Journys with Packing

 Tues 27th.

A party, in the dark.

Unwanted and springing around.

I'd just wanted to join in, but i wasn't to anyone's taste.

I'd started to make my own fun.

Soon I was to much for everyone.  
Was fun but odd as fuck.

 

I'd sort of nailed myself down on elastic then was flying hard and pinging back.

 

 

Someone calling me from far away.   Was getting louder, just calling 'Ren, Ren, REN!'

Who are you?  I don't recognise your voice? 

'You might not be to much for me.  Would you like to play here?'

Who are you?  'Would you like too?'   ok....

A party in this huge crazy high-rise tower.

I'd had so many things to do there.

I'd met 3 females and 3 guys in a room, they had babes and dogs. 

A pool table too.  I needed to bring a woman some ice-cream and then get back to some guy I was meeting.

Not sure who's the voice was but the building I ended up in was fascinating. 

Steps and ladders, it was like a mishmash of rooms all balanced together.

There were Nuc bomb operators there too.

 

Next dream was with Inka, I was still at Malico's with Leon in the livingroom space downstairs at the back of the house. 

Leon had told me Inka would visit again and asked if it would be easier for him to just take my sight. 

Inka's done this for me in the past... I'd agreed as it was easier than keeping my eyes shut.
Inka explained stuff, he's swapped sides and is in a role he's not played for some time.

He needs to sort stuff.

Oh yeh, it was to do with them entity's that had been in some ancient ongoing war that we'd taken out.

Me and him would take a role one on each side- but we wouldn't fight.  I told him I didn't mind fighting him, and he understood.

Our aspects are to close to actually dislike each other so we would be playing a balance instead of conflict.  I was seeing visual messages too, parasites under the carapace of bugs, or was it a wasp or bee - I'd been his parasite but we became symbiotes.

 

I'd had a dream of a uni complex too, I had a large luggage bag with me.  I was leaving and all the locker rooms were full.

I was checking each floor to see if there was storage space but the building was confusing.

I'd found my way to the most unusual transport hub, with plastic tracks and an odd plastic train.

The driver had a plastic gun and the barrel was a smiley face. 

A tombola raffle was being held too.   Only one guy was playing and taking all the prizes.

-Working nights....

 

Friday 29th.

202

Watching planes land, many of them. 

A greek holliday with my bro and Em, sand dunes.

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A q I was in but I'd got sick of waiting and shoved my way threw.  A bro too and a long game we had played. 

Seeds and Nuts

 

Leon was trying to organise me seeing Inka, they knew how much I was missing him and I'd wanted to know he was ok.   I'd jumped to Malico's with the red kid as that was the potential meeting place.  I'd just slept into dreams in the dinning room there.

A cool dream about faction wars in a strange dry world, underground caves.   Papers, contracts and bounties.  
 

They woke me into the dinning room,  Inka had arrived but I wasn't to look at him.  ... Meby he was still neckid 😏.  He was behind me, it was nice to be close to him again.  He smelt different too, less smoky and cleaner than usual. 

Assured me he was ok... Had stuff to sort his end then he'd come find me again.

 

606

I'd fallen into another dream while he was there. 
A large country house.
A strange guy and his sister.  He had grey hair and light eyes, he was interested in me and not just in an intimate way.  He'd been using his sisters visions or dreams. 
He was part of a religious sect, lots of mixed motives, floods too - it was fun. 
Rooms with lots of beds pushed together.   I was revisiting their dreams... She'd lied or fabricated some things and he was getting confessions from her and amending details.

When I woke Inka had gone again,  but Leon was still around.
 

Another dream too.
Irene's house, or a odd version of it.  I was making a drink from strange seeds and fruits.  One was huge larger than a mango hard and green.  When I cut into it the inside is white and wet slightly sweet.
I was mixing them into a beaker.

 

Then in Em's house... It was a long dream but the part I recall is lots of Animals,  some were in cages but I opened all the doors, g pigs, and rodents then wild animals were arriving a swan with a strange white duck, 3 squirrels one grey, one red and a dark one.
I was feeding them nuts and seeds but was aware I needed to get something for the ducks.  

 

Last dream was colourful.  London outside downing street... Or close too.   Lots of local children in fancy dress.  Colourful upper class medieval outfits the children were playing games in the streets.

Then I was traveling along a road in an open vehicle, I was picking fruit from passing trees, eating it then scattering the seeds.  

Witch Convention

A WTF dream... I'd been with Loci.

I'd taken a really powerful psychedelic... What a trip.   My dream dust was still crazy as I woke up... Feel like I'm still tripping.
I was in-between layers in London.   I'd thought I was home, as I'd wanted to dance and weave.

I realised I was a long way off and had to journey back only I was out of it, I met Mathew again...  He was in a few dreams a while back. 

He travelling with me but took me a different route.   I felt like I was on the ceiling and turning inside out.   I'd woken at a ferry stop with a luggage carousel. 

Next wake at 414

 

Long dream.  I'd forgotten the start my first recall is walking up to the encampment where we were expected.   It was a gathering of a sort of religious sect of witches.
Our clothing is unusual.   Blue skirts with a gathered hem and blue feathers at the bottom.
Various tents had displays and collections, books and tomes.   Talks and presentations. 

Most of the attendees were female.   I recall one male. 
The camp was being protected by my blood barrier... The guy kept checking it's integrity.
We were learning spells and chants in a language a little like Latin and stayed at the convention for a week.

Odd kaleidoscope effect, looking at blood and seeing the DNA.

Last dream was also long, but I didn't write to many notes.  A guy and a coffee machine.

It was Australia I belive and there was unusual animal hybrids, one female was a mix of tiger and kangaroo,   Bottom half kangaroo, and the head of a tiger which she could change to human. 

I was being shown around by a female guide, she'd taken me to meet the chimera woman and we all went to a café were a poetry slam was going on.  
 

Key Fight

 

23/9

A GW2 style dream with flying mounts.   Someone was asking me about the morticians set.

A large hotel, I was kitchen staff.  So much amazing food.   Huge roasts with veg and tables full of deserts and cakes.
Dogs too, oddly there were many dogs... Staff from the PDSA

 

Last dreams were false awakenings. 
 

24/9
Still missing Inka, didn't seek any of the others out although they all offered company.
Just went to the hunters room to see the red infant there.

Prisoner or resident in a haunted house.  Cooking a meal with flavoured rice and veg. 
 

606

A huge dream with variable lucidity.

There was so much it was hard to recall it all.   I'd been fishing with a guy on a high harbour in the dark.  It was my first time fishing, we just had lined and hooks.  

I'd got a catch and wanted to throw it back but wasn't sure how to get the hook out.

It was a long sliver blue fish with sharp white teeth all pointed back.

It had clamped onto my hand and I couldn't get it off...  I was asking the guy who was some distance away wtf I was supposed to do, but he was just laughing at me.

There was another part of the dream with homeopathy,  a treatment for pets.

There were a few pills in a pot, I knew were to get more but the nurse I was with was insistent it needed to be animal medication.   This made no sense to me as it was homeopathy and the same treatment.     

Next bit I was more lucid and the dream got more surreal.   I was with Stephen Fry, there was show/performance going on.  We were being observed by two Indian women in colourful saris.   I'd some how messed up the dates, and ended up with the cast, I'd had to arrange them to come back the following day.  (I did actually screw up the date for something today)

It would mean that the show that was supposed to be free would now be £11 each.  I knew it was my fault and was trying to work out if I could pay more to lesson the cost for everyone else.

The next part was the performance but I kept finding myself stuck on the stage.... It wasn't a stage as such but a huge dark set.  Streets and underground rooms, I was very lucid now and could fly and teleport but I wasn't sure were the audience section was, so I was floating over the performance of dance, Chinese dragons, crazy creatures and such ... I'd teleported and found myself back stage, the cast didn't mind and knew me... But I'd wanted to see the show.

 

The next part was odd...  I had been given a key with 2 horse chest nuts as a keyring. 
I'd got into a fight with a guy trying to take the key from me.   I'd refused to let go, then we had more and more keys. The others were attached to different keyrings, various forms of crosses in different coloured metals. 
I was stronger than the guy, and had my thighs wrapped round his neck - The guy couldn't breath and I wanted to let go but something invisible was at my back - it' was it's force flowing threw me making me that strong.  I was trying to stop as I didn't want to kill the guy, he was going purple.   Was an odd scenario. 

 

I kept entering the same dream for a bit then had one more dream with a cafe/ bar.  It was all smooth light varnished wood, with 2 unusual washing machines, like small metal domes. 

Zak was with me and he was being prepared a meal by the staff there who knew us.  

Half a small roasted pumpkin with other stuff like I'd never seen.  It looked good.
While I was waiting for him I was watching 2 dancers on small metal platforms.  Each was doing a very different dance. 

The dancers were being 'mixed' by a DJ, he was able to sort of blend and turn them off and on... It was unusual but fascinating to watch.

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Last night in my dreams,   I'd messed up a date and a keyring had 2 horse chestnuts.   Today... I messed up a date, and was asked to get 2 horse chest nuts... All for Zak.

In-between a Mind Space

 

21/9

Dreaming but to tired to take notes.
One was a sea running down a slope, a webpage promoting stuff.  Some religious group. 

Odd underground places but old fashioned in style. 

 

Seth...  Unpublished post.....

 

 

Seems it was a carrot on a stick after all..  I miss Inka.  'He'll be back Ren'  Mmmmm

 
22/9

I was in a heated discussion with people defending what they were perceiving as demons or neg entity's - but I was seeing multi layered aspects, a perspective the other person didn't seem to perceive. 

 

Very odd dream dust, it was like a red/white mirror flashing cube in a funnel or vortex.

 

A Phi dish.   Was a bowl with the numbers for Phi as a pattern on the inside. 
 

Then an amazing dream I kept going back into.   I'd been in the dark garden of a curio shop that I ran with a crew.   It was open all hrs with goldren lights and all kinds of things for sale.   The street it was on was futuristic with no cars just shuttle buses on a track.

 

It was opposite an old fashioned book shop. 

I'd received a phone call from a posh sounding woman called something starting with M?  Anhoo she'd asked me, do you know who I am.  The question was deeper than that, she was representing something and as I'd spoken to her my body had been sucked down underground I was pushing threw soil and earth faster and faster..  Trying to work out what she was - I'd guessed she was linked to my buried creativity and with this realisation the earth sort of spat me back out all disorientated.
 

I'd been pondering what this could mean while trying to put out small fires that kept starting in the shop.   The floor was old wood planks and I didn't want the whole place to go up.  They were landing on shelves that looked like alters of witchcraft stuff and then modern cosmetics.  
The fires were coming from embers across the road, Outside oppersit there was an old book shop.   It's on a corner terrace was rickety shelving outside covered in books free books. 

The books and the shelves were on fire and bits were flying over into the store.

I'd taken some of the others to have a look with a view to calling a fire team.
Only once more I was perceiving a different reality to the others. 

The couldn't see the flames or fire,  the store had a sash window front and threw the angled pane I could see a woman inside looking at me.   She had a pile of psychology books in her hand also on fire.  All the same book.  'All in the mind' or something very similar.  When I looked from the front of the sash window they books were no longer lit. 
The woman just looking at me.
I recognised the perspective split from my psych breaks, and before that dreams.  It's like standing in a reality intersection were I can see 2 different series of events playing depending on where I'm positioned and perceiving ....  It's like aligning with one persons or another's perspective while simultaneously having my own.  

 

As most of the others couldn't see the fire I decided to go with the consensus and not call the fire crew out.
So we'd gone back to our hub.  Where I tended to customers for a while.
I'd left the shop on a break and was amazed at what was behind the street.

A vast plane on pylons and cables fastened down with thick silver chains.  The distant and low in the sky. 

I'd tried to explore but the energy there was static..  I was only able to crawl, I'd found my way onto a conveyor belt filled with tech equipment to get out, it was moving fast and grippy and I had to get a bunch of guys waiting for things on the belt to drag me off.

Back at the shop more people had arrived, one guy in particular was curious about my perspectives and dreams, possibly African not tall, dark intense curious eyes. 

I was writing stuff down to remember and he was keen to read it.  Notes and diagrams scribbled onto brown paper bags from the store.

I'd kept falling into dreams and as I was waking again he would be there and curious as to what I had seen.
I'd told him about the Pylon place and these substation type places I'd seen and him and some others wanted to help me use a drone so I could show the others what I was seeing.
 

Queens Passage

Dated wrong....  


Cool dream with some amazing visuals.  It was an incredible city hub, impossible railways and engines.  The dream had been to do with planetary evolution another race had come, some would leave with them but not all.  This race caused an evolution in human understanding over the course of 10 years.  Their visits here were cyclical occurring thousands of years apart in human years.   The stuff I was seeing was amazing.

 

The blue bell was ringing..

Calling time, it was like an inn - but other stuff too.   The bell was a ripple.

Toy swords.  A PC marked with 11:11   - I'd left a toon in a BG there, I could jump back to it.

Buss depot, missed busses.  I'd missed the one I usually got to my dream space and the stop was empty.  No timetable.
 

I'd been on a bus but it had been stopped.... People were removed and taken for questioning about the queens passage and some overgrown trees and shrubs.

The queens passage seemed to be a grey stone tunnel.  I had a friend with some photo evidence.. We'd looked directly at the film, it was a strange camera digi looking but opened up.   The view was a bend in a river in an autumn wood... a small door was in the riverbank there.

People I was close to had been responsible for the trees, and we felt we'd kept it clear... We were trying to find what the issue was.
I'd woken as a bus was arriving.

The queens passage made me think of her death on waking, and I'd asked Leon who isn't letting me out of his sight atm about Inka.   Before the queens death announcement I'd had that dream were Inka & Malico joined my dream body and we took out a bunch of leaders and generals from both sides of an ancient conflict. 

I wanted to know where Inka was and if he was ok.
Leon was vague so I reached for Inka in sleep...  Crown flow and an my answer came as dreams.
I was seeing a truck in front of me, the kind that paints road markings.  The white line gloop dripping from the back as it painted a white line.   

I recalled the cartoon Jesus dream where he'd told me 'You do you' like a reminder to stay in my own lane. 
The other was seeing sound, like singing bowls but I was seeing different vibrations... Some fast some slow.


 

Suspect

'I understand how you feel Ren'  I know...  'Go void or where you please, you have us here if you want or need'  

I'll go Ddad would you come too please?'  'Yes Ren, OFC'  Thanks.  'I will collect you from where you land.'

I'd wound up in Ddad's hub, they made me sit in the chair there... I don't recall if it's still pink - don't think it was.   

 I'd felt sad and Ddad had said to me, so how dose it feel to be the one in control.    I'd felt shit...   I'd tried to explain, I don't want to be the winner.  I just like the challenge of the game. 

Ddad offered me a blue uniform again, this time I said ok.    He told me I could use his room to dream so I'd gone there alone.  

 

A fun dream a game world, it was B&W Jole n Monkey were there too.  Was like a dungeon crawler threw this spooky funny wood.  We'd been captured by giant sticky toadstools!

 

Sorting and tidying,  I was in Irean's but outside was more like my main dreamhouse.  I was clearing up.  When I'd gone back in the place was packed with family and friends, some alive some dead.  I'd said hello to them all and then left.
 

Next dream Ddad had joined me and was in the dream with me.   We were entering an old Victorian Inn in a chair by the door was one of my old drawing books and a pile of toys. 
I'd gone to get them and I'd been told that someone had left them.   I knew my Bro had dropped them for me.  It took a while to convince them but when I could tell them what was in the book and showed them my writing they agreed to let me take them.

My bro had left them for me to help with wayfinding and navigation.

I'd asked Leon to jump and fetch me the red babe.   He did and the next dream was with it.

Again my bro was in it.. The dream followed on.   I'd been waiting on a pick up for a job, he'd come in a car was driving like a maniac!    He took me to the job and left again.

It was a robbery of sorts in a lab, but the lab was in old stone catacombs and cellars.

There was a large group of us there blending in, we had a safe breaker who'd cracked the area we needed access too.   But it was hard to get access to the vials we needed.
It was a chemical of a drug or potion.   It felt organic, I forget the exact details I've a feeling it was secretions from a gland of some kind of entity.  It was a highly controlled substance. 
We were blending in there waiting for an opportunity to grab some and clear out. 

The safe breaker was an odd character, he had hair like Inka's was shorter with pointed teeth in a brown lab coat.  He'd done his part and was going to leave first, he'd helped us all he could.
One of the team had managed to get some but the alarm would be raised soon and we were to make our way subtly to exit.
I was one of the first to the doors, but had stopped to wait for others to catch up.  I'd then got distracted by a guy I knew.  He wasn't part of our crew for this job, I'd stopped to chat and then realised I'd been distracted to long and the lab was on lock down.
The others were out but I was trapped. 

I was being observed and was suspect number 1, I didn't have anything on me... But realised I'd screwed up.