Monday, 24 July 2017

Weekends dreams.. Some lucid, Dog's Sea.. Off World.


Sat's dream.  I'm with Dom my xpartner.. 
(Meby this followed on from the him as a DJ dream-game a few nights ago...  where most other DC's were NPC's or not with it... I can't even remember if I wrote that up) 
Anyhow in this dream we are in a game again it's like a crime to solve our 'contacts' have had brain/mind locks put in place that is stopping them remembering things.....  we can see them in there heads they are like wheel clamps on certain memory pathways.   

They have been set so they explode if tampered with and kill the person.   It got more game like and a bit more like VR after that I think there were headsets of some types - the world we are in is odd there is lots of sex, it's a collecting game like 'pokomon or something'  but it's a world with lots of people and we collect each other by finding and having sex with a target - it was quite involved with many levels and also fantasy style monsters to mate with in the higher levels.



Then Another dream Sat.
 I'm on Brighton beach there is a big circus there but to enter you need a vaccine first.  I don't go in.
The DC's all have different coloured hair, there is a roofless mini bus filled with lots of old women all with crazy hair one has green pigtails another purple braids.  I wade out into the sea which is lovely and the dream glitches here.    Waves stop/water not wet.   Like being frozen in a hologram... it starts up again. 
In the sea are squirty bath toys, I'm collecting them.
For some people the sea is like jello slime and is coating them in gunk but for me it's gorgeous clear and blue still.

Sundays Dream the only one I could be bothered to write up.  This ones's strangely real/detailed)

Seaside town possibly somewhere in Europe, it's warm the streets are shadowed as the building are 3 storeys high and roads narrow only wide enough for a single car.     Strings of old fasioned coloured light bulbs are hung criss cross down the streets and there are lots of cafes and tables and chairs spilling out onto the thin roads.    It's old fashioned but in a timeless way - the cars are modern and peoples clothing is current. 

People spend most of the time in the streets both day and night. 

A small girl only around2 nearly wanders into the road in front of a passing car....   I grab her out of the way, she's lost her Mama.  I take her hand and tell her I'll walk with her till we spot her Mama.

As we walk the girl ages and morphs lots into different children different ages..  sometimes black, sometimes white.    I'm staying with them to keep them company.   When I find her family her Mama isn't there but her Auntys are and the girl runs to play with cousins... they are meby Spanish ..   I'm not sure.  Anyhooo they have dark skin and straight hair..  the Aunty thanks me and tells me the kids Mama is looking for her but she'll send word she's home safe again.

I walk of and get onto a small bus, it's destination is the waterfront a small old harbour way down threw the crowded streets it's hard for the bus to pass all the people.   I see myself in the mirror I've got dark skin and straight hair too.  The bus drops me at the sea front the view across the waters are lovely.  I wake here. (edited)


Last nights.

Roz is very pregnant the baby is growing fast...   I'm in her house showing people round for some reason.  In the dream the house is lovely... then the lucid bit flying but flying threw things... trying to stay lucid enough not to smash into trees but asleep enough to keep flying threw things and not wake. 

Fay is singing in a parade, Donald trump is in a Float. 

I have a home with 4 dogs..  We ware cub/scout uniforms of some kind...  I'm asking someone about make-up?  They show me how they apply it, it's heavy they have dark long hair and dark skin  I'm morphing between looking and being the face the make-up is applied too.     The only other thing I remember about this dream is a massive box of 400 tea bags!  It's a brand I've never seen...  brown and white packing with blue logo it's like a catering sized box all the bags are wrapped separately.  The box's is nearly empty and I'm flatting it to recycle it. 

Next is the big dream I'm again at my Grans house..  (So possibly male ancestor stuff)  There is a row argument there  it's her old house that was 2 storeys with an Aga cooker and pantry and veg garden. 
It was before the newer cottages were built so before I was born and the view over the sea is lovely.  )
There is an argument/row and several people are kicked out, we are all family.   I'm not in the group that have been ejected from the family home...  so I'm welcome to stay but the people who've been kicked out are kinda more fun (unethical)  drink/drugs/crime/party's...   I'm thinking it's going to be pretty dull staying if they have all gone so I go with them taking on there taint as it were and ostracising myself from the family too by siding with them. 

We in a house under house arrest... It's a bit like trainspotting.  We'd agreed to the house arrest as we could just sit round smoking pot, selling coke and gaming... while I'm with them it turns out that this is kind of a 'cover' and that we are part of a wired 'group' that I start to get to know.    As I'm not under the arrest thing I can come and go so end up bringing/fetching and relaying messages.



After the arrest period is over I'm at some kind of party with them - it's wired people are quite well off and well connected.   There is a wired core group that I'm being asked to join and as the party's over I get introduced to various people one is a female we are probably both early 30's she's got dark/black hair.  I'm not certain what I looked like but I was female too. 

We watch a debriefing vid and while I'm watching it an older guy next to me is talking about the 'off world control centres' He tells me I 'know' of them but not how to reliably interact with them yet... that's his.   'Skill, power.. he is in constant contact with the off world control.    (lol this all made lots more sense in the dream) 

Though we are like a hummm   'resistance' to the system of control. 

The female I'm with tells me her speciality is phone numbers she hands me a bit of paper I'd written on way earlier in the dream.  It's got my writing on in blue biro it's an old reporters pad sheet..  It has my name/address and contact details in my own writing then in her writing it has notes about my life.... she's also put her contact details on the paper for me to keep.

It's my turn to tell them my 'power'  I duno what it's going to be up until that point then I do.   I go to where there is an old guard dog it's belonged to a guy in the group but it's old and blind now and very aggressive.  It's been kept looked up and food throw at it as it's to aggressive to touch.    I go and get it....  I can influence animals with my intention.. it's not like control but has the same effect, I kinda 'show' the animal what's going on and what I'm going to do and it comes with me in my arms.  The group are confused and wary at first but I tell them it's ok to touch the dog and to say good bye to it  - they do and the dog allowed them to pet it and remembers it I then tell the dog it's it's time to die and it stops it's own heart and brain function at my intention and dies.   

They like my 'power' O.o

Sunday, 16 July 2017

Day dreams and Night dreams.

Sat Night.

A large table, I'm feeding people making sandwich's I make a grumpy yoga a tuna sandwich and they put vinegar on it but eat it.  I outside and go into a child's playground it's sunny....  there are big kids on the swings and they have tangled them so small kids can't play.    I go and untangle them  and younger kids appear and start playing.  I'm walking back the way I came it's sunny...  there is a dug out mine in a cliff face...  It goes down below ground level.   Full of small white stone chippings, a child loses a ball and I jump down to fetch it, there are 2 women below selling cosmetics.  I get the ball and leave.

Next dream is a holiday cottage on a cliff top my dad and his partner are there as are 100's more it's sunny always sunny no night.  The cottage has lots of windows and a balcony looking out over the sea.

We are singing together.

Last dream I was here on the green.   First we notice that there are puddles the dog goes and lays in one... the view is different  like the houses are missing and there is a view sloping down over countryside as I'm watching a wave/water is flowing in.  It's flowing uphill but slowly... it's beautiful  flat like glass reflecting the sky above no ripples.  

Sunday night.

First dream... a beautiful old terraced house with front and back garden and a wrote iron fence.    
It's evening/dusk   garden is dimly lit by as silvery moon and we are all in the back gardens.  The neighbour has done some work on the fence and taken it down... as they remove the fence we see there is a beautiful old stream/waterfall.    It's spring fed and the water flows down over smooth grey slabs of stones the grey stones have pink veins threw them that sparkle. 

We are renovating the garden... at the spring sores there a wooden open hut it's been hidden lost for 80 years or so and is kind of 'frozen' in time.. there is an old piano there and bottles of flowers and stuff.   I want to take it's piccy but I've lost a camera. 

At the front in front of the houses there is wired goo/mush/slime coming from the stream.....  it's hummm  some kind of run off.   We are clearing up and sorting out old plants sweeping up all in the moonlight.



Second dream was a similar garden.. this time there is a wet tent.. it's bit wired orange 70's frame/trailer tent.   It's in a park like  community space  it's raining and night.   I have special powers of shrinking things... or myself so small that we are just collapsing into molecule size.    Or grow stuff too making it huge. 

I can also echo locate...  I can 'see' sound vibrations and how they bounce back..   I can also see a wired bone structure that I'm using to do it.  I draw it in the air to show people.... I can use it to guide stuff in space

Friday, 14 July 2017

More lessons, Fractured Mind and What to Learn.


Dream 1   massive collage...  So a learning dream.  The intake was massive - people everywhere and infants too...   I was familiar with the lay out and set up but there was competition for dorms/spaces/rooms.   Shower facility's were massive  (Also familiar... like this is a real place, but not from this dream...)  Stainless steal locker/storage and and huge wet room.  In the dream the campus had 2 factions, that were having a mock war/battle conflict.    There was a huge age range of people from toddler to old people....   at one point something was taken from me but I found the people and they gave it back.   (This normally means I'm hanging onto something not healthy/useful)   2 versions of my masculine were there my Bro & Jack. (edited)


Next dream  I'm in a car in an unfamiliar city.  @guy   I know your busy but I'd love you to have a go at this dream  (likely so that I can disagree with you O.o  cause I'm like that)  but you make me think about stuff differently!

Clear blue sky, warm and summer.

  Zak (youngest is with me and also a gaming friend who is morphing between several male gaming friends I've had so is probably male me)
So in a car....   We have a laptop and are logging into onto a game..    When we log back in  'male' me is checking out of a zone/achievement/goal - but as female me I've not been working on it, so I have a crap achievement/score and haven't finished it yet..

I'm a bit Miffed I've missed out on it but as we log in as one...   and  I have enough to pass it and as we logged back on as one I have passed/completed this thing  now - so can't go back.


Part of me regrets being to linked to (my) male companion  (This is dream speak for my logic/competitive)   The male gamer leaves and I'm alone in the car with Zak.   We are in a wired unfamiliar city... 

It's a residential wide street meby America nothing like I've seen in the UK.  Our car is parked facing uphill...    Out of the window I see guys on the left  running down the path on the opposite side of the street, tall black and they have odd guns & hand grenades.   I realise we are in a battle zone...   and see more people very similar running up the street on our side right.   

I'm with Zak and realise we don't want to be in the middle of this.   I don't drive but can make the car move with my mind so we follow the road for a bit looking for somewhere to pull over.
Out of the town it's a winding lane following a cliff face to the left..   We pull into a lay-by hoping to stop cause I'm controlling the car from the back seat using emotions.   As we stop a massive strong waterfall pours over the car..   coming in and making us wet.  We don't mind but when we set off again we are on a bike, me at the front Zak at the back.   We go down hill into a small county village. 

On the right is an ancient church...  At first I see members of my family (Cousins and an aunt on my mums side) I've not seen for years, I go to them and tell them I'm sorry I logged out to fast, I want them to tell my Dad I didn't mean to not finish.    
I leave the path alone now and walk back up to the ancient church it's a lovely day and there is 100's of people around the old building...   it's got the feel of a funeral but people are dressed for a wedding, meby 50/60's style.   The church is full and people are in the grave yard all dressed and waiting..   It's exciting.    To my right are cliffs again, the same as the waterfall...    Left is the road winding down the hill it seems like a valley road. 

I'm in the church ground with an elderly lady in a flamboyant hat...   She has a dog with her wearing a bow tie.   I'm not a guest as such I've just come in cause I want to see what's going on... as I go up to her and her dog there is a 'last stand' type of salute/band (which is the only thing that marked it as a funeral rather than wedding) but me and the elderly lady are looking down at her dog who is sat on it's haunches with it's chest puffed out looking up at the sky. (edited)

Thursday, 13 July 2017

More things Morphing.

My bloody cat was such a pain in the ass last night, I must have chucked her of the bed about 20 times and each time she got back on and into my face

First part of the night was



Dreams about trying to sleep but being pestered by entity's/creatures/invisible things....     lol   fairly straightforward what that ment :D    Stupid cat and her dying flea infestation.



Second one was more wired....  I was in a transport hub underground place (It was a bit like a motorway service station but surreal and underground...  it served the same function as a servise station.   I was part of a convoy and we'd stopped to rest and were packing up to leave.  I couldn't find my stuff.    My group had left and a guy offered to relay me onto the next meeting hub to catch up with my group. 

He did when we got there I realised he was the one who'd taken my belongings.   There were hidden in wired places round his car they were just stuff like a cardigan, dog lead..  fairly dull things but clearly mine.  I contented him about them but he shrugged and left. 

So I meet up with my convoy which consisted of some people out of my family and some friends.   I tell them this guy took my stuff and open the bag, but when I look in the bags full of rubbish, bits of recycling. 

They tell me I'm imaging it,  I know that I'm not but that they will never understand so i just let them think I'm nuts.   Next I hear music no one else can and I start to dance and follow it...  (They all think I'm nuts at this point - )  I think I possibly left a nutty version of me with them I followed the music.    It reminded me of this quote.
'And those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music. '

I followed the music and it got wired there was a party/parade/festive on sand dunes near a shore...  I danced with them for a time then stuff morphed again... and buildings started to rise from the ground an a cliff face so I was in a small alcove with access to the shore and sea.  It was like a little community milled in and out and round I open a door and someone said to me, living here you'll soon learn to close doors fast and there was a woosh of wind... the whole place was like an air tunnel with wind streaming threw it.     I think I went to the beach after that.



Oh...  just reminded me of this from Feb....

First dream is a errr I guess it was a race/game/hunt, we were in an unfamiliar town and the race was in and out of buildings and doors.... the town was really windy too so we had to struggle with draughts and doors not blowing of.   The race was to find the 'One in the Many'    It was really good fun, fast and blowy :smile:      Only that dream I was the wind.

Wednesday, 12 July 2017

Pope and a Morphing Creature.

Not had time to write dreams propperly

So night before last I think was of a red London bus, I was on it with other family's.   Upstairs deck had no seats but wood floor and was set out as a toddler play room.

Last night....   First was a conflict dream.  I was arguing with my selves.

Then it skipped Me standing over the body of the Pope!  
He was crumpled on the floor...   old and white in his robes.     I was standing over him...   when I thought forgiveness loving thoughts he glowed with a golden light.    When I stopped the light went, out...   It was like a ritual  was practising with different intentions...  I could make him wither and age faster with bad thoughts.   I think Trump was on the floor too.    It was wired...  I'm not sure what 'I' was I didn't seem to be in any kind of body but was big.

Then another dream were I picked up a thing...  it had the legs of a beetle...  large hairy body of a moth with delicate wings to small for it's round body.   It was red, white and grey.   In my hands it started to transform, first it was like a hairless chick/squab but also seemed to have feet like a pinky baby rodent,   it kept morphing and changing getting feathers then fur, then claws getting bigger and bigger.   I eventually set it down and it was a pair of big cat's Lynx prehpas with spiked tufted ears.... they were a male & female pair and the male was protecting the female.  The other DC with me was scared but I smiled/shook my head and teleported us threw the cats far to the other side of them leaving them in peace together.     I'll need to check what I wrote down for more details but them are the bits that have stuck all day.

Sunday, 9 July 2017

Heart Problems another Web and Main Dream Area.

First dream -

First was dust...   it kept settling on stuff fast and I'd wipe it off and a couple of hrs later there would be dust over everything again.. no one seemed to notice it but me.

Next I was called to a dog that was sick...  (I'd given it a herbal capsule earlier that day.... though I don't remember this bit of the dream) 

When I looked at the collapsed dog it's gums were pale and tacky and it's capillary refill time was awful, tachycardic and pulse was weak and irregular     ((I'm not sure if this comes from visiting Ian's Dad yesterday.. both his parents are ill (once cancer and one heartfailier)  , his Dad has a pacemaker and is waiting on a stent but was visibly not good...   week, dizzy and struggling to do anything.    ))   So I'm wondering if that triggered this aspect of the dream of a dog with heart issues.

I'd taken the dog to a vets but once I got it there I was another of the nurses in a blue navy uniform and was called into theatre to monitor an anaesthetic.  The vets were giving the dog I'd brought in an antidote and told me the capsule was usually only used in abattoir's - they were trying to reverse it's effects... I don't recall what happened to that specific animal as I then ended up in a kennel room with many sick animals monitoring them.


Next dream was a web dream...

I've had others like this... one where I was a tree.....  Then this at the end of a night of dreaming.....

Then This Night when the last dream -Is a web with due drops like white pebbles.... when I wobble one I can wobble all.    .From this night of long dreams...  - Spirit of a Tar Feild.

So in the dream I'm in the centre of a web again this time I'm in a body and all the bobbles are other bodies.   I keep morphing into different bodies every few seconds... we all take it turns to be in the centre almost like a job interview..  lol  seeing which of us caused the lease disturbance to the others  -- we could all feel each other know each other. 

Then last dream... back in my main dreamscape this time again it's set in the estate rather than my house. 
The estate has just finished having work done, it's been changed and modernised... cars are not allowed and the homes are smaller the communal areas larger..   I don't go into any of the dwellings.  Most people are outside and the inhabitants are all quite new and unfamiliar a very eclectic mix. 

The roads have been replaced with that spongy stuff they have at playgrounds and there are people skating, playing ball flying kites.   I seem to be taking part in planning or have a say... some of the works been done poorly but there is good potential,   I'm planning to add a play area for kids, some small goal posts for ball games and swings and stuff for the smaller kids.    I also thought a outside cafe/bar/ would be nice for people to spend time together.   

There is also a wired sunshade above half the estate so it's usable in all weathers.   ((Quite a change from when I was last there and mining machines were ripping stuff up, the moon was too close and people were living in slums :P ))
http://mousedream.blogspot.co.uk/2017/05/wired-moon-and-more-baby-hugging.html


Thursday, 6 July 2017

Guns, Cube Fractals and lots of Dogs.


I had 3 dreams again.

First one is the oddest.  It's got lots of guns/men and dogs in it's violent and changes alot.

It starts in a field we are collecting kids from something but there are more dogs than kids, I see a dog I know called Rolo on it's own.  It's following me and Kef so I'd taken it home, Nel another friends dog and Katy her owner are with me...   It swapps so all dogs are in my dorm and I'm trying to get there to let them out and give them back to there owners.

I'm trying to get back to a massive building I live in we are all in small rooms with communal facility's  I'm in dorm ?31.

Walking back there we keep coming across 2 vans.. the sides are mesh and they have skin heads driving them and also some in the back with the dogs.   The dogs are all ridge-backs and trained for fighting, some are in cages some are tied up like they are waiting to be gutted some are sitting.   People are trying to help the tied up dogs but they guys and animals are all very aggressive.   Me and a friend are talking about what to do.   We need to get back to my door to let our own dogs out.   Once in the building it's huge I know my dorm rooms ends with 31 but there are 1000's of these floors and I don't know were my **31 is.    The floors keep swapping round like an Ersher painting.   More skin heads are in this building and people are getting shot.

As someone close to me gets shot we find ourselves outside now there is me and a guy I don't know.....  we are confused as our building was in an industrial area and now we are on a run down seaside beach resort the only building close is a tatty old public house,   we go to enter but another skinhead comes out and shoots the guy I'm with.   The shot guy falls to the ground and starts bleeding out and the guy with the gun looks at me and says 'Want to have sex?'  I shrug non comicality but follow him inside.... once inside he starts to grow hair.  I'm looking at him confused saying wern't you a skin head outside... he seems confused too as now he has short fair hair.

We hop again and are in a small bathroom, I put the tap on and the water is mixed with yellow sand from the beach..  we are running it threw till it comes clear.

I wake up here. (edited)

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Next dream is also with dogs...  I'm on a long sandy beach/desert  2 dogs have become tangled together with leads/harnesses string.   They are getting more and more distressed and I'm rushing to untangle them before they start to attack and fight.
I manage to untangle them and take of there leads/leashes so they can play.

It then jumps to a seaside stall..  it's selling sunshades.   100's of styles all bright neon colors and very wired shapes, some only cover one eye or the other... as I'm trying them on I find one that makes fractals   it starts with a cube that is folding and unfolding flicking round and making a massive wired tunnel of cubes also doing the same thing I'm inside it when the dream falls apart and I wake up.

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Last dream,

Wired vet dream being in a vet building with no animals just piles and piles of paper work.  The staff name tags say things like 'New nurse'  'Old nurse' 'leaving nurse' 'Retiring vet'

Moon Pool & Get-Away-Car

  17th   Very long dream.   I was traveling from the north to London with a group.   We spent alot of time in various parts of London...