Sky Ram

Night started with strange abstract stuff.  Moon weaving, checking paths.  Patterns and human behaviour I was dreaming lightly and kept jumping awake.

Inka wanted me to learn his heartrate and he'd decided this would be easier if I just slept as a mouse in his pocket then I could feel it. 

Felt slow to a mouse. 

More abstract dreams like ice-skates on a mirror just lines of light reflecting.  Felt like void art or something.

We'd gone to my roundhouse to were Loci and Kaylo joined us.  I was changing form lots and woke with a massive jump at one point when I'd been dreaming as a dragon and fallen from the sky. 
I must have jumped as I hit the deck.

Long dream about a large farm house that had been split into 2 dwellings.  A family style group I was in had one half and the rest was owned by the farming family that had been there for years.
We didn't see much of them. 
The part of the house we were in was strange.  Large dog kennel creates and an odd boiler/air system that had strange vents and air flows. 

We shared the garden and had access at different times. 
We'd gone out one morning and I was watching the farm move an old red cart and then I'd accidently ended up on the grass were they let their dog shit and fallen over in it! 
I woke myself up giggling 😆

Next a café dream I was a waitress I'd been telling them about my last dream were I'd fallen in shit :P 
I'd taken drinks orders for a couple of tables but the back was a mess and tiny and I couldn't find any clean glasses.  A big brown dog called Bear kept licking my face.

Next a lucid dream, I was a waitress in another café when I realised I had no trousers on.  I kneel down behind a table and the ladies there ask me if I'm ok. 
I tell them yeh, I'm dreaming... They look surprised so I told them.... Mmm  I have a body in my house in bed I told them to wait and I count my fingers for them when I get to 12 they look convinced.  I'd magicked up some clothes in the form of my kids Chewbacca onesie 😛

Not having anything else in mind I decide I might as well keep taking orders.
The café is outside at night and looking up at the sky there is a massive white ram!  Looks like it's made of stars and clouds a guy jumps up and pats it.

Then yells wow did anyone else see that!!  I waved at him over the top and people and yelled that I had.
I was vaguely aware this was prolly something to do with the sun having moved to Aries.
Oh yeh!!  Hahah cool 🤣
 

I'd flown off to take more orders but I'd gone to far and ended up in a different place. 

I was with a group of young guys who were watching me jump and float.
The sky here was dark with a zigzag pattern and their café wasn't open yet.  
I'd told these guys I was dreaming too but they just grinned and me and I woke fast with a warm pushing sensation at my yellow centre.

Inka who I was with told me to stop messing with people or he'd keep waking me up 🙄
As I'd fallen back to sleep I was still lucid and so jumped back to the same guys.  

One of them had commented 'You're persistent'  I'd nodded in agreement and was about to speak when  another one says.   'Now you watch this!' 
I hear a noise there like a low vibration and then as the vibration there gets louder I'm woken by Ian's 6am alarm.   Where Inka tells me 'Told you so' 
 

Inka realising I was just going to stay lucid and stalk people kept tripping me up as I tried to go astral.

As it was annoying me he shoved me into a strange dream instead where I found myself as a young Indian kid.

I'm pretty sure I was in India too as we were all female wearing colourful saris.  I was having my hair brushed, it was long black and slightly wavy and I didn't like sitting still. 
Inka was there too in another form as a family member.  We had a family company with a yellow and blue logo a bit of red on it too... Some kind of building machinery or construction. 
 

Toadstool Traders

 

Dreams were all whimsical.
First dream I was with Em.  She had a small glass disk in her eye, a sort of implant.

I had a pool filled with small frogs and crocodiles they were alive but looked like they were part origami.

The crocodiles would occasionally eat the frogs.

Elaborate brass tin opener!  It was very steampunk... Some cogs were broken and I was repairing it.

A massive shared residence part school part hotel.  I had a bunch of red puppy like fox's following me round they all had big red tails.  I was feeding them ham.
I was trying to keep the fox's out of the way of massive laundry tubs that were being wheeled around.

A crazy costume competition - people looked like robots, cars and aliens and could swap forms.
I knew the people dressed up but the costume designs were so good it was impossible to tell who was who.
I was floating around, lots of military style cadets too and recruitment counters.   They didn't attempt to recruit me but wanted me to slow down.   (I was sitting in a shoe I was flying with my thoughts 😆)

At one point I'd been in a large canteen area looking outside where it's dusk and just out of the windows is a massive murmuration of birds.  
We were high up on a wide cliff the ground around the room was cut wheat stubble.
I was woken suddenly as 6 of the birds in formation flew into the window. 

It was the tapping noise of their beaks and feet that startled me.

I'd asked Inka who I was with what the heck I was dreaming about but he'd just shrugged smoking and told me 'Don't ask me, this is your head crap'  😋

 

Last dream I was in a mine underground a strange race of people were farming spotty toadstools.  They had them in big wooden trays on racks on wheels.
Some of them were big, the size of stools!

The mushroom farmers were moving further underground and I was trading with them for some stock before they left.
I'd cooked the shrooms up with milk into a potion that looked a bit like cold soup.

 

Last dream was surreal too I was asking a friend to look after Zak with her kid as I had a job I needed to do for a few hrs... They had a small black and brown puppy called Pluto.
They were fine having Zak for me and I'd flown off... I was flying low at first but couldn't resist zooming up into the sky was funny as I was thinking....  Oh I'm not dreaming so I'd better be carful how I land and not just go splat 🙄  (When Lucid I like to fly threw the ground)
 

Gun Hunt

Dreams early on were team games.  We'd been a group split in half before entering a dream world.

We'd played games there for a while but were starting to spot and find the group members from the other team.  We were having fun getting back together.

An odd dream with a tiny dog and a big rat rabbit and mouse.   Me and the dog were in an odd cage with wire fence, suppose it was a bit like a ball court again.  The other animals would come visit and I was feeding them crunchy carrot.

After this my dreams were with Inka and really good fun.  We'd jumped back to Ddad's hub.  

He told me he'd ware the overalls for me and to just follow him round and not cause trouble.   

I was going in and out of the same dream.
At one point we were in the room I'd been with the other guys with the metal circuit bits on the bench.

The first part of the dream I wasn't sure were Inka was.

I was in a space were we'd all been given laptops in a black and green case.  The laptops were all different but the case was the same we all had equipment to collect and objectives to gain.
It was violent too most people had guns I has a massive pile of latex horror style masks but I needed a jester hat. 
There was an issue with the system that the laptops connected too as it kept locking us out.

Then I seemed to be in a multidimensional gun shoot out we had a vehicle some crappy old car and we were reality jumping. 
Other factions had portal tec, me and Inka had found eachother and he was using my body systems to navigate.  (Was like the connection we had lastnight but this time I was in the violence too as me and not just in his mind)

Was funny. For me it was like playing multi D hide and seek.  He could read my emotional responses from other reality's were we had got caught or blown stuff up and so we were jumping fast between them.
I felt like I was in a cloud of jump scares and excitement.  My perception was all-over.

I was reading symbols too like graffiti tags and blood splats.  
Trying to recall the people hunting us. 
I knew that I'd be familiar with them from other dream-games, bounty hunter style contractors I recognised some of their signatures in the same way you might a gamer tag. 

Some parts were really fast a blurr of reality's and violence and then others we'd just be hidden... At these times I'd have time to expand my perception and emotion out.
At one point we were rammed in a dark alleyway and Inka had his fingers on my pulse as we waited. 
I'd asked him mentally what he was up to and he was telling me he was using my vitals to moderate his adrenalin. 
Seemed an interesting concept as it's normally him telling me not to explode.

As we compensated for more and more timeline fuck ups we were jumping less.  
There tec wasn't fast enough to keep up with our fractured aspects.... And we didn't mind blowing other versions of ourselves up as we were connected across the various lines anyway.
As it calmed down and the jumping got slower.
We'd made our way to an odd rundown house in woodland. 
Like a forgotten cottage that's not been changed since the 40's filled with old tat.
We were planning on using it as a safehouse.  Inka who was in an unfamiliar body was clearing some of the outdoor garden.
I was keeping an eye on the vehicle as it kept moving slightly from where we had parked it so I knew we were still jumping.
Some of the others were turning up now too and I'd found some old board games we were playing these to pass time.

I had a peg board too with multicoloured ribbons... It was like a fabric telephone exchange. 
I kept moving the ribbons using the colours to remind me of stuff.
We'd lost the laptops we had been given by this point but still had guns.   We were intending to rest and hide there for a while.
While we were defending ourselves we were the ones on the run rather than hunting and quite happy to lay low.  
 

Subprocessor

This is so abstract it's hard to put into words. 
Was 3 CPU's PC's or processors but they were us.  

 

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Inka was one, I was another.   In the dream space we were in Inka was acting as main processor and I'd given over my user command to him.   
I was seeing it as circuitry and we were experimenting with parallel computational systems adding more and more awareness's into the system. 

It was experimental too as I was working out ways to influence the system while not being the main processor and I'd found certain cycles which were similar to dream cycles where I could influence Inka and there for the whole array we were a part of.  
Along side this was a dream too, the dream was flighty and fun something combat style but it's not where my awareness was.. I was just vaguely aware of a dream world. 

My main focus was experimenting with and manipulating the processing circuits.  We had started as a simple series of 3.  Once I had us in a parallel circuit we could add more CPU's
Swapping them from series to parallel and adding to them.  
My perspective was more like one of my void dreams.. I was formless but part of the energy in the circuit I was also experiencing.
Hummm I was acting as Inka's subprosessor ?? 
I've a feeling we were back in that dream-space the other night where I'd agreed to become part of him as a symbiote/parasite... But my awareness there is electrical flowing threw systems and learning access routs.   

While we were doing it I realised this is how, when, where why the intuitive, male/female/super ego brain split was created. 🤨
 

I stayed connected for the rest of the night.  It felt like I think it's avatar film where they plug something in organically.    A feather like energy circuit that I was pulsing threw.
While experiencing this I was dreaming too. 

A journey I was making to collect materials.
A long dream on a beach, or desert as there was limited water.  We were digging down into sandstone and had created a room we were to use as a hub.
There were other settlements below the ground here too.   The closest was an all male one, we would only see them as they were going up or down.

Our space was all female. 
The creation had taken us ages as we'd had to hollow out rocks to create rooms.  I was finishing the walls and floors with a white wash clay substance it dried white and smooth.
Or it would have done if people had stopped walking on it and poking it!

One of the other females had invited some friends round and It was making finishing the space off hard as they kept trashing the render.
I then catch a young guy trying to set the place on fire.   I'd put the fire out and told him to leave, he was sulking.
He was a Jewish kid and was jealous or insecure about something, he felt the space we had created would be used for activities that he'd not been invited to.  

I was being fairly blunt that it had fuck all to do with him what the space was used for, that people who would be welcome were not his toys to be manipulated.

I'd asked the friend who had brought him to escort him out... The guy wasn't used to not getting his own way and I couldn't be arsed to deal with him. 

As I was finishing off inside the dwelling adding channels and running water systems I realised I'd likely be stuck outside now, as security for the created space, the kid who wanted to burn it down wasn't likely to relent. 
I didn't really mind as I was connected to Inka and a way larger network but I was irritated that I'd be unable to enjoy our creation unless I could rig up an automatic security system. 
The females inside would be unable to keep this guy at bay and I had some duty to protect them. 

Last dream was abstract too.  The same sensation of an ethereal electrical connection. 

I was in a large kitchen with Marie (middle-me)  She was supposed to be helping me clean up but she couldn't be arsed. 
The kitchen had been used to cook what seemed like 100's of peoples breakfast.  Trays, large cast iron pans and waffle irons all pilled up and greasy.   Every surface was covered and then in tubs all-over the floor was piles of Lego sets, some for picnics some were home sets or armies.  I'd been asked to wash these too.

Marie was just complaining so I'd sent her away was easier to just do it myself than listen to her whining.  

 

Tricks and Games

14th/3
An odd place a young male I knew was being given ECT.  He was strapped to a wall by a bed to be shocked..... Sort of on his side. 
I wasn't sure how or why I was there... Before It started I had to leave to take a call.
It was my Dad calling.   The phone wasn't a phone I've ever had.

Wake at 222.  My blue energy centre feels odd.  I'd been on a long thin low ferry.  All grey and we were heading very far North. 

 

A strange fairy-tale house made of odd gummy sweets, inside was old romantic fiction books. 
Army cadets marching.   They were young and being led by women.

 

GWEN (Project or something)

Some freaky snake dream I kept having to take them outside.   Didn't like holding them and I was just manifesting more of them for some reason.

My friend and her 2 daughters they were all sleeping with the same guy.  He had on a royal blue adidas top.  It was causing the females to row.  The guy was telling me he may try stopping his medication.

After that Inka was showing me the counties that make up both sides of the Scottish border ... He was showing me them as a colour.  It was a blue border?!  As all sides were blue? Hummm it was a really abstract thing.  Not sure what I think it was to do with the ideologies of the people on each side.

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15/3
Dreaming from my hub.  I'd got sick of Ddad's place and jumped to my roundhouse. 
Inka and Loci arrived soon after and then Kaylo came at some point too.

All the dreams were long and fun. 
First I'm in a massive dream school, I'd been there for years.  A small group of us were up to something and had white plastic overalls that we had taped the words NWO on to with black insulating tape. 
The team had some kind of environmental concern.... the suits were protective too. 

A meeting with an old headmaster type who was trying to ascertain what we wanted, but we were all double agents or more. 
Our loyalties and contracts changing constantly.... While we were working together for this we all had other things we were doing too.    The setting was cool, large old domed buildings.
We had a vehicle too it was like an old school mini, but a van/bus, didn't have the keys but a guy I was with knew how to jump start it with some cables under the dash.   I was driving.

Next was a dream we were all in.  Well the 4 of us at my hub. 
It was a puzzle platformer game, incredible oriental style ruins with dragon statues and inverted pyramids.  Something I needed was hidden in the rock of certain statues.
We has an old cassette tape that had been sewn into an old teddy bear to hide it.  We'd made a copy of it but not told Inka and he though it was the only one.   We'd not bothered to tell him and he got really pissed off with me when he found out he'd been freaking out and we all knew about a back up 😛

It seemed like similar dream worlds we're  jumping in and out of.   Teaming but also slightly screwing eachother over.  Inka was going to cause chaos in a world then jump out and leave me with the blame. 
He'd warned me in advance and I had family in that space who would pull me out when enough shit went down.
I was in that world with another female.  I had roller boots, fluffy coat and my old style camera.
The one I used for my A level photography.   My friend looked amazing she was in a gold leotard thing with high heal sandals, very sexy,  I liked to take her photo.

I was also in touch with a giant grass head 🤣 It had all the answers to everything.  As I closed my eyes I could see lines of code and calculations -  I realised that was when I was sharing with Kaylo... he made a cool talking grass head.
 

Debt Collecting

Large Red gemstone.   It had been broken and both parts had been moved but left buried.   I had one part but it wanted to be connected to the other bit.

Taking a bus to outside Shila's dream space. 
The bus was standing room only and Marie was with me.
I'd asked for a single ticket for each of us and the driver told us £1.75 each.

The coin's I had were unusual a mix of currency from different times and places.  
Greek and Roman coins, others that I've never seen before.
I also have a metal sheet that had been cast from a Sumerian clay tablet.
I'd managed to find my fair in the correct currency and given it to the driver but as I got off he was adamant I still owed him £10.
I was pointing out that wasn't the fair he'd told me and £10 seemed too much for the distance...so I'd written him my contact details and told him if he was short when he cashed up to get in touch with me.

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I go back into the same dream, this time I'm with the bus driver on a bench in a city.
We'd been together for some time and had shared fish and chips from a street vender.
He was still talking about the £10 I owed him but he'd not cashed up his totals yet, I still had the strange mix of coins.
As we were sitting the driver is approached by a debt collector who joins us at the table. 
He is acting on behalf of his father and the envelop he carries is BlackRock investments.  As I'm watching the bus driver swaps to Putin. 
The debt collector keeps doing animal mimes, it's kind of amusing. 
The amount owed was discussed telepathically and I'd given the other debt collector my contact details too. 
I was no stranger to the kind of work he was doing and had offered my services while the debt was sorted.
This debt that was being collected was way older, a generational contract.
As the other debt collector was leaving he was miming being a dog.. It made me laugh.
-Sort of reminded me when Leon was calling in bets from a long game in astral. 
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/12/let-fly.html

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Hummm I'd had them dreams at Ddad's hub.   I was mainly just hanging around he'd asked me to some meetings more people coming and going that I'd never seen before.
I wasn't expected to do anything so I'd been people watching and dreaming threw them.

Oh yeh, He was also telling me about Inka and Malico... It had been assumed I'd have chosen to team mainly with Malico and not Inka and it had changed the kind of contracts and jobs we would get involved in.

I see a boy in a suit made from Sun newspapers.   It was all the same days edition only the front page had been used so the pattern and headline repeated.  The image was blue & yellow it contrasted with the red logo

Inka was still absent and I'd gone to dream alone again, this time I was in strange alternative versions. 

In one Inka was female and had left the space we were in.   I'd been confused looking at the chair she had sat in.

When he arrived back in Ddads hub to dream share I was seeing such a mash of crazy stuff.  
Huge inflatable bouncy pillows like a massive bouncy castle... I was playing on this. 
They were blue and red Em was on another one near by and we were seeing how high we could bounce.
2 golden retriever dogs my collie and a broken broom.
A carpenter in an open wooden barn.
He's making a cabinet out of recycled wood parts while his sun played with a large toy wooden train track.
My godparents (This was to do with a generational contracts too- they were being reviewed and updated) 
Inka was asking my permission to merge with my awareness on some other timelines, he would show me what, how and why before hand.

One was utterly surreal it was a bright sunny canyon. 
We needed to find away to collapse it.... It was to stop the flow of something that would pass threw it.
It was amazing looking.  Plants like colourful corals and the sand was in strange structures that looked a little like sponges. 
On one end of the canyon something had happened to make a massive desert and if we didn't find away to seal it loads of habitable land would be lost. 
We were exploring the canyon deciding on an effective way to do it and at the same time he was showing me a timeline where he wanted to kill me.

It would be done in a fighting ring.   Bets would have been placed, it would work out in our favour.  Once he'd killed me I'd merge with his awareness there in the same way I do in astral. 
I'd just be part of him in that timeline like a parasite or symbiote.
It was strange as it was similar to soul fragment / soul retrieval but we were pre planning it....

It would be different from a retrieval as I'd not just use him as a portal back to our gestalt I'd stay on the timeline too as part of him.

He was reminding me of when I was with a version of him that committed suicide on a beach - this would be similar only he would appear to be killing me.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/09/earth-chakras.html

Another one was way more abstract.   The me on that time line would be processed into a form of drug!
It was a drug that other versions of us would take.... It gave a crazy type of high to snort another version of your self 😆 

It was in a glass vial and looked like a clear powdered crystal and we were picking up with a kind of paintbrush.    The effect of it would ripple out threw our soul connection. 

Dream Tec

'Ren.  Remember what Ddad said??'  Oh..  He wanted me to pick a side?  'Yes'    
'It's up to you how you want to play this mouse, you have credit to shift with Ddad.  After that your call' 

Credit with you?  'Fluid situation as usual Ren' 
Ok...  I don't think my intention has changed.    'kk Ren... I'm helping you with where we are at.  Then me and you have an astral chat'  

'You're an IMP Ren'  Sorry time now though? 
You're pushing me to sleep?  'Yes if you won't fucking wait'  How??  'You've been told we can regulate how much you sleep?'  Yeh....   'Well lets just clear that credit then?'   Ok..  Thanks.  

That was strange...  'You are in a low vibe space Ren'   So it seems, so I will shove you if needed into sleep.  Kk, thanks..    'The right answer bitch, this morning you got into a mess'   yeh..

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'Ren?'  Yeh?  'You'll scape goat me?'  OFC, mate.  'Good, stick with Ddad plx, till I tell you to move or switch'     Sure...... 

Ummmmm???  'Yeh Ren, lots of shit heading our way just do as I say and duck when I tell you'   lol great ;)  I'm not going to ask what did you do...   'I'll show you once were free of the fall out'  lol   😆

Far nuff...   I could use some energy shove bk tbh.     'Me too Ren, you being ill was getting boring'

As suggested I jumped to Ddad's hub.  Straight to the room and crashed out there.

After a while Ddad came to collect me with a guy I recognise n 2 I'd never seen.  He wanted me to put on that blue overall again. Was adamant that at the moment it was for my own protection.

I agreed after making a hole for my tail. 

We go to a room with a machine that's connected to a bench with a visible metal circuit channel and I was to sleep on the bench.  I was going to be teaming with the 2 guys one at a time. 
It wasn't dissimilar to astral schools but this time there was tech too. 
The room was quite white and bright like the hive collective type of hubs.

The dream was game like.  Lazer-quest crossed with capture the flag type of thing.
A dark maze in the middle with an objective and 2 safe rooms at either end.

I'd just dropped my form spreading threw the whole maze at once.  Marked the objective and then coalesced again in the opposing teams ready room.  In the room was what seemed like a TV screen but it had thousands of channels.

When I'd woken from that I was back in Ddad's hub... Trump was there too and there was a conversation about future seeing.
I was just required to sleep again on the same bench.

This dream was more surreal.  A city.  My energy form was dark grey blue, I was seeing everyone as a colour and my form lacked cohesion. 
I was effectively kidnapped but it was very hard to manage as It was like trying to hold a fart 😆
I knew Inka was some place in the city scape I was in and my instinct was to return to him and defuse. 
But me and another entity blue like me were being bundled into separate cars. 

I'd reached out to the other blue thing and we merged quickly sharing all our info - they grey smear types weren't happy about this.
There perspective helped.  We were in a space were futures were being manipulated and those with future sight were kept hidden.
We needed to challenge the notion of liner time as it's not how it works for us... It was hard though as we were being abused and kept apart.
Some of us had the ability to stretch our 'NOW' very far seeing vast probable futures and pasts .. It was being called far sight there.

Captain kirk?  He was yellow.  I was seeing people still as colours I suppose, it was strange being made into just a blue/grey smudge!

I don't recall who the next dream was with.  I was still on Ddad's hub I think it was the same room.

It was an advanced medical facility I was in.   Airlock and magnetic doors and pressurised corridors.   Rooms with large grey lay down scanners and what look like blood or body fluid analysis machines. 
Screens with all numeric data print outs.  The digits were large I've not seen anything like it before.

It had the feel of an escape room,  in that I didn't want to be there and was avoiding someone or something.
Hiding and trying to escape.
Again it had the feeling that the people in there were actors playing a coloured role.  I didn't interact with many of them as the space was mainly automated.
I think I was trying to avoid being experimented on.  I was squashing myself to hide from a large scanning bed it had activated automatically and the radiation it emitted made me feel really sick but I was trapped in the room with it untill it's program had finished.

After that I'm pretty sure I was just alone again in the room in Ddad's hub.

One dream I'd had a zinc metal pan the bottom all burnt, cooking over the almost spent embers of a fire of wood and coal.   I was watching the ash stick to the pan were some of the gloop I was cooking had spilt out.

Another dream with Em, she'd ordered bulk supplies of things and I was unpacking them for her.  Marking them off and putting them away.
Shampoo and cleaning products...  Some of them were in sealed plastic pillows made to be poured into refillable containers.

Last dream when Inka arrived back lay down n crashed out.
Was some rooms I had underground.
A cool space, felt safe.   3 connected rooms.
One with an old church pew pulled up to a desk with an old square moniter PC.   A handmade bedspread was on the church pew to make it nicer to sit on and the room was rounded where it had been hollowed out below ground.  Was lit by a couple of candle alcoves in the wall.

Another was a bed room with half an old fashioned dresser the kind that would have had a mirror but that was lost or broken now and it was just the bottom half shoved against a low dark wall.
This room was almost black dark.
Just a small amount of light this was the level closest to ground and it was almost like a basement window but the above was covered with dirt so the smallest amount of light showed night from day.

This room had a sink too.
I had a small bowl of instant mash and beans that was cold,  I was trying to take down a number someone was telling me telepathically. It was so dark I couldn't really see.  That and I only had 2 blue pens that were practically out of ink and a crumpled bit of yellow paper.  It started 1437