Thursday, 8 September 2022

Dreaming awake...

So the safety pins??  That sync was wyrd...

Who are the other entity's I meet lucid Inka?

'Open your questions to all the crew Ren, Ddad for instance should be included in your reasoning' 
Hummmm.....

 

Ok....  

Is that what I was trying to feel out?  'Stop asking me'  
Hahaha  ok.

Who are the other 'people' I meet in dreams?

'Who would you like them to be Ren?'  Heya Loci.. It's been a while, and I tbh really don't mind.
'You should Ren'   Why? 'Where is your flow Ren?' 

Locked at my shoulders..  'So what is beyond?' 

Blue, Purple and Pink+   'The realm of mind' 

What is mind?  'Perhaps the question you should have asked before you took over my hub?'  We were stating an equal claim ... Not taking over.  'Are you sure about that?'

 
I just did what came instinctually... 'No bitch you did what you felt like'  Isn't that the same? 

'No Ren'  Hu?? You were the one who told me I 'Didn't know what I did when you acted from instinct'  Oh yeh.... 

Ok... When I act from instinct it's cause I'm connected to the whole if I remember right...

'Well.   lets keep direction out of this'  lol

Oh impulse!!   'Mmm dear, go on'  

Is there a difference between instinct and impulse then? 
 

 

 

Instinct is the feeling... Impulse is the action.    Ah...  I didn't know what I did when I acted from impulse!  Wait up I need to find it....

Oh my crown again..
'When you act from impulse you are trusting the whole?'  Or .... 'Closer Ren' 

I will look...

 

Ah... So my impulse is you lot goading me?  Fucking marvellous  'I knew you'd like it bitch'  Fuck you Inka... 'Ren, please....'  Haha 

So the body has locks on energy flow to???   'Stop you blowing shit up'  I wasn't asking you 😛  'You are learning Ren'   Hahah slowly and painfully as usual..
My crown flow is coming back though.... 
'We need to be balanced within you for that now'  Hummmm.... 
Inka and you were my head teachers before we took over Darth dad's Dath hub..  
'See why she's impossible?'   Sorry...  Ok... Meby we did take it over, but we gave it back. 
'Ren likes to prove a point'   Or ram it threw someone's eye ;) 

'It is a lot to remember Ren, and we don't want you a cackling medicated mess again'  Thanks Leon...   I'm not sure 'FUCK off Ren, I told you I'd take care of you... You're the maniac Bitch'  Sheesh...   You are all on my case! 

'Ren, we know you and Inka are capable of much energy and friction.  There is a space for that and it is not right now'   Left then?  'Closer mouse'  Hummmmm 

But we split sides even within our own crew??  'Which is why you Ren need to listen, trust and learn to keep your mouth shut'   lol  you wanted me to pick a fucking side!!!

'To avoid the predicament you are in NOW'  HU?
WTF???   'Someone you didn't expect'  egg spect?? 
Yes...   Ok I'll give you that. 
'So'  Ok... I'm listening...

Ok..   I'm stranged out. 

 

Wednesday, 7 September 2022

Soul Cooking

 


I don't recall if it was Inka or I suggested moving someplace else to dream.  He'd told me Malico would likely let the infant in if I took responsibility.. As is Malico's house rules so I'd jumped and asked him then Inka arrived 2 with the red babe. 

Malico cooked for us, he made sole the same as the first time I entered his house with Kaylo. 
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/09/odd-guest-house.html

First dream was with Mark from Brighton...  A bunch more holder crusties too.  He was playing a magician alchemist role.  It was a very abstract dream it was like the digital taming of an electronic dragon.

Next was a supper cool dream.  

I was in a place with a multi level war.  On one level it was science vs religion.. But it was rippling out too.

I was spying on both sides.  I'd been involved watching wat a team tasked with blowing up/setting fire to this amazing sky hub.   Only the people using it were able to perceive it but it was very busy and being used by the science faction mainly.  It was the religious team that wanted me to do it though.  Some of there faction were trapped there and to become martyrs.

It was suppose to escalate things, I could see how to do it but wasn't keen on the idea.
 

Oh yeh... I suddenly became really involved.  The religious faction woman was preaching about stuff yelling who would dare!!  and I'd kinda had enough of both sides bickering and their pointless war. 
I'd left the sky hub at this point onto a world below with deamon/angelic factions.

 

I'd recalled I'd moved to one of the rooms at Malico's with Inka & Malico and as I manifested into the world I suddenly surrender my dream body to them too to both join me there. 
It was well trippy... I was floating as they both came into me then it really kicked off.

Something instantly attacked me and I destroyed it.

I don't recall if I was male or female but was wearing a black coat.  Next I jumped into a battle between 2 entities that had been fighting for 1000's of years and destroyed them both.   One was like a joker character I don't recall the other. 
I took out the woman who'd been preaching too... I was well OP.
I'd suddenly landed myself in the shit from both factions
🙄... So was taking the leaders from both sides out.

Another entity with chainsaws came at me, I took one from her easily and she took off.  

I chased her on all 4s quite feral now threw a city.   I'd caught up with her by an ambulance and killed her with her own weapon then apologised to the ambulance crew who had had to watch.

They were two females and were amazing and shocked at the turn of events.   They were scribbling notes and scores onto what were like a kind of playing or tarot card deck. 

 

I could hear Inka telling me to stay asleep.. But it was too exciting so I was losing lucidity.

I was checking the scores ... They were stunned that so many major players, a portal and a vortex had all been eliminated at once. 

 

It had been funny too me.  Was all quite a big deal, insectoids DNA manipulation cloning and stuff... It had been coming to a head for thousands of years and I'd just thought fuck it..... If you want it bring it on 😆

 

A name..   Nicola    Cowan   or Nicola of Cowan

 


 


Hummmm 
🤔

After that Inka was Dling stuff.  My recall was good again, I recalled the racing.  Intergenerational and dream and astral stuff.  
I'd wanted to move back to my hub but they told me we were staying put for now.  So I'd got the red babe from the crib there and gone back into another dream

I'd gone into a dream in my main dreamspace - It was an outdoor kitchen and the cats had all got in, they'd trashed the place cracking the pans.
Carry my old cat was there, she was part daemon thing and had a fire inside her!
I'd told her I was going to fry her and splashed some water from a puddle making her sizzle :P  She found it funny. 
A guy in Alison's house was looking for info on Inka.  They were police types and I'd been tricked into helping one of them, they were looking for data on a weakness but scanning medical data and weaknesses amongst my friends.  
They were linking Jack with Inka and had been targeting his heart.
I knew they wouldn't find stuff on Inka, he keeps his house in order
'Squeaky clean' 

I'd been tricked into hearing as they knew I'd share with him. 

'Stay Ren.  We are comfee no?  And this is fun?'  Mmmm 

House?  'We promised to help you get yours in order too' 
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/12/what-trajectory-am-i-alined-with.html
That was a while ago now ;)
You guys told me Malico's hub was the house of the rising sun?  Is that the current sign?  I still duno..
Currently Virgo?  My rising sign too.  I was being shown the 2 cleaning dreams with Trump.   In both I was cleaning houses before moving on?

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/06/another-trump-dream.html

Mid summer 2020.. He was telling me about a court case and being set up.
 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/04/black-white-fruit.html
This one with bugs and parasites, I was collecting them up.


I'd wanted to get up and write.. But I was a bit manic minded and I'm trying to be good... So I went back to sleep.
 

Humm.. The solstice connected dreams... I'm in my own harvest again?  Lol... I've been sewing trouble 🙄

 

Last dream was odd, I'd been outdoors and was out of it.  Tripping on my own brain chemicals again. 

I'd gone to some really dark places while in that state, mainly out of curiosity.
I'd arrived back at a school place setting were I had a lover there.

A very thin guy with dark skin and hair - I'd told him where I'd been and he changed completely - couldn't believe the places I'd been.

He'd turned his back to me, I stood for a while and then told him... You know how to find me.  He replied.  'I won't' without looking at me.

I felt bad I'd upset him, and headed to my room to realise I'd been gone so long I'd been moved on.. Rest of the dream I was looking for my new room. 



 

Tuesday, 6 September 2022

Inter-Reality Hub


Very long dream of a huge house I'd moved into.  It was laid out like 2 mirror buildings joined together with a lecture hall or school in the middle. 

The buildings at either side were labyrinth like with 4 towers in the corners, accessed by tunnels. 

The buildings had been used as a room let place, but it was now a communal dwelling and some of the many kitchens needed removed. 

A mother there had been dysfunctional  - but she'd softened now. 

The rooms had large curved windows were I was excited to put seeds out early to plant outside in the coming spring. 
Oh popcorn too!  I was cramming loads of it into my mouth as I woke up. 

I was with Malico and Inka again, but not very lucid with them... They were just sitting watching me dream.
 

 

A amazing vivid dream it felt like I was in for weeks.
Started with our family moving house.  It was New Zealand a marshy place by the coast, but we had a garden that would be good for growing.
The house was larger but needed modernizing big windows looked over the windswept costal countryside. 

Behind the house ran a railway line, 2 electrified tracks and a disused one in-between.  My cat Star had gone to sleep on the middle track... I'd been remote viewing her.

I left the house to explore, wondering where I could run there. 

Walked down to the jetty there with a stray dog then started to walk up the road back to the house.
It was a road in a concrete tunnel, with a white footpath painted on one side.
The steps to my house were concrete with yellow railings.  Beside them was a metal slide, but it was very small.  Only for tiny kids so I couldn't go down.

I realised after taking the steps I'd got myself lost as I was now in a transport hub.

Modern white tiles and many staircases and signs.
I was mainly heading down wondering how I could contact my family to tell them were I was... And figured Ian's dad might be in the phone book.
I realised I was getting more lost as things were getting more surreal. 
Platforms that looked like foundry's and tunnels with liquid rock, other amazing places of living rock where caves were moving like zips as I passed in and out.

I pop out into a hub, a mal type space underground.   Everyone turns to look at me there as I'm clearly new.   A girl with downs syndrome comes to greet me and tells me 'No, don't tell me your name......  Keep that to your self here'.
Others are watching me curiously.
She takes me into what is like a department stall, at first there is all kinds of heavy drapes, all kinds of ages and styles.   I tell her I've been in 2 new dwellings tonight and these could have been useful, next I see pans....   I realise that what ever I expect will be on offer here.  So I think of 3 phones with Ian's number on.   When I turn there are 3 old style mobiles that have already called 101.

It was a kind of emergency line. I'd just wanted to tell my family I was ok - but might be a while. I can hear voices and they can hear me, it sounds distant though.
I think I just told the voices I was ok.

I left the phones and kept exploring, I feel like I was there for ages.   I'd kept to myself with a few things I'd been given.   The space I was in connected different realities. 

 

Brass groves running threw the tiled floors were in-between spaces and I found if I was sitting on one of these I could sleep there and be left alone by the cleaners and conductor types who patrolled. 

I saw some amazing fantasy like stuff... Hr Giger type worlds.  I'd managed to collect a few things, a pad and a thick graphite pencil.  My drawing skills there were good and I realised what I was drawing was coming to life. 
An eye I drew turned into a grey alien that winked at me then turn round and waked into the distance on the page.


Next I drew a grey stone golem made of large blocks.  It was in the air in front of me, it's eyes deep blue it was looking at me knowing I was it's creator.  I touched it's belly and told it, I'd made it with love.   It had tears in it's blue eyes before it turned and walked off.

My pencil lead broke after this and I realised there was a crowd of people around me watching me draw so I'd got up and walked again.

In an other worldly town place a the edge of the hub I was in an old fashioned shop.  I asked the shopkeeper if he could tell me the date.  He'd smiled and told me....  'I can't do that'   He nodded back into the white tiled hub and I notice the clocks on the walls were the pointers are just chasing each other round as they do in lucid dreams. 
I'd thanked him and said 'Ah, no time means no rush'   and we parted as I go back into the reality hub.  I was immediately greeted by someone who seemed to be looking for me.  He'd asked me to go with him and I'd asked who he was. 

He told me he was a guild maker and the setting changes so we are surrounded by strange equipment.

It's also familiar from other dreams.  Scanners and replicators moulds and the like... Cloning stuff.   He tells me 'We need to keep our selves safe'  Lol and he sort of mentally added 'from the likes of you'.  😆
I'd smiled and followed him round this odd lab...  He'd asked me 'If you'd just step your light body into there please' 
The room was morphing around me, I suppose cause my lucidity was high. 
I'd told him... 'Well this is slightly terrifying' with a smile while following him to a platform. 

The machine I was getting into was changing all the time from scientific looking to abstract until it was what looked like a sewn fabric digestive system I'd nodded to what looked like a fabric stomach but in my mind was a liver and asked 'into there?'  He replied yes but I'd woken myself fully moving my body to climb in
😁

 

I was kind of disorientated yet very awake coming back.  It didn't take me long to WILD into 2 more dreams... Both with Inka.  In the first he was in front of me trying to feed me a metal spoon. 

Nothing on it, I'd refused and tried to feed it to him he didn't want it either.   'No spoon feeding bitch 😏'  Hahah  seems so! 

In the second dream I was a child again but he was adult.  We'd been arguing as he was insisting I learnt to read.  I'd not wanted too, but he'd made me as it was how communication was done here. 
Hummmm...  I don't recall learning to read tbh, I could read before I went to school it's why they didn't pick up on my dyslexia??
'They should have just left you with me Ren, I could have taught you to spell a lot sooner too'    Haha  yeh, would have been easier than nailing you in the basement for years 😛

 


 

 

Monday, 5 September 2022

Robots


Dreams with Malico, Inka and the babe.

The first one was with just Malico, we were at stag rock.

A strange science lab, square with unusual equipment grey and black walls of machines. A group of us were being experimented on.   I don't recall we were their willingly it had seemed non optional.   We were being scanned and poked.

I woke up as I'd been picked up by the skin on my back by a claw with theatre like lights around it... I was stuck dangling there and the others were trying to get me down.
I could feel the claw at my back.

Was an odd monster in the machine vibe...  It all seemed automated.  
I woke to a thunder storm.
 

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A 3rd person dream.  I was watching a couple.  The woman was very attractive but really hairy!  Her partner was shaving her with clippers... Making patterns in the hair.

 

A money betting scheme with clowns and jokers, small berries as a currency they were like sweet redcurrants.

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Go into the same dream.  I was working with a shall group to increase vibration.  It was working and we were telepathic and experiencing non ordinary stuff then Ian appeared with another guy I didn't know to take me away and medicate me.... I was powerless to refuse and the people who understood powerless to help me.

Next a city contract, we were staying in a large modern apartment.  A group had flown to other cities to put stuff in place and I was waiting with another for their return.
One of the guys who'd left car alarm went off. 
I looked out the window to turn it off but there is loads of lights outside and people waving for me to come down.

Was an unusual key fob... A black and green spiky ball.

When I got down stairs there had been an accident and the car was crushed.. Police and people around.  Someone had called me Ken's daughter but Julie was there and had pointed out I was his nice.

I watched as the crushed car was put into a compactor and a small gold and white plastic robot popped out.  I was given the robot.

last dream oddly disjointed too.   A beach with islands each had different weather.  I was watching one with green holes were tentacle heads were popping out to feed on sea spray.  Then the green thing was surrounded by a high tech robot facility.

2 guys were having a laser shoot out and tampering with cargo on 100's of HGV's parked there.  Massive conveyors too with components. 

 

Then an odd arch of dying flowers.  We were throwing them about, orange, yellow. 

 

Storm Dreams

  First dream I was sort of here, the storm and wind keeping my awareness semi in the room. I was with a family with loads of kids, they...