Blaze the Fish & Family Fun.

 

1st Dec 23

 

Really cool dream.  It was like 2 dreams overlaid.  The main dream was a family in the US It was set in the 60s I guess as everything was old fashioned but not old.
I was part of a family living in a single story American style home.

One of 5 kids and the only girl.  Grandparents' lived with us too, the house was noisy and chaotic but full of love.

The doors were slatted wood.  The boys liked playing with batman toys.
In the recall I have I was standing with the grandmother shelling peas and beans.
On the other layers I was sort of aware of being current me... And that I was sort of visiting.  It was visual but emotional too.   I felt lots of connection with the other members of the family.

One of our grandparents could speak Arabic.  It felt like visiting another life.

At the end of the dream I was seeing a change in the world.

It was like a mass change in consciousness but I was observing it from the layer outside.
I could see patterns, symbols and geometric shapes...  But then something was also interfering to shut it down.

 

Next dream I'm in Aunty Irene's house.  To start with it's full of kids, the boys from the first dream are there again only this time they are Indian. 
The eldest was called Jithin, he was disabled cerebral palsy I think.
Again the emotional attachment I had was like brothers.

We'd made a play area in the front room.  In the back room adults were having a party members from my Dad's fam were there Muriel and my cousin Sue.

Mam was there too.  I was kind of annoyed with people all over it felt too full and crowded.

Next dream was more abstract...   An orange gold fish in a tank, but it had feet with little boots.   It was in a transformational phase of losing it's legs.  
I wanted to call it Blaze.
There was another layer to.  

A guys shadow, she was a peculiar female who looked Japanese.   The guy was being shown his female counterpart and then also a demon who acted and fed threw her.

The deamon was familiar.  He was warning the male to look after the female as he'd hand picked and raised her.
They were all in different layers of reality but the connection and energy flow between the 3 was strong.
 

Before I woke other smaller dreams.  In one I was with my Dad in a city tower block. 
Small offices with full length glass windows that looked across the skyline. 
We were high up and I kept doing handstands against the glass.
Me being upside down was pissing of my Dad.

 

Valentina and a talk on body energy and food...   Then in the last dream I was moving into a new residential halls.  I was to be on the top floor of 3 in a large shared room.

 

I'd also met and talked to my Uncle Alan in a pub.
 

 

Unusual Gallery and a New School

 

29th Nov

First dream was main dreamspace.  I was sharing my room with Jack, we had twin beds one on each side of the room.
Was set up like a kids bedroom I suppose.
I'd washed some clothes and they had shrunk to doll size.  Couldn't work out how or where all the fabric had gone.
We had a large old fashioned printer/ copier in the room too.

I was using it to fold more clean laundry but the laundry had these odd black blobs in that caused an extreme exothermic reaction when they fell out.  
Burning holed threw the fabric and melting the copier plastic.  
It smelt nasty. 
I was confused were it was coming from, Jack seemed content to stay in bed n watch me figure it out.

 

Next 2 dreams were long.  Started with me having a toy cuddly dog, it was on a lead and a ladies real pet dog came to say hello.  The real dog had a kind of automated flea release med at it's neck and it came out in a squirt of purple foam.   She gave me some for my toy dog too that I applied.

Next I slide down a steep grass bank, into a mobile home half buried in the hill.
I was to stay there while I visited the building next door.
It was an odd busy communal space that seemed to morph and change the longer I stayed there.
At first it seemed it was a hospital where I was there with Ian, Fay & Dad... But then more of a gallery with an art exhibition on.
The art was visionary hippy stuff, and the visitors colourful and unusual too.
The layout of the space was hard to navigate with one way stairs and paths.
But I wanted to revisit places and was doing this by jumping and clambering about over railings and stairs.
I'd met a female with a bag similar to mine, she had 3 and had left 2 on the floor.  I wasn't sure if they were hers to begin with so I kept checking to see if they were just abandoned as they were appealing and empty.
We all looked intreasting too,  me and her seemed to have a harliqueen type look with pennywise style bunches and colourful panels of shiny fabric on our outfits.
Before she left she explained her friends had been using the bags before they had gone home... She was pleased I hadn't taken them.  We talked about where we'd got them from, it was the first time we had seen anyone else with one.
The exhibition was nearing it's end and it was turning more into performance art.
One stall I visited had sort of cute but gruesome pop-pop food.
A donut that bleed jam and cried when you tried to bite it.

On a plate on the counter was a priest with a plate of shit and sugar we could stir with a spoon.
I sat down to listen to a story told by 2 golden twins, one mail one female.
They had gold leaf freckles and bright orange eyes.
As they told the story they breathed a matching smelly vapor - sort of garlic like with a tiny puff of smoke.
I woke as I was walking threw a gallery of UV art.

 

Last dream was a school... Or a collage we were the new intake for.   Only around 6 of us had been moved from a school.  We were young for the intake there, but needed a more specialist education.

The building was strange...  All the toilets were places you needed to climb too.
We had met in a library filled with children's story books and small chairs and lockers.
The books were mainly sets by the same few authors a screen played quietly with one of them reading from his book showing the pictures as he turned.
The lockers were odd, in strange geometric arrangements.  Only some of them had numbers and many seemed totally inaccessible.
I quickly warmed to the head teatcher.  A wry sense of humour, he was comfortable with himself in a way that made him instantly likable.
.. Was woken by Dad getting up.

Ancient Carriage

 

27th Nov

 

First dream, cleaning food leftovers from Irene's floor.

Squashed corn beef and other stuff.

A camping trip..

Having a huge plate in my face made of metal and plastic.  It was way to big for my mouth and whent down my throat...  Jaw was crumbling.
I was trying to fit it back in my head.

 

Last dream I kept going back into was my maindream space.
More like a city though.
I was in Old stone close but there was huge bridges in the sky and grey 4 story buildings.
I was sleeping rough, I had a small space with greeting cards and a flock of feral pigeons who hung about.

They were catching brown letters tied with brown string that fell from the sky.
I met Dom, he had with him a group of younger boys.
He was guiding them as such...   We were both older but not.
He had an odd white goatee beard.
With the group of kids he had one wanted to see some horses, so I told him directions of the field where they used to be.

He was telling me about a contract he had with the kids, and wondered if I'd be upset about it....   I told him I was glad.    We all need the input of all kind of people.
 

I joined them for a time... The journey was strange.

Huge glass carriage's pulled by big fancy black horses.
They were so strange.
Driven by ancient men, in suits and top hats...
The carriages held the bodies of sleeping women equally ancient who at first I thought were dead.
They were in white soft feather beds, with crisp sheets and wearing old fashioned night.   cloths making a most unusual procession.

In one of the glass cases lay to identical ancient twins.
We followed them into a built up modern area, where a party was being held and Dom introduced me to his female friend.
She was an unusual woman, a sort of mystic.   Older with flame read hear and a scar where one boob had been removed.
She wore a kind of fairy dress and was dotted with glow in the dark butterfly jewels.

I told her I wanted to see her in the dark and we stood by a window for a while to charge up her lights.
As I left with her we walked threw to where the party was going on.
It's full of rich London people including people I used to know.  I didn't stay at the party.
I left the party to a space outside where loads of people were sitting around tables in a sort of plaza space.
They watched me, walk past them... All seeming to know me.
Some I recognised as cousins and distant family.... Others totally unfamiliar.

They seemed to be aware of my thoughts and mind.
I was being asked about selfishness and my thoughts on it.
I found myself thinking.... Always look for the love within.
And surmising that selfishness is a form of self love.

I'd gone back into the same dream, with the Mystic woman who was now slightly changed.  We were discussing again some complexed stuff and I hears myself say words, I was told before.
It was in regard to my forced medication...   Only this time it was

'A forced violation of mind, BODY, and soul'

 

I've looked all day to find the night of that dream... And can't find it at all 🤔

Still no luck the next day... So meby I was reminded too post it again.

28th Nov

My dreams were odd, as I was bugged by not being able to find the reference for last night. 
There was one linked to last night then another where my I met a female My little Pony style character who introduced themselves as my Dad :P

 

 

Family and Fast Talking Tortoise

 

25th Nov

Very strange stuff in the first dream.
An office party with a mix of people, a young boy there with amazing grey hair and special needs. 
Other kids.
Food was layd out buffet style with loads of homemade Christmas biscuits.  Some were massive.
There was a game being played via vid calls with other offices called where's waldo.

Like where's wally, but this included a strange blind date when he was inserted into a vid call or spotted.
 

On another layer at the same time I was in a glass dome/bubble outside.
A wild animals were circling the dome, then a big male Lion pushed threw with it's cub.

Was odd being in a small confined space with such a massive predator,

But it seemed to be checking me out.  I let it sniff then lick my arm and it let me touch it's nose.  Then it's cub was interested so I interacted with him too.

 

The next one I met was a hyena or something similar... It was scratched and cut up, some wounds around it's neck didn't smell good.   It too wanted to investigate me.
The Animals were upset about Christmas wrapping paper.

 

A giant fast talking tortoise too!

 

Next dream starts in an underground tidal cave... 
I'm travelling with some people in a vehicle and can see the tide coming in.
We'd left the vehicle to look around on foot, and I could see the uneven ground would result in the car being quickly submerged.
I was calling to the others to get in and move it.... But they didn't understand and with a large wave it was submerged.

We continued with bags on foot, the water rising behind us.

Then a dream with my Mam who I've not seen for AGES!
We are in an amazing city with large green areas and floating trees on platforms.
Taking an open rail car that runs on a single track.
We got to it by walking up a river bed... Our feet surrounded by large trout.
The rail car was like an open air tour, we passed amazing pools for swimming in and got off at one to have a swim and a chat.

 

Last dream was with my Dad.  We'd got the car to stone close.  The front window had been broken in and my Dad got out to see what was happening.
Fay was with me and I asked her to call the police.
When we got to the house, my dad said 'It's ok it's only Jim'
But by this time a massive fire truck had arrived more like a HGV it was reversing down to the front door... And I shoved them inside out of the way.
I was annoyed with Jim and made him vacuum up the broken glass.

Wires, Time & Weightlessness

22nd Nov
Had many dreams... Didn't make notes as was so tired after 48hrs no sleep just needed to rest.
One dream I had in the morning was interesting.

A time travel dream.. It was set in a school a little like Balifgate.
There had been a coat hook with a  clock on, the clock had a cracked face.
I'd hung some stuff up and gone to look around.
The building was corridors and I kept finding coloured ribbons on the floor and collecting them up. 

When I got back I went to put them into my bag, wich dropped link an anchor and was attached to a line.......  the coat hook they were on started to turn and unscrew as the cord unravel and then stuff got odd, like I was watching time go backwards.
I was watching entropy in reverse.
When it stopped the clock had repaired and then vanished, and the room was different.
I stood confused as people started arriving at the school, hanging up their coats and asking if I was new.
I knew who they all were but non of them seemed to recognise me.
Suzan introduced herself and I smiled as I knew she'd been my first friend when I'd done this before.  I was trying to see if any of them remembered me.... But it seemed my history was gone. 

 

Others were more of an outdoor estate where the gardens were decorated with different festivals scenes.

23rd Nov
Another school dream, this time with my Bro and Izza.  A laundry and a bathroom and a posh girl that I got annoyed with, there was an odd boss bloke too.
The toilet was haunted.. I recognised it from other dreams... Like there is something I can interact with outside of my flicker rate.

Back into a similar dream - once more with a laundry. 
An issue with maintenance doors and things been locked down. 

Sylvia from work... She'd come and got into my bed. 
I didn't really mind as she was just sleeping - I was watching security cameras and her room where something odd was going on.
Similar to the bathroom ghost only this time what I was seeing was a mechanical thing - but made of light.  
 

A chat with a GP who was trying to tell me I had depression.   I was explaining I didn't but not being herd... It was like they were a recording just playing back what they knew. 
 

Then watching a strange dance/yoga thing where people were on a circular frame attached by a thin wire. 
It gave them a sense of weightless ness to move in different ways. 
 

Dreams from this Week 14th - 19th Nov 23

 

14th Nov
Long dream with odd visual stuff.   A hexagon shaped room, with a hexagon box below.
It was set in a strange residential place...  Unusually dwellings around green fields.
No roads or cars.
A strange event was occurring   a flood.
Water pouring from the sky, it was flowing in tube line tunnels....  I was running threw and in it.  It was like the world was filling up.
An amazing river too, I was moored on a boat in it... On the banks are ancient grey stone buildings.   It's night and there are bowls of fire in a small round court outside one.
It looked ceremonial.  Fireworks were being let off above, reflected in the water the booms echoing from the steep stone banks and also the water below.

 

18th Nov

Tired after an emotional trip up North.
First dream I was getting a flat in London with Izza, James and my Aunty Ann.
We had a van and were sorting out a carpet.
Visiting Ikea and a shopping place.
 

Next the vets in Seahouses that used to be there. I was working as a nurse.
I'd watched a vid of me giving birth.
Dancing at the Viking, I was nekid, with bright red hair.
Emma's Dad n Chris, we were having a Sunday meal.
Some kind of Inheritance, and an old MG car.
 

An amazing creature, blue and green.. Head like a fox and furry but a bit like an axolotl too, with fins and feet.

It was around the size of a cat.

 

19th
A dream about Mark & Lou.   Started on a housing estate with strange rooms, and unusual cradle beds, with hoists and turning equipment. 
We'd brought a small tent with us to set up on the floor.
Like strange medical equipment I'd never seen.
We were taking LSD together with cups of tea.
As I was coming up I was finding it hard to communicate with them... So I'd been writing on paper.
Like a coloured elevator in my body, I was blending the colours on the floor awake rather than when I dream...    It was similar to when I'd gone insane.  We chatted about that too.

We'd left to go meet more people after dropping, and I'd gone back to get some toilet roll to blow my nose.
When I got back to the flat we were staying in, a girl was on the floor in psychosis. 
She was cornered by another female, and a psych nurse and some healthcare assistants.
Lashing out and violent.
They were trying to sedate her to take her in.
I got the tissue for my nose feeling empathy for the situation she was in.
I make my way back to Mark & Lou who are in a community café amongst the buildings with members of my Fam there too. 
At one table is a bunch of medical staff, all in old fashioned pale blue scrubs, masks and hats, they were having a meeting.

More friends of Mark n Lou's too.
My Family members were Aunty Betty & Julie - they were being blamed for the state of the girl who'd lost her grip on reality as they'd spent the afternoon with her.

An emergency plumber van, red and blue logo...24hr service.

I went back into the same dream, but was woken by a strong smell of incense or flowers... I could smell it as I came awake but once I moved there was no smell.
Oddly I just got a whiff of it then as I recalled the dream.
I'd been talking again with someone about the experience of being crazy. 

They were telling me 'Your real self isn't sane'  
It wasn't like I was being put on the spot... More of an open chat.
 

Then a really odd dream with Bret. 
We some how had got covered in a crazy woman's shit 🤣
he had it on his arms, and me and my socks n legs.
We're in my main dream space and we go to wash up by an outside sink by allies house. 
Him first then I sat on the drainer to wash my legs.
We had another female with us too.
We'd sat down together to chat.  Talking about aliens, family control and other odd stuff.
I'd wanted to smuggle a message to a guy called Tom in jail.  To meet the person who'd relay it I'd had to go threw a test involving a dragons egg.

I'd passed and my message had been sent.
I'd wanted to check he was ok.
An odd type of person appeared.  An old woman with a wild way.
She spoke alone with Bret first then to me and told me.

'This is Tom - Go ahead'
I asked her to wait while I considered my reply.  She did but she also told me she'd been observing my trials.
There was other stuff too, like where the shit came from.  A layered reality within... Lifts and lock ups.  Violence and fighting on top... But this is where people seemed to want to get too.
A fighter in black was observing us too.. He moved like liquid metal. 
People had left too, I'd been annoyed they'd not said goodbye..... But apparently they had and I'd been zoned out.
The woman relaying messages said to me - 'Leave of your priestess jewels this time'

She was referring to some odd green crystals I'd worn on my forehead.
I told her I'd rule nothing out.

On waking I was told...  'State condoned rape with psychiatric drugs, forced violation of my mind and soul'

Then a 3rd long dream. 
This time a London trip.   Street art of snoopy characters on white paving with a charcoal black chalk.
A fairground ride and street market.
Colourful patchwork clothes. 
The street art changed - as Pigpen arrived, all of them covered in his dust cloud.
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I split from the people I'd been with after buying a patchwork pinafore dress.
I'd changed and arranged to catch up with them later and I'd head straight to the holiday park we were to stay at.

On arrival I'd dumped my bag under a table at reception and gone to meet the Vet Ann who was running this place now.  We chatted and caught up, Suran was working there too.   Mainly on the entertainment side.
The place was packed now and I'd belatedly remembered my packed bag. 
On going back to retrieve it I was unsurprised to find it nicked. 
It was annoying as I hate the faff of cancelling cards. 
Fortunately they had taken out n chucked some of my clothes so I gathered them up.
I was making my way to a room where Ann told me I could use a phone...
But was met my an odd guy who refused to let me pass, showing me instead down on the ground with a gun.
This woke me up.

Last dream was dogs.  4 a sausage, a choc lab pup GSD and a dobi. 
I was giving the choc lab some pink medicine it's owners had asked me too, they had aggression issues with the dobi and I was suggesting my cousin may be able to help. 

 

Sex Work & A Fabric Tree

11/11

 

A very long prostitute dream, odd for me as I rarely dream about sex, and this didn't include much sex either... Despite the context. 

The setting is a huge grand house, with a tower close to a beach in an unfamiliar village.
Narrow streets of homes with bakery's and coffee shops.
I had a small apartment in the village but worked at the large house.  Mainly domestic help.
An older woman had a few females who did sex work for her, and she was recruiting me to.  It wasn't optional providing I was satisfactory, I'd be well compensated with the opportunity to move into the large house.
I wasn't sure how I felt about it and seeing my hesitance they had arranged a trial with a regular guy.
Her and one of her working girls helped me get ready.  A warm bath in one of the buildings luxurious bathrooms was a novelty to me, very different to the cold shower I had in my apartment at home.  Then they helped me into the underwear that had been selected for me and the other female provided make up and perfume.
I wouldn't be having intercourse on the first occasion, just foreplay and they would stay and watch.
The guy was gentle, and the experience though strange went ok.
I was to return to them the following day.

Hesitantly I did.  This time they left me to dress alone,  The older woman brought me a large drink to settle my nerves. 
I was to see a guy at 10pm then another at 11.
What unnerved me the most was outside the room... A gathering of guys at a large window, many with cameras with strange looking lenses.
The younger of the females closed the curtains, but explained the camera lenses worked threw the curtains and I would be observed.

 

It was a while till 10, and the room was to be used by another female first.  So I was permitted to look around the house.  Escorted though, by yet another female... I think they wanted to make sure I didn't take off.

The building was huge, with large function rooms where people were eating meals and dancing.  
The building had it's own car racing track too, the cars were old style race cars mainly dark green.
Sort of old fashioned hotel or grand house vibe. 
I'd gone out onto the street too... Into a strange ally way in the dark.  
The other female with me... But she left me when I spotted something unusual and I promised I'd return.

 

The thing I'd spotted was a holographic projector projecting 2 mice out of blue light, as I'd approached the mice left the light box and hopped onto a small brass sea-saw where they started to play before splitting into 4.   They played together in a cross pattern and I watched before heading back to the house.
I'd entered the room to find myself alone and curled up in the armchair there to wait.  I was laying on a guys leather coat.   It smelt unfamiliar, leather smoke and some kind of cologne  - was comforting in a way though and I'd fallen asleep.

I awake in the same room, but it's slightly different now.  Rather than guys the older woman arrives.  She tells me it's Christmas eve, and there will be no work tonight.
She's going to sleep in the bed there, she's in a nightdress with fluffy slippers and a crossword book.
A guy dose arrive, but not for sex.  He presses up against my back and puts his arms round me where he shows me a pile of leaves, they were made of thin bits of various leather and fabric all the same shape and size, and he flicks threw them... Showing me the texture and pattern of each....   He wants me to help him stick them to the wall where we will paint the trunk of a tree.