Ewoks Reality Bombs and a Clock Tower

First dream before 1am was wired...   a plastic world and I'm planting a plastic forest.  Sucking things up with a black plastic hose. 

Next dream..

A game in a world with multiple species...  I'm part of their family's.  I change form dependant on who I'm with... sometimes I'm formless.   The main ones I recall are Ewoks we are small and furry and upright like teddy-bears.  (The teddy-bear avitar from Sundays dream perhaps?)
They live in what is like a cross between snow and a desert..  it's barren and cold, but overcast and there home is a bender built into hill side, the front is open and it's covered with old thick coloured fabrics...   lots of bits and bobs of tat inside and hanging from the supports. 
The living area spills out of the front onto the sandy ground, the floor is dirty coloured matting. 

There is a mother type Ewok and I'm one of her offspring too I'm visiting and it's good to see her again... we hug alot (it's furry :P)     She tells me 'To linger in our home is to perish with neither sustenance or light' she sends me away with a gift and a mission.   She goes to find the gift from the tat at the back of the bender.

The gift is a bottle of sterile saline the kind for infections inside is a hamster in clothing.   It's floating like a specimen in formalin.   I put it in my pocket and wish them good bye.... they tell me to return when the clock is at 6.   
I walk away from the camp and to a coastal bay,  on the shore hares and badgers appear running to greet me.  I smile and stroke them.

The bay is small and surrounded by rocks, underfoot is shingle and small pebbles.   I wade out into the water until it's up to my calves (not deep cause I'm short and furry) 
The water is full of starfish with trailing tendrils from their 5 points, the tendrils contain a psychoactive substance that causes hallucinations...   I can see my vision fragmenting into coloured fractals --(at this point a local friend appears on the shore and says you need to come out your getting stung) but I grin and go deeper into the trance. 

As the trance and hallucinations fade I'm in another world with another family, setting is a dark building this time tall green skinned orc like (not dissimilar to the Bogart I was a week or so ago)  the are bulkier though and taller and green very familiar.  It's great to see them again, I'm in a wispy form with no actually body.   They give me a 'reality bomb'   (I know these from many other dreams :P there fun!)   I've only been subjected to them landing on me, but this time I'm being given one to set off! :D      I'm instructed to use it in a town/city for maximum effect.   They show me a clock and tell me to return when the pointers are at 12.


I wake with the message  'The 'future' will be here in a second'  which makes me laugh.    

I bobble in and out of HH's for a bit...  there is an 70's looking school in Russia.  It's very basic, the floor is blue and I'm being asked what disinfectant to use to clean it.... It gets more dream like and one of my green orc friends appears to say goodbye.   Next 2 men come in wearing only thin black tights and start Cossak dancing I watch then cheer, we talk about communism and politics for a bit then left and right duality and balance...    There is a game of 'before time began.. and elder races'   I woke myself back up here coughing.

Last dream.

Another game....  this one starts with us entering the dreamscape from the front.    Like dolls placed into a toy town, me and male me split as we enter.    We have a potato man too he's at the top and is like a life bar!   Every time we fuck up the potato man gets kicked, beaten up, abused or eaten, it's game over when he's mashed.
Me and male me go separate ways the dream is split so I'm seeing where he's going and where I'm going like an overlay, but I'm also looking at scene as if I'm outside it looking at us both as dolls.

The dreamscape is like a town there is a path going up and one going down, male me sets of up and me down.   He's walking a path between neat houses with gardens and hedges going up and up.    I'm heading down into a harbour waterfront area of a seedy town.  It's rundown dirty there are grubby shops tattoo parlours, take-aways, taverns and cheep shows.... it's like a old fishing town turned tacky seaside town.  
I lose the vision of male me and potato man and get absorbed into the dream. 

I take a job as a make-up artist doing stage make-up for a drag type show.  
My ward/employer is the 'dwarf character I asked to marry me, I 'know' him by his black eyes and he 'knows' me...   but we stay in character for the sake of the game...    In the dream he's tall dark and sleazy he clearly fancy's me - I let him know it's not happening but when I put on his make up looking in his eyes is intense - and there is an obvious attraction but not the current game body.    Near the end of his life (he smashed his spud early on) I'm putting blue face paint onto him, the flirting becomes more intense.     He dies on stage. 

Out of work I leave the waterfront area and head towards the area where I know male me is.  It's a long way up and as I follow his trail it's lined with white fluffy feathery clouds...  the game world becomes dark and as I get higher I realise I'm moving threw dream layers and becoming more lucid...

I find male me outside of what is an epic looking building, its hyper real and almost cartoon like.  

It's like a mix between a church/clock tower/night club.   There is coloured flashing lights at the tall arched windows and banging techno, the building is black bricks with purple woodwork and the tower is huge going way way up in the air.  
It's set in a large area of grass like a neatly kept garden, and the building is lit from the grass by up-lights so it glows in against the blackness of the night.
I walk towards male me who's white and fluffy/feathery looking like the trail he's leaving... he kinda glows a bit -  too he shouts to me 'Did you get us killed then?'    Before I get close to him the door to the building opens and out walks the black eye guy in his new body!

He's an upright pirate dog, ginger furr and peg leg, a black hat with a purple feather poking out of it and a patch over one of his black eyes.  I laugh out loud when I see him he grins his dog grin and growls 'I knew, you'd come!' 
He picks me up in a cradle hold and carries me over the threshold like a bride  into the creepy-party building.   Male me kinda rolls his eyes and follows us in.   

Inside is also hyper real, there is a raised dance floor, lasers a long bar against one wall.
I'm plonked on my feet as black eye guy sweeps his hand round and gestures to the room.... he leads me to the dance floor introduces me to 2 females dancing and heads of again.    The dance-floor glows and the building is way bigger inside that out, it's hard to make out the purple arched rafters way above,  one of the women I chat to is a business type woman (it could possible be the same one I killed in a dream a while back)  Another female is intoxicated on the laying on the dance floor.  

Dog-guy appears around and wants to show me round, I tell him 'fuck of I'm dancing' but he's amendment.. so we float up to the celling.   We are up in the rafters, below the clock tower... above us the tower goes on and on, and below us is a hole too the same square shape it's impossible to see an end to either.

I tell him I know what this place is, it's the same as the 3 prisons side by side in this dream I had... It was a prison full of drugs, sex, games..  I flash a picture of it into his mind, then I show him the security around the buildings we are in.    He laughs, and flashes a picture into my mind of large red beds on a loft landing overlooking the dance floor and tells me 'We can fuck here too'    I laugh and  tell him 'Perhaps, you have to catch me first though'   
I drop, free-fall like a stone down the hole.... he laughs and follows...   we free fall for ages picking up more and more speed I let myself dissipate into a smokey form.. he copy's and we mix neither of us solid... just black shadowy smoke we pull up short of some lava at the bottom of the tower and start to fly up again, twisting in round each-other like a spiral whirlwind   - So fast, as we fly threw the church/rave we start to dematerialise that too so its falling away into nothingness    finally all that is left is the outline/skeleton of a massive clock and below it the outlines of cogs and a giant swinging pendulum 

I wake up. 


 I had a wired card experience later that day in the evening.   I felt like I should pull a card before bed, as I was shuffling I was thinking about Aleister Crowley  (It was to do with what the LLO books say about him over identifying with 'The Beast' archetype ect.   Anyway, I was thinking about the darker male aspect I've been working with over the winter as he's the 'devil' archetype in some ways   (

Last nights dreams was these 2 cards together.......   The clock tower in the dream too was also 'The Tower' card.   Which follows the Devil card.   The devil aspect was a dog rather than a goat but his was the animalistic side of desire.

Low and behold out of the 52 cards..  I felt I should pull 2 next to eachother.  One was 'The Devil'  only in my cards it's 'The big bad Wolf'   

Anyhoooo  It was really bang on, how threw integrating and accepting our darkest aspects is an important step on the path to love....  :)   and another reminder that I dream my self threw the hero's journey threw the archetypes each time a little deeper than the last!

Mountain-top Flight and Hybrid School.

First dream was around 1am

Setting was on the side of a small but steep mountain on a lovely day, there was an old school 80's bus parked on a track up to it and lots of people around.  Their guides too it was a busy mountain!    I was flying in the sky and trying to get others to join me. 

Some people wouldn't get of the bus, others were talking with their guides, some were clinging to the rocks terrified and I was chucking myself of the mountain and zooming around. 
I went into the bus to try and get some of the other DC's out and I broke the skylight open for them a few followed me onto the roof to try and fly I was showing them I could so they understood they could too and a few joined me in the sky.    I was also helping the guides too I think, I rememberer sitting with someone and manipulating time showing them 6months either way of their 'now'  depending on what they do 'now'.  I was talking with a guy who was concerned about 'protecting his investment' as something that looked good was now shakier.  I was scrolling time back to 6mths... then forward 6months so we could view 'past' and 'future' 

Second & 3rd dreams were also like school field trips.. 

In one we are in a large group on a big night walk around cliff tops.... we are a large mix of species, humans and reptiles and all kids of variations & hybrids.  We are testing who we can get on with and who we don't.    3rd dream was hazy, the main bit I recall was that we had 'consciousness' in a perti dishes  and were examining it :P

Game Dreams.

Sunday nights dreams were odd.

I had dreams about being 'Me' in this life which is quite rare... 

In one....  I met 2 elderly relatives that I love like parents..  It had been there 60th wedding anniversary end of last week and I'd been really upset that I didn't get to meet them (or see them much now cause I'm 100's of miles away)   
In the dream I was in my yoga class and someone who looked like a young version of my Aunty Betty walked past the door... I excused myself from the class to go look.   Outside my elderly relatives Aunty Sheila and Uncle Eric were sitting in at a table, I rushed up to hug them and congratulate them.... It was so real. 

It felt like I'd met them all in astral :heart:

In another me and Ian were in bed... he'd woken me up as he'd read a live report about an alien invasion in a place called 'point pier' in Durban   (I'd had a dream before this about swimming in the sea in Australia)   we were looking at his ipad at a google earth type of map and had zoomed right in.

There were police launches and then we saw a lots of 'alien's' coming out of the water.  Long limbs glowing... with green bobbly brains.     We were totally transfixed then the channel cut out with a government screen-saver message and we looked at each other thinking...  'wow, did we just watch that?' 

In another lucid dream I was face to face with a cartoon horse/dragon..    I was very lucid and was challenging it.....    It was odd we were trying to deconstruct each-other??

Last-nights dreams.

Set in a cottage in a forest it's windy and rainy outside but we have the windows open, we are around 4 people and packing up to leave and sorting things into box's   -  I know I'm in a world in a game... and that it's also a book - we all have wired amount of eyes... some one and some 3.    I have the book, it's already written I've not got to the chapter called 'Ren' yet but it's not far.  I'm trying to decide if I should read first or play first but I don't want spoilers!    Both seem to go together so I decide I will play a bit then read a bit then play a bit.... the book is like a fairytale.   There is a fairy-god mother among the archetypes.    I'm keeping 2 small fires burning one in each of the 2 downstairs rooms, a friend Angus has just arrived out of the cold and I'm banking what looks like an old bread oven with a metal door...   I leave it open to let the heat into the room and another friend makes up a bed for Angus to rest in.    The fire in the other room is just on the floor, not even a grate or anything.   As I wake I have a wired thing...  I was ment to pick pick an avatar for something there was 2 choices but I thought of 'Teddy-bear' instead. I wake with 'first teddy Avitar' in my head :P

I felt wired when I woke and meditated a bit....  my crown and feet were buzzing and tingling, it was not unpleasant at all and I chilled out and went back to sleep. 

Next was visions no body... it was like watching being clouds interacting, dark ones and light ones.... It was like being in something balancing...  like if you poured hot black water into cold white water, I was swirling to reach balance.  

Last dream,

I'm in a futuristic grey metal city...  people are looking for each-other, there is a glowing temple hidden in a kinda multi-story car-park thingy.   It's made to look like something else like a fast food restaurant but some of us know what it is.   I can get in and out of it but we are not supposed to.... It recognises me and I can pass all the security, the floor is covered in orange dry fallen leaves   but there are no trees anywhere in the city.

I'm called for a meeting in a big building, it's full of work stations and classrooms.   At the desks things are being built geometric shapes mainly out of magnetic things.   I don't walk I float a foot or so above the ground... I'm talking telepathicly with the person I'm going to meet, I'm admiring the deep green carpet...  (it connects everyone and everything in the building to one network)   (In the dream I know this is like the hidden circuitry in this dream - When I reach the meeting it's with a guy I know, he is in the control room of this building I'm looking at the feed from the carpet. 


-  Hummm, Part of my thinks these dreams are influenced by reading 'The Game series' but my intuition is strongly telling me my dreams came first.....   I was chatting to friend this morning about body stasis dream I had months before reading the game books.  I realised chatting to her that the energy flow in last nights meditation matched the upside down triangle thingy from this body storage dream. 

Animals Under a Castle

Dreaming of a castle, in the dream is was Bamburguh but it looked more like Dunstanbugh newly built ...
Anyhooo it was a beautiful sandstone castle/stately home.   
There was a family living in it but it was open to the public, full of antiques  and in the dream my mother had some connection to the original builders. 
I'm talking to a curator as we look out of massive windows onto lush green rolling countryside and I'm asking her about the rumours of the crypts under the castle. 

She's reluctant to talk of them, but I have ancient drawings with me about the castle design that match with the ones they have there so it's not easy to fob me off.   She calls for hummmm he was kind of a re-enactment type of guy dressed as an old guard.   He offers to show me, so we go out into the court yard inside the castle walls and he unlocks a way down into the area below.  I don't enter, I don't need to as I float my awareness down into the crypts above it to compare the several old maps..

The guard grumbles that the conspiracy theory's ruined the place.....  but as I look into the crypts I can see different reality's blurring/breathing in and out of each-other.   The prominent one for me is the cause of the conspiracy theory the crypts are filled with animals in a relaxed stasis  1000's of species of animals from all over the world stored her as a genetic safeguard or something.   They look alive and can move a little but they are frozen in time.   It was like an underground Noah's arc or something.   I tell him I know the claims were exaggerated to make it look improbable. 

This seems to be linked to the war & stonework dreams
Also the dream a few nights ago with regard to conspiracy people and the animals...
Likaly the last dream of this night too with the statue
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Dream after that was about trying to empty a bath tub but the water going down the bath tap but up into the sink and all over the floor flooding the room before bringing down the ceiling in the room below.  

Oh... just remembered another part of my dream a new university in a massive white room with white desk and white monitors...   We were all playing the same MMO game and we each had a wired white mouse with no buttons I guess a bit like an apple one.

There wasn't quite enough gaming stations and a guy kept pinching my mouse when I did I kept tickling him so he couldn't play either.

City Wedding and Organising.

Disturbed night with ill kids. 

First dream I remember was in an aunts house, laying on the hearth sleeping... and keeping the fire going.  There had been a flood and stuff needed to dry out I was adding wood as it burnt down.


Next dream

Wedding of a friend I'd not seen in years, I'd been invited I didn't know her husband this time...     I'd been driven to the wedding by Ian in a car with no road tax, when we realised there was no tax I got out and walked rest of the way...  Zak was with me in a sling.   Wedding was in a reg office, with a spiral staircase up to it, I got there to late and people were moving on to go have a meal.  Dom was there and some others and he was going to walk with me to show me were the meal was going to be.   Next bit was wired like parkour street running hard though as I had Zak on my back.   We were going up and down brick stairs and threw buildings again (a little like the wind race)

When I get to the place were the meal is, the room is quite dark with lots of low sofas... Rachael and her new hubby are there on 2 of them, they are alone and in front of them is a large plate of cheeses.   It's wiredly formal.

Next dream

Large venue with a central bar/serving area.    First it's like a student union bar I come in with a phone and ask if there is a Natasha in the room, I have a call for her from her brother (he's psychic)   Next there is a children's birthday party with balloons and I'm arranging to get up early with the other mums, we are going to take kids and selves horse riding but stop for breakfast first... one of the Mums is making a fuss about gluten free restaurant??   (This was all quite odd...  I felt very remote from what was happening with the other DC's)  Next the dads are discussing buying a football club.   ??

Fire Pattern and Animals

First dream is hazy recall, I was with Jon Cress an old house mate in this shitty red car he used to have :P  We were driving it round inside a large shop crashing into stuff.

Second dream
Lots of animals  I was in this farmland it looked like late summer when the corn has been cut but the stubble still in the field, low afternoon sun and hedgerows green and overgrown.   It was like Northumberland but the animals were from sub Saharan Africa gazelles, lions, giraffes and stuff all wandering round these cut corn field's   I was there for a reason I can't recall

I passed lots semi famous conspiracy theorists in the field too :stuck_out_tongue:   They were all walking in the opposite direction to me... we nod in acknowledgement as we pass each-other I remember thinking  'Oh, that's David Wilcox'.... I kept on walking threw the fields and all of the animals were coming up to me and walking with me,  it was wired and cool...   I had my hand on a gazelles neck but all the creatures were making there way towards me or already around me...   as they reach me we lay down and I sleep into another dream.

In the dream dream
I'm performing a ritual making lines of fire in a square and circul shape that overlapped.   
It was in a hummm   I'll draw it.   The ground was dark wood boards with red rugs and I was drawing with fire, cutting a channel of it into the floor by thinking it, It flowed like lava but flamed too.    In the centre of the room was a pool long and thin with water.   There were candles floating in the water.
I was watching me from above too as the design was big covering much of the large room and I needed to see above me to to get the perspective right.   
The room had no walls, but 4 tall wooden posts on each corner of the square wooden platform  they were very high, possibly holding up a canopy but all was dark except for the flame lines and candles.     We may well have been floating in space, I could 'see' other stuff too....   it was a little like my void dreams but the room was in the void.   There were 2 other dreams 'playing' like films... these could have been to the sides or in segments of the fire.   One was of tracks and vehicles that were alive they could split themselves like cells into more and more carriages but were still one train/vehicle.... another had 2 black and white cat's fighting over raw stake cubes (Carry & Funnyface

Wind Race, Underground Rooms and Beach Statue.

First dream is a errr I guess it was a race/game/hunt, we were in an unfamiliar town and the race was in and out of buildings and doors.... the town was really windy too so we had to struggle with draughts and doors not blowing of.   The race was to find the 'One in the Many'    It was really good fun, fast and blowy :D


Next dream is set in my normal dream zone in the newsagents... as usual it's got many storeys and the dream is taking part in a lower area mainly underground.   It's a dwelling, but also very busy.   There is a large central white room,   to the east is what appears to be  a tacky fake wooden bedroom unit, but looking closer you can see a cave network behind it.   To get into caves you need to go threw what looks like a cupboard door.     Thew the back is cosy space carved into sandstone bedrock.   It's lit with modern up-lighting and there is a low bed area carved out of the rock with a stuffed mattress and bedspread.   There are some candles in glass jars and a white porcine sink too, this is placed onto a levelled of bit of the cave and is functional.     There is a long narrow passage in the rock that also leads round the east side of the large central white room and a storage area.

To the North of the central room is a 2 large double-glazed glass doors, they lead into a room that is for performances and functions, there is a secrete passage here too...  only me and male me (who is my bro) know about this though.   It goes down into a large square concrete room, in the dream we are hiding something here...   hummm, it wasn't drugs but we were behaving like it was drugs.   It's in a bag and it's small and white and plastic   :P   It's hidden here.

In the dream we are waiting for a performance male me has left and the main white room is full of people, I'm with an unusual group... I'm me in the dream but I'm accompanied by 2 tall men in dark suits and glasses they are like bouncers or body guards but they are my friends I'm aware the other DC's are suspicious of us, then another female arrives she;s a little older than me also short and sings beautifully.

We go into the performance room to watch a show and I lead, I go to the east corner and we all sit down... as the show starts we are looking onto a playing field of people playing basket ball with these impossibly high hoops... they kind of take off to jump up to them, then land in rope safety nets...  at this point I'm just hovering awareness looking at the hoops and seeing the balls. 

Last dream

I'm on a rocky sandy sea shore at low tied,  the sky is light cloud, it has the feel that evening is approaching.  

As I watch the sand a wired stone sculpture appears coming out of the sand and way up into the air .... it's a dolphin and 2 serpents.  
The serpents are wrapped round the dolphin and the whole thing is massive and automated, it rises up out of the sand and the whole structure twists around it's self with the dolphin in the middle and then it dives below the sand again.   I walk over the sand where it rose from, and the rocks change slightly so that I'm in a cliff like gully that leads to the sea, there are rooms and temples carved into the cliff walls.
Remotely viewing the cave rooms while I walk along the sand I can see wired black gold angular paintings/carvings inside them that are familiar to me. 
The sea is round my ankles now and I'm nekid, I go out into the sea to swim and am joined by a massive  alligator...  (I duno how to tell them apart)   
I'm stroking it and swimming with it I can sooth it with my mind so it's placid and doesn't attack.    Some small kids arrive to play and I keep the croc with me.... as I watch back threw the gully there are kids playing on the sand....  the tide is out with me now and I can see the sand reverberating where the statue is... 

I call to the kids to move as the statue is coming back, they don't know me so are scared to come towards me  -  so me and the alligator move towards them to scare them off and back to the safety of their parents.