Monday, 1 June 2020

Art and Beds

31/5/2020

Was like my college dorm room at first but I was in a uniform sort of like police.  Also a pond.

1st June

Before 2pm

A long and detailed dream that was hard to 'pin' down.  It was astral conversations, a plan, 'time' unfolding.  Like a film/  watching.    Can go back and forth in it.


The second dream is that wired sort of Astral Alnwick, (Same place as a few dreams from last month.
This one and the pizza/Bank dream)  Few others too.   Anyhoo it's set in the same area as the pizza dream and mainly outside on the sandstone flags.  Zak is with me, others I recognise too it's has a wired 'astrally' type vibe with the purple sky.   It's not dreamlike.  Marcus was there and another artist, there was a mix of oil and other mixed media canvases lined up outside one of the buildings with people admiring them.

There are also 2 sections of around 6 hospital beds ICU's with staff.  Nurses are trying to save dying people suffering from various things.   They are sort of set just slightly lower than the pavement with railings around them and they are almost like a 'performance'   The nurses tired and stressed and the patients passing or bearly clinging to life.   Zak is with me, but he's younger 3 meby and he goes up to one of the sick people on a bed with a cup of water and picks up the unconscious mans head and pours a little into his mouth...     Zak cries and the male nurse cries too.   It was about empathy. 

Also Sa Ra.  (Not English)

- Another dream.

I've followed a pack of dogs into a castle on a hill, our dog is with them and I call him and he comes back.


There is a city below, crowded small homes a friend is there Holly' and she's moving but the town's roads have no vehicles - she has arranged for a family to come with a cart they have to pile things onto.  It might have been Asia someplace/time ...The walls in her home were thin and almost transparent

The car and owners arrive.   The family ware old fashioned colourful and beautifully embroidered clothes a warm light brown skin tone they are friendly and I help them fill the cart and then we walk together on the sandy paths with my friend's belongings... felt like going from an old Asia to an old Malta.  The place we were headed to was small square buildings carved from cliffs or made from sandstone.

At one point I find myself in a trash shoot... there are all kinds of thrown away creative stuff.   There is the head of an old statue.   Beelzebub Was what it was... it was a little like a massive wired Punch and Judy doll. Just a head with no body.

Last dream was of a school/uni with Em.  It was mainly residential areas, felt like Bristol for some reason.   Em had a thing for the chemistry teacher, but he was a bit wired and creepy.  I didn't say anything though and he wanted me to stay in a cupboard while he came onto her :P  I agreed, there were more people in the cupboard too and we sat and chatted. 

Thursday, 28 May 2020

Floating

28th May

First a forest. Plants, Ferns in water with plants, swaying, growing.

Then a collage.  It's self-contained (nothing beyond the grounds) reachable by a single train track the platform is in a beautiful vaulted ceiling room.  Ornate sandstone walls the tracks are sunk into the ground again like tram tracks.  One wall is set with huge floor to celing leaded window pains looking out onto a beautiful perfectly manicured bright green lawn. 

All around the lawn are neat flower beds and then beyond them, sandstone paths and small intermate classrooms, also with the ground to floor celing windows facing the central lawns. 

I'm there for a levitation class with a teacher and 5 or 6 others.  ... we start of levitating standing on a small board, then a sheet of paper and then silk.  The 'material' is there to help us focus our attention on the molecules directly below is.... it's not necessary but it's an aid to people who are new and it's easier when starting out than just trying to match the air.

I'm not really paying attention but instead looking out the windows at the space we are in.

In a classroom over the lawn is a group of women all in the most beautifully hand-embroidered clothing. Lots of rainbow colours, I watch them come out of the class and sit together on the lawn talking and laughing and I want class to be done so I can go meet them.  

Wednesday, 27 May 2020

Aliens and Tunnles.

First dream is set in sunny unfamiliar countryside. Fields, lanes with wild hedgerows and patches of woodland.

There are hummm ...... things!  I thought of them as 'alien' in terms of they were alien to me. 

Some of them are like birdlike leaf creatures these are large like the size of a buzzards and they are shaped like green leaves no face or head but a body and wings - they fly fast.  There are also glowing lights moving fast and then also just 'distortions/glitches '  rushing threw the countryside rustling leaves.  A little like that old school 'Predator' film.   

It's not scary - it was exciting.   I wasn't sure if it was a psychic thing that just I was seeing or if everyone could so I'd taken a video of it to share and ask and other people had seen the same thing....   They had and also shared.     There are also many falling stars. 


The second dream is in my main dream area but underneath in a series of dark wide tunnle like caves.

I'm with male me or my bro and he's gone on ahead and I'm following. 

The caves I'm walkign threw alone are wide and dark and I meet a kind of familiar guide floating.  (He has a feel of Morpheus from the Matrix) - and he stops me by holding up his hand.

I look up at him and he nods ahead knowingly where a wide train track is suddenly dissecting the tunnel we are in. I hear a train coming and sure enough, there is a large freight train with a long line of empty flatbed carriages ratting threw the cavern across my tunnel. I wait until it passes and then I am surprised to see beyond it now are many other train lines with trains/cars tracks moving on them at different intervals. It's like a frogger/crossy-road puzzle game but also tied to my childhood nightmares & train symbology.

I look up at the guide and then grow 2 large wings, I don't use them to fly but I float up easily to join him a meter or so of the ground. I grin at him and then float up and over the tracks/trains and cars and hear him jokingly yell 'Cheater' from behind which makes me laugh out loud.

I wake but go back into the same underground tunnel space.

This time there is a concert/music event on and there are thousands of people trying to see the show. Huge crowds of pushing people and a turnstile type of gate with security on like bag checking or something.   There are 2 shows each day and they are the same time.... I'm going into the second one but the people pushing back after the first show means the tunnels are rammed full of people.


Also another hazy dream..
There is also a kitten who is a mix of 2 breeds, but like Frankinstine stitched together type of mix. Legs and head and tail are from a long-haired ginger cat and the tummy is currently like a Rex. Someones knitted it a jumper and then someone else has sewen a tag/laundry label onto its leg saying 'Damaged' - The cat could talk and it's breeder had wanted it Euthanaised as it was a wired mix of 2 breeds... but the cat was sweet and wanted a mate to have his own kittens now.

A second-hand clothing shop that has been refurbed and has Christmas decorations up it's very busy with wooden benches along one wall where people come to chat and socialise. I'd left and was trying to find my way to the bus station and bike rental.

Tuesday, 26 May 2020

Group Intention.

Sat 24th May

The first dream very hazy... 

Recipe, remembering long -dream... impossible design, Now bake the new  - Can see unseen. 

In time the hidden factions come to the table... we need to bake together.

A forest and a city, games... rope bridges between the two.  Gaming aspect... fun/play and competition. 

Then I have a broken leg... it's a wired setting a group and I'm annoyed my leg is broken.   I need to have it set will take 6 weeks.   

I'm reluctant but accepting... and as it's set I have wings... one black one white like bird wings, feathered and big.  As I accept my broken legs and 6 weeks out of game my wings wizz into a ball and then I'm a Ying - Yang type spiral ball.  

Then there is a wired thing in my main dream area with music and money and the money is strange the £10 notes are thin and I realise it's like the golden ration.   £50, £20, £10, £5


Tuesday 26th  May

I know I'm dreaming alot but it's hard to pin down when awake. 

Hybrid moving spiders.. 

Watching, singing waiting web-like lines.  - Creations and growth.

A long dream of a house/home we want to rent.   At first, I'm in the gardens of the house -  Moving threw times seasons fast... plants grow then go backwards and watch them shrink.  A shed is built and then over years crumbles and decays, trees grow up.   Time was stretchy here back & forward at once. 

The house that we are trying to rent, it has a strange vibe in it.

The house is alive though and we need to be impeccable with our intentions and emotions.   The house 'knows' 

There is a big cat there and we are having a meeting to see if we can stay.... it's a group thing, we all need to hold the same intention and outcome to stabilise it - but we keep messing up. 

Interesting

but hard to put into words :) 



Saturday, 23 May 2020

Neon Orange & Black

I found this lovely vid today on my next play.  It so fits with my dreams of the night before last and all the geometry lately, lol and all dreams and well... hehe it fits with everything obviously 😃 


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First dream I'm with local friends, All-female, Roz, Kelly and others we have bikes and are in woodland very green.  Spring green I've been to a 'shop' it was almost closing time, but I'd got in before it shut and I had got stuff to share.

I was sharing, seeds, plants, veg - ferns.   We were all going to grow something different and then share.

Next up is energy flow again, I'm seeing it in the forest in growing seeds people, plants all the same... but there is energy escaping at the middle - and like a leak in a bag, I can put my thumb on - I'm wondering if I should 'Dam' it?

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Next is a wired dream long with Vet Ann at the start.  (Wonder what archetype she is?  She's often tied with DNA and mother/Home)   Anyhoo this time she's being a vet in a church it's a strange church, it also has seeds, plants, animals and all kinds of eggs. POTENTIAL

Ann is giving a strange guy who arrives a 'job offer'  - The job is to be a dancer at a club and be 'seen'  and while they are talking I jump up on a table and start dancing to music in my head and it's instantly decided I have the job too.   I wasn't trying to get it, but I liked dancing and so it was decided I'd go with him.  

We are to head to a strange city to 'promote/advertise' and into night clubs around the city.  We are to put up as many flyers as possible (These are small and cryptic black and neon orange paper flyers we can staple and stick to things.)  Our other job is to be 'seen'   We ourselves aren't totally sure what we are promoting  - It was a 'different'  dance to the usual one I think.   It wasn't like a venue, or a brand it was all just cryptic. 

Once in the city, we walk streets putting up the orange flyers with patterns and quotes on them and then we head to the venue we have been given.  We are to tell the doormen our names and we will get our clothes there. 


Once inside a small woman who enjoys drink and drugs to excess meets us and takes us to the side to offer outfits.  The male gets a choice of 2 te-shirts and me 2 tank dresses.  We pick black with orange neon strips on.  I can hear the bass and am keen to start dancing once changed we head in. 

It's like an old school warehouse party or an underground car-park venue.  It's still early and the crowds are yet to arrive I follow the bass to the Soundsystem and we are surprised that the other factions are there already.... we are instantly sussed as 'promoters'

I join dancing in their midst - while not welcomed our common love of the dance wins over any animosity and we lose ourselves in the music. 

When I leave the trance I'm surprised to see the male I arrived with is not around and I see some old friends from London Dom & James and others... - they are surprised to find me there too.  I greet them and look around for the male I arrive with.  When I don't find him I bump into Dom walking back to the dance floor and he motions to a VIP room, he has access and I enter with him.

Inside the room is black I can hear but there is no light in the room at all and I can't see a thing and I slowly circle on the spot allowing my eyes time to adjust to the darkness.  First into focus comes a pattern and I as I circle I realise it's a wall concrete and the damp is the pattern I'm seeing - as I begin to make out the boundaries and walls of the room I can see the outlines of people sitting in groups on the ground around the walls.   Dom motions to the far corner and I follow him there to join a group - I'm aware that his current partner is there and that the night will be interesting.... 

Kid wakes me here. 


So Other Ann dreams...   They are often quite long detailed dreams, interesting DNA stuff. 






Friday, 22 May 2020

Adverse Reaction and Making Gold.

21/5/20

Another 333   Wired night with not much sleep as Kitten was out till gone 3.30 am and the little one not well and feeling sick.

Managed a wired dream of a strange Craster that somehow fits with this second of Purple Smoke dream while asleep I knew I was in the same place/space.   This time I'm further down a hill and I'm trying to get to the sunrise and a 'Dad'

My recall starts with a strange fight over knock-off shoes?  (souls meby)  Then a maze-like puzzle with swinging doors.  I was in the maze to get threw and reach the sun.  I'm travelling with someone and they have something like a radio it's wired not like anything I'd seen before.   We could call in to request the music/album. 

-  Another dream was Mini cars in a race, set in the 60's I think.  We were tucking damp leaves onto a coat and under a  belt as we crossed the finish line.   They made a pattern like feathers or scales.




22/5/20


The first dream I recall was long - It's in what felt familiar in the dream but is no place I know.  It might have been a very strange version of my main dream area - but it was very big and all urban.

I start of the dream trying to go into the local health centre/Dr's facility. 

I'd had a vaccination for something and where I'd had it on my left upper arm the skin had gone hard and sore in a large area around it like cellulitis and I wanted to log it as an adverse localised reaction.   The health centre was also very modern felt more like a landed spaceship.   I couldn't log the reaction there and so the receptionist gave me the address of somewhere I could.

I leave again and head to the address of the 'charity' where I can log my reaction.  The charity was something to do with 'Dengue fever' ?   The address is in a very bleak and blocky concrete area the buildings are brown and grey close together and there is no green or sky.   On the way, I meet a group who are heading to the same place and so we walk together and we chat, joke and laugh on the way there. 

The building looks abandoned, the sign over the door is old, glass filthy and the tilled grey floor dirty with rubbish in the corners.  It' has a 70/80's office feel to it. 

The door is unlocked so we enter into a square landing with a spiral squared of stairwell heading down and into a room below.  No door the stairs open into a square room dimly lit by a small high basement window on one wall. 

I comment sarcastically 'Well, This isn't at all freaky!' as we look around a room that is kind of a steampunk macabre cross between a 'scary' dentist and a tattoo parlour.  The walls are covered in a childish but disturbing wallpaper showing pictures of extractions and syringes, blood, pill pots and fresh pulled teeth! The colours are brown, purple, green earthy looking. 

In the centre of the room is a chair that's like an old fashioned dentist chair with leather arm ties with a trolly of strange dusty tattoo /dentist /surgical type tools that haven't been used in ages.   Round the walls were old desks and bookcases filled with handwritten books and diagrams.

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I remember that dream in the morning rather than threw the night. When I did wake I had very geometric dream dust - Again similar to Islamic sacred geometry but it's 3D I'm seeing the shapes breathing that form the patterns.




Second dream

Starts of again in a hall of Res at a big Uni (Later in the dream I find it's UCL (Or a wired version of it). 
I was in a male dorm for some reason and I wasn't a permanent student yet, I didn't have a room I could use the kitchen they had.  It's an off white colour with old fashioned strip lights and plastic school type chairs.  I'm not liked and all the guys in the dorm were waring facemasks as they were concerned about a virus. 

We were reading Physics!  I had to pass the first semester to see if I was allowed to stay as I didn't have the regular Math and Physics qualifications to be on the course (If I was accepted I'd be given a lab coat with this UCL door card in a pocket that opened doors)

((This is reminding me of another Uni Dream ... Humm don't think I can find it or if I've even written it))

Anyway I'm in a lab in the next bit I recall and we are working on making gold.  We have large magnetic machines we can change the polarity.  On trays of sand, we have various metals and electrodes and we are working at altering the elements at a molecular level with magnetics and current.  I've a A4 lined pad in front of me and I'm drawing what I called electron maps flows of + & -   signs, the geometric dream dust was a feature as it tied into the altering of elements.

I understood it and was comparing my notes with that of the other students.  On one magnetic work station in the sand our starting metal is now bubbling like boiling grey stone and on another in-between 2 electrode type things liquid gold is forming slowly like wax. 

Was an odd dream as I was pretty lucid, reading was easy and I understood perfectly what we were doing 😕

Wednesday, 20 May 2020

Kite's



18/5/20

Dreams again of kites only this time I see that they aren't 'just' kites they are silver cord-like things (shuttles)  We are holding and flying the kites but they are all up together and there is a feeling of 'transmission'   Information coming down the string.

Made me think of this dream too.


So many Shuttle dreams too.

19th
Hardly slept with reflux.  




20/5/20

Many dreams as catching up on sleep, but recall is hazy and my notes wired as I didn't want to move much :P   There was a long dream of a city, following a story of 2 men.  I was just a floating awareness observing. 

May into June

  1st May First dream was a festival at an old farm stead. Was a small do, but cosy. An odd thing, with a small stage n craft tables. ...