Quieter, well lots of dreams but more hazy and dreamy. One long one was like a big MMO map I was exploring, had vistas and jumping aspects. Was good fun, could fly too.
16th April.
First I'm another Me, travelling but our transport has stalled/broken and we are doing psychic readings and channelings to help pay for vehicle repairs to keep going.
- Next dream
An unfamiliar harbour or more of an opening in a rock wall making a naturally sheltered harbour. The cliffs either side are vast and grey and a small stream flows into the harbour before out into the ocean beyond.
The sun is setting beyond the harbour cliffs and the sky is on fire. Don't recall boats or other people, just the view.
Next again hazy... was the main dream area and like channelling. Lots of energy... like a wire/ or electric cable old school friends there Foz was one. Also, lots of delicious fresh food had been prepared.
Sort of awake and asleep on and off.
I'm dreaming threw the archetypes very quickly each tarot-style representation materialises then evolves into the next.
A cable wire, thick and waterproof - High voltage also live a nerve. It had connectors and connections.
Last dream still in main dream area... and it's the persistant dream realm.
More of the Tarot types, lovers meeting (Oh I met someone too - we were meeting there) Also chariot, judgment. The village is the same as
my last dream there with the tunnels under the village.
It's very busy with people I know from all times in my life.
I'm at the sands dunes to the north of the village are huge I climb up them as the sun is rising. (It's rising in the west though, not the east)
Many people are around some climbing up to see the sun first others sitting on rugs at the base of the dunes or in the field opposite. I've climbed to the top and am stretching my fingers up into the first rays as they come over the horizon.
A strange hotel is open and I go in, it' has vast and amazing gardens that are changing now as the light reaches them.... Plants and flowers that only bloom and glow at night are being moves inside for their protection. Ann the vet is there but her hair is totally white long and curly The hotel felt like the right place to be this one.
First dream was hazy (Wine hazy) A very rich man had gone away a woman/lover left in charge of business. Was wired... couldn't work out what she was doing, possibly stripping assets.
Next dream is a weirdly long thin caterpillar it's white it's in a strange lush green garden, a huge bank of ferns and waterfalls, moss and green. Ponds too and a water feature made from living Lilly pads shaped into bowls.
Last dream was very very cool
Starts of like an episode of Eastenders. It's like a soap drama in a hotel. Main characters are a man and his female lover and the guy has done something wrong. Police are in the building to arrest him - he knows his way around and is hiding inside the building from the law enforcement.
The couple escapes along with a friend in a roofless car - and head into empty warm sandy landscape. It's like America I think, distant rocks and orangy sand stretching for miles.
We take work at a mine (I'm all 3 people alternating my perspective)
It's open and old, just wired tools... not even sure what we were looking for but while there looking into the distance we see the strangest sight of coloured lightning coming across the ground. It's rolling towards us, huge lines of glowing electric light.
Predominantly purple with some slightly pinker or bluer. Everyone downs tools to look at this amazing light energy it's incredible looking.
At first, we aren't sure if we should move then very quickly we remember what it is and lay down in the paths of the coloured lines ripping threw the desert floor below us. As it hits our feet we are electrified and zapped into darkness. Then abruptly dropped into another body.
A guide announces 'Gaia Awaken Project, - welcome back, please reorientate yourselves'
I'm struggling to open my eyes as I'm dizzy from the fast ride.
I'm lucid AF now and thinking 'what the heck!' Looking around me I'm in a large classroom with 15 or so other young people, (Not dissimilar to my highschool form room but much cleaner and brighter ) a long line of windows to the right let in sunlight and beyond a large grass expanse, I can see a strange very modern city. A boy sitting to my right looks kind of familiar.
Some people are standing to leave already and I notice several other guides/teachers in the room waiting and watching.
I look down in front of me where there is a large school exercise book with a green cover and recognise my scruffy writing instantly though not the book or subject. I rub my eyes a bit trying to work out where I am, also quite excited as this is unfamiliar but fascinating. A few of us are struggling to orientate and the guides/teachers are visiting the tables speaking quietly with us.
One approaches me and I recognise him as TV psychic from the previous dream world we were zapped from. I ask him why he was talking shit on the TV and he smiles and tells me, people aren't ready to hear that they are the ancients yet. He askes me if I'm missing '****' a name of someone who was in the last dream world with me and I tell him 'No, I'm missing the male aspect of me though, I'm tired of playing a part in duality' He nods sympathetically and leaves me staring at my handwriting covering a book I don't remember ever seeing before.
Kitten woke me here.
Last dream I was in a dairy milking cows, thick very creamy warm milk, bottling it up for the delivery man.
The first part of the night was hide and seek... Multidimensional. Puppets, us v them but we know we are one.
The dot in the yin-yang born of each other. Different agendas and different storeys but same - hard to put into words.
Feels 'noisy - dark - busy and tangled' Not unpleasant, washing machines with aeroplane motors.
First
dream. I'm being pestered for sex by a young male (I'm young in the dream too) someone has a hold of me strong arms pin me down trying to rape me,
physical too strong to fight them I flip the script and ask them if they need sex so bad why not ask - and I take control of the situation. They are intimidated and let me take over - afterwards they
'follow' me into a building. I've burnt our clothing and they feel afraid of being naked. (I used a violet flame)
Chaos and darkness messy... not like more familiar female darkness then burning all in violet.
Violet flame.
Ian
has had a bad dream as well and goes back to sleep still whimpering in his sleep. (This often happens when I have dreams like this, Zak the other night.. other people years back telling me their kids waking with
nightmares when the energy was wired) (Oh Jung said the same didn't he)
Ian even said I was with him in his dream telling him it was ok and explaining that it was sexual energy. Interesting
Schuman from around the same time these dreams are happening.
Just looked up violet flame, interesting 😀 Will read more about it today.
Next up are very very long lucid and semi-lucid dreams... there seems to have been way too much dreaming for sleep time.
Dream is very long.. I'm in a city doing stuff but I get distracted and more lucid when I notice in the air a huge stream of people all flying in the sky going in the same direction.
Intrigued I fly up and too and over to where they are all zooming along. They remind me of cars on a motorway I fly up higher to get a bigger perspective on what they are heading too (I think a hub or station) and then fly off over some rooftops to on my own and land. A child is playing on a balcony with a cat and I say hello. I sort of know the cat is going to attack me it dose and it's latched onto my hand with its teeth in chewing... unphased I count to 3 for it to let go and it does and my hand is fine.
I try to recall what I was doing in the dream before I noticed the flow of flying people and I can recall I was on a mission doing something.... I feel myself fraying and being stretched back to that but decided to stay lucid and set the intention. 'Take me somewhere else'
I'm in a warm blue ocean just below sea level. It's like a harbour or canal lock as there are metal structures and I'm in a narrow channel, I swim up and out and climb out of the water via some metal steps to see where I am.
I'm in a sunny port/ harbour people are speaking Spanish. I thought perhaps somewhere in South America. Shops and stalls are open spilling out onto busy streets the air smells of spiced food, fish and is noisy with chatter and the buzz of a tattoo shop ink gun. I notice x Marcus leaning on a wall watching me pass - and wonder if he's dreaming too.
I'm walking towards the ocean (Dream splits here one me goes deeper into the city another to the coast. I follow both a little way (One is in the kitchen restaurant of a strange hotel were waiters are serving big plates of pasta looking stuff) Other me heads along a marram grass bank that connects to a metal swing bridge crossing a wide estuary.
I meet another female walking and she says 'Hi, your dreaming too?' I smile and say yes.
We walk along together companionably until we find some wired shoes they look like surf shoes and we want to try them but can't get them to work. We talk more about lucid dreaming and she's telling me how we adventure at night and that she'd like me to help someone else, it's her Grandma and something bad happened to her, I tell her happy to try.
She calls up this amazing 'travel map' this is very cool - It materialises out of the air as it's like an animated paper cut map, brightly coloured and moving like a child's pop up book she scrolls threw it like you would a bunch of phone images and the bright coloured paper with cut out houses whizzed under her finger until she points and an area and we are sucked into the map.
Inside is a girl I recognise from my childhood. Moira, she was the older sister of a best friend Jack (He often plays male me in dreams). She's obviously way too young to be the girls' Grandmother but I realise we are in astral bodies and that's irrelevant - I can 'see' this person at many ages and different lives and I know in one of them she was abused as a child. (stuck energy) I smile and tell her 'Oh, I know another you!' she knows another probable me too and we laugh.
We go for a walk talking - she has these amazing bats she can summon... most people find them terrifying but I'm fascinated, they have different faces and energy like Moshi-monster bats or something, I greet the different ones and tell her I like them, they like that I like them and they warp into stranger and stranger forms as she summons more and more of them.
There is another layer to this too.... someone in the bath, a father having sex with a child, another child walking in --- it's like it's tangled into the other dream - at a level just below what is obvious. I think this was the stuck energy/stuff. I was in the body of the kid being raped.
Wake here.
Another dream... was of a gamer with many many alts. Very very intelligent and manipulating, he's set up many alts/accounts and is manipulating people into giving him money/funds but in small amounts to many people. (all the same him though) He has a child, I've helped birth this child - it can walk and talk as a newborn. I'm the only person who knows the identity of the father though.
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Last dream of a brother in prison/jail I've arranged for a recurring 2hr call each week.
Shift my perspective
take me home
falling into my heart, infinity to roam
Fraying at the edges
unravelling at the seams
merging threw the gaps into reality unseen
Playing in the moment
dancing in the NOW
grateful of acceptance and accepting of our power.
Dreams were not easily described.
I felt like I was falling threw multiple layers - kept waking like I was falling. Not unpleasant it was connecting.. A jumble of things... lots of purple, ferns uncurling, people connecting.
Busy very busy and chaotic and the light. Chaos into a spark inside and light and creation. (Thousands and thousands of things at once)
The dreams as I left deeper sleep stages were - Alex and lots of kids and the kids are playing and also getting tattoos.... then kittens and more kittens and they have so many parasites. I'm washing of fleas, pulling out worms and twisting of ticks.
A woman, who wants Fay's clothes... she has photos of her then wants to release her clothes as a 'fashion range' Watching a version of me on a Zoom meeting but I'm headbanging and licking the camera :D
Watching seeds grow into plants... like the egg thing, but seeing the seed develop quickly and from inside - ferns uncurling again.
Last dream was a birth. Fay & Holly are there and me and Kelly. Kelly's given birth to a new baby girl and passed it to me - she's not newborn and has amazing violet purple eyes and a blue dress. Her hair is orange at the back and turquoise and purple stripes at the fringe.
Last dream Josh is playing music, a new instrument and new lessons.... Ian's not sure about it as it's not exam structured.... but I'm happy as it's about the love of music and creation.
Seems like I had such a significant night of dreams but nothing I can pin down to earth understanding that makes any sense to anyone but me and even here it's hazy trying to bring it back to waking awareness.
I can't even find an image as it's like 3d nested data.
Dream is of a 'story' it's being told on a grand scale... with toys/puppets and drawings, and archetypes. It's vast and small and messy and all.
The whole is watching the telling. 2 friends who have fallen out and who are fighting while the world is watching.
It's messy as fuck, explosive and toxic.. hard to describe as I'm trying to describe something that's different. One friend has gone mad & bad.... they write a 'story' like a children's story. I'm seeing a sock puppet/teddy write a story that speaks to all.
A consensual story that is written for us all from the place of hurt/range anger and bitterness a place we all know. It's hard and harsh, but the images we all know. There is a weaving.. threw time/now and then. I'm inside the battle.
This isn't something I can bring back properly. The 2 friends.. I listen to the hurt one, and listen more. We all listen, as we hear the anger untangles into a story. As they tell they get less psycho and more relatable, and I'm with the 2 friends who fell out and we are untangling the past together.
Images I saw were like children's pencil drawings, with dragons and energy, elements and also scribbles and hurt and - I also in the dream that the crazy psyco energy that relaxed at the end of the dream had taught my brother to read. That's how I reached it.
Wired messy, Important but not really describable - It was like the tale of all times, with a huge plot twist.
At the end of my dream recall notes, I wrote Gunthasburg. Then on falling back asleep, the word was echoed again as important..
Gundas-burg German.
((Don't speak german, but when I googled it on waking whoosh! Wired and relevant syncs with banking families and other dreams))
Makes me wonder about this dream too. I feel there is a connaction.
Back into my main dream area and I'm in the old post office.. but I'm interviewing for a job there and getting it. In the back is a vast data bank.... again this is indescribable and multidimensional. Like a vast resource of info. I'm looking for something.
I'm in the post office, it's night... it's always open we take shifts. ( I knew all of the stuff was symbolic) Other things were property sales and a plan to make a star.
Last dream. My cousin sue. Dad's female side, not well known or ever dreamed of. Is being wed, I'm also in bride attire. An x Marcus is to be my groom.... but we are echos of the wedding. I'm in cream pearl gear, my hair is white, neon pink & black I have pearlescent horns. I'm not happy about wedding contracts --- Keep dipping back into the data banks from the last dream. Huge nested data banks. Again, I can't describe this.
Sometime in all the other dreams was an ocean... clear and blue and life was seeded. Micro, small, growing larger and bigger and preditors emerge.
Fun dreams with a similar theme all night around - 'Stuck/not moving' Then moving again.
The first part of the night felt like a record with a scratch, juddering --- a cloud not dispersing.
Then a long dream set in a game-like version of the UK.
All set at night and jumping large areas by zooming out onto an overview/map of the UK.
The routs on the maps are underground waterways and holy wells.
The dream starts and I'm on a field trip with all Men.
They
are being assholes, bullying and irritating. One of the guys is like the young blond guy from the OA - He's being a dick. We move on a
bus together the bus teleports.
No citys, the countryside is filled with dark forests and woodland - old villages, and old architecture still stands but in disrepair.
The society is falling apart and we know it's going to get way worse. I port up to main dream area as
I'm going to collect things. It's still dark, I'm outside the village is scrubby woodland. Military are roaming (This reminds of other
similar dreams of this style I've had over the years)
I was
trying to find the other females. I'm with the blond guy as we approach the buildings, looting is starting and we have a list of things we would like to get before we head off again. We have some outfits that stop being detected by heat cameras.
Once in the village we
are collecting a few things, a tarp, anti-bac cream etc for a small fist aid kit.. spare socks, knives, string needle and thread all go into backpacks... a couple of dogs want to follow us and we encourage them.
We plan to get a headstart before stuff gets crazier.
On
leaving the village back into the woodland we are cornered against a
rocky bank by one of the military with Lazer type gun he looks at us and
then lets us go saying 'Humanity needs survivers'
Woke here... by Zak coming to bed as he'd had a bad dream.
In some ways, the night reminds me a little of the 12/June2016 dream at the bottom of the page.
Anyway,
next dream with the same guy from the first dream (The OA blond type
guy) In this dream Kelly is to get married to the blond guy.... but
the bride and groom have had a spell cast on them to make them turn away
from the union.
This was a wired/fog... confusion (The
stuck stuff from earlier in the night) I could see it as the stuck stuff.... a mental fog, deliberate mental confusion, curse. There were another 2 people causing it.
The wedding is to be heled underground in an ancient place of worship deep in an underground city.
... the church is carved into the walls of a huge cavern deep in the
ground and I've ported there (I've got no body/form again)
In
the middle of the carven is a 'rift' like a deep crack along the cavern floor, and on one side is the groom and on the other is Kelly bride.
I
port to her side still disembodied, Hap is there out of the OA to 'give
her away' but he is the cause of the 'curse' doubt and confusion.
I
can hear his telepathic chanting to Kelly.. On the other side of the
rift Tabby & Delilah's mother is there and she is doing the same subliminal broadcasting to the Groom. Hap & the MIL type are working as one to keep the rift and the lovers apart. It's making the union unsure. I can see them trembling and sweating form the effort there broadcasting is taking. They are broadcasting doubt and unsureness making the lovers feel they want to turn away.
There is a standoff on either side of the rift.
I 'sing' lol well it wasn't singing as I had no voice or mouth it was more I vibrated... like a mantra reminded me a little of the 'Ra, Ma, Da, Sa, Say, So, Hung.....'
The energy changes and softens and the others join in and soon I'm visible - I try to tell the lovers about the curse but my voice drys up so I need to try and write it... but it's slow and hard work but soon all start to remember.
'Message... we get what we need' (Fun and interesting dream, reminded me of the Seth stuff about how we use various symbols for ourselves to help us understand energy threw the various filers of consciousness and walking)
- Wired interlude imagery dream of moving a giant, needed transporting but was old, stubborn and stuck... I had these gold glowing shackles I could put on it to move it with me. Reminded me of this dream .Oh, and a random dream of falling into a pond with Jo while Aunty Sheila and Uncle Eric were gardening.
Last dream.
Back in main dream area outside what used to be the Viking. I was arguing with my old boss who was in his shop holding my dog hostage but I was refusing to be manipulated.
Then I was in the car-park outside the paper shop where there was a massive slag heap. On the side of it was a slide, and lots of male kids were climbing up and using the slide. The rocks were rolling down onto another Mum at the bottom. I am at the top of the heap with the boys their mothers aren't around or any girls. I was doing a jigsaw with the boys.
(Fun and interesting dreams, reminded me of the Seth stuff about how we
use various symbols for ourselves to help us understand energy threw the
various filers of consciousness and walking)
12 June
First part of the night is hazy one thing I recall is being told.
'More to know than we can see'
Then the long dream (I woke 2 times but kept going back to same dream)
It's set on the small main street of the village I grew up in, but one
of the vet surgery's I worked at is now on the street too.
There is lots of work going on, I'm 2 people working in 2 places at
once the vets and a cafe I had a job in as a kid. Both are very new and
in the process of being painted, lorry's keep dropping of new equipment. I go down to the small bakers shop to collect something for
the cafe.
On the way I notice one of the buildings is filling rapidly with water and then lots of water starts to bubble up threw the
streets. I drop into another shop and tell them they must call the water board.
I bump into my old next door neighbour he tells me he's much happier now he has GPS and shows me a camping stove, I want to know were to get one too.
Back out on the street the water
people are there, one of them stops me and say's 'Thank you, it's a
good job you knew were the source was'
- wake up -
Back
in the dream now I'm in the new vet shop, I'm putting up prescriptions
of cream to be collected - I'm also working in the cafe but I'm not me
I'm the other Andrea (who was the owners daughter) I'm a prisoner there.
The dream changes too 2 child lovers trying to get back together and
now I'm a female working and a young boy (I flick between these 2
characters now)
The female is being kept as a kind of slave,
working. It's all parody though there's a spitting image type of royal
family, and the shops are morphing into big sandstone buildings.
The boy is trying to get into the village which is now more of a ruined castle. he's small and keeps meditating turning blue and flashing
blue. He has some helpers there clones and are like overweight versions
of Redfoo - they find themselves really funny and are more of a
distraction than anything else.
As the boy I meditate and teleport myself into the walls close to the female.
They grab each other and run, the girl blows up a section of wall which
crumbles behind them to give them some moments to escape.
-wake up and see to toddler-
Back into dream, I'm with the boy outside the walls he starts to place a
ring of explosives to give us time to get out of there.
After
they are set we run and make a detour round the main part of the village
onto the cliff tops. There is a carpark full of cars, old shiny ones
all with blacked out windows on the road beyond the carpark some kind of
roadblock with people yelling.
The boy recognises one of the cars and the door opens as we run into it.
Inside it's really plush - cream leather seats. With a large choc
Labrador in the back. The driver is an old guy (I actually remember
this car from a dream I had years and years ago when I was at school!)
I get into the back, and the blue boy curls up in the passenger foot well and hides under a trench coat.
He starts to drive, at the road block a man falls down like he's been
shot - it causes a diversion and the other run to see him, they all fall
down. We escape.... as I look back out of the window though I see
non of them are really hurt and are standing back up.
We start to
chat in the car, the older guy asks the blue boy if he's been calling
in the angels, he says yes from under his coat hiding hole. They go
onto to chat about the ascension of earth, at the front of the car a
thing pops out like a tray, in it there's a holographic man he's like a
butler he hands out eye pad screens they have lots of strange glypic
writing on them and diagrams.
He has sweets on a tray too, I take one it's a chocolate eclair :) It's nice then the dog starts trying to suck the sweet out threw my cheek, it feels odd!!
The man keeps talking about humanity being at the brink of ascension
but not yet seeing it and not taking the final leap humans are worried.
They are from Jupiter, I comment 'it's bonkers why can't they see it?'
Then they laugh at me as I took forever to get of Venus and get my
wings, they say it's always the same. The dog is still sitting right
beside me and then moves right into my body with me. He's brave and
with me now.
I start to itchy my nose till I can see lots of
flakes of silver skin... but the itch doesn't stop and I wake up to
really scratch my nose.
Sorry, another LONG one!!
