Full Deck?

I'm meeting friends in a pub before we take a flight to the USA New York Niki, Jack & Marie.  We are all excited, we were going to see a show.
They ask me if I've remembered everything...  I haven't.
Think I can go bk and get my passport and book a ticket on line but when I look there are no flights left, on their flight or any to meet them up.
I'm sad and upset and they are disappointed in me for not sorting it out.  

I realise it's that aspect of me that just expects stuff to happen automatically so I'd not bothered to plan ahead.

I stay with them in the pub and we chat before they have to go.

Jack dose a card trick.  
He'd handed me a card, the 7 of hearts...  
But when I take it, it changes into a folded birthday card with the 1 of hearts... The 1 was for the 1st my birthday.  It's an old card, more of a folded bit of paper that looked really old it had been written long ago. 

It was a feeling of him returning something, the letter/card had moving photos of children playing together and I recalled our childhood as good friends. 

He takes me and hugs me, it was odd.   He was old hair white and skin soft in the way old skin is with muscle loss.
Smelt odd too, but not unpleasant - it was very real... At the same time I knew he wasn't old and was the same age as me living happily with his wife n kids. 

 

I'd left them to take the flight and wandered off home alone.  

When I get home there is a call for me from Dixson (the regional manager at the place I work-someone I've never met)  It was broken up and I couldn't understand what he was saying.  He was calling on a remote control and I was trying to tell him to use a phone, then I might be able to understand. 

 

After I work n went to the loo I was considering the first dream and how real it had felt. 

I'd asked Inka to help me understand and he'd warned me of the violence that comes with only interacting with him - so I'd reached out to Malico. 

My dream dust was strange and the stuff surreal, I was being shown stuff in a symbolic way. 

I'm told 'Something to hide in the Annals of Time'   I wasn't sure what that ment but I knew the link with Inka and time.  I gave the something to a large black crow. 

 

Old plants.... They needed NOW food to bring them back to life.
I had that sensation of being pinched on the bridge of my nose and realised I needed to find that dream when I got up.

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2022/02/voicless.html

 

Hummm... From the 2nd of Feb, the day after my Birthday.  -- Humm, that fits also with the face trauma I have atm too & what Inka was telling me.  'Mmmmmm'  😏

Took me a long time to learn how to shut up...  'You're getting there'  😆

What about the cards then   'Playing with a full deck?'    Hummm I duno?

 

 

Interesting.

 

  
hummm...  I'd recalled writing this too as a kid, I don't normally recall it in full.

Up Down, Round & Round,
Living in life's playground.
First it's your go then it's mine,

What have we learnt after all this time.
 

Live for now
And lighten up,

Give up the searching for the cup.
The grails inside just stop and feel,

Allow your conscience time to heal.

 

Shed a tear, smile a smile.

Stop and think a little while.

Our time is NOW it's what we've got,

We need no more

We hold the lot.


The cards dreams remind me of this time..
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/04/cards-hearts-and-ripples.html

 

Hummm... now I get the Katy x3!

What dose the name mean?? 🤔

Pure.. 🤣   '😈'  Yeh, I'm no Katy 😏

 lol your so rude!  
 

 'Punny Though'  I'll give you that 😛

This site is intreasting...

I'm a Jack :P  'Shame you don't stay in your box'  lol
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/08/hope-less-know-more.html

No Bed's Left

 

21st
A new halls of Ress room.   I'd just left an old one (This happened the other night on the 15th  As I could recall having had the room I didn't like. 

The new building was interesting and incorporated a large swimming pool with multiple communal spar pools separated by glass dividers.   The roof was glass too supported by a large Iron pole and then panels like a parasol. 
I was one of the first into the building as I was keen to get a spot I liked, only I got distracted by the water and walked round the pool areas first.
While there I met one of the teatchers, she had the most unusual hand, like an organic folded flower... It looked almost dragon like to me, and I told her so.  It was lovely in an unusual way.
I'd made my way bk to the bunk areas.   Small booths crowded with several mixed sex beds and a small communal tables and chairs.  I realised coming back they were all practically full already.
I spotted one person I recognised in a full booth.  I wasn't sure there was going to be a bed for me.

 

Last dream I was working a hotel function, though I knew many of the guests.
I'd taken psychedelics the night before and they were still effecting me, with me experiencing things out of sequence. 
Leon (Chef) was there, Em & Her Sis... Ian's Dad too.  I was working for Leon, handing out drinks and such.  
I'd gone up back to the room I'd stayed in the night before, it was like a communal shower room with changing area and as I'd gone up there the walls were closing in, making it hard to re-access that space. 
I'd gone bk the way I came trying to go bk down to the function room.. But I'd reached the top of a red carpet stair case and was suddenly unsure about going down. 
The stairs were giving me vertigo all uneven and really steep and narrow with a drop at each side and no handrail.   I'd sat down on the floor saying I wasn't sure I could walk bk down.  

 

22nd
First dream jumbled recall.   The newsagents & the flat above.  Army people.  Special needs kids & hair in a bag.
Em & her Mam were there. 

Last dream I was in a caravan with Sue, Chloe & Kelly we had a bunch of cats.  My old ones, Princess, Nix & FF were among them. 
The cat's had wandered off and go out to find FF.
I'd wandered into the sea and a huge wave washed over me leaving me unsure which way was further to sea or into land. 
In my hand I had a bunch of silver teaspoons, it was hard to swim with them so I drop them to the seabed.
Instead I swim along coming to a harbour where I call to shore and some lifeboat men fish me out.
After that I'd returned to the house, planning to collect the spoons as the tide went out.
 

23rd

A dark city, floating around I had one croc on and one bare foot.  Meet 2 guys and one girl at the bottom of a hill and walk up a steep stepped path with them.

Then I meet a guy, we hang around together. 
On my bare foot I have a painting of shore birds in a pool.  As we are sat other birds come down and peck lightly at my foot and the pool.
We walk along a road and come to a fallen down red brick building.   It would have once been a lovely Victorian town house, it looks like it's been blown up or demolished and it's fallen down breaking the retaining wall of the steeped bank it was build on.
The road is blocked with rubble from the wall, soil and red bricks and bits of house.

At this point I find myself above it.... Travelling on a chair on a single monorail track.
It goes up the hill, over the houses and countryside into a mountain to the end of a line.
An old signal man is sat at the controls with a younger female girl.  
The guy tells me to stay seated for the return trip.
The return trip was cool, zooming over a gorgeous town with huge red Victorian buildings and massive trees lit by fairy style lights.  Some of the old store fronts were decorated for Halloween with coloured smoke and lights. 

It lands in a kind of open air café/bar with lava pool.   I take a layer of rock from the pool like rolling up a rug.
 

I meet back up with the guy, we are to be wed and are about to move into a house together. 

We have collected a 'Pond in a bag' complete with frogs and wildlife for our new front garden. 

Last dream. 

I'm in a city with a new born baby.  We are in a community type centre and I've found accommodation in a space of rooms, with a communal yard and shared kitchen common room.
We move as a group, many of us an eclectic mix of alternative and poor people.
Once we get to the space the rooms fill fast and I find my room that was supposed to be 132 but it's missing.  So I have no place to go and settle in.

 

I'm standing alone in the communal yard in the rain breastfeeding the babe. 
I needed to pee, but had no toilet and the babe, and realise I'm peeing anyway, as I'm wearing a skirt running down my leg washed away with the rain.
I'd gone to the building offices and told them my room wasn't there.
The reception lady suggests we open the communal rooms, kitchen so I can get out of the rain... The communal area was 134 I think.  We all head there, It's warm inside and people are grateful to me for finding them rooms. 
 

 

Blue Flame & Burning Building.

20th Sep
444
Swimming naked in a cool river running threw a lush forest.  Someone gave me a warm towel coat as I got out.
We had an outdoor kitchen in the forest space too, I was cleaning this for use.   Kids playing on a boat.

Next a longer dream.  
It started in a space like work.   Rooms and clearing out old clothing and making space for new.
In another layer I was asleep outside on the corner of a mud street above a strange street lamp that burnt with a bright blue flame. 
 

I seemed to be sleeping in a old crumbling building, that also caught fire.   This was burning with a more typical red flame.   But I was just sleeping in it's midst.
My dog was there trying to put the fire out.
I kept thinking it was out and then going back to sleep but when I work again the fire had spread.   Burning some of the scrub that was growing around.

Seeing the fire was spreading I tried calling the fire brigade via 999.  My first call got threw then dropped.

Calling again I'd asked why my call was dropped and they told me they were busy.
I explained my building was on fire and did they have a direct line to a local station I could contact as the fire was spreading.
The call handler told me they might come and asked for the address. 

As it wasn't on a proper street Ian had written the name of the place on a paper piece.

I was trying to read it to them but the letters for me were getting jumbled.  Ian read the letters out as it wasn't a real word.
I'd told them I thought there might be gas canisters stored in the place too.

 

The fire brigade arrives in a modern engine - one of the crew was different, reminding me of Inka his clothing was odd made of a thick soft leather.... Looked old fashioned. 
They help control the fire and the one in leather moves strange looking canisters out.

Once the fire is out the building is unstable... Almost like bricks floating in space.
One pushes them and they start to fall.... Along with it a glass celling like a Victorian railway station. 
I call to people to move this way and that to avoid the falling glass.   Most people get out of the way, but my dog and me are left coated with a fine layer of shattered glass.

It didn't hurt and we were assisted with pealing it off.

The fire service seemed to have left and I'd returned to the building feeling sad I've lost my space, looking into the ruins.
As I stand the fireman in leather calls to me from slightly below the ground telling me 'We've found something down here!'
As I look down there is something industrial below.
It was odd, lots of old metal pipes and fans.... It reminded me a huge industrial version of a PC.

They told me they had found the name of 'Young' stamped in it.   I was going to explore the facility with them when I woke up.