This time I was in caverns filled with huge crystals and pools of water. While exploring I meet long black serpent like dragon, it's face is like a sea-horse with huge black eyes. I think I'd been communicating with it telepathicly before that and it was guiding me to it.
I go to it, and touch it's face as I do it presses it's forehead into mine - Which sent me into a dream
The dream is set in a strange sunny town/village with the most beautiful lush bright green grass.
I'm on a central green area with a pond and well, around it are old communal housing buildings.
They are a yellow orangy colour and old pretty and small with exposed beams, but they have been unused and are crumbling in parts.
There is lots of work going on to repair and update the cottages, the people working on them are descendants of the original builders... the work is to make a new affordable communal living place. The work going on is amazing as people are re-discovering the gifts and crafts that have been lost threw the ages.
I get a little lost while exploring and find one area that is ultra modern and kinda out of place for the rest of the dream, in it there is a youngish male.
He is working on the gardens and helps me find my way outside... when we get there he starts clearing weeds from a pebble court yard exposing a beautiful pattern of swirling coloured pebbles, he is crying with joy as he dose it and is telling me that the stones were originally laid by one of his great great grandfathers.
As I wake, I'm back in the dream with the black serpent-dragon we still have our foreheads touching, I embrace it so our hearts are touching, and this sends me into a second dream.
This dream starts in a building... in the building there is a beautiful
unfamiliar woman she's got dark hair and eyes and rich soft skin, she
has children with her..... 3, she was also one of 3. Her family is
estranged.. The father is missing but he's due back soon, I make
them all cups of tea and leave them to talk. Outside the room they
were in is a magical world, I have no body and am flying round watching,
it's a coast line with clouds rolling in. It's like watching a film
set but the story is being told with clouds, light, weather and
nature... it's amazing to watch.
First I'm dreaming of the 3D flower of life pattern it's huge... the centre of each flower were it interlocks with the other bubbles is a heart. It's a bit like VR I'm inside the magic grid all & small.
Awsome dream.
The setting is a wired hub, like an astral bus station or something also feels like a city in that it's a meeting place.
It's both organic and synthetic the floor is like the circuit board from the hive collective dream. It's very modern, flashing signs and lifts made of soft grey material, it feels like it's in space it's open.
In it is my partner and another male and me, there is another female there but not present, she's a 'mother archetype' the main people are partner, me and this male... he's supposed to be American but sounds Scottish and I think he's called Schultz.
We have met to 'watch a film' although it's nothing like watching a film at all, it's like having a brain shower or something :P
It's about messages from beyond the grave. Our consciousness all join in this place for a info-feast, it's amazing it's really funny and very emotional we all laugh and cry together... there is lots of understanding and love. After the film we talk and share we learn together. My partner has made amazing spheres and layers of glass are working with negative space - but they are information too. People start popping in that we have experienced in life.. they are showing my partner how they are him too one that I remember is 2 females, one is an old partner of his and another is a female fox hunter... The 3 of them talk about karma / quantum entanglement.
We are having a meeting of minds for a meeting of hearts. I seem to be getting more and more lucid... and a little awake... but can maintain awareness of the dream hub and my life, I'm aware I can 'Ask Questions' in this place and that I'll know/learn or be shown the answers... I duno what to ask though!
So I ask, show me :)
I leave the hub.... and I experience layers of 'real' threw manifestations threw fields of light.... stuff I have no way of describing or making sense of while awake! lol I'm vast... spreading out and out.
When I wake it's that wired feeling of realising your way to huge for your body and you can only take a titchy bit back in to animate 'Andrea' :P I'm also having an Asthma attach and realise I've been very deep.
Next dream
There is a pantomime, a show. Also something about a safe with stuff in it, we have access to the key but the people who have the safe don't realise what they are keeping.
I'm going to take part, it's outside. There are lots of small horses/pony's there. I'm riding on a small one with no saddle and bridal but I realise the horse is a bit to small so I get of and walk beside it instead.... I walk to try and find it a saddle. The dream is set on a long green lawn area, to the sides are huge areas of wilderness that I want to go to... Part of me goes there but I'm aware that male me doesn't want to go so I also stay in the central green area.
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Next is so so so wired!! It's a poop race! I'm watching a wired toilet contraption... it has 4 toilet seats and the bottom is glass O.o lol
It's rigged up so that the person that poops fastest wins! There is some poop chutes that the poop slides down to set of buzzers!!
(I'm sure the symbolism will be obvious in this when I get it :P ) Wonder if it's the same as the DL speeds??
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Next yet another toilet dream...
I'm in a house asleep in a bed, a strange man walks in and wakes me. He needs a toilet seat! I get up and take him to the bathroom and give him the toilet seat???
He's happy, he's also asking about some of the stuff in the house... as he leaves I realise he's forgotten the loo seat he came for so I follow him out of the house with it, he's very grateful.
It was a void experience of being shown time again.... different lay outs (I should have drawn theses when I woke... it was to do with a planet too... and the awareness of the planet making a time/info pattern, I could see cross sections threw DNA too something to do with a singularity and a heart... oh and the DNA was tickly and hairy :P After that was a big blue hr glass type thing with energy moving in and threw it.
Recall is not peak at the moment, I guess it comes and goes.
I defiantly found another soul fragment though! The dream scape was odd, it was almost like a large viewing platform over a world. 'We' the dream characters seemed to be a mix of species, almost hybridised animal/human forms bird and mammal hybrids from what I can remember.
Species behaviour seemed to be determined by appetite and diet..... there was a wired tank there were we were growing types of edible moss in high humidity.
I went to go to a toilet - the bathroom in the dream was really out of place, it was 2 small bright blue rooms connected together no windows (I used to dream about bathrooms lots!)
Anyway as I walk into first room to go threw to were the toilet is something tugs my hair... loosens the thing fastening it. I realise it's a 'ghost' (This is often how some of the fragments first appear... as ghosts pestering other DC's or indivisible things that slam into me) I'm aware of the 'presents' of the other 'will' and I greet it. It's cautious, so I go to the loo :P lol me and the other 'will' regard each other, I think it tried to intimidate me but unsuccessfully it seems as I was happy to go to the loo whilst we contemplated each other.
I left the bathroom, with the 'will' still in it. Back in out on the world platform I was asking the others about the 'Ghost' in the bathroom, but no one seemed to know anything about it or had experienced it so I guessed it was there for me.
- On waking I can see a soul fragment... I'm not sure that's the right word! It's part of me that's fragmented for some reason, the fact it's shown up or I've found it means we are ready to come back together.... wonder how long it will take and what it is! :)
Next a black dragon, this time I seemed outside of it rather than being it. I have no body and am just an observer. This one had legs rather than a serpent type. It was an attractive looking creature in it's own way :) I think it was sleeping.
Then in contrast to the black dragon the next dream was rainbow ribbons, and Triad me :)
In the dream I'm standing at a bus stop with an elderly lady, I notice she has a ribbon in her pocket and I start to pull it out, then another pokes out from her shirt so I tug out that.... then i spot more and more of them!
We laugh as I pull all these colourful ribbons from places in her body and I realise she's an older me at that point not to be put out a younger male me appears (he's in the roll of 8 year old male school friend) He grins takes some ribbons of my and starts to poke them threw his stomach into his body!
Me and the older woman laugh and conclude that the male mind is wired :)
I pulled another card this morning too. 5 of crystals this time... SO I've had same card 2 times which was a Four, then Fives in 2 different Suits. So seems the Elements are still playing too :)
---- Musings! Just after I finished this the phrase 'Fools rush in where angels fear to tread' popped into my head.
The fool! The seeker! Angles/Angles... One int he same? Angels/Dragons? The Yin-Yang perhaps.
I was wondering if anyone else considered it that way round and then found the lyrics for
Jokerman by Bob Dylan! :D
Standing on the waters casting your bread
While the eyes of the idol with the iron head are glowing
Distant ships sailing into the mist,
You were born with a snake in both of your fists while a hurricane was blowing
Freedom just around the corner for you
But with the truth so far off, what good will it do?
Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman
So swiftly the sun sets in the sky,
You rise up and say goodbye to no one
Fools rush in where angels fear to tread,
Both of their futures, so full of dread, you don't show why
Shedding off one more layer of skin,
Keeping one step ahead of the persecutor within
Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman
You're a man of the mountains, you can walk on the clouds,
Manipulator of crowds, you're a dream twister
You're going to Sodom and Gomorrah
But what do you care? Ain't nobody there would want to marry your sister
Friend to the martyr, a friend to the woman of shame,
You look into the fiery furnace, see the rich man without any name
Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman
Well, the Book of Leviticus and Deuteronomy,
The law of the jungle and the sea are your only teachers
In the smoke of the twilight on a milk-white steed,
Michelangelo indeed could've carved out your features
Resting in the fields, far from the turbulent space,
Half asleep near the stars with a small dog licking your face
Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman
Well, the rifleman's stalking the sick and the lame,
Preacherman seeks the same, who'll get there first is uncertain
Nightsticks and water cannons, tear gas, padlocks,
Molotov cocktails and rocks behind every curtain,
False-hearted judges dying in the webs that they spin,
Only a matter of time 'til night comes steppin' in
Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman
It's a shadowy world, skies are slippery gray,
A woman just gave birth to a prince today and dressed him in scarlet
He'll put the priest in his pocket, put the blade to the heat,
Take the motherless children off the street
And place them at the feet of a harlot
Oh, Jokerman, you know what he wants,
Oh, Jokerman, you don't show any response
Jokerman dance to the nightingale tune,
Bird fly high by the light of the moon,
Oh, oh, oh, Jokerman
First an experience last night with cards.
I pulled one before sleep.
The 4 of Hearts or Cups.
I looked at the image first as I do. 4 is the number I see as creation/illusion/reality
It's the first thing with 4 points (dots) that can be flat or a shape... It can be a pyramid, flat like a square or it can be tolled like a tube!
It's a solid yet flexible number :D It's a water card so is dealing with emotion... Hummm but then water in my dreams is also Unity. A drop, or an ocean small or all.
In the card the 'One' is separated from the 'Three' No an individual not trinity connected to the whole?
I'd looked at the book meaning of this card and it didn't resonate... so I reshuffled the deck really well fanned it and picked a card and lol Same card! *High Five Universe* So this morning I'm contemplating the traditional image for this card, also the 3 and 1 and the contemplation (Buddha under Bodhi tree)
Sooo! Interesting, as I don't feel my heart is broken in fact I feel full of love :D I doo feel I've been working with Earth though... so prehaps it's time to let emotion into the party too... Oh, could the 4 be the Elements again? Hummm, Yes I think, I've worked with mind... spirit and earth (see tonight's dream) so next is water! Oh... the crying under the tree this morning! O.o *giggles* Ok, it was the right card after all!
So 2 Dreams.
First is a Dragon dream I'm not sure if this would have happened anyway or if this was brought on by contemplating trying the 'Earth Dragon' meditation as a dream.
Mid way threw the night I took the form of a long black serpent dragon wrapped round the world, I climbed into it and kept swallowing my tail until I kinda of rolled myself inside out (like a rubber tube) shedding a dead grey layer of triangular scales & skin as I did... This was a wired sensation.
(It's not the first time I've had a dream like this but I've never sheded scales before) I also often dream of being a tube/tunnel
I felt very 'heavy' on waking (This could of been cause I also accidentally dream shared with daughter though)
I've been for a long walk and sit under special tree, and felt some energy shift in me and work up. So feeling awake again now less heavy and more like I'm in the land of the living :)
This was what I mentioned above, I felt really 'heavy and sleepy on waking' Like I couldn't wake up properly so went for a walk to I was sitting with soul tree this morning it was beautiful and the sun was just peeping from round a tree opposite. It was so beautiful and I felt so happy there... I felt an 'energy shift' lower left stomach and work it's way up & out I was crying a bit just cause the morning was so beautifully perfect :) After this I felt much more awake.
Ooo, it's afternoon now I just pulled another card... 5 Swords, So if the cards were going round the medicine wheel Elements. , that fits with what would come after 4 cups!
So my other dream was the dream share one.
It was wired, for some reason we were getting rid of Fay (Eldest daughter) I don't know why.. the dream was wired, anyway I'd suddenly realised that we couldn't get rid of Fay and I had to do something about it.... a woman was coming to collect her.
As I got down stairs, the first thing Fay said to me was 'Mummy! You were in my dream, I wasn't wanted and was being sent away...... but you were on my side! '
I'm dreaming of dreaming.... my awareness was split between several layers of reality/waking/dreaming
I'm with others and we are learning dream sharing.
In the 1st dream in, I'm in a bed with some others, there are 4 or 5 of us, it's dark and I'm holding hands with the dreamer next to me as we all sleep into the 2nd dream in (We have no forms in the 2nd dream)
We are aware of both dreams too, part of our awareness is in the shared dream scape world and part is aware in the dream in which are our body's are asleep dreaming together.
(I'm also 'sleeping' very lightly as I keep waking to take notes and write them on the dream pad in the dark, I can easily re-enter the dream's in fact I think I might be aware of them still slightly while awake and taking notes.)
We all seem to be quite new to this, it's very good fun though and we are learning together.
Non of us can quite get a handle on who's doing what :P and we can't work out how to turn the lights on so it's quite dark in the dream :D
The dream scape we are sharing is a void type 'sand box'
The kind of void that you manifest stuff in with your mind.
It felt like experimental team work, we working together to try and sort ourselves out and make something work.
In the dark dream space we have drempt up a kind of track... it's shaped like a figure of 8 I think, it's black and magnetic... we have a small 'vehicle' (It's more of a hovering container) It can travel round the shape, it's held in place magnetically and can trace the inside and outside of the infinity shaped track easily and quickly.
I was aware that we were trying to 're-invent the wheel' lol :P
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Next was wired, or weirder ;)
I'd moved out of the dream 'structure' so I was outside it looking into the dream void. The dream was contained in a kind of web that looked like an interference pattern. It's larger like a dome and the holes have fallen away leaving a lattice type energy.
I think we all might be outside now..... we are playing with what can best be described as 'puppets on strings' On the outside of the dome shadows dance.
I remember at one point wondering if the dome was my skull... I also recall that it was 'stereoscopic'
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Thoughts on this dream, I'm wondering if the 'people' I'm with are the Elements again? (Hummm I'm going to say yes, as everything in my reality just 'swivelled' a bit... lol - It's like everything around me spins slightly, it happens when I get more lucid in life)
They were the ones trying to lay down together in last nights dream I was telling them it was ok to touch..
So I'm now wondering if this is my 'team' that I work with in dreams... I often am aware I'm working with a small group... Fire is the only one I regularly meet and talk to at the moment, the others I'm aware of but I never see there faces or remember talking to them.... just that they are with me, Oh actually the moon crone that's earth. I wonder if the animals are Archetypes or elements?
The wind it blows, it whispers 'Let go'
Making no sound, I twirl to the ground.
I run threw the woods and into the earth,
to die once again and await my re-birth.
Still, warm, embraced in dark arms.
How long will it be till the light lets me see?
I've lost what I am, I don't care what to be.
Formless potential lays within me.
A rain drop.
A beat.
like a heart.
I can feel.
Rhythm of one, I sing along.
A song, My breath! I whisper 'Let's go'
From out of my seed I start to uncurl.
It's an autumn kind of day today, the kind of day that reminds us to die daily :)
Dreams
First 'dream' I'm examining a thought construct that is close to the ground, it looks like a small shrub but sounds like a song!
The singer asks me if I can sing, I tell him 'no' (I don't think I understood the language) the singer tells me the translator/writer of the song was a genius.
People start leaving, someone asks why. It's cause we need a bigger thought construct, this one is out grown.
Next herd a new song about power. Oh I think it was the 'Power within' Young voices song.
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This was wired.... It wasn't like a dream it was more like watching an old cini film.
On the film was my parents, an aunt and uncle and more parents from the village I grew up in.
I was watching them, they were younger before any of them had children, but they were young adults.
On waking, I realise I was viewing potential parents for this life time! Interestingly the Aunt and Uncle both I was viewing are related to both sides of the same family. The Uncle is my Dad's Cousin, The Aunt my Mums nice.
The other parent - has a daughter 1 year older than me.... also ADHD who was also errrr untameable in a smiler manner to me.
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Next a dream of the Hillary Clinton! lol but she was also Donald Trump too... well she had his hair :P
She wanted me to 'help' but her campaign was messy and I got 'dog crap' all over my arms :P (lol full of shit perhaps) Anyway I blew her of to go shower and clean myself up.
When I got back I was handed a pile of Autumn leaves that were the votes, and I was ment to go wash them in milk??
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Next was hummmm it seemed like that errrr remote viewing more than a dream, it's not something I remember experiencing before. It's something to do with a girl at a university and a space station?
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Next 4 people on roll out mattresses with triangle shaped bolster cushions. They need to sleep but they don't want to get to close to each other - I'm telling them it's ok to touch. (Elements? )
The dream, dream... This was wired, I'd got to the dream place threw a document/article published in 2012, but only 8 people had viewed it?
I knew it was important... it was a place on or in the earth. I knew what was going to be there before I got there (travel was instant threw a portal)
There was a wired temple set in an other worldly jungle setting, sandy and bright.
The temple is made of dark/black smooth stone with tall pointed coulombs on the left and right in front of it long rectangular stone ponds... with dark water in.
There is a tidal/river flowing too and it rises each day to refresh the water in the temple pool's.
The lay out of it is very special, but the tides have changed and part of the temple will be washed away soon.
The people that live in the area are different too. I meet a large purple bat there that I chat with, he's friendly and is explaining stuff.
Can't remember what though :P
Oh just looked up Bats symbolism, all about rebirth lol Cool and amusing given todays poem and the comment of 'die' daily! *High five Bat* <3 ;)
Nice colours too, Purple & Black... and bang on theme!
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More piccys, I'll add them here to look at
together, medicine wheels all seem to be a little different so I need to
find what I'm comfee with :)
I was flying over forests that were also brains and cauliflowers! :D
I was flying in and out of 'tree worlds' and the amount of 'knowing' was incredible. I was in a you-me-verse like a story book, wired version of my own reality. It was both fun and funny. Then there was the words 'Water Hunter' ??
More shapes and images like wired squashing balls (Found this here ) Amazing images from inside! Anyway, in this part they were like that but all white (They were later in the dream to but coloured)
A massive Eagle owl too with awesome eyes, reminded me of 'fire' who I
sometimes meet in dreams and also the Alien with the Orange eyes.
There was also a part were I was seeing a the shape of 3 corned pyramids on top of each other. (Oh is that 5 too? ) Anyway there are 2 men, one keeps getting things broken in this pattern, and thinks he's unlucky but the other man is laughing as he sees it as a message.
First dream,
Setting is a 'room' it feels flimsy like a caravan or hummm not sure.... there was nothing outside it.
The room is many coloured, and full of containers draws and cupboards to sort things. They are all arranged by colour as well as shape and type, the things are in the room to be looked after and categorised.
There are shaped like the ones above they are made from what feels like play doh it's squashy can can change forms and vibrate.. There are lots of coloured lights in the room to 2 guys come in to repair one of the lights.
Some of the things in the room have been taken out to play with and I'm putting them away again so they are safe and organised.
(This could be mental house keeping :P literally experienced ) Some of the things I was using behaved like they were radio active, they had a half-life that I had a meter that could read.
I think there was someone with me while I was doing this, I was marking a chart for each of the items I was putting away it was a way of keeping track how often they were played with if I marked the half-life again before they were packed up.
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I'm aware of another short dream with Zak my toddler in it, there was a church and other people... Zak was busy and so was I, he was doing his own thing and me mine.. a female my mother in lawn in the dream she wanted me to 'worry' about Zak... they were telling me it was unnatural that I didn't 'Worry' lol
I was mildly irritated by this as he was fine, and I was fine... she was telling me the floor of the church was to hard to let him walk on and he might bump his head, so she was trying to cordon of areas were he couldn't go. I remember thinking, Meh, I'll let the 2 sort it out. (will have to think about this my mother in laws not the worrying type so she must have been representing an aspect of me)
Next Dream
The setting is a sort of 1600's dock, but it's not 'real' in that sense, it just has that sort of theme.
It's all arranged flat though like a massive dolls house with layers, the lower layer is underwater. I enter the dream from the front like my body is a doll someone is playing with and popping into a scene :P It's quite 'dark' the light is muted.
I'm in a light body form again similar to the one from Fridays dream. I'm gold-light, it looks like I have wing shapes, but these are just parts of my energy field that are like reflectors :P lol
I'm aware It's ok to use this form in this dream world as most people can't see it, and it's ok for the people who can see it to see.
First, I'm bringing together 2 male lovers... they are underwater they are find down there just walking round so I guess the water is emotion, they are not sure were each-other are though so I find one and he follows me to the other one of them.
I don't think I can speak to anyone in this dream... I don't remember saying much but I can hear other people talk to me.
I think there is also someone there who is dead? Or on the run from something, anyway I show him somewhere to go to then I go exploring. I go into a packed inn, it's like a huge sailor tavern rowdy and fun... I've forgotten that drunk or people under the influence can see me, one notices me and then points me out and more can see me. I laugh cause I 'know' them all, but realise I can't stay there and change my vibration to move out of the dream world.
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Sat's nights dream. I didn't get round to adding.
It was visually crazy, it was Ian's VR game but being made physically by gnomes and elves and magic. The room was huge with no roof, and on the back wall is a massive structure that is like a wired version of the mouse organ on bag puss, it's also powered by balls that work in a sort of pool table mechanism.
The balls that 'power' are silver ones but they are interspersed with blue and white plastic balls to stop things going to fast. It's the job of some of the gnomes to keep resting the balls.
I seem to be a pixi or something in the dream :P I have a cave to the right of the workshop filled with gems and a wand. I can also fly and do magic... I keep flying up to the top of the game machine and setting of fireworks and party poppers.
