Bare Sole Living Rough

 

13/3

 

Relaxed, Warm Alone,

Quiet, Comfy at home.

Mind lost in my Soul,

Emotions feel the space to grow.

So quite, so dark

Getting lost in the love in my heart.

 

Dreams before 3am are hazy, woke just before 303

I'd been on a bus conscripted to some kind of army..  But I don't recall more.

 

Then a dream about a wedding in open countryside, I was sheltering in the dark side of a bridge over a river.

 

Then on an island, it had been populated once but now nearly deserted.  

A low laying place in a warm area with sandy gardens and modern single story dwellings.

It looked like the people who'd lived there had been well off.
A few people roamed there living rough, I liked the gardens and the weather there.

 

Only one place was still open, a single story building that was like a cafe or a bank.   It had a single long counter and metal bars painted white with servers in booths. 
It was a meeting place where people would wait in a line to go threw.
A washroom/bathroom was close by too.

I'd met a woman I knew we hug and talk for a bit, then I picked her up and carried her to the counter. 
She'd lost her space in the line to talk to me, and I'd noticed a rare moment with no one waiting so decided to take her to get served.

A long thin sand beach like a shelf,  I spent most of my time there.  People would pass threw as it was easier than walking the dunes, so I stayed in touch with the odd traveller moving about.

It was close to a jetty were occasional boats coming to and from would moor up.

It reminded me a little of the strange islands we travelled threw the other night.

 

Next dream, stone close.   Again I'm sleeping rough, Ali was with me.
We didn't have a home there but she was staying with an elderly couple that her parents had known.  I was just wandering around bare foot.

Another guy was living rough there too, he was doing up old vehicles and sleeping in a small red van he'd done.
The latest was an amazing old bus, he'd resprayed it in white and blue.
It seemed to be a commission as it left as soon as he'd finished.

No one seemed to mind us living rough there.  He was using the communal car parking spaces but never had more than 1 project on the go.
His van was parked in the place where out garages used to be.

At the bottom near Em's house was a bus turning place.   The busses turning were like the old grey Northumbria buss but modern... Painted in the old red/grey.
They would almost do a donut turn there.
Then head back out.

It wasn't a scheduled stop, but they would let us rough sleepers on or off if we hailed them.

 

Some of the communal path ways had been blocked up,  I was spending my time clearing these of rubbish, weeds or piles of old wood fencing that had been left about.
 

I'd gone to the white squares outside the back of Marie's house... The buildings had been modernised here and some of them turned into 3 story flats, being used by visitors and tourists that would arrive on big white coaches.

The squares were filled with outdoor plastic sofas arranged around tables and a family with a strong Geordie accents were sat with modern luggage waiting for a coach home.

 

The guy had stopped me as I was crawling around on the ground... Possible looking for scraps of food.   He's laughed at me, not unkindly and told me about a song.
It was the worm at the bottom of the garden.   He was calling me 'Wiggly Woo'

 

 

 

Hummm, it reminds me of the time I was in that dream scape..... With the Pufferfish!  

 

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2021/05/highway-prose-that-lead-aquarimouses.html

 

Last dream was a large bunk house.
Our room contained a mishmash of bunks, some were double others infant sized.
I was sleeping in the top bunk of an old hand made set, it had been badly painted with white gloss at one point and part of the turned safety rail at the top had been broken, but didn't matter to much as it was shoved up against another larger double bunk.

 

We'd been taking part in a relay race.   It had started from the bunk room door... I was dreaming the return. 
The winner was the first to return to the room and take of their clothes.
For some reason we could only talk or touch each other again once undressed, when we touched the other would get dressed and race on.

My race was over as I'd stripped and touched 4 guys who were waiting to race.   As they left I put on other clothing and headed to the communal kitchen.  A large open area with a mish mash of work tops and old cookers.  It was clean and bright but made from peoples left over stuff.... There were a lot of surfaces I was cleaning with an orange cloth, toast crumbs and the odd pan left from people who'd cooked.

A small girl had arrived and I was helping her feel at home.  I'd taken her to a room where a bunk was filled with soft toys and was showing her a giant cuddly turtle we kept in there.


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Humm, the white squares arn't white anymore.. they are grey now.  🤔

Time Line on Track

 

8/3

Buying an old pub/restaurant with Em on a shore.   The tide came right to the building wall, it was really run down in a place called 'The Shed' 
Inside was dirty white paint and old red velvet chairs and benches.

It had a living space and also the pub kitchen, I was rigging up Calor Gas for the stoves and an old heating thing. 
We had a husky type dog and a small tabby cat.

 

9/3

Dream at work.  Another workshop type area... This one like a garage, I was in there with a guy.

Metal and wood...  We were working on a carriage for a horse.

 

I knew it was linked to another dream where I was sabotaging a carrige I was supposed to be repairing.

 

 

10/3

Stove fire... Spreading to a pile of wood.

'You are trying to visually represent growth'
 

Suppose it dose look like a branch...

'They can diverge'  

Mmmm  

lol so me n Dad?  'Older branch or vine is support'  ohh...

 

They Ivy bracelet?   'You can feed energy bk to the plant'

 

Oh....   I should go get him, he needs to use his legs n all :D

'He will be a branch to grow around'   Oooooo...

 

'You Under Stand me mouse'  Err likely... 

 

'Younger growth may support a tree, but a branch gives support'

?

'Even when decayed' I wasn't thinking that... But I do understand..
what is the other under stand?

 

'Something we have learned'   Umm.. I'm more tired n a bit pissed now..

'Then rest, I'm HERE NOW'  🤔

11/3

 

A science lab, I was working there with a guy.  He liked the bacterial assay of my orange ribbon.. I laughingly told him 'me too' but was puzzled as I didn't know he'd been sampling it!   We were working on IVF Rachel from uni was going to be a surrogate.  I kept braking my specs, I had half a red pair and half a blue and was wondering if I could stuck them together.
I'd lost my clothing at a party too.

Then a massive stately home.  I'd ordered a bunch of essential oils that had arrived in a holdall.  They wern't the high quality that I'd ordered and I was deciding what I should do.

 

Outside of the stately home people were quing up to visit was a meeting place, it had a stone fire place built into the wall and a stone seat.
I was family of the original people the home had been built for but we had sold it to a historical property management place and they ran it as a museum. 
Family members would still meet at the fire outside to warm up and connect.

I had 2 bro's one had 4 arms, dark bronze skin with hints of red and black hair and eyes, the others skin was more red and he had small bones like horns.

 

Last dream I was seeing glitches in the sky.  Some were like dead pixels and others like odd transparent floaters.  I was with someone discussing changes to come.

Inka appeared in the morning,  he opend my chest and then my heart... It was like a red heart shaped metal locker with 4 doors for chambers... He was faffing about doing something and when I asked he told me 'I'm changing the locks'   He took a small silver padlock type/ diary key away with him.

https://mousedream.blogspot.com/2020/12/time-line-and-dna-healing.html

Humm the 4 chambers, and the Pluto returning to Aquarius as my Dad moves close to me!

 

Dom and Dragons

 

3/3

Very long dream.
A strange hospital, it was very hot.  I was talking to the sister who was struggling to keep the patients hydrated with the heat.
It was a long heatwave I think, I was helping her to bring drinks and monitor urinary output and concentration.

 

Next dream I was walking with a younger guy.   I had round purple circular bruises in the centre of each palm.. Painful too, it was from something I'd been doing with a small metal tube.
I had strange skin pigmentation too, white with a leaf shaped pattern of darker brown pigment it looked kinda cool, like a mix of art and camouflage.

 

On my hands friends had drawn images in ink, cartoon people and graffiti like tags, covering the backs and sides of the skin.

 

Next dream a platform space, connected by stairs.  We were having odd liquid meals. 
Thicker than soup, some savoury some sweet.
I'd had a bowl of green stuff that tasted of leeks first. 
Then a brown wiped coffee choc bowl for desert, we were their resting between sifts.
A relaxation place, with floor mats and the mushy food.

Then an MMO dream, were we appeared as our avatars.

I had many and wanted to change the sex and appearance of one.
I was waiting in line to see a GM, they were behind metal bars with windows and a screen.
Sort of like a high security bank.
I wasn't sure what I was going to change too, the avatar I was swapping was currently a male human mage in a white robe.   I fancied something smaller and stranger.

 

Last dream I was with Dom in a massive residential school.  We were separated into houses of Red, Green, Yellow and Blue.

We were sorting out a router internet network, it was his birthday and he'd purchased himself a receiver that would improve his connection.
He was telling me about it as we walked round the school along a path of dusty fallen leaves beside woodland.  I had a small robotic fire alarm that was rolling along the ground beside me.

I'd felt bad that I'd not done anything for his birthday so wanted to get him a takeaway meal.
He was saying he allready had something planed with Andy & Rob so I'd wanted to get food for them all.  He invited me to join them but wanted to pay.
I didn't know where his room was, and felt a bit like I was gate crashing.. I'd asked him what zone he was in and he told me Green.  I think I was in Red, but not sure about this.
The zones were all on wall maps.. Dad woke me here.

5/3

Dragons.
A strange church with a Swedish brother and sister.  The church was split into 2 aswsell.  We he was teatching us to yodel or similar in an odd language I didn't understand.
We also had gold soul paint.

6/3

I was traveling way north with a bunch of people, sunny islands of a very northerly coast.  We wanted the 5th and last island were we'd been given a bit of paper where an unusual healer was hiding out.
You could only visit on personal recommendation from someone else, we had a small folded card where someone had vouched for us.

 

The islands were filled with old standing stones and loads of old monuments.
 

Arriving at the village we took the card to the address and a beautiful black woman at the door made a call to the person to check we matched the description of the people she'd sent.

Once she was content we were taken below into sort of apothecary room where and elderly guy and woman worked.
The person I was traveling with wanted a treatment, while I was waiting they were happy for me to look through there amazing library of hand written and illustrated books.

Once we'd got what we came for we were told we were also able to recommend people we trusted to visit.

 

We journeyed straight back to the mainland on a small boat threw calm blue waters.

Next dream was more sureal, an odd obstacle course journy, I had a tiny bike I was riding.
After climbing up and down nets I arrived at a room with tired seats in front of a crowd.

A female was making me a giant teddy bear fabric, she had me strip to take measurements, while I was nekid she decided to take my temp but insisted on it being rectal temp!
Was odd as it was in front of the crowd!  Being me I'd agreed but had tried to remind her I wasn't a dog :D

 

7/3

First dream was of giant woman made of crystal dust or sand the particles constantly swirling around and fraying of before reforming.
She was in a giant vertical coffin.
Looked amazing, she was flecked with gold scales too, I'd come to collect one and she pealed on away for me....
After I took it she started to dissipate, sort of blowing away.  It looked amazing.

 

Next dream I was climbing a rope above a large drop/fall.

At the top was a church with trays of sandwiches on a trolley left outside for anyone who might be hungry.

 

I entered a shop with a young unfamiliar male.  We were trying to have sex there but another guy, shop assistant kept following us around and watching.

When we finished I met Dom, he had a grey metal tooth at the front.
We talked a bit, I woke up.

 

 

Back to sleep again, I'm in a round stone building, above is a spire and below another round room where our dragons could fly in and out and connect to us mentaly and emotionally threw the floor.
Outside Dom was there again, or a mix of Dom/Jack.   He was waking away and I splashed water on him, after that it became a bit of a game - water fight.
We found ourselves in a old market town outside a tavern was crates of giant veg, I wanted one of the massive aubergines.
I then find myself at a bulk buy market laying on a huge pile of plastic wrapped bread loaves.

The stall holder wanted me to get off and I wasn't sure how to minimise the damage to his produce so I decided to roll.
I landed on some other stuff and then purchased the worse of the stock I'd squashed.

 

After this I was to attend a wedding as a guest or bridesmaid.  The bride and her partner had been offered the use of a massive home belonging to the brides father to use after the ceremony.
I was helping them to take some stuff there.   It was a fancy place with cowhide rugs and huge gold framed mirrors.

 

Somewhere in the night I was also making soap from sheep tallow.  I was cooking minced lamb in meatball shaped and collecting the fat.   I was making the lye with wood ash.  I seemed to be teatching people the process.
 

Burning and Crying

 

27th

 

A strange and not pleasant long dream at work.
Started of that I was visiting young kids in school and listening to them read and stuff.
One girl was conflicted, one moment she'd want to hug me.... Then get scared and back off.
Then it got more sureal, Em was there and we were all in diffrent colour medi uniform.  She was in housekeeping colours, I seemed to be in care.

We were in a shopping centre above a massive underground interchange station.

Acting out a meme of a guy with a backpack..  Loads of us doing it in a kind of conga, but Em was leading... With props and everything.
I'd wandered of from them and got a bit lost and found myself heading down into the station area.
Down some dirty stairs I found a skateboard laying around so I decided to lend it for a bit...
It was hard going as it was up hill.
I was wishing I had skates or blades instead when a bunch of skater kids approached me with no warning and one put his cigarette out on my left cheek.
It hurt.   I got off the board and continued on foot.

I was trying to get to my platform and took what at first looked like a path but then singles and track started changing and I was at the intersection of 2 approaching trains.

I realised for a while it's a long time since I've dreamt of being on tracks... I wasn't immobile and ran and jumped a barrier allowing the trains to pass.

 

My cheek was painful and burning and I considered if I should report it to the transport police a layer down.  Thinking I didn't want the same thing to happen to anyone else I meby should....though I was conflicted as they might have thought I was nicking their board.

Deciding I should at least inform them I whent to their sort of odd glass booth.

The police were fucking odd... Sort of grouse caricatures of people with swollen heads and massive gums with tiny teeth.  They seemed to only want to take the piss so I left there and again tried to make my way to either Em or the platform...   Strange odd escalators again that needed you to activate a part of them for them to work.... As I was going down I just sort of held on n let gravity do it's work.

Next thing I recall was being in a sort of cable car where older kids in school uniform were lobbing gold balls.  I only noticed them when one narrowly whent over my head. 

 

29/2

Main dream space... Fire coming from electric sockets... 

Watching in burn then trying to turn the power off with a cloth.

Then hot porridge...  Burnt fingers taking the bowl.

 

Odd how I keep dreaming of being burnt :P

Last was an odd sort of hockey game on a square feild.. Odd sticks made from wood cut offs and we all had to play from points around the square.

 

1/3

Strange dream..   I was squeezing a blackhead like spot... But what came out was like a huge black wiggly worm... 
It was so odd I looked for another one to squeeze too.
I ended up with 4 or 5 big black worm things that then wiggled off and kind of grossed me out!

 

An odd care home that decided to take on a bunch of young girls that needed social care.
They were board there and chucking milk, bread and stuff all over the place.

It was linked to another place too that I recall being in before in another dream with Dom.  A big secure school or hospital.
I can't find it now...
Also walking threw woodland where I'd left a box of old crockery.  Other people had added to it also and I was thinking it was a good idea.
 

2/3

Green valley a bit like where the Witch crab apple is,  I was there threw diffrent times.
In one time there was a party being held there, a celebration with young men and women. The men had come back from a war.
Flowers and dancing.

Then more sureal stuff.
Building a kitchen, then a giant wave tank...  I felt like a buoy on the water... Bobbing back and for with the waves.

Then a sad dream with Sheila and Eric, I had to leave/move and didn't want too.  

Was crying.  (Prolly to do with walking past their old house yday when I lived with them and knowing they are both gone.
Was sad...  cried a lot in the dream.

 

Last dream I was playing with Zak with some amazing carved wooden dinos.  :)

 

Spaces and Strangers

 

23rd

Odd night, was dreaming about being in here, some false awakening, some more dream like.

 

One dream was of here but i was further up the hill, a bigger building with sloped garden.

A guy was with me and there was some kind of lockdown.  We lived in the space...  duno who he was.

I'd defrosted a leg of lamb I was going to roast for us to share.

Becky and Jo were in the space too, its sunny and they are playing on swings on some grass.

A football match in the area too, the guy with me was going to play in goal for the local team as a stand in.
It was odd, the building felt like an out of use school or community center.

 

Next dream was a large school, cultural mishmash of people.

One group were nekid but for a hand patterned body paint round their middles, they were heading to a feild to dance.

 

An older female was giving me acupuncture in my ear lobe.  I was watching her remove the log sterile pins from their packs.

26th

First dream I have a brown bottle with a pink opiate liquid in it. 
It was old, like a Victorian medicine bottle.   I was with another guy and we were drinking it to get high.
Not sure where I was both the guy and setting along the side of a road with occasional old buildings were other wise unfamiliar.

 

Next a cosy sort of dream, timeless yet old.
I was young and lived with an old wood carver who made bespoke carved animals and animal heads for people.
We lived in his work shop, an old wooden cabin with one room with an open fire place.
 
The room had a small desk that served as a sales counter and work benches, simple hand tools and hanging oil lanterns.
Shelves lined the walls with bits of carved wood in various states of completion.
Most of the stuff was handmade, all the chairs n benches...  Patchwork blankets.
We had house plants and flowers I'd brought inside in old vases.

I had some kind of disability that effected my legs and movement was slow, difficult and painful, I didn't mind I spent a lot of time just sitting at his desk watching him work.  

 

Was an odd night here, heavy rain early on which is fine...   But then there was high winds.
And Star sneaked in and made herself well at home, she was under the duvet n fluff purring like a tractor and kneading away.
The wind was disturbing me...lol and cat.  Inka appeared and jumped me to a ship...  Stuffed me in a wee crew bunk drew the curtains and told me to stay there n sleep on my belly so I didn't snore 🙄 Next dream was from there.

 

 

Last dream was London.
It was tied to my Dad visiting but I lived in a strange communal building.   More like a squat, I had a dark basement room under a street of shops, the window height up and feet level was stained with dirt and let in car fumes.  

No furniture and horrible stained orange carpet.  Kef was with me too, I seemed to spend much of my time nekid. 
I was strong too, could grab a bar and do pull ups with ease.

The area was an odd mix of poor and very well off, big town houses off some streets and also more cul-de-sac areas with small gardens.  I'd got trapped in one of these trying to cut threw to the main street after walking along a tree lined canal way. 
The home owner was angry but when I explained I was just trying to get onto the street he took me bk down the garden and showed me the way to a path.

Last part of the dream was odd... A guy not unlike Inka had me pinned against a brick wall and was spraying a perfumed body spray in my mouth and on my teeth!  Yack. 

Sea & Land

 

17th

Dream at work.

I had a house share with Em, we were decorating it.   Good fun vibe then this odd ghost guy.

He could throw his voice into other people.

Speaking through them.

He was a teacher that was some how linked to the death of a child.

21st

A strange car journey from an unfamiliar town.  My Mam was there, me and my 3 kids. 

We had a camp site with 3 small open square stoves and a load of empty pizza box's.
My mother had packed these into the car and I was annoyed that she'd not let me take them to be recycled before we left.
The journey was amazing... Countryside with incredible trees with the most fantastic blossom.   All kinds of trees with a rainbow of blossom flowers, bushes too all in bloom.   Some of the trees were floating and others amazing twisted shapes.  Was so good we decided to turn the car around and drive back again.

Large complex of ruined buildings, had the feel of an old monastery but it was being used as a modern campsite with shops and activities. 
Sports games and church like services, horse riding too.

An odd bathroom that looked like a court house too,  where the person on trial would be there was instead a large round bathtub.

I'd entered a shop on the complex and was met by a red haired child assistant in a elaborate pink frilly dress covered in red roses.  I commented how pretty she looked and she wanted to help me find an outfit.  
I found a cropped rainbow top with puffy sleeves and was asking her about a skirt to match as I'd decided it would be perfect to cos-play Rainbow Bright 😆

 

Last dream was a costal area, but the tide was out so I was exploring the villages, towns and harbours from what would have been the sea.
It gave a different sort of connection to the whole area.
Some spaces were built so the tide could come up the centre of the main shopping streets so town halls or monuments and statues would be cut off at the high tide.
 

The towns were unusual too, huge communal beds set into rock walls with wooden steps to climb up.
An odd ticket master in a red coat with his wife controlled access to places, he had the feel of a fat ringmaster and his wife an fortune teller in an elaborate black dress.

I was there for a dental appointment and was waiting in a room with a crows nest.  A female in black feathers was asleep up there another climbing up to meet her.
A woman with 2 young blond female twins too, she was the woman who lived a few doors down but they all looked different.  We chatted while waiting until an alarm went of on my watch... As it was going off in my dream too it made me lucid, and I must have managed to switch my alarm off too as I stayed in the dream... Telling them it was morning somewhere else.

As the lucidity changed the ringmaster again appeared and I followed him into a wooden building with toilets and benches, a sort of waiting area.  
Bird box's were dotted around, I'd mistaken one for a bin... But realised my mistake when a tiny woodpecker style bird hopped in with a caterpillar in her beak.
Along the side of a table pressed to a wall was a rodent hole, where a mother was leading it's young in and out to gather crumbs.  A strange thing, sort of like a Degu but with white stripes... Meby a chipmunk. 

 

Before waking I was watching another scene, a dog and her puppy who'd got caught in a sinking tar pit...  The mama was lost but a guy was pulling the lighter scared puppy out who'd managed to keep it's head out.

23rd

Odd night, was dreaming about being in here, some false awakening, some more dream like.

One dream was of here but i was further up the hill, a bigger building with sloped garden.

A guy was with me and there was some kind of lockdown.

I'd defrosted a leg of lamb i was going to roast.

Becky and Jo were in the space too, its sunny nd they are playing on swings on some grass.

A football match, the guy with me was going to play in goal.

 

Next dream was a large school, cultural mishmash of people.

One group were nekid but for a hand patterned body paint round their middles.

 

A female was giving me acupuncture in my ear lobe.