Blue Flame & Burning Building.

20th Sep
444
Swimming naked in a cool river running threw a lush forest.  Someone gave me a warm towel coat as I got out.
We had an outdoor kitchen in the forest space too, I was cleaning this for use.   Kids playing on a boat.

Next a longer dream.  
It started in a space like work.   Rooms and clearing out old clothing and making space for new.
In another layer I was asleep outside on the corner of a mud street above a strange street lamp that burnt with a bright blue flame. 
 

I seemed to be sleeping in a old crumbling building, that also caught fire.   This was burning with a more typical red flame.   But I was just sleeping in it's midst.
My dog was there trying to put the fire out.
I kept thinking it was out and then going back to sleep but when I work again the fire had spread.   Burning some of the scrub that was growing around.

Seeing the fire was spreading I tried calling the fire brigade via 999.  My first call got threw then dropped.

Calling again I'd asked why my call was dropped and they told me they were busy.
I explained my building was on fire and did they have a direct line to a local station I could contact as the fire was spreading.
The call handler told me they might come and asked for the address. 

As it wasn't on a proper street Ian had written the name of the place on a paper piece.

I was trying to read it to them but the letters for me were getting jumbled.  Ian read the letters out as it wasn't a real word.
I'd told them I thought there might be gas canisters stored in the place too.

 

The fire brigade arrives in a modern engine - one of the crew was different, reminding me of Inka his clothing was odd made of a thick soft leather.... Looked old fashioned. 
They help control the fire and the one in leather moves strange looking canisters out.

Once the fire is out the building is unstable... Almost like bricks floating in space.
One pushes them and they start to fall.... Along with it a glass celling like a Victorian railway station. 
I call to people to move this way and that to avoid the falling glass.   Most people get out of the way, but my dog and me are left coated with a fine layer of shattered glass.

It didn't hurt and we were assisted with pealing it off.

The fire service seemed to have left and I'd returned to the building feeling sad I've lost my space, looking into the ruins.
As I stand the fireman in leather calls to me from slightly below the ground telling me 'We've found something down here!'
As I look down there is something industrial below.
It was odd, lots of old metal pipes and fans.... It reminded me a huge industrial version of a PC.

They told me they had found the name of 'Young' stamped in it.   I was going to explore the facility with them when I woke up. 

Moving & Travelling

15th Sept

A large halls of residence, most people had moved out and I seemed to be staying there alone apart from some guardians. 
My room was on the top floor, bare and unwelcoming.   I was clearing out rooms lower down that were far cosier.  I was considering moving myself into one.
They had no windows and old fashioned furniture and bedspreads. 
I'd gone diving down a big toilet too.
The bits I recall were looking threw draws in one of the lower rooms... Old fashioned night dresses and left bits of clothes.  I didn't think the residents were coming bk.
I was trying to prop open the heavy door, but I couldn't seem to get it to jam open with anything I tried.
It was the end of the year, I didn't have long left there.   My Guardian was called Nathadriel. 

 

A guest house with a large extended family staying.   It seemed to be attached to my main dream house. 
At the start of the dream a child downstairs had trapped a crow in the house.
It had woken me as I'd been sleeping in a bed in a room with a locked door.
I was closing the doors and opening the windows but the boy had picked it up where it turned into a cat and started fighting with him.
I was telling him to let it do, and eventually helped it to the window where it got out onto the grass.
The family there were huge, all cooking together in a shared kitchen.   There was some religious meaning to it all, but I wasn't sure what. 

I'd asked them if they needed anything and they asked if I had an avocado and some mayo they could have.   I did and went to our smaller kitchen and brought what they asked.
One of them knocked over a vase type pot and I swept it up as there were kids around playing barefoot. 

 

Woke at 303 too, I'd been in a room with no windows with Inka and Ddad.
 

Last dream was of a new house, it was in an unfamiliar city.  I'd moved from one area to another.  They houses were large, Victorian style with many rooms.
Strange pot plants, with odd dragon like snakes living in the soil.
Colourful shelves and stuff in the house.

A huge bridge crossed a massive busy road, I'd shifted from one side of the road to another and was still finding my way around.

A large industry area was at the bottom of the bridge.  I visit a soup kitchen too, I'd lost a bedspread there and was looking for it.   Could find my way back to the house.


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18th Sept

Learning trust, a little each day.  Feeling my space and the place I can play.
Growing ever outwards while loving within. 
Hunting for a limit to a boundary to begin. 

Branching away from the moment of Now.
No start, no end... Emotional power.

First dream I was with Marie.   We were in that odd version of here again... Kind of futuristic, the green is bigger.
We'd sneaked into work and were going to sleep in the kitchen over night, as it's quite in there.
The kitchen was bigger too... Still industrial but also had huge long wooden tables and benches.
We were surprised at 4am when loads of people came in.  We'd tried to hide, but someone tripped on me and the people arriving were asking us what we were doing there.
We apologised and left.
In reception an odd guy was encouraging his Mama to sing.
The roads and street's outside were busy, it was 5am and getting light.  
A travelling carnival was on the green and the roads packed with cars and trucks.

I'd ended up in a massive industrial estate type of place.  A big truck was being loaded with a claw lift.   Huge amounts of soils and whole trees being piled into it.

Second dream was a strange world.  It was in the middle of an apocalypse of sorts, many things had broken down... But also stuff was carrying on.
At the start of the dream I'm in a sunny costal area, old fashioned static caravans that looked new and shiny were pilled up on platforms making multi layered homes.
They all had outside seating spaces old sofas and potted plants.
It was chaotic but homely.
People had goats, dogs and cows.

The electric grid was failing... We were on reserve power and me and few others knew it wouldn't last but people were using it all the same.  I was wondering what it would be like when the street lighting finally went out.

I was friends with a priest who'd trained as a Dr too, he was helping people where he could.

 

Food was running low too, I felt we should be preserving food seeds and starting to grow more of what we would need as supplies would cease soon, but the majority were unconcerned.  

A few of us decided to walks and see how other settlements were getting on. 

Walking across countryside we passed strange forests of shadow trees that seemed to be made of living smoke.
Large gated homes too, with well off families inside.
Further into our journey we found religious temples, again walled off with community's inside.
A Muslim one was interested in trade, they wanted some cows in exchange for a generator they had made.. It looked like an old red washing machine. 

We found a busy city place too, where different religious groups were pairing up to exchange stuff that they needed.

At the end of the dream I was getting an old dark red VW camper, it was gifted to me but we needed to get it running again.
 

 

Factions and Sentience

 

13th Sep
Starwars type dream... 
Started with a sports day kind of event.  We were young and in an army style school uniform.   Competing with each other in teams in track and field stuff.
There were 2 factions, like a rebellion and a empire... We were kids of the empire but we didn't like it and were friends with the rebellion. 
Trying to help and older guy in hiding, he'd had a bad kicking and was hard to move. 

He didn't seem to mind that he was going to be captured, just wanted to stay with us.
The generals were returning and were going to merg our world with androids.
I was telling the older guy not to hide with me, as they would seek me out as I was a known trouble maker, but he said it was to late to change now.  I was checking some stitches inside his mouth.

I could see back n forth in time and knew how this would play out...   Not well.   They humans would resent the droids and a war would break out with the humans on the losing side.

 

There were different types of droids, some had stone like masks and behaved like puppets, others were more robotic with many arms.

Wake n go back... The merger has taken place, I'm interacting with the droids.  Something not popular with the local humans, but I want to try find some common ground as the alternative is all out war.   I become known to the droid faction though they think me odd.   I felt they had some sentience but even the droids themselves were confused by this.

Bk into the same dream the merger had happened.  I wake and go into it again and this time I'm on the run....  hiding out amongst the droids.  Learning stuff from them.

Wake at 212 again same dream, this time the world has moved on again.  Some of the droids are way more human looking and many of the females have started menstruating they are confused by it.   The human population was being evacuated now, leaving the planet to the droids.  I was staying behind.  
On another layer there was a show about it performed by a dancing clown.
It was a futuristic bar with an overview of the world.  Bets were being taken on the outcome. 
I could move between the bar and the world and was effecting the outcome of both.

It was really futuristic at this point felt like time had moved on 30 years or so since the dream start.  The streets and rooms filled with peacekeeping drones.  Scanners all over it was hard to stay hidden as an organic, the factions had become more established and old sign language was used.  I was accepted by both sides at this point and used as a go between.

Next dream was different but had similar 2 groups in a society thing.   This time one was mystical, religious and magic and the others unaware of any difference in the population.

It was way less futuristic, more of a magical world but the same thing was playing out, those with 'abilities' found the rest of the population less human than them.

Representatives from various religions and cults would meet often along a cliff top to plan out coordinated moves.
I was part of a small team of females... Able to fly.
During the meeting I'd found myself pulled backwards in a familiar way till I was high above the sea.    Once in the sky I'd dived down into the cold water below heading straight down till I find what I was being sent for.
2 small miss-shaped pearls jammed in a rock on the ocean floor.  I pocket them and look around a sunken car that is also there, looking inside the stuff that was left behind.

Running out of air I rise and fly bk out of the sea taking the pearls to the leader of our small group, a kind of old witch.  She accepts them and sends me to help a religious faction who's leader was being buried alive in a crypt underground.

He was like a Jesus type saviour to these people... During the dream I was trying to decode too... Something linked to Ego & Christ awareness.   
The normal humans were burying this and we were trying to release this guy before he died.   The plan I was helping with was to destroy a near by aqueduct using the flood water to was the earth from the tomb.  
We succeeded in opening the tomb, but it was to late to save the Jesus guy who'd already died.

 

We regrouped at a costal village... My infant school headmaster was there with a pet squirrel and a bunch of young people I knew.  I was young again and we were discussing

dreams and such.   I was looking up the word Petechiae in a large dictionary type book. 

 

 

Waking at TimeStamps Again.

12th.
(Got some time off work, so loads of dreams!)

A cat fairy dream.  A strange world like a theme park.  A strange puzzle of a gun cigarette lighter that had come apart.

Portals and flying under water...  A concert and dancing with someone who looked like Kim Wild.

212
Next up an old lady in a sling like wheelchair.
She was called Rosemary and couldn't sleep so I'd been asked to look after her. 
The setting was my old infant school that was now a care home or something similar... But it was amazing looking, old redbrick walls, and strange castle like structures. 
I was telling her about when I was at school there.  She was seeing things as she had a delirium, dementia and I could see what she was seeing too.
She could see her self as a child playing on the grass with her sister and mother.
Then the visions we were seeing were stranger.   Tribal people with leather headbands with various things on the bands on their forehead.
We found a black kitten called an Elphing.  It was a sprit cat that had come back.  
I could see how it had died, but then came back to life.... It reminded me of this dream of Shadow as when I was washing it, the kitten turned into a rat then back to a cat.

313
A long involved dream.  I was in China, Shanghai.
I was trying to have some old shoes resoled.   I'd dropped them off in a Timpsons and I found there... It was busy and posh.
While I was trying to go bk and collect them I'd got trapped in a closing metal door.
As I shouted for help I the door was released and I was called to an office with a woman and 2 school kids.  She redirected me another way threw a shopping mall.
This place was odd.  
I'd put my stuff down and it vanished.   As I looked around I realised I was in an area with gay female prostitutes.   They kept coming onto me, most were on drugs.
I'd explained about losing my passport and they asked what it was... I'd told them it was something with legal squiggles on. 
After spending some time with them I continued on.   Next I had a guy on my bk, coming onto me sexually... Oddly once again I kept walking, trying to shake him off.
Was an odd mish mash of being helped and harmed, the next person to help me was a guy in a convertible boat like car. 
He was a gang leader and he came to pick me up, letting me into his vehicle and driving me to collect the new soled shoes, he also told me he'd pay and help me with my passport.... I seemed to know the gang.   I woke at 313 as we'd been going to get the shoes bk.

 

Next dream
It started with as a game we were going to play... Picking avatars. 
It was on a phone like tablet, we were asked to lick our fingers before we used our phones... We had to find a way down a waterfall landing on various flowers - the path would decide our rout.
The avatars were strange, small human like with unusual teeth, various shades of dark hair.   They reminded me of Gollum type things  mishmashed with Peruvian tribes.

A firework display, but a chemical that could kill people had been added to them and would be released as they exploded.  
Floor art.... We were looking at that before the display started. 
There were kids too..... Not understanding yet what the mind could do.

555
Wake again after another long crazy dream.
Another city, a little like the China one.   This one had, parties, music, money drugs and magic.
This felt more like crew games I was familiar with.  I'd been a princess and an evil queen... And could change like candle wax, morphing from one to the other and melting threw floors to make portals.

 

I work as 555 at that point in the dream I'd been sat in a bar with 3 guys.   We were taking a drug, we each had a 1ml syringe. We were taking it orally and it was really nice.
Also being watched by bouncers in hoodies of dark green with neon green markings on.

The guy I was sitting next to was making sure I didn't take to much, I wanted more but he pointed out that I was already trashed and we were being observed.   

We got the bill, it was a lot...  As we'd been there for hrs putting stuff on the tab.  The guy next to me picked it up I told him we should contribute as it was his birthday, but he wasn't letting us.  As he'd payed he'd asked me looking in my face 'You ok with being the  new girl, right?' I'd woken as I'd agreed. 
 

 

Main Dream Space, Strenght Test.

 

Back in the co-op in my main dream space again... Once more it's old.
I'd had to be at a place of work at 9pm and I'd left Aunty Irene's early.
Looking round the co-op that was closing, I'd talked for a long time with Jose.
And bought some garlic bread to cook.

Look at my watch and realise I'd spent to long in there and was going to be late for work.
I walk down and go round the back.   It's a large unfamiliar building where Aunty Ann's flat should be., the door is locked but the keys are on a hook.
I can't seem to get any of them to work.. And the rest of the team are on the other side of the door...   Trying to help me get in.
I do eventually but bend the key.
When I go to clock on both the systems are down.  

Another dream in the same place, this time the Co-op is a fitness space.   We were running round the area, a guy I knew had come bk after 15k I was asking him the route.
We were teaching swimming in a pool in strange fancy dress that made us look like donuts. 
As I'd walked to my main dream house it was snowing in half the village.   I'd gone up to my old room where I could see a pile up of vehicles on the South road.  All kinds of old fashioned cars. 
A guy I was talking too with orangey brown odd eyes, his pupils looked in different directions. 

 

Next dream same area.... I'm where the vehicle crash was but in the Golf, club house.  It's a pub with no windows and all white walls.   It was cold, tall old wood tables and stools.
Jim was there my Dad's friend.  I had a cartoon book, it was dark and funny like an Orwell cartoon.
I was wrestling with a guy he's body was soft.... More female but he was still stronger than me.

Last dream was of a garage, I was taking things to post there.   Odd stuff, second hand I was getting rid off.
Again was a guy who wanted to test his strength with me.  First he was testing the strength of my core... That was stronger than he expected.  = to his...  My arms were weaker though.
 

Dragon Eggs, Time Slips & Vade Mecum

8th Sep
Loads of night shifts and long sunny days - so not much sleep.
A dream at work where I was at work but it was a huge open space with loads of wyrd shit...
A petrified forest, odd mushrooms growing.
A yellow snake that crawled across the floor turned into a tiny dragon and then bit a toy... The toy turned into a little live dino.  

Hilla was there too, she was making me laugh telling me the 168.2 times table!

9th Sept
Another dragon dream, again with eggs... This one was more of a game type setting.   Glowing crystal dragon eggs were floating in a map and we had to use flying dragon mounts to find the eggs and charge them with a kind of glowy light ray. 
It was set in a jungle filled with temple ruins.  There was a lot of us with the same objective and we had a set amount of time to get all the eggs before another event started and we were moved to an adjacent version of the map.
I wanted to spend more time with the eggs, while others were keen to rush to the next event.

Meeting more dragon keepers. 

Next dream Marcus and my Dad were in, we were fishing and hanging around.  Odd bags of shit!   I had a Vade Mecum   medical based.

 

Wake at 303... Dreams of a temporal slip.  Back in a jungle, this time with Zak.   Time officers made by kids were hunting us down.

Next dream was at main dream space... The middle school but it was a crazy futuristic lab space.  
Dark rooms filled with tanks and glowing pink controls loads of people in white coats.
We were there for a meeting on time jumps, I'd needed to find Inka first.

Also strange stuff, toys in baths.. Cutting hair and sheering sheep.  My Uncle Alan was there with me.

Next dream was the same surreal space... Also at night set in the farmlands inland to wards Swinhoe.  We had cat's in a double cage, bunk beds inside but bits kept vanishing then coming bk.  We were supposed to keep that cat's locked in for a time, but it was hard as stuff kept blinking in and out.
We were having a party with tiny coloured patterns pizza, cooking in an old stone oven in a fallen down cottage open to the stars.   Em & Jack there... Jack had fallen asleep under the stars drunk in an old cart.
My Aunt Irene was going to take the sky tram to meet us.

Next was a race... It was a mixed sports event and the running was coming up.   I knew I could run.   I'm not sure of the setting it was at first low fields and paths no where I know but I'd been there before.
I was running in croc's and one fell off so I took of the other to run bare foot.

Then I found myself in skates, they worked too... Until I needed to climb a wall.   The skate boots heavy making lifting my foot onto the old stones hard. 
I climbed up and into an old tow caravan. 
Next I'm in a sunny space, old stong cottages set in walled hilly gardens.  Grass lawns and no roads, just winding paths and a small coffee shop, the grass is covered in wild flowers and a small stream runs threw the lowest point.
I'd gone threw a house there Daryl was the owner and he greeted me as I continued the run, this time on skates still, but again one kept falling off....
It was hard to make progress with one foot always bare and the other in something else.
I didn't know my way so was exploring  the paths and climbing old ladders.   At this point I realised I had no pants!  People were looking up the short skirt I was wearing but I was unconcerned.

 

I'd met with a group of people who'd been showing a photo of Superman's partner, they were all looking at me... And the tip of my nose felt odd like someone was rubbing it! 
I was thinking bk to the Pinocchio dreams and then could smell something funny.
I knew they were teasing me and I told them I'm smelling bullshit.  They laughed with me and told me the space used to be used for pig swill.

Jumbled and odd but very fun dreams... And lots of them. 


 

Fissure and Shedding

3rd Sept
Swimming in a wide river,  strong current.
A swan and fallen log, I was jumping of the log swimming with the swan.
Veg, and green juice. 
A plane flight and unfamiliar town.  It was closing for the night and the buildings sort of folded down, covering shop fronts.
An Indian family mother and daughter, they had a room.  I was staying with them as we were getting the same flight.

Tools, and a bunch of guys.  I was borrowing there tools, and then returning them.   I was doing something with some fallen wood by the river bank.
They were annoyed at me for leaving the drill the wrong way up.

 

4th Sept
Dream starts in a dark garden room with Inka, it was a sauna steam room... Didn't see the house it was attached to.... I left him and went into the dream space.
It's one of them perpetual disk places, an unfamiliar city.
I was chatting to a guy with a kind of Matrix Neo vibe.. In that he had a long black coat, fair hair tied in a pony tail.
We were in what seemed like it had perhaps once been a class room, Had the feel of a science lab without the equipment.
It was a building with a view over the city, a large room with glass windows down one side minimal furniture.
A modern TV was sat on a long bench running in front of the window.
It was showing a broadcast of a fissure in the sky.  
Outside the window behind the TV I could see the same thing in real-time in the sky. 
A rip in the blue grey sky with a red/black sort of smokiness behind.
 
Me and the blond guy were heading to the same place.   It was a large old dark building in the dockyards of the city.  An area that was now militarised.
A large gate was guarded and when I was asked my business I reported I was an employee at the large building.   I needed to check something before my shift later.  

The docklands was an interesting space,  dark and run down... Old arcades, and pubs like at some point it had been a seaside town.  
These days everything was on a lockdown curfew with stuff only open a few hrs a day.

In the building I'd met with my co-workers... We were being trained there in magic while working.   It had a cover of a residential type hostel.
The rooms were small and dark.... There were 2 sides to everything.
I recall a creepy guy coming onto me. Didn't have the time to deal with him as I was following some event going on.

Kids were being enrolled to play some kind of Princess and Knight game.   The woman at the building who was organising it and also teaching us wasn't to be trusted, and was also involved with human trafficking.  I was observing as I was aware the kids would be taken. 
There was a strange silver sword in the game they were playing.  Wide like a sort of cleaver.
The people in the building had swapped into sort of witch & wizard type clothes... Blue tall hats and robes, and the Neo guy had died. 
Others were to be sacrificed.

I went back into the same dream... This time Inka was with me in the room with the TV & the fissure... He was showing me the time of the TV broadcast and it was 303.  

Next wake it's 505   They Orion constellation is outside the widow.

I'd been bk in the same dream.
The school is in 2 factions left and right hand path.   Courses are shared, the students mixed of ages mainly adults.
There are a total of 30 students and the course costs thousands to run.

There are strange 'imposters' among the group.  One of them was pretending to be Josh as a toddler.    I knew it wasn't him by the shape of his skin under his chin... Then Josh at the age he is now appeared.
I'd called to have the imposter collected... His name was 'Timey'
Dawn was with me too.   We were arranging a bell tent to be put up, only it was hand sewn canvas and I'd forgotten to embroider the stars around the area were the supports go.  
I'd not realised they were important and as I was so busy was going to skip that part but Dawn had started them, telling me they were important to the structural integrity.

An old grumpy guy it waiting with a pile of old books.   He mutters to himself now and then and speaks to me tells me I'm also of the left hand path and it's why I like to be alone. 

When I lay down again expansive...    Crust, scab scale...  Flaking   was like a surface that was coming off.    An outer layer crumbling cracking and falling away.

Shedding of a layer.