School Renewal.

Wed 9th

Another dream in mane dream area.. there is a school for kids and it's busy but there is something going wrong there.   I'm talking to people about if there kids are happy.   

one group I go the chat to live down by the community centre (this has been in other dreams with music cd's & giants)    They are Himalayan dressed traditionally and all men, I bow to them and ask them if that's right for there culture and they tell me not really but they welcome me to talk to them... they speak a little English.  I'm asking them if there children are happy and they tell me they are board the school used to be good but something's gone wrong of late.


While i'm chatting to them I notice they have a large white goat.  I pet it and it starts to chew my clothing as goats do... it is nibbling my tummy and it really tickles :

Thurs 10 August

I'm male and young and the setting seems somewhere in Europe perhaps in the Alps or Germany time wise hummm it's not a modern society but not to far back perhaps 100 years or a little more  though there is blurrs of more modern stuff. 

I'm a drug dealer and a money lender - I lend the money I make selling drugs to make more profit.    One of the guys who owes me money is an elderly waiter/butler he's just got a job in a hummm  I guess it's a castle/palace it's set on a mountain surrounded by beautiful specimen conifers trees and a winding road up to it.   He's being paid substantially more and as a result his payments to me have increased and I'm loaded. 

The castle/village it very self contained and partly ruined but also beautiful with large open carriageways stables and such.   I've used this buttler guy to smuggle me into the palace and I'm living there mainly hidden.  We all play a game with dice too it's popular and we bet on it, I win alot. 

I'm in love with a girl there she's in her teens and I'm not much older her father is an aristocrat and our relationship which is very sexual would not be approved which is why I remain mainly hidden it also allows me to keep selling drugs and lending money.    When I wake I go back into the same dream but this time I'm female.   I go to the stables and take out a white horse it's got black leather saddle and harness it also has horse brass things on it... like them big shire horses used to sometimes have.   (in the dream I know how to get it ready and how to ride :stuck_out_tongue: ) 

Next the dream jumps and I'm riding along a shore in the hard wet sand with the tide coming in...  I ride for ages the tide is coming further and further in I watch it come in over a seaside fun fair the rides are just visible above the waves and swell of the tide.    I think Zak woke me around here.


Weekend..

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A large house with an excentric retired GP/surgeon  growing veg in the garden. 


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Today's dream...   School renewal. 

Long dream..  I'm at a large school/uni -  It's residential and more like a cathedral old school collage - a little like Hogwarts but also more modern.   

In the dream I've attended this place for years and have graduated from every class..  I'm being kicked out of the small room I have as there is nothing left for me to learn, the room is up in the wooden eaves of an attic high up and dusty.   

I don't want to leave as the school is like my home, I also know I have something I need to do before I go, but I can't recall what it is - there are a few others like me we've been there so long we've forgotten what it is we were going to do but we know we can't leave yet, we play games and have competitions with each other.... the building also seems to 'know' us it's alive too and it makes us hard to remove as doors vanish when we pass threw them or stairs move when we are followed.

The collage admin/deans are wired - they are like a religious group with purple and red robes - they are the ones who say we must leave now that we have learnt all we can.   I'm not convinced so have been sleeping rough in the grounds and met a fiend who we'e sneaked back inside with.    We are moving around freely and there is still a lot going on preparing for a new intake and arranging rooms.   I'm summoned by the controller group as I've refused to leave I'm going to tell them I will work/stay as maintenance.. 

On my way to them I'm crossing over a wooden bridge in the grounds when the bridge comes alive growing bark that wraps around me first cutting me off from either side then encasing me in a kind of wooden cocoon - the deans are angry but they can't get to me.    The wood is alive and sentient and it's changing  it's renewing and an old wooden dragon is ending and a new branch sniffs at me it's like a puppy energy..   it's joined with me now the old wood is dyeing away (This bit reminds me alot of the dryad dreams I had last summer ) I'm part of the bridge and the building...  it's showing me this is why I couldn't leave me and my friends are the new caretakers now (the balance of power has passed from the old order into our group of friends)  the buildings been renewed we are part of it and caretakers..   it smells like peppermints :stuck_out_tongue:

After the cocoon thing me and my friends all remember that we were there to look after the school when it was time, we'd forgotten the order was trying to get us to leave as they wanted to keep it how it was.    The school was different, new and vibrant and playful very much alive and interactive. We were excited about the new intake. 

At this point I get sucked into hummm it's like a spaceship?? or a lol  errr space tube train or something  the other faction are there too, it's more of an admin centre the tube our bodys are all made of the same wired material, we are discussing the shift of power.

Fed, Cheese, Gemshop and Dead Tigers.

Really odd dreams last night.

First one I remember was being fed cheese!  The cheese was from the 1600's  (I duno if that's cause thats when the dream was set???   I remember thinking the cheese was old but looking back the  dream could have been set in the 1600s   it was a dark room, candle lit at a large rough dark wood table.    The odd thing was how intense tastes were the cheese was a washed rind french cheese really smelly too!  I was with a male who put some into my mouth then some crusty bread that had been baked with onion the tastes were so real...   after that they held up a wooden cup with whisky in that I drank from again so real the warm burning sensation so different to the soft cheese.

That's all I remember... the rest of the room was quite dark like there was just one or 2 candles.   I think someone had brought us the cheese fresh from a cellar below, we were on a large estate but I don't rember much else.


Next dream I'm with teachers and young children on a stone bridge... we are walking over the kids have been split into groups to work on making a pot/vase.  The group I'm looking at have made a small red pot but the teacher is snapping  bits of it off and eating them!

Next Roz appears..  she's whit her hubby and he says to me look at Roz!  She's been working out.. when I look she has an amazing 6 pack :stuck_out_tongue:  She wants to take me to her gym so I go with her. 
It's a small gym with weights like one I used to visit near a place I worked in London but in the dream the atmosphere is wired..  we are just left to do as we please.   Roz helps me onto a 'work out' machine but when I get on it's wired.   More like a stand up computer game..  it's got a screen and places to put your feet, there is a viser too but its not in the right place so my vission is wired, partly of the room and partly the screen.  On the screen a space station has been destroyed I'm watching it blast apart and the debris float of into space. 
I step back from the machine disorientated when the side of the gym opens they are large metal doors on wheels...   inside it seems to be an abattoir hanging on meat hooks are lines and lines of tigers, they have a variation of coat colours some light some golden or white...
They all still have there furr but there heads and paws have been removed. 

I woke up after that. O.o


Night befores dream...

My main dreamscape.. 
I'm opening a shop with friends - we are going to live there too it's tiny. 

We are selling rainbow things and crystals it's very beautiful.. there are small windows to display things and we are putting crystals in them in rainbow piles. 

We are also arranging a reunion a meeting under Pisces - in the spirit of love.

Owls, Time Hopping.

29thth July

Rachel and me are Gay lovers.. we are in a strange place were we are adopting a son.  He's India and around 11years. 

30th July

Following a black Hare.   - playing games, Marie with an infection in her right hand, girl with a fiddle. 


31st July

One last night was wired in that it was like an MMORPG  or puzzle game in a city.  I had a string of tasks to do, I had to do something similar 3 times in 3 different places then 2 similar things in 2 places then another thing..   at one point I accidentally slipped into another similar dimension/reality It was same city, but different.   Wired thing was I could see divergent time lines or event sequences and the reality I'd slipped into it was going to be impossible to complete my task so I jumped back.   It was visually really wired like lots of jumbles of crissy crossy lines making patterns and tunnels. 

I got back to the first reality and I'd completed that stage and was going to move onto the second level..  I was being warned before going in to look out for more experienced players trolling the new people like me in the area and also for spice addicts??

Last night...
Odd dream about hopping around in several similar reality's again. 

I'm also building a modular house for people... we are hummm magic, we are multi-dimensional and getting more people to live there.  I'm trying to get more people to move Clare and her older Sister I knew as kids (they were very christian) they keep accusing me of witchcraft and are scared of me... I'm finding them frustrating - telling them it's science not magic.  I tell them a 'spell' is like pouring water threw a funnel, it's away to focus intention.     There is an Owl watching me in this dream - a brown one with orange eyes.

Then there was more hopping around in different reality's this time I was going to check points.

Next a wired camper/caravan  it was really naff :stuck_out_tongue:   Had a nice wood burner and was really high spec but horribly tacky with flowery curtains and polished wood fittings. 

Next dream is a massive airport hub with people arriving from allover there are teachers, politicians, police we have all had a 2 week break but it's time for stuff to start again it's got the feel of a learning complex but has it's own airport and the attendees are all adults. 

There is a male macho type of police detective who I'm walking somewhere  - we don't like each other but there is a mutual respect.   
Next I'm in a psychiatrists office, there are 2 matching offices on either side of a corridor - they are old school, polished wood leather desk chairs book cases and leather bound books. 

In each office is a male elderly ill psychologist suffering from a wasting type illness...  they are very very weak but minds are bright.   Me and another female are 'helpers' to them.   The guys are to week to stand and we support them hold them up so they can get there books or write.   

Last dream I'm making a lye from bird feathers?!?!   There is a specific way to stack them around the fire so they burn into a light ash I will use to make soap.

Broken Symobolisim and Planes Dropping Bombs.

Tuesday Nights
Lots of broken symbolism.

I was in a cafe with a Ghost..  it was doing stupid things.   I tried to ask about it but I was told I was asking the wrong question and I should be asking 'what is plasma'  ???

Next was a beautiful bar of soap.. black, like it had charcoal in it it was wrapped in a paper wrapper of black with green, pink and gold swirls with gold writing.

People sky falling....   free falling out of the sky sometimes me sometimes I'm catching them :stuck_out_tongue:    A flooded field, with very old farm cottages   first there are insects, they are eaten by caterpillars that are then eaten by rodents. 

Meditating in a dream I'm outside looking at me above me is a dolphin in a bubble  -  It's curled round making a yin/yang sign rotating in it's bubble of water.


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Plasma
'an ionized gas consisting of positive ions and free electrons in proportions resulting in more or less no overall electric charge, typically at low pressures (as in the upper atmosphere and in fluorescent lamps) or at very high temperatures (as in stars and nuclear fusion reactors).
"the current passed through a column of plasma"' (edited)

4th state of matter??

Wed Night.

All set in a strange Futuristic Alnwick, it's very friendly people all over lots of children too, there is a kids disco with a flashy floor lots of Cafe's, Bar's open food markets spilling out onto pavements.  people are mainly on the streets and it's dusk  or at least a perpetual purple twilight.    There are multi coloured lights all over for people too see  by.
 
Bits of what I was doing I remember are that I'm engaged to Zak/Ian/Josh they were all one wired thing...     I want to break the engagement.  I have a ring with 3 diamonds in I'm undecided weather to keep or give it back and leave. 

I'm in a large dam swimming, there is a wired wrote iron stair inside and under the water, I'm walking along it but the water has eroded it and it curls away dragging me under the water.

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Second dream was like watching a wired action film, I'm with 2 of the guys I shared a big house with in London..  we are in a waiting area/lobby in a big tower block.  On a floor above a famous person has been murdered, then the tower block is exploded and it falls into the river below.    It's one person doing the killing and we are playing detectives.   

Next part I remember it's like a crazy war zone with planes flying low over motorways dropping bombs... it's all pretty epic to watch lots of explosions and destruction people have all come out to watch stuff getting blown up there is no sense of loss or sadness at the destruction more a kinda WOW!

Weekends dreams.. Some lucid, Dog's Sea.. Off World.

Sat's dream.  I'm with Dom my xpartner.. 
(Meby this followed on from the him as a DJ dream-game a few nights ago...  where most other DC's were NPC's or not with it... I can't even remember if I wrote that up) 
Anyhow in this dream we are in a game again it's like a crime to solve our 'contacts' have had brain/mind locks put in place that is stopping them remembering things.....  we can see them in there heads they are like wheel clamps on certain memory pathways.   

They have been set so they explode if tampered with and kill the person.   It got more game like and a bit more like VR after that I think there were headsets of some types - the world we are in is odd there is lots of sex, it's a collecting game like 'pokomon or something'  but it's a world with lots of people and we collect each other by finding and having sex with a target - it was quite involved with many levels and also fantasy style monsters to mate with in the higher levels.



Then Another dream Sat.
 I'm on Brighton beach there is a big circus there but to enter you need a vaccine first.  I don't go in.
The DC's all have different coloured hair, there is a roofless mini bus filled with lots of old women all with crazy hair one has green pigtails another purple braids.  I wade out into the sea which is lovely and the dream glitches here.    Waves stop/water not wet.   Like being frozen in a hologram... it starts up again. 
In the sea are squirty bath toys, I'm collecting them.
For some people the sea is like jello slime and is coating them in gunk but for me it's gorgeous clear and blue still.

Sundays Dream the only one I could be bothered to write up.  This ones's strangely real/detailed)

Seaside town possibly somewhere in Europe, it's warm the streets are shadowed as the building are 3 storeys high and roads narrow only wide enough for a single car.     Strings of old fasioned coloured light bulbs are hung criss cross down the streets and there are lots of cafes and tables and chairs spilling out onto the thin roads.    It's old fashioned but in a timeless way - the cars are modern and peoples clothing is current. 

People spend most of the time in the streets both day and night. 

A small girl only around2 nearly wanders into the road in front of a passing car....   I grab her out of the way, she's lost her Mama.  I take her hand and tell her I'll walk with her till we spot her Mama.

As we walk the girl ages and morphs lots into different children different ages..  sometimes black, sometimes white.    I'm staying with them to keep them company.   When I find her family her Mama isn't there but her Auntys are and the girl runs to play with cousins... they are meby Spanish ..   I'm not sure.  Anyhooo they have dark skin and straight hair..  the Aunty thanks me and tells me the kids Mama is looking for her but she'll send word she's home safe again.

I walk of and get onto a small bus, it's destination is the waterfront a small old harbour way down threw the crowded streets it's hard for the bus to pass all the people.   I see myself in the mirror I've got dark skin and straight hair too.  The bus drops me at the sea front the view across the waters are lovely.  I wake here. (edited)


Last nights.

Roz is very pregnant the baby is growing fast...   I'm in her house showing people round for some reason.  In the dream the house is lovely... then the lucid bit flying but flying threw things... trying to stay lucid enough not to smash into trees but asleep enough to keep flying threw things and not wake. 

Fay is singing in a parade, Donald trump is in a Float. 

I have a home with 4 dogs..  We ware cub/scout uniforms of some kind...  I'm asking someone about make-up?  They show me how they apply it, it's heavy they have dark long hair and dark skin  I'm morphing between looking and being the face the make-up is applied too.     The only other thing I remember about this dream is a massive box of 400 tea bags!  It's a brand I've never seen...  brown and white packing with blue logo it's like a catering sized box all the bags are wrapped separately.  The box's is nearly empty and I'm flatting it to recycle it. 

Next is the big dream I'm again at my Grans house..  (So possibly male ancestor stuff)  There is a row argument there  it's her old house that was 2 storeys with an Aga cooker and pantry and veg garden. 
It was before the newer cottages were built so before I was born and the view over the sea is lovely.  )
There is an argument/row and several people are kicked out, we are all family.   I'm not in the group that have been ejected from the family home...  so I'm welcome to stay but the people who've been kicked out are kinda more fun (unethical)  drink/drugs/crime/party's...   I'm thinking it's going to be pretty dull staying if they have all gone so I go with them taking on there taint as it were and ostracising myself from the family too by siding with them. 

We in a house under house arrest... It's a bit like trainspotting.  We'd agreed to the house arrest as we could just sit round smoking pot, selling coke and gaming... while I'm with them it turns out that this is kind of a 'cover' and that we are part of a wired 'group' that I start to get to know.    As I'm not under the arrest thing I can come and go so end up bringing/fetching and relaying messages.



After the arrest period is over I'm at some kind of party with them - it's wired people are quite well off and well connected.   There is a wired core group that I'm being asked to join and as the party's over I get introduced to various people one is a female we are probably both early 30's she's got dark/black hair.  I'm not certain what I looked like but I was female too. 

We watch a debriefing vid and while I'm watching it an older guy next to me is talking about the 'off world control centres' He tells me I 'know' of them but not how to reliably interact with them yet... that's his.   'Skill, power.. he is in constant contact with the off world control.    (lol this all made lots more sense in the dream) 

Though we are like a hummm   'resistance' to the system of control. 

The female I'm with tells me her speciality is phone numbers she hands me a bit of paper I'd written on way earlier in the dream.  It's got my writing on in blue biro it's an old reporters pad sheet..  It has my name/address and contact details in my own writing then in her writing it has notes about my life.... she's also put her contact details on the paper for me to keep.

It's my turn to tell them my 'power'  I duno what it's going to be up until that point then I do.   I go to where there is an old guard dog it's belonged to a guy in the group but it's old and blind now and very aggressive.  It's been kept looked up and food throw at it as it's to aggressive to touch.    I go and get it....  I can influence animals with my intention.. it's not like control but has the same effect, I kinda 'show' the animal what's going on and what I'm going to do and it comes with me in my arms.  The group are confused and wary at first but I tell them it's ok to touch the dog and to say good bye to it  - they do and the dog allowed them to pet it and remembers it I then tell the dog it's it's time to die and it stops it's own heart and brain function at my intention and dies.   

They like my 'power' O.o

Day dreams and Night dreams.

Sat Night.

A large table, I'm feeding people making sandwich's I make a grumpy yoga a tuna sandwich and they put vinegar on it but eat it.  I outside and go into a child's playground it's sunny....  there are big kids on the swings and they have tangled them so small kids can't play.    I go and untangle them  and younger kids appear and start playing.  I'm walking back the way I came it's sunny...  there is a dug out mine in a cliff face...  It goes down below ground level.   Full of small white stone chippings, a child loses a ball and I jump down to fetch it, there are 2 women below selling cosmetics.  I get the ball and leave.

Next dream is a holiday cottage on a cliff top my dad and his partner are there as are 100's more it's sunny always sunny no night.  The cottage has lots of windows and a balcony looking out over the sea.

We are singing together.

Last dream I was here on the green.   First we notice that there are puddles the dog goes and lays in one... the view is different  like the houses are missing and there is a view sloping down over countryside as I'm watching a wave/water is flowing in.  It's flowing uphill but slowly... it's beautiful  flat like glass reflecting the sky above no ripples.  

Sunday night.

First dream... a beautiful old terraced house with front and back garden and a wrote iron fence.    
It's evening/dusk   garden is dimly lit by as silvery moon and we are all in the back gardens.  The neighbour has done some work on the fence and taken it down... as they remove the fence we see there is a beautiful old stream/waterfall.    It's spring fed and the water flows down over smooth grey slabs of stones the grey stones have pink veins threw them that sparkle. 

We are renovating the garden... at the spring sores there a wooden open hut it's been hidden lost for 80 years or so and is kind of 'frozen' in time.. there is an old piano there and bottles of flowers and stuff.   I want to take it's piccy but I've lost a camera. 

At the front in front of the houses there is wired goo/mush/slime coming from the stream.....  it's hummm  some kind of run off.   We are clearing up and sorting out old plants sweeping up all in the moonlight.



Second dream was a similar garden.. this time there is a wet tent.. it's bit wired orange 70's frame/trailer tent.   It's in a park like  community space  it's raining and night.   I have special powers of shrinking things... or myself so small that we are just collapsing into molecule size.    Or grow stuff too making it huge. 

I can also echo locate...  I can 'see' sound vibrations and how they bounce back..   I can also see a wired bone structure that I'm using to do it.  I draw it in the air to show people.... I can use it to guide stuff in space

More lessons, Fractured Mind and What to Learn.

Dream 1   massive collage...  So a learning dream.  The intake was massive - people everywhere and infants too...   I was familiar with the lay out and set up but there was competition for dorms/spaces/rooms.   Shower facility's were massive  (Also familiar... like this is a real place, but not from this dream...)  Stainless steal locker/storage and and huge wet room.  In the dream the campus had 2 factions, that were having a mock war/battle conflict.    There was a huge age range of people from toddler to old people....   at one point something was taken from me but I found the people and they gave it back.   (This normally means I'm hanging onto something not healthy/useful)   2 versions of my masculine were there my Bro & Jack. (edited)


Next dream  I'm in a car in an unfamiliar city.  @guy   I know your busy but I'd love you to have a go at this dream  (likely so that I can disagree with you O.o  cause I'm like that)  but you make me think about stuff differently!

Clear blue sky, warm and summer.

  Zak (youngest is with me and also a gaming friend who is morphing between several male gaming friends I've had so is probably male me)
So in a car....   We have a laptop and are logging into onto a game..    When we log back in  'male' me is checking out of a zone/achievement/goal - but as female me I've not been working on it, so I have a crap achievement/score and haven't finished it yet..

I'm a bit Miffed I've missed out on it but as we log in as one...   and  I have enough to pass it and as we logged back on as one I have passed/completed this thing  now - so can't go back.


Part of me regrets being to linked to (my) male companion  (This is dream speak for my logic/competitive)   The male gamer leaves and I'm alone in the car with Zak.   We are in a wired unfamiliar city... 

It's a residential wide street meby America nothing like I've seen in the UK.  Our car is parked facing uphill...    Out of the window I see guys on the left  running down the path on the opposite side of the street, tall black and they have odd guns & hand grenades.   I realise we are in a battle zone...   and see more people very similar running up the street on our side right.   

I'm with Zak and realise we don't want to be in the middle of this.   I don't drive but can make the car move with my mind so we follow the road for a bit looking for somewhere to pull over.
Out of the town it's a winding lane following a cliff face to the left..   We pull into a lay-by hoping to stop cause I'm controlling the car from the back seat using emotions.   As we stop a massive strong waterfall pours over the car..   coming in and making us wet.  We don't mind but when we set off again we are on a bike, me at the front Zak at the back.   We go down hill into a small county village. 

On the right is an ancient church...  At first I see members of my family (Cousins and an aunt on my mums side) I've not seen for years, I go to them and tell them I'm sorry I logged out to fast, I want them to tell my Dad I didn't mean to not finish.    
I leave the path alone now and walk back up to the ancient church it's a lovely day and there is 100's of people around the old building...   it's got the feel of a funeral but people are dressed for a wedding, meby 50/60's style.   The church is full and people are in the grave yard all dressed and waiting..   It's exciting.    To my right are cliffs again, the same as the waterfall...    Left is the road winding down the hill it seems like a valley road. 

I'm in the church ground with an elderly lady in a flamboyant hat...   She has a dog with her wearing a bow tie.   I'm not a guest as such I've just come in cause I want to see what's going on... as I go up to her and her dog there is a 'last stand' type of salute/band (which is the only thing that marked it as a funeral rather than wedding) but me and the elderly lady are looking down at her dog who is sat on it's haunches with it's chest puffed out looking up at the sky. (edited)