Gnostic Mirror Vision

 

So much symbol soup?? 'Hunters Room Ren, we take up again where we left'  kk

Didn't wake till gone 3, more shapes and geometry but I'm dreaming deep inside a narrative and the shapes that it makes.
Like looking between layers of spikey waves, between frequency overlays - but make from liquid crystal too.

Haha
An organ you can hold and squeeze with buttons and keys...   
Oh, Accordion.    
Acord and a key?  
A cord and a key?
Squeeze it and it squeaks.. 'Good.   Bit like you mouse, ... come back here' 😆

Pasta tubes with the same diamond pattern?  Half-eaten food..
Above below.. It's like static flow.. 'Keep dreaming Ren, your learning fast now'





That was very cool dream, an odd attic space in a fun coastal city.... we'd been chucked out and we were all lurking rough.
Hunted down but not giving up.

White buildings, beautiful designs, hand-built renovations,
Hand-carved wood windows and doors.
Kind of thing a busker grifter never can afford..  
They looked like guest houses, decked out with old bus seats.   
Camper van interiors and too much white paint.

Security kept finding me and chucking me out.
Em & Me persisted and kept breaking back in.

He had a bright white torch beam... I'd learnt to close my eyes and squash into dark spaces to hide.

Outside the first floor was an amazing night garden, tall exotic veg...
Massive night fly dragonflies laying massive eggs,
A kitten came in through the window and then seemed to be my pet.

I kept sneaking into the building mainly at night, avoiding the security with his shiny searching light.   One day I'd been exploring then recalled what was above...
The attic had been expanded and I kind of knew where I had to go.

I head up to this dark crazy space with heads in tanks,  talks and discussions.
Embossing machines, printing presses and groups of very peculiar entities -
It reminded me of a dream in 2011ish when I visited the mind attic of bringing 4th.

The people there like me,
they give me a key to their secret attic squat with a view of the sea.
It's white and bright there with a massive balcony,
Rows of small camp beds with a storage bag under each.  
The guy I'd met with curly hair takes me to a bed,
removes the old belongings and passes a key....
the only deal is if I don't return for over 3 months the bed gets handed on.  

I learn the house below had been a school??
Or a learning place.... but was being actioned.
Sold and split, divided and ruled.  😆
We in the attic, were all busking it!

We made our own rules and talked stuff over.....
I was making the point that rules, weren't so cool.
We don't want to become that which we don't like.

There were raves in the city, parties too - avoiding security and controllers was a fun thing to do 😜

The Next dream I was with Inak decoding the one before...
Key, Tanks, Control...
I'd wanted to flip shit?  This I don't recall, But I'm back with chaos and he's playing control.

lol the song.. 'I'm on the run from coast to coast?'

Aren't I always chaos Inka??  'Fine Line Ren, you've been playing admin again' Lol  oh yeh, we swap up... 'lots' was fun... 'IS'  Hahah

Patterns weaving like zigzags...  'Look bk start of night'
2 repeating weavings, not often liked...

Was with kelly and holly we had a mix of coloured nightlights.. they were all the colours they glowed soft but not bright.  


Oh now I'm seeing the inside the and eyes..angles of light...
Eyes, diamonds masks - Harlequin, The Mask plus the diamond pattern.  
The singularity there
'What you think you see'  The other eyes inside?
3rd eye and the observer of the observed?
'Mmmmmm keep playing Ren, few more zzzzz then go run'

That's what Malico shatterd me into 😆  TY.. crew for fun teatching inside out 💜


zzzzz or 22222 or  33333 3 is 8 cut in half like 2 sleepy eyes :P
2 x Ren  Renal.  2 x kidney are they mirror sex organs for androgen??   Oh they mentioned lots in the bible and they were kept inside with the Heart in Mummies...  👀

What does Kidney mean
Ahh... Egg... 




and Nephro... Other than Greek there is no history for Nephros  A god, goddess??
 
Hummm... Ouch Leon?? your pulling my toe 😆  'Here Ren, a moment before you wake & Run'  Mmm  OMW.

Was with kelly and holly we had a mix of coloured nightlights.. they were all the colours they glowed soft but not bright.  

Hahaha.... That was nice!  'Love is nice Ren'  Haha 💚 it flew into my heart like a little winged spark 😆

Dream dust is like orange segments sliced in half making lil wheels..  'Different symmetries'   ok...  Ima lazy now I forget the dream it was evening not morning......
'Sun Ren, get up and Run' lol I was awake at 606 now ima sleepy again.  Ouch, now left little toe not big... 'Go Run & ground'  Pfffffff

OOoOOoo this is so trippy....






Inka??? 'It's ok Mouse, your a good hedgehog too'   Pffff... the tickly spine attatchments...

'It's ok Bug rodent ball... you can spin in the center attached to all'  lol 

Time

'Just weave Sqeak... your home in sleep' 

Symbolic Violence Rendered threw a Dream Minds Eye

Now?  'How much lower you think you can go mouse?'  
What kinda question is that? 

'You know the roles you agree to in sleep?'   Mate? 

'Don't answer now Ren'  Inka?    

It's been a long day mate.... You know me, present this shit straight...

Plx?  'Ren.  What ever else, you are me'   Go bk and look..

Pfffff   wtf Dreams....

So much violence! 👀 I'd forgotten that I'd left into lower astral out of the window here at the start of the night which may explain the different vibe.

 

He's also asked me something yday but told me not to answer right away...

 

Anyhoo start of the night Inka had come here, we'd left onto astral but our formes were so big... Felt like we must be around 10ft.. the trees seemed too small and we felt to big.   We moved fast to part walking part bink/teleporting...

I duno what we did, oh we headed North up to the punch bowl.

 

Then the dreams 😲 crazy violence. 

The first one felt like a room in a vessel or boat, my bro was there, had punched me in the face and was slamming my head on a wall my ears were ringing like fuck before I blacked out. 
There was loads of people in this scrap, it wasn't even obvious if there were sides or non.  Had just dissolved into a free for all.

There were scanners that read thoughts and a plane was leaving too..... a part reupholstered sofa in an old warehouse.

A crazy building in a mess and we were now the tenants.
Trying to sort out the strange tangled energy.

 

2 boys, young teens a suicide pact I was floating above they couldn't hear or see me.

First, they'd tried something high, it was like we were on a tower or pylon...
One was hanging over the side with the other clinging on.   Neither would let go.

 

Then they wanted to drown and the sea came in and rose. 

Higher and higher till they were clinging to the top trying to get somewhere drier.

 

Then 2 dogs in a boat one was rowing, the boat had a hole.  They were caught on the ebbing tide, I'd offered to drag them back to shore but they didn't want to come so I watched them float off.

 

Next a carpark for a castle, it was dirt ground and small a winding stone stare case to the castle on a rock above.  The Castle was sandstone, old-style but the setting was modern as I was waiting for a white transit van.

 

I'd been asked to wait there a furniture delivery, I think a chest of draws... the receiver didn't want to miss it.

While I'm hanging about waiting Inka had arrived and decided to attack me... lol more mindless violence.

 

I don't know why I didn't fight back 'You usually do!' lol I know.
I was on the deck getting a kicking when Malico arrived and ported me out with him back to the hunter's room.

 

Inka arrived back once more its clear from his confusion he has no recall.

He meet her eyes mentaly asking to merge into her feeling and pain,
needing to experiencing what he had inflicted.

He silently weeps... Ren holds his head watching tears fall, then presses her forehead to him opening  Full recall...

They lay together crying and confused sharing in the shock of the violence and abuse.

 

...There was more too....??

 

Main dream area... the old stone walls.
Stables and and old field and shed..
Kelly had moved on, 
The care of some horses and donkeys had been passed along.

 

A horse had died needlessly- the larger stable had been negligent in its care.

 

From my round house, up the street a horse was giving me a lift to the school.

 

The female rider was intolerance.
Few people she liked.. while she didn't like me she put up with my shit.

 

I was standing on one strip.  My head by the horses face, it was warm chestnut shire.

She dropped me at the corner by the graveyard where the joker/jester card was on the floor.

A tiny donkey and a puppy running up the road.

 

Before the horse died there was an issue in the energy.
One needed to move on...

Inka told me 'NO!   Go back inside and untangle before it starts'

 

Then I'm deep in a crystal volcano the lava is blood??
Thick hot and bubbling it bleeds and flows. 

 

'You killed me mouse 🐁'

 

You needed it? I remember I offered... You looked like shit.  'True that' 😏

 

 

Why did I kill you?... 'Its been a while Ren, you still owe me 1 more death...' 🤣

 

I killed you here? Under the tree too... 

 

'You were supposed to stab my heart Ren but could get threw my chest'  Last night was freaking rough... You helped me find your kidney?

 

'You did the rest'  oh I..  so much blood... But bright red arterial,  that was the flow & bubbles?  I bled oil and you bleed blood.....

Oh the kidney...  a Ren too.... O.o

You beat me in the house too....  Yet didn't recall...  'I needed your emotion Ren'  I'm trying to understand...  

The Red & Black, White and Yellow/Gold.. the playing cards.  Med Wheel N S E W?

Your showing me a brain?   Energy flow.  Fuck man it was brutal... 'Think symbols Ren....Want more recall?'   Sure lets go there.....

Leon left, turned away...   Malico stopped you from killing me?  '2 times Ren'

2 x Ren ??   2 kidneys   Kid n eyes??  Oh... The dreams with the kids with one eye too??