Carrots and Wings

Inka??  Stuff is changing fast...  'I know Ren..  Rippling out'   I don't understand 'You're getting what you wanted Ren, isn't that enough?'  Hhaha  

What did you do?  'Teamed as you suggested'  would this have happened anyway? 

'Sorry Ren? Try again'   Would I have experienced this?  'Better question' 
 

 

'You're defending me witch'  Seems I do care...   Lol that tickles... 'I KNOW'  haha sure you do :P

Don't get all fucking smug.... What do you know?  'What do you want to know?'   Duno...

Lol.... 'Read mouse?'  Oh...   Ok... Thanks for the suggestion.   'YW'  It's fucking odd you being nice.  'Don't Ren, you know we are all friends in the place we are at'  <3  suppose... 

I'm not 'You'  Learning??  Sorry...  Should I release you once more.

Or for all...

'Hold that intention Ren'    Better...  Yeh, meet as friends once again across the fence in my head  'Sheesh...' 

'Carrot or a stick'  Carrot on a stick! 'You are amusable in multiple ways'   lol, you wana be a carrot?  'It all leads back to the thing on your back'  Hhahaha 

Midnight.

A reality supplied and created from lots of self created twins.  Was really trippy, starwars - star treck type stuff.

I'd had a twin ripped from inside me.

Then an odd lucid experience.   I'd been on a layer close to reality...  I was in bed, with the cat n Zak that was all the same, but I was munching raw carrots.   (Oh lol I'd forgotten you'd asked me about a carrot or a stick!  Haha '🙄'

Anyway, the bed was too crowded so I'd got up and gone out the window and down the lane.
I'd stopped just before the green, a strange bed was there it was like a compost bin made of wire filled with leaves.
I'd laid down to sleep there....   I was hoping no one came past and called an ambulance as I don't wana get sectioned again just for sitting on the street!
 

As I was looking up there was a massive beech tree with a house weaving round the trunk - looked incredible like the magic faraway tree and I became more lucid and aware of the dream.
I floated myself further down the lane, were M&S should be was a huge glass building like a hotel, and instead of the road there were station hub ticket machines.

I was trying to deconstruct myself to fit into the ticket slot, but I wasn't that lucid so just floated over them instead and into the transport hub, looked for an escalator and headed down.
I'd found myself in a strange toilet with cubicles but standing round were bouncers. 

They looked identical like clones and were tall. 

I'd tried to enter what was perhaps the male urinals and one stepped in my path he was more than a ft taller than me and he pushed me back wordlessly with his folded arms. 

 

I was trying to get an understanding of gods.

 

Next dream was a large swimming pool, quite dark a few different pools.  Toys and inflatables we could play with too.

Then I was in what was like our council house when we'd first moved in...   Social housing.  All my friends kitchens identical to mine.   I think it was Allison's kitchen I was in but the cupboard doors were all yellow not white. 

I'd also been with Inka and Malico and the babe in the hunters room.   Inka's company was sort of heavy and it was making me sad, it had reminded me of when I'd killed him by digesting him last Sept.
https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/09/stars-n-floods.html

I asked him if he'd kill me again.  He agreed and we left the kid with Malico.
He jumped me to a south American style pyramid again but this time we were inside it
Dark. It was sort of hollow from what I could make out.   
Emotion of sadness and regret and then we kind of killed each other but this time at the same time.  It's the 3rd time we'd done this I think?
Was different..   No fighting we just mingled our awareness and then turned it off.  

Void  - scattering.   I didn't want to come back, it was Leon and Ddad calling me, I duno when the others came back or arrived but Inka was back first.  

He looked different tired but less fucked up, was nekid with fucking wings! and was slumped against a wall. 

I was tiny!  Floating and made of well - pixilated rainbow light it was a little like the thing I used to draw when I would trip on acid as a kid... A fish tail, wings massive eyes.  The red babe thing was bigger than me.  I sensed Inka wanted to be alone and Leon and Ddad were keeping an eye on my for now.

 

Ah....  I've found the Remedy name!   Hyoscayamus

 

The treatment for Mania!   I knew I'd found it just after I 'Came on a wild ride with me' lol.. Yeh... 
 

https://homeopathyplus.com/know-your-remedies-hyoscyamus-niger-hyos/

 

I'm kinda confused... What did you turn into?  'More of us'  Hummm🤔

'Go for a run Ren, leave Inka alone'  lol  ok.