Jumbled Dreams.

Past 2 nights, lots of dreams but long rambling stories that are hard to recall properly. 

Sat 28th

1st

Main dream area Old Stone, Close.  There is a square of grass with tunnels under bit like telly tubbies!   In the middle is a glass dome and computers. 

Kind of reminds me of a dream where there was something similar in the garden on my main dream house and there was a green guy I knew in it.    Anyway, I was moving around with a tiny paintbrush collecting things.  Claire was there and we were looking for antiques. 

Next dream was dream here and the Dr's it was wrong way round like a mirror of its self.  I was going for a swab and the consults were with a PC screen, dr in the distance.   We were talking about the HPV vaccine, and me asking why the rates of cancer were rising not dropping in the vaccinated cohort. ... after that it got stressy dream, someone took my bank card and I couldn't call any phone numbers as to long. 

Next I was in a field at the back of Sheila and Erics.  A large beech trunk had been cut and was being sawed into large rounds.   Then there was a hospital bed too, on it a girl with ginger hair, she was in many realities at once.  I was a different me, We were muscle testing her, but she kept fitting as she was in too many places at once - Her heart was struggling with the fitting. 

Sunday 29th

Main dream area - working in a cafe but not paid. Then making oils with essential oils and massaging people.   

A storybook, end not yet written.

Africa, we are in 2 story clay buildings with open windows.... we are looking down onto a central pool that is important.   We sleep in the clay rooms at the windows. 

A house  Dabs lots of children around a pool and then in a pond.  

Next in an underground shopping mall type of space.  No shops though, I'm with Mel who keeps swapping into Clare from last night.   (Also Emma, anyway it's a female I know well but the face/keeps changing) 

We are talking about a 'darkness/evil twin ideas'  It was like a feral crazy chaotic aspect we all have inside... causes chaos sometimes.   She was saying hers could go crazy if she was disturbed when meditating and she'd go crazy fighty :P

Next = I'm in a town it's stormy and windy raining hard and the water is rising.  I was looking for a barge as it seemed a good place to go in a storm.

Last dream men & women... again mix's of people I know are 'separating'  They have a display folder filled with DVD films and are putting old fashioned address labels on each film with the male or females name on. 

Crumbling Church

26th March

Local Dream Space, the station has moved to the common land.   People arriving and leaving, there is an odd house there that has been built with young copper beech trees planted to form a hedge, it's in the way of the station though... I'm collecting support to create better access threw the garden.


27th March

Early in the night are 'separation' dreams.  Overview style - Earth as a rehab planet full of delinquents.  Scrolling threw dreams on a touch screen, in them too.   This one was one I was viewing.... this was like when I was looking at dreams and I got that golden Lazer thing into my 3rd eye 😋

- First dream

A room with lots of lamps and equipment.  Trying to plug them all in but can't get them all to work, didn't seem to be enough voltage and there were sort of pulsing.  Needed more power.

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Next dream starts in my main dream area but blends to a wired version of Bordon.    I'm in a car taking something to be recycled, first the driver seat is on the wrong side, and then I'm driving from the back seat of the car - frustrated I get out to walk and am carrying with me a large white board that I want to take to be recycled. 

I'm not sure where I'm going, there is a very large courtyard, with old crumbling stone walls with trees growing in them -  The recycling places had huge blue doors but I couldn't seem to find a path to it.   I follow a young guy threw the courtyard - he is singing Bohemian Rhapsody.   

Confused I try to make my way threw a building from the outside it looks like a library or college but inside it's more like a wired old Catholic church.  It's lit by wall torches and the walls are rough hacked stone bricks. 
On a row of back to back chairs, middle-age priests are sitting in strangely wired clothes, kind of mix of bondage fetish ware and religious garb..  Black, Red, white and gold like playing cards.     Down another side of the room is a Karate class, a Sensei is teaching children from young to teenage. 

At the front past the wired looking men is another room, I go into here and it's all whitewashed, The walls are the same rough stone...  White angel carvings are on the walls.. it's small and narrow and 2 elderly women in white robes with long shiny grey hair smile and me and ask if I've come to pay the tithe - They are looking at a small metal coin slot in the brick wall.   I shake my head and leave the small room and head back threw the building and back outside.

Outside I'm in the courtyard once more only in the opposite corner I can now see the remains of another crumbled church it's only 2 walls remaining and trees and plants are growing threw and over the stones.
The remains of crumbled whitewashed walls and broken religious statues are now covered with dove and pigeon nests and the birds are cooing and flapping around.  

To late to catch up

Wired white rabbit, Adrin0ch0me and dark crystal synchs all day.    Meditated on that.

First dream early before 2am is deep but not something I can put into words, abstract, multi d... moving bk and forth in a game/puzzle fast 2 storeys wrapped up.

Monsters/truth I was woken by a wired feeling of ticking in my lungs and being 'fished' from my heart up.... but I also had the dream recall of also being the fisher??   Me to someone,  someone to me.... reminded me of the last time I had mad awakening stuff and asthma. 

Next was symbolism Anch then anchor this... 

Andrea Shell tThis - It was in my dream last night but blended. Sat night I was asked in dream by an entity watching me deconstruct the dream fabric if I had found the Ankh... I'd smiled, shook my head and kept looking deeper into the fabric of the dream.

Well last night, I was called to look at & transmute some stuff on this plane that I was resistant to looking into ....

I did it anyway as (Go with the flow;) as shaman, dragons we transmute.

In the dream there was a weave/connection... I was in multiple layers of realities solving a puzzle and then this image.... In a blurr of realitys... This blended into an Anchor and Ankh - then a sensation of connection, heart to hear in the strong flow/current of existence.

I was woken by a cough and tickle of feeling hooked...but to others, and a likewise feeling of hooking. This was a connection between reality.

When I've had awakening cycles in the past, they have usually been accompanied by asthma :) It reminded me of my last awakening cycle when I was poked to remember how the lungs and heart are the anchor for the mind.


This experience was wired...   Multiple layers, puzzle, hide and seek... game at a different place. 

(( Strong message Purple - Jane - Cake)  ???

Then wired stuff here,   mathematics,  and 'bring the love and magic to the fairy road'  Oak mathematics.


Wired dream with Roz and others,  lost between many stations..  platforms.   Roz was a train driver .... I was going to ride on top, but was stopped as didn't want to fall off and Roz feel bad, so we took a carriage. 

Wired, Sex with guy on station...  then Lessons.   'Giving up on Holding On' 

Then symbols, 2 triangles coming together into a star.   Other selves, forgotten now. 

Then a dream about 80's School coach, Sandra & Chris, Hippys, Blue& Turquois glass and also Ian is female... Blond dreds - Not comfee as male.  Another male, very curly hair. 

Strange Mined Beach.

First of I was seeing the vibratory patterns of different letters.  They were like glowing in light wired squiggles and how each letter made a different squiggly shape?



Then the dream

This dream was amazing visually with a wired story.

I'd been invited to a party with Fay some of her friends and their parents.  (Not anyone I that I know who actually exists)
The party was on their private beach and the dream starts as we arrive at this beach. 

The beach is below a huge massive cliff that continues for miles, the cliff face has been hewn/mined it's flat and scraped by what must have been massive machines - the cliff it's self is made of this iridescent rock the likes of which I've never seen.  It might have been crystal or metal,  it shines with purple/blue/green.... all the colours in the starlight. 

This beach also is utterly out of this world.  It's night and the sky is a deep purple, filled with stars, the beach is wide and the sea so far out as not to be visible.... on the sand which is silver are the silhouettes of bits of ancient mining equipment, rusted and broken jutting out of the sand like decayed metal teeth.

We are walking along the beach, the girls have gone ahead and I'm with 3 parents and their husbands.  They are intending for us to enjoy drugs drink and sex together.... I'm just in awe of my surroundings. 

They have wired modern dwellings built and dug into the base of the cliffs, they have large automatic sliding glass doors.   In the dream, I'm unbelievably drowsy.  I kept apologising that I'd only had one drink but I felt like I'd been drugged as I just couldn't stay awake.  Inside one of the strange apartments, I'm helped to a bedroom with a bizzar ensuite bathroom the toilet was almost like an airlock.   I stumble to the bottom of the bed and fall into a wired hazy sleep.    During the dream, I wake up.   I wasn't sure where I was, I was still in the room and I go to the window where I look out onto the most incredible nebular  I still felt drowsy but also just in awe of what I was looking at.  In the distance, I could see a crystalline floating structure... massive like a base I guess, it's an almost fractal, honeycomb design sprawling and floating in space. 

I struggle out of the room still feeling very disoriented - like I can't wake up properly, and apologise or just crashing out and I head outside to clear my head.  Outside are strange creatures like stingrays that hover over the sand, they have hands and arms to a little like triangle-shaped tadpoles - one is playing with another small grey furry mammal that was like a cross between a cat& rodent. 

Zak woke me up here. 

Deconstructing Dream Structure.

22nd wow that feels like weeks ago... not just one day.  Anyway, 22nd was blurry (wine-related blurry)

Something about a lense  & Communications, checking in with 'off-world' 

The dream I had was a school/residential dream.   I go visit Roz & Kelly in a dorm/room space.   The room I used to have is occupied now and I'd finished the class.  I wasn't really sure where to go and had a small baby with me.  I chatted with them for a while, I was offered a room to rent in the building but it was expensive so I left again on a subway. 

23rd. 


Get the 'Spiritual Quarenteen' message again There are many of us we are jumping to fast and need to wait for stuff to catch up before we can go again. 

Reminded me of other dreams where me and a few others have been separated from the larger group of people as we jump to fast and destabilise stuff. 

Next is an odd dream where I'm going to collect something, I go with Ian I have a black cat with me again.  The house we collect the item from has a woman with green and purple hair, she's much younger than her husband and tells me she will walk me to the 'shop'

The cat follows me and we leave into a strange town with wide streets and no traffic, collections and drop-offs are happening in a market square in a round brick building one way in and go in a ring to come out.   I lose the woman and meet her husband, he's very very tall with the same weirdly long fingers that this woman had the on the 18th.  He is having an auction of old cabinets and furniture painted many colours and has dragged them on to the street. 
I go into a bathroom and look in a mirror but I'm looking at my arm which is like a bird of paradise plant.  Purple/Green/Orange feathered.. like a puppet.

Next is a more lucid dream where I'm in a different Haslemere, there is a post office in the accountancy building and an old fashioned newsagents were the kid's hairdressers an elderly lady is buying milk and some sweets in a paper bag.  I stand behind her and go into the shop and down some stairs into a basement.  Some of the locals are in various places in this dream space.
I'm trying to deconstruct the dreamscape while inside it, there is a fractal honeycomb pattern and also softer curving pattern deeper below this one, they aren't meshing quite right.   I'm very lucid and when I look down and my hands there are waving and transparent with many fingers. 

I keep trying to see in between the various layers to see what's not meshing right and I notice a male observing me, he askes 'Have you found the Ankh yet'  I smile and shake my head.   

I can see a flower of life pattern and then sacred geometry mesh too... line and curve. 

Next, I'm in the air over a massive conifer forset...  we are the forest, not the trees - I'm discussing 'prison' with someone and my stance is rehabilitation over incarceration.   

Dream Weaving

First up is wild, it's like multidimensional dreams kind of an angelic soul review.  Psychic & physical guessing the nature of reality games.  It's like a world review where you're wrapping up thousands of lives but bigger... so your wapping up many worlds and their evolution.  

'VAST' is the best description, I felt dizzy waking up :P   Oddly I didn't wake strait up, I dropped back first into one of my main dreamscapes first.  It was the Craster one at night in the middle of the street.   I tried to get a perspective on stuff there before waking up here.

Numbers 1 threw 12 paired up in strings.   ???   Not sure what this means/ is yet... but THAT.

Oh, also ancient portals... allover the earth old ancient sites!  They are portals some of them are female some male   (Charge  Black/White)  Crumbled... but also Coming back online, or activating. 


Next up I'm dancing.... First, there are many of us and then the men sit down, go home but the women aren't watching we are lost in the dance/trance.  It's ancient and now, it's tribal and raves we dance for hrs and hrs all the women together. 

When the lights come back on we are confused and wondering where the men went, but all hugging each other and saying goodnight.  Makes me think of this dream from last month but with women.

Next dream is more dreamlike.

Starts in an unfamiliar street and I'm with 'my father' but it's not my waking dad.  He's elderly and I love him,  the street is wide the sky grey we are taking a tram.  He's elderly black African, stooped over with a stick he wears an old suit, green flannel thick and checked and his curled hair is mainly grey now,  he keeps farting.  I help him onto the tram with me and we find a seat together. 

Sitting we are now watching an 'overlay'  an image we recall of a mother, beautiful strong black African it's like watching a tube map, but it's fast and multidimensional she's whizzing back and forth weaving fast, the stops on the tube style map are realities places and time and we are watching her weave quickly pulling threads together into fabric. 

Seen changes and I'm watching a version of me, there is an elderly 'parent's right advocate' she's old with bright blue eyes (Like the architect has) she's fast and wise and talking and then she pauses to let me speak.

I watch a version of me speak, she's hurt, passionate too and speaks with closed eyes shedding tears...  She says

'Any other female (meaning the other species) would fight to the death to protect their offspring, we have a system disguised to make women and parents powerless, we are tricked into signing our children into corporate slavery at birth... forcing them into a system we don't ourselves believe in'

Wake up here  - 

People I've connected with suddenly and randomly posting things from my dream, Zak drawing the thing they posted, and then realising I'm at the last page of my dream book too with also the same image!!

I'm a dream weaver too....  time to weave a better dream. 


"The storm does not come to destroy their fruits, nor to break their branches. The storm comes to remind them that it is at the roots where their magic is. " - Arnau de Tera -

Then Zaks picture after I asked him to draw me a magic flower & the last page of the dream book bought by Josh

  -  The baby dragons, our babies, Earths babies.  Not happening no more.  💓💓💓

Baby Dragons

Interesting memory from many years ago when I forgave Christianity (the chakra & MAYA-  dreams)  Must have been 2010ish.
It was of a dream where I'd been going door to door in some wired estate trying to sell something.... and I wandered out of the built-up area and into ancient woodland. 

Very overgrown and tangled, sunlight coming threw the leaves into the green grass.   On its side all rusted and neglected was a train carriage - just abandoned - inside it was covered with graffiti.

Anyway, last night was another busy one. 

First was about parties and friends - then talking to Ians Dad in a sort of astral way, talking about blood sugar. 

Dream about Aunty Irean's and a wired chicken, Looking out of her window to see the most amazing full moon and purple sky, houses looking like magical pixie world or something. Huge stars and grey wispy clouds, I go outside and float up for a better look.

The long dream was about a game / City it was my birthday again (Not my birthday..but was like this dream) There are women there, lots some I know coming together - all in this city, for a national festival... but it's many many women.   My daughter and her friends are there and others too, some in PJ's other in cultural clothing - some in work clothes. 

I leave them all and follow a path into a bathroom, I notice a tiny skylight window but don't fancy climbing up then notice some steps and a doorway so go outside. 

The door leads onto rooftops with a few Dorma windows, it's old old-style, tiled roofs and chimneys connecting for miles, narrow streets below make the gaps between the roofs easy to jump, there is a wooden walkway too. 

I find myself looking down from the doorway to an old and abandoned tube station once beautiful victorian tiles it is now overgrown with green, elegant trees with vines and the sun is shining.  It's like a stunning magical tiny oasis of green in this vast sprawl of city rooftops. 

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I climb down the old steps onto the abandoned platform, it's covered with ferns and small woodland plants, as I reach the platform my body is tingling and buzzing and a feral pigeon flies at me at my legs... It's covered in fleas, flat flys, ticks and I feel them on my legs too but also recognise them as 'totem's and welcome them back (My whole body is buzzing and tingling now like electric)  I think they joined red energy centre. 

I go back up the stairs and walk across the elegant glass shelter that once served to cover the platform, it's now covered with moss - across from me, I see a stone like a monument and peeping from behind it are 3 very very cute baby dragons! One is black and eyes me warily with its huge eyes, the others are purple and blue and look friendly. 

I get a message but it's jumbled.... something like 'The illusion is stranger than the veil'

A second dream was with local people and washing my hair with an egg.

Then another astral type of conversation where a female friend of mine who was a PC was asking me about some of the behaviours going on here now I told her the word ' Nihilism '    (Which was wired as I had to google it this morning to make sure it meant what I'd meant it to mean  :)