakes me up. 

A Chase

Sunday 10th

A long journey north or south... Overview of a country.  UK but different can zoom above.   North is cold, ice and snow blowing down - south warmer.

Trying to view but contrast is too high, need to lower it to make out details.  A car that drives into the sea.

Monday 11th

Very early..

A new Uni/School.  Floors with kitchens, I'm looking to borrow some veg.  We are waiting for lessons/classes to begin.   Floaty guy, cowboy/shady stealing stuff to take into prisons.   There was also an outside area that wasn't properly formed yet.   Looked like there was a logo a repeating logo the shapes.

It's like a landscape that's been built in a 3D package but not textured yet.   Can see the outline of the polygons.

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Next dream was a massive chase, horses and strange hovering motorbikes over miles of dark countryside was a 2 faction scenario.   Robot walker things are around too like squashed At-At things, that move like robot dogs. 
Massive snakes, we were looking for clues to find keys and open doors.   It was fun and exciting, lots of adrenalin.   We reach a raised platform/station first completely frazzled, I comment we aged 2 years in the last 30 mins and we find this funny. 

The platform is an amazing rusty industrial thing, wrote iron that's rusting with stained concrete/plaster stuff that's smooth and stained in nice patterns.   We are waiting for a flying train thing.

(A metal puzzle/game fast like a wire track, magnetic)


The last dream is back in dream Alnwick.  I've taken a job in a bank, it's below street level but is serving food, not money.  It's busy like a bar/pizza restaurant.  Lara and Jo are there and they are waiting for me to finish up, they have bought a pizza too and we are all leaving together - half my clothes were missing so I was topless.

As we go out there is a wired thing of Madona and some guy who was a little like Ewan Magreggor in trainspotting.   One of them is crashed out/OD'd I can't recall which was crashed out now... One has dragged the other and dumped the unconscious body in the electric door on the street level and left them there for us to deal with.      It was an odd jumbled dream but seemed to fit and work.